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system-error404-notfound · 2 years

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happy fucking father’s day to my “dad” who hid in his office 24/7, leaving everything up to our abusive mom and never caring about us unless our grades were bad

you can go fuck yourself. “I love you”? Maybe you should’ve been there a little more instead of hiding all day. I hate you, you coward.

#tw vent #tw abuse mention #tw abuse #tw neglect #tw child neglect #tw emotional neglect #tw fathers day #tw Father’s Day #tw father mention #tw father #tw swearing #gonna cry all day now #because some of us still love him #he fucking doesn’t deserve our love

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somethingcorenotsure · 2 years

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I think it's so adorable that early humans took wild gourds - a tiny fruit that hollows out as it dries, making it float - and decided to make something out of it

they thought the tiny fruit was so good that they bred it for thousands of years, making it larger to form into bowls and cups, and different shapes to become bottles and spoons

and musical instruments

And then, people took the hollow gourds they farmed, and they turned them into houses for birds. We adapted them into the perfect houses for birds, and now there are specific breeds of birdhouse gourd just for making into birdhouses

And humans dedicated gardening space and time and thousands of years of breeding to make the gourds so absolutely perfect for birds, that there is a species of bird that lives almost exclusively in them

#yes I KNOW i posted about this the other day but *crying* i just love plant domestication and the history of agriculture #and humanity's positive affect on the ecosystems we live in #mine #image IDs in alt text #hmm. I'm gonna tag this #permaculture #just to pspsps @ that community to look at how cool gourds are please everyone grow birdhouse gourds and give cavity nesters places to live #i don't think mine will become fully ripe before i get my first frost :( next year i need to start gourds indoors #i didn't want to grow them before because i didn't have much garden space but now i do and i need to grow all of them #i might be. a little obsessed with gourds. but also i saw a pair of purple martins flying by the road last year #and i had never seen one before then! and i need to see more of them #i have a few hundred barn swallows but i need more birds flying around my house. more!!#and also i have a ton of invasive cavity nesting species around here. house sparrows and starlings.#gotta make up for those things competing with native birds for nest dites #*sites #the invasive birds very often win :/#that's why they're invasive #i really do need to start trapping them....

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mobius-m-mobius · 6 months

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#just a wizard gentleman and his butler 🪄🎩

#mobius #loki #lokius #victor timely #loki spoilers #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #wasn't gonna make this set until later in the week and we all know mobius is calling the shots BUT #even though it's not the same thing i can't get a slow burn valet au out of my mind and it's driving me insane please someone write this 😭#the way mobius is constantly supporting and hyping everything about loki they were taught to push aside... never getting over it...#and just because it needs to be said i've been crying over owen in that victorian fit for days now god is he beautiful 😭😭#loki s2 spoilers #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs #flashing cw

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deerspherestudios · 1 month

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I'm way late but better late than never 😭! For this March event by lazerinth ❤️

#mushroom oasis vn #doodles #mushroom oasis march #been sick for 3 days straight it was so awful ghghn #but im happy i get to start these now #sticking to a simple artstyle so i can keep up #im gonna post these as i go #ALSO IMAGINE MY SURPRISE TO SEE SO MANY PEOPLE PARTICIPATE TOO BTW???#YALL GONNA MAKE ME CRY OWEUGHEH #love seeing the entries theyre all amazing <3

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softavasilva · 1 year

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alba messing up avas lines but it doesnt even seem like she broke character bc she just radiates avas golden retriever energy so well. im sob

#warrior nun #warrior nun cast #alba baptista #ava silva #i just know simon fought tooth and nails to get this blooper real #hes my holy father he is the one im celebrating in this Christmas day #and now i know that there is one for s2 #im gonna commit crimes to get all their reels trust #this is the most wholesome alba baby content im literally shaking crying etc she is sosoft #i need to protect her #she makes me feel so ksjdnfkjsdfn POCET SIZE #if u see me being emotional over this tiny woman u are absolutely correct i will fight everyone for her

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carpisuns · 10 months

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me (newish zelda player, very bad at video games) being so so brave and venturing back into the depths (scary, real heebie-jeebies hours) to find a way into korok forest (my little haven, everyone loves me and calls me mr hero there)

I am in there for way too long and am being to feel more unnerved but then I see BEAN LIGHTS! I KNOW THOSE! I ascend. At last. My safe place.

but why is it so dark here?? It’s 9:25 am. All the koroks are zombies. gloom is creeping out of the deku tree’s belly. oh no.

