#genuinely scared the living shit out of me

[silly-tma-headcanons]

I was thinking of what Halloween costumes the archival crew would wear and I’ve come up with:

Sasha dressing up as a witch or anything fantasy related.

Tim dressing up as either a werewolf, a mummy, and or something that’s really dumb like cereal killer type of costume.

Martin is definitely dressing up as something like a zombie or more creepy then the average costume. It’s either a basic cute costume or a horrifying one. There’s no in between.

Elias/Jonah doesn’t care and if he ever dresses up? He’s a vampire. Always a vampire in different time periods that are somehow too accurate for the guy is supposedly around the modern times.

Jon dresses up as nothing. He doesn’t dress up, in fact he really dislikes Halloween and always tries to avoid people from knocking on his door by putting a bowl of candy outside with a sign, or goes without lights on. (Totally not because of trauma about knocking on doors).

tim being a cereal killer is genuinely making me giggle,,, it's so DUMB and so HIM. he definitely egged some people's houses when he was younger.

i can imagine jon being pretty into halloween (with costumes and such) pre-head archivist, but even before michael and the door, it all makes him a bit paranoid, especially considering his experience with Mr Spider, which already made halloween quite difficult for him. the most he'll do is carve a pumpkin and leave a bowl of sweets outside.

elias, however, lives for it, before and after possession. og elias would think it's fun, and it's a good time for jonah to scare the shit out of people, especially kids.

sasha has the best witch costume - there's no arguing. none of that ugly witch business either, she's too pretty.

martin goes all out for halloween. it's the most uncharacteristic thing anyone in the archives has ever seen, including elias.

the institute on halloween is HELL if you don't like halloween. it's just asking for trouble.

#ask!!! woop woop!!! #the magnus archives #tma #the magpod #the magnus pod #the magnus archives headcanons #tma headcanons #elias bouchard #elias bouchard headcanons #jon sims #jonathan sims #jon sims headcanons #jonathan sims headcanons #sasha james #sasha james headcanons #tim stoker #timothy stoker #tim stoker headcanons #timothy stoker headcanons #martin blackwood #martin blackwood headcanons #jonah magnus #jonah magnus headcanons

[purrvaire]

no but ewan mcgregor was so right when he said he was terrified by vader while shooting bc at first I was like <3 ahah pathetic meow meow on a murder spree <3 and then I was like OH FUCK PATHETIC MEOW MEOW ON A MURDER SPREE OH FUCK

#genuinely scared the living shit out of me #WHEN HE DRAGGED OBI WAN THROUGH THE FIRE FUCKING HELL #THIS IS THE EMPEROR'S FIST THIS IS THE MAN WHO WAS FEARED THROUGHOUT THE GALAXY #they really went there im so delighted #in need of a diaper bc i shitted myself #dont get me started on i am what you made me bc ill cry and ill claw my face #obi wan kenobi show #kenobi spoilers #kenobi series #obi wan kenobi #darth vader #anakin skywalker #star wars #hayden christensen #ewan mcgregor #lidia watches

[bruciemilf]

“You remind me of somebody. Know any Ghost?”

“Like, personally?”

#JOEY LOVE OF MY LIFE <333 #he’s so cool and weird and dangerous #I just love the thought of the 141 beefing with a bunch of young soldiers #like 18 and 19 year olds out here putting the fear of GOD in these war machines #exaggerating obviously. but I do genuinely need price to be like #teenagers scare the living shit out of me #cod #cod mw2 #original character #cod x oc #digital art #art #my art #tw blood #I appreciate reblogs!! #joey is actually apart of a team and i really wanna doodle the others soon :D #hes besties with simon in my mind ^^

[zebratimw]

