#emma vents

[katya-goncharov]

there are these two girls on my uni course who i want to make friends with SO much but i'm so bad at making friends generally. i guess i'll just have to try to actually, like, talk to them

#they're the only ones on my course who are around my age bc it's a postgrad course and they seemed nice last time i had class with them #but they kept being like oh i like your outfit etc and i never know what to say to that apart from like. thanks #like i don't know how to turn that kind of thing into a conversation and they'll have probably given up on me by the time i next have class #with them so i guess I'LL have to be the one to make the first move next time and try to start a conversation. but i'm so bad at it!!!! #emma vents #i wish How To Make Friends was something you could just google and not something super basic that everyone else in the world just #automatically can do just fine except for me

[heyitslapis]

vent

#haha now im fucking sobbing im my bathroom bc i was texting one of my only 2 friends (not including my ex) about how nervous i am #then i started in about how i actually dont really want to go out & meet people & go on dates but at the same time #im so extremely tired of being lonely/alone & having absolutely no one to consistently hang out with & im so starved for love & gentleness #and tbqh all i want rn is someone to hold me. i want someone to actively want me/pursue me. i want someone to choose me & care about me #it really fucking hurts & sucks being on everyones backburner. im such a loving person. i have such a big heart & so much love to give #ive always been like that. ive always loved people with my whole being. always been happy & happy to make others happy #ive always prioritized peoples happiness & comfort & well-being FAR above my own #ive always heard the universe gives back what it receives from you......so whens it my turn to be wanted fully & loved in an unwavering way #my love has always been give give give...... i just want to receive the affection. the devotion. the loving tasks. for once. please..... #im not even looking for my forever or for my life partner or w/e. i just want someone who's excited to see me & wants to be in my presence #someone who; even if only for 1 day or 1 week or even 1 month; chooses me. chooses to stay. #i think......im tired. im gonna go play fallout nv until i pass out from exhaustion. im tired #emma vents #vent tag #sad boi hours #sad bitch hours #2023 tag

[wiltingofthewhitelily]

do you guys ever have a bad day where it’s like. nothing too terrible even happened but you just feel like shit lmao

#emma vents #<- new tag bc this is kinda a vent #some things did happen today but they were all relatively small #though i did just embarrass the fuck out of myself but it was really subtle #but still #and other things happened but yeah

[hauntedbythenarrative]

#mine #emma and her stupid vent #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #queer #lgbt+ #genya safin #rhaenyra targaryen #alicent hightower #natasha romanoff #nancy wheeler #hotd #stranger things #grishaverse #shadow and bone #house of the dragon #got #game of thrones #asoiaf #sansa stark #alisa haiba #blue exorcist #ao no excorsist #izumo kamiki #tsubaki nakatsukasa #soul eater #liz thompson #olivier armstrong #fma

[psychopacifist-rm]

Have fun - next generation pays

#rusty lake #albert vanderboom #leonard vanderboom #rusty lake meme #rusty lake samuel #rusty lake albert #rusty lake roots #rusty lake shitpost #rusty lake emma #frank vanderboom #rusty lake rose #rose vanderboom #cube escape #I feel Albert #traumatised by family #family love doesn’t exist #vent? #go to well

[lostsomewhereinescapism]

I'm sorry, but I just need to pay more attention to Winston, because this dude is just an incredible character in my opinion.

It really touched me to see what a supportive person he was to Emma and how much he really loved her, and despite all the dangers and weird things, he still tried to do everything so he could be with her and help her.

Even though Emma has changed a lot, even though she had to run away from him, and even though their wedding was ruined, a lot of strange and dangerous things started to happen - he didn't care one bit. He didn't even care about Emma's change or what happened to her. He still loved her! He was not afraid, he did not turn away, he did not stop loving. He kept seeing the same Emma, and continued to love and support her. He didn't even pressure her about her changing like Edred did about Melinda.

Despite all the dangers that occurred and in which he himself fell - he still continued to think about Emma first of all. He loved her. He loves her. And he always did everything to help her, to support her, to find and return her, and to ensure her safety. Despite everything, he loved her and continued to love her, doing everything to be next to her.

