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Steve's only 25 when it all catches up to him.
It starts off small, things people wouldn't even be able to tell is an early sign of something wrong. Misplacing keys, forgetting which day he has his shifts, what time he's supposed to get Robin. Robin notices though.
Robin knows Steve always keeps his keys on the hook next to Eddie's by the front door, that's where he always finds them, he's not misplacing the keys, he's forgetting the hook exists.
Robin knows Steve has the same shifts every week, they never change because they line up with Eddie's at the record store nearby. Robin knows Steve isn't forgetting what time he's supposed to pick Robin up, he's forgetting Robin moved away a few months ago after she graduated college.
Robin keeps noticing when the kids start calling her because the little things are becoming big things.
Robin notices when Dustin calls and tells her Steve thought he and Suzie were back together, "Like how crazy is that we broke up two years ago, I don't think I've even mentioned her lately."
Robin notices when Lucas calls and tells her Steve asked when his next game was, "The season ended months ago, he came to the finals."
Robin notices when Max calls and whispers softly, "He asked to take me to the skatepark, Robin, I told him I had to help mum. He's forgotten I'm blind Robin."
Robin wished she'd noticed sooner, maybe years ago when Steve was getting knocked around a lot. She wished she'd screamed in the face of those Russians to take her instead. She wished a lot of things when Eddie called her.
"He's in hospital, Birdie, he collapsed at work."
Robin is back in Chicago for the first time since she graduated. She wished she'd visited sooner.
"Do you think the feds are gonna let me go soon, Robbie? I mean it usually doesn't take this long for them to bring me the NDAs."
Robin hopes Steve doesn't notice her eyes going glossy as she runs her fingers through his hair, "Don't worry Stevie, I'm sure they'll be in soon, Dusty is probs just arguing over something in his."
"At least he isn't having to explain he raised a demodog. Did I ever tell you about that Robbie?"
Robin smiles softly, "Yeah but tell me again, don't want to forget any of it."
Eddie gives Robin the gist of what the doctors said, Eddie didn't understand much, a lot of technical words and shit. Too many concussions, more than they knew about most likely. They say it'll probably get worse with no timeframe of how quickly it'll happen, there might be good days, there will be a lot of bad days.
The first bad day comes a week later. Steve barely remembers Eddie, trapped in a time when Eddie was just the kids DM. Eddie sobs in the corridor in Robin's arms. The next day it's like nothing happened and Steve gets discharged. They tell Steve, this time Eddie is the one to comfort him.
"I don't want to forget you Eds."
"It's okay if you do, sweetheart, I'll still be here."
It's Robins idea to start writing everything down. Eddie, Nancy and the kids all help. Filling journals upon journals of stories and pictures of Steve's life to help on the bad days. Steve has to quit his job, Robin moves back to Chicago, they make it work.
On bad days depending on how far back Steve is Dustin or Robin or Eddie will read through the books with him, filling in the gaps of what he needs. On the worst days, Eddie leaves the pile of journals on the bed with a note and waits downstairs to see if Steve will join him later.
They make it work for a few years. Steve celebrates his 30th birthday with perfect clarity. He writes himself an entry in the journal next to a big group picture with Steve and Eddie's matching rings showing.
That July, over a decade since Starcourt, Steve is in hospital again. He'd collapsed at breakfast. Eddie had thought it was going to be one of their good days, Steve had woken up fine, all his memories in tact if a little fuzzy. He'd made them coffee and giggled at Eddie's singing while he made them eggs and just like that it all came crashing down.
Steve's brain is shutting down. They don't know if he'll make it past Christmas. There's more bad days after that. More days with books left on the bed. Most days Steve doesn't even come downstairs. On the good days, Eddie always calls off work. He'd rather be fired than miss a single second of Steve smiling at him like he does, so full of love.
They have Christmas, the whole family comes, they have to bring every chair from around the house and squish in around the table just to fit but it's perfect. Steve sits between Robin and Eddie, face bright and full of love and life. Everyone gives him the tightest hug as the night closes, all lingering, afraid of letting go.
"I love you, dingus."
"I love you too, Robbie."
Later, upstairs in their room, Steve and Eddie go through all the journals, laughing softly at each little note the kids have left. Steve writes his little journal entry, a tradition of good days, and curls into Eddie's arm whispering soft loving words to each other before falling asleep.
Steve never wakes up.
The funeral happens shortly after, all of the family is still in town. Robin holds Eddie afterwards as they go through the journals together. When they get to the last page, they struggle not to smudge the ink with their tears.
Dear Eds and Robbie,
I don't know how many more good days I'm going to get so I'm leaving this here for you now. I love you both so much, you're equally my soulmates and I want you two to look after each other while I'm gone.
Robs, go travelling with Nancy, ok? Thank you for looking after me all these years but it's time for you to go look after yourself. Go see the world for me, tell me all about it wherever I am when you get back.
Eddie, I'm sorry we didn't get as much time as we hoped, I hope you know that even just a day with you has been worth a lifetime with anyone else. Go follow your dreams, write music, perform, show the world how amazing I know you are. I give you full permission to fall in love with whoever you meet along the way, I don't want either of you guys to be alone.
Thank you for giving me a life worth remembering.
Your Dingus,
Stevie
#omfg i sobbed writing this im sorry#stranger things#steve harrington#stranger things s4#eddie munson#st4#steddie#stobin#robin buckely#angst#poor steve#concussions#memory loss#fuck i actually cried so much omfg#ficlet#major character death#tw major character death#tw death
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O YEA i finished DGS1!!!!
#this was so much fun omfg#every case was actually part of a story unlike the earlier AA games and that was super cool and kept me engaged bc the story progressed as#u solved cases like!!! that was awesome#every character was unique and so fucking lovable kissing all of them#i cant wait to play the 2nd game im so excited auuauaaa#sholmes was prolly my fav guy. the highlight of every case#when he got shot i was OUGHSOGHS???????? I ALMOST CRIED#I WAS SCARED HE WAS GONNA DIE FR#hes such a creature i love him.......#also the staff roll music tore my heart bro im. uwaaaaaa#its the bittersweetness for me its a killer every time#i loved it so much hughhhghgughguhhh#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers#just in case lol#shutuplance🧡#ace attorney
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more jjk + mha fic recs !! ˖ ࣪࿐ྂ
in my unemployed era so i have hours to scroll on this damn app... here are more fics that i loved!!
featuring: megumi, satoru, nanami, toji, yuuji, yuuta, katsuki, izuku, shouto (whew there's a lot of them today. your girl has been READING)
credits to all these talented writers!! pls check them out!!
