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dootplusone · 2 months
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Thinking abt AOS Jim being protective of McCoy every time he remembers the torpedo incident from into darkness.
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un-lawliet · 9 months
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hii !! i just read your sick gojo getting taken of by reader fic (it was amazing btw <33) and i was wondering if u could write it in reverse? like gojo taking care of sick reader yk
love ur writing and i hope u have a great day 🫶
(THANK YOUUUUU FOR THR REQUEST I LOVE SICK FICS SO MUCH IM SORRY FOR HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO WRITE THIS !!!! TY AGAIN)
“Impartial”
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— you’re sick, you hate being sick but at least he’s there.
( taking care of Gojo while he’s sick here <3 )
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When you woke up this morning you thought you were dying.
Your entire body was flushed, your temperature fluctuating, your breath coming out ragged and raspy against your raw throat.
It took you about thirty seconds of enduring this torture before you rolled over and groaned into your pillow, the action making you dizzy.
Helpless to your symptoms you wiped the sweat off your forehead, throwing the covers off of your clammy body and sighed.
Fuck sakes, you were sick.
Gojo and you were supposed to go to the little cafe just around the corner of your apartment for breakfast this morning, you frown as you recall how excited he was when you asked him to join you.
The thought of food made you cringe, your eyes clamping shut in an attempt to retain you composure.
Nope, you were going to have to cancel.
With a bitter expression you sent him a quick text, telling him of your, in your opinion, life threatening cold, and apologising with a promise that you’ll join him later in the week for waffles.
You were just going to have to sleep it off- you could surely just do that. There was no way you could do anything in this pathetic state.
You close your eyes, trying to ignore the pounding in your head and how you could hear the blood rushing in your ears, and the feeling of your nose being tapped…By what felt like a finger?
…Huh?
You cracked and eye open and almost shrieked when you saw your idiot boyfriend grinning at you through his lashes, his finger delicately placed of the tip of your nose.
“Satoru! What the fuck!” You exclaimed, your heart pounding, glaring at him.
“Hi baby.” He winked, standing up to place a hand on your forehead “Man you’re burning up, how long have you felt sick hm?”
You gape at him, unable to fully register his words.
“How the hell did you get in..? Oh my God did you fucking teleport into my room?” You sat up, pushing his hand away.
The room swayed and you winced as your body protested the sudden movement.
A gentle hand was placed on your shoulder, “Hey, hey take it easy ‘kay?” Gojo raised a hand to brush away the stray hair stuck to your forehead, a soft smile on his face, “I couldn’t just leave my poor sick princess alone when she so desperately needs my help no?”
You frown at him, your hand reaching up to grasp his, “‘M not desperate at all you jerk.”
And Gojo giggles, leaning down to kiss your forehead, “Sure you are! Look at your cute little flushed cheeks.” He coos.
Your grip on his hand tightens, and he beams at how you roll your eyes at him.
“Lemme take care of you yea?”
“You’ll get sick.”
And Gojos mouth twitches, as if holding himself back from reminding you that he is the strongest.
And you hold yourself back from throwing your pillow at his stupid face.
Despite everything however, you found yourself leaning towards him, resigning yourself to his care, ignoring the way his face lights up.
With another quick kiss to your forehead he jumps up, a look of domestic determination on his features.
“Have you ate?”
You shake your head.
And then you’re in the air, well, in his arms, heading towards the kitchen.
“Satoru put me down!”
“No baby, ehe~”
You groan against his neck, and he shivers ever so slightly, gently rocking you in his embrace.
“You need to eat sweet pea! Otherwise you’ll never get better.”
“Yes I know that.” You hiss, “But I can walk to the kitchen without your help.”
Gojo gasps, and you pull yourself from his neck to look at him.
“But baby what if something terrible happened and I wasn’t there to help?”
“I hate you.”
“You love me.”
And you do, he knows you do, they way you whisper a small “thank you” and kiss his neck is telling, and he loves how you let him care for you, loves that you, despite everything, rely on him to help.
