#dont get me wrong i love you all and i am happy for you and will gladly listen but give me the same energy

[anonymouscheeses]

I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜 #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔 #gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨 #my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️ #im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

[grim-has-issues]

I will always support and recommend Escaped Audios’ work.

However, everytime I watch one of his videos, I look like Brittany Broski trying kombucha for the first time.

#like its great and all #dont get me wrong #i just find romance #especially in media #absolutely abhorrent #like stop it #stop the love #stop the romance #and he's so happy all the time #like stop being so joyful #its almost naive #like be jaded #but that goes against the man's whole ethos #so better not to #im only half joking #but i am not someone you should take seriously #asmr roleplay #escaped audios #audio rp

[alkibiadessuperfan]

struggling rn cause i wish i knew other lesbians irl to talk to or have as a rolemodel.

#my workplace is fun and while i do not have the impression they are homophobic they are all straight and #the girls my age there really always blocked off when talking about dating stuff even though thry ALWAYS tell me avout their tinder guys #is this queer loneliness?? #idk #i listen to yall really but every single day some guy from apps like😭 pls #and then to always block off when i start about girls and my dating life #ok i get it you are disgusted by me ig #ugh #but then they call you pet names and think yoh want smth or so #😭 im so sorry i needed to get this out somewhere #im feeling alone lowkey like i did in school when i wasnt out #but it will be better #when i see my friends again #and my best friend also has a boyfriend now which i am sooo happy about (he sounds wonderfullll!!!!!) #but can anyone around me not talk about dating men every day😮‍💨 #dont get me wrong i love you all and i am happy for you and will gladly listen but give me the same energy #rant #personal #lesbian #lgbtq

[shadyhouse]

i keep getting rejected from job applications and i have no idea what im doing wrong. i wish they would just tell you WHY you're getting rejected and ways to improve. its a guessing game that ends up making me feel even more worthless than i felt before

#like i have been nonstop applying for jobs for the past YEAR and ive gotten TWO INTERVIEWS #one of them i got kicked out of near immediately bc you werent allowed to be late to the job and i mentioned i take the bus (mistake i know) #and the other one i had to turn down bc they wanted to pay me $11/hr despite me already having the experience they needed #and i just reapplied to an old job i had a couple years ago that pays well but i got an instant rejection #not to mention all the other jobs ive been applying to that dont even TRY to contact me before rejecting me #and then my current job where ive been pretty much explicitly told i'm never ever going to get promoted and i keep getting my hours cut #for reasons beyond my comprehension like i dont know what im even doing wrong bc no one will TELL ME #JUST TELL ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG #WHY AM I BEING BAD AT LIFE. CAN YOU THROW ME A BONE PLEASE. #IM TIRED OF SURVIVING I WANT TO THRIVE #IVE BEEN SURVIVING MY WHOLE LIFE IM JUST EXHAUSTED I WANT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING I DID FOR ONCE PLEASE #Sorry for venting im trying to hold back a breakdown and i have to leave for work in an hour and i just need to shout into the void about it #even applying for like medical based jobs hasnt worked out. you wont even let me be a RECEPTIONIST? #i feel trapped at my current job. even my coworkers have been telling me that ive had my position for wayyyy too long and im gonna be stuck #like tell me something i dont know!!!!!!!!!! tell me how to get a better job!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im struggling in every aspect of my life!!!!!! #whoever cursed me its working i hope youre happy. the haters love to see it

[dangerous-advantage]

(Image description below 'read more' line.)

[Image ID: A four-by-four alignment chart on a white background with text descriptions to the left and to the top of the squares.

The top left description reads, "seems like they'd be good at parenting." The top right description reads, "seems like they'd be bad at parenting."

Then, from the top down, to the left of the squares, the other set of descriptions reads: "excellent child rearing instincts," and "never trust them with a child in your life."

Each of the four squares contains an image of a different character. At the top left is an image of Lan Wangji of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the descriptors "seems like they'd be good at parenting," and "excellent child rearing instincts."

In the top right square sits an image of Wei Wuxian, also of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the junction of "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "excellent child rearing instincts."

In the bottom left square is an image of Xie Lian from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the square with the captions, "seems like they'd be good at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life."