masterlist more fic recs pt. i pt. iii
: ̗̀➛ megumi fushiguro x reader
you and gumi bond over books (he reads a book you're interested in just so you have someone to discuss it with. bawling)
multiple-part enemies to lovers smau!! (this is SO FUNNY. i cried from laughter more than once)
more enemies to lovers (lengthier fic, so so good + smutty)
you give megumi valentines day chocolates (so so cute he just loves u so much)
secret relationship trope + poor yuuji walks in on you making out (poor baby is traumatised)
more secret relationship + getting caught (i love this one so much)
your silly tired bf just wants kisses
it's late, you're wandering in your ducky slippers and see megumi patching himself up
megumi falls in love with milf! reader (omfg... i love this sm. i've never considered being a cougar until now)
friends to lovers with megumi (high school a.u + gumi buys reader sanrio)
thinking about megumi's hands (i js know they are pretty. thinking of all the unspeakable things they can do)
comforting insecure megumi (my poor baby. a lil angst but dw there's a happy ending)
: ̗̀➛ kento nanami x reader
kento comes home early (so cute and precious. im crying i need him to be real so bad)
he gets hurt bad and you can't stop crying (angsty but also fluffy don't worry this doesn't end like shibuya)
: ̗̀➛ toji fushiguro x reader
riding toji until he whimpers omfg (he gets embarrassed and teaches you a lesson ahhh)
your fiancee toji finally gets freed from prison (they finally freed my man anyway you suck him off while he drives omfg)
sex as payback for your noisy ass neighbours (im losing it)
really cute dating headcanons
more on toji being a simp for you (HES SOOO)
: ̗̀➛ satoru gojo x reader
"my girl is mad at me i hope i die" that's it
y/n + satoru being stupidly in love (now this one has a kick to it.i'm crying)
satoru is obsessed with you but you're oblivious (pining satoru)
boyfriend texts w/ satoru
fucking satoru in the prison realm (AHHHH)
satoru begs to fuck you at some high profile event (u js look so cunty in that outfit and it drives him crazy)
car sex with satoru AHHH
satoru lets u try on his blindfold (hes such so :( so so adorable)
you get hurt and satoru is worried (wow this is so well written. happy ending + gojo centric)
: ̗̀➛ yuuji itadori x reader
fucking ur friend yuuji in a club bathroom (this is so so good)
"if we had a baby would it be mine or sukuna's" (this is hilarious)
yuuji comforts his gf who's not his 'usual type' (its me im the short gf with a big chest) (i’ve been coming back to reread this daily)
: ̗̀➛ yuuta okkotsu x reader
blowing ur big dick bf yuuta (canon)
really really romantic sex w/ yuuta (straight up making love)
: ̗̀➛ katsuki bakugo x reader
domestic headcanons (i love them and i love him. help)
more cute relationship headcanons
katsuki is obsessed with gossiping and eavesdropping when you and your friends spill the tea (this is so funny i love it sm)
dragging katsuki to the club bathroom because u love him (this is so wholesome im crying)
kiri notices how whipped katsuki is for you
guard dog katsuki is jealous
: ̗̀➛ izuku midoriya x reader
mating press with izuku (this actually drives me crazy. written so well and in character)
izuku is just so fucking precious (i can't take it anymore)
: ̗̀➛ shouto todoroki x reader
shouto gets halved by a quirk but not like gojo, there's js two of him (there is one obvious thing to do now)
dr. todoroki promises to breed you properly (i'm convulsing)
you're insecure after giving birth and shouto comforts you (with loving words and his dick)
resolving an argument w/ ur bf shouto (so cute!!)
eating u out in the kitchen (omfg)
there is an overwhelming amount of smut i'm sorry this is kind of embarrassing i'm just super horny lmao
#mha x reader#jjk x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#shoto todoroki x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#satoru gojo x reader#yuuji itadori x reader#yuuta okkotsu x reader#izuku midoriya x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#kento nanami x reader
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OMFG now all I can think about is. Ruining poor luci’s make up in all the different ways we can- he deserves it that eye shadow is BEGGING to be ruined. (Running down his face, smeared on a pillow from pushing his face down or spread on readers thighs.)
GODDDD ME TOO. There’s just something about his dumb face like I want to make his eyeliner run and his eyeshadow smudged I CANT HELP IT.
Like him crying while eating you out because you told him he couldn’t take off his clothes until you came. And so the friction is fucking with his head and his pretty face is laying on your thigh, getting his purple eyeshadow all over your inner leg.
Or him hiding his face in the pillow because he’s ugly crying from you fucking him so hard. And he’s gripping the sheets and desperately trying to get the tears to stop because he doesn’t wanna ruin your sheets with his eyeshadow! But then you pull his head up by his hair ever so slightly and point out the mess his soaking makeup is making.
God, or it rubbing off in the crook of your neck while he rides your thigh, fully clothed (or not bc boypussy yum) and the fiction is messing with him so much. And now there’s black eyeliner stains on your shoulder and you’re shushing him and telling him to stop being such a cry baby.
Maybe he’d actually feel bad after a while so he’d propose getting water resistant makeup. But then you’d like “what, no?” and reassure him, telling him how pretty he is when he cries.
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THE START OF HS4…
tw: mentions of vomiting, language, me being delusional
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yourinstagram my precious baby boy,
i promise to love you forever.
harrystyles So in love.❤️
↳ yourinstagram I love you
gemmastyles So beautiful🤍
↳ yourinstagram ❤️❤️
annetwist Gorgeous!!
↳ yourinstagram Thank you❤️❤️
florencepugh Gorgeous Mama!!
ynfan so fucking cute:(
harryfan i’m emotional right now. no one speak to me
~seven months later~
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harrystyles The Beginning. April 24th.
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yourinstagram My darling man❤️
annetwist ❤️❤️❤️
lizzobeeating OMG!❤️
harryfan1 OMFGGGGG WHAT .
harryfan2 THE COVER IM CRYING SO HARD
harryfan3 NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY
harryfan4 A dadrry album. i’m so unwell i cant.
↳ harryfan5 YES. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. AN ALBUM ON HARRY’S LIFE AS A PARENT/HUSBAND IM GOING TO THROW UP
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yourinstagram i love you
harryfan HE NAMED THE SONG AUGUST?? IM IN A PUDDLE OF TEARS STOP IT RN
harryfan2 HYPERVENTILATING
gemmestyles ❤️
harryfan3 NO NO STOPPP. A SONG ABOUT AUGUST NAMED AUGUST IM NOT GOING TO SURVIVE THIS
harryfan4 AWW OMFG
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gemmastyles ‘August’ is out now❤️
harrystyles ❤️
yourinstagram Auntie Gemmy❤️
annetwist ❤️
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harryfan1 they’re the perfect family :(
harryfan2 dadrry is real. i still can’t wrap my head around this
ynfan1 many tears would shed
↳ harryfan3 a tear dropped before the video started.
harryfan4 he’s gotten so big😭😭😭
↳ ynfan2 WE LITERALLY WATCHED HIM GROW😕😕
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harrystyles My new album The Beginning is Out now!
