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sharkboywrites · 11 months
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Wait, This Is a Date!?
Riddle, Idia, and Malleus with an autistic reader who didn't realize they were on a date
Male/gn reader, autistic reader, missed signals, Idia is implied to also be autistic
A/N: I've noticed that some people aren't very obvious when asking someone out or generally establishing their feelings. I actually realized that one of my ex-friends stopped being friends with me because I wasn't picking up on their signals, what's up with people lmao
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One afternoon after you had finished all of your classes, your closest "friend" approached you looking rather nervous and asked you to accompany them later. Seeing this as just a request to hang out was friends, you accepted. When he suddenly thanks you for going on a date with him halfway through your activity your caught off guard.
"Wait, this is a date!?"
Riddle Rosehearts
Oh boy, be prepared to start apologizing because the once surprised look on his face at your sudden outburst melted to one of pure sadness. He was absolutely dejected
He took this as you rejecting him halfway through the date he put so much effort into
He even baked all the pastries for your little tea party date :(
He cleared his throat and straightened his posture. He put on a serious face despite clearly being on the verge of tears, and apologized for... making you uncomfortable? Wasting your time?
Well that wasn't what you wanted
In another quick outburst you cut him off and say that you didn't actually mean it in a negative way
You started doing the usual over-explaining hoping that he wouldn't get the wrong idea (more than he already had) and apologizing for not getting his signals
The relief he felt in that moment was something he doesn't think he can compare to anything else in his life
He actually started crying for the fact that "oh thank the sevens they're not rejecting me"
After he calmed down the two of you went back to your tea party date, although both of you aware aware that it was a date this time
bonus: Trey and Cater screaming internally after watching all of that from afar (They'd be there for Riddle's first date as emotional support you can't convince me otherwise)
Idia Shroud
Lord have mercy you're going to kill him
It took him so much to build up the courage Ortho blackmailing him to come over and play video games just for you to not know he was asking you on a date???
He played Stardew Valley with you what could be more romantic than that???
He kinda just sits there and stares at you
He's processing give him a minute
Literally the only response he gives you is just a "Uhh..yeah. Duh." (he's trying to not give away how disappointed he is)
And in you just respond with an "Oh."
Awkward level 100%
After sitting there for a few seconds rocking back and forth to make yourself a little more comfortable, you take a deep breath and lean your head on his shoulder
"Well I like this date."
He tries to hide his flustered face after that, but you can see the tips of his hair turn a soft pink in contrast to the usual blue
He really is bad at hiding his emotions
for the rest of the night the two of you keep playing video games together, and you eventually fall asleep on him, which he freaks out about but tries not to wake you up
Really just two autistics trying to figure out how to date and flirt
Malleus Draconia
So funny thing
He thought the two of you were a couple long before the two of you went on your "first date"
You know that thing on tiktok that's like "check with your autistic s/o that they know your dating because it turns out I've been dating someone for months and had no clue" Yeah that's the two of you
In his eyes it was established that the two of you had been dating. He probably confessed in his old poetic fae way of talking.
So he was just like "You are the sunrise to my day, the cool breeze on a summers day, the blood in my veins." and you were just like "Yep me and my good ol' pal Malleus. besties :)"
What do you mean friends don't give each other little trinkets they find pretty? What to you mean that's fae courting?
What do you mean friends aren't that affectionate? What do you mean friends don't hold hands, hug, and tell each other how much they appreciate them?
Honestly when you burst out with the question, he just laughs after a minute while you sit there flustered and confused
he has to sit you down and explain to you that you've both been dating for at least three months by this point. Lilia was even starting to ask him if he was going to ask you to marry him (he's impatient)
He does make sure that you're okay with this relationship and that you actually want to date him
After this you're relationship grows even stronger rather than growing weaker, he thinks it's endearing
He'll make sure to be more forward and literal with you from now on
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if I'm being honest all three of them give me "autistic just not diagnosed yet" vibes. Ty for reading and have a nice day
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mlmshark · 1 month
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Introduction to Mlmshark
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Info:
Oliver, 17 yrs, trans male, gay/vincian
This is my account where I ramble about being gay and talk about my experiences as a queer man
And now because apparently I have to add this:
‼️PROSHIP AND RADQUEER DNI‼️ ‼️I AM A VICTIM OF PEDOPHILIA AND CSA I DO NOT WANT YOU HERE YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE‼️
This isn't an nsfw account, but it is 17+ so I can be more mature without worrying about younger followers like I have on my other accounts
Fanfic acc: @sharkboywrites (dead) art acc @sharkboyoli
I will give out my discord, but only to mutuals who ask
more info below, including boundaries please read before sending messages
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This is an mlm blog
I use the labels I use/are comfortable with trans man, transmasc, gay, vincian, achillean, aroace, aromantic, greyromantic (more specific way of describing my romantic attraction) and asexual
I am autistic (maybe, I just got tested and am still waiting on results atm), and I have a horror and pokemon special interests (please talk to me about them plsplsplspls)
My pronouns are strictly he/him, but I'm not sure about neos, feel free to use them on me it doesn't bother me
Anyone can interact regardless of sexuality or ender identity, I prefer the people who are my mutuals to be 17+, but younger people can like my posts and ask me questions. I won't follow back anyone under 17.
The main point of this account is to have somewhere to talk about being gay and find more gay people to have a community with it.
For a long time and even sometimes to this day I've been shamed for my identity, so I want my own space to be an openly gay trans man with no hate and find other people in my community. I'm also still exploring myself and the world as a trans man, despite being out for six years, and this is my space to talk about it.
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Boundaries
No proshippers, radqueers, zoophiles, etc.
No racism or ablesim, this is a space for all gay men/nblm regardless
My mutuals need to be 17 or older, I may be more mature at times, but not to the point of full nsfw
Do not send me nsfw asks unless they're questions about the queer experience ( for ex. asking about my experience, how to know, about my asexuality, and life as a gay/trans man are fine)
Don't send me/tag me in nsfw posts
Don't try to be homophobic or transphobic, I'll just block you
No shaming me or other people for liking men, even if you're also queer
Don't come onto my posts complaining about how you hate men
Don't try to compare my experiences with other queer people/try to make it the oppression Olympics
Don't complain to me about gay labels or flags
Don't try to invalidate anyone who interacts with this account that identifies as gay, even if you think they don't count (transmasc gay, tranfem gay, genderfluid gay, etc.)
Generally don't bring any discourse
You're free to vent in my asks if it's related to being gay or transgender, this account is for people to find community, just try not to make people uncomfortable
Don't call me the f or t slur unless you know I'm okay with it, even when I call myself it
As you can tell, this is mostly an nsfw neutral account, I'm okay with talking about it in the non- horny sense or now. this acc may be more open to it as time goes on (probably as I get older and experience more things), but for now: no <3
That's it, feel free to interact, i'd love to find some gay people in the community that I can ramble with and be a man kisser with :)
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sharkboyoli · 11 months
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Hiii this is my first post so I thought I should make a little about me
Other accs -
Fanfic: @sharkboywrites
Mlm posting: @mlmshark
- minor (17)
-trans ftm
- gay
- artist
So that’s most of what I thought was important about me here are some of my boundaries
- no pro/comshippers
- no nsfw
- no homophobia, transphobia, racism, or any type of discriminatory behavior
Really excited to start posting on tumblr, hope you like what I post :)
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mbovettwrites-blog · 6 years
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Last Line Tag
Tagged by the wonderful @cavewriter to do this. Thank you!
Rules -  Share the last line you wrote, then tag as many people as there are words in that line.
The last line I wrote was for Desolate Boy, Heartless Boy, so I guess here’s your first peak at that:
This must be how ghosts feel, Jesper thought fleetingly, this is what it feels like to have the life sucked out of you.
Tagging: @miss-ives-stark, @godlorde, @dragonsateyourtoast, @agayskywalker, @kpwritings, @aariewrites, @fictionalthrills, @sharkboywrites, @kbcypher, @pixel-letters, @coppercreationcreator, @morriganwrites-0124
It’s not the 23 that I’m supposed to be tagging but oh well. You don’t, of course, have to do the tag if you don’t want to, and if you want to do it but haven’t been tagged then join in anyways and just say that I tagged you to do it.
PS: Been home from Cambridge for about 15 hours and have already managed to screw summer over and potentially break my foot (again). I hope I’m just being melodramatic.