#svsss #scum villains self saving system #shang qinghua #how I be feeling these days ahdnfjgkg #I keep stressing about life in general and its seriously bumming me out hajdjg #how nice it would be to not exist #everyday I wake up and do the same things I hate #time hasn't felt real in years and it goes way before covid times #I haven't felt real in most of those years either #Look I'm lucky I'm not like depressed or whatever but frankly this derealization shit is seriously startin to get a little worrying at times #tbf I only really notice it recently so maybe its just a bias #I've been chugging along this way for years all thats changed is my perception of it #but at the same time I really want to do more too #I get I'm a very boring and unreliable person #and I know I just said its my perception of it but like I do genuinely think my social skills my general living just like me mentally ig #I'm kinda deteriorating in my stagnation ig? artistically too but more worrying in my life idbfjg #priorities sorry anyways I also think I do have adhd or something and that rejection thing dhfjgjg I really can't start things anymore #idk I really just feel so clueless in most things now and I'm too scared or too confused or both to start fixing things #like how do I even fix things? what do I even search for in this kind of thing? #Idk I'm just gonna go sleep ig god I'm so tired of everything #I haven't been able to draw I've really lost passion for a lot of things again and everything irritates me #I can't stand my phone sometimes but it's kinda the only thing getting me through it all ha #ngl I wish I were depressed sometimes if only so I'd actually have the balls to do smth but Ik that's just the Metnally Ail part speaking so #chug chug going along #I also have to make wushi before I die. haha #god my life is so empty #what am I even doing #I'm really so tired why can't my life end here already? modern lifespans are too long how am I supposed to keep going on like this? #so pointless and vapid and its just me ? why did it have to be me that was born? couldn't someone else have been here I hate it here so much #I strive for nothing but I have such a long life and so many people to disappoint haha maybe I should go outside more

[suncaptor]

nothing will make you sympathise with conspiracy theorist ideology more than having a seemingly rare reaction to a vaccine lmao.

#reading articles that try to falsify genuine incorrect information about the covid vaccines from 2021 is making me feel insane #'there's no way the covid vaccine can trigger an autoimmune disorder' uhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #factually extremely wrong! #they're soooo condescening too like why on EARTH do you think people who are genuinely sick or scared would believe you. #they'll be like there's no scientific evidence that anyone can be harmed by the covid vaccine <3 blatantly untrue. #I know that part of this is retrospect like obviously since more studies have come out and all #but it's infurirating bc they're from the time *I* was having those symptoms *and* telling doctors about it *and* being told the connection #to my other severe symptoms from the covid vaccine were Utterly Impossible (since proven false) and that if the symptoms WERE related #it meant i had a life threatening illness at worst and had a high chance of losing my vision at best #likeeeeeeeee #doctors still DO NOT know what the fuck they're doing do NOT trust anyone who gives ANY 100% answers #i don't know why i'm doing this i just said to stop obsessing but i'm just reading pages and articles on countering misinformation to make #sure i don't -- i want to know the conspiracy theories to recognise them immediately right #and then people are just saying bullshit to defend themselves #i mean most of the anti covid vacc people were also far right so i don't have too much sympathy for their vaccine ideology #but like. fucking hell what a way to push people into conspiracies. #you CAN'T counter misinformation by SPREADING MORE MISINFORMATION #just because it SOUNDS BETTER and MORE REASSURING to say there's not chance of harm doesn't mean you should #there's A LOW chance of harm THAT IS MUCH MUCH less high than the impacts of covid #god I'm pissed off. 2021 i was so fucking terrified of spreading this shit just by talking about my lived experiences. #to say i was not taking the pandemic seriously OR anti vax is so blatantly ridiculous considering who I am as a person but that doesn't mea #that the covid vaccine specifically didn't make me ill :////// #delete

[abbey-abdominal]

This is random MH ranting but last year I brought this G2 Frankie doll from a thrift store that my friend told me about (said friend who very enthusiastically pushed me to buy this doll cause she knew how much I liked MH, like, on the low tho…) So I’ve had this G2 Frankie in her box for like… a little over a year now. Her box was broken open at the bottom since I got her but since then, it’s only gotten worse. So now the dilemma is taking Frankie out of her box. And not only that, now I’ve got to take care of her, buy her little doll stand, brush her hair (maybe change this God Awful G2 outfit)—

Anyway. I’ve should of seen this coming last year. You don’t just BUY a G2 Frankie and except nothing to come from it. You just don’t collect MH items and stay a normal person. Should’ve seen this coming.

