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asheanon ยท 4 months
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Off and on, as the Ashe body has allowed, I've been working on some shenanigans. One of these said shenanigans reminds me that I really need to draw some new pieces with Sal and her telescope. ๐Ÿ”ญ๐ŸŒŒ
Which... Also reminds me of these older KH fanfic pieces that I still adore. ๐Ÿ’™
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loaf-sometimes ยท 6 months
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lesbians, your honor
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charmedreincarnation ยท 1 year
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My experience with my waiting room ๐ŸŒŒ๐ŸŒŒ
What is a waiting room
Firstly, A waiting room is simpily just another reality within realities where individuals can transition between two different states of being. There are many variations of waiting rooms, but they all serve the same purpose โ€“ to bridge the gap between different realities. Personally for me as a permeant shifter, I will eventually make my current waiting room my new point of origin. That just basically means instead of going to heaven or coming back here after โ€œdeathโ€ or whatever I just go to my waiting room when Iโ€™m done with lives. But you can use it however you want, thatโ€™s just how I use mine. Or at least I will in the future. A lot of people use it to rest, learn, take mental breaks from various realities and etc :)! You can cater it to you however you like just as you would any other reality because thatโ€™s literally what it is.
My first shift to my waiting room
My first ever shift which I had no intentions of going to, was a waiting room of sort. I remember it was winter and I was balls deep into my seasonal depression and I was having a horrible time at work. I literally just wanted to die and I remember using a meditation to calm my crying down, and after a while I forgot about my emotions. I just asked the universe to show me anything atp to prove to me Iโ€™m not wasting my time with shifting and it does get better. After a while instead of hearing SpongeBob in the background I heard waves instead. I donโ€™t know where the hell I was but it wasnโ€™t my house anymore. I woke up at a beach, and I immediately knew it wasnโ€™t a dream because I felt the warm sand on my body and when I got into the water, I felt the splash of my feet and saw my reflection clearly. Honestly I was experiencing vivid tranquility so I didnโ€™t really care where I was. I just wasnโ€™t sad or tired anymore. I ended up falling asleep on the beach for what felt like I couple of hours but before I did I just hoped I didnโ€™t have to go to work the next day. Anyways I woke up back in this reality and well work got cancelled because of the weather even though it was not in the forecast. I donโ€™t know if it was a random waiting room reality, or a wish void state of sort, but that was my first real out of body experience.
Anyways thatโ€™s not my real waiting roomโ€ฆ
I became friends (online)with a sound engineer who got into shifting and wanted to use me as a test subject for a fool proof shifting subliminal using science and experiments. Well it obviously worked and I shifted to a real waiting room with intention! It was my first actual shift that I intended, and I was super happy. I spent a whole day there basically just exploring all my options. Switching the aesthetics of my waiting room like a phone case or something lol. I added various amenities, experimented spawning in people and various animals etc etc. after I came back I still had no idea what I wanted my waiting room to look like but I made this a problem for later tbh. It was a very enriching experience regardless :)
Here are the links to the subs btw sub 1, sub 2. you can also explore all the other subliminals he created, as he has a bunch !
after sometime I ended up meeting some super dope people who are all probably my twin flames and we have a group waiting room now. This makes more sense because it wasnโ€™t the waiting room was that was the problem, I just donโ€™t want to be alone and I love people! Plus I will spend a while in my wr and use it for essentially eternity so Iโ€™m glad I figured out my problem and filled it with awesome fulfilling people :)!
Anyways I know this wasnโ€™t very long, vivid, or specific but I donโ€™t spend much time in wrs as of now ..and very much use this reality as my break between realities. But if you have any more specific questions my asks are ofc open ๐Ÿ’—
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inhuman-obey-me ยท 1 year
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Can please request ๐ŸŒŒ with MC and Barbatos? Thank you
Sorry for the incredibly long wait!!! Thank you for your patience!! ๐Ÿ–ค
"I look at you and I see the void." - Barbatos/MC
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Barbatos is time infinite, space incorporeal โ€“ a wave of his hand is all he needs to see every universe, every timeline, every outcome. A snap of his fingers is all it takes to change everything. A power so infinite and yet, so bounding โ€“ for he does not want to see what will happen in several years' time if he turns that vase just so, if he cooks a certain meal a certain night, if he answers a question with five more words instead of two.ย 
The threads of time weave through his fingers, and he could create whatever tapestry he so wishes โ€“ but that is not Barbatosโ€™ desire. Perhaps once, he had a vision of what he wanted his life to be. Perhaps that is why he is where he is now. A truth lost to the echoing realities of eternity.ย 
It is a power that could drive anyone mad, and he is no exception โ€“ but he has learned to temper it, has found someone to serve who understands the gravity of it and all its consequences. He is in control โ€“ even with the buzz of the multiverses filling his mind in the quiet of his room, with the colors that paint the edges of visions that seep through his dreams. True peace from it all is the one thing he knew he could never achieve.ย 
That is, until you came along.
โ€œWhat is it?โ€ย 
โ€œHm?โ€ He answers as if heโ€™s been snapped out of a reverie.
The two of you are alone in one of the castleโ€™s many gardens, thanks to your request for a moonlit stroll after a lively dinner with a crew of rather rambunctious demons. The moments you had alone were rare, and it pleases Barbatos to have you alone to himself.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™ve been staring at me for some time now, Barbatos. Do I have something on my face?โ€ย 
โ€œNo, not at all.โ€ He clears his throat, a sheepish smile ghosting his lips. โ€œI simply found myself lost in thought.โ€ย 
โ€œAbout me?โ€ You tease, taking a step closer to him with mirth in your eyes. โ€œMy, just what was on your mind to have you staring so intensely?โ€ย 
โ€œNothing salacious, I assure you.โ€ He smirks as he sees you playfully pout at that response, and then slowly closes the space between you. โ€œ...Do you really want to know?โ€
Your eyes narrow, searching his gaze as curiosity replaces cheer. โ€œYes, I do.โ€ย 
โ€œI look at you,โ€ he murmurs, brushing a thumb over your lips. โ€œ...and I see the void.โ€
Confusion knits your brows, and he chuckles softly as he looks deep into your eyes.