- MB X
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sharkboywrites · 4 months
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Hello! I'd love to see a fic of Astarion x Autistic! Gn! Reader
Preferably, could sensory and social difficulties be included? I think it would be oh-so-relatable if reader was oblivious to Astarion's flirting because social cues are hard
Thank you!
Astarion With an Autistic S/O
A/N: wow my inbox blew up after opening requests for bg3, not complaining tho I’m very glad I get to write for people :) I kept this sort of general because everyone’s experiences are different
Gn reader, autistic reader
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- At first Astarion thought you were odd, but he never took into consideration that it was something you could control
- He did judge you for your odd behavior, but as he got closer to you he found it more entertaining than anything
- He loved teasing you for missing social cues and general behavior in social situations (when you’re not overwhelmed)
- Although it did start to annoy him when his blatant flirting attempts would go right over your head
- I mean come on, he couldn’t get more obvious if he tried
- He found himself getting more and more frustrated everyday with his attempts to seduce you not working at all
- When you got closer and opened up to him about your autism, it all made sense to him
- Then he flirted with you in a way you would understand, a way that you wouldn’t be completely oblivious too
- When it comes to your sensory issues, he’s not exactly sure what to do
- It depends if he can actually help or not
- If you have issues with heat, he’s a good source to cool down considering he’s a vampire, but if you have issues with the cold then not so much
- If he notices you’re having a bad time in a crowded place, he’ll do his best to get you out of the situation, even though he enjoys those environments himself
- If you don’t want to let him feed on your neck, whether it be issues with pain, blood, or the closeness of it, it’s alright, he’ll find another suitable source
- He’s also keen on when someone may be trying to trick you when you might not be aware yourself
- Or gods forbid someone tries flirting with you, he’s very passive aggressive while removing you from the situation
- He’ll lecture you later on being more aware when people are flirting with you, and tell you when people are flirting with you and not just being friendly
- Whole he may not understand most of your issues , he really does his best to help you, even if he may be a bit aggressive when trying
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sharkboywrites · 1 month
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Hello! May I ask for the BG3 gang with an autistic gn Tav who is. Very Very Large but also quite young (think like... Older teen.) who just decides that Astarion/Wyll/Halsin/Gale etc is their new favourite person and WILL NOT leave them alone.
It would be very funny if they just... didn't realise Tav was actually A Kid™ and thought they were just a weirdly clingy grownup. Except Halsin. Halsin would know Immediately.
Inspired by my dumb ass being enormous and this having happened to me irl many times.
Bg3 Characters With a Young Older Looking Autistic Tav
A/n: This idea is so silly I love it. This is obviously written as platonic because reader is younger and baulder's gate characters are older and I don't write weird stuff like that lol although I'm sure that's expected. Also also i did all of them together because I do not have the energy to write sperate headcannons for each of them, dont worry they all get their moment
Gn Reader, Child/teen Reader
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This was an... interesting situation
Everyone on the team assumed you were just assumed you were a bit childish for an adult
I mean could you blame them? You were massive, anyone would assume you were an adult
Except for Halsin
He could easily tell your age, but it's something he kept between the two of you, mainly for safety
Halsin takes more of a dad approach if you cling to him
He's very protective of you and teaches you new skills
He also keeps anyone else on the team from hitting on you, for obvious reasons, but wouldn't say why
He's also the most attentive when it comes to your autism, he's always keeping an eye out for you and helping when he can
It took the others longer to find, though
Wyll was the second to put two and two together
Once he realized, he grilled you about why you didn't tell anyone about it
He isn't too harsh though, and takes a more "fun uncle" role
He always makes sure to entertain you, he's the guy who's got fidgets on him just for you incase you need them
He also decides not to tell anyone for your safety after consulting with Halsin, but he does wish you said something sooner
Gale is the second to last to find out, after trying to teach you something about magic
He had questioned why you didn't know any of this, it was supposed to be common knowledge for someone your age
Or someone he thought was your age
He just stared at you blankly for a good minute after you told him how old you actually were
He's more upset at himself for not noticing to be honest
He realizes how that actually makes a lot of sense
Gale, like Halsin, also takes a more fatherly approach
he teaches you things you may have not known before, and is one of the most helpful when it comes to working through your autism
He's a knowledgeable man and can tell what you need, probably before you do
He's very protective, often insisting that you stay out of battles, but it's not like you listen to him in that department
For comedy's sake, Astarion is the last to find out, and he is pissed
He's mad that no one told him, even if it wasn't too long Gale found out and most of the party knew
He looked so dumbfounded when he found out and like Gale, was more mad that he didn't realize sooner
He's upset, but he gets over it quickly after a day or two of snarky comments and like Wyll, takes on a cool uncle postion
The whole party suddenly wants to protect you and it's suddenly become one of their top goals to return you to your parent/guardian if you have one, next to y'know, getting the worms out of your head
If you don't have somewhere to go they may or may not argue on who takes you once it's all over
Generally, you're taken good care of from then on, much better than you were before
Everyone's very attentive to you and tries to be aware of what you may need at any given point
Since they all have some type of trauma, they want to make sure the same doesn't happen to you, especially so young
Being in this situation is stressful for anyone, let alone a child, and a child with a disability
They do their best to make you happy and keep you safe
They may struggle, but they do their best, and now you have people to call family
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sharkboywrites · 11 months
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"You're Just a Boy, You Are No Man, And Nobody You Know Will Understand"
TWST dorm leaders finding out stealth ftm reader is trans
Reader is a trans man and implied to pass, misgendering, mentions of dysphoria, reader is on their period in Leona and Malleus's parts, mentions of reader's chest (non sexual), can be read as platonic or romantic
A/N: The idea for the title is a lyric from "things to do" by Alex G. When I played twst I kinda just always saw myself, being yuu in game, as a stealth trans man, because why would they need to know I'm trans?
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Riddle Rosehearts
It really hadn't been intentional when he found you changing, he was just suspicious as to why you didn't change in the boys locker room with every other student after gym. Of course this hot head doesn't tolerate any rule breaking and you weren't changing where you were supposed to! If you didn't feel comfortable then you could use a stall like everyone else!
After changing himself, quickly in order to catch you, he stormed off to find you and managed to catch a glimpse of you at the end of the hallway, entering a bathroom. Now he could have waited until you left the bathroom to confront you, but he decided that catching you in the act would be better and he could give punishment accordingly. (Yeah, to say he doesn't exactly think when he's mad is a fair assumption.)
What he hadn't expected was to walk in on you with no shirt, and you struggling with some type of bra-looking thing (man does not know what a binder is I'm sorry), and being the dignified man he is, let out a loud yelp, and walked back out of the bathroom as quickly as possible.
Standing outside of the bathroom waiting for you to finish, his mind raced. What did you have on? Why were you wearing that? Did he really just walk in on you changing? What was he thinking?
He felt himself tense up as he heard the door next to him squeak open. You walked out in your regular uniform and quite honestly looking more nervous and upset than he did. When making eye contact with you, he straightened his posture and gave you a genuine apology. "I'm truly sorry for walking in on you during an inappropriate moment! That was irresponsible of me."
You quickly and nervously accepted his apology as students started to crowd the hallways, walking to their next classes, and ran off. He really hated how upset you looked in that moment, and mentally beat himself up for the rest of the day for his stupid decision. Crewel even had to get his attention during alchemy. Embarrassing.
Later that day, around 7 pm, he got a text from you. You two never really texted, only had each other's numbers in case of emergency (aka Ace and Deuce getting themselves in trouble). You had asked him to come over to ramshackle to talk. He felt anxiety rising in his chest, but knew he needed to talk to you, so he promptly sent a quick text back and made his way over to your dorm.
That night the two of you had a very deep talk. you explained everything to him, from being trans, to the binder, and why you changed in the bathroom. While Riddle wasn't 100% educated on things like these, he understood and made sure to let you know he supported you and could always to come to him, even if he's bad at comfort, when he saw you tearing up.
After that you two defiantly grew closer. In any situation he saw that could out you, he made sure to cover for you, even if it was against the rules. If you wanted to come out, he'd be there to help you, maybe talking to people like Trey and Cater first, and would collar anyone who dares disrespect you.
Leona Kingscholar
Shark week has to be the worst part of the month. Varying on how bad your period gets from small cramps to doubling over in the hallway and almost passing out me, it still brings a wave of discomfort with your body and some heavy feelings, and you doubt in your current situation birth control would be easily available.