#random meaningless words on your screen #monster high posting #/mild sarcasm #the g2 outfit SUCKS #so #I gotta get her right #I’m not complaining I’m just… flabbergasted that this is how I might spend the waking hours of my 21st birthday #this is real life and I need suggestions on where to buy doll clothes #the genuine MH doll people scare the living shit out of me but I’ll go ask them if I need to #so much rant not enough substance

[eddiethehunted]

in case anyone wants to know how fucked the legal system is here in canada, 3 teenagers came into my work today and beat the absolute shit out of a random guy because he “looked at them wrong” like literally had him on the floor and were kicking him in the ribs and head REPEATEDLY. cops were called (as much as i dislike cops, it was necessary bc wtf are we supposed to do as random minimum wage retail employees lmao???) and these teens were charged with NOTHING, after leaving this guy bloody and unconscious and his face was so swollen it was hardly even a face anymore. they punched one of my coworkers who tried to stop them too and a bunch of products were damaged as well from them throwing the guy into shelves. and they were smirking and laughing to each other as they walked out with no fucking charges because they were underage. like i’m sorry and i DO TRULY HATE cops and i hate the prison system and but HOW can you just let this happen?? no consequences?? at all??? NONE???????? they COULD HAVE KILLED HIM and literally nothing is being done because they were under 18. like. they’re just gonna do it again. and some girls that were shopping were like “they go to our school, they beat people up like that all the time and no one ever does anything” like what the FUCK!!!! where are your PARENTS😭 why is nothing being done about this!!!! i don’t understand!!! like wtf are we supposed to do, just let teenagers literally assault people?? i guess so! 😭😭😭😭😭

it was so bad that multiple customers were CRYING???? or so scared we had to literally HIDE THEM AWAY from the teenagers

#and it genuinely was random. like the guy was just picking up a prescription #and these teenagers flipped the fuck out out of nowhere #it was fucking insane i’ve never seen anything like it #and i got really scared but stupid and i was shouting at them to get the fuck out #and then security said they had to walk me to my car ‘just in case’ HUH??????? #WHY ARE THEY JUST BEING ALLOWED TO WALK FREE #LIKE WHAT #insane shit happens at my work all the time cuz i live in like one of the most dangerous cities in canada lmao #but i have never seen anything like this. just literal senseless violence #like i HEARD the guy pleading them to stop and then he just suddenly. was not pleading anymore bc he WAS NOT CONSCIOUS ANYMORE. #there was BLOOD. ON. THE. FLOOR. #watching the camera footage w the cops made me sick #bc like they were fucking beating the absolute shit out of him #like yall remember how bad steve looked after billy got him ? well obviously that was makeup #but i need yall to imagine something like that and then multiply it by 10.

[sailor-aviator]