Finally, in the bottom left square, sits an image of Hua Cheng from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the junction between "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life". /End ID]

#look ok #i see all the cute little fics with xl and hc talking about becoming parents and etc etc #and that's cute! that's adorable!! let them be happy!!! #but. you have to admit ok. hualian need to work through their own problems #like c'mon. xl picks up like AT LEAST three kids in the book and then proceeds to forget about one on his shelf for a while #just kinda. stands judgmentally with his hands on his hips about guzi and qi rong (it's really funny though don't get me wrong) #and after finally re-capturing lang ying he's like 'i'm gonna guardian you!' and then a whole bunch of shit happens and uh well #ly turns out to be the ghost of some kid xl traumatized 800 years ago come back for vengeance (L) #which means xl traumatized him multiple times lmao #we aren't even touching qi rong and lang qianqiu which YES i know the latter wasn't xl's fault and i am fully aware that the situation with #qi rong is and was complicated. BUT. come ON man can these poor kids never catch a break? the one kid he DIDN'T accidentally traumatize #turned out to be obsessively in love with him so like maybe this is for the best? #anyway i also just don't think they'd be... genuinely interested in a commitment like that? like hc would go along with anything xl wants #but he doesn't seem the type to be interested in kids (he's mostly just interested in xl) #xl isn't off the hook either ok #people bring up hc's treatment of e'ming but xl isn't exactly a saint to ruoye. i dont blame the guy he's got a lot on his mind #but he's also very.... absent #plus with the responsibilities of their respective positions all their extra time is like. spent on eachother jk? #this isn't to say xl doesn't *like* kids or anything i just don't think he would want to be a full-time parent lmao #also they DEFINITELY have their own issues with themselves as kids and i'm afraid that might translate into like. parenting #meme #tgcf #mxtx meme #tgcf meme #xie lian #hua cheng #lan wangji #wei wuxian #wei ying #lan zhan

[lightbulb-warning]

i like keeping all my wips open because otherwise they go straight into "i forgor"-ville (population? everything im not currently staring at.)

my laptop fucking HATES it though. very unsupportive of you, bestie. wdym you can't handle the weight of 12 different overly ambitious projects at once?? massive you problem, you inanimate object.

#/lh #hi i know i haven't uploaded anything art related in THREE WHOLE DAYS #i know right? completely unprofessional of me. #/sarcasm #dont worry i know i have unreasonable expectations for myself. it's just how i have fun! #“aim for the moon because if you miss you still end up among the stars 🥴” except i am launching myself out a window with a firecracker #thus am impressed by any achieved elevation at all. idk metaphors are hard. you get it. #anyway just here to bitch and moan about my physical form preventing me from dishing out unlimited amounts of drawings #my physical vessel do be acting subpar as of recently. groan. hate it when can't get good am i right kids #new symptoms unlocked! randomly just. crashing? idk how to best describe it #“guess im on the floor for the next five minutes. love your ceiling btw very ceiling-y” #the social circle is lovely though they've really taken it (maoira corpse era) in stride im really happy about that #*maiora (i really should have chosen a fake name that doesn't make my dyslexic ass implode but it's funnier this way) #i got my blood stats results back tho! mayhaps the docs might figure out what the hell is wrong with moi??? #i sincerely ✨doubt✨ it because the medical system always finds new ways to screw people over #groan #oh well literally nothing else i can do about this #the tone is lighthearted i am speaking lightheartedly im having a chuckle at my own expense for funsiez!! #wow i really appreciate you asking about my day! (yes. you totally *did* do that) how was yours?? #/genuine question since you're still here reading my tags #fun fact! all my electronics are named Apοllo. all of them. #thanks for reading have a nice day take care of yourself buhbye!! #shut up maiora #anecdote anthology #gargantuan levels of eepy in me rn

[lcevinolusola]

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#THEY LEAVE TOMORROW #IN 24 HOURS I GET MY ROOM BACK #NO MORE SHITTY AIR MATTRESS #NO MORE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT SAVING MY SOUL FROM HELL AND HOW WHENEVER I GET LONELY I SHOULD THINK ABOUT GOD #dont get me wrong i adore my grandparents to bits and i am absolutely going to miss them #but like. #i have been sleeping in an air mattress in the living room while they take my room and im so ready for privacy again ghjkdsdc #and i miss my laptop i havent been able to write anything in like 2 weeks im dying #and for some reason my queue has been acting up and it wont let me change the times so now it ONLY runs from midnight to 7 am #no idea why but i mean it is tumblr so #anyways yes i am still alive no i havent killed anyone yet and i will be back soon and im SO close to finishing this fic #its.....roughly 20k longer than i was going for but eh whatever #LOVE YOU ALL HAPPY 4/20 BLAZE IT IN MY HONOR PLEASE #personal