“Say ‘Ah.” And you just stare at Gojo, who wiggled a spoon in your face, “Come on baby, say ‘Ah.’-”
“I’m not going to say “Ah” Gojo.” You deadpan.
You’re sat on the counter of your kitchen, the one beside the sink, Gojo claiming it was the easiest place for him to feed you for you to eat.
He had made your favourite comfort meal, the one you told him about months ago, that you were sure he had forgot about.
“I’m really not hungry Toru.” You mumble, feeling a wave of nausea crash over your body.
Gojo deflates, thinking.
When he raises his head his eyes are shining, and you lift a hand to cover his mouth, knowing a ridiculous idea was going to be presented to you.
You’re fast, but he’s faster, the gentle grip on your hand is proof of that, and he smirks.
“If you eat it, I’ll give you a kiss.”
You’re staring at him again, and he only smiles back, his dimples taunting you.
“Fucking fine.” You sigh, Gojo aways gets his way, there’s no point arguing. And although you’d never admit it, out-loud, ever, you kind of wanted a kiss.
And Gojo feels his heart swell with pride as you open your mouth and eat, there’s probably stars in his eyes and he dotes upon you.
One spoonful, then another, and then he’s kissing you all over.
You protest but don’t pull away, and when he finally reaches your lips, you finally smile, the giggle you let out matching his.
You’re on the sofa, on his lap, cradled in his arms as the TV plays a rerun of some shitty movie from the 90’s.
And you let yourself cuddle him, feeling exhausted but safe in his arms, your head doesn’t seem quite as sore as it once was.
He traces little patterns on your back, humming a quiet song meant for your ears only.
“Love you Toru.” You whisper, and he doesn’t reply, just tightens his hold on you, a silent gesture that reassures you that you don’t need to thank him, that he would care about you always, regardless of what you think, or say.
the end.
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masterlist here <3
THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST I HOPE THIS WAS OK !!!! IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO WRITE IT ! i love you and i hope you’re well anon :))
(A/N: My sister and I are like alone in our hotel cause our parents went on a cruise this morning.. ANYWAY she like turned to me crying and i was like help are you ok BECAUSE RN IM SO TOTALLY HUNGOVER and then she threw up on me. IT WAS LITERALLY LIKE BIG SISTER MODE WAS ACTIVATED i feel like a fucking doctor, i stole a mop and a spray from one of the cleaning ladies cart SO if you’re a cleaner and you can’t find your mop i’m so sorry that was me i panicked.)
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pulpbeing · 7 months
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whenever i go to church, if im not asleep i always thinkin bout fuckin my fav on the altar (this case, dottie,,)
excuse me if this seems too. you know.. sacrilege ,, (i dont know if you actually like god or forced to like big daddy up in the sky) feel free to ignore my ramblings im a crazed man
yk,, thinkin bout maybe you're a priest. n you end up with a sinner of a lover.. he gotta repent, right? just bending him over the altar, making him wet the bible with his drool and tears.. poundin into him so hard and relentlessly but your words are sooo sweet and just praises, makes him so dizzy cuz you're tuggin on his hair harshly as ya make him read the bible,, tellin him good for tryin to read even tho his babblin and his eyes are blurry from cryin,, makin him bite onto a rosary as u cum inside of him, but never stoppin until you think he's repented for his sins despite him being so fucked out and cumming so many times he can't think anymore,,, only how good your cock feels inside of him 😰😰
of course can't forget about the confession booth. favorite place to think about doing it. making him touch himself on the other side as you tell him what to do, and allll the nasty stuff u want to do to him and he's whining for you because he can't possibly finish without you :( then stuffing his mouth full of your cock, telling him to be quiet as you let others in for confessions... n he's tryiing so hard to stay quiet but ohh he just loves how you grip on his hair so harshly and bury his face down to your crotch till he could barely breathe.. choking till theres tears in his eyes and he's gripping on your thighs until your skin bruises... n when they leave, you fuck his throat and express disappointment that he's not keeping shut, but you forgive him and that you believe that he can do better! and ofc he would,, so he tries and tries again at every person that enters the booth.. not getting a taste of your release bc he keeps failing,, n he wants to sob cuz fuck he wants your cum down his throat so bad.. but its worth it, you're always very generous when u reward him when he finally does it right 💞💞
basically sweet priest that has effectively broke his mind,, makin a man like dottore worship you like a god n would get on his knees for you without any questions... thinkin mindbreaking him with really sweet praises that he now can't live without em,,,
i was raised christian, specifically pentecostal and missionary, so i don’t have much experience at all with catholic practices beyond media i’ve consumed o7 and dw. i don’t believe in the man upstairs. sacrilege is my middle name with how much gay sex shit i be thinking in a church. if he hasn’t struck me down yet, doubt he exists as i’ve been told lolol. not like i’d want my church’s version of a hypocritical god.