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#y'all my anxiety has me spiraling as of late because it just feels like my whole life is falling apart at this point #i got fired from my job a couple of months ago and i've been scrambling to try and find a new one #i work part time at a store i really love but it pays shit #and i've had all of these interviews and no one wants to hire me and i just feel unhireable at this point and it's hard not to despair #and on top of that i'm struggling with my self esteem again #i know i'm not ugly per se but i'm struggling with feeling confident in the way i look as a big girl #and all of my old insecurities are rearing their ugly heads and i want to cry just thinking about it #and i feel like such a failure right now even though i know that life has its ups and downs but my stupid brain just won't chill #and i don't really have any friends in the area because they all either moved away or didn't live here to begin with #and i'm tired of living at home because of my stupid student loans and not being able to afford to live on my own #i have one person i hang out with and we just met and i don't want to scare them off because they're a great friend and person #and i just feel like i'm never going to meet anybody who's going to love me the way i want to be loved because of my looks #also because it's me. and i feel like i'm so flawed as a person that no one will ever fall in love with me #and i've just been feeling really alone lately and i'm trying to do things to make me feel better but it's just so HARD right now #and i love writing because it gives me a chance to explore some of my feelings and it's something i genuinely love to do #and i'm sitting here waiting for the day things start to get better. and i know we all joke and i'm gonna sounds so dumb for saying this #but i feel like i was meant to be famous? or do something great idk and it's something everyone has always told me #and idk if my feelings of inadequacy are because of that or what but i'm scared that my life is going to mean nothing in the end #anyway this was a lot and you can pretend like you didn't read it. i just wanted to write some of my feelings down

[archiephd]

man if you're voting for biden just to vote against trump, just say that. we have got to get over this harm reduction shit when what we really mean is harm reduced for us, me, mr american and literally nobody else on this bitch of an earth. if the only and most emphasized thing we do to reduce the harm our president and their platform does to the living is vote, we are reducing nothing. for anyone or ourselves, because voting alone doesn't challenge the trajectory of anything. it buys 4 more years before we have to do it all again, if that. thinking this way is what promises having to think this way again, and again, and again and again. in 2024, who american leftists vote for 1 day of the year matters little compared to what we do the other 364.

#j.txt #once again talking to me here there is a constant wailing alarm in my head like 24/7 #we aren't taught the other ways we can facilitate change on purpose #there is power in the polls but unfortunately in america it is very little compared to the power in. the union..... lol #i'm not hardcore judging scared minorities in america if they wanna vote for biden out of fear for trump this election cycle #but i am hardcore judging if it's proclaimed as the morally superior thing to do when it's just not #like at all #which is also by design! #would you like blue poison or red poison don't you love living in a country that lets you choose! #i also just hate the narrative that this is our only way out of trump's america #like if he wins it's over like people who've been organizing and agitating and fighting and being arrested won't be doing the same shit #before and after #we gotta stop seeing voting as activism let alone a meaningful challenge to facism #not that i know everything either #just. even the few history books i've opened don't hold instances of voting being the way out of a tide of facism man #we can multitask guys vote for who we think we need to but if that's all we're doing to change things um. #we will be stopping nothing and we will be here forever #these shitheads have power here in and outside of office and they will do whatever they can wherever they can do it regardless #like they tried storming the capital literally last election. like #and that's just. here in our own country #why should we expect them to act any different this go around. genuinely. i would like to be able to expect different #all that said i feel like i am going crazy every day 👍 #2024 elections

[hella1975]

i know it's The Thing to be upset and existential on this site but honestly? there's something so comforting about being 19. i was terrified of entering my last year of teenagehood. i have spent every year since 16 hating the passage of time and feeling like my youth was slipping away from me, and something about 19 was huge to me. it felt like the last rung on a ladder, the last step, the final show, like it was all coming to an end and i'd have to figure my life out now.

but really if turning 19 was anything then it was anticlimactic. i spent so long dreading this year that now im here it's sort of like 'oh, yeah actually people still very much see me as a child and none of my peers have their shit together either'. because newsflash, in the grand scheme of things, anything younger than 30 is still considered very young. and now that dread is gone from my life, i've found myself really looking forward to my twenties. i cant wait to have a life for myself, to surround myself with people i choose, to have my own place that i can decorate and make homely and invite friends around whenever i want, to be able to finally say and think the things i want without being crippled by the teenage terror of being seen as too weird, too cringey. i can't wait to let myself be myself. i think it's really exciting

