#god. this year is kicking my ASS

[croakings]

wrote like 5 thousand words for nano today,,,,,, we are ALMOST out of that deficit lol

#* #nano #''oh yeah i'll catch up during my vacation'' i say and then do the adjusted minimum (if even) the whole time and ONLY #go hard like. two days out of the whole week #i had a 9k lag that i kept creeping out of and then kicking myself back into but WE ARE BACK BABEY #i have to do an extra 600 ONLY tomorrow and then i'm back to the 1667 minimum. #god. this year is kicking my ASS #wait until you see my graphs. they're ven better than they should be because some days #i put my wordcount. Not where it was. to not fall into a pit of deapair at my sad lines #so my triumphant returns are leas visible but even with my lying to myself. you can absolutely see the slumps. #anyway #TODAY WAS SO HARRRRD good lord i hope 50k finishes this up. #otherwise since i think it'll get me close i'll have to KEEP WRITING and then i have to EDIT and tho. i Love editing. #i have been sitting around so much i am tired of sitting around. i'm going to throw mothman (my laptop) out a window. #be free old friend....................... reach for the sky........................................... #DOUBLE anyway #wwwwwouuuugggggggghh even takinf a year off writing really kills you. #i say. as tho i haven't been writing more than usual this year actually. #BUT ITS BEEN SHORT STUFF..... little bursts......... Not Like This lmaoooooo #1 month to write 6k is not nano. these are different beasts. #triple. AND quadruple anyway. i hope the ao3 folks tell me i am so funny and good at writing by GOD do nice comments help the pain....... #who DOESN'T giggle and kick their feet when someone says Whoa This Rules. i sure do. it keeps me going. #ok i have used up my last anyway goodbye. fare thee well fellow writers may you too survive the rest of this last week #and be showered with a bunch of compliments when you're done. here's one from me: #you're doing so good and you are so strong and brave for tackling nano and your story ROCKS you've worked so hard on it. #i hope u r proud bc u deserve to be. even if you dropped out. that story is still in your Brain. and it can hatch one day even if #it's different from how it is now. and if it doesn't hatch it can keep you company forever. and that rules too. #i am SO TIRED but with the last of my strength. a kissaroo from me to you. muah. fight on 🫡💪

[rayjayoo]

[ trips and falls down the stairs ]

hello i come bearing phos doodles o(-(

#ray art #houseki no kuni #land of the lustrous #hnk #hnk phos #phosphophyllite #howdy again doing my once in a blue moon tumblr art post #“hopefully more art soon” so that was a lie! #anyways in my time gone ive had other things come in with a steel chair and take over my braincells #them being orv #especially orv and hnk #like my GOD my artblock is still kicking my ass even now but once i get past it i swear im going to make so much art for both of them #gonna draw an au where nothing bad ever happened to phos bc i still havent Recovered from the most recent chapters #PHOS MY BABYYYY AUGHHUEUEUEUE #alright thats it from me see you either soon or ina million years again

[kingoftheladybugs]

Hello! @starshadyy l was your secret santa this year! I hope you enjoy this

#god this was supposed to be completely different but work kicked my ass this year #it is actively kicking my ass as this posts #but l had fun shading this #nnk secret santa #nnk1 #ni no kuni: wrath of the white witch #ni no kuni swaine #ni no kuni oliver #ni no kuni esther #ni no kuni #ni no kuni drippy #nnk wotww

[seulgishaku]

Reyna being a constant in Jasico's relationship. She probably tells them how much they mean to each other more than they do.

She knows them both so well. She knows all their signs and tells. She'll walk in on one of Jason's visits to camp to him asleep in Nico's arms on the couch and go, "oh, he sleeps with you? He doesn't often let people see him so vulnerable, he feels safe in your arms."

Or she'll go up to Jason and go "keep an eye on Nico, he's been shadow traveling alot recently. Make sure he rests well and don't be alarmed if he's gone for a couple of days."

She's just there and gods they're grateful for her.

#hoo #pjo #jason grace #nico di angelo #jasico #thunderworld #heyyyyyyyy #been a while #LISTEN IM IN SENIOR YEAR OK #CLASS IS KICKING MY ASS #but im finally back on my bullshit #jasico tag looking kinda dry #yone still doing the gods work but they can only do so much by themselves

[wastelandhell]

#shhh he's sleeping #my art #val #sleep anxiety/insomnia was kicking my ass for the last half a year i was so sleep deprived i became a totally different person #but ive finally reached a point where i can fall asleep sober and sleep through the night thank god #i will never take sleeping for granted again i am thankful for every night i get

[simply-m-a-d]

wittle Yullen doodle I made at work ( • v • )

#dgm #Yullen #Allen Walker #Kanda Yuu #i drew them on a post it c: #BELOVEDSSS!!! KITHS FOR THEM !!! THEY DESERVE ALL THE KITHS !!!!! #god i want to draw them so much but life and work are kicking my ass I’m gonna cry #i missed drawing them giving each other lil kiths 🥹 #would u believe me if I told you I have like 4 wips of bunny Allen bc it’s the year of the rabbit??? ( • - • ) #also. as u can tell. I still despise drawing clothes. and their hair.