I go in. I see chasm. I descend. gloom hands jumpscare. are you serious. I have never attempted to fight these things I only run away they’re so scary!!!

They squeeze my little lifey out multiple times and then i finally manage to do some damage but ALAS! I run out of arrows. I decide to retreat for supplies. I buy beedle out of arrows at three stables. I hunt for bombflowers. I bravely return. I end up using about 50 arrows and bombs and ice fruits (they come BACK if they’re not all down at the same time??? Good grief.)

but finally. finally. THE EVIL IS DEFEATED. I DID IT. THE HERO OF HYRULE. korok forest is safe!!!

WRONG! hello little guy says phantom ganon. I scream and die immediately. You can’t be serious. I already DID the hard scary thing. How is there MORE.

I fight gloom hands again and am killed by ganon again multiple times. I retreat for supplies AGAIN. More arrows. I go to the depths and collect millions of poe to trade for bombs and anti-gloom stuff. I transport to multiple locations to pick up more sundelions that I marked. I make so much food. I am finally ready.

I bomb the crap out of the gloom hands. I’m ready for you ganon. I eat my anti-gloom food. I still die. I try again. I am very bad at fighting. Theoretically I know how to perfect dodge and shield parry but I can never seem to manage it when it matters. But whatever. I brought so much food. I will simply eat a meal every time he hits me, which is many times.

Eventually I succeed purely from the power of kebabs. The forest is purified. I don’t even get a treat for it.

I miss the guardians.

#y’all mind if I liveblog a little totk lmao #you do mind? too bad I’ve always been annoying on this blog and I’m not gonna stop now #I just had such an emotional ride about this the other day lol #I also got all the memories so yeah it was a DAY. a TIME even. this game goes so hard….maybe even too hard….#ngl i did cry real tears about dragon zelda #totk #totk spoilers #loz #mine

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imperiuswrecked · 6 months

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I am tired in all the ways a human can be tired.

Emotionally.

Physically.

Mentally.

Spiritually.

I am tired to my very bones. There is no place in this world where I can rest because even my dreams are tired.

The burdens heaped upon my shoulders, invisible to all except my fellow kindred spirits, who know weariness as intimately as I do because we walk the same path. They know despair's weight in their hearts, they know melancholy's sigh in their ears, they know the shining hope that flutters between their fingers, desperate to grasp it's golden wings as it eludes them.

This is the year, they tell me, their smiles soft and tired, their voices strong, this is the year we will be free. I want to return their smile, I want to nod my head, I want to hope.

But hope is a golden bird forever out of reach. After so many years I can no longer hear its song.

I want to rest, beneath the olive tree my grandfather planted. I want to listen to the birds singing.

From the River to the Sea,

Palestine will be Free.

#palestine #poetry #my poetry #its been a long time since I put my poems online #and now I'm gonna head offline to sink into my 4th depressive spiral this month ✌️#one day I'll stop crying #insert meme: once I get rid of all this repressed trauma its all over for you bitches #❤️

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loveserum · 6 months

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u know when a wound reopens in a way u could’ve sworn wasn’t possible. anyway does anything else ever manage to hurt like u do

#and after all of it #this too #u ever spend a day crying just to look in the mirror and have to say ok. do it alone #i want to get out of this fucking city #and I want to feel easy to love #actually I just want something to be good and mine and I know I’m gonna figure it out #just not right now #personal

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melatien · 5 months

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My submission for @aimportantdragoncollector's trioholders event (bonus round)!!

