started toying with the idea of putting the songs in my ineffable divorcés playlist in a meaningful order, and it took me several minutes to realize i was essentially making a good omens jukebox musical.
Here's a look at the animated short film I'm working on. I've worked on this for the past 7 months and I'm still not finished, unfortunately. With the rise of indie animation, though, I've been really inspired to create something of my own. (Escpecially after seeing Lackadaisy)
Synopsis: Birdy visits her new next-door neighbor's house and discovers a horrifying secret that leaves her speechlesss. When all hope is lost, she is reunited with her imaginary friend Nate who is now here to stay and help Birdy face a great war...the card game. Not actual war.
I thought that I should’ve gone through with killing myself. All those years ago, and I still remember the pain in my heart and my mind. I remember thinking that the only way anything would get better is if I just ended it. I was so angry, and lost, and scared. Today I felt the same as I did 5 years ago, almost to the day. I hate it here sometimes but damn.
I dug myself out of my own grave until my fingernails ripped and tore away from the pink fragile flesh that lies beneath it. The tips of my fingers digging and working until the bone exposed itself. The heaps of dirt and muck that I had to pry away from the casket in which my very body laid. The rancid acidic and coppery smell of puke and blood mixed together from hating myself long enough will never wash away from my nose. The ringing in my ears that I hear when I’m by myself, reminding me that once I had heard nothing, been nothing. Condemned to be punished and tortured by others. When others couldn’t carry it out my own mind took over. Punishing and torturing myself. Consumed by the loudness of death when I’m alone, and consumed by the loudness of my mind when I’m not. I hate it here sometimes but I will never forget where I came from.
The mental and physical anguish I’ve been through has taught me everything I need to know.
I rose from the grave others had made for me. I will not be the one to put myself back into it.
My first ever fan art pls be nice :,))) this is a gift for my bf!Eren obsessed self for getting the environmental job right out of undergrad that I wanted and worked so hard for. Also this is my first time drawing in a REALLY long time so I’m pretty happy with it but I recently re-fell in love with drawing and I’m so glad :)