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yourinstagram I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU
harryfan1 FUCK YEAH
harryfan2 OHMYGOSHHHH
ynfan1 OH MY GODDJJDHEJW
harryfan3 IM SCREAMING IM ALREADY CRYING
harryfan4 IM SO UNWEELLLL
ynfan2 im emotional
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yourinstagram THE BEGINNING IS OUT NOW. @harrystyles i love you i love you i love you. not enough words in the world to express how much i love u and how thankful i am for u.🤍
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harrystyles Youre my muse x
↳ harryfan1 I CANT RN
↳ ynfan1 i aspire to be like y’all
harryfan2 im so unwell rn .
harryfan3 i’m crying
ynfan2 MY PARENTS
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harryfan me after listening to The Beginning:
HARRY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I KNEW I WAS GOING TO CRY BUT NOT ACTUALLY SOAKING MY PILLOW???
BEAUTIFUL BOY???? IM SOBBING WHATTT. QUEEN OF MY HEART.. HE LOVES Y/N SO BAD I CANT BREATHE.
WONDERLAND??? I CANT DO THIS.
DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON TRYING. HES LITERALLY PROMISING AND SWEARING ON HIS LIFE THAT HE’LL BE THE BEST FATHER HE CAN BE IM ON MY KNEES I CANT!!!
CLOSURE??? ACTUALLY WHAT THE HELL
NEW YEAR’S DAY??? IM CRYING SO SO HARD NEW YEAR’s DAY IS DEF MY FAV
THE END?? THE END HAD ME HYPERVENTILATING AND WHEEZING. THE RECORDS OF Y/N’S VOICE AND LAUGHTER. THE RECORDING OF HER REPEATING THE WORDS “IM PREGNANT, WE’RE HAVING A BABY.” AND THE CRY’s AND NOISES OF THE BABY??? IM SO SAD THIS IS NOT OKAY
@HARRYSTYLES IM NOT OKAY.
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harryfan3 NO BECAUSE I SWEAR WONDERLAND IS ABOUT HOW HE’S HOPING HE CAN GIVE AUGUST A LIFE WHERE HE LIVES IN WONDERLAND AND DOESNT GET BLOCKED IN FAME LIKE HIS FATHER
↳ harryfan4 NO NO NO DONT
harryfan5 Beautiful boy killed me. Had to take a large break before listening to the rest of the album.
harryfan6 TRYING. #1. IM IN TEARS THINKING ABOUT HIM IN TEARS ON THE FACT HE THOUGHT HE’LL BE A TERRIBLE FATHER.
harryfan7 i cried my whole way through
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harryfan HES SO IN LOVE
harryfan2 Shes so lucky😭😭😭
harryfan3 imagine doing this with Harry :((
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⏤͟͟͞͞☆Dating Kenny HCS|| Reader x Kenny McCormick
✰ - SFW & NSFW - ✰
Plot: Just sum HCS!
Note: I love Kenny McCormick so fucking much he's so pookie smookie, also first post yippee!
TW: Drugs, death bcs of drugs (its Kenny he comes back-), incest ment (concerning rats), smut HCS at the end
Gender: AFAB Gen neutral
✰ - SFW - ✰
FLIRTS NONSTOP. all day every day, he just doesn't fucking stop. But the moment you flirt back.
Bro is dead, 6 feet under, giggling and kicking his feet
Has trouble falling asleep and sometimes you'll wake up and he'll be just staring at you
"Kenny what the fuck are you doing... "
"You're so pretty... Can I not stare at my partner in the middle of the night!? :(("
Demands you cuddle him to sleep
Did I mention touchy?
Yea
Super fucking touchy
Literally has to be touching you all the time as if you we're his phone in his pocket or he'll freak out
Actually learned the value of life once you stepped in. He's died only once.
Why you ask? In his words
"I can NOT just say no to free drugs"
Drugs in question were something called... Crazy 8...basically 8 fucking drugs mixed together.
Yea he wasn't gonna survive.
Now you have to keep an eye on him, and tell him to just stick with weed
Oh yeah weed
Bro is toasted most of the time.
AND reeks of weed 24/7
Anytime you smell weed the first thought that pops into your head is, "where's Kenny? "
Basically weed is a comforting smell to you now 💀
Asked you to get high with him
You were reluctant at first but then you tried it... Let's just say it's a common occurrence now
You think he's flirty when he's sober? When he's high omfg.
Compliments like crazy, and can actually take compliments back when he's high
You adore high Kenny because he literally turns into the silliest mf alive
Super duper touchy when you're both high, like on top of each other the whole time
Piercings out the wazoo
Tattoos to come...
You let him shower at your place so he actually became CLEAN once you started dating.
Like his hair is actually touchable now, and not greasy
He's still a rat boy tho, and does dirty rat boy things
Actually HAS rats
You came over one time and he introduced you to his ratty children
"This is Frankie, and Frankie Jr, and Frankie Jr Jr, and that's Maggy, and Rosie and- FRANKLIN JR GET OFF YOUR SISTER RIGHT NOW! >:("
"Um, Ken... I don't know how to tell you this but rats dont care about incest..."
Almost cried, "it's like medieval Spain all over again... "
You pat his back, "it never gets easier... " you sighed dramatically
Loves animals, you guys wanna get a dog and cat together!
He loves you and adores you so much
He thinks you're the best person to ever come out of this cruel world, and he tells you that all the time
You also love him. So much. You think he's the prettiest, sweetest boy
You tell him that most of the time when you think he's asleep, he usually isn't because he loves hearing it
Back to the weed thing, LOVES when u guys order McDonald's when ur both high and have the munchies
Bro can throw down 2 big macs, 1 double quarter pounder, 20 piece chicken nuggets, and 2 orders of large fries and still be like
"I need something sweet... " 💀
Anytime you're out with your friends, Kenny's usually wearing his parka and you're the only one who can understand Kennish
Also holding hands the whole time
It took you awhile to get used to the fact you had a super clingy partner but you got used to it
You guys were able to get a place together eventually after high school
It's super shitty but it's home <3
You'll eventually upgrade after grueling work and endless shifts
But you definitely make time for each other
✰ - NSFW - ✰
(The fun begins *rubs hands evily together*)
SWITCH KENNY SUPREMACY!!! Literally does not mind either, as long as he's with you and he's naked? And you're naked? Bros chilling
Fucking loves oral, receiving and giving
First time he ate you out, you were on cloud mf 9, seeing stars n shit
He LOVES your thighs, like before he eats you out he just likes kissing and squeezing your thighs
HOWEVER. The first time you sucked him off. Omg, HIS thighs were MESMERIZING.
Something about boys thighs... Just seeing them pushed together, your fucking weakness.
His thighs are pale and ever so slightly plushy... Help me
KNOWS WHAT TO DO WITH HIS MF HANDS‼️
He grabs you and stimulates you in the best fucking spots
LOVES COCKWARMING. NEED I SAY LESS.
You guys will just be chilling watching a movie, and he'll just go like
"Babeeeee... " that's literally all he needs to say bcs you know what he wants.
