does my vibrant nonsense energy make you want to fall in love with me or find me so abrasive you never want me to speak to you again answer quick.
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refusing to never give up on anything ever is both a bad and a good thing. pick your choice.
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IF ANYTHING IT'S SINCERE BUT! SHE SAID SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND CAUSE IT'S NOT CLEAR NOW, CAN YOU PERSEVERE OUT!!! I AM MADE OF FEAR WOW!!!!! But of course, I can, like I try to , make you see my. Bones.
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If I could list everything that has happened down on paper in front of you and you were capable of understanding what that lived experience meant you would understand how resourceful and ambitious and intelligent I am. But all it amasses to is the accumulation of trauma and physical decay I guess.
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anyway this is what I mean when I say that certain disorders being made quirky and memeable does not help with destigmatisation. people can say “autistic cat girls make the world go round” and then turn around and say “[common autistic trait] makes you evil btw”. and don’t see anything bad about that. they’re totally not ableist! they said it right there! they find autism sexy! hell world
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Being severely suicidal with no genuine ability to find a reason to live, not due to emotional regulation but sincerely due to quality of lived experience, for so many years DOES make you value the base concept of life & changes your perception of not choosing life given issues of health & losing function. Like you can't ever stop choosing life no matter what because you'll die anyways. And if you do anything else well none if this quality of life for years has been worth living.
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Like the thing is I value autonomy so deeply but a suicidal person who has been extremely out of their mind physically as well as psychologically unwell not choosing life saving treatment... Well legally there should be every precaution for their autonomy in place for sure but if they're someone I love. They're getting the treatment and they can hate me when they're in their right state of mind because they have a life ahead of them to deal with the trauma of what I did. But if their state as such is longterm then that IS their normal and nonacute state that they deserve to make decisions in and taking that right at that point away is longterm abuse with no clearcut way to actually give them a life back. So it's like. No. And legally loss of medical autonomy & conservatorship is something I'm nearly always against and genuinely do not think is good because the concept of "this is necessary" or "this is life saving" is stretched to any limits for abuse which is its main function. Risk to someone else or others is routinely ignored as an actual genuine risk and a way to oppress or threaten or take away rights of those who are mentally ill, and the law itself should absolutely value autonomy and rights of an individual first and foremost.
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hello. choose what your primary reason/opinion is, even if you think multiple are true. some options might seem to overlap but they're all distinct reasons. this is a big topic that can have real-world implications; please discuss rather than argue. i respect all of these moral stances and am interested to hear what people have to say. my own stance is that within the supernatural universe, because sam has already died several times over and death is ready to take him, maintaining/restoring cosmic balance by letting him die outweighs anything specific to the situation. have at it
edit: end of s8/start of s9, up to how it comes to a head with dean taking action to keep him alive as he is dying in the hospital. "should sam's readiness to die during and at the end of/after the trials have been respected by dean at the end of/after the trials?" sorry for any confusion!
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my heart is an impenetrable fortress!!!!!! *misses everyone forever and is upset about things that happened years ago*
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only problem with having emotions again is I'm not doing it normally.
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remember when someone could see me when I was even made of the sun.
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Bad news guys (back into classpecting)
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