#forgive me it was a DREAM.

[neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies]

I had a good day yesterday so my brain decided to give me a fucked up Neil Perry dream.

You can never get over dps.

Never

#dead poets society #neil perry #dps #all the poets were in my school for some reason #and neil was my friend #and he told a teacher that he is waiting for his 'friend' todd #so i run up to him like “yeah friends dont make out in empty classrooms” #he looked like he could've died #forgive me it was a DREAM.

[cheesecakethots]

geto having a cute little non-sorcerer wife that he swears he hates.

he only marries you for your father’s riches, and so when you arrive on his doorstep he leaves the maids to tell you where you’ll be staying; the room furthest from his own.

you’ve been instructed not to so much as look at him, but he finds that he hardly sees you, anyway. you’re more like a ghost that haunts the manor than his wife.

most of the time he’ll happen to pass you sat alone in the garden, dressed in pretty kimonos that have most definitely been suited to his tastes. he hardly speaks to you, the only time he has was when the two of you had accidentally bumped into each other when turning a corner.

“watch it, monkey,” he had hissed, before continuing on with his day. he later found himself thinking on the nervous expression and faint embarrassed blush that had adorned your face. he had been tempted to smash his head against the wall to rid himself of the memory, as it plagued him the entire evening.

your father starts visiting and he has the basic decency to at least pretend as though he loves you. it results in awkward proximity and unloving kisses to your forehead, at least until your father leaves.

for some time, geto’s not entirely sure as to why you play along. you could go to your father and ask to leave this loveless marriage, could you not? then it dawns on him; your father doesn’t care, and you already know that. geto doesn’t like how a tiny part of his chest aches when he thinks too hard about that fact.

it’s not as though he leaves you locked up in some basement, withering away. you’re allowed to explore most of the manor, most of your needs can be met by asking the maids and very rarely he will permit you to visit the nearby town marketplace with some guards.

he starts seeing you more. he’ll sometimes find himself out in the garden, pretending that he has any business outside other than to keep an eye on you. he’ll never admit it, but it can sometimes calm him down, just watching you go about your day. to him it’s like watching a pet trot about, not realising their owner is watching with keen eyes. you’re still just a useless monkey, of course.

one day he discovers you crying in the garden you love so much. he’s never seen you cry before, hell, he’s hardly seen any emotions on you.

“what happened?” he finds himself asking before he can stop. you jump in your seat, not having expected him to be beside you.

“nothing, really,” you say, your voice still shaky and your hand wiping away at drying tears, “i’m sorry to have bothered you.”

he frowns, his patience quickly wearing thin. “tell me, now. what happened?”

you sigh, and some part of him can’t help but note how pretty your eyes look, despite the redness around them. he pushes the thought out before it can properly settle.

“my father sent me a letter,” you confess. “he’s… not happy with me.”

he steps closer to you. “why?”

you hesitate, your mouth opening and closing, but the expression he wears has you telling the truth.

“he wishes that i was pregnant with your child. i have told him that i am not, and never will be, and he… well, he’s not happy.”

suguru raises an eyebrow. “never will be… ?”

you blush, looking to the floor. “i know that you hate me. it may be easier for you to have a child with another.”

he scoffs.

“i don’t-“ geto pauses himself. “do you really think i’m the type of man to have a bastard with some whore?”

“w-well, no, but-“

“do you wish to stay married to me?”

you gulp. “no. i don’t.”

he pauses for a moment, seemingly considering something.

“if you give me a child, i’ll allow you to leave. you’ll still be married to me in name, but you won’t have to stay here, and you won’t be tethered to your father.”

your jaw drops for a moment, and then you collect yourself. “will i be able to see the child after i give birth?”

“sometimes,” he tells you. in reality, he doubt he’d ever let you near them, but you don’t need to know that.

“… okay.”

he finds it harder to convince himself that he hates everything about you when he has you beneath him, your ankles on his broad shoulders and your hands pressing against his back. he can’t help but fuck you even faster when hearing you whine and mewl. he wants to lick the expression you have off of your face, but refuses to indulge in the idea.

“su-su-suguru!” you cry. he stills inside you for just a moment. it’s the first time he’s ever heard you say his name. he was beginning to think you had forgotten it.

he grabs onto your wrists with one hand, pressing them above your head and manhandling you into another position, one in which he can somehow go even deeper than before.

he chuckles, low and raspy, “stupid fucking monkey…”

he’s starting to wonder if maybe he needs two kids. maybe four? hm. maybe you do have your usefulness. maybe he shouldn’t let you go, after all.