After some time of just being on his dick it kinda hits you, "I'm on his cock, I could literally do what ever I want... " you think, evily
You'll shift your body around to where you're looking at him and he already knows what's coming, his hands are IMMEDIATELY on your hips
And you start slowly bouncing up and down
Doesn't take him long to start making noises
He's very vocal during sex, he sees no point in staying silent
Plus the first time he moaned super loud during sex you literally came on the spot.
Now he can't help but moan and whimper when you're on top of him because he knows you love it
AFTERCARE KINGG
Usually urges you two to take a shower after sex
Sometimes ends up into shower sex if the both of you still have the energy
You bought a shower stool so you both could fuck in the shower because one time he almost slipped and will NEVER live it down
"IT WAS SUPER SLIPPERY OKAY"
"You stepped on the soap babe... You almost went flying"
Yea a shower stool and those mats for the shower floor
#kenny mccormick#kenny x reader#kenny mccormick x reader#kenny x reader smut#kenny mccormick x reader smut#south park smut#south park fanfiction#south park hcs#✰Star's shooting comets
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goddamn it channie bj anon... now I'm thinking about sucking the soul out of his body in a semi public area and channie is sooo fucking shy and so flustered like he's so worried you're gonna get caught but why does it secretly make his tummy (😼) churn in excitement and I can imagine just backing him up against a wall or anything really and unbuttoning his pants and he's so shy he doesn't know what to do w his hands. one is covering the lower part of his face and the other is hovering over you, your head, your shoulders, never actually touching, more of like a feeble attempt to get you to listen (no safewords have been uttered so far) and you just play with his dick and in the end he alters between both hands hovering over his own dick, unsure wether to add onto the pleasure or to halt it, then they are back up covering his entire face because he feels so shy and he feels perverted for watching you do it (and he'd bust even quicker) and omfg he'd try like "we... we shouldn’t" and you quirk (?) an eyebrow at him and he’s all meek like "what if someone comes in/catches us" and you make fun of him for liking the idea and he just whines pathetically and his ears are SO fucking red (cheers and claps wooo ear mention) and omfg it takes everything in him not to buck his hips too much, using what's left of his strength to freeze in place or press against the wall behind him. but feeling the fat of his ass like slowly push against that surface suddenly makes him remember being pegged by you and how your hips would slam into his ass and suddenly he's doubled over trying his best to not cum
too fucking bad you hit him w the sloptimus prime washing machine spin cycle 4500 and put his dick through a car wash with that mf goose neck and I need to stfu.
also imagine him afterwards just sliding down the wall bc his legs are all weak and wobbly and he can’t look you in the eyes rn bc he's super shy (super shy~🎤)
shy flustered red-eared channie getting the head of his life and trying not to alert everyone within a five mile radius w his loud shaky moans that ring out no matter how hard he tries to hold them in <3 it doesn’t get better than that
he’d be such an adorable sight giggling nervously, squirming against the wall and hovering his hands awkwardly over his bulge like he’s trying to shield himself, but the moment you nudge them out of the way he complies instantly 🥰 he desperately wants to keep quiet but even just seeing you unbutton his jeans has his breath hitching, and hearing all his lil noises echo in the alley, just makes his dick throb more, esp when he thinks abt someone else possibly hearing them. poor baby really would have no idea what to do w his hands…he doesn’t know whether to claw helplessly at the wall behind him, hide his blushing face, or slap his hand over his mouth to at least try to muffle the helpless whines and cries spilling out of him against his will. his lips would be so red and swollen from biting down so hard on them, and when he accidentally bucks into your mouth, he can barely whimper out an apology before you pin his hips to the wall and earn the cutest gasp from him
channie sliding down the wall after 😭 that’s so cute…he’d sink to the floor and bury his face in his knees, panting and wailing abt how embarrassing that was (channie language for “please do it again”)
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hi hi!! i just found your blog and i’m literally obsessed, i’m so glad there’s more sub!nct appreciators 😭
any thoughts on sub!taeyong 👀?
haii anon, thank you so much for enjoying and checking out my blog!! i actually got SUPER excited to write sub!taeyong once i saw this ask!!
sub!taeyong would seem so innocent at first but don’t let him fool you. that man is a FREAK and he’s proud about it!
i feel like sub!taeyong would LOVE being tied up. he wants you to tie him to the bed while you overstimulate him until he cries. he gets off on that feeling of restraint and loss of control, tugging against the ropes even though he knows he can’t get out. he loves being at your mercy and being made to take whatever you give him. his favorite is when you tie him to the bed and ride his face <3
if it wasn’t obvious already, he wants you to be rough with him. he’s such a masochist it’s crazy.. he wants to be spanked and slapped! the pain turns him on so much and he always lets you know that, moaning and whining so loudly each time. i feel like he’d be suuperrrr into edging and overstimulation, wanting to be pushed to his limits. you know exactly what he needs to truly let go and he trusts you sososo much!
also he’d definitely be an exhibitionist. he wants to fuck quite literally everywhere and has no shame. practice room? yup! bathroom? yup! recording studio? yup! it’s safe to say he’s done it all with you!
he definitely requires lots of aftercare though after particularly rough sessions!! he loves being called a whore but also just wants to be called your perfect baby once you guys are done. cuddle him, run him a bath, and feed him his favorite snacks while whispering sweet reassurances in his ear until he passes out in your arms 🫶🏽
can you tell i love sub!taeyong? i will definitely be making longer works for him soon cause omfg!! tysm for submitting this anon!
#hrts4doie asks#i need to fuck taeyong!!#sub!taeyong#sub taeyong#sub!nct#nct 127 smut#nct 127 x reader#nct 127 x y/n#smut#nct 127#x reader#x reader smut#nct x reader#nct smut#nct x y/n#lee taeyong#lee taeyong x reader#taeyong smut#dom!reader#sub!idol
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Hello hello, it's anon from the flight! And how lovely it's this fandom that I got a moniker from an anon confession? I've read the messages and checked the reblogs and wow! I seriously didn't expect for my unhinged message to be this welcomed since I'm three years too late to this beautiful show! With this beautiful people and thank you so much to everyone who recommended me to listen to the Simon-not-actually-made-by-AI actor. AND SINGER! BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED. I'm still in disbelief he's real, like Omar Rudberg is so pretty AND has such a nice voice??? AND HE'S GORGEOUS and he's a great actor and UGH THE CHEMISTRY. With who I now know iis called Edvin and now I feel the need to see them acting next to eachother forever and ever, so much chemistry can't be wasted!! (looking at Netflix. I'm still so crossed I missed out of this beauty for three years wtf Netflix)
SO I binge watched the second season, patience isn't my name, and WHAT THE FUCK. Was not prepared for that rollercoaster. I gotta be honest, I almost stopped watching and went to sleep halfway through the season like ugh I fucking hate that Marcus dude, sure in the end I understand why he was a necessary evil for the plot but I fucking hate love triangles. I was a teenage girl during the height of love triangles in tv shows, I hate them. But I hate August the most. I think of his face and feel enraged.