If that's not true love, and if Winston isn't the most wonderful man and lover, then I don't know what is.

#I even think Emma and Winston's relationship doesn't get the same attention as Edred and Melinda's relationship #and that's sad. #Because DAMN JUST LOOK AT THEIR RELATIONSHIP! THEY JUST SO IN LOVE. #Winston is really so supportive. I'm crying. #UWE #Unicorn: Warriors Eternal #Unicorn Warriors Eternal #Vent #UWE Winston

[jackienautism]

emma literally is in a constant state of performance just to keep the people she loves in her life. she’s never truly herself with others. every single person has a different perception of her in their head. no one will ever truly know who or what she is. she plays stuff up just to make sure the person she actually wants to stay actually stays. it really highlights her loneliness. maybe she thinks her “true” self isn’t worthy of staying for? she’s probably “loud” with the aspects of her personality she deems worthy. maybe her identity is that much an enigma to herself that it outwardly affects her relationships? she probably subconsciously puts up a certain “persona” depending on who she’s talking to

she’s probably so used to and at this point probably just expects people to leave her or grow apart from her that she definitely shows ppl she’s close to a curated part of herself. a part of herself that (she thinks) they want to see, something that’ll keep them interested. something that’ll have them come back. something that highlights her in their mind, whether being something good or bad

she’s playing a goddamn part the entire game. no one has ever actually seen her unfiltered. EVERY SINGLE PERSON has a different view of her, and it’s all, in one way or another, WRONG. and it’s so fucked up. no one knows who you truly are

#the quarry #emma mountebank #mine #text #(10/6/22) #writing abt my opinions on TQ characters got me thinking abt emma again LOL #this was from an older more vent-y note. so i took some stuff out. but i think it's still so real #my thoughts #my TQ tag #my emma tag #TQ

[nfrstuf]

anyone else terrified they'll completely fail in life after high school graduation and be totally lost 🙃

#lana del rey #lana stan #aesthetic #coquette #lana unreleased #lana del rey aesthetic #lana del rey lyrics #sadgirl #skins aesthetic #emma roberts #balletcore #vent blog #depressing quotes #anxi4ty #anxienty

[vampireexia]

TW ED vent edit

#Song: alien blues - vundabar #TW ED #3d #ana #anamia #vent edit #chrissy cunningham #girl interrupted #cassie ainsworth #emma chota #vampy editz

[lours-autrement]

autrement 22, 21

#lours-autrement #manuscript #encre bleue #dédicace à Emma #vent #Galice #nousdeux

[katya-goncharov]

society if i was capable of making friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#sorry apparently i'm having one of those evenings again #emma vents

[heyitslapis]

Walked out of work today bc long story short a guest decided that she was gonna lecture me/use me & my "abhorrent, disrespectful attitude" as an example of a lesson for one of her student & I decided that standing there & being belittled wasn't worth it

#i only gave her back the disrespect she was giving me. not even as bad as she was dishing either #granted i couldve kept my composure but also she was up at the desk for 45 minutes making a mountain out of a molehill #& among other things in her ''lecture'' she told me that if any of her students or employees acted the way i did they'd be dismissed & fire #she said ''post covid there are PLENTY of people who would be lucky & LOVE to have any work right now'' & i thought #yknow. i love my job. but i dont deserve this. this isnt worth it #so i turned to the food & beverage manager who was the only MOD & said ''actually i think i will go home'' #i called my AGM after i left & let her know the whole situation. even told her i understand if im fired or written up bc of this but its no #worth standing there & being lectured & having this lady lie to my face about things i said/did. i dont deserve to be treated like that #the woman really told me ''this couldve been a teachable moment for you'' LMAO lady i will let a LOT of shit slide #but i refuse to be the subject of your lesson & i certainly dont get paid enough to have anyone who isnt management lecture me #it just feels weird though. ive never walked out before. never spotainiously taken the night off. never had a situation like this before #it feels weird having left & it feels weird sitting in my bed trying to enjoy my night when my brain knows im supposed to be at work rn #oh well #my AMG said im definetly not fired & she'll talk to the lady in the morning. i couldnt care less if i was though. theres always other jobs #and to preface i even apologized to the woman both for my behavior & the disrespect. yet she still felt like making an example of me #what a week its been #emma rambles #emma vents #2023 tag