#i know this is ooc but idgaf #forgive me i haven’t watched jjk s2 and i barely remember geto but he’s hot so idc if it’s so ooc #allow me to dream #yandere geto suguru #tw yandere #tw.yandere #yandere #yanderecore #yandere jjk #yandere getou #yandere suguru geto #yandere getou suguru #geto smut #jjk smut #tw forced marriage #tw smut

[awkwardalpha]

#do you know how difficult it was to find a frame from this scene where dream ISNT smiling? #sandman #the sandman #netflix the sandman #dream #hob gadling #morpheus #FORGIVE ME THE QUALITY the hour is late and i am stupid

[kicktwine]

#fhsy #animation #my art #fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #aelwyn abernant #adaine abernant #anyways. siobhan and brennan i was; fully; just like tears running down my face etc. crying weeping ETC. ouch. ouch #procreate dreams #!! found out that grouping is SO helpful. ive been discovering a ton of hidden QOL things which i dont think should be hidden #but theyre doing a patch soon with destructive lasso tool so i forgive them for everything #HAPPY NEW YEAR HERES TO JUNIOR YEAR IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS (POPS CHAMPAGNE) #the background song - I took out brennan’s voice and replaced the bg audio with ‘everywhere and nowhere’ from ffxiv #which is a LOVELY song it makes me feel things

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Alas, this beautiful dream could not last.

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #dungeon meshi spoilers #better drawn mdzs #(<- my higher effort art tag. I need to get a new one.) While it's different from my usual style I really loved how this came out! #Strolling back to the art scene to remind everyone I am still a lover of botanicals. #I had a blast with the symbolism for this one: #White lilium longiflorum (easter lily) for rebirth. Purple hyacinthus orientalis for sorrow and forgiveness. #Red spider lily (Lycoris radiata) for loss and death. #'Rebirth into something new' is so well done in Dungeon Meshi. She is back but she is not the same. #The last few episodes/chapters gives her this dreamy quality to her. As if she's not quite real. She's so perfect in their memories. #And as we know of dreams - no matter how sweet- they must end once we wake up. #It is so painful to lose someone twice. To see someone you loved in a dream and wake up and remember that loss again. #Dungeon Meshi being a grief allegory is important to me. I'll explain more as the story continues B'*)

[transbeeduo]

I miss DSMP streams i miss going on twitch to see who was playing on the server. I miss when I could go on youtube and there’d be thousands of DSMP clip highlights to watch. I miss when everyone was drawing and talking about new lore and people would complain about it always trending on Twitter. I miss watching people goof around and build things that they may or may not finish, but it didn’t really matter much because it was just for fun. I miss Beeduo streams where they’d just goof around in VC while Ranboo mined, I miss BBH streams where he’d do stuff on the server for like 8 hours straight with Puffy and Awesamdude and Antfrost. I miss “HUMINA HUMINA HUMINA” and the Avengers theme and quotes that everyone said sounded like they came from a movie. I miss seeing the massive and elaborate builds Foolish would make and other people would play around in. I miss lore that was goofy but still debatably canon. I miss “starting the stream!” and Lemon Demon starting screens and everyone freaking out over the new Sad-Ist animatic or the new Derivakat song or some cool fanart I miss DSMP

#sorry im a bit. insane rn u have to forgive me #dsmp #dreamsmp #dream smp #dsmpblr #crunch’s nibbles

[freakzterz]

i love yuo spaghetti people....

#dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #velvet and veneer #i couldnt be arsed to look up a ref for their shoes so i fully just made that shit up. do u think big dreamworks will forgive me. #anyway do you think they didnt put sweet dreams on the soundtrack bc they knew it would be too powerful #haha i drew that

[berlingotesque]

So. The graphic novel, huh.

The artstyle is pretty good, I can’t deny it. Joey’s design is beautiful, very dilf-coded. Buddy looks… young. VERY young. He’s supposed to be 17 in Dreams Come To Life but somehow manages to look 12 ? Plus, I don't know how to describe it, but he looks very...angry ? Upset ? I don't think his bubbly, awkward personality appears much in the graphic novel, with his gaze being very...severe. He just looks weird, like a 40 years old in a child body. And Norman… Deep breath. His design is…no. Absolutely NOT it. I didn’t expected much but I still managed to be disappointed. I’ll wait until we get to see Sammy and Tom (especially) before expressing what I think is wrong with these designs but… yeah. I’m so sorry, Norman.

#my poor son got the Henry Emily treatment from The Silver Eyes smh #ANYWAY #big shoutout ​to theopantz for sending me a message at 2 a.m. to tell me the devastating news #I’ll hate you forever and will never forgive you #buddy lewek #norman polk #joey drew #batim #bendy and the ink machine #dreams come to life #dctl graphic novel #I also took the liberty of adding body hair to Norman since they've mysteriously decided to make him look fifteen years younger #like why would you twinkify Norman Polk ? #why

[pinkd3mon]

Gardening pals

#kirby #kots #kirby of the stars #kirby fanart #hoshi no kirby #taranza #Galacta Knight #last year I had it revealed to me in a dream that Galacta would enjoy gardening #it made so much sense back then #it doesn't make sense now but i don't make the rules #i think Taranza could show Galacta how to interact with fragile things without you know killing them #Galacta has been destructive for so long they have been used as a weapon for as long as they remember #and then being free and discovering they are capable of gentleness??? #the best i think #i started rendering this yesterday i spent like 4 hours on it until i realized i hate rendering so gray it is #please forgive me rendering gods I'm just no good #morpho butterflies surround Galacta in the garden if it wasn't clear #i know some people see them and freak out for obvious reasons but they're kind to Galacta and Galacta is still grateful to them #do you like galacta's cap it took me so long to figure out out how to get it on their head #i don't know anything about gardening so i just made Taranza hold any gardening tool I could think of #he has too many hands in my opinion i don't know what to do with them