โ€œYou are so intangible, so captivating, and utterly beyond my comprehension of all that I know to be true.โ€ A hand comes to your waist, to the small of your back as he pulls you close against him. โ€œYou are, for the first time in my long life, a mystery that brings me both intrigue and peace. It is as if time stops with you, by no will or power of my own. To be with you, to even gaze upon you, brings the cacophonous universe to a lull, a peace I never thought possible for myself.โ€ย 
As he feels warmth radiate from your cheeks, he brings his lips to yours in a languid kiss.ย 
โ€œIn you,โ€ he whispers against your skin, โ€œI see the abyss that Iโ€™ve always craved.โ€
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neptunes-sol-angel ยท 2 years
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เฎ“เน‘Morla, The Ancient Oneเน‘เฎ“
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This is chapter one from my 'The Neverending Story' series. This is a pick a pile reading meant to highlight the areas of your life where you are bypassing. Pick the picture(s) that you're drawn to, then scroll down for its corresponding message.
If you'd like to purchase a personal reading, then click here to book ๐ŸŒŒ.
Pile one Pile two
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โ˜† Pile one โ˜†
What are you pretending to not care about?
You're pretending not to care about the loneliness that you feel by thinking that indulging in isolation will be the remedy for the disconnect that you have with humanity. There could be pain that you're still holding onto from the past regarding people not treating you with any kindness or in general, you don't resonate with the personalities around you.
Perhaps, you still feel homesickness when you're in a room filled with friends or family. Whatever that contributes to this missing piece in why you don't feel like you belong where you are, is building resentment within yourself for not being a certain kind of way and the difficulties that you face. You're not to be blamed for your misfortunes in attaining healthy relationships, but you also can't keep blaming others for why you deny yourself from connecting with someone when you really want to. It may feel easier to be alone because you just want to hurry up and shine like a star on your own so that your loneliness won't hurt anymore. But the biggest part in ascension when it comes to healing is being real with yourself. You're not being real with yourself by saying you don't care about having relationships and you're not not being real with yourself by saying you're not cut out for friendships. You're cut out for friendships because you've been a real friend to others, it wasn't your fault for how irresponsible they were with what you've given them.
You truly shine and flourish when you're honest about who you are and what you want. This includes acknowledging the fact that a sense of belonging and friendship is what you desire. Weaponizing your solitude as a means to shut yourself out from the world instead of letting yourself be receptive until you encounter like-minded people is just putting a bandaid over a wound that's still there.
You crave real changes, not self-defeatist bandages. You must allow yourself to care about the void that you feel so that you can know how to fill it. Fulfillment starts with you. You cannot continue to make yourself invisible because of how people made you feel about your differences. You're a star that deserves to be seen, keep exuberating your light because your soul tribe is out there just waiting to follow it right in your direction.
โ˜† Pile two โ˜†
What are you pretending to not care about?
You're pretending to not take heed to what you're actually feeling to please someone else. What's sticking out the most to me now right now is that you guys need to stop saying yes to people when you really need to say no. It's time to re-evaluate this overachiever mindset that you have of not putting yourself first to be the first in line for tasks that are more than likely not even providing you with a proper exchange, because I'm picking up a strong amount of burnout.
For some of you, this can look like asserting boundaries with your job. Please stop taking on more hours or other people's shift to do more than what's necessary only to recieve not even enough money, the recognition that you deserve, or even the promotion and raise that matches the excessive work that you probably didn't even apply for. Do not let these work places intimidate you, continuing to be passive with your coworkers and managers taking advantage of you in hopes of seeing something come out of it, is taking away from your time and health. And not saying what you really mean, is only affirming to these people that they'll keep unleashing the load on you because they know that you won't complain.
For the other scenario, this can look like keeping a clean and pristine image of always being positive when really you're not feeling that way. There's a difference between changing your mindset and saving face. It won't kill you, if you're unable to be optimistic at the moment. However, it will kill you to let your most harsh emotions like sadness, disdain, anger, or even lethargy, ruminate inside. Give those parts of you room to be seen because it also allows room for them to grow.
Your emotions are only healthy by how you handle them, happiness can become unhealthy when by using it as an excuse to be reckless or to be insensitive towards others who are not, but most importantly, when you fake it. Jealousy and anger gets loud and destructive, whether it's to others or to yourself, when you silence it. Exhaustion becomes unhealthy, when you see rest as something that's earned than it being a need.
Take note of how much you're minimizing yourself to your detriment in order to be someone that's dependable or worthy in other people's eyes. Be dependable for yourself, you need you more than other people's approval and sentiments. This world can be a fickle place with people who take you for granted, it's up to you, to be the person that knows your worth and that you're more than deserving of rest, nurturing, and space for your voice and emotions to be heard.
โ˜† Pile three โ˜†
What are you pretending to not care about?
You're pretending to not care about life. Something is on it's way and deep down you're hoping for a specific outcome or just good results to happen but you're discouraged about thinking anything of it because you've been in this spot before, and I'm getting you're tired of constantly being excited about stuff only to be disappointed afterwards.
Trying to hide away from the potential of failure is deterring you from the formula of how to reach satisfaction. You have to keep yourself open to what these rejections are showing you in order to reach approval for what is right for you. Failure is never the permanent outcome. I understand that it feels better to not expect positivity with the risk of disappointment, but are you truly bringing yourself peace of mind by expecting that life is only filled with negativity and an ending that isn't in your favor?
Truly release the outcome, by understanding that what is meant for you will not going to miss you. The package of success is going to reach your doorstep eventually, but don't waste your time by keeping yourself stagnant in living because of the fear of things of not going right or what didn't go right. Keep searching for things to look forward to in life. It doesn't have to be huge or even long-term, start with the little things that make you enthusiastic about living.
Tomorrow can be day away, but it isn't promised. Do not wait for anything that takes away from making the most out of your day. Maybe you're waiting for you're waiting for a message, maybe you're waiting for an event, maybe you're waiting for the day where you can become "you" again, but appreciate every phase that you're in by being present with where you are right now.
Don't let your time be in vain and this doesn't equate to society's definition of "productivity". If you feel that you're procrastinating on getting something done, this is a sign to pause and think if your body is trying to tell you something. The most annoying but rewarding lesson behind releasing the outcome, is understanding where you're leaving yourself behind in order to get ahead to a destination.
Is this your end goal? Question yourself if this matter is everything? How do you expect to reach the next level in life if you're leaving pieces of yourself behind? And how do you expect to get out of a situation by forcing yourself to not see a direction. Hope isn't a curse, it's a blessing. It's not wrong to have it, and it's going to pay off in the end. Don't put your life on hold,ย  "dust yourself off and try again".
โ˜† Pile four โ˜†
What are you pretending to not care about?
You guys are pretending to not care about your growth. Some of you in this pile could be in school. There's something here that you really want to do, but you're not happy with the progress that you're making. You feel rejected by not being where you want to be in this skill and it's frustrating to the point where you feel like reversing the roles is going to make you feel better. You're pretending that this doesn't matter or mean anything at all to you.