they are at the beach

#why? to smash childrens sandcastles and so yoichi can force third to let him give him a sand mermaid tail #jk its because yoichis pale ass needs to photosynthesise #even just a smidge of tan would be a miracle #anyways it took me 16 days but i did it yall #im gonna go cry in a corner now this was a PAIN to draw #was nearly gonna draw thirds hand on yoichis waist but then i realised i'd have to draw hands 😔#i was gonna give yoichi sunglasses but i ran out of time (ironic isnt it)#i had to make sure my first proper piece with the third ofa user was immaculate. i simply had to go plus ultra on him #....then the abs came #suddenly my will to art vanished #dont ask what happend with yoichi.... i cannot explain this phenomenon/miracle #something snapped in me after all my horrible yoichi arts i did the previous month #third only took me 3 days to draw. BLAME YOICHI FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK!!!#his prettiness became the weakness for me finishing by the deadline #mha #shigaraki yoichi #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #third ofa user #my art #Three Weeks Of Trioholders #ichisan #i swear if i forgot a tag in here im gonna cry ITS TOO DAMN MANY #being someone that overdoes everything and is a artist AND writer is so painful. limits dont exist in the eyes of tien #just like sugis many ways to store me away #YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SAFE HUH SUGI NOW EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR A VAULTER #i will escape from under your shoe. one day.

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opikiquu · 1 month

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.Aventurine. Aventurine. Boy wh y

#★ arin rambles #★ my art #my best friend finished aventurines boss in 1 try #(i was stuck so i never knew what happened after)#wish she never did #im filled with so much sorrow #THE NOTE. THE NOTE THE NOTE THE NOTE #HE. CARES HE CARES SO M #IM DOOMED #IM TOO LITTLE FOR ALL THIS SADNESS #SO MUCH . TEARS . TOO MANY SAD. WHY. WHYYY MEEEE #The note……… Im never ever gonna drop this ever #Aventurine’s story will haunt me forever #(affectionately)#so good….. but like in a painful way. Like ive been crying for 3 days now #today was the worst offense. MY HEAD HURTS STILL #SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE CALLED escape penacony obby!#ill stop rambling now . I need . Rest. Or a ratiorine overdose whichever i find first #i hope my best friends dont see these tags they’ll think im pathetic #And i am. But nobody has to know that #THE NOTE— Okay fine ill stop ILL STOP #hsr penacony spoilers #hsr penacony #penacony #dr ratio x aventurine #dr ratio #aventurine x dr ratio #aventio #ratiorine #hsr aventurine

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none-of-it-was-accidental · 3 months

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noah kahan’s stick season (forever) is not safe to listen to after 10pm

#Crying is basically unavoidable #It’s just probable at any other time of day #But at night?? Sobbing is imminent #Okay actual tags now #noah kahan #stick season we’ll all be here forever #stick season #well all be here forever #forever #stick season (we’ll all be here forever)#stick season by noah kahan #stick season forever #stick season album #lyrics #homesick #the view between villages #northern attitude #your needs my needs #youre gonna go far

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mobius-m-mobius · 7 months

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LOKI cast in the S1 blooper reel

#loki #mobius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #absolute cuties all around 🥺💖#god i'm glad we're getting physical media with bonus features again!! truly an essential to life and as it should always be #now if you'll excuse me i'm gonna go spend the rest of the day shaking and crying over lamentis mobius and that closeup shot of owen 😳#owen wilson #tom hiddleston #wunmi mosaku #gugu mbatha-raw #marvel #owenwilsonedit #flashing cw #dianagifs

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popcorn-ceiling-chickemn · 14 days

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Alrighty kiddos i yet again just sailed though the chapters, the vice grip on my brain will not leave, I now need to go re read the foxhole court and scream internally because holllllllyyyy fuckin shit y'all.

Chapter idk, 16? To end of book:

Image limit again y'all. I'm absolutely floored with this book @korakos you wrote an absolutely beautiful and tragic survival of Jean and I cannot wait to see what you do with it going forward.

#im gonna go cry my eyes out now #aftg #all for the game #nora sakavic #the foxhole court #andrew minyard #neil josten #tsc #andreil #jean moreau #jeremy knox #renee walker #kevin day #the sunshine court

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tianhai03 · 1 year

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