n e ways
if he can’t even accept your god-fearing, pure love, you doubt he can accept god into his heart for sure. he’s too greedy, always begging for more of you, of your semen, more of you folding him in half and bending him over so roughly you leave bruises on him for days. watch how he shivers in sinful delight when you tut in disappointment into his ear, calling him a “worthless whore destined to an eternity of damnation” and a “greedy, filthy sinner.” the wood of the altar is only saved by the nun’s habit you have him wear, the modest dress flipped up and held from behind to expose his greedy hole, ring of frothy white around it that exposed just how sinful he’s willing to be if he’ll defile such a place with his filthy, dirty words and sins. but… it’s better if he only sins with you, and since your god is merciful, you just have to forgive him, make him repent and beg forgiveness from the lord as you pump him full yet again, force his head back by grabbing his dyed hair and make him look at the ceiling, to the heavens above as he screams your name. looks like you have to have him repent again.
like any pastor, one must guide their sheep through all, especially when they misbehave— especially ones like dottore, who at the moment, doesn’t even deserve to have you properly continue with his guidance with how sloppy and loud he is, sinful mouth drooling and slobbering with every bob of his head, so, in his punishment, you keep him from his reward. of course, you still have a job to do, still have others to guide, so while he pouts with his lips still attached to your sex, you attend to follower after follower, your merciful god granting them all forgiveness as you do with your pitiful dottore. like all lambs, he’ll eventually learn to listen completely lest they be led astray and be devoured by the wolves— so he takes your gift, his throat bulging with how you fill him like the holy spirit does to a true believer. he takes it all as he should, eyes fluttering to a close as he basks in your forgiveness and mercy.
ah, it seems as though he sees you as his god now.
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mistydeyes · 9 months
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CONGRATS 🫶🫶❤️❤️💐💐. no like fr congratulations on 1k. Personally speaking, your works are excellent.
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oh, and can I request graveyard - "please i don't want to die" with Price? I got that Tony and Peter Parker when Peter turned into dust vibes 💀yk. Anyways, take care!!
aww thank you so much @lake-lilium! literally was dying at the vintage justin bieber pic but yes this prompt is so giving that vibe so prepare for some ANGST :')
link to the prompt list and 1k celebration!
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prompt: graveyard - "please i don't want to die"
pairing: John Price x gn!reader
warnings: DEATH, angst, swearing, depiction of blood and violence
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In Price's line of work, there was always a moment of panic when he was unable to get in contact with you. You remember you had to reassure him of your safety when you took a nap and missed a few of his calls. You couldn't blame him though for the worry. You didn't know much about his job but it was clear he had some enemies to be wary of. However, you would always reassure him as he left the house and you pet your German Shepherd by the door.
Despite seeing you off that morning, Price still couldn't shake the feeling building in his core. "Fuck, answer the phone," he murmured as yet another call went to voicemail. He slammed his fist on the steering wheel as he turned down your street. "Just give me a callback, love, on my way home," he said hurriedly as he hit the reddened button on his phone. "You're being paranoid, John," he laughed to himself, yet the feeling was still there. He pulled into your small driveway and turned off the car. All seemed normal as he closed the door gently and dragged the bag of dog food that you had asked him to get. However, when he saw the front door slightly ajar, he dropped it immediately and entered with caution mounting.