[eff-ston3mblogs]

Life doesn’t feel real /:

#2014 grunge #american horror story #coquette #effy stonem #female insanity #girl interrupted syndrome #girlblogging #girlhood #living-dead-girlllll #evan peters #vents #i miss 2014 #old tumblr #2014 indie #2015 tumblr #2013 tumblr #2013 aesthetic #emma roberts #emma watson #bling ring #movie review #relatable #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #girl hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #whisper girl #blogging #tumblr fyp #2014 tumblr #uggs

[hauntedbythenarrative]

Reblog to give alicent a gun

#alicent hightower #olivia cooke #house of the dragon #has anyone done this yet #? #hotd #got #asoiaf #game of thrones #a song of ice and fire #guns tw #mine #emma and her stupid vent

[heartofstanding]

There's a new novel about Joan of Kent that's coming out in September: Elizabeth Chadwick's The Royal Rebel.

1338: England has declared war on France, and Jeanette of Kent, cousin to King Edward III, says goodbye to her family and travels overseas with the royal court for the first time. Once in Antwerp, she is captivated by talented household knight, Thomas Holland, just as he in turn is powerfully drawn to her.Although both know their romance is forbidden, their love for each other grows stronger than the danger they face, and they marry in secret. But before they can make their tryst known, Thomas has to leave for war, and in his absence, Jeanette is forced into a second marriage and locked away from the world. Then Thomas returns, and the real fight begins. As hostile family members battle to keep Jeanette and Thomas apart, the defiant lovers vow to be reunited - whatever the cost...From the award-winning and bestselling author, Elizabeth Chadwick, comes an epic love story set against the tumultuous backdrop of high chivalry, deadly warfare, devastating plague, and savage rivalry in the twelfth century - the first of two parts telling the remarkable story of a woman who rose from royal rebel to formidable influence.

I have several posts on this and a glitter text gif but let me just say it again: Joan of Kent was born at the earliest in September 1326 and at the latest September 1328 (her birthday was on or shortly before Michaelmas, the year is unclear). In 1338, Joan could only have been 12 years old and quite possibly hadn't yet reached her 12th birthday when she married Holland. Holland was born in 1314 or 1315, i.e. he would have been around twice her age. No wonder her family was "hostile" to the marriage! That "powerful draw" Holland has would see him on a sex offenders registry.

Either Chadwick has aged Joan up like a tacky romance novelist loosely inspired by history, she didn’t bother to work out how old Joan actually was or she’s like “yeah totes fine nothing to see here Margaret Beaufort was the norm” when every serious medievalist will tell you that Margaret Beaufort was not the norm. Please. No more "preteen and early teenage girls could fall in true love with grown ass men in the Middle Ages and it's completely fine, nothing rapey about that."

#if she gets sexually harassed by other men so that we 'know' holland is the right man for her... we riot #(it's happened like. 2 or 3 times? emma campion did it AND gave us psychotic black prince killing puppies when he was 6) #chadwick is supposed to be writing a trio of novels focused on joan and katherine swynford being romantic heroines and girlbosses #merylstreepgroundbreaking.gif #as much as i love them i loathe the basic Romance Heroine™ characterisation both of them get #(also chadwick posted an excerpt on her fb where joan bitches about montagu being so young. he's her age or 1-2 years younger) #oh god we're getting 'actually historians are confused and joan was actually born in 1316 because my psychic said so' aren't we #(chadwick consults psychics for her novels apparently) #text posts #joan of kent #historical fiction venting

[sk1nnyqu33n]

yall remember emma chota from red band society?

i was 13-14 playing those youtube edits constantlyyyyy

i miss that era

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #ed vent #tw ed diet #ana meal #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #meanspø #thin$p0 #ed disorder #emma chota #red band society