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sharkboywrites · 2 months

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Hello! May I ask for the BG3 gang with an autistic gn Tav who is. Very Very Large but also quite young (think like... Older teen.) who just decides that Astarion/Wyll/Halsin/Gale etc is their new favourite person and WILL NOT leave them alone.

It would be very funny if they just... didn't realise Tav was actually A Kid™ and thought they were just a weirdly clingy grownup. Except Halsin. Halsin would know Immediately.

Inspired by my dumb ass being enormous and this having happened to me irl many times.

Bg3 Characters With a Young Older Looking Autistic Tav

A/n: This idea is so silly I love it. This is obviously written as platonic because reader is younger and baulder's gate characters are older and I don't write weird stuff like that lol although I'm sure that's expected. Also also i did all of them together because I do not have the energy to write sperate headcannons for each of them, dont worry they all get their moment

Gn Reader, Child/teen Reader

This was an... interesting situation

Everyone on the team assumed you were just assumed you were a bit childish for an adult

I mean could you blame them? You were massive, anyone would assume you were an adult

Except for Halsin

He could easily tell your age, but it's something he kept between the two of you, mainly for safety

Halsin takes more of a dad approach if you cling to him

He's very protective of you and teaches you new skills

He also keeps anyone else on the team from hitting on you, for obvious reasons, but wouldn't say why

He's also the most attentive when it comes to your autism, he's always keeping an eye out for you and helping when he can

It took the others longer to find, though

Wyll was the second to put two and two together

Once he realized, he grilled you about why you didn't tell anyone about it

He isn't too harsh though, and takes a more "fun uncle" role

He always makes sure to entertain you, he's the guy who's got fidgets on him just for you incase you need them

He also decides not to tell anyone for your safety after consulting with Halsin, but he does wish you said something sooner

Gale is the second to last to find out, after trying to teach you something about magic

He had questioned why you didn't know any of this, it was supposed to be common knowledge for someone your age

Or someone he thought was your age

He just stared at you blankly for a good minute after you told him how old you actually were

He's more upset at himself for not noticing to be honest

He realizes how that actually makes a lot of sense

Gale, like Halsin, also takes a more fatherly approach

he teaches you things you may have not known before, and is one of the most helpful when it comes to working through your autism

He's a knowledgeable man and can tell what you need, probably before you do

He's very protective, often insisting that you stay out of battles, but it's not like you listen to him in that department

For comedy's sake, Astarion is the last to find out, and he is pissed

He's mad that no one told him, even if it wasn't too long Gale found out and most of the party knew

He looked so dumbfounded when he found out and like Gale, was more mad that he didn't realize sooner

He's upset, but he gets over it quickly after a day or two of snarky comments and like Wyll, takes on a cool uncle postion

The whole party suddenly wants to protect you and it's suddenly become one of their top goals to return you to your parent/guardian if you have one, next to y'know, getting the worms out of your head

If you don't have somewhere to go they may or may not argue on who takes you once it's all over

Generally, you're taken good care of from then on, much better than you were before

Everyone's very attentive to you and tries to be aware of what you may need at any given point

Since they all have some type of trauma, they want to make sure the same doesn't happen to you, especially so young

Being in this situation is stressful for anyone, let alone a child, and a child with a disability

They do their best to make you happy and keep you safe

They may struggle, but they do their best, and now you have people to call family

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dufrau · 4 months

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blame @monstrous-femme when i dont accomplish anything today because this is how i spent my writing time

(this is in reference to this post)

"Okay. Okay," Robin said. Nancy pictured her serious face, pictured her nodding. Her messy hair. She pictured Robin's hands and wondered what they were doing, if anything. Wondered if they were as warm now as they had been on that day. She wondered if Robin could multitask. "The park. We were in the park. That's what you want to know about?"

"Yeah," Nancy breathed out. "Tell me about the park."

"Okay," Robin said again. "Okay. The park." She swallowed, loud. "It was... hot out. And we were walking. And you were next to me. And your arm kept pressing against my arm, and it was sweaty, and hot. But I liked it. It was just an accident, but I liked it."

"I liked it too," Nancy admitted.

"And we were on the path, and it was quiet," Robin rasped out. "Nobody else was there. And then we were in the shade."

"The trees," Nancy remembered.

"Right," Robin kept going. "The trees. And it was cooler under there, like immediately. Like jumping into a pool almost. I had goosebumps. It was- You looked so pretty, I remember. You were so pretty, and I kind of froze. And you walked ahead. And there was light, a little. Like coming down through the leaves, and it caught your hair and you were so pretty."

"There was a bird, calling, in the trees," Nancy said. "An owl, I thought. I wanted to try to see it."

Robin laughed, low. "Right. I heard it. The sound of it, I remember. It was... ghostly almost. It was lonely, almost. And it was just us, somehow. And I just saw you there, just standing there under that little bit of light, just looking up."

"I remember," Nancy said.

"And I couldn't... I couldn't stand it anymore," Robin admitted. Nancy pictured her eyes clenched shut in confession. "So I... I went after you. I walked after you. Towards you."

"Keep talking," Nancy begged. "I'm so- keep going."

"But it wasn't just us," Robin said. Her voice raw and rough. "There was a... I wasn't looking, I was too... And I stepped on the banana on the path-"

"Yes," Nancy panted.