You aren't dumb. You know the second you got close to Leona, or any other beastman for that matter, he'd immediately be able to smell the blood on you. Animal traits or whatever. So the most logical thing to do was avoid Leona at all costs.
Or not. Leona was not happy that you were avoiding him. Just like how you aren't dumb, he isn't either. He knows somethings up, and he won't let it slide. As much as he likes to pretend, he really does care about the people close to him, and he enjoyed your (less annoying than everyone else's) visits.
He managed to corner you on one of your worst days. You were bleeding so much you were honestly concerned for your health and worried if this was normal. There was absolutely no way Leona wouldn't notice with his sense of smell. And he did notice.
You could see a slight shift in his expression from anger to concern the second he smelt blood on you. And cornered in that empty hallway, you gave in and told him everything about being trans.
Honestly Leona couldn't care less about it, he was more concerned about your physical state. Please don't throw up in the school hallway. "So what, I don't care how you were born. You look like shit and that's what's concerning ."
He dragged you down to the garden to nap with him, because when you're on your period, napping is all you can do to make yourself feel better, and even made Ruggie run and get you some chocolate and ibuprofen from the nurse. He could tell from Leona's stare that he shouldn't ask.
After that Leona became more protective of you, not because he sees you as weak or sees you as a woman, but because he's genuinely concerned for you and how you're feeling after how miserable you looked when he found out (although he doesn't show it). If anyone tried to make you upset, he'd be right there by your side (no one in their right mind would fight with Leona) and whether you decide to come out in school or not, Leona has your back.
Azul Ashengrotto
Listen, Azul gets it. he's insecure, he doesn't like his body and got bullied for it for most of his life. He can level with you about how your feeling and will always awkwardly be there if you need him. All it really took for the two of you to get closer was to see each other on a similar level.
Honestly, you knew something had been up when the Leech twins invited you to go swimming with them. I mean who would agree to that? It was you, you agreed because you decided it was finally time you got closer to the octo trio. There was one problem though.
You only had swim trunks and a shirt, which knowing how water works, would only stick to your chest the second you got wet. Why did you agree to this again? So while the two eels swam off into the water with you giving a promise to "join them later" you sat on the beach trying to figure out exactly what you were going to do.
You couldn't see him, but you heard Azul approach you from behind and sit down next to you. His face saddened when you opened up to him about being afraid to go into the water because you "didn't like your body". At that moment he knew exactly how you felt, but his attempts at comforting made it clear that he didn't exactly know your situation.
After you explained yo could see his face flush red, but he made an attempt at comforting you. He stood up and took your hand, pulling you up with him. He slowly walked the two of you into the water, only up to your ankles though. "Don't worry, no one here is going to judge you. I know it's hard but you can do it."
Neither the tweels or Azul made any comments about you or your body. After you saw Azul whispering to them, Floyd even made some comments about how it was "just us guys" and Jade referred to your day as a "boy's day out".
After this, not only did you have Azul behind you, you also had some very intimidating eels to support you. Azul would make sure no one would talk bad about you. Anyone that did ended up getting roped into a contract with him. While life may be hard this way, you'd always have the octo trio there for you.
Kalim Al-Asim
As usual, Kalim was throwing a massive party at the dorm, and although you're not very fond of parties, you went for Kalim. He was honestly so happy you came, he loves seeing you honestly, and you stuck to his side for most of it.
Walking around with him had unfortunately made things slightly worse for you, Kalim was extroverted after all and everyone wanted to talk to the host of the party. You had received many, not ill intended, comments from people ranging from "I didn't know they let girls into NRC" and "is this your new girlfriend Kalim?". While these people didn't mean any harm, only asking innocent questions, they cut deep. Near the end of the part you ended up walking off and into Kalim's dorm room.
A little while later, Kalim came in, he knew you would be in there after all. He sat down next you on the bed with a concerned look and asked if you were okay. Obviously you weren't and right there, in Kalim's arms, you broke down and told him everything, how you were trans and how that comments were so hard for you. he didn't say anything, only held onto you until you were done.
Once you finished crying, he hugged you tightly and ran off. He came back a few minutes later with some water and snacks. After you gulped down a bottle of water, he held you close again. He gave small assuring rubs to your shoulder and watched some youtube videos with you to try and make you feel better. For once, kalim wasn't so talkative, and you appreciated that.
After that incident you had never once been misgendered at scarabia again. Kalim had made it clear to everyone in the dorm that you were a man and nothing else, after all Kalim is one of the best friends a person could ask for. "I want you to know that to me and everyone at scarabia that you are the bravest man, and we all appreciate having you here. you deserve to be here."
Vil Schoenheit
He wanted you to be in a photoshoot. That was it, that was what made everything around you crumble. He wanted to measure you, put on makeup, take photos and it was all to much.
Apparently he wanted you in the photoshoot because of your "naturally pretty face" and it was just too much to deal with. you stood in the dressing room looking at yourself in the mirror, your mind pointing out every little detail that was "too feminine" and tears filled your eyes.
And that's when he walked in. THE Vil Schoenheit had just walked in on you crying before a photoshoot. He didn't look angry at you however, more concerned. He walked over to you and took your face in his hands. While he did fuss over your ruined makeup a bit, he was more pressing you into telling him what was wrong. were you overstimulated? Were the clothes uncomfortable? Were the lights too bright?
You broke down in the man's arms and while he was hesitant about smearing your makeup on his clothes, he relented and held you. You were able to tell him what was wrong through al of your cries and you could hear him call out something to one of the workers. Eventually you were given a water bottle and calmed down.
Vil sat there assuring you that these "feminine things" didn't make you any less of a man and that if anything needed to be changed to let him know. I mean did you really think Vil "fuck gender roles" Sheonheit would really judge you for this?
After this he found some more fitting clothes for you and made sure you were on comfortable whether on set or with him casually. He was honestly the best person to go to when struggling. He always helps you based on what would look more masculine on you and he wouldn't ever let anyone make fun of you. "How you look or what you wear does not affect you or your gender. To me and to everyone here, you are a man."
Idia Shroud
Now how in the word did this happen? how could Idia Shroud, the boy who stays in his room all the time, figure out you were trans? Well it's a bit of an awkward situation. Ortho had invited you over to their dorm for a sleepover because he wanted his big brother to get out there and start talking to people , other than the ones on his computer (much to Idia's disagreement). Honestly the three of you had an awesome time playing video games and hanging out, even if it took time for Idia to warm up to having you there.
That was until it came time for bed. Knowing Idia he probably would have preferred to stay up until the sun came up, but you and Ortho definitely weren't doing that. When you changed you had put on pajama pants, a tank top, and a hoodie. You had to take off your binder because obviously you can't sleep with it on (or at least you shouldn't be).
You honestly thought you would have been fine, but through the night it had ended up getting hotter, most likely due to the two boys beside you with literal fire hair. You guessed it would have been fine taking off your hoodie as long as you woke up before the two of them to put it back on. But you didn't, in fact you woke up to Idia staring at you. When you woke up you couldn't tell what was wrong until you remembered you weren't wearing your hoodie or a binder. You quickly sat up and threw your hoodie back on, muttering a small apology. you could hear him give one too, but it was quiet,
After you had left you ended up messaging Idia about the situation, and he actually ended up being surprisingly cool about the whole "being trans thing". I mean he's on the internet 24/7 so it isn't surprising that he would know about it. He even apologized about the staring and said that he didn't "mean to be a pervert" and was just caught of guard which made you laugh a bit.
While Idia isn't the most confrontational person (Ortho however is(some people found out the hard way)) he's always there to give you support and as he said "Honestly how you were born doesn't matter. You're a chill person now and that's all I care about."
Malleus Draconia
Just like Leona and other beastmen, fae like Malleus have a heightened sense of smell, but unlike Leona, you didn't know that.
When you had woken up that morning to the usual monthly discomfort, you knew you'd be having the worst time of your life. You somehow managed to drag yourself out of bed and put on your regular clothes along with a pad (for some reason Sam has them in stock in the shop, you have no idea why) and made your way to class.
Classes that day were miserable, but you pushed your way through it despite everything. Once you had finished your classes for the day, Malleus had approached you to ask if you wanted to spend time together. He stopped himself and looked down at you with his usual "disappointed but also concerned" face and asked if you were alright, being very vague about it.
You did the usual lie of saying you were fine, but as if whatever gods there are in this universe hat you with a burning passion, you were hit with the worst set of cramps imaginable. Holding your waist you tried to assure Malleus wasn't having it.