As he scanned the front foyer, he grabbed a firearm he kept in the hallway's closet. "You alright, love?" he called out as he searched for any sign of you or your beloved dog. His training almost seamlessly kicked in as he swept the house. He moved through the kitchen, finding a half-eaten bowl of soup, and prayed you had just gone up to the bathroom or bedroom. However, as he looked at the back door and noticed large muddy footprints heading in, he feared the worst. He opened it cautiously and could not have prepared for the sight in front of him. The normally fresh afternoon air smelled sickly of iron and blood. The muddy footprints ended at your feet and the grass was stained with crimson. You lay on your back your recently planted flower bushes with your hand over a gaping chest wound. He screamed at the sight and you looked over in shock. He rushed over as you spurt up blood and attempted to get up. "John," you whispered as he pulled off his shirt to stop the bleeding. "What the fuck happened?" he asked as he held you and grabbed his phone to call for the paramedics. "I don't know, John," you cried hysterically, "am I gonna die?"
He couldn't help but feel like he was going to be sick as you grasped at his shirt. His hands felt warm with your blood as he communicated the situation and tried to keep you awake. "It's okay, love, we'll find who did this," he whispered, trying to keep a level head as your eyes looked frantically around. "Where's Charlie?" you asked and he held your face gently. "We'll find him later, yeah? Just stay awake for me," John repeated and pulled you onto his lap as he propped you up against one of the flower beds. Price was always prepared for these scenarios on the battlefield. Keep watch, stop the bleeding, and make sure they stay awake. His mind was in overdrive as he never expected to bring this mentality home to you. "Hey, hey stay with me," he shouted as you began to close your eyes. He could hear the sirens approach and kept shaking your shoulder. "John, please," you began to say as your voice became weaker and your eyes began to flutter slowly, "please, I don't want to die." He could see small silver tears fall down your face as he held down on your sternum tightly. "Shhh," he tried to reassure, "just keep your eyes on me." "Please, I don't want to die," you kept repeating and wailing. The last words he would ever hear were your fearful sentiments coupled with the absolute horror in your dilated eyes.
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antiv3nom · 9 months
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Tell me something about Sin that you've been dying to type a bunch of paragraphs about!!
THANKS FOR THE ASK SOL !!!!!!!!
okay so a joke i frequenly make about sin but have genuine feelings about is that, despite being raised by sol "what are feelings?" badguy, sin ended up being SO emotionally intelligent. like sol would not have ever had any sort of conversations regarding fuckin empathy or the like with sin, he was too busy TYING THE KID TO A TREE when he was busy, yk? (dont have enough time to dig into all of my feelings on sin's upbringing lmao, i could write a whole different essay about that)
ANYWAYS! yeah. sin has a lot of issues in overture, and he feels...like he's full of a lot of rage and resentment over a lot of things. i can't entirely speak on everything as i still have yet to watch a playthrough of the entirety of overture (i know what happens! i just havent seen all of the nitty-gritty interactions with him and others) but i know that he's got a lot more rage in him then he does in xrd. which of course makes sense, since he's still in the process of understanding and eventually re-accepting ky, and he's gotta interact a lot with him on a personal level in overture, notably without dizzy to mediate, which i personally think is likely how things went down before she was frozen.
anyways i wanna move onto xrd because i have a lot of feelings about him in sign, STARTING with his conversation with sol at one point. he's just got out after talking with ram for the first time, and sol is telling him to give it up and sin recognizes this for exactly what it is, that sol is showing his own lack of trust and actively choosing not to follow him in this, and while after this is pointed out sol worries that he's trying to turn sin into him, ky is actually the one to recognize that sin understands him at his core. i mean, of course. sin's spent probably more time with sol than he's spent with anyone else, and i find it interesting that he came out of that, not being cold and callous like sol has become, but the absolute opposite. i think he trained himself to be almost the opposite of sol, to be able to see through the walls that his guardian puts up and really understand a lot of what he's getting at. it makes a lot of sense, honestly!