[acoldsovereign]

". . . Why do I feel like I've forgotten something?"

#IC: Inclemental Weather #{{ I was scrolling through my old blog. compiling other stuff i wanted to move over and--- #{{ OH GOD IT'S GONNA BE A YEAR IN TWO DAYS?!?!?!?!? WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE- #{{ I'VE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST A YEAR WHAT THE FUCK NO THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!!! THIS DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT???!!! 😭 WHAT IS TIME?? IDK HER APPARENTLY #{{ I FEEL TOO NEW STILL WAIT 😭 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #{{ I NEED TO HURRY TF UP AND SHARE MY PROMO IN TIME!!!! *KICKS MY OWN ASS*

[afton-family-askblog]

Hey William has someone ever told you that you are just a emberassment not only but a mistake,a failure and a disappointment also of a father,a bestfriend and a husband? And as a pizzeria owner.

I mean wow,two kids dead or your own and a dead wife also you killed like your best friends daughter and also like your own wife.also the fact you consider yourself a higher being and strive for immortality but you’ll only ever achieve the MERE FRACTURE but even then,you will never be god or some kind of fucking demigod or whatever is what you fucking want to be.also your British and have a high chance if not have crooked teeth now,you will have later. Ooooh yeah! Also your a honestly a pathetic mf to kill CHILDREN,they’re smaller and a bit weaker and your too much of a pussy to do it to adults and such more.you will be in eternal torture both living and dead <3

:))

- sincerely with full of spite and hate,a anon that seeks vengeance like the spirits you have slain

((Srsly ur blog is amazing,sorry I just wanted to intimate William XD))

...hm. You say I won't ever achieve a meer fraction of a gods power? You utter fool. I control life and death, I have taken and I have given. Those deaths are just a minor inconvenience, Henry will get over Charlotte. I will fix everything, I will become divine.

I will put them back together.

And not you, not that brat, nobody will be able to stop me.

#GOD DAMNNNN ANON #INSANE MONOLOG IN THE FIVE NIGHTS AT FREBBYS ASK BLOG. #Also ty anon !!!!!!! <333333 #Oh my god i love when ppl send the most kick ass monolog and its just the silliest lil blog with some oc's and fnaf characters i made #A few years ago #Like DAMMNNNNN #Anyways QUICK GET ODYSEEUS #WJLLIAM SAID 'NOBODY' CAN STOP HIM #Praying i spelt that right ooogh #ask blog #ask #william afton #ask william afton #ask the aftons #fnaf

[gashu-satou-daily]

day 73:

today i'm feeling very sentimental about this old man for whatever reason so have some dedicated minisode drawings. the family... the wretched family........ younger gashu on the right. only drew him because i wanted to draw him sad and crying (normal). really like how kai was a sacrificial lamb for asunaro and so was his father. i think about that a lot.

#daily yttd #gashu satou #yttd spoilers #it's my birthday today! first drawing of this new year of my life. dear god. #really like how i drew kai in this but i don't want to overflow the tags for some sketches... #art block still kicking my ass but my health has been getting better so i assure yall that this old man will grace your eyes more soon #yttd

[detectivehole]

if industrial wins ill do it but its gonna be hell and just know ill blame all of you personally for the full year its healing. and itll heal ugly too

#mine #i like industrialist a lot but god. anything on the helix kicks my ass #ive had the one since i was 14 and it has never known rest UNTIL LAST YEAR. TWENTY TWENTY THREE

[iero]

I hate talking about my IBS because most people are either completely grossed out or just like, "Shit problems, huh? HAHAHAHA" and it's like... This isn't funny and I've been living with this for as long as I remember. It SHOULD be talked about more without ridicule.

#personal #Literally ever since I was a little girl I had bathroom problems. My mom tells me it all the time. #But I was only diagnosed a few years ago and I HATE that GP and I never went back. #They had the worst bedside manner and offered NOTHING but dietary changes. #And I made said changes even cutting out dairy and it doesn't help #Still remember the worst flare up ended me in the ER and that ER visit was one of the most traumatic things I went through. #Not to mention the nurses were rude as fuck but my local hospital is pretty much known for being God awful. #My IBS has been kicking my ass completely the past two weeks and I'm constantly terrified I'll end up back in the ER. #I'm hopeful that this new GP I'm seeing in a week can offer SOMETHING. I'm tired of living like this.