He picked you up like you weighed basically nothing and with one flash of light you found yourself back in your dorm room, which was a bit of an embarrassing mess due to both grim being grim and you panicking with your sudden "situation". Malleus didn't seem to mind as he set you down on your bed and sat next to you, that same look of concern still on his face.
There in your room you told Malleus about what was going on and why you were bleeding so much. You could see him relax knowing you weren't in danger and that this was just a natural thing. You may or may not have had to explain the concept of a period to Malleus because let's be honest he's clueless.
After that he brought you some food and medicine to try and help, but once again he's clueless. You appreciated the effort though. He stayed there for the entire night making sure you were okay and according to him "To me it does not matter how you were born and how you are physically. To me, you are a man, and a gentle, kind, brave, and helpful one at that."
While life may throw many obstacels your way, Malleus assures you that you are perfect the way you are and that he is always there for you.
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I'm not sure if I like Idia and Malleus's parts because I need go to bed lol, ty for reading and have a nice day.
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sharkboywrites · 11 months
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Floyd With an Autistic S/O Who Loves His Hugs
A/N: ohhhh boy this is my first fanfic and I'm kinda nervous aaaaaa anyways this is an idea I've had on my mind for MONTHS because pressure therapy go brrrrrr
Male/gn reader, autistic reader
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Floyd has probably never had anyone in his life who enjoyed his hugs
His special ability is to squeeze a person to the point of being almost paralyzed, clearly people were way to terrified to even get close to him let alone let him touch them
That was until a peculiar student showed up at Night Raven College
Everyone else like Ace and Deuce had already gotten the memo to stay FAR away from the 6'2 giant that was Floyd Leech after the Octavinelle incident, just the threat of him squeezing them made people shiver
Except for you
Something about you was different, the way you couldn't seem to pick up on the fact everyone else was afraid of him caught him off guard
You didn't scream or run from him, nor did you seem to care about how we was "Scary". All you ever really did was make a comment about his heigh the first time you had met and that was it
The first time he had grabbed you, he had really expected you to scream and finally be afraid of him
But that wasn't what happened
You had both been assigned to work together on a project. Crewel had put you two together because you were the only one who wasn't deathly afraid of him
While you were focusing on trying to get the potion just right, Floyd decided it would be fun to tease you
"Your focused face is so funny shrimpy! I could just squeeze you right now!"
And he did just that. He picked you up almost like you weighed nothing and squeezed
But to his surprise, you didn't scream or cry, instead you relaxed, almost melted, into his hold
The feeling just felt so comforting, like a weighted blanket or your favorite hoodie. That indescribable feeling of comfort and joy, almost enough to make you start jumping up and down, started to bubble up
After that day you two became much closer
Floyd was so overjoyed that he had found someone who didn't think of him as scary or a monster, someone who loved his hugs and he could squeeze when he needed
As your relationship went on he learned more about you and about your mannerisms, how his hugs helped you just as much as they helped him
He managed to pick up on when you were feeling down or understimulated. When it all became to much he knew his hugs were just the thing that you needed.
He was just like a weighted blanket that would help you calm down after a rough day
He also learned when you didn't want to be touched, he understood with his own mood swings exactly how you felt
While others may few the two of you as odd or weird because of the things that make you both "different", you're the perfect match
Floyd wouldn't have it any other way
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ohhh my god ok first fanifc down honestly I CANNOT take myself seriously writing these but who knows maybe I'll get more comfy as I keep going. Ty for reading and have a nice day!
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sharkboywrites · 3 months
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BG3 gang with a reader who fucking hates wearing shoes for sensory reasons and just wanders around barefoot (even when they really should have shoes on)?
Bg3 Characters With an Autistic S/O That Hates Wearing Shoes
A/N: ohh boy this one’s exciting to write because when I was younger I hated shoes and refused to wear them. We were recently going through old photos and I’m literally never wearing shoes in any of the photos. This didn’t specify which characters to use so I kinda just did my faves.
Autistic reader, gn reader
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Astarion
- He definitely judges you at first
- I mean how could he not?
- He made off handed comments about it, how odd it was you never wore shoes
- He wondered for a bit if you were a nature crazy person that never wore shoes for “being closer to nature” or something like that
- It took him a while to actually ask why you never wore anything
- Once you told him, it finally made sense
- He ends up feeling kind of bad for making fun of you
- He didn’t know there was such an intense reason to make you not want to wear shoes
- It wasn’t something he ever considered
- Afterwards, he defends you, making statements to how shoes aren’t exactly needed and you’re paving the way for your own sense of comfort
Gale
- To be honest, Gale didn’t even notice at first
- He was more preoccupied with his own situation, being a ticking time bomb after all
- It wasn’t until you all had started to go into public places that he actually took notice
- He was never mean about it but also never really asked why you did this
- He’d gently try to convince you to wear some shoes, but backed down once you were firm about not putting any on
- It was only after you were refused service at a restaurant, opting to sit outside instead while the read rod your party ate, he decided to ask you why you were so against it
- Hearing your reasoning made plenty of sense to him
- He understood why you would want to subject yourself to what’s basically torture for you
- He’s very supportive of you, insisting to anyone who makes a comment that you comfort is more important
- Who knows, he might even make a little illusion spell to help you out
Halsin
- If anyone’s going to understand any reason for not wanting to wear shoes, it’s Halsin
- He understands every reason for not wanting to wear shoes
- He personally saw it as a connection to nature (re: astarion’s part)
- He always defends you, even though he doesn’t exactly have an explanation for your behavior
- He wants you to feel comfortable, even if it’s something he doesn’t understand
- It’s probably mentioned in passing that you explain it to him
- Once again, he doesn’t judge you and defends you
- He sees your comfort as the most important factor
- Halsin has met a lot of people, and your not the first autistic person with odd habits he’s ever seen
- Basically, Halsin does not judge you, you’re own quirks make you yourself, and that and your comfort is the most important thing
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Trying to grind out some requests today, bear with me 🙏 also the top girls is from my favorite movie and I’m needing out (When Marnie Was There) ty for reading and have a nice day :)
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sharkboywrites · 6 months
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HIII If you're accepting requests rn I'd love to ask for something done! Floyd leech x autistic (preferably trans, but it's okay if not as well!) male reader! basically I'd love for my fave character to comfort me lol,,, Like... bodily affirmations, squeezes, lots of sweet kisses... maybe some crying... Idk!! just go with whatever comes to mind! (sorry if too vauge, I feel sooo braindead rn XD)
yah ty if you get around to this!!! it'd make my days so much better, I've already read all the stuff in the floyd x male reader tags so I'm feeling so deprived of good n' comforting content aughhh....
Bad Days
Floyd x autistic trans male reader
A/N: So funny thing I wrote like half of this and then my app reset so I have to rewrite almost I’ll of it :,) but anyways this is also kinda a comfort fic for me because I’ve been dealing with a lot of sensory issues and transphobia lately , along with being borderline denied an autism assessment so this is a fic for both of us anon
Trans male reader, autistic reader, dysphoria, sensory issues, autism meltdown, non sexual nudity
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Days like these are tough. From the moment you woke up you could tell that something was wrong. It starts with the clothes. The shirt and jacket just feel wrong.
But there’s nothing else to wear so… you wear it. Then it gets worse in class. The temperature is just too much, and it makes your clothes feel so much worse, like you want to just scratch at your skin until the feeling stopped.
The noises the people make around you are unbearable. The gum chewing, the lip smacking, all of it is just to much. It makes you want to tear your hair out and rip your ears off.
The lights are too bright and everyone is just so loud, it’s starting to feel like your getting a migraine, like you just can’t take it anymore and start screaming at any moment.
And of course somehow these feelings just make you more aware of your body. You’re suddenly hyper aware of your chest, your waist, your face, even your voice. It’s all too much.
Luckily, when you first came to Night Raven Colege, you thought ahead about this. It was important for your teachers to understand your situation, diagnosis or not.
Crewel was aware of your situation, and with one look you’re able to slip out of class. You rush back to your dorm as quickly as possible, suddenly grateful that classes were going on so nobody could see you. You can’t help the whines that slip from your throat as you desperately try to hold yourself back from completely breaking down into a mess of screams and cries.
You’re able to quickly make it back to your dorm, locking yourself in your room and throwing off your uniform. Sure, being completely naked almost in tears in your dorm room isn’t the most flattering thing, but you just had to get that stupid uniform off.