#this is free to reblog but please dont add negative things #i understand this is not the universal experience but this is a positive post and i want to keep it that way <3 #like damn at 18 i was still a MESS like i realise now i was still very much a kid figuring shit out #just as i am now #but at 19 there's less resentment for it because it no longer feels like im running out of time #i have an entire decade dedicated to making a life for myself and making a mess of things and cleaning myself back up #and as someone who has no real goal for their twenties aside travelling bc im determined not to start a career until the last second #im really really determined to fill my life with so so much love #like it doesnt have to be exciting it can just be an extension of what i have now at university #i want coffee shops that recognise me and a flat coated wall to wall with my personality #and i want friends around to drink wine and watch pride and prejudice #and the best part is i KNOW im romanticising it! but why the fuck not? #we need to normalise romanticising the things that used to scare us #because even if my twenties dont live up to my expectations at least now im EXCITED instead of genuinely terrified #so yeah shout out to my other 19 y/os and also anyone younger who's terrified of getting older #i promise you it'll get better sooner or later

[girlscience]

ya know. I always say I don't have any of the "typical christian raised gay kid" experiences but. My mom trapped me in a room while I was crying until I would tell her what I thought of gay people. My mom accused me of pedophilia after I came out to her. One friend I made sure to come out to in a public place later told me if we had be in private she would have screamed at me for at least an hour and then said she thought I was a bad friend for not telling her sooner. I was outed to pretty much every other young adult in the church college group, even if they didn't tell the group leaders. The friend who would have screamed at me did tell her parents even though they are extremely homophobic. My mom made me read books for a year about why being gay is a sin and it's only caused by trauma and then forced me to talk about them with her and also tried to make me join an online conversion therapy group. My grandma has told me that if I ever bring a girl home she will be disgusted by me and I'm not even out to her. I have lost count of how many sunday school lessons and bible study lessons and sermons I have heard about how sinful being gay is. Two in particular though stick in my mind, one where I was trapped in a room of 10 roughly middle aged women for nearly two hours listening to them talk about it (I looked up to all of them a lot and was younger than all of them by at minimum 15 years) and one when the pastor I grew up with got behind the pulpit and said gay people were subhuman and used those words exactly. I have been in debates about gay people's right to exist period let alone in public. I have heard every variation on gay people are evil, deserve hell, are demonic, destroying the foundation of the world, signal the end times, etc etc etc that exists. Maybe I never got caught with a girl at church camp, but I don't think I even had a chance for that.

#this isn't even everything. I think if I went into the totality of it I would have a breakdown in this Y #even if someday I come to the conclusion I do like men.... that won't erase any of this shit #AND I STILL HAVE TO SEE A VERY LARGE CHUNK OF THESE PEOPLE #it hasn't ended in the two years I've been away from home. It didn't end when I was in college #other than my immediate family I'm not out to any other family memebers #I am genuinely scared if I came out I wouldn't get to go to family events anymore #I don't think they'd want me there #all because I want to kiss girls. and I've known this since I was younger than 12 #how is it that I have managed to look it my mothers eyes this long #how am I supposed to live with this all the time

[pepprs]

im discontent and tired but like too discontent and tired to put it into words i think. lol

