#so my triumphant returns are leas visible but even with my lying to myself. you can absolutely see the slumps.

[croakings]

wrote like 5 thousand words for nano today,,,,,, we are ALMOST out of that deficit lol

#* #nano #''oh yeah i'll catch up during my vacation'' i say and then do the adjusted minimum (if even) the whole time and ONLY #go hard like. two days out of the whole week #i had a 9k lag that i kept creeping out of and then kicking myself back into but WE ARE BACK BABEY #i have to do an extra 600 ONLY tomorrow and then i'm back to the 1667 minimum. #god. this year is kicking my ASS #wait until you see my graphs. they're ven better than they should be because some days #i put my wordcount. Not where it was. to not fall into a pit of deapair at my sad lines #so my triumphant returns are leas visible but even with my lying to myself. you can absolutely see the slumps. #anyway #TODAY WAS SO HARRRRD good lord i hope 50k finishes this up. #otherwise since i think it'll get me close i'll have to KEEP WRITING and then i have to EDIT and tho. i Love editing. #i have been sitting around so much i am tired of sitting around. i'm going to throw mothman (my laptop) out a window. #be free old friend....................... reach for the sky........................................... #DOUBLE anyway #wwwwwouuuugggggggghh even takinf a year off writing really kills you. #i say. as tho i haven't been writing more than usual this year actually. #BUT ITS BEEN SHORT STUFF..... little bursts......... Not Like This lmaoooooo #1 month to write 6k is not nano. these are different beasts. #triple. AND quadruple anyway. i hope the ao3 folks tell me i am so funny and good at writing by GOD do nice comments help the pain....... #who DOESN'T giggle and kick their feet when someone says Whoa This Rules. i sure do. it keeps me going. #ok i have used up my last anyway goodbye. fare thee well fellow writers may you too survive the rest of this last week #and be showered with a bunch of compliments when you're done. here's one from me: #you're doing so good and you are so strong and brave for tackling nano and your story ROCKS you've worked so hard on it. #i hope u r proud bc u deserve to be. even if you dropped out. that story is still in your Brain. and it can hatch one day even if #it's different from how it is now. and if it doesn't hatch it can keep you company forever. and that rules too. #i am SO TIRED but with the last of my strength. a kissaroo from me to you. muah. fight on 🫡💪