Rubbing down the worst feeling parts of your body, you’re able to calm down enough to dig out your favorite clothes and throw them back on, even if they not be in the best state. You just need them right now.
Being able to use any type of noise cancelling headphones or earbuds helps calm you down a little bit more. Just having them in, even if you’re not playing anything, it helps get all of the noises from the day out of your head.
A drink of water also helps. In very few gulps you’re able to swallow almost an entire bottle of water. You lay down in your bed, breathing heavily as you start to calms down in a safer environment.
As you lay in bed, you can feel your soft blanket in your feet, rubbing them back in forth to get a nicer sensation than what you were feeling for most of the day.
Taking a few more sips of water, completely finishing off the water bottle, you take your stim toy of choice. You have all of your favorite options thanks to everyone at NRC giving them to you. As you fidget and play one of your favorite videos, you start to think. You managed to slip out of class, and you didn’t even hurt yourself or make a complete mess of your room. At least that’s some progress.
You’re cut off by your thinking by a knock on the door. Not able to form words at the moments, you pull yourself out of bed and peek out of the door.
Standing there is your tall, rather intimating boyfriend.
“Eh? Shirmpy what happened? You just left class so suddenly…”
He has his usual playful drone to his voice, but you can tell the slight hint of concern, a difference you’re sure only you and his brother can notice.
You stay silent, just giving him a pained look and hoping he understand. He does.
“Not talkin’? Alright… you want me to stay?”
You’re able to give him a small nod, and he walks right in and practically jumps onto your bed, making grabby hands at you, his mood doing almost a 180, as he usually does.
You could always depend on Floyd to understand what you’re going through. He also has his fair share of his own mood swings and tantrums, he’s never judge you for your own.
You walk back to bed and slowly slink into his arms, leaning against his chest comfortably. Floyd was somehow never too hot or too cold to cuddle with. He was somehow always the perfect temperature no matter what you were feeling. It almost feels like he knows how to control his own body temperature on purpose.
He squeezes you tight, not as hard as he does when he’s mad at someone or intentionally trying to hurt them, but a real, genuine hug. And it’s perfect. Others would complain that his squeezes are way to tight, but to you it’s perfect. He’s almost like a weighted blanket. You’re glad you make him feel safe enough to hug you as hard as he wants with genuine love.
He snuggle close to you, leaving soft kisses on his he top of your head and cheek, but not anywhere that may be uncomfortable in your overstimulated time. He’s mindful of where exactly he’s touching you, he knows what parts don’t want to be touched in these moments, even the most obscure ones.
As the two of you snuggle and watch whatever you chose to put on, he mutters sweet things to you.
“I love yooou.” “My boyfriend….” “My boy.” “So handsome”
It seems like he’s in a lovey mood now. Even with his sudden switches, he always seems to know the right things that you need to hear. He also checks up on how you’re feeling.
“Are ya comfortable?” “Feelin’ any better?” “Are you too warm?” “Do ya want your stuffed animal?” “Want me to move my arms?”
When you aren’t talking, the both of you are in a comfortable silence. It starts to become hard to keep your eyes open after the day you’ve had combined with the cozy environment with your boyfriend holding you tight.
Eventually, you can’t fight the exhaustion anymore and feel yourself starting to drift. Before you fully fall asleep, you feel a soft kiss on the top of your head and the arms around you squeeze just a bit tighter.
“G’night Shirmpy, sweet dreams…”
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Aaah I love writing comfort fics. Usually my head cannon style posts do better than my actual fics so I guess I’ll see how this goes. Also this is based on my own experience with autism, so if it doesn’t fit you I’m sorry, Ty for reading and have a nice day
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sharkboywrites · 4 months
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Heyy!! Are reqs open?
If so then can I request the Octavinelle boys with a constantly tired autistic male reader? Like, very sleepy and falls asleep almost anywhere
Octavinelle With a Sleepy Autistic S/O
A/N: Hii I hope everyone had a happy holiday :) I’m super exited to write this because I have an issue with sleeping too much, to the point where my neurologist banned me from taking naps lol
Male reader, autistic reader, mlm fic
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Azul
- Let’s be honest, the first thoughts Azul probably had was “how can I profit from this?”
- This is before the two of you are dating though, as a relationship starts, he’s more worried about it and wants to help you
- He’ll go for a way to try and help you, but also letting you take a nap when you need it
- He’ll encourage you to stay awake if you can, but if you really need to sleep he’ll let you
- He starts to track your schedule to see if there’s anything that may be causing it
- He tracks what you ate, when it gets the worst, how much sleep you got the night before, and other things like that to see if there may be a correlation
- He’ll try to not let you fall asleep in class, but if you do he’s got all the notes you could need free of charade, boyfriend privileges after all
- When it is time for you to sleep he’s got everything you need
- He makes sure you’re going to bed a decent time
- He makes sure that you have your favorite clothes, the prefect temperature, any background noise or stuffed animals if you need it, and of course a water bottle because hydration is important, especially to get a good night’s sleep
- If he can’t be there, then he’ll text you a reminder to go to bed along with an “I love you” because how could he not?
- He tries to find a solution for you, but if he can’t, then he’ll be the most accommodating he can be
Jade
- Jade catches on to your problem quickly, even if you’re not close yet
-He always offered a helping hand if you may need it
- Much like Azul, once the two of you become something more, he takes a more critical take on the situation
- He will also try to see if there’s a root to your problems and if there’s anything that can be done to fix it
- He’ll make sure you’re eating the right amount, even giving you meals or drinks with a little more caffeine to keep you awake (if caffeine works on you)
- It’s never things with too much caffeine though, just something simple that will be able to keep you awake for the time needed
- Jade will let you fall asleep in class, finding a way to subtly cover for you so that you don’t get a lecture from any of the teachers
- When he’s working at the lounge, he’ll offer up his side of the dorm for you to sleep in when he gets back
- When it is time for you to sleep, he’s there to make sure you’re sleeping well and the right amount
- Jade will always have your back when you need it, whether it’s needing to stay awake or falling asleep
Floyd
- When it comes to Floyd, he’s the opposite of Azul and Jade
- The first time he notices you falling asleep, he pokes you and bugs you about falling asleep, not leaving you alone until you tell him why you’re so sleepy
- He doesn’t really try to find a way to stop you from falling asleep, but he is good to be around if you do fall asleep once he knows your situation
- Although you may be a bit of a bad influence on him, as he starts taking your naps as an invitation to also fall asleep
- He already has a bad habit of falling asleep in class, and unlike you, he doesn’t really have a good excuse for it
- He also slacks while working at the lounge to go check on you, as much as Azul complains
- Unlike offering up his side of the dorm like Jade, he’ll let you fall asleep in one of the booths, keeping you hidden from Azul
-He may even sneak you something to eat whether you ask for it or not
- When it comes to the time when you should actually be sleeping, he’s great to be with
- He’ll fall asleep with you, keeping you in his arms just like he knows you like
- He’ll get you anything you may need, you just need to ask for it
- Although he might get a little distracted and bring back some things you don’t need but he thought would be nice to have
- While he doesn’t find a way to fix you’re problem, he’s on top of accommodating you, even if he may fall asleep with you in the process
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If anything, this kinda just made me want to take a nap lol, ty for reading and have a nice day :)
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sharkboywrites · 5 months
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"You're Just a Boy, You Are No Man, And Nobody You Know Will Understand"
Twst staff finding out stealth ftm reader is trans (platonic)
Reader is a trans man and implied to pass, misgendering, mentions of dysphoria and periods
A/N: Back with a part two to this post after the poll came out mostly positive. I really love the staff taking on a parental role to Yuu/player, its just so sweet.
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Dire Crowley
Getting teleported to twisted Wonderland was a very difficult experience, and of first the first person you met, and the one causing most of the problems for you, was Crowley. As the headmage of the school, he had to do something with you and generally take care of you. it was only a matter of time before you had to tell him the truth.
This doesn't mean you avoided the inevitable conversation as much you could. You were able to go a few weeks without running into an issue, that being the dreadful natural process that comes once every month.
While you could run to Sam, there was the small issue of the right clothes to wear, after all boxers won't really cut it in this situation, so unfortunately you had to go to Crowley for the right things to wear.