[theshadowrealmitself]

Nick Fury being old as hell and just. always being there whenever people get recruited into SHIELD is great and all, but I think it’d be funny if he was also another person who’s not that old but no one knows that, it’s unfathomable to everyone that there was a time before Nick Fury, the guy just seems ageless and inexplicably tied to SHIELD, there’s theories going around that when SHIELD was created, Nick Fury just formed inside the first base, already an adult

#meanwhile he’s just not that much older than them #anyways I was thinking about an au where Spidey starts vigilante-ing super young and if they met up with Fury how that would go #and I was like ‘oh wait what’s the actual age difference like obviously Fury is much older but what would he look like then?’ #and yall. #I didn’t check every comic but one of the first ones that pops up is the ultimate comics and he’s. #OVER 80 years old #jfc #let gramps rest already oh my god #anyways that’s amazing that he’s over 80 and still kicking ass like that #buuuuut #that means for this au he’d look exactly the same in the fucking flashback. #I don’t want that. #I wanna a visibly younger Fury just cause it’s fun in flashbacks when everyone’s younger #anyways that thought process inspired this post #obviously Fury would be able to rescue himself #but I love humor and I’m imagining tiny lil Spidey going ‘don’t worry civilian I’m here to rescue you!’ #and Fury’s like ‘civilian???’ #anyways #Nick Fury #s.h.i.e.l.d. #marvel #do I need any other tags for this?

[shima-draws]

Your liveblog of One Piece made my day. Also you mentioned Keroro in the tags and now my day is even better.

Hehe glad you're having as much fun as I am!!

GOD KERORO...still one of my favorite series ever. It will always hold a special place in my heart since it was middle school me's special interest and continues to be one of the best instant serotonin shots directly into my brain. I will love Keroro until the day I die

#Shima answers questions #I don't talk about Keroro much here bc I don't watch it suuuper often? #But when I DO. I do NOT shut up about it ever #If you look back at my blog you will see my brief Keroro phases over the years LMAO #Basically I just get into the series again watch 50 of my favorite episodes and all 5 movies repeatedly #And then I draw and talk a lot about it. And then I bounce. NDJKASNDSA #I love the silly little gay frog show so so much #And I love how absolutely. STOOPID Keroro is. #AND THEN THE 0.1% OF THE TIME WHEN HE'S ACTUALLY COMPETENT AND SUPER SCARY #And the other Platoon members remember WHY he's their leader #Giroro: Ohhhh yeah forgot he can actually take charge sometimes. And kick ass??? #Love that stupid frog. GOD #Keroro Gunsou #pomodoko

[ban-joey]

ive been thinking about the physical compatibility scene for like 24 hours. jesus christ. bisexual moment

#charlie hunnam is in literally nothing else i like so i can't speak to his other roles but my GOD does he do the fucking job #instead of being a tortured man ruled by vengeance who uses that feeling to constantly remind everyone of his pain and make it their proble #he does. the opposite. hi. hello? where am i #dont get me STARTED on rinko kikuchi. #i fucking love her honest assessment of him in the beginning to his face only to get like. humble acceptance/genuine hurt in return #and the look on her face of “fuck did i really just say that to him??” insane. insaaaaane #i wonder what she expected. probably something like chuck right. only to get the guy who learned from and deeply regrets his decisions #and has lbr wanted to die for the last 5 years #and getting his ass kicked in the most chemistry-filled fight in his entire life was enough for him to start changing his mind. #okay. Okay. Okay. I'm fine.

[its32bitjelly]

nmpd is possibly one of the only few musicals where i equally want (and is in the vocal range more or less) to play any of the three female lead characters

my only hurdle to face is imposter syndrome

#nmpd #starkid #hatchetfield #stephanie lauter #grace chasity #ruth fleming #my take on grace would be so different from angela's tho #but no hate to her grace it's god tier i just cant top that #imposter syndrome has been kicking my ass for about 5 years now even though i only skipped being in a show for one year

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

I don't not mean this offensively at all but is blows my mind that you are a lawyer but also writing jjk fics bc I work at a law firm and cannot for the life of me imagine any of the lawyers that work there writing fanfiction LOL kudos to u seriously I know how busy schedues can get due to court dates haha

im working in like. big city criminal law stuff right now and have been told by people in my office that i come off as a very deadpan and straight-laced legal nerd so i don't think the people who know me from my attorney life are imagining me writing jjk fanfic in my free time either

#I've got a friend who's clerking for a federal judge rn who's also a big fandom person tho she doesn't write #the legal sphere in general really does try to consume your entire life and i sort of hate that part of the business #like i like being a lawyer but i don't like how aggressively it tries to occupy your whole life #it makes offices very cultish #i like having boundaries in life and i have plenty of friends in my office but like. i have a life outside of it too that i want to keep. #and lawyers are so up their own ass about professional reputation that fandom shit is almost never discussed in a legal environment #you could not waterboard it out of me that I write fanfic for fun at work oh my god #it's not that i'm ashamed of it to be clear i'm proud of my stories i just don't know any of them well enough to trust them yet #lawyers are assholes so often holy shit #like not all of us. some of the nicest people i have ever met are lawyers. but the culture breeds a lot of very big and fragile egos #probably more lawyers than you'd think are into fandom stuff but they absolutely do not bring that shit up #i'd like to think i'll be doing fanfic and fandom stuff for years. it's just a great community and i really really love doing it. #i'm also a kick ass lawyer tho so i'm probably gonna be doing some pretty serious shit at work and just also being a fanfic writer. #but yeah court is exhausting and chaotic and i've been in it every day for like two weeks now so feel free to shoot me