BUUUUUUUUUUT UGHHHH. THE LOVE BETWEEN SIMON AND WILLE. That overpowered everything. Seriously, how am I supposed to be functional after being a witness to their valentine's ball kiss? And Simon's song? (Which I have been obbsessively listening on repeat WTF I understand nothing but I can feel FEEL the meaning on my bones. This beautiful dude's voice wtf. I can understand Wille's obsession, I'm practically obsessed too now wtf)
AND THE END OHMYGOD. A BALM FOR MY SOUL. I was kind of hoping to get heartbroken AGAin for shit and giggles but noooo, I got the best ending and I'm trying to not be too spoiler-ey since I'm sure I'm not the only human being living in this planet called Earth who's unaware the most perfect TV show exists and it's called Young Royals and beautiful people are in it to everyone taste no matter your sexual orientation (like hello Felice too!)(still shocked Omar Rudberg is a real person and not generated by artificial intelligence, maybe I'll be convinced after some proper sleep time, but for now he's too beautiful to be real. Not even exaggerating and I'm really good at that okay!)
I'm still processing the second season, I took a nap after I finished but I'm still tired since I cried and laughed and was left with the biggest smile in my face (and I also was in an 8 hour flight!) and then went to youtube and saw a clip from season 3 AND OMFG THESE TWO DUDES ARE TOO PRETTY FOR WORDS. Happiness and love look wonderful in Wille, like the literal heart eyes he's delivering there? That's how I feel when I see Simon too. Relatable character is relatable. What can I say about Simon without sounding crazy except I need to protect him at all costs??
I don't know what else to say except THANK YOU for reading me and thank you to everyone who has been nice to me in the comments even when I'm still anon, it means the world to me. I hope I'll be more coherent after eight hours of sleep and I won't be too embarrassed reading my own message tomorrow lmao and I don't know how I'm going to survive until 2024 for season 3, I'm sitting here taking notes for that too! I already know the answer it's fanfics so I'll be checking AO3 but also analysis? Meta? how are you guys for real? I was expecting a teenage fandom with just vibes but I guess I was wrong. And I love it. As much as I love the show and Simon and Wille's relationship and I gotta be honest, Omar Rudberg's face and voice. UGH.
Thank you so much for reading me again and for everyone who has left messages for me, I'll freak out more once I get some proper sleep!
Thank you and I'm sorry again XOXO
YAY thanks for coming back!! 💜💜💜
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God i wanna talk Tswift songs with Richie like what’s his fav song from Speak Now it’s important lmao
you fucking know it's speak now and you know he omfg picture this. this literally just came to me while i was typing.
ok so fucking PICTURE THIS:
you and carmen invite richie and eva over to your little speak now (taylor's version) listening party (based off true events me and my roommates did lol). he's not sure what a listening party is or that a six year old should be up past midnight, but whatever, it makes her happy and he's been desperate to do something bc eva is bummed that tiff is marrying frank.
carmen invited his staff, whoever wanted to come, you had your friends, he made purple and gold type dishes and drinks- you had to tell him not to go overboard lol. you're sitting around listening, and it's midnight.
richie is sitting with eva, she's like half asleep, crashed already. you're with carmy, your friends are all sining and laughing and everyone's getting along. richie only listens to taylor swift bc 1) it's good and don't say it's not jagoff, just bc he's from chicago does not mean he fucks with kanye after what he did to her. 2) eva likes it and fuck it, he likes it too for her.
speak now, the title track, comes on and richie like doesn't really remember this (eva's more into fearless and 1989) and he's listening to the words and it is like blondie is speaking to him... now (the lamest joke i'm sorry lol).
like "don't say yes, run away now, i'll meet you in the aisle of the church at the backdoor. don't wait or say a single vow. you need to hear me out, and they say speak now." and he's like holy fuck this is a sign. tiff's getting married in a week, this is a fucking sign.
and it stays with him. he listens to it over and over and over and over, like he knows it's a sign, and you know what he does? he listens to blondie. he decides to be fearless (yes) and he knows tiff isn't happy, she's marrying frank bc she feels like she should and yes he's been a piece of shit but he knows he's better now. he will be, and he just has to stop her.
so you know what richard jerimovich does? baby, he wears his suit (bc he wears suits now ya know?) and he's at the fucking church. except taylor didn't tell him what to say so when they say "speak now or forever hold your peace" he say's "speak now" very loudly and confidently in the church and he does understand right then and there the meaning of "horrified looks from everyone in the room" LMAO. you and carmen are near the front like what the actual fuck???
and you all can decide if she goes with him or stays i just think that is such a richie fucking thing to do and i know that song impacted him so much. and either he'll have a "mine" moment after or he'll be listening to "last kiss" on repeat.
also "never grow up" he ugly cried to that looking down at eva on his arm because what the fuck is wrong with taylor swift??? how dare she write that beautiful ass song????
#thebearer#bearblahs#carmen berzatto#richie jerimovich#carmen berzatto x reader#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto fluff
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Also getting back to the manhwas train I finally read debut or die which was?? Not at all like I was expecting?? But anyways, here are just my reactions (often kinda random) but I hope you read through and can figure out what's going on while finding it funny!
Also don't ask me which chapter it starts at because brother in arms I don't know either
EUGENE IS SO FUNNY
[VTIC Cheongryeo sunbae-nim: Call me if you feel like dying ^^]
- LMFAOOOO what
didn’t know where this dogsh*t idea came from. Does his pituitary produce saliva instead of hormones? It was fortunate that he was the type to be impressed by trivial interpersonal relationships.
- woah what went straight for the jugular
I never thought that the situation where I cried for the first time in nearly 7 years would be live in front of a camera with 13,000 people.
- AND AIN'T AFRAID TO CRY
- OR TREAT HIS MAMA RIGHT
“You didn’t have a trashy attitude back then, Moondae. You just worked hard even though you were sick. Chungwoo hyung was worried too.”
- Oml
[We have to lose!]
- Bless cha Eugene's heart
-- HE'S SAYING IT IN ENG
Hey, that’s scary. I’m scared.’
- Behold the intelligence of mcs
The company’s internal network structure is derived from T1.’
- HOLY SHIT THIS GUY'S DEDUCTING SKILLS IS CRAZY
- Have you considered a career in
- Forensic?
He also gave very American advice.
- LMFAO
I cheered as I reviewed the ten-day seclusion plan.
- FR
- secluded for 10 days sounds like the DREAM
‘I am so f*cking uncomfortable with it, you bastard.’
- Leave the poor man alone 😭
-- Is this..?
-- THE KIDNAPPING???
(- WHAT
Why don’t you try to commit suicide?”
- CRAZY BASTARD
-- He is now the kidnapper
--- Kidnappee turn kidnapper
Because I beat the sh*t out of him.”
- Amen
It’s okay. I won.”
- HELL YEAH YOU DID
The fact that I was injured enough to go to the hospital was funnier.