i'd also like to bring up a line that he says earlier in sign, which is, "my heart always has been, and will be, open to all" and i think the real thing that cements this being absolutely TRUE is that it's towards elphelt, almost immediately after being told directly by elphelt that she's quote unquote "hot shit" akin to ram. look if he was the same person as his father or his extra father he'd be worried! but he's NOT! he very much is the type of person to trust in a person and that's important! because without that they never would have worked with elphelt to the degree they did, they never would have tried to save her and thus figured out fucking EVERYTHING with rev, they never would have gotten ramlethal as an ally, none of it! because sin had trust in them and took the time and energy to pay attention to them and try to actually emotionally connect with them, and he was a big part of the reason that ramlethal realized she had feelings!!!! fuck!!!!!!! hes integral to the plot because he is inherently kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!
also fuck. fucking hell his relationship with ky. again. i could write a whole different essay on this and it WILL be covered in bread fic which yes will be updated i swear it. anyways. it takes a lot to willingly accept an effort to repair a relationship and put in effort yourself. and it takes MORE to realize the other side of the situation, especially when it's familial. i just. fuck dude. sin cares so much about his mother and through that finds a new path of caring about his own father whom he hated for almost all of his life. fuck dude. he called him dad. he called him dad. i cannot stress enough how much it fucked me up the first time i saw that scene i was crying in public about it i love them so fucking much dude. so much.
anyways this is a big old ramble but fuck sin gets narrowed down to "haha stupid large child who eats a lot" by a lot of people and i think more of us should recognize that while yes he is a 5 year old who looks jacked and yes he does have the funny eat move, he is also an incredibly kind and emotionally mature character
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sunoooism · 1 year
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i would like to req something pls hehe ^^
chishiya + reader e2l are being yk a couple in secret right but then friends catch them and then everyone goes :o because friends aren't used to shiya being lovey let alone with the person they would least expect to ever see with him
tytytyty it's been a while since ive read anything aib but ive noticed the thinning of fics because of the hype dying down :c
I hope this was okay for you! <3
ARE YOU GUYS BONING?!- chishiya shuntaro x gn!reader
୨୧ . . . content— secret relationship, crack/fluff, profanity, mentions of sex.
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from the outside you and Chishiya were friends, but nothing more in your friends' eyes, they thought you got into disputes far too easily to tolerate each other in a loving way. to them you were this cheerful and bubbly person who was always ready to help others despite what people warned, and from their point of view Chishiya was this cold, stoic and on occasion brooding man who held little empathy for anyone but himself. but this was of course their view. to you Chishiya was significantly different. sure, he still harbored the traits that others viewed him as but he also had more caring ones. when it was just the two of you he wasn't exactly bouncing off the walls and hugging you till you couldn't breathe, but he was more open and relaxed. he let you hug him and kiss him wherever you pleased and he was more comfortable showing you physical affection. he'd always ask if you'd remembered to eat or drink anything that day and if not he would cook your favorite meal. at least twice a week he fed into your obsession with little trinkets he'd see on his way home from work, it made his day more bearable when it ended with your smile. to you, Chishiya was your caring boyfriend. which is why you had to hide it. you both knew that if found out you would in turn receive endless amounts of teasing from your mutual friends. especially Kuina.
unfortunately your friend group was together almost every day of the week so you rarely got alone together unless you snuck away somewhere which was definitely not meant to be used as a secret meet up spot. so when Chota and Karube invited you and the others to a party, you and your secret lover declined for separate reasons. there was no way you weren't taking advantage of this chance to be alone. you had texted the group chat saying you were sick and at home while Chishiya had said he was out of town for personal reasons, which wasn't technically a lie on his part.