"And it was, fuck," Robin husked out. "It was so slippery, Nance."

"I know," Nancy told the truth.

"And I couldn't- I mean it was so fucking slippery, baby, I just couldn't help myself."

"You fell," Nancy said for her.

"Yeah." Robin's breathing was getting faster. "I fell. And my mouth-"

"God, your mouth," Nancy moaned.

"It was open, because-"

"Because you were so surprised, from slipping on the banana," Nancy helped her get the words out.

"Fuck. Yeah. I have never been so surprised in my life," Robin admitted. "And so my mouth was open, and I was falling. And then. Jesus, Nance. The bird."

"The owl," Nancy nodded. She was sweating now. She was so close. "I was right. It was an owl. I knew it."

"You were right," Robin panted. "The bird. The owl. It flew down and it grabbed the string of your dress, because- Fuck. Christ. Fuck, Nance. Because. It must have thought it was a worm."

"Yeah," Nancy could barely get the syllable out. She tried to focus but it was hard, against the thrum of her fingers and the rumble of Robin's voice in her ear. "Yeah. That makes a lot of sense actually."

"And my mouth was open, and your dress fell down because of the owl, and I landed-"

"Right on my titty," Nancy gasped out. "Your mouth landed right on my titty, on account of the banana and the owl who thought the tie of my dress was a worm."

"Yes. Fuck, Nancy."

"It's okay," Nancy encouraged her. She wanted to hear it. "It's okay."

"And then, ah-" Robin was so close, Nancy could feel it even through the phone. "And then the snapping turtle ate my pants, and- Oh god- Nance- I'm-"

It was too much, and Nancy felt herself coming to the sound of Robin on the phone, the call of the owl still ringing in her ears. She could almost taste the snapping turtle that she had killed and roasted over an open fire after they had fucked in the mud in the park that day, before they were arrested.

She let her breathing calm back down, until all that was left was calm. The calm of the hunter. She would catch that owl one day. The next time it tried to eat the string of her dress, it would find a much more dangerous worm.

Nancy swore it.

#ronance #ronance smut #but like incredibly silly ronance smut #prompt fill #kind of #it does what it says on the tin tbh #dont tell me to do stupid shit if you dont want me to do stupid shit

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kakashiislut · 1 year

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Best Friend ~ Soap Head Cannons!

Warnings: Some suggestive themes, Fluff, Soapie being a funny doofus, he wants your shampoo 😡 give him your shampoo! Ghost, price, probably not even cannon, who cares. Feminine Reader

Authors Note: Here Are some best friend soap head-cannons that are probably not cannon, but I think are just funny and fit his personality, I can probably think of like 100 billion of these for him! Hope ya enjoy! <3

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~Has matching Pajamas that he wears to movie night with you.

~Has made you watch brave heart like 3 times over, knows it word for word.

~Purposefully doesn’t wear socks so he can rub his cold feet on yours.

~Laughs like a maniac when you cringe over the feet on feet contact.

~Doofus. A cute doofus tho

~Is actually very smart, pretends to be stupid.

~Randomly gives you facts about every little thing.

~Takes the blame for every stupid idea/prank you have.

~Has done countless hours of community service because of it.

~”So you’re telling me, it was your idea, Johnny, to put eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow and fake lashes on Captain Price while he slept? In fact, you’ve done it so well, i would assume it was, Y/N who done it. Ya know, someone whos had PRACTICE to do it so well.”

Johnny, who’s wearing a child’s princess dress over his vest: “yes it was, ghost, are you assuming a man can’t do makeup?? I never knew you where that closed minded!”

Y/N, who has the evidence all over her hands, including the false eyelash glue: “yah! You tell him, soapie!”

~Ghost yelled at you once and Johnny punched him.

~An entire fight broke loose and soap got into some serious trouble.

~Showers by you in the communal showers, because he wants your shampoo, cause “it smells nice!”

~You got shot once and he stayed by your side for hours waiting for help to come.

~Ripped his own shirt sleeve off, cause he ran out of bandages.

~Never regrets his sacrifices for you.

~Has Never made a sexual move on you, besides in full detail describing him having sex with this girl once. (Many occasions, sex talk is normal)

~You’ve seen him completely naked more then once….

~Like everything….it’s burned into your mind.

~Thinks it’s hilarious to send you videos of him “twerking” while literally being on the battle Field.

~Met you through Alejandro, so he regularly asks “do you love me? Or Alejandro more?” “If I turned into a worm, and Alejandro was a bird, and he was hungry, so he went to eat me, would you let him?” “I DONT KNOW, Y/N! Would you let your friend starve? OR WOULD YOU LET ME DIE???”

~Will let you wax him if you’re bored.

~Gives you face kisses before every mission as a sign of good luck

~It works.

~Cries when you cry, is angry when you’re angry, sad when you’re sad, happy when you’re happy.

~His emotions are a reflection of yours

“Sergeant, why are you upset?”

“I’m not sure, Captain, ask Y/N”

Y/N, who’s sulking: ☹️

~Beat a Rookie up for talking nasty about you

~Makes you mock his accent, cause he thinks the way you do it is funny.

~Loves you, dearly and truthfully.