- WHAT STOP
- HE COLLAPSED
- WTF
- PLS REST
--
HE'S ACTUALLY SO MANIPULATIVE
-- USING THE SKILL
-- SUBTLY CHANGING THEIR THOUGHTS IT'S CRAZY
---
DO YOU REALLY WANNA WORK THAT HARD
Arent you drinking too much
- ONG was not expecting this to actually be a problem
You look tired these days!”
- OMG HE _IS_ AN UNRELIABLE NARRATOR
--
Oh no he got a SURPRISE BDAY PARTY
-- Woah so his actual one is 8 dec??
-- That's awfully close
---
WATCHING RED PANDAS IN THE CORNER OF HIS ROOM
--- SAUR CUTE
----
HIS GRANDMA IS AN OPP
---- I'M SORRY IT'S REALLY MEAN BUT GET IT TOGETHER GIRL
---- OMG CHA YUJIN INSISTING THAT HE STAY
---- URGHHH MY HEART
Self criticism should be done during spare time not when it's a nuisance
- I respect this man so much
like a brainless idiot
- STOP
- YOU ARE SMART
- AND AMAZING
- YOU JUST GIVE 200% AT THE WRONG TIMES
--
AW OMG HE CARES SO MUCH
-- BLESS RAEBIN
-- EVERYONE ACTUALLY
-- THEY ARE THERE FOR EACH OTHER SO MUCH
- - -
Woah wait so they're aiming for a Moondae is the the same person as bae sejin feel??
--- I am INVESTED in the mv lore
It doesn't matter if it was worse this time
- NO
- IT'S ALREADY SO BAD
- THE RECOIL SHOULD NOT GET WORSE
- THAT'S RIGHT SLEEP MORE
- JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE BACCHUAS DOESN MEAN YOU DONT NEED SLEEO
--
OH NO
-- THE ACCIDENT
-- STOP
-- ARGHHH
-- WILL YOU REST PLEASE
-- OH THANK FUCK
---
WAIT
--- NO
--- NONONONO
--- STOP
--- NOT ALLT HE WAY BACK
--- Daydream??
( how desparate he is)
- OH MY FUCKING GOD
- SHOULD I JUMP OFFF
- NO
- OMG
- NO
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OMG THIS REALISATION is Tearing me APART
rapid prayers in spanish
- the angst here is killing me
--
THANK GOD FOR NECTAR
-- 18 DAY COMA
OMFG
-- CHA YUJIN IS SAUR CUTE
-- BRIBED HIM WITH TANGEIRNES
-- HE'S SORRY
-- HE IS FORGIVEN
-- CHA YUJIN KEEPING QUIET ABOUT VTIC
-- AND BLACKMAILING MOONDAE
-- SO ADORABLE
---
FUNDRAISING
--- He's actually so sweet
--- PLS EVERYONE WAS CRYING
"do you think I'm some kind of sociopath"
- SEJIN NO
- THEYRE FRIENDS <333
- PLEASE I NEED THEM TO BE HAPPY
--
So the system is actively trying to help him??
---
TSRANDED ARC!!
--- Lights out :0
--- SAVE THE CHICKENS
--- The secret door is so ominous
--- Horror arc
--- OMG MOONDAE GOING wtf do I do??
--- SO REALL
--- WAS SO SCARED FOR A SECOND
----
THE MEETING
---- OMG
---- OMG
---- OMG
---- OMG
---- AHHHHHH
---- DID HE RUN AWAY???
---- I'M SO CONFUSED
---- BUT RGW IN THIS CONTEXT IS SO SWEET
HE TRIED TO COMMIT DEATH
- WHAT
- WHAT THE FUCK
- HUH
- IT ENDED LIKE THAT????
- No more abnormalities???
- WHAT
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:OO A CONVO WITH OG PMD
Ah the need to be in control of every situation
- So valid
AND THEN MY TEXTS JUST END THERE SO...
anyways hope you had a laugh
And I really hope this fandom gets so much bigger than it is now :)
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I know no one will read this but omfg
So today I watched back to back 2 vry sad and hot lesbian romance movies (Tell It To The Bees then A Portrait of The Lady On Fire) and yes I balled my eyes out at both abortion scenes it was so sad and both ended bittersweet
So only for me to come on tumblr and find all this new context for 911 s7 so I scroll thru the #911 s7 tag and find some stuff about 100th episode, proceed to look it up and literally started crying out of happiness bc like wtffff
Abandon ‘Ships
Rock The Boat
Capsized
Buck, Bothered and Bewildered
You Don’t Know Me
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Sit with that.
BUCK BOTHERED AND BEWILDERED
And I know in this they mean cruise ship but come on everyone knows a ship is relationship so abandon ships?? Abandon buddie ship? Abandon Buck and Natalia Eddie and marisol ships?? (Sorry if wrong names) rock the boat like buddie start to happen and they argue, capsize as something goes wrong like bad reaction to confession or something like that then Buck bothered and bewildered his sadness about unrequited love???? You Don’t Know Me buddie ends bad/starts beginning of canon??? THEN WE WAIT FOR 2 WEEKS?!?!
I think I’m actually going insane and I know so many tumblr blogs explain this much better but this is me freaking tf out 😆 I literally cried of happiness when I first saw the names earlier like esp after sad gayness the past few hours from them sad lesbian films :/ I was fr 🥹🥹
And I was so energized I went downstairs and played piano to Bewitched Bothered and Bewildered and omg the lyrics are so fucking sad I- ✋
#911 s7#911#911 abc#911 fox#buddie#buddie canon#911 season 7#911 season 7 theory#eddie diaz#evan buckley#Buck#tell it to the bees#portrait of the lady on fire#portrait of a lady on fire
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Totally Hot TF Story
So, like, there's this super hot dude called Andrew right, only he's not hot yet. He's skinny, ugly, got like 0 rizz. Anyway he was walking down an alley one day when OMFG this actual hot af guy totally mugs him with a knife.
'Oi blud, gimme ur wallet!' he says. Andrew's just speechless because he wants this man.
'OMG hi, I'm Andy!' he says, blushing like the bottom bitch he is. The guy looks at him super confused.
'Wot iz u sayin', iz u gonna giv me ur wallet or wot?' he asks, getting proper in his face with the knife.
'Oh that's so fucking hot!' Andrew cries, trying not to moan too loud.
The guy's looking at him up and down now, this bitch is so down bad for him he almost feels sorry. He shrugs and tears off his shirt, showing big, firm man boobs and a six-pack. Andrew screams out in excitement.
'Oh Lord! Ur one smexy motherfucker today!' he yells. The guy grins and kisses him, so hot.
'I'm Felix, innit. I iz so gonna bang u Andy!' says Felix and he pins Andy into the wall, kissing him again, leaving Andrew breathless. Andrew's in Heaven, or very close to it.