It was definitely an uncomfortable situation , sitting in Crowley's office, having to explain the situation to him. He was also, clearly, made a bit uncomfortable by the situation, but as headmage of the school, it was his job to provide you with what you needed.
you could already sense that dreaded feeling coming in the back of your throat as you explained. You really didn't want to cry in front of him, it was embarrassing, but there was really nothing you could do to stop it. In all honesty, Crowley doesn't know how to react in this situation, he's not really good with comforting and all that, so he isn't sure what to do once you get up and leave once the conversation, tears threatening to pour from your eyes.
You do find the next day, however, the clothes you requested, although you're decently sure he made a guess on the sizing, and a small chocolate bar. A small note sat with the items, reading "You've been excused of all chores for this week, take the break you need". Truly a bird dad at heart, even when he's not good with the talking part.
Divus Crewel
While Crewel can be seen as, well, cruel, he's taken a liking to you as you've made your way into Night Raven College. Now obviously he hadn't thought much of Crowley, knowing he did the bare minimum keeping you at the school, but he didn't expect this.
Other than your school uniform and the clothes you showed up in, you really didn't have anything else to wear, and he was not having it. Of course once he found out he dragged you to the nearest clothing store. Caught up in his anger and disappointment with Crowley, he didn't see how nervous you actually were about getting new clothes.
It wasn't until you had to make decisions did he pick up on your hesitation. he was a bit pushy with trying to get you to pick out things, but it wasn't until it came to trying thing on he realized just why you were so hesitant about this whole thing. It really all had clicked the moment you had to actually try things on, but he had reassured you that everything was fine and took a different approach.
He started to prioritize clothes that would make you feel comfortable over the ones he thought looked fashionable, although don't doubt for a second fashion won't still be considered.
Once you're all done you've got a new wardrobe and Crewel understands you a lot better. After this there's very clear favoritism once in the classroom now, which Ace will complain about until the day he dies. But that's alright, it's worth it to put with the complaining now that Crewel's you're new dad figure who's willing to do anything to make you feel comfortable with the other boys
Mozus Trein
Out of all the staff at Night Raven College, professor Trein is the most of a dad, quite literally, after all he had three daughters. Because of this, he can pick up on those small things that make you different from the other male students at Night Raven College. While he had his assumptions, he never outright said anything. He decided it was none of his business, and that if you wanted him to know, you would come to him instead.
it was during one of his classes that he noticed you seemed really uncomfortable. Not just uncomfortable physically, but mentally. It looked like you were ready to burst into tears with one wrong move. When class ended, he told you to stay after.
In that moment it felt like everything had gotten so much worse. Had you messed up? Were you in trouble? That's really not something you could handle right now. but to your surprise, he asked if you were alright instead.
You couldn't help when you started to cry a bit at that moment, although you did your best to hold back as much of it as you could. this caught him off guard, he didn't want you to cry. After reassuring you that it was alright, you explained to him what was going on. You told him how you were trans, how you were trying so hard to hide it, and how dysphoria had really been eating away at you ever since you got there.
Fortunately, when raising his own daughters Trein had to comfort them plenty, so he was able to calm you down enough to once again reassure you that everything would be alright. He told you that if you had any issues, to come to him and that he wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want to. if you wanted the rest of staff to know, he'd help you slowly come out.
After that, he's very attentive to you in class, always making sure you seem alright. He really just wans you to be okay, even if he doesn't know that much about being queer. he starts to see you as one of his kids, and he wants to protect and help you in any way he can.
Ashton Vargas
Out of all the teachers you weren't very exited to learn about your identity, it was Vargas. He's like the average intimidating man that you're not sure if you want him to know you're queer. his reaction would either be super supportive, or he'd be the most transphobic person you'd ever met. teaching gym, it was inevitable that he would eventually find out you were trans.
When it came to locker rooms, it was really a challenge. there was no way you could change with the rest of the guys, they'd figure it out in seconds, and no you can't get out of changing for gym. So you had to go to Vargas to ask if there was somewhere else you would be able to change. Of course, he made you explain. it wasn't in a mean way, but he wants to push every student to being the best version of themselves, and being too scared to change in a locker room was not going to help that, a least according to him.
So, you had to tell him. You explained to him that you were trans and not only were you not comfortable changing with the rest of the boys, it would be unsafe for you if in the room with the wrong person. he's very taken aback by this. he probably isn't the type of teacher to think about students being queer, not in a homophobic way, just not something he generally thought about. So he offered to let you use one of the bathrooms nearby, as long as you didn't tell anybody about it.
This does not mean, however, that he'll suddenly go easy on you. you're still expected to do the same exercises as the rest of the boys. you are a boy and therefore will be pushed just as hard as the rest of them. Sorry, no getting out of that one. Vargas doesn't really see you any differently. You're still one of his students and need to be pushed to your limits, no matter how much you may dislike it. In fact, this makes him even harder on you. he's strict about making sure you don't exercise in a binder and gives you work outs that would make you more physically masculine.
So congratulations, you're given even more work than all the other students, but it's in good intentions from Vargas.
Sam
In the end, it was inevitable that you would also have to go to Sam at some point. I mean those period products aren't gonna buy themselves. Even though it wasn't really an ideal situation, Sam seemed like the person who'd you'd rather come out to than everyone else.
He's a bit odd, but he doesn't seem like the type to be judgmental, although he might bug you a little bit about it, not in a mean way though, the way he does to everybody. He's a bit of a sassy guy and that isn't going to stop for you.
When you first ask if he has anything that could help, he simply laughs. yes, it's an odd request that he wasn't expecting, but of course he has some. In fact, he even has enough for you to pick out a preferred size of whatever it was that you wanted.
he doesn't tell anyone if you don't want him to, although when you show up, with friends or not, he'll make a few sly jokes about it. Not enough to out you, just enough to let you know that he knows, and it doesn't bother him at all.
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this took me a lot longer than I thought I would, probably because I kept goofing off and getting on my phone instead of writing. I feel like Sam's part is really short but at this point I'm pretty tired and need a hot chocolate lol. ty for reading and have a nice day <3
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sharkboywrites · 1 month
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I am a very feminine trans guy and sometimes I'm embarrassed or don't feel valid because I am infact feminine. It would honestly mean the world to me if you could write something about Vil x a reader who's going through my issue! (I hope this makes sense I'm not good at explain)
Vil with a Fem Trans Male S/O
A/N: I'm not really a feminine trans dude, i don't really dress fem unless it's for special events or cosplays (like once a year for one convention), but I do think feminine trans guys are valid. Sending feminine trans guys all my love.
Male reader, feminine male reader
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Let's get one thing straight: Vil hates gender roles
He actively defies them, and he doesn't stand for anyone trying to enforce them
When Vil first met you, whether he knew you were trans or not, he really admired you for how openly feminine you were
While he didn't put the two of you on the same level in his mind, he did see view you better than most people at NRC
It was the catalyst for the two of you getting closer
You both bonded over how you expressed yourselves and how it made you feel
As the two of you got closer, you tried to hide those days where you felt like being fem was wrong from him
You knew it wasn't true, that the way you dress didn't determine who you were, but you couldn't help that little voice in the back of your head that told you otherwise
When the two of you started to date, it was practically impossible to hide it
You eventually had to open up to him
He caught you on one of those days, when you felt like the only thing you could do was put on a big hoodie to feel like you were valid in your identity
He noticed your change of usual attire, but didn't ask until the two of you were alone
He questioned you on why you dressed so differently that day, and you broke down, telling him how you felt
You told him about how you felt embarrassed to be feminine as a trans man, how it felt like you weren't really valid enough
He put a stop to that immediately, gently cupping your face and telling you that it wasn't how it worked
He assured you that you're valid in how you identify and that how you dress doesn't change who you are
He used himself as an example
He's a cis man, but dresses very fem and wears makeup almost every day
He does very feminine things, and it doesn't make him any less of a man, and everyone respects his identity as a man
After calming you down, he let you know that he loved you, and that who you are won't change based on how you dress
From then on he's constantly giving you small reassurances, whether you look like you need them or not
If you're comfortable with it, he might post you every so often and show you all the positive comments you get, and how everybody treats you just like him
Just like a man, the man that you are, feminine or not
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sharkboywrites · 1 month
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Hello! Could I request either an Astarion or Gale X male reader reverse comfort fic? It can be any scenario honestly either they get hurt in a fight or have a nightmare write whats fun for you!