[jatlokgwo]

♡ love you, ᰔ dearest Ouppy. You are the best Ouppy the world has ever seen and you are so good at being a cute lil bab. You deserve the world and all the best pets and snacks and play time and scritches and playtime and soft snuggles.

i am going to learn how make sushi so that i can make your favorite i want you to have soft things and feel so loved and happy and if i get the world then so do you cuz im sharing it with you

#♡kibty♡ #pup talks #sorry 4 taking forwver to awnser you i kept seein this n goin !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i wanted to hold it for a bit #silly can a cat and a dogthing really get along? to this cat is like family to me and language doesnt have enough words pipeline 我爱你 #<- hope is ok to say that you used the familial tone tag a bit ago but don wanna make you uncomfy >.< #you make the world feel so soft like a blanket and scary things not so bad after all <3<3 #magic kibty full of friend，，，， #tbh a part of me is scared cuz somwone that traumatized me did alot of the same stuff but trust you #i feel safe to say no n change n take a while to awnser n be small n say things wrong/not have words n it means alot to me your so m #much. to me i love you #dearest kibty hugging you in my brain and <3<3<3 your so awesome an soft am so happy that i know you #i wanna say more stuff cuz !!!! but i dont have anything else to say um 🐈

[mazojo]

What's yuri's personality then? Being gay?

About Minho, being mean and making mean two liners towards Kitty every in between?

ma'am this is a McDonalds drive thru

#ASDFGHFD I make like 2 posts about a random show I watched at 2 am and I get haters damn 😎 #I normally delete the hate asks but this was too funny not to respond to #The fact they think Yuri's personality equates her sexuality when queen went through a whole arc of facing her parents #while struggling to be happy when she couldn't love and show who she truly was because of all the constructs placed on her #all while finding out she has a brother she didn't even know about while having her first real friends in Dae and Kitty #I think we didn't watch the same show like dont get me wrong its not my favorite show or anything close but if your takeway from Yuri's #personality is that she likes girls and that's it then your honor I have something to tell you #and about Minho his personality wasn't also only one liners lol he was just naturally kinda funny and that's part of his personality but hi #plot line also revolves around learning how to be more authentic and the way he seeks validation from others sometimes #bc of the absence of his parents who he loves regardless and humor is coping anyways Chile I could write an essay but I am too tired for th #stay pressed anon!! Yuri and Minho Stans stay winning xoxo #i dont even want to fight anyone it just irked me the way this person phrased the ask and if you meant no harm then I didn't either but #saying that Yuri's personality is only being gay and Minho being mean is kind of a weird champ take sorry #anyways probably last thing ill say about this show this is why I stay in my anime corner life shows bring these kind of asks #xo kitty #anon #ask

[mieczyhale]

one of the guys that runs a reaction channel i've been watching for ages just announced that they're ending the channel next year bc he got a job offer and he's getting married and he's thinking about his family and his future and like...

my son in christ you are 21

i literally want to fucking die

#dont get me wrong! good for him! i'm happy for him #but he really said he started the channel when he was younger (turns out that was 18) and it felt like time to move on #i am 31 and only got the job i love a year and a half ago #i have been dating and living with the same person for... 10 years in 11 days and all i've ever wanted is to get married #(and be a mom but i dont think im ever getting that one but im gonna go ahead and focus on that one zero percent or i'll cry) #i say. like all of this doesnt make me want to cry lmao #i am so incredibly blessed to have what i have. like truly i ended up with the perfect sort of life for my awkward mentally ill ass #but i cannot NOT spiral just a little when people younger than me have the things i want so so bad and then also talk as if their young age #is older than it is. i know you feel mature and older but you are still so fucking young. and okay honestly - now that im rambling - thats #just part of it huh?? i mean a lot of the spiral is actually Wow. I really lost so much of my life (so much time. so many opportunities) to #mental illness and other shit i couldn't control and there are people who didn't fucking have that. there are people who didn't have to #deal with any of that!!! honestly!!! and you just.. dont do anything to prepare for the future when you do not expect there to be one for #so long and then you can't stop fucking everything up and then oh look! you're in your 30s and- #god i cannot fucking do this #it is 1:35 in the morning and im tired but now i feel really stubborn about going to bed. i should. i want to. but also i dont. #actually going to bed is where The Horrors are so #this really was the dumbest fucking shit i think im gonna go to bed & play p.m on my phone and try to be a little less pathetic #maison speaks

[strwbrymlkshake]

LOVE ME THE MOST THE MOST YOU POSSIBLY CAN!!!!!! LOVE ME THE MOST I NEED TO BE THE ONLY THING IN YOUR MIND

#mine #🎸 #vibrating at immense speeds rn ajskwkfllflwncf the MOST THE MOST ever #the only thing in your mind i need to be the BEST the most loved augh im not doing anything wrong but its still not ENOUGH #why cant i be satisfied. but at the same time LOVE ME MORE AND MORE AND MORE UNTIL LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE EXISTS #i need to add more fuel to the fire of our love but i dont know what to do exactly... clearly mentioning the issue didnt work #idk i literally want him to kill me or something i need to be consumed by love. ah all of our mutual friends are quickly going to #learn how fucking mentally ill i can get. im not ready for them to but if hes telling them these things then theyre gonna KNOW #love me more more more i thought you used to be scared of how much you loved me. obsess over me again!!!!!! #if im not the one doing anything wrong what is the problem. what is preventing you from loving me the most you possibly can!!! #if its something with me I'll just kill that part of me. ugh he wouldnt want me partaking in unhealthy thoughts like this #so what is there to do? i need to drown in the grain silo of love. there isnt enough to drown in rn though... i cant just #make him love me more. an evil oriented solution would be to make everyone hate him so he just loves me but thats a horrible thing to do #and id feel bad about it forever. so im not gonna do THAT i want him to be happy. but even when hes happy he isnt loving me intensely #i need to be desired i need to be ripped open like a phone book –_– #everyone is learning how insane abt him i am and its kind of embarrassing. well my feelings i guess. it is embarrassing to have feelings #if this whole situation was an asmr youd be listening to it willingly. but its NOT arent you supposed to like me like this #im overthinking this hes probably just depressed which is making it difficult to be insane

[todayisafridaynight]

I was the one who's struggling to going through y6 but the realization I had when I realized you're my fav MineDai author a while back made my brain blue screen heuwje

Honestly thank you for the good food in both mediums ‼️‼️

OHH YOU'VE ALSO READ MY MINEDAI FICS??? mortifying BUT i'm so glad you enjoy my stuff hi ^^ !!

#snap chats #i love makin stuff for em.. they make my brain happy #also hi :) hope Y6 is A Game for you #ik a lot of people squint at it. i am one of those people #its not a terrible game it's just reaaaally mid imo and the plot's not saving it #but w/e we can talk bout that when you finish it i hope you're able to find more joy out of it than the typical player ! #O BTW I SAY MORTIFYING CAUSE IM REALLY INSECURE ABOUT MY WRITING ☠️☠️ #'snap why post then' because i have an agenda and i want to Not be an insecure baby about my writing #i do love writing when i get the ball rolling because with writing i feel like i can better explore why i love these charcters #i can only do so much with comics and all and sometimes comics just cant fully convey what im trying to say #but UGH minedai... i love writing them the most No Shit but i just do #their dynamic is so fun and interesting and i dont really see it portrayed in a way that tickles me #not saying how other people do it is bad or wrong obvi its just that there are aspects of it i dont see touched on too much #it makes me really happy when people say they like my writing because of that tho #cause i truly dont expect people to- sometimes i feel like i portray them wrong or just not in a way people like #so yeah im glad you like my fics ! def gives me motivation to keep writing :) #but yeah sorry for the prattle- again thank you for reading ^^ #i hope to have more minedai stuff done. i just gotta think of stuff first.. #too busy being ill over my cringe and writing fics for that- which i have a new one ready i just have to look it over again

[haveyoumetmythief]

Everything is so fucking difficult all of the time

#trying to find a tattoo apprenticship is an act of violence #bitches love giving contradictory advice #and getting mad that you followed the Wrong Advice #the other hot tip is to already know someone #which is bad advice because like...... i cannot go into the past. i can only network now. #but everyone keeps saying you gotta already know them or else they wont give you the time of day #or just hang around the shop until you have a repore #which is also garbage because no one can tell me how to start hanging around a shop without being a nuiscance #I'm not about to sit in someones lobby like ''I'm just here to watch'' #and i dont have the money to get tattooed on the reg #and i dont have time to hang out because i have a job #and how am i supposed to both ''cast a wide net'' and ''knock on doors'' at the same time as hanging around one particular shop #i hate it i hate it i hate it #every single interview has told me i have an impressive portfolio #and every single one is not looking #meanwhile other bitches keep being like ''just started my apprenticeship!'' #and I'm happy for them but also I'm fucking exhausted #you really just have to already know people but all i can do is try to meet them #i hate it #and on the drive home my neighbor called to say she found my lost cat #and i rushed over and it wasnt my cat #i have no money #and am very tired all of the time #how do people afford to just hang out at shops #i have genuinely no clue how to even start that #tattoo apprentice #autobiography

[transvoxman]

Ok actually I was wrong in the tags, laserblast was never outwardly a jerk in highschool, not for anything that could be traced back to him. He was Always nice, he was Always the bigger person, specifically just so that no one could ever say "he wouldn't make a good hero, he was mean to me once." Poor guy created his Whole Personality around having a career as the Most Successful Hero Ever, he never did a genuine/true-to-humself thing in his whole goddamn life until he started being Venomous.

#laserblast #okko thoughts #AND EVEN THEN! HE GOT SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING THE BEST AND MOST WELL-RENOUNED VILLAIN THAT HE PUT HIMSELF BACK IN A SIMILAR SITUATION AGAIN #he thought to himself 'if only i could leave POINT then i could be myself' #he thought 'wow i could finally stop having all this pressure to be perfect and to keep up a certain image 24/7 now thats the dream' #AND THEN HE WENT AND FOCUSED ON KEEPING UP A GOOD IMAGE ANYWAY TO THE POINT THAT HE WAS BORED WITH LIFE #you can take the perfectionist cares-what-others-think boy out of the hero spotlight but that mindset will still follow him where he goes #and this time he couldnt even blame his dad or POINT for molding his personality into a tiny box to fit a specific image #it mustve hurt to think about. god. 'i faked my death to escape this why am i putting MYSELF through it' #it took boxman crashing into his life to break him free from that cycle of perfectionism and appearances #dont get me wrong tho. he was way happier as venomous even when he was stuck caring so much about what other villains think #because he Relished doing villainous things. he Loved thinking about how horrified everyone who pressured him so much would be to see this #it felt so so freeing to do the exact opposite of literally everything he was raised to be #and of course. raising fink and spending time with her made him really happy too #fink obviously never made him feel the Crushing Pressures and Judgements of Society #she is one of the few people who ever took his mind off all of that instead of making him think about it all even more #who cares about society when you have a little menace to take care of! a menace who loves villainy purely for the fun of it! #idk i have so many thoughts about pv i want to study him like a bug #i wish i was up for drawing a bunch instead of just writing out my thoughts #but this takes so much less energy than making art or writing fics

[aroace-cat-lady]

Emotional stability: this whole week ive been reading more KitTy fanfic than i use to and now i want to cry cuz i miss them so much and i cant imagine how much they miss each other.

#i just want them to be happy and this whole situation is making us all miserable and i cant stand it anymore i just cant #and tho there are some really good fics i know that these are just not them #those are other versions of them and i cant help but notice it every damn time #and dont get me wrong I LOVE FANFIC AND FIC WRITTERS SO SO SO MUCH YOU ALL ARE ANGELS #but #i cant fool my brain #i know that these ppl arent the ones that i felt for #and its just killing me so so so so bad #like cassie has something undescriptible and this story their story is so complex and full of nuances #and im an addict to that i love it as you love art i love the intelligence and the passion you can feel the words she writes #and is really weird finding a fic that captures all of it #so yeah here am i suffering for fictional characters AGAIN #cassandra clare #the shadowhuter chronicles #shadowhunter chronicles #cassieclare #cassandraclare #shadowhunters #cazadores de sombras #cassie clare #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #kit x ty #kit and ty #kit herondale x ty blackthorn #anyways i sound like crazy please ignore me

[lem-argentum]

i basically only keep my f/o list down to the charas i can actually see myself with but if i didn’t. i. well

#lem text #well. it would be. a lot of pages EHMFMMF #i should. make a fictional crushes list EHEJFBND #im looking at my two biggest recent crushes like WHY R THEY BOTH SCIENTISTS???? #who are they you ask.…? well. i. well you know #took kaiji off my f/o list since while i do have canonically older f/os; kaiji is; as i said when i met him; the epitome of 21 year old guy #i still love him do not get me wrong hez goin on the crush list which i guess i should make HAHA <3 #oh and i dont see myself with rudolph by the way; he’s with my s/i nano so he gets to stay <3 #ok thats all <3 happy pride i am in love with ten dozen fictional men <3