'Oh yeh Daddy, fuck me hard I'm such a slut for u' moans Andrew. Felix unzips his pants and they fall to the ground. OMG he's not wearing underpants, what a slut!
'Aww yeah baby! I iz gonna stretch u out well good' Felix grins, turning Andrew around, crouching down and pulling his shorts off. Andrew's not wearing underpants either! They're such whores!
Anyway, Felix begins to lick inside Andrew's butthole making Andrew moan out like the sex-depraved whore he is.
'I need u inside me' Andrew cries out and here's where Felix gets freaky.
Felix grabs his hard 10-inch dick and begins to smack it on Andrew's butthole, rubbing and teasing it. Andrew also begins to get hard, anticipating what Felix will do next. Felix places his fingers between Andrew's buttcheeks and begins to push them apart like curtains, Andrew had no idea he could do that, what the hell?! Felix puts one foot in and it begins to sink in, like Andrew's leg is a bodysuit! It hurts a bit, but Andrew's loving it! Felix puts his other leg into Andrew's other leg and he's basically standing with his legs inside Andrew's butt and the rest of him hanging out. Felix moves his hands to hold Andrew's waist and begins to wriggle himself inside. Andrew's starting to feel dizzy from all these sensations. With his own dick and butt inside Andrew now, he stretches Andrew's gaping butthole up over his head so he can fit the rest of himself in. With much groaning, moaning, squelching and squeaking from them both, Felix is able to move his head into Andrew's head and put his arms into Andrew's arms. Felix stretches and begins to massage his new butt to make sure it closes up behind him. Felix is fully inside Andrew now.
'Oh yeah buddy, we're gonna be so fucking hot now' says Felix from inside Andrew. Andrew meanwhile is so exhausted and sweaty from Felix getting inside him, he can feel his thoughts becoming Felix's. Doing some adjusting, Felix begins stretching Andrew's dick out so his own dick can fit inside like a glove. It's an amazing feeling and Andrew's loving the feeling of someone else controlling his body, especially someone as hot and sexy as Felix. Felix begins to push and press his face like he's shaping Andrew's face to his own meanwhile tugging at their shared dick, as they begin to breathe heavier and moan louder like a whorecestra of Cupcakkes, Felix uses his other hand to push everything else into place, they both cum so hard over the wall and they both become one person. He's got muscles, dark hair, big dick, big ass, he's gorgeous and hot as hell, standing naked and sweating in the alleyway, holding onto the wall for support.
'Phew well I sure hope nobody saw that' he says, looking at the pile of clothes around his feet. He pulls on Felix's pants and pulls out his phone from his pocket, checking himself out in the phone camera. He bites his lower lip and feels himself harden again as he strokes his chest. He hurries and puts on Andrew's shirt, pocketing Andrew's wallet which was all he'd wanted from the start and chucks Felix's knife into a nearby bin. He begins to think of what his new name should be. Considering today's April Fool's Day, would it be a bit too on the nose to call himself after that? Nah, April's a girl's name! Fool… what can you do with Fool? As for Day, well, Damien had a nice ring to it. Mates could call him Damo. With a smirk and a tug at his new bulge, Damo begins to make his way home to Felix's place. All that is on his mind at the moment was having a good wank.
[Thanks for reading folks, tried to make this story a bit silly and un-serious. Happy April Fool's Day folks! Much love to you all]
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alright, I watched the holy trinity aka tgwdlm, black friday and npmd. here's my highly subjective opinions about them !!
first of all, I like all of them, but some more, some less. I'm not dissing or hating any of them, and pls be chill if you like it more than I do
the guy who didn't like musicals: plot 6/10. very simple and basic, still nice though. if I had a nickel for every time I saw a plot with alien possession and blue shit, I'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot, but it's weird what it happened twice. paul and emma are cool, little cute couple. songs 5/10. sorry I have to be honest, but it was insanely hard for me to watch tgwdlm and pay attention when they start singing, what is an issue for a musical. sometimes I was even thinking about skipping them (I know it's a crime I'm sorry). most of the songs I forgot right after they ended, but two of them are SUCH bangers what they kinda overcompensated my experience. yeah I'm talking about "join us and die" and "let it out". they fucking killed it.
total: 5/10
black friday: plot 8/10. i enjoyed it so much I can't even describe. most of the characters are charismatic and likable as fuck and I cried like a bitch from tom's song in the beginning. everything about lex, ethan and hannah is a chef's kiss, I was SO invested. and LORE. so much lore I needed that. songs 6/10 HEAR ME OUT! i loved them, I cried at them, I enjoyed them, but personally I don't find them catchy. i don't want to relisten them like actual song in a playlist. would I want to hear them in the musical when I'll rewatch it? absolutely. besides that? not my cup of tea.
total: 7/10
nerdy prudes must die: plot 9/10. unpredictable, crazy, wild, funny. i loved every second of it, every character and every twist, even if I unwillingly spoilered ghost max thingy to myself. maybe it's my hyperfixation talking, but this is the only musical in the trilogy which I want to study with a microscope and rewatch forever. it's the best thing what happened to me in 2024. max is my bbg, pete and steph are fucking cute, grace is a menace and I love it for her, richie is a second bbg, ruth is my queen. minus one point only for max's dad existing, I hate his guts (and maybe for not giving bryce more singtime she's so good omfg. but about it later). SONGS 11/10 HOLY SHIT. the last time I could've relisten all the songs from the musical over and over again was hamilton and npmd just destroyed it like the nuke. the vocals, the music, the lyrics, it just changed my brain chemistry. i was listening to the npmd song for fucking hours in a row while drawing and i wasn't sick of it later. THE SUMMONING god the summoning holy shit!!! highschool is killing me, literal monster, hatchet town, COOL AS I THINK I AM, JUST FOR ONCE-- I just love all of them so much I can't.
total: 10/10
now it's nightmare time 🔥🔥🔥
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waittt.
What if geto really js spills the beans by accident and choso ends up getting really mad at the reader so she becomes very lonely again. But instead of going to the bar like last time, she finds herself at gojo’s apartment. When he opens the door to find her there, he’s so very happy since he missed her but also so confused. She starts crying to him trying to blame him for everything bad that happened but deep down all she craves is his touch and affection since shes oh so very lonely. The feeling ends up being mutual and they end up fucking like they both so desperately been craving. After they finish, they lay there. She starts speaking and basically js says how she wishes it could be like this but he won’t let them be happy. She knows he’s a bad guy but she can’t help but crave a happy ending with him. And he really really contemplates js telling her the truth. Even if the truth upsets her, atleast that’ll mean she’ll move on for good and stop hurting herself over him. But, he doesn’t tell her and instead js tells her how she shouldn’t be here right now. Before she could yell at him again for not giving in to her and how he’s making everything confusing again, he continues and says how he really wishes it could be different and he would do anything to go back to the day they first met because all he wants is to be with her. How he wishes he could be choso, maybe even for js one day so he can show her just how much he really loves her. Treat her how she’s been wanting to be treated. And most importantly, so he could actually have something other than a twisted toxic love story with the only woman he’s ever had eyes for. Oh how he regrets everything. And while telling her all of this, she looks at him and says, “Then why? All of this for what when we could’ve been happy from the very beginning. We could’ve been everything we’ve ever wanted if you didn’t make me do that list. So why?” And the look in her eyes breaks him and it’s like he has no control over the things he’s about to say. The reason as to why he made her do it, is about to leave his lips. And he can’t stop himself. It’s like the whole world stops and silence surrounds them as the truth is finally revealed..