#purrs #prefacing this as usual by saying that i love my job. but also… every single situation. EVERY situation. is a primal situation in one way. l #like either i am dying of hunger / thirst / sleep deprivation and feeling it so hard i can’t focus on my work or i am so stressed that i am #being chased into a hidey hole by all the pressures or i am projecting my parents onto ppl and reliving primal moments of abaondoment and ex #exclusion LMFAO. And it’s like there’s no wonder i am so fucking exhausted every day when i come home i have lived 746 lifetimes in the last #8-9 hours. but it’s just so insane and im so tired. i literally thought i was gonna have an anxiety attack earlier today and it was bc i had #health anxiety bc my heart was pounding so hard over my facilitation anxiety that i got scared my heart was legitimately going to give out a #and then i started spiralling and like. lol i don’t think that’s healthy. i just want the election to be over so fucking bad but also i cant #just throw up my hands and give up and hope for the best i am literally being paid to give everything i have to making the world better so i #im gonna do it it’s just i am so often like the youngest and least experienced person in the room and im insecure about that and also i am j #just scared like… as a person and it’s just a lot to deal with i guess. lol #guess i was able to put it into words lol. but the moments of me projecting shit are so annoying bc then i get mad and then my feelings get #hurt bc no one notices im mad but also i don’t want anyone to notice im mad bc im being stupid for literaly no reason so. idk im just #ear ripped tated right now over stupid stupid shit that genuinely does not matter and has no bearing but when it’s little things that build #up over the course of the day… idk. it’s just hard 💃🏻 #delete later #this is abt smth that happened in a meeting today brw it’s not abt anyone including irls i saw today / this week i love u 😽 #also side note i saw literally SO many of the ppl closest to me this week. like that used to be an almost every day occurrence and i think t #this week not only did i see… like not to name drop on my tumblr blog with redacted followers but not only did i see you markya and #david but i saw tirzah AND brandon AND radia. WTF!!!!! that’s so many of my favorite people all in one week!!!! :DDDDDDD #(omg pretend i put ‘you’ after all the ppl it applies to)

[gogetyrshovel]

i dunno call me too sympathetic to young men if you want but like. it's troubling to see people who r otherwise really compassionate treat them as a forgone conclusion re: politics and casual sexism

#like i was a braindead neolib sjw all of three years ago #caveat that when i say young i mean younger than me i guess #im a group leader for an org and somehow the convo got around to having kids #and this boy was like if i have a daughter im going to scare the living shit out of her bf #and i was like. hm im not sure if thats a super healthy thing to aspire to lets unpack that #and i genuinely feel like i got through to him even though im like 2 years older than him max #s.txt #pol

[annoyinglibra]

They should invent medications that don’t make me believe my friends would be happy if I died as a side effect

#so far I don’t even know if these are going to help me with my physical pain #nor can I be sure that the emotional side effects will stabilize #but within an hour of taking my meds I’m convinced my friends would have better lives if they never met me or if I just ended it all #the secret third thing it makes me think is that I don’t mean enough to anyone for them to care that I’m in their life to begin and #to begin with and* #subsequently don’t care whether I’m dead or not #so I would simply like medications to not do this to me #because it makes me have a terrible night with terrible dreams and then my day starts terribly because of it #and I have to hope that I can turn my mood around at some point or else I’m just depressed all day too #I told myself I’d stop making vent posts after I was getting dangerously close to talking about certain things but I’ve come to terms #with how I can’t tell anyone for a myriad of reasons. not sure I’ll ever even tell my therapist. but regardless I’m not worried about that #now. so at the moment it’s literally just me needing to vent that these medications make me want to fucking die because I believe people #are either better off without me or that I’m meaningless enough for nobody to care to begin with #like the other day I literally dreamt that I got shot and was bleeding out but my friend didn’t give a shit #which is entirely unlike him he’s a good person even if I’m worthless he’d care that someone is like. dying. #ugh and even this! I genuinely believe I’m worthless rn #all sorts of stupid shit that I’ve mainly gotten through except at my worst times #has come back to just being a daily thing #and I don’t want to talk about it because it makes me feel pathetic and like a burden #and if I talked about these feelings to andrei it’d scare him so much that my guilt just won’t allow it #<- for the record if you know him please don’t tell him all of this he already knows and also even though I want to kms I won’t #it’s just that I can’t like.. get help for it as often as I feel it because nobody in the world is equipped to hearing the person they love #say they think the world would be better if they were dead literally every night because that’s how often I feel it #the funny part for me is literally nobody irl is aware of how bad this is because I’m 1) good at acting 2) don’t want to scare my mom or #brother because they already had to deal with years of me actively being suicidal 🤪 #if you managed to read all of this you’re a fucking saint and I don’t deserve you in my life even if you’re just a follower who’s never #interacted with me before. I still appreciate you #delete later

[unpopularly-opinionated]

Lifeweaver in Total Mayhem is…interesting. I basically had a tug-o-war with the enemy Hog because we both had our grab/hook abilities up most of the time and whenever he hooked one of my team I would yoink them back. Only problem is when he hooks me and then I’m scrambling for dear life and sometimes just say fuck it, yoink whatever nearby tank is playing and hope they fight for me lol.

In normal QP, he’s not so bad. I do think the comments I’ve heard on how his controls should be fixed are necessary. There’s just too many individual abilities that I often end up just not using one for a long period of time because I forget it exists. His right click should be his damage (or honestly vice versa), and then they should move his dash ability to just double jump. As it is right now, it’s just too awkward to use.

Haven’t noticed any trolling Lifeweavers yet, but I’m sure they’re out there in limited quantity. There have been the occasional times where I’ve been yoinked when I wasn’t really low HP that had me going “What? Oh, okay, sure I guess” but a part of me wonders if they were having a similar issue that I had when I played him which is that the targeting of the ability is a bit over-sensitive so when you’re in the middle of a clusterfuck sometimes it’s hard to grab the one you want. I’m sure that’s probably a setting, similar to Kiriko’s teleport. Also I noticed some weirdness when trying to grab Tracer, understandably. I ended up grabbing my Tracer as she was blinking and it looked like all that it did was stop her in her tracks momentarily and then let her blink, without actually bringing her to me. Seems like that might be a major issue in more serious games if it really just stopped her altogether.

The weirdest thing I noticed with him though, and perhaps more testing is necessary because I can’t say definitively what caused this, but I think his ult actually caused me to perform an involuntary 180. I was playing Sym at the time and our LW used his ult on point right next to me, and I think because the tree sort of grows from the ground in a spiral, I was like caught in the spiral so it made me completely turn around without moving my mouse. It was incredibly weird and kind of jarring.

All in all, he’s just OK. I don’t think he’s crazy OP, but I’m also dogshit with him still so that might just be a massive skill diff. The buff to his healing was much needed, though I’d argue he might need a smidge more.

#random #video games #Overwatch #Blizzard #Lifeweaver #also my friend scared the shit out of me because he said he thinks he was given a rank without ever playing comp #and I know that the rank rules changed so that your SR is basically your rank now #and I know that QP has MMR even though its QP #so he genuinely had me thinking that I was gonna log on and see that I had a rank #even though I’ve never played ranked period #because I just prefer to live in sweet sweet ignorant bliss #thankfully I was mistaken and I didn’t have a rank #thank god #I choose to believe I’m actually top 500 but just haven’t been ranked #;)

[capfalcon]

i genuinely think dermot kennedy is tapped into something else bc what the fuck are his songs im dying

#he's genuinely so #unparallelled for me #just like #poetry #i fucking cannot he's so #Tell me all that you lost Don't know if I can fix it But I promise you I'll listen I'm all yours Find your peace in my arms #It's okay to bе a little scared of it all I hope that you know that it's okay to fall #I've seen stars reborn in your eyes Sky's on fire tonight One life is never long enough One life is never long enough At last call turn out #the lights i hope i treated you right one life is never long enough #Too many people walk around with hearts hidin' Terrified of hurtin' so they stay silent Don't know what it's worth just to let a light in #If love had come to me I wouldn't recognise it Now every time you smile it's a little priceless No story I could weave would have ended like #JUST #IT'S THE WHOLE SONG. IT'S EVERY SONG. #fuck man. fuck. #if someone wrote this shit about me id fuckin #just die. just die right there #You're so easy to love #you're so easy to love. fuck. goddamn. you're so easy to love #Oh I could lay beside you a thousand lifetimes Live a thousand more and still pray for sunrise #excuse me???? #i could lay beside you for a thousand lifetimes. live a thousand more and still pray for sunrise. #the most romantic lyric ever fucking written????????