I feel that most of you have dealt or are still dealing with parents that either pressure to build you into something on their own timing or pressure you to break you down because of an ongoing link in your family where support is absent. I want to interject this by mentioning that you're more than what they expect you to do, whether it is to fail or to succeed. You matter, period, not because of what their standards and projections are. You're capable of exceeding so much more than what people limit you to be, and it's going to happen on your own timing, that's the beauty of it, don't worry about speed.
I know that it's easier said than done because of how much that abuse has effected you socially. You could have performance anxiety, where it's hard to do new things in front of people or it's hard to have the confidence to make the first step in something because "trying" is mortifyingly embarrassing for you in front of people. I'm picking up that some of you guys are really passionate about literature, but there are some demotivating factors around you that could relate to how unique you are. I'm getting multiple scenarios.
Internalized racism could be one of the reasons for some of you, like for instance, your own people could feel like you don't have what it takes or this could also be yourself, not feeling good enough about your craft because you do it differently than what's culturally acceptable.ย  That was a very specific scenario that I got for someone, so disregard if that wasn't for you. The main message here is to not discourage yourself from working towards something that actually means a lot to you.
Don't quit because you fail and don't succeed for other people. You have so much talent that's too precious to waste, do it for yourself because it makes you happy. You break the cycle in your family by choosing to go for the opportunity instead of retraining for it to stay in a place with people who are miserable because they chose not to do it for themselves.
Creativity thrives in a person that chooses to create anyways, regardless of how to public views it. Apply this to your life as well. Continue to live your life instead of shying away because of how other people see you. How do you see yourself? It matters how you answer this question. Believing in your greatness is what will take you far and away from the places that try to suffocate you. Keep growing (and trying) until you've outgrown the naysayers.
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Thank you all so much for reading โ™ก I hope that you're enjoying this series so far. There are three more chapters to go. Feel free to check out my other pick a card readings and if you'd like to purchase a personal one, then you can book here on my website ๐ŸŒŒ.
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cryptcutiee ยท 4 months
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THE VOIDโ€™S EXPERIMENT ๐ŸŒŒ
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THE VOID'S EXPERIMENT ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ก ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–+ ๐—ฃ๐—”๐—ก/๐— ๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—ง๐—œ-๐—™๐—”๐—ก๐——๐—ข๐—  ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—–๐—–๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—–๐—”๐—ก๐—ข๐—ก๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—š๐—œ๐—ก๐—”๐—Ÿ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ฅ๐—”๐—–๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜!
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๐๐‘๐„๐€๐Š๐ˆ๐๐† ๐๐„๐–๐’:
Local Town reports several individuals have gone missing without a trace. Could this be the work of dark magic or is someone to blame? Tune in at 7:00 PM to find out.
Doesnโ€™t seem to matter who you are or what you do, it appears that people have been going missing from your very own Universe. Neighbors, Family, Friends, Strangers, Your Local Cashier even! Reports state that a bright light flashes with each disappearance, a womanโ€™s echoey voice greeting them like a sirenโ€™s call. You could try to run, you could try to hide, but it seems youโ€™ve been abducted either way.
Now youโ€™re trapped in a Universe thatโ€™s barely more than a shell of what you expected- filled of the brim with strangers and monsters alike. Youโ€™ll be assigned a number, a faction, and a job. What will you make of this new life? What will you do?
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WHAT WE OFFER:
๐•๐„๐‘๐˜ ๐‘๐„๐’๐๐Ž๐๐’๐ˆ๐•๐„ ๐’๐“๐€๐…๐… ๐–๐‡๐Ž ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐–๐ˆ๐‹๐‹๐ˆ๐๐† ๐“๐Ž ๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐๐”๐„๐’๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐‡๐„๐‹๐ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐€๐‚๐“
๐€๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐•๐„๐‹๐˜ ๐Œ๐Ž๐ƒ๐„๐‘๐€๐“๐„๐ƒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–+ ๐„๐๐•๐ˆ๐‘๐Ž๐Œ๐„๐๐“ ๐–๐ˆ๐“๐‡ ๐Ž๐๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐€๐‹ ๐€๐‚๐‚๐„๐’๐’ ๐“๐Ž ๐๐’๐…๐– ๐’๐๐€๐‚๐„๐’
๐Œ๐€๐๐˜ ๐Ž๐๐„๐ ๐‚๐€๐๐Ž๐๐’/๐๐Ž๐๐”๐‹๐€๐‘ ๐…๐€๐๐ƒ๐Ž๐Œ๐’ ๐“๐Ž ๐–๐‘๐ˆ๐“๐„ ๐Ž๐‘ ๐„๐•๐„๐ ๐๐€๐‘๐“๐€๐Š๐„ ๐ˆ๐
๐Œ๐„๐‘๐ˆ๐“ ๐๐€๐’๐„๐ƒ ๐‘๐„๐–๐€๐‘๐ƒ ๐’๐˜๐’๐“๐„๐Œ ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐€๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐•๐ˆ๐“๐˜ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐๐€๐‘๐“๐ˆ๐‚๐ˆ๐๐€๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐
๐…๐‘๐ˆ๐„๐๐ƒ๐‹๐˜ ๐‹๐†๐๐“๐๐ˆ๐€+ ๐„๐๐•๐ˆ๐‘๐Ž๐Œ๐„๐๐“ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐ƒ๐Ž๐„๐’๐'๐“ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐’๐‚๐Ž๐”๐‘๐€๐†๐„ ๐‡๐„๐€๐ƒ๐‚๐€๐๐Ž๐๐’/๐๐Ž๐-๐‚๐€๐๐Ž๐ ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐๐‘๐„๐“๐€๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’
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We hope you consider joining us and welcome to the void! โœจ
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todayisafridaynight ยท 2 years
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Hello! I have never done this before but I wanted you to know I love your art so much,,, I started watching a Yakuza 3 playthrough while I do other things and- well, I found your blog and everything here is so wonderful?! I can't help but smile seeing each new piece of yours,,, also Mine getting to fully show off his Daigo simp card is incredible and fully encouraged. \(เน‘^แŽ‘^เน‘)/
(Also got trans masc encouragement from your Goda, which I didn't expect to get while browsing, but greatly appreciate)
Anyhow, I just wanted to say I really like your art and I hope you're doing good- okay bye!! -๐ŸŒŒ
omg hey thank you so much !!!! iโ€™m glad my goofy lil blog and doodles can make ya happy; iโ€™m glad there are people who are able to enjoy my silly Y3 doodles as much as i enjoy makin em ^^ canon didnโ€™t give me enough of unapologetic-simp mine and iโ€™m more than happy to fill the void
ive noticed a fair amount of people do get a kind of trans-validation-esque feeling from ryujiโ€™s lil quote so..