Girl why am I about to cry.
Bro atp, YOU WRITE THIS ENDING BECAUSE I CANT OMG?😭 Especially since I KNOW what the truth is of it all omfg….
WHY DID U JS MAKE ME WANT TO CHANGE THE ENDING TO THIS OMG STOPSTOPSTOPPP😩
This is seriously so good and so beautiful and I genuinely considered incorporating this but I just can’t because of what I have planned😖
Oh lordy lordtttt THIS IS AMAZING. Like I can FEEL the angst in this omfg.
If you cant tell Im freaking out rn bc I rlly almost cried to this BYE GUYS IK I WRITE ANGST BUT IM ACTUALLY SO SENSITIVE >.<
This is killing me omg I’m gonna go stare at the wall and contemplate some thins now. Thank you for this whoever you are; I love you sm.
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GUYS
GUYS-
TODAY-
TODAAAAAYYYY
OMFG THIS WAS SO WOFOFI2JT GUYS
The afternoon started pretty much calmed
Just soft tickles under my chin and ears for not so long
Felt cute<3
BUT THEN-
THE MOMENT WE ENTERED THE CLASSROOM
Omg guys-
This classmate of Cloud is like a second teacher in piano classes (they're in the school so-)
AND TODAY
He couldn't be in the piano class
So the teacher put Cloud in charge (cuz she's clearly the oldest and most responsible one) (it's literally just us and kids of elementary-)
SO THAT MEANT LESS PEOPLE IN THE ROOM
Which made me feel a lot more comfortable while being tickled yk
Not like I was uncomfortable cuz come on guys how could I with my ler she's just the best and I know she knows I don't like being tickled in front of people (that are not Moon and/or Butterfly) so I trust it's gonna be okay and also it's not like my mind works a lot when tickled anyway-
Anyway-
First actual target of today: KNEES
I swear that's becoming her fave spot guys
So with this one
SHE TRAPPED MY LEGS IN BETWEEN HERS (I was layed down on the floor (I love doing that<3) and she was standing) AND GUYS SHE JUST STARTED SQUEEZING MY KNEES AND OMFG IT JUST TICKLES SO MUCH MORE THE MORE TIMES SHE DOES IT-
SHE DID IT WITH THE KIDS THEEEEEEEERE
But pretended to not realize what she was doing which I'd normally hate cuz why would I prefer that instead of my ler KNOWING what she's doing and how I'm feeling AND LETTING ME KNOW THAT?????? Never
But today I appreciated it a lot, I could've cried the whole night if she acted teasy with the kids- (she was still teasing with the pretending to not know what she was doing thing but that's something only her and I knew so)
AND GUYS
Her piano almost fell at some point (... Becuz of my fault) (BUT IT WAS ACCIDENTAL I WAS JUST WALKING BY💔)
AND WHEN SHE REALIZED-
She went like
"You're always such a good lee, why you acting so bratty now?" OR SOMETHING SIMILAR
I felt disappointed of myself HOW DARE I TO BE BRATTY I should be good for my lers (still I know I wasn't being bratty- BUT STILL) (I should be good for my lers regardless)
But that still flustered me cuz she said it WHILE TICKLING ME-
ALSO
GUYS
The ones that do read my posts constantly (3 people-) know that I have this notebook in which I sometimes write tickle fics and then post them in my writing blog
...
She was reading the last one... (WHICH I'LL POST SOON I PROMISE)
And guys
SHE'S JUST TOO TEASY FUCKKKKK
Returning to the tickling-
Guys it was all so like perfectly balanced-
She sometimes went soft, then rough, and kept changing everytime guys it feels too good I promise
MY SIDES GOT TICKLED A LOT TODAY UGHSHENTMCIWNMTICD I'M SO HAPPY
Guys my ribs
My ribs got tickled a lot too
I LOVED IT
Definitely my favorite spot
We stayed like that, in that dynamic for like the rest of the class
BUT GUYS
GUYSSSS FUCK
WHEN IT WAS OVER???????
The thing is that I got actually sad becuz of something I won't say cuz I know she'll see this and I can't let her know that in the last like 20-30 minutes of the class
Then when it was over and everyone left the classroom
She knealed next to me and took my hands
And went like "Why you sad? What happened?"
I just kept shaking my head
Then she said like "You're clearly sad, you aren't laughing much" THEN STARTED TICKLING MY NECK
I tried guys
I tried hard to not give in
I couldn't and just started giggling
And she continued "Today you were supposed to be all happy, and giggly. You shouldn't have anything bad on your mind, you should go back home feeling relieved and happy" WHILE STILL TICKLING MY NECK AND NOW ALSO EARS AND SIDE
Then she stopped and we took her piano upstairs (to the lab, that's where we keep'em)
And guys
Omfg-
Guys what happened in that lab-
Everyone was downstairs so there was no danger to be caught
AND SHE USED THAT
She started saying things bout how much I projected my own desires in this last fic- and once we got to the lab
She said like
"I'll do something, just for you"
Then proceeded to tickle me ANYWHERE SHE COULD GET
WHILE SAYING THOSE YK THOSE CHILDISH TEASES THAT GET ME SO BAD????????
I'm too flustered to write them wait gimme a second
"Tickle tickle tickle~" "Coochie coochie coo" "Look at you, you're so ticklish~" "Oh you love this so much~" "You're all giggly~" "Does this tickle?~ Mmm?~ Of course it does~"
THOSE ONES
Guys I promise I was going to die I was too flustered I didn't know they could get me SO BAD
Wanna know what's worse????
SHE SAID THEM IN SPANISH
I JUST K2FOJSM2KFIWJQNJDJS
Then we went back downstairs and this has nothing to do with tickling but I took my (...actually Moon's) piano to take it upstairs and she just went "You're doing great, sweetie<3"
Guys I swear I love her so much who the fuck gave her the right to be so incredible I don't find that fair at all
Anyway-
Thanks for coming to Ahhie's Weekly Tickle Rant of Fridays (that's the best name ever guys)
I'll go get ready for when my ler comes and reads it and then use it to tease me right there or in a close future
Also
Tomorrow is something special that has to do with my ler and she doesn't know yet- (I mean she's finding out while she reads this-) BUT I'll come tell y'all tomorrow what it is :3
#tickle#lee#tickle community#tickle content#tickle thoughts#just a happy lee#just a lee talking#ahhie's weekly tickle rant of fridays#it's an official name now guys
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