Reverse Comfort with Gale and Astarion
A/N: Hiii I don't really know if I'm that good at writing hurt/comfort, but I'm gonna do my best
Male reader, suicide mention
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Astarion
Nightmares
They're a usual thing for him, something that he had grown used to
With everything he'd gone through it was to be expected
But now that he was travelling with other people, it became hard to try and keep it hidden
As the two of you had grown closer, he still denied the two of you sharing a tent just yet
Once the two of you had opened up and knew what you wanted for the relationship, especially when it comes to intimacy, you started taking small steps
You stated boundaries, had small, gentle holds, and spoke to each other about how you were feeling
One night, Astarion had a particularly bad nightmare
It was hard to keep himself quiet
Quiet enough for the others not to hear, but enough for you to, your tent being right next to his
You entered cautiously with a quiet call of his name
He looked up at you, panicked
He almost looked like a wounded animal
You crouched down next to him and held your hand out to him, silently asking if it was okay to touch him
He collapsed into your arms, and you held him as he cried, whispering soft assurances to him
You spent most of the night like that until he calmed down
Neither of you talked about it, just tucked yourselves back into his bedroll, no words were really needed
That was the first night you spent in Astarion's tent, and it probably wouldn't be the last, holding him close
Gale
Gale had never viewed himself the same after dating Mystra
He didn't show it, he maintained a confident demeanor, but growing close to him it was clear to see
He was insecure and in your relationship was always worried that he wasn't doing enough
You never said anything about it, not wanting to touch a sensitive topic so early on
You did assure him whenever he started that he was doing great, though
You're relationship had been great otherwise, the two of you really were meant for each other
But you could always tell had that little insecurity in the back of his head
Once you found out what Mystra had wanted him to do, you nearly lost it
You managed to keep calm, but you were still seething on the inside
You had a very serious talk with Gale and were surprised to find that he was really considering it
You had to stop yourself from almost yelling at him
How could he think such a thing?
You hugged him tight, begging him not to do it, not to listen to her, and to his surprise, he found himself tearing up at your please
You squeezed him tighter and told him how much you loved him, that you couldn't lose him, that he's perfect for you and didn't need to change
Holding one another close by the campfire, he promised you that he wouldn't do it
You managed to calm down, and he both of you slept in his tent, still holding each other close for reassurance, and there he was sure that he was loved
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sharkboywrites · 9 months
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May I request a male reader that he and the OB boys were lovers in a past life. I loved your writing and I hope this isn't a weird request.
"I Feel Like I Know You"
He knows you. Granted, he's never seen you before until now, but something deep down tells him that there's more to this
A/N: Hi anon, I'm glad you like my writing, sorry it took me so long to get to this. Also I love this request, I think it's really cute.
Male reader, he/him pronouns used, reader is called and uses the term husband, (e/c) - eye color, (h/c) - hair color
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Riddle Rosehearts
Ever since he was younger, he's had memories
He would be going about his usual life, when all of a sudden he would be hit with a sudden memory from a life he hadn't lived
He would be spending time with Trey and Che'nya, when suddenly he would be hit with a laugh
It's a laugh that he's never heard in his life, yet is familiar to him
He'd be sitting at his desk and suddenly get a flash of (e/c) eyes
He tried to shake it off, he really did
But every time he thought he had gotten over it, another memory that he didn't actually have would come to him
He never told his mother, or Trey, or Che'nya, or anyone at all
He researched, but found nothing in books or online
He was convinced that he was crazy, that his mind was making things up
He was stuck in turmoil for the longest time, until you showed up
When he had first seen you, he didn't believe it
But it was undeniable, you're (e/c) eyes, your laugh, everything was familiar
After getting even closer to you, he just became even more convinced
He knew you, he was meant to meet you
Every little quirk, what made you upset, what you liked, it all came so naturally to him he didn't even need to ask
He tried not to be suspicious about it, after all he didn't want to weird you out
But, inevitably, he came clean to you as your relationship moved further
"Well, maybe we knew each other in another life. Maybe the universe wants us to be together."
He felt his face heating up at your suggestion, I mean how silly is that?
But the more he thought about it, he realized it was the only comforting answer he had, so he took it
The two of you were curled up in his bed, your head on his chest, fast asleep. It was late at night, but he couldn't will himself to close his eyes and sleep. His mind was running wild. He thought about how strange this situation was. How he had memories of you, how everything about you was so familiar, how you never questioned him when he told you. But then he though about your words. Were the two of you really meant to be together? Did you really know each other before? The thought made him feel all fuzzy inside. He liked the idea that the two of you were made for each other. It comforted him, enough to smile softly and drift off into sleep, still holding you, but a bit tighter now.
Leona Kingscholar
One thing that everyone knows about Leona is that he sleeps a lot
He spends most of his days napping, not really bothering to do much else
But (and he'd never admit it) he started to freak out a little bit when he started getting dreams
And no, not normal dreams
He starting dreaming of waking up in bed next to someone
He could never remember his face, just a messy clump of (h/c) hair, as his face was almost always shoved into a pillow, and a voice
Sometimes he would talk to him, speak to him in a way that no friend would, or sometimes he would just laugh
He would just sit there and laugh at Leona's antics
Not a mean laugh, but an endearing laugh
One time in his dream he finally asked "Who are you?"
The man beside him just lifted his head up and looked at him, a face he saw, but now as a memory is smudged'
He can't remember what his face looked like now
He laughed and asked him "What are you talking about? Did you sleep too much?" he laughed again "I'm your husband, silly."
And just like that he woke up
For a long time he had managed to convince himself that what he was dreaming about was just dreams
He had told himself that it was just something his mind had made up
but deep down, he hoped
He hoped that what he dreamt about was real, that someone was there for him, that he had someone, he had a future with someone
Leona was napping in the garden as usual, until he felt a tug on his tail and heard someone fall. He stood up, angry that his sleep was interrupted and was about to yell at you, and then stopped. Your face, the face he forgot, your hair it was... the one from his dreams. You immediately stood up and rambled out an apology. Your voice was the same too. He stood there, completely stunned, and you ran off before he could even utter a response. Even to this day, months later as he holds you as you both sleep, him caressing the clump of (h/c) hair, he's convinced that this was some weird divine intervention. And he silently thanked whatever god was listening.
Azul Ashengrotto
Growing up Azul was convinced that he was unlovable
He was always told by all of the other mer-kids how ugly he was, how no one would ever want to date him
This obviously effected him
He became discouraged, but also desperate
He wished that someday someone would come along and solve all of his problems, love him
In his desperation, he did what he usually does
He turned to magic
But his own magic wouldn't solve his problem
So he researched
He looked through every resource, on sea or on land
And through his research he found a spell
A spell that just for a moment, would give him the hope that he needed
It would show him his past life, and while he did want to know about his future instead, but this was the only one he could find
And so he tried the spell
He was hit with a vision of two people at a beach
One was half in the water laying down, a mer-person, and the other was sitting, holding the other's head in their lap, a human
And while that vision only lasted a moment, he never forgot it
Even when he went to NRC, he never forgot
And he didn't forget when he saw you either, how you looked, exactly like the human from his vision
He never forgot in your relationship
he's never forget you
The two of you sat in the vip room of the monstro lounge. He was working on paperwork when you decide that you were too bored. You stood up and snuck up behind him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. As you leaned down and gave him a small kiss on the cheek, he thought about how grateful he was, and how glad he was that he found both the spell and you.
Jamil Viper
All his life Jamil was convinced his fate was set
He was convinced that his whole life would be spent on protecting Kalim
He wanted to live his own life, but for the sake of his family, he had to give up on his dream
It was one day when he was going about his usual business when he got hit with some kind of vision
He was completely frozen, stuck to the spot he was standing
It felt like how he had hypnotized people
He saw to people
Two people that looked eerily like the two of you
they were laying next to each other, looking quite relaxed in each other's arms
And as soon as it had started, it was over
He stood in the same spot for a minute before going back to his usual activities, his mind running wild
It was a while before he told you what he saw, but when he did you just laughed and suggested that maybe something was dragging the two of you together, that you were meant to be with eachother
And deep inside, he liked that idea
Jamil sat back, watching both you and Kalim goofed around during the party. Eventually, you came up to him and leaned onto him, and he asked if you were done. When you confirmed, he brough you back to his dorm room. he held you as you winded down for the night, and he thought about how weird what happened to him was, but how glad he is that it happened.