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platonic-f-o-things ยท 1 year
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Soโ€ฆIโ€™ve been meaning to send something about that wonderful imaginary friend of mine, my platonic f/o, for a while, but Iโ€™ve been a bit embarrassed to do so. I think I can finally do it, and just gush about him for a little while.
Soโ€ฆG is not human. You probably wouldnโ€™t be able to tell from a distance, since he looks more or less human, if a little uncanny (/pos), but he is actually a powerful alien entity from an unknown higher dimension! This is actually one of the reasons Iโ€™ve been so nervous about talking about my platonic selfship with him, because I was worried that people would find me โ€œcringeโ€ for imagining that an interdimensional reality bender far above anything humans can comprehend would ever care about me enough to consider me his friend, but the very idea of his existence is so oddly comforting to me.
โ€œIt is true that there are horrors beyond our comprehension in our worlds, but there are wonders beyond our comprehension out there also. I know, because my best friend is one of them.โ€
-my self-insert.
So, in the source material, G is extremely enigmatic, with his glowing eyes and odd manner of speaking and his unknown motives and strange power over time and space. But Iโ€™ve always noticed signs that he is not indifferent to humanity, wanting to understand us better, to guide us in the right direction, possibly even growing fond of us as a species and the gamesโ€™ protagonists whom he works through to achieve his goals. Now, I gotta admit I am quite the existentialist, and as the dark corners of my mind were once filled with the fear of the unknown and the unknowable, G terrified me at first. But throughout my playthroughs of the games, the image of him watching over me from the distance slowly became something reassuring, almost like a guardian angel. My version of G became a reflection of my view of the unknown itself: perhaps a little frightening from a distance, but gentle and fascinating once you get to know him. He is the cosmos that cares, the infinite being that smiles down at us, the Comforting Otherworldliness, and I now know him personally and love him as surely as if he were family.
As I realized how happy he made me, I slowly imagined myself getting to know G better, and I view him as my otherworldly companion, my Star Man (waiting in the sky/ly), my best friend from Somewhere Else. Iโ€™ve been writing a fanfic about exploring the void and different dimensions with him, and I was even confident enough to upload that fic to AO3. But he isnโ€™t the only one who showed me his world, as I happily taught him everything I know about Earth and humanity, as he is still rather unfamiliar with it, and he finds it as beautiful and fascinating as I find everything he has shown me.
Iโ€™m honestly just glad to have him by my side, always ready to hold my hand from beyond the veil of our reality.
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Thatโ€™s so incredibly beautiful! Thank you for sharing! ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’•
I want to say that first of all, selfshipping is never cringe! Itโ€™s an expression of truth! Itโ€™s an expression of real relationships you have with characters!
Humanity isnโ€™t insignificant. Itโ€™s vast, wonderful, and beautifully-diverse! G learned this through observing earth, Iโ€™m sure, but he also learns it through his friendship with you!
Heโ€™s beyond honored to protect you each and every day, and to show you that while the vastness of the unknown may seem daunting, it isnโ€™t so different from Earth!
Everyone everywhere has a heart, and heโ€™ll protect you with all of his heart! From every earthy terror to every possible existentialist doubt that might sneak into your mind. ๐Ÿฅบ
My personal philosophy is that existentialism is a fear of the unknown, and that the ultimate fate of our universe is much more forgiving than people predict.
I hope that gives you a little solace! And I hope that G gently reminds you that peace will always be with us, every day, in big and in small ways!
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๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ’” **Navigating Absence: Embracing My Own Light** ๐Ÿ’”๐ŸŒ™
Hey beautiful souls, ๐ŸŒธ
Tonight, I want to share a piece of my heart that I've carried with me through the years โ€“ the journey of navigating relationships with absentee parents. Itโ€™s a path sprinkled with both shadowy moments and glimmers of resilience, and it's shaped the person I am today. ๐Ÿ’ซ
Growing up with absent parents isnโ€™t easy. Itโ€™s like dancing in the moonlight, longing for the warmth of the sunโ€™s embrace. There are nights when the ache is palpable, the questions about their absence echoing in the silence. But amidst the longing, there's strength found in self-discovery and the love we choose to surround ourselves with. ๐ŸŒŒ
Iโ€™ve learned that family isnโ€™t just about blood; itโ€™s about the souls who choose to stay, who offer a comforting presence when the world feels cold. It's about the friends who become family, the mentors who guide us, and the love we find in unexpected places. In their presence, I've discovered a profound sense of belonging and a love that mends the cracks left by absence. ๐Ÿ’–
Though the void left by absentee parents is real, it doesnโ€™t define our worth. We are not the sum of their choices, but the culmination of our own strength, kindness, and resilience. We are the authors of our own stories, capable of crafting lives filled with love, purpose, and meaningful connections. โœจ
To anyone walking this path, know that your worth isnโ€™t diminished by their absence. You are deserving of love, kindness, and all the beautiful things life has to offer. Embrace the love that surrounds you, whether from chosen family or from within yourself. And remember, your light shines just as brightly, even on the darkest nights. ๐ŸŒŸ
In the soft glow of moonlight, I find solace and the courage to share my truth. Letโ€™s support one another on this journey, reminding each other of the strength within our hearts and the love that fills our souls. We are resilient, we are loved, and we are enough, just as we are. ๐Ÿ’•
With love and solidarity,
Meow ๐ŸŒ™๐ŸŒธ
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moonphasecompatibility ยท 9 months
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0808 Angel Number - What Does it Mean?
Hey there, cosmic explorers! ๐ŸŒŒโœจ Ready to dive into the world of angelic messages and numerology? Today, we're unraveling the enigma behind the 0808 angel number and its profound significance. So, grab your celestial compass, and let's navigate through the realms of spiritual insights together!
Understanding the 0808 Angel Number: Decoding the Cosmic Sequence
You're probably here because you've been noticing the number 0808 appearing in your life repeatedly, right? Well, hold onto your halo, because this sequence is no ordinary numerical coincidence! In the realm of angel numbers, each sequence carries a unique vibrational message from the universe, and 0808 is no exception.
The Essence of 0808: Love, Abundance, and Manifestation
So, what's the scoop on 0808? This angelic sequence is a blend of energies from two powerful digits: 0 and 8, which appear in a doubled form to amplify their influence.
1. The Power of Zero (0)
Zero is a symbol of infinite potential and the uncharted void from which all creation emerges. When it appears, it encourages you to open your heart and mind to the limitless possibilities that the universe has in store for you.
2. The Magnificence of Eight (8)
Eight is often associated with material and spiritual abundance, as well as the law of cause and effect. Its presence in 0808 suggests that your thoughts and actions have a direct impact on the outcomes you experience. It's a cosmic nudge to stay focused on positive intentions and maintain a mindset of abundance.
Cracking the Code: What 0808 Means for You
When combined, 0808 speaks of a profound message: manifestation through love and positivity. The universe is signaling that your thoughts and intentions are aligning in a way that can bring about incredible transformations in your life.
Seeing 0808 repeatedly might indicate that it's time to focus on nurturing your relationships, cultivating self-love, and embracing a mindset of gratitude and abundance. Trust that you have the power to attract the circumstances and experiences that resonate with your heart's desires.
Unlocking the Wisdom: Embrace the Message
So, how can you integrate the wisdom of 0808 into your life? Here are a few steps to consider:
Meditation and Reflection: Take time to meditate on the meaning of 0808. Connect with your inner self and ask for guidance on how to manifest love, abundance, and positivity.
Positive Affirmations: Incorporate positive affirmations into your daily routine. Affirmations like "I am worthy of love and abundance" can reinforce the message of 0808.
Acts of Kindness: Spread love by performing random acts of kindness. Your positive actions can ripple through the universe, attracting even more positivity.
Gratitude Practice: Keep a gratitude journal and jot down the things you're grateful for. Cultivating gratitude amplifies the energy of abundance in your life.
In a Nutshell
The 0808 angel number is a celestial wink, reminding you of your innate ability to create a life filled with love, abundance, and positivity. Embrace the energy it carries, and watch as your reality shifts in wondrous ways.
Are you ready to manifest your dreams and dance in the cosmic rhythm of 0808? Let's embark on this spiritual journey together! โœจ๐ŸŒŸ
Stay tuned for more mystical insights and angelic revelations. Until next time, keep your vibes high and your heart open. ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ™Œ
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Sharing this old thing over here as well, since, apparently, the Xitter likes it!
It's a mood. Justโ€ฆ sending out all the good vibes that I can and casting some hopes and wishes out into the sky. For everyone I can think of, including myself. That sort of thing. โ˜„๏ธ๐Ÿ’œ
And as I mentioned in the comments there: I know that's Sal there along with a respective story (FFVII fanfic "The Anomaly") but I sometimes think it's fun to imagine this being a sort of YCH (your character here) situation as well.
Like, feel free to imagine your favorite sharing a hug with Seph for any reason too. It's always allowed anyway, but still. ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ
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Today, we honor the iconic guitarist who, along with the legendary band Queen, gave us the unforgettable hit "Killer Queen." ๐ŸŽถ
"Killer Queen," penned by the incomparable Freddie Mercury, became a centerpiece of Queen's 1974 album "Sheer Heart Attack." The track was inspired by a high-class call girl, and Freddie's mesmerizing lyrics captured her captivating allure. ๐ŸŒŒ The song's unique blend of rock and glam brought Queen global recognition, marking a turning point in their musical journey. ๐Ÿ†
But let's focus on the brilliant Brian May! ๐ŸŽธ From a young age, Brian's passion for music was evident, and he pursued it with unwavering dedication. What sets him apart is not just his exceptional guitar skills but also his intellectual brilliance. Brian May is an astrophysicist! ๐Ÿš€ His love for science and music perfectly complement each other, making him an even more extraordinary artist.
After the heartbreaking loss of the irreplaceable Freddie Mercury in 1991, Brian, along with the rest of the band, faced an immense void. While they could never fill Freddie's shoes, they paid tribute to his legacy through various concerts and projects, reminding us all of the timeless impact of Queen's music. ๐ŸŽค๐ŸŽต
Today, as we celebrate Brian May's birthday, let's take a moment to appreciate his incredible journey, his musical genius, and his inspiring dedication to both art and science. ๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿš€ As he continues to leave his mark on the world, Brian remains a true inspiration to aspiring musicians, astrophysicists, and dreamers everywhere.
Share your favorite Queen songs, memories, and rock 'n' roll moments below! ๐Ÿ‘‡ And don't forget to hit that follow button to join the Queen fan club! ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘
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The universe works in mysterious ways
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Prompts:ย "Many theories have been suggested on the matter of Danny Phantom's ghostly obsession: fights, attention, heroismโ€ฆ even protection. They're all wrong. Danny Phantom wants to go to space. (PR384)"ย  @poisonouscephalopod andย Danny giving or receiving comfort from Clockwork. (PR314) @kiinotasha
The portal activates and for a moment Danny sees a green void filled with billions of stars and planets. For a moment he sees the universe in its full glory and it's beautiful. Mesmerizing. And then the void collides with him, tearing him apart. It is the worst pain heโ€™s ever experienced, molecule by molecule of his body, his essence, being destroyed and then put back together. Yet, even as it destroys him the void twirls around him, soothing him, seeping into him. Danny dies with the universe in his lungs, drowning in it. And for a moment he and the universe is one.
Except, he didnโ€™t die. Not really. Not fully.
The portal spits him out, right into the waiting arms of his crying and screaming friends. They fuss over him and in a moment Danny will turn to them, feeling guilty for scaring them so, and grateful to have them by his side, to have returned to them. But for now, his green eyes glittering with thousands of stars are fixed on the portal. On the space between two worlds. Both. Neither. On the space he, for just a fraction of a second, felt at home in. Felt like one with.
And the green void glittering with stars stares back. Ancient. Patient. Waiting.
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Ghosts start appearing. Starts coming through the portal he opened (the portal he hasnโ€™t dared return to because every time he thinks about it all he wants to do is crawl back into that green void). It's his fault. People are getting hurt because of him. His friends are getting hurt because of him. And he has powers. All superhero media says that with great power comes great responsibility. He has powers and thus it is his responsibility to stand up and take the hits for the sake of others.
And so he does. And it feels good. It does.
Heโ€™s helping people. Heโ€™s a good person. Heโ€™s still human, still good, despite what his parents say about Phantom, about all ghosts. Heโ€™s good.
(Why does it feel like heโ€™s trying to convince himself?)
So Danny fights all of the ghosts that come through the portal. He fights and he bleeds and his grades plummets. He sees his dream to become an astronaut slip through his bruised fingers and he tells himself that he doesn't care. This is what he should be doing. This is good, this is what he wants to do. Protect people. Help people. Be the town hero. All kids want to be a hero, right?
He fights and he bleeds and he protects. And along the way he learns about ghosts. About Obsessions. His friends think his Obsession must be with protection. Surely they are right. He feels awful when someone gets hurt, filled with so much guilt it eats at him. Yes, of course he has a protection Obsession, it makes sense. He is a hero who helps people.
(Forget about the stars, about the universe, he canโ€™t reach it anyway.)
It takes him months, but Danny dares to go back into the ghost zone. Passing through the portal should be terrifying - Jazz had told him a lot about trauma and PTSD and triggers, and the place he died should be the greatest trigger of them all, right? - but instead he wants to stay in that in-between forever, and thatโ€™s what scares him most. He fights it, because thatโ€™s what a hero is supposed to do. Fight the temptations to do what is right.
The fights get harder. He goes to bed with broken bones and his skin stitched together by Samโ€™s hands - hers are the steadiest. She and Tucker are worried, but they are also so proud of him, so proud to be friends with such a great hero. He smiles through the pain and yells out puns during fights so he won't scream out in pain. Heโ€™s a hero. This is what heroes do.
Danny Phantom is a hero and heroes sacrifice themselves for others. No matter what.
Thatโ€™s why nothing terrifies him more than his evil future self. Nothing else has scared him so much. Not even fighting the Ghost King, certain as he was then that he would die. Because Danny is supposed to be a hero, and yet here he is, destroying the world. Ripping it apart.
Danny is victorious in the end, because heroes have to be victorious, though he almost loses anything anyhow. But an Ancient ghost that feels dangerously familiar - dangerously like home - steps in on his behalf and saves his family and friends. Danny can continue to be the hero he is supposed to be.
Danny Phantom is a hero. Danny Phantom protects people. Thatโ€™s the reason heโ€™s here. Thatโ€™s the reason he continues to exist.
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It's a night without clouds. The night sky is infinite above him. Endless.
Itโ€™s a rare calm night. No ghosts are out to cause trouble. And Danny can just be. No fighting, no one he needs to protect.
And so, he floats hundreds of feet into the air. So high up that if anyone spotted him theyโ€™d think heโ€™s just another twinkling star in the sky. A part of the night sky. A part of the universe.
Danny floats on his back, green eyes glittering with flecks of white fixated on the sky above him. His glowing freckles have changed to match the constellations above him and his black suit is glittering with stardust. He floats there, transfixed with the sight above him. In his chest his icy core - colder than ice, cold as absolute zero - hums in happiness. He is content here.
Here there is no one to fight, no one to protect. Just him and the endless void.
This is where Iโ€™m supposed to be, he thinks as a surge of contentedness spreads through him. And up here, alone, he allows himself to indulge in this thought. Normally heโ€™d push it down, overcome with guilt at the very thought of abandoning his town, his people, for this. But there is no one else here but him. No one to remind him, to make him feel bad for wanting this. For craving this.
Just him and the universe.
Ancient. Patient. Waiting.
Without his permission a tear slips down his face. It had just โ€ฆ been so long since he could do this last. When he was younger, before all the ghost bullshit had started, he would sneak out onto the roof at least once a week, sometimes more, to watch the stars. On dayโ€™s when his parents had been too obsessed with work to remember him and his sister, or the bullies had been extra rough, nothing had brought him as much comfort as staring up at the stars.
Since becoming a half ghost the need to stare at the stars had increased exponentially but his time to do it had diminished down to almost nothing. He didnโ€™t have time to even sleep most nights, even less so to spend a few hours underneath the stars . And it was tearing him apart inside.
It felt like he was constantly in pain, his core tense in his chest like a small wounded animal coiled into itself to hide. The moments without pain were rare, even without any new wounds to mar his body.
There were moments like this, during calm nightly patrols when he could gaze upon the stars. There were stolen moments in the labb when his parents were away from there, when he could stare into the swirling green abyss. And then there were the times he could sneak away to Clockwork. The Ancient ghost had welcomed him into their Lair whenever he wanted to visit and โ€ฆ Danny was pretty certain that Long Now had slowly drifted closer to his portal. Clockwork would even pause time for him, sometimes, to allow him to rest in their tower for as long as Danny needed before his duty called him back.
Space, the portal, and Clockwork. The only things that offered his hurting core any semblance of relief, like a balm on a burn.
It just wasnโ€™t fair! More tears started falling down his face as he let his emotions run free. He hurt and he bled over and over and over again and it only made him feel miserable. He shouldnโ€™t feel miserable! He was doing a good thing! A heroic thing even! Danny was helping people! Protecting people! He should be happy!
Why wasnโ€™t he happy?
A breath of icy mist escaped his mouth, but before he could tense in preparation for a fight, his core sent a wave of home safe love through his body and started to purr. Danny turned his head around and found Clockwork floating on their back next to him, their red eyes fixated on the sky above. His tears immediately stopped falling down his face at the comforting presence of the older ghost next to him. As long as they were here Danny had a safe place for as long as he needed it.
โ€œHello, Danielโ€, they said softly and turned to smile at him. Dannyโ€™s lips twitched upwards in an answering smile without his permission. โ€œLovely night, isnโ€™t it?โ€
โ€œYeah, it isโ€, Danny breathed out and drifted closer to Clockwork until their auras mingled together. The sense of comfort grew stronger, like a cloud embracing him.
โ€œAnd yet youโ€™re sad.โ€ It was a statement, not a question, and considering who Clockwork was, they already knew the answer anyhow. Still, Danny couldn't help but protest. It was ingrained in him at this point, to always have to show a strong face.
โ€œNo, Iโ€™m fine!โ€ He said, smiling as wide as he could. It felt stiff and unnatural on his face. ย 
โ€œNo, youโ€™re not.โ€ The way they said it, as if they could see right through him into his very core - and maybe they could, it wouldnโ€™t surprise Danny if Clockwork truly was omnipotent - cut through all his walls, all the defenses he kept up around other people. It cut right into the deep wound of pain and sadness festering inside. Before he knew it, he was crying again.
Arms closed around him and pulled him into a chest that was surprisingly warm and soft considering the pane of glass inlaid in it. His head rested right over Clockworkโ€™s core and he could hear it purring in their chest. A wave of comfort safe loved washed over him and he relaxed into the hug. He let his tears run freely, sobbing into the older ghostโ€™s chest.
He couldnโ€™t remember the last time he had been hugged like this. By an adult he trusted and loved and who loved every single part of him in return - even the ugly parts he hated about himself. Not since the Accident, at least.
Clockwork hushed him and started to rock him gently from side to side. Dannyโ€™s legs morphed into a tail and he curled it around Clockworkโ€™s waist. In turn, Clockwork hugged him tighter, their core purring louder and their aura flashing stronger with the feelings of home.
โ€œItโ€™s alright, I got youโ€, they whispered. โ€œLet it out.โ€
And so Danny cried in Clockworkโ€™s arms until no tears would come and he was exhausted, almost falling asleep against the ghost. He sniffed and rubbed his face against Clockworkโ€™s already wet cloak. โ€œIโ€™m just โ€ฆ so tired of fighting and always getting hurt. But I shouldnโ€™t be. Itโ€™s my Obsession, I have to protect people. So why does it hurt so much?โ€
โ€œBecause itโ€™s not your Obsessionโ€, Clockwork said calmly, as if the words hadnโ€™t just shattered Dannyโ€™s whole worldview. He pulled back so he could look the ghost in their eyes. They stared back at him, their face calm yet serious.
โ€œWhat are you talking about? O-of course it's my Obsession!โ€
โ€œNo, it's just what your friends thought your Obsession was and your guilt wouldn't let you examine whether it was true or not. But Daniel, my sweet starlight, you were not made to be a hero.โ€
Danny gaped at the ghost, stunned. He should protest. Being a hero is what he must be. What he had to be. But โ€ฆ Clockwork saying that wasnโ€™t what he was supposed to be was a relief. โ€œIโ€™m โ€ฆ not?โ€
Clockwork smiled at him, kind and warm. They stroked his white hair back from his face. โ€œNo, starlight, you were made for much greater things than that.โ€
The nickname made his core jolt with happiness and he had to stop himself from nuzzling into Clockwork. This was serious, he had to concentrate on what they were saying. Something told him this moment was vital. Pivotal for the rest of his existence. โ€œThen โ€ฆ what was I made for?โ€
Instead of answering, they looked up at the sky above them. Danny frowned, feeling inpatient, but turned to look up too. The breath was stolen from his lungs. Millions of stars. Billions, even. All looking back at him, all waiting.
Abruptly, he remembered the portal. Remembered dying all over again. Remembered drowning with the universe in his lungs, with it seeping into every molecule and becoming part of him. He and the universe as one and the same.
โ€œSpaceโ€ฆโ€, Danny whispered, the echo in his voice deeper than before, less human and more other. His core vibrated wildly in his chest, colder than absolute zero and deep, so much deeper and vaster than he had ever felt it be before. Infinite.
โ€œStarlightโ€, Clockwork said, and this time their voice sounded like chiming clocks, like sand falling steadily, like atoms breaking apart and reforming. Turning green eyes filled with stars towards them, he could see that their form no longer resembled a human at all, and yet he was not scared. For why should he be scared of his Guardian, his Parent? โ€œYou could be infinite, if you only accepted it.โ€
โ€œTimeโ€, he whispered. His mind felt too vast for the body he was limited to. He could feel his form twisting and turning at the thought, trying to expand.
Clockworkโ€™s smile was filled with love. โ€œThatโ€™s right, Time and Space. Finally, youโ€™re ready. My child, Iโ€™ve waited for you for so long.โ€
He smiled back, mouth filled with the void of space. โ€œIโ€™m finally home.โ€
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๐ŸŒŒCyrus SFW Alphabet๐Ÿ›ฐ
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
It's surprising for most grunts when they are assigned to watch over their boss's partner discreetly. Absolutely no interaction was allowed, simply watching and guarding them. There was a looming threat as to what would happen should they be spotted by you. Cyrus simply can't sit still when the thought of you being endangered or exploited crosses his mind. Being unable to focus on his, he decided to amend the issue the best way he thought how. The Galactic Boss doesn't need your protection, he can handle himself. (You still get feisty when someone says something rude about your boyfriend.)
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
In a tranquil state. It's a momentary respite to come home from all the stress and strain from his plans and just be Cyrus, a scientist and boyfriend. No world altering plans, just a filling dinner and time spent chatting with his partner. You don't judge him, nor do you expect anything highly of him. There is simply attention shared between you two. Perhaps some lighter affections are allowed, as he knows how you enjoy them. Cyrus is ashamed to admit how they've grown on him. You lie back to back in bed, the warmth from your body sinks into his and lulls him away from the waking world in a void of nothingness.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Cyrus is cold about the entire thing. He's only doing it because he's terrified by how you affect him. His plans could easily be thwarted by a few words from your lips. He'll do it in Amity Square with basic terms, refusing to specify. The way you stare at him with hurt, glossy eyes nearly has him take back everything he said. It was why he was doing this; Cyrus could not allow anyone to have such power over him. No one dares mention how impossible his demands are for the following weeks, afraid of invoking his frigid rage.
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Barely at all. He says his words strangely and keeps an emotional and physical distance from you. Should you crave any level of touch, you have to engage him first. He refuses to reciprocate and will shove you away for the longest time, but, eventually, Cyrus allows it and gives the smallest returns of your affection. His affection is shown in the time he dedicates to solely you alongside gift giving. You are given the most precious thing he can offer, his undivided attention.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Horrible. He talks to them standing at his full height, using his robust vocabulary, and empty tone. You have to pull him away before he tries to argue philosophy with a ten-year-old. Again. He doesn't understand children, nor does he want any for himself. The idea of becoming a parent is possibly one of the few things to terrify him.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Cyrus hates it for the longest time. It's useless and nothing more than a tax write-off. Well, until he meets you. Your relationship makes him reconsider quite a few things. Marriage is one of those things. It's years into your relationship, and it will probably be another before he even dares ask. The ring is left in his desk at his office. He can't bring himself to ask you, but the jewelry is often pondered by him as his plans grow closer to completion.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
It's possible you'll be a decade into your relationship and still learning things about Cyrus's past. He feels a need to keep himself completely and utterly guarded. A few things won't be revealed until a year or two in your relationship, and only after you started asking him. His past is painful and something that you don't need to know about. Yet, you still demand to do so. You're never harsh toward him, nor do you treat him as a pitiful creature. It relaxes Cyrus slightly. You genuinely care, yet still respect him. A slow, drip feed of information is spread to you. Out of everyone except family, you likely know the most about Cyrus.