"peace, finally" you muttered as you shuffled into Chishiya more, your head rested between his neck and shoulder while he had an arm around you to ensure you stayed close. "they better not blow up my phone" you chuckled and refocused your attention to the t.v where a film of Chishiya's choice was playing but soon got distracted and started to fidget with his hands, occasionally you pulled one toward your face so you could lay a kiss on the back of his hand. times like these were the ones you truly cherished.
as the hours ticked by you felt yourself getting sleepy, the repetitive dialogue on the t.v and the slight buzz your boyfriend's cologne gave your head wasn't helping you stay awake. the comforting feeling of having him around didn't help you to stay conscious either. soon the urge to sleep overpowered your body and Chishiya could feel you drifting off on top of him. he lowered the volume on the television for your comfort and pulled a blanket over you both so you wouldn't be cold. Shuntaro never really imagined himself being so lucky. everyone always called him cold and incapable of love, which was in fact a lie. he just showed it differently, which you knew and were okay with. he was immensely grateful that you let him show his adoration for you the way he preferred.
the light of the day was fading and along with it Chishiya's will to stay awake. you had only been passed out for around half an hour so he didn't need to worry about you waking up. so with you tucked up in his hold he let himself fall asleep with you, his head falling to rest on top of yours. when you both awoke to what you assumed to be morning but were instead met with flashing phone cameras you were stunned and a little frustrated to say the least.
"Chishiya, what are you doing to Y/n!" Arisu slurred, clearly more than a little tipsy from the way he was holding himself. "he's cuddling them, that's what he's doing!" Tatta had pushed himself to the front of the huddle just to yell, "are you guys boning?!" Usagi slapped his arm and sent a distasteful glare his way. "don't be so vulgar!"
"okay then, are you guys 'making love'!" Chishiya stared at his flushed friend in disgust and rolled his eyes when they all insisted on an answer from him. "no, we are not boning or making love. we're dating you morons."
silence followed Chishiya's bold statement. everybody stared at each other with wide eyes. the awkward stillness was interrupted when Kuina burst out laughing, the voracity of her cackles almost tipped her over. "okay, good one, Chishiya!" others followed suit after realizing it was a joke. most doubling over in lung aching laughter. "oh my god, man! you almost got me!"
"c'mon guys, let's leave this endearing couple alone!" what they failed to realize was that this was in fact not a joke, and was quite a real relationship. you both stared in shock as your group of drunk friends stumbled out the door and slammed it behind them.
"did they just leave….?"
"It seems that way, yes."
©sunoooism
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chiikasevennn · 9 months
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Warnings ⚠️: smut, fRIENDS W BENEFITSSSS HEHEHEHE, i genuinely do not know what im doing but its 18+ so yk, u don't wanna get hurt so u kinda gaslight urself
You bit back a moan, humming deeply instead. Miguel's hand cupped your cheek in a behavior you had no idea.
While you were currently in a state of sanity, your exhaustion prevented you from realizing the fact that he was all over for you.
You came to the realization that he had been proceeding with a consistent rhythm until he forcefully thrust into you with intensity.
The force of his actions caused you to cry out, while his eyes brimmed with a combination of emotions upon seeing your unclothed and exhausted form.
Your body spasmed continuously; your eyes to roll upwards as you struggled to suppress every sound you yearned to release.
Unfortunately, your efforts proved futile as you couldn't resist the involuntary reactions. It had always been a source of embarrassment for you to unleash those erotic reactions, but you couldn't suppress them entirely and you knew that.
You found your embarrassment dying at the thought that you were unlikely to retain vivid recollections of the extent to which you expressed your vulnerability through whimpers, tears, and sobs every time he chose to engage with you, whether it be during the day or in the darkest hours of the night.
You were consumed by an extraordinary euphoria, akin to the feeling of being ensnared in a pleasurable suffocation, as he knowingly and intentionally kept himself intertwined and trapped within your walls.
You were teetering on the edge of reaching your breaking point, and he understood this, yet he persistently thrust forward with abrupt motions.
As minutes passed, you became a disheveled and emotionally overwhelmed individual, shedding tears uncontrollably.
In a sudden and instinctive moment, your hand involuntarily reached for the nape of his neck, pulling him closer as your lips urgently pressed against his. O'Hara was taken aback by the abruptness of your actions, but swiftly responded with equal fervor.