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 12 days

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i dont think liking/relating to shuro is bad, hes not a bad guy objectively he only blew up on laios because he was malnourished, exhausted, and stressed among other things. people hate on him unfairly and you shouldnt feel bad for finding yourself in him, hes a super fascinating and deep character thats very well written and, as you said, articulates the culture clash between asians and westerns that often doesnt get talked about.

im so sorry the fandoms need to hate on poc is affecting you, you deserve so much better

Yeah, you're so right!!

I thought Shuro was so very relatable as an Asian myself because reading between the lines was like a Big Thing that was practically drilled into me as a child. There's even a word for it in Korean: 눈치! Roughly translating to having a 'good eye' for reading situations or people.

It's common courtesy in most Asian cultures (idk if this applies to all Asian countries though!) to be able to quickly and correctly pick up on social cues, regardless of how subtle they are. And a person can be considered rude, dense, or even disrespectful if they don't manage to do that.

I do absolutely see the flaw in this system, that being that it can be majorly disadvantageous towards neurodivergent people in particular. I mean, my autistic ass used to get scolded by my parents a lot as a child because of various social faux-pas caused by my utter inability to read the goddamn room back then (I was a BLUNT child, alr). Which is why I can see how people could consider he and Laios' fight as a neurotypical VS. neurodivergent type of situation. Buuuut, I think it was more of a miscommunication issue that is a little hard to play the blame game with.

Ofc, he is a flawed character, and I'm not saying people are not allowed to dislike him, but I think it's a shame to bundle up such a multi-faceted character such as Shuro into one big negative label of ableist. I feel like it's wrong to throw the word around so willy nilly.

Anyways!! I really like Shuro despite his flaws, I can see myself in him a lot! Other than the noble warrior part, obv. I think it's nice that Rioko Kui portrayed a fairly unexplored topic concerning Asian and Western culture clash :)

Edit: OKAY, WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW THIS BEFORE, BUT IF PEOPLE DON'T LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE APPARENTLY OWNS SLAVES THEN THAT'S LIKE A WHOLE DIFFERENT CAN OF WORMS

#asks #sput chatters #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi shuro #dungeon meshi toshiro

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the-s1lly-corner · 10 months

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I want to request like. A cuddling session with Slenderman, who is having a bad day and we comfort him

(つ≧▽≦)つ

I'm addicted to the idea of him pretending to be okay with people calling him monster, but deep down he has this longing for it to stop, since he wanted to get along with the proxies and others he deemed second family.

So he like, rant about his day while reader comfort him.

Maybe get him a little fluster aswell （〜^∇^ )〜

(Take your time and have a good day/night)

All Entwined in One Web

obligatory im stuck in the 2015 era of the creepypasta fandom and ive been mulling over this sort of approach in my head for the past month because i revisited an old slenderman x oc fanfic that had a death grip on me and shaped the way i will interact with + and consume creepypasta stuff for the sake of saving grace and not revealing HOW cringe i was im not going to drop the fanfic name (unless yall dm me because!! i still wanna support the author even if it seems theyre inactive now!) i blame this author for making me a demon sympathizer/j/lh written kinda different than my basic bullet list of hcs! got silly with this one, sorry if its jarring compared to my usual stuff </3 this post is mostly just my hc on like. slender (and by extension all demon characters) being neutral and a simple part of nature that stems from zalgo (yay im finally dropping zalgo lore for my au since he functions differently in my au/hc!!) so take this with a HUGE grain of salt since i feel this deters from the main take people use (that ive seen, at least) this one ended up being more.. sad than i first intended and imma be honest i kinda got into my feelings when i was writing this anywaus i hope this isnt too cringe since i dont talk much about my HUGEhcs/au stuff/rewritten stuff so!! plus i dont usually write BIG detailed stuff like this sobsob tldr; slenderman isnt good or evil hes just a neutral piece of nature in the world and hes trying to cope with it. the demon gods really fucked up by making him sentient and able to process human like emotions

death is a force of nature and people curse it for simply being a part of life; people curse wild animals for being, and people will curse the weather

in this universe, or timeline, demons exist in a similar manner. slenderman exists simply because hes a part of that huge web of nature. of course, that includes every single ugly instinct that humans hate so so much. and he can understand why, even if its his nature.

the one responsible for that web, is zalgo. the beginning and end of everything. neither alive nor dead, all demons stem from zalgo in one way or another.

a solitary creature that prefers to stay alone in the comfort of its home, it doesnt tend to reach out to harm others unless theres harm. only really attacking people that threaten to expose it or get too close...

except, you... you were the one exception. regardless of how you managed to worm yourself into his heart, and become his lifelong companion, hes grateful for your presence when things begin to build up.

he knows that in the eyes of others, he ugly and vile, but he knows that ultimately thats what protects him. he insists that its better this way, sticking to the forest away from the prying eyes.

SURE, he could follow in his brothers footsteps and make a false human body and try to blend in with the people. but is that really efficient? is that really something he wants? hes a powerful being but that would eventually take its toll on him..

ultimately he resigns himself into your arms; once oozing powerful and command, now crumpled and curled.

he never had a childhood, when zalgo created him, he simply.

was

no adolescence, no developing, no growing. he was always what he was meant to be, but he likes to think that when youre holding him, that this is what it feels like to be so small and vulnerable.

humans had it so easy, hed think. theyre born and they die and the process repeats itself for everyone. they dont have to be feared or hated, or kill to survive.

yes, to him, being mortal was far more preferable to being condemned to being a lonely hermit who corrupts and breaks everything it touches.

even with your comfort, theres only so much that you can do; youll eventually pass on as well and hell be stuck in his cycle once more

but for now, as you hum softly and whisper nothings to him as you let him crumble; hell let himself weep just this once.

because as much as he envies your life, and what humans have, he cant deny that he cant bring himself to truly hate them, because like him, theyre simply a piece of natures web.

#creepypasta au #creepypasta slenderman #creepypasta headcanon #slenderman x reader #slenderman headcanons #slenderman imagine #drabbles #angst #really im just being silly #creepypasta #creepypasta x reader #creepypasta x you

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nullbutler · 3 months

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I can't even begin to articulate how nice the past few days have been after going on medication

Like. okay. imagine you've got this worm in your head. maybe you already have one, but just, imagine yours acts the way mine did. you're constantly in a debate - its a fucking debate worm. every single action you take is leveled against judge jury and executioner. every punishment is the exact same: the punishment is the trial. however long the trial goes on, that's your punishment. but the jurys in for ages. weeks. months. recurring days spread over months. you think there's recess, there's no recess. the worm is the judge.

and, like, okay, you can distract yourself. you can laugh with friends, you can have a nice time. but every time you have too nice of a time, the gavel strikes and something invasive forces its way into your head. something that makes your heart sink. it's like a scab is open on your chest. you dont know if the anxiety is where your stomach is, or in your heart, or in your soul, or attached to the back of your ribcage. you just know that the longer you let it set, the more it'll glue into your bones, and the more it will become a fixture

the court loves the idea that you're a terrible human being. that you acted inappropriately to that friend of yours from a few years ago, that you creeped out your crush, that you're sending bad messages, or worse, that you're lying, betraying, scheming, awful person, awful friend.

the court also hates the people who are close to you. everyone is under the intense eye, however, only you can take the blame. if they're bad? leave them alone. If they'll hate you? leave before they can show it

So that whole mess. the most rancid dark disturbing things you can think about. there's no reprieve. and before you ask, yes, trying to 'write it out' did nothing. thinking it out did nothing. getting enough sleep, going on walks, meditation, distraction, yoga, other problems, NONE of that HELPED at ALL and god knows I TRIED

and you never think about the amount of resources and energy it must take to upkeep the court. tax payer dollars. hah. why else am I exhausted all of the time? what am I paying for? why can't I move? why is it so hard? i don't think about the worm, the leech, the parasite. it doesn't exist. that's my guardian angel, she means me no harm.

and then bam

gone.

no more of that shit.,

it's just OVER

I was so used to feeling such an overwhelming rush of anxiety...so much assault of violent, vile, cruel, untrue images. lawyers lobbying my execution. defendants and debates and anguish and frustrating and thinking God should not have said that should not have said that then. All of that, my autonomy stripped away, and its just. all gone. I'm in complete control of my mind again

it's slow, I feel numb, my appetite is no where to be seen, my headache is near constant, i'm giggly and impulsive when i talk to family

but GOD I'm alive

#personal #positivity #actually mentally ill

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an-angel-in-the-garden · 2 years

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hi hi im back again ~~ so i was thinking you know that joke/ question "would you still love me if i was a worm?" ok hear me out .... nnoitra, aizen, grimmjow, ulquiorra, kenpachi, and Szayelaporro have fun ~ ✾◕ ‿ ◕✾

I love this ask so much! I love the "will you love me if I were a worm" and I want to write so many people for it! More notes will be at the bottom. CW: Foul language, talking of gore and violence, talks of experimentation on people and OOC actions, Szayelaporro's part is leaning more into the toxic and unhealthy side of things so be warned

Nnoitra feat. Tesla

Honestly you're lucky he likes you so much had anyone else even tried to say something like that they wouldnt be living past it

Nnoitra is mean very mean and will tell right away that if you became a worm he would let you get crushed or eaten and not feel bad

If you want something slightly nice you need to get Tesla involved ask him if he would keep you safe as a worm and wait for Nnoitra to just need to one up him

Tesla plays along without any problems " Of course Y/N should you ever become a worm I will do my best to keep you safe until you go back to being you"

Nnoitra is not happy, not only because you seem so happy about that but also because it makes it seem like Nnoitra cant protect you

It takes nothing more for him to make a big deal about why HE would be the one to love you as fucking worm

Nnoitra seemed like he was in a good mood today after being gone for a few hours he came back boasting about the newest fight he'd won. As things were begining to calm down it seemed liked the perfect chance to ask the question I'd seen floating around the internet lately. " Hey Nnoitra" "Hmm" He glanced over " Would you still love me if I were a worm"? It's almost funny how fast his attention snaps to me " Are you being serious right now.... ya know what, doesnt matter if you were a worm I wouldnt have started loving you." " Nnoitraa thats mean" He scoffs " I bet Tesla would still care about me if I became a worm" I knew he could still hear me and I had to stifle my laugh at the obvious look of anger that comes over him. "Fine" He walks over wrapping his long arms around me " If you became a worm I would still love you but dont think I would just let something like that happen got it"? He's so easy sometimes~

Aizen

The most unamused look you've ever gotten from him, as long as you ask when he's in a good mood its just a huff and stare as he waits for you to explain further

Tell him why you want to know and understand that he needs a reason as to why you become a worm in the first if you want a good response say its because of Szayelaporro

If its captian Aizen you'll get a nice response anyway but blame Mayuri if you want to see a glimsp of the real him

Captain Aizen might say something along the lines of " You would never have to worry about my love for you fading I would simply find a way to help you"

Now if you involved the idea that someone did it to you no matter what side of him you know the reaction is far more agresssive

" If he's truly dumb enough to do something like be sure that I would not only get you back from that sad state I would make sure the pain he felt was worse then death" Now as a captain that might be more of a mumble but the real Aizen says it bluntly and its a soft as you can get from him

It's sometimes hard to believe that Aizen chose me to stand by his side to think someone like him could love, it still seems so odd. Maybe that's why I find it so fun to try and mess with him? " Oh lord Aizen! " Yes my love" He welcomes me immediately, opening his arms for me to sit with him upon the throne. " Would you still love me if I were a worm?" His warmth shields me from the cold of Las Noches, my arms draped on his shoulders and my body rests on his. " My what a strange question." He chuckles before placing a kiss to my forehead " No matter what happens my feeling for you will never waver you will always be My Love. Though should something like that ever happen I will stop at nothing to get you back and those who have crossed us shall suffer beyond what they thought possible" Thank you My King" Surrounded by warmth we bask in one another.

Grimmjow

Such a fast no. He laughs before putting his hand on your head and then gives a quick No

From here you have two choices one is just let it go asking again without a plan will just get you a rude answer back however if you want to wind him up just get pouty

Mention that Ichigo would be nicer to you or that it makes you sad to know he wouldnt care and watch him backtrack fast

" I'm not sayin I wouldnt care but.... Look I would never let you become a worm ok!"

He gets really huffy about it " Dont ask something so stupid okay"? he says with an arm wrapped around you

Will just brush it off after like you never brought it up and dont think to ask again because he will just ignore you

Grimmjow makes it so easy to tease him he gets red at the smallest hints of affection and all jumpy when it comes to being honest about his love for another perhaps that's why I wanted to ask. " Hey Grimmy would you love me if I were worm" Why would I" Hmm I should have gussed that well then time to up the ante" That's really mean Grimmjow so what you wouldnt care at all how crule" He scowls some " Hey thats not what I said" It kinda is" He pulls me to his side aggerssively nuzzling the top of my " Of course I would care if somethin happened to you but being a worm is just stupid alright….now dont pout like that." My lips meet his in a soft peck " Of course Grimmy~"

Ulquiorra

Gives it real thought and at first that seems nice but his answer wont be that kind....at first

A lot like with the others you almost have to coax a nicer answer unlike the others though its never that romantic with Ulquiorra but it can be nice-ish

Asking outright will get a blunt answer of " No. Should you become a worm I cant see why I would love you as such, however I will make sure you get back to your normal self"

He just wont care at first so a little push is needed if you want more then that and even then it wont be the sweetest thing but is much nicer

Once more blaming Szayelaporro is going to be your best choice here but not just in theory tell him it was a threat ( It probably was) and the answer in return is better as he becomes protective

" I would never allow him to do something like that to you but should that ever occur I will make sure you are well taken care of while he fixes it" While it might not be the most romatinc thing it is meaninful coming from him

Sometimes boredom is a person's worst enemy even more when you can't just leave to find something to do. In that quiet place however ideas can strike at any time and today that idea as many others before it involved Ulquiorra. Recently Szayelaporro had been talking about an experiment he'd been looking into and that was a wonderful place to start. " Ul-qui-or-ra'' Yes y/n" would you still love me if I were a worm." I hear the sigh before he looks at me " I would not, however I will make sure you are safe while the problem gets fixed" I should have guessed as much yet I couldn't help but want more " Well would you be upset? Or what if Szayelaporro turned me into a worm would that change anything?" Maybe it sounded desperate but is it wrong to want something more. " How silly" Silly? I mean sure the question is silly but my worries aren't. " If you must know, yes I think I would miss you. It becomes rather lonely when you're not here. However it's odd that you think I would even let that happen. You are under my care as my partner I will not allow any harm to come to you do you understand." Ulquiorra walked over to me resting his hand upon my head and if one looked closed enough you could see his lips curved in the smallest hint of a smile

Kenpachi feat Yachiru

Almost wont give you answer about it, wait a little and he will, it becomes an oddly sweet moment

Now its really easy to ask him as more often then not Kenpachi is happy to let you talk about or ask strange things since thats just you the best part is that Yachiru will join in on the fun

Though the question does throw him off he just shurgs it off to start after all this is a normal thing for you so he's not worried about giving you a staright answer

This is where Yachiru comes in. She also wants to know after all she know if she became a worm you and Kenny would keep her safe and Yachiru tells you she plans to make sure you live a good life as a worm so Kenny should tell you that too

After hearing that Kenpachi will give you an answer a very well thought out on for both you and Yachiru its going to be one the few times you get the sweetness

" I would do anything to keep ya safe Y/N no matter what or who I have to go through. If you became a worm nothing would stop me from getting ya back and making sure you're okay you got that. And Yachiru obviously I would keep ya safe till we could get you back worm or not"

With nothing else to do asking Kenpachi those odd questions in the back of my mind seemed like a good plan. Its not like he would be bothered by it so no harm done right? " Heyy Kenpachi if I were a worm would you still love me?" Nothing.... I guess it wouldnt shock me if he was napping but I was sure he should have heard me " Kenpachi answer me cmon" Again nothing he just shifted some turning his body to face my from where he was laying " You know silence is also an answer so I'll just take it as a no" I pout some turning my nose up and wait " Alright alright no need for that" His gruff voice calls out " Look at me first" For a guy as big as Kenpachi he's so quiet I hadn't even noticed he moved this close " Look I cant say I would love you if I met you AS a worm but if you ever became a worm I would stop at nothing to get you back" Even though I knew he had more to say it didnt stop me from throwing myself in his arms and all he did was laugh, pulling me in and resting me on his lap " No matter who or what I had to fight I would keep ya safe and sound with Yachiru's help and make sure you get back to being you so dont forget that " The feel of his lips on my head make me smile. Who would have thought my silly little question would get him to say so much.

Szayelaporro

Szayelaporro will laugh not in the same way Grimmjow does no this is far worse more evil and it makes you not want to ask why but thats to bad because he plans on telling you why

" Oh Sweet thing of course I wounldnt. If you became a worm its most likely that I was the reason for it."

He doesnt hold back for any reason and thus the only way to get him to be even alittle nice about it is to carry on with that conversation, to ask qustions about it

" Why you ask hahaha well its quite simple if I were willing to do something like that its because I no longer care you...However if something else where to do that to you I could fix it

He brushes by anything else you might say but expect him to be a tad more affectionate after this in a way he veiws this as you saying he hasnt been a good enough partner

Honestly he doesnt think much of it after that but its good little reminder that in some way he does care for you and this is a good way to find out just how much

It's hard to say what made me want to ask him something like this after all knowing Szayelaporro he wouldnt be happy to be asked something so childish. Maybe it was to see if he would care or maybe just because I wanted to know how far I could push him before he got sick of dealing with me, it's hard to say but that didnt stop me from asking. " Szayelaporro if I became a worm would you still love me?" He doesnt bother to stop with whatever he's doing " hahaha My sweet thing if you became a worm isnt it smarter to think I'm the one who did it" Well that doesnt answer my question" " If I did that you should know it means I dont love you, now are we done?" Of course I knew something like this would happen but it still hurts to hear in an odd way " So does that mean you love me now" I could feel the shake of my voice " I see so thats what this is about. I treat you well yes? I make sure to keep you safe from both my tests and the others that raom here, I spend my time with you and seek you out for things outside of work. This might not be love but I do care for you sweet thing" My face felt hot and I could feel the wetness slowing trailing from my eyes. I move before I think, burying my head in his chest I let myself collapse against him and to my shock he lets me, guiding me back to the couch and curling around me we sit in the silence together.

So a few things one I know most of this is so ooc and like thats to be expected but I want to say that I havent seen much on any of the Espada due to where I'm at in the anime and two I now know I love writing szayelaporro so much because I can be so mean with it but still give him some kindness towards his lover and thats fun. I hope you enjoyed thank you for waiting and HAPPY PRIDE!🌈💖 Also I'm gonna try real hard to get another thing out before June ends. - Lilly

#reader x #reader imagine #x reader #reader insert #bleach x reader #bleach imagines #grimmjow x reader #ulquiorra x reader #kenpachi x reader #szayelaporro x reader #aizen x reader #nnoitra x reader

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nonplatonicsubtext · 11 months

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you ever read mixed feelings? I know you're not really into the worm fanfic scene and I can't really blame you for it but I felt I had to ask.

If you haven't, I think you should give it a try. It is a million words and a lot of it can be kind of repetitive just because the protagonist refuses to learn things ever.

But, it gives sophia some depth and features probably the best Amy outside of DTCFDP. And the protagonist i do not even know where to begin. She's just the best.

If you've already read it (or given it a try), what do you think of it?

you cant just say a string of letters at me and expect me to know what that is. DTCFDP dont touch chilies from dominican pepublic

anyway i think i read this literal years ago and it didnt make much of a good lord its ONGOING? what in the whole shit. i read this when i was in fucking high school i think

also you having to make this many qualifiers just from the start is probably not a good sign for it qualifying under even 'decent wormfic' let alone Good.

neither does this!

#asks #Anonymous

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hanasnx · 8 months

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indy i just have so many thoughts and sending anons is not nearly enough i need to physically climb into your brain to explore with you. you have opened my brain up to so many kinks and corrupted me and i thank you for it. i so desperately need to choke on anakin’s cock. that episode will not leave my brain and i am REELING. MEWLING EVEN. desperately need all of my holes to be filled by him and i need to be split in half not just by his cock but by his lightsaber too. maybe at the same time. lightsaber in one hole, cock in another and his fingers in my mouth, down my throat actually. i need to be left convulsing because he wont let me go. fluids leaking out every part of my body bc he was too rough on me and my body couldn’t deal with it but he makes it worth it. he’d lick up any cum, blood or piss that leaked out too just so he doesn’t let any taste go to waste <33333 he’d spit some of it back in your mouth too and tell you to swallow the mix of fluids too. maybe even pinch your nose and cheeks together if you refuse to swallow. i might be back with more later 🫣

"i need to physically climb into your brain to explore with you" brain worm.<3

"you have opened my brain up to so many kinks and corrupted me and i thank you for it" youre so polite, it was my pleasure

i too have not escaped that episode. ive been watching edits on tiktok bcos i need to see it in a new light over and over again. lightsaber in one hole and dick in the other is crazyyy anon i dont blame you one bit. i remember i confessed a number of disgustingly dirty details to my friend when i watched the episode bcos even after i took a freezing cold shower (that was not cold enough) i was hotter than the sun talking about how i'd give him a whole litter of children and fuck myself with the saliva he spits on me for not having an ounce of self respect to my name.

fingers down the throat is insanely hot,, making you gag by reaching them that far in while hes inside you. he loves it when you lurch <3

"he’d lick up any cum, blood or piss that leaked out too just so he doesn’t let any taste go to waste <33333 he’d spit some of it back in your mouth too and tell you to swallow the mix of fluids too. maybe even pinch your nose and cheeks together if you refuse to swallow." oh yea no this is speaking my fucking language. i remember when i first read this when you sent it in (couldnt respond quick bcos it was a long ask). pinching your nose so you cant breathe til you swallow .. i love that move. something about a big mean hand making sure i do what he says when i refuse... gets me. also,, the spitting it into my mouth is fucking hot too i cant get enough

#cw bl00d #cw piss #cw breeding #cw breath play #anakin #anakin skywalker smut #anakin skywalker prompt #indy shoots the shit #thanks for the msg!!#anon

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leo-kinnie · 9 months

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If BS!Sandy was in Cass's au, at the point where they bring the future turtles that died into the present, would they bring BS!Sandro back to life like the rest of them?

dude dont do this to me ill actually crumble and die

would the brothers want to bring back the stray brother who literally betrayed them until the very end??? traitor arc through and through???

i dont kNOWWWW. Would they ever want to see him? Would they be AFRAID of him? Why wouldn't they?

Leo specifically should be the most afraid of him. BS!Sandro's anger was directed at him tenfold in Leo's final moments. Sandro very openly blames him for Raph's death.

What then? Does Leonardo want to bring that to now, the present (past?) where BS!Sandro could lash out at their younger counterparts? At Casey? Would Casey even WANT to bring BS!Sandro back?

Is bringing BS!Sandro back the same as bringing a Krang back? Do they have similar consequences?

Can of worms with this ask, Anon.

#YOURE ASKING ME?????#MAN.#MAN???????#ask #I CAN TDO THIS IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH #bad spy sandro #angst

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thyqueerblueberry · 1 year

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roman roy and fleabag parallels

hi. so, the worms in my brain got a little (very) out of hand and this post is a result of it👍

let's talk about the line "i dont know what to do with all the love i have for her i dont know where to put it." fleabag as a character is deeply, incredibly flawed. she's broken, depressed, self-destructive; i could go on and on. to me, the show was essentially about love and grief and being able to find support in the people around you, and coming to terms with the fact that there are in fact, people that love you and that you deserve to be loved. fleabag thinks she's "greedy, perverted, selfish, apathetic, cynical and depraved" and yeah, she is, but she's also trying her damned best to get through life goddamit. roman, my precious failbaby, my son, he literally thinks of himself as unlovable, thinks he deserves being hit because he's "annoying." the core of roman's self-hate stems from the abuse he suffered as a child (and continues to), all those years that he spent trying to please a father who thought there was something wrong with him. he's a cruel, evil guy (first time we see that on screen was the baseball game where he promised that kid 1 mil and then proceeded to tear the cheque in front of his eyes) and yeah, he too, is "greedy, perverted, selfish, apathetic, cynical and depraved."

"i think you know how to love better than any of us that's why you find it all so painful." phoebe waller-bridge why would you do this to me. do i even have to elaborate on this line? fleabag holds so much love in her she doesn't know what to do with it she wants to be loved but doesn't want to go through the terrible ordeal of being known, of being seen, her boyfriend literally told her "don't make me hate you, loving you is hard enough as it is", the priest's speech on love, his decision to choose to stay or leave her and he chose the former !!!! her relationship with her sister, how claire loves her but doesn't see her, not the way the priest did. just. yeah. rome. he has so, so much love to give. i think out of all the characters on succ, he's the one vulnerable enough to say something like "i don't know dad, love?" like??? and that scene where he asks greg to get him one of logan's sweater, something that smells like him?? how he's the one who initiates hugs?? "hey can we do the hug-y thing"??????????? ARHJHJEFKHDFS im not going to elaborate on the love he has for logan or his siblings bc there are sooo many posts that do it better than i could, but essentially, just like fleabag, roman wants to be loved but he doesn't think of himself as deserving of it.

their relationship with sex. it's so different but also not?? my friend phrased it for me so im just going to paste that over here (my fave part about this is the fact that they literally haven't watched succession but figured all this out from whatever i've told them HAH)

feel free to interact w this post and elaborate on this more!!

how they blame themselves for the death of the person they loved (logan and boo), although in rome's case it's kinda funny in a tragic way if him calling logan a cunt is what killed logan.

how they use humor as a coping mechanism, how they deal with guilt.

something something their relationship with their sibling/s too.

and that is all for today, thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#succession #fleabag #long post #dya speaks #roman roy #logan roy #kendall roy #shiv roy #connor roy #succession spoilers #succession season 4

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fandomgremlinlover · 3 months

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My opinions on the ATLA Live action series (just from the first episode):

….I fucking hate it.

No, the visuals are not the problem. And no, the cast is not the problem. It’s the fucking dialogue and delivery. As well at the changes they’ve made.

I can tell you right now, as a hard core atla fan, LA katara is not the katara I know. Why the FUCK is this girl not RAGEFUL AND SASSY!!! There is literally nothing to work with, her personality is dry, and her dialogue and delivery is so fucking blaaaannnd. It literally makes me want gouge my eyeballs out. My girl has been RUINED!!! THIS IS MUTINY!?!? Not only that, but aang’s lines and dialogue make me want to cringe and cry and throw up. His delivery is NOT done well (I blame the fuckin directors for this) and his lines make absolutely NOOOO sense for his character. Wheres the goofy little boy I know!?! Wheres the kid who RAN AWAY bc he was scared to be the Avatar!?! WHERES AANG!?!?

His reactions to his people being dead and gone are NOT it👁️👄👁️ also that reaction for Gyasto came out of fucking nowhere. He ALREADY knew about his peoples death, and how the fire nation had something to do with it!? He literally went from, “IM GONNA FUCKING KILL EVERYONE WITH MY AVATAR POWERS!!” to literally, “sorry guys,😢😢 I don’t know what got into me, I guess I overreacted a bit😰😔”…..NO YOU DIDNT AND WHY ARE YOU SO MATURE FOR 12 YEARS OLD!?!? ALSO WHY DID THEY CHANGE HIM FROM RUNNING AWAY!?! TO “I think I need some time to think guys😕😕😔😔” LIKE—NOOOOOOOO YOUR SUPPOSED FO FEEL AFRIAD OF BEING THE AVATAR AND BEING SENT AWAY AND YOU DONT WANT FO BE DIFFERENT AND SO YOU RUN AWAY FROM YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES BC YOUR IN DENIALLLLLLL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Not only that, but media literacy is dead. Bc wtf do you mean you have to explain ALLLL the lore and info dump in the first episode😀 What happened to show not tell, hmm??? What happened to people having to use their fucking BRAINS to figure out themselves!?!? WHY THE HELL DID YOU PUT THE ORIGINAL INTRO INTO GRANNY’S DIALOGUE!?!?

AND WHY, do pray tell, DID YOU TELL AANG ABOUT THE GENOCIDE TO HIS PEOPLE IN THE FIRST FUCKING EPISODE!?!??! AND LITERALLY HAVE HIM REACT “man we lose people, but we gotta move forward😔” NOOOOOO WHYYY, AGAIN, DO YOU HAVE TO PUT IN BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE DIALOGUE💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

Iroh is a whole other can of worms that I will open later, but right now what you need to know is, I’m fucking pissed.

Now onto another issue, Zuko’s scar…Why the hell is it pretty-fied!?! Like, that is NOT Zuko’s fucking scar and anyone who wants to argue me about that can suck a lemon. Bc I’ve seen WAYYYY better makeup done by cheap ass makeup for cosplays. Let me say that again, COSPLAYS. Zuko’s scar is supposed to cover at LEAST half his face, and reach his ear. It’s supposed to be ugly and unsatisfying to look at. Because it’s a fucking fire burn. Also he can barely lift his fucking eyelid in the canon show, so what the fuck is that about!?! Like I don’t WANT a nice, aesthetically pleasing scar, I want an ACTUAL FUCKING BURN THAT DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT WAS DRAWN ON BY EYELINER!!!!!🤬🤬🤬

Sokka, my poor sweet funny Sokka…what have they done to you!!😭😭 They removed his most IMPORTANT character arc bc it was “iffy” and “was not relevant to the plot”…..it was fucking relevant you sick sacks of shit, he’s supposed to be iffy and then later grow threw Suki. He’s SUPPOSED TO BE SEXIST AND GROW AS A CHARACTER BC EVERYONE HAS FLAWS!?! IT WAS MEANT TO PROGRESS HIM BECOMING A BETTER LEADER AND MAKE HIM LEARN THAT UNDERESTIMATING HIS ENEMIES IS A NO GO!?!? LIKE, EVEN 9 YEAR OLD FUCKING ME SAW THAT SHIT!?!? BUT YOU CANT????? 💀

The only thing I enjoyed about this episode was the visuals, and admittedly, the air temple battle scene. It got to me, and it goes to show that the fire benders were brutal when they committed a genocide against the Air nomads. That was it….i…I don’t know how I sat through the rest of the episode….bc it makes me SOO angry. Like, as soon as the ending credits came, I started sobbing. They had the ability and the tools to make a great live action of ATLA, but they blew it. Because this show isn’t for the fans or for anyone who likes to sit down and discuss the meanings and implications of each scene and its significance for the show. No, this show is for people who only want noise in the background. I don’t care for it, and I’m not happy with what they’ve done. When I heard the original creators stepped away from it bc they were promised this show would be exactly like the original series, but instead they chose what they wanted to do and change. I knew we were doomed. I understand there are people who live the live action, and I understand. But I simply cannot tolerate the show when I know they could do better. I hate to compare shows and medias, but One Piece set my expectations really high. Bc the creator had full control or say over any and every decision that was made in the LA. The Live action ATLA disappointed me and I’m very sorry to say that I didn’t enjoy it. But I had a hunch, and for me, I was right.

#atla #atla live action #atla netflix #atla rant #live action atla #opinion #rant/vent

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