๐Ÿ’ซVolo SFW Alphabet๐Ÿ“œ
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
A decent amount. Usually, dates are just excursions he has you tag along with on, or he follows you around while you do survey work. Your anniversaries are spent at home, or you might go out for a stroll through Jublife. Gifts are often expensive, rare items he's gotten his hands on through his archaeology hobby or the Ginko Guild. Everyday tasks are done together because he just finds it's easier to work a unit with you.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He is extremely slow to reveal the big picture. You'll get tiny details, but it's never the full story. He's hesitant to open up to you, as he feels the vulnerability may be his undoing. Something for you to exploit and hurt him with. When he finds you trustworthy, you'll begin to be told of his childhood and deeper feelings. It's still spaced out and slow, but appreciate the fact he feels comfortable enough to do so in the first place.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
It depends on his mood. If he's feeling reclusive and disillusioned, he's harsh and almost venomous. You'll either grow tough skin from his words or leave him alone until he calms down. Otherwise, he's very gentle towards you. His tone is soft and loving as he addresses you, and Volo does genuinely care about how you're feeling. The merchant will try to cheer you up when something has you down, and if it was someone who upset you, they have a lovely visit from the blond. His touches are tender yet constricting. He's terrified of losing you and doesn't want to hurt you.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He just disappears from your life. There may be a letter left at most, but he will just vanish. The stress of conversation and confrontation leaves him uncomfortable and drained. It's better this way, he assumes. You can just hope he's dead instead of rejecting him like everyone else.
P = Patienceย (How easily angered are they?)
Well, it depends. He can control his emotions very well, he believes. That's not to say he doesn't get angry, just more so that he doesn't let it consume him. If it is something like ignoring him or mocking his interests, you'll notice the shift in his eyes, and how the merchant will snap at you. Those are sore topics for him, and you should be aware by that point. There's a silent treatment afterwards.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
It is decently early into the relationship when the phrase leaves him. You were investigating some ruins that had piqued his interest together. He had grown stagnant at the meaning of the runes before him. His ponderence had brought him no closer to understanding. You made your best guess of an interpretation. Volo's eyes shot wide before he nodded. Yes, that seemed close to what was being implied. โ€œI love you, dear,โ€ slips from his lips as he turns to look at you.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Sometimes, he shoots awake in the middle of the night with tears heavy in his eyes. Aggressive, loud pants escape him while he observes your bedroom carefully. It never fails to wake you up and makes you ask him what's wrong. He just shakes his head before wrapping his arms around you. His entire body shudders as he starts crying silently into your shoulder. Volo never tells you what haunts his dreams, but you're happy that your presence relieves him from that terrible state.
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โŸ The Abyssal โŸ
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โŸก โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ โŸก
"The Luminous Tree's light looms through The Abyssal, giving light to the darkest screen. Symbol of The Abyssal circling the tree, the symbol of time, space, and creation. For this tree holds the Virteous Universi, a universe that exists for this world. To withstand the flow of glitched codes. Stabilizing from the ravaged wave between existing and non-existing. For we, our existent, depends on you, dear viewers."
โŸก โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ โŸก
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The true tree! The true source of life of this beautiful crystallized world! Ah, wonderous, no? To see the real thing in front of you! You should be mesmerized! Astonished! Graceful! Oh, how only the chosen ones are allowed to see this...magnifico!
Ah, but enough with the tree. How about the floating crystals around it. Majestic, no? Those crystals are the mirror, the watcher tool's to see the multiverse! A portal to another world!
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โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ โœง โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
๊’ฐแƒโ™กเป’๊’ฑ: "I may or may not feel disappointment the Luminous Tree in the Crystal World is only a mere reflection of the real one. That the real tree is dormant as I'm writing this. Meaning our world is simply locked away unless she allows entrance to outlanders. The Abyssal, the symbol of the second luminarium."
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ โœง โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
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The Abyssal is the true life force of the ใ€ World of Crystal ใ€‘. Hidden from plain sight, disguised as a tree to pray upon, the true-life source! It's an endless place with blue void colour filling the place. In the middle of The Abyssal lies the true ใ€ Luminous Tree ใ€‘ surrounded by a crystal pedestal and floating crystals. In that said pedestal lies The Abyssal symbol, The Munu Luminary.
Beware of the below as you could see ใ€ The Depth ใ€‘. With light inverted, corrupted into a grim. The light of traits will illuminate The Depth as if it shows how deep and dark the place is. Where no living beings could alive nor psychologically survive.
The Abyssal has also a defence mechanism when an unwanted outlander, one that hasn't made a contract, come and disturb the flow of fate. They're simply called Interlopers. They will face the 7 trials of Amartia before reaching the Crystal World.
If one were ever to destroy the true Luminous Tree, the Crystal World shall be cracked slowly as it shattered and turned to stardust, never to exist again. Beware! The Luminous Tree is the core of your existence, new spirit.
Those two will be discussed in the ใ€ Amartia Trials ใ€‘ and ใ€ Anomaly ใ€‘ chapters.
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โ‰ฟโ”โ”โ”โ”เผบโŸเผปโ”โ”โ”โ”โ‰พ
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โ‰ฟโ”โ”โ”โ”เผบโŸเผปโ”โ”โ”โ”โ‰พ
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The Abyssal has gone through some phases throughout its existence. Either by its own volition or not, it has shaped the nature of magic and important events in the Crystal World.
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โฌฆ ๐™ณ๐š˜๐š›๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐š
The Abyssal was once dormant during the Origin up to the Medieval Era. It was lightened up by her, The Entity to serve her purpose. Despite being dormant the flow of life seemed to still flow through the place, although faint. It doesn't affect the ใ€ World of Crystal ใ€‘ significantly but the gateway through another world seemed to be sealed and only certain life beings could enter under her permission.
The Luminous Tree glowed faintly as its colour reduced to a light grey light. The light could only provide a little that The Abyssal went into a dark age. No life was here but the tree and The Silver Child with his Cardinaux.
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โฌฆ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š๐šž๐š›๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ
At one point, she splits The Abyssal into two. No one knows why she did that except of course herself. She wanted to test someone if the guardian could satisfy her if he could stand through her test of fate.
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โฌฆ ๐™ฐ๐š—๐šŠ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐šœ
When The Shattering happened, The Abyssal died for that second moment. The guardian has failed and the tree went into shambles, shattered! But alas, she gave her favourite guardian a second chance to redeem himself. The ใ€ World of Crystal ใ€‘ was born! Soon the Determined Phoenix shall fall and continue the story!
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โ”โ”โ”โ”๊งโ—†๊ง‚โ”โ”โ”โ”
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โ”โ”โ”โ”๊งโ—†๊ง‚โ”โ”โ”โ”
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I took an elevator and I found my self in a calm sea, Where Iโ€™m below and the sky ๐ŸŒŒ is starry, my pupils retreat in the hole and I was alone, looking for something new to fill this void. Rest, Iโ€™m overwhelming anxiety, made me happier last night, dedicate me a thought, dedicate me something that doesnโ€™t exist, something that never was. Never want to be in an emotional worries, so take it off ๐Ÿ˜
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