[rozugold]

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Whooopwhoopp

#cw kidnapping #dream smp #dream smp fanart #villaininnit au #rozoodles #comic #I have no idea how to caption these can you tell #also please forgive me for how hand-wavy/montage-like this one is #I just needed to get through this day briefly because it’s not that important #the lmanburg flag will get its own comic later… maybe. hopefully #distorted illusions

[densewentz]

Fake Anime Screenshot (??? I guess??)

Day 17 is what it is! This kinda style eludes me rip but we gave it the ol' college try anyway

#this one actually DOES make me cringe #inktober #cringetober #inktober2023 #cringetober 2023 #the sandman netflix #the sandman #dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #morpheus #the sandman fanart #screen redraw #fake anime screenshot #digital art #my art #this was such a fucking nightmare holy shit #i like how dream's came out but i almost didnt post hob's #the subtitles are shitty but i think it adds to it #forgive me father for i have spawned some botched attempt at a style #which im going to name uncanime valley

[nonpoppie]

genshin leak cw sorry uh. i was possessed

#kaeya alberich #genshin impact #genshin leaks #genshin spoilers #my art dump #imagine ive had art block for like more than a month now trying my best to draw anything good at all and i see a kaeya skin leak #and BAM im cured. Love is everything u guys. #i drew this like right before they put out that whole body leak ur gonna have to forgive me #i was working on 5 pixels and a dream #MY PEACOCK PRINCE MY. GIRLFRIEND MY BOSSWIFE AND HOUSEHUSBAND

[clockwork-reveries]

What happens when you microwave AI/Robots

Honorable mentions to other AIs that I don't know much about.

#please forgive me for the amount of tags #scifi #ihnmaims #2001 a space odyssey #system shock #resident evil #portal #wall e #short circuit #halo #the iron giant #colossus the forbin project #star wars #star trek #the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy #the terminator #electric dreams #megaman

[asoftepiloguemylove]

ON DREAMS

Clarice Lispector / pinterest / Augusto Cury / Li Qingzhao (tr. Jiaosheng Wang) Tune: The Pertridge Sky; Complete Poems / unknown / Blade Runner 2049 (2017) dir. Denis Villeneuve / Victor Hugo from a letter to Adèle Foucher written March 1822 / unknown / Charles Dickens The Fellow of No Delicacy; The Tale of Two Cities / Anaïs Nin The Diary of Anaïs Nin / Sappho XII / Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai dir. Jim Jarmusch

#it's like impossible to reverse image search movies forgive me #on dreams #on dreaming #web weave #web weaving #poetry parallels #poetry compilation #clarice lispector #augusto cury #li qingzhao #jiaosheng wang #the pertridge sky #blade runner #denis villeneuve #victor hugo #adele foucher #charles dickens #the tale of two cities #anais nin #sappho #on love #on loneliness #oh falling in love #on heartbreak #on emotion #poetry #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #poem

[starrysharks]

STICKERz

#zeno's art #ocs #ultimate x-calibur #nova starbridge #optico #of course a redraw of jan's new years piece #have i improved? idk #i guess my artstyle is more cartoony now #i want to say i've gotten better at coloring but i used less colors here than i did in jan #this will be the end of the purple period (lying) #also whenever i draw personal art i always feel guilty i've got like 10 comms to do 😭 #i hope you guys can forgive me #here's to a year with better art #and also 2024 WILL be the year i start a band it's been my dream it will happen god willing #even tho i've gotta get a gee-tar first... maybe i'll practice my sister's dusty old acoustic to get used to holding them #ok. sorry i was weird this year but thank you all for supporting me!

[awakenthebeing]

3 words

pizzano and piepoe

WHOOOO BOY when I got this randomly asked I fr did a double take bc JUST RECENTLY I DOODLED THEM DUE TO A DREAM I HAD!!! So the timing of this message was very coincidental...!!!

BUT since you asked for em i decided to doodle some more things for the two!! There is other art as well, but it's on my other socials and not here hehe

The basis of their relationship is very similar to how Piepoe feels about the Noise. Except she is simply just way more uncomfortable. They just don't like how unpredictable Pizzano can be!!!

I WILL leave these ones that are older tho bc theyre quite silly. These were from after the dream and they were just me sketching out their interactions based off of it😭😭‼️

#BUT thank you for this specific message!! the odds of you bringing this up after i had that dream was extremely surprising #make sure to rest and eat food and drink water!! sending lots of love your way... stay safe!! thank you again!! #💓💖💘💓💖💘💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💓💖💘💓💘💖💖💘💖💖💘💘💖💓💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💓‼️‼️‼️‼️ #Piepoe arts #forgive me if these are out of character for pizzano btw. i know not much of the personality 😭😭