Vil Schoenheit
As the rule for Pomefiore, the dorm head is the one who makes the strongest poison
So he had constantly practiced, someone like him couldn't fall behind after all
But for whatever reason, this day he had been distracted
First he had trouble getting his hair and outfit just right for the day, then Rook was up to his usual shenanigans, and he almost had his makeup ruined during gym
Truly a terrible day
He had been so distracted, in fact, that he didn't realize that he was using the wrong ingredients
He had, in fact, made the completely wrong potion
It let out a puff of pink smoke, which sent him a few steps back
When he curiously looked back into the pot, there was an image
An image of two people, one with shoulder length blond and purple hair, just like his, and the other one with (h/c) hair, just like yours
The person with (h/c) hair was tackling the other one in a hug, completely catching him off guard while he was working on his hair
Definitely you
And with another puff of pink smoke, the image was gone
He glanced back to you, talking to someone else in the lab, completely unaware of what just happened, and then looked back at the pot
What was that?
Later that day, when he was walking you back to your dorm from the lab, you could tell something was wrong. When you asked him about it, he was reluctant to answer, but with a bit of prodding from you he had answered. You looked ahead thoughtfully, and after a minute you suggested that maybe it was the two of you. Before he could even answer you had run off in the direction of your dorm, yelling something about grim getting into trouble. Later that night, he sat in his room staring at the ceiling, his face completely flushed because of what you had said, and the thought that the two of you were meant for each other.
Idia Shroud
Idia was doing his usual unhealthy thing
It was almost three in the morning and he was running purely on red bull and spite
Why? Because he was too stubborn to give up on his game
He thought he was doing well, he had been going for hours at that point
But this boss was just too tough, and in the state he was in he wasn't going to last long
After fail after fail, he unexpectedly crashed
He was out cold, unwillingly though
And in his dream was something that he felt like he couldn't explain
It was him and....
You
undeniably you
He was convinced that this was his brain's way of torturing him with his little huge crush on you
It was the two of you sitting in what looked like the underworld, but a secluded area he'd never seen before
The two of you were sitting on a blanket in a small field of black grass, with a small basket in the middle
A picnic
The two of you were in rather nice clothing, yours a silky white and his a dark grey
They looked old, like the ones he saw when he was learning about the history of the underworld
You looked good though
You had his head in your lap, lightly stroking his hair as his eyes were closed
And then he woke up, sooner than he wanted
He was in his bed, tucked in
Ortho must have come into his room and seen him passed out
He stared at the ceiling, dazed
This was totally the universe telling him to suck it up and ask you out
A few months into your relationship, you walked into idia's room to find him on the brink of falling asleep. On your way of dragging him to his bed he tarted half consciously muttering. You heard him saying something about "seeing you in those pretty clothes again. You cluelessly laughed it off and crawled into bed with him, laughing at his antics.
Malleus Draconia
The Draconia family has an odd but nutorius power
They have an involvement with time
When Malleus was young, he became lonely
He wasn't allowed to spend time with other children his age, and even if he was it wasn't like they would spend time with him
When he became older, and lonelier, he became curious
He knew he could manipulate time, but how far could he go back?
So he tried
With how far he went back, he became disoriented
He was dizzy and everything was blurry for a bit before a voice snapped him out of it
"Dear? Are you alright?"
He looked up to a lake, and a man standing in the middle of the lake
The most handsome man he'd ever seen
He had striking (e/c) eyes, beautiful looking (h/c) hair, and his trousers were hiked up to his knees so that they wouldn't get wet in the lake water
With no response from him, the man trudged out of the lake and approached him
He cupped his face softly, a touch that Malleus would never forget, and asked
"Are you feeling alright, love?"
He couldn't respond, completely breathless, he just nodded
The man wasn't convinced, and giving him a look, he took his hand
"Let's go back to the cabin, I'll have a nice meal ready in no time."
Even though Malleus had to return to his own time, he never forgot that man
And when he stumbled upon you on one of his late night walks, your striking (e/c) eyes, your beautiful (h/c) hair, he knew it was meant to be
Malleus never did tell you about that interaction, even after almost a year of being together. He thought that maybe it was something best saved for later, when he would ask you to rule the Briar Valley with him, to be his king too. After all, the two fo you were meant to be together
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This took me literally forever to write, but it was worth it because I love myself some fluff fanfics. I'm trying to get requests done but I'll be leaving for a few weeks soon and won't be able to update during that time, ty for reading and have a nice day
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sharkboywrites · 7 months
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Hi, could I make a request for Ace, Leona, and Deuce (or just Leona tbh) with a gn or male mc? Tl;Dr: He tries to impress mc, but somehow does something super cringe worthy and messes up the vibe. Here's a more detailed explanation below, also so sorry if this doesn't make sense/is super long, I'm high and the idea came to me in a prophecy. Hope you're havin' a good night/day :)
He does something to try and impress mc and be romantic/cute. But what they do is actually super cringey to the point where it gives mc secondhand embarrassment. they're trying to be nice about it bc they love their bf, but it's super obvious that they're cringing and it's super awkward and funny (for literally everyone else). And maybe it ends with them laughing about it or something, but the idea just popped into my head and I thought it was funny.
A/n: omg I love this request. I really love Ace and Deuce they’re honestly some of my favorites (although I can’t really pick favorites). Also first writing from my phone because I can’t use my computer rn.
Ace, Deuce, and Leona x male reader, characters do embarrassing things trying to impress their boyfriend, reader is yuu
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Ace Trapola
- If there’s anything Ace loves other than you, it’s basket ball
- It makes him feel confident and like he’s the coolest guy on the planet
- And so does his boyfriend. So what amazing idea does he come up with?
- Well why not combine both?
- And that’s how you go invited to one of his games
- In his mind, this is perfect, a basketball game with his amazing boyfriend cheering him on from the sidelines, what could be more perfect?
- Or that’s how he sees it…
- He’s not doing… great per say
- In reality he’s missing passes, Bradley able to catch a pass himself, and the sneaker squeaking is starting to drive you crazy
- But you sit there really, really, trying to be supportive
- The final straw is when he takes a shot and instead of going into the basket, it comes right back at him and hits him directly in the face
- Of course you run up to him and make sure he’s okay
- But once he confirms he’s fine, you can’t help but burst into laughter
- It takes you a minute to calm down and when you do Ace is all pouty
- He’ll be mad at you for a bit but he gets over it eventually
- And once he does he admits that yeah, he was doing pretty bad
- It’s now an inside joke between the two of you, you bring it up any time you can
Deuce Spade
- Deuce’s magic is… interesting
- He can summon massive things and personally thinks that it’s really impressive
- But really, it’s only useful in certain situation and when he can actually summon something on purpose
- He thinks that it would be so impressive to use his magic in potions to help you out
- The way he imagines it, you can’t use magic and you’ll be so impressed by his abilities that you’ll thank him by showering him with affection
- Let a man dream, okay?
- What actually happens is a disaster
- He ends up summoning the usual cauldron, which makes a mess of the project the two of you were working on
- You really did try to tell him it was okay, but on the inside it feels like you’re dying
- The both of you end up having to clean the mess and have to start the project over
- The two of you bud up in his room at the end of the day, him with his face in his hands and you doing your best to comfort him just because he’s so embarrassed
- But hey, he did get that affection he wanted in the end so to him, it’s a win
Leona Kingscholar
- Leona doesn’t usually get up and do much
- As you’re definitely aware, Leona’s favorite activity is napping, especially with you
- But when spelldrive practice came up, he couldn’t waste an opportunity to show off how cool he was to his boyfriend
- And guess what? He invited you to join in with practice
- Great…
- It’s not that you don’t enjoy spending time with Leona it’s just that… you’re not very good at this sport, especially with no magic
- Everyone tried to help you out but it was clear that you were just there because Leona wanted you there
- And during practice, you had a repeat of what happened in this first spelldrive
- Frisbee to the head again
- Listen Leona didn’t know his magic was gonna go haywire and hit you
- He’s quickly by your side, making sure you’re okay
- When you finally get your bearings, thankfully not getting knocked out this time, you can’t help but start laughing
- You don’t think you’ve ever seen Leona’s face get redder
- After that practice gets called off and Leona drags you off to his room
- You’re forced to lay there for however long Leona decides to keep you
- in his words this was your “punishment for embarrassing him”
- In reality, he felt bad for hurting you, but he wouldn’t admit it because he’s all grumpy
- So you lay there, petting his hair as he hugs you close, and also with an ice pack on your currently bruising forehead
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I honestly had so much fun with writing this. Writing these three characters are honestly so fun. Currently trying to get as many requests as I can done because I’m definitely running behind on these, sorry. Ty for reading and have a great day
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