I’m back on my bs, aka making people online angry because I put my coffee cup straight on my duvet, and posting books about being very online knowing full well I’m being very online 💻
It is so weird to be writing here, again. Well, not exactly here.
You see, when I was smaller and red the Girl Online by @zoella for the first time, I became obsessed. Like, LITERALLY. I think it's not even too much to say that I've had a crush on Penny Porter(not in a like like way, but as a character, of course). So, I started my very first blog back then, without much of understanding how it's actually done. My life wasn't really intresting(at least that's what I'd believed in), so eventually I deleted the whole blog as I had nothing to write about.
But not too long time ago I actually came to realization of how much I have to say, how much I want to tell and share about.
It occures also, that I am a very shy one. The kind what posts Instagram posts once a year, stories even less frequently. Regardless, having a gallery bursting with pictures(I am a self-made photographer btw) and a huge urge to share with people how amazing my life is, how amazing I am.
So, I guess that's a beginning of a new chapter in my life, where I'll try my best to fight my fears, and to be more exact:
shyness
fear of judgement
fear of being misunderstood
which becomes a total whole new fear of being active on social media
And so, I hope this time the Sad Story Of The First Ever Blogging won't repeat again and it'll be fun experience full of joy and, who knows, maybe even new friends :)
I guess that's it for today, thank y'all who actually red it till the end.
I have finished reading “Girl Online” by Zoe Sugg.
Uhhh… I was so impressed with it back in 2015. I have read all of her 3 Girl Online books, I liked this story a lot and yet I decided to reread it thinking I loved it then, what could go wrong now? It did.
The story is for not-yet teenage girls who are dreaming about their true love. Basic teenage girl is super socially awkward, never thinking about yourself as beautiful. She lives in Brighton and suddenly her mom is organizing a huge wedding in new-york and they all are going to spend Christmas in America. Only thing is that the main character is afraid of airplanes.
After somehow arriving in new-york and enjoying SO EXPENSIVE life in America, she falls in love with a mysterious guy, who is of course 18, so they can be left alone more often because he’s not a child like she is. Somehow she learns about him nothing, but they spend wonderful time together, and in the UK she finds out he’s actually a really popular rockstar (cliché at its finest)
Then drama is following, big apologies and lots of love and kisses in the end. Don’t want to repeat this memory in my head.
This is totally teenage book for girls and I didn’t learn a lot, but Zoe had a ghost writer who wrote it instead of her.
That was my mistake and this book was a trap. I’m not even going to search gif or song associated with this book. Just no.