Compared to his harsh thrust, the kiss he comforted you with was warm, welcoming, and homey.
I shouldn't be feeling… This… Despite your weary state, you managed to muster some cognitive effort, only to be utterly taken aback as he released himself inside of you, painting your insides white.
The overwhelming intensity of the moment was too much to bear. The forcefulness of the sensation caused you to scream into the kiss, your eyes instinctively closing as a wave of dizziness washed over you.
As your spine arched steeply, a delicate trail of drool gracefully bridged the gap between your mouths, a tangible symbol of the vehement connection shared during the passionate kiss.
The moment Miguel withdrew from the profound embrace, he took in your widened eyes in a mixture of satisfaction and sheer exhilaration, the intensity of the experience leaving you utterly overwhelmed.
Overcome by the magnitude of sensations coursing through your body, your legs quivered uncontrollably, struggling to support you in the aftermath.
In the realm shared between you and Miguel, as desire consumed both of you, he appeared to be the sole bastion of sanity, possessing the fortitude to continue unabated.
With a gentle touch, his hands tenderly traversed your thighs, tracing their contours with a soothing caress.
Gradually, as the haze of passion lifted, you found yourself slowly returning to a heightened state of awareness.
However, in a captivating display of longing, Miguel drew you closer, his gravitational pull irresistibly magnetic.
Bending down, he bestowed tender, gentle kisses upon the expanse of your inner thighs, their softness igniting a whimper to escape your lips—you were still rocking sensitive.
Contemplating the appropriateness of engaging in such intimate acts within the context of a friends with benefits arrangement, you found yourself uncertain, yet embracing every single facet of the experience with an undeniable ardor.
Deep down, you acknowledged that the duration of this connection would not surpass your initial hopes, as you were acutely aware that all things possess a finite end.
Allowing yourself to become emotionally attached would only lead to disappointment.
With a blink and nonchalant shrug, you tried to dismiss those burgeoning feelings, despite him being the sole individual capable of evoking these unprecedented sensations within you.
It's just sex, you attempted. —he probably doesn't feel the same.
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daddyhausen · 1 year
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could you do celebrating Kenny’s win with him after wrestle kingdom 17 if yk what i mean
• victorious — kenny omega •
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{ masterlist } | { aew masterlist } | { kenny omega masterlist }
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{ warnings } — 18 + { minors do not interact }, oral sex { male + female receiving }, male + female orgasms, squirting, throat fucking, hair pulling, facials, throatpie
{ word count } — 623
{ pairing } — fem!reader x kenny omega
{ genre } — smut
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{ taglist } — @stxrrlightwrites13 @boutmachines @thewrestlingbitch @omg-im-such-a-masochist @baysexuality @legit9thlunaticwarrior @slut4kennyomega @wardlow @alexisquinnlee-bc @sammiejane22 @im-just-a-mississippi-girl @omegasluvbot @melissahausen @writtingrose @drummergrl1310 @unoficialy-married-to-ace-austin @baybay-boom @bonehead-playz @cherrytheeredheadmamaclaymore @crowleysqueenofhell @romanreigns-supreme @janetreader @eddie-kingstons-wifey @thenerdybaker523 @sunshinevirus @nicoleveno14
{ comment if you want to be added to the taglist }
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simply basking in the dim glow of the moonlight
through sheer, hotel room curtains
merely awaiting his arrival
unfortunately you had not been able to accompany kenny to the area tonight
but you sure as hell were going to help celebrate his big win
in your own special way of course
he sauntered tiredly through the door, roughly around his night or so
his eyes exhausted and skin littered with welts and bruises the looked sore to the touch
just barely peeking out behind the sleeves and neckline of his hoodie
his gaze fell lazily upon you, brightening slightly upon catching you in his sight
there you sat, naked in the bed
welcoming him with open arms
well, more like open legs to be correct
a gulp thickly rose in kenny’s throat
dropping his bag at the foot of the bed
not even bothering to undress himself or usher any sort of word
for his mannerisms spoke clearly of his intent
he joined you on the bed
body positioned between your thighs.
his head ever more so
offering a few sparse kisses to your inner thighs
breathing in your sweet scent as his lips barely fluttered across your skin
“i take it this is my victory celebration?”
he remarked with a cheek quip, his lips curling into a small smirk upon receiving a nod in agreement from your
he dove in without another word
tongue swirling generous circles against your clit
the bud swollen and sensitive with each movement he gave
your fingers became entangled in the mess of ringlets and curls
tugging each time he gave a low moan into your cunt
“you fucking taste like heaven, princess”
the pet name left your thighs trembling
merely stuttering with thanks at his praise
his breath fluttering against your clit with each moan he gave
no warning he recieved from you
simply for the fact you could not contain yourself
your hips bucked up against his tongue
feeling the slick appendage dive deeper into your cunt
your juices seeping from the corner of his lips
drinking you in like a man dying of thirst
“fuck-“ you whined, back arching in pleasure
nails digging into the bedsheets
“on your knees princess, we’re not done yet”
you’d managed to stabilise yourself on all fours
which was fine enough for him
he pulled out his cock, the appendage previously confined to the restraints of his sweatpants
his cock, gleaming with pre-cum throbbing hard in his palm
he gathered your hair, a fistful of locks secured in a tight faux ponytail behind your head
smearing his pre-cum covered tip across your lips
prying them open, allowing his cock to fill your throat
“that’s it sweetheart, take it nice and deep for me”
staring up at him through red and teary eyes
can’t help but feeling so thankful for his cock
your forced yourself to take him deeper, despite your gag reflex
feeling him rest semi-comfortably in the back of your throat
your nose nestled in the mound of partially shaved hair at the base of his cock
“such a good fucking girl”
his hips snapped hard against your lips
a choked sputter caught in your throat
hot tears rolling down your cheeks
you hummed around his size, tasting every inch of him
“you want me to fill your throat, my princess? i wanna see that pretty face covered in my cum”
there was zero hesitation on your part
nodding hastily in need of his cum
within an instant your throat was full
gagging and choking on his warm cum till your heart’s content
his seed spilling onto your lips as he pulled out
of which he kissed you, tasting himself on his tongue
“thank you for that, sweetheart”
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relatableblorbopoll · 5 months
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Round 1 of preliminaries, group 10
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The first two places get a place on the bracket
Little reminder: there will be 2 more rounds of preliminaries, the losing blorbos of this poll still have 2 chances of getting in the official bracket
Propaganda under the cut
Nagisa Ran (Ensemble Stars)
"- autistic - grew up very isolated - nonbinary. to me. - they had a speech impediment veeeery similar to the one i used to have and their current speaking patterns are very similar to the way i speak - we both have a special interest in geology - i'd list more but the rest are just autism symptoms so. uhhh"
Waver Velvet (Fate series /The Case Files of Lord El-Melloi II)
No propaganda
Shuichi Saihara (Danganronpa V3)
"sorry for submitting a danganronpa character but hear me out!! there's many reasons shuichi is a relatable character, such as: 1. he's def lgbtq+ actually. in the free time events with kaito momota (another male character), shuichi's inner monologue says "only someone like him could tell me what i need to hear." before he internally scolds himself saying he "shouldn't talk about another boy like that" 2. self doubt. throughout the game, he doubts his detective skills a lot. well, in earlier chapters. he grows out of it but yk. he feels like he isn't a "real detective" n all 3. a. autism. throughout the entire prologue and chapter 1, he wears a hat to avoid eye contact. while there is an actual reason that isn't autism, i still think that's autism behavior. also he seemingly knows a lot about true crime and at one point, when another character brings up the victorian era, he responds by mentioning jack the ripper. 4. he's very sad. chapter 1? cries. chapter 3? cries. chapter 5? cries. chapter 6? cries. he might've cried other times i don't remember though. although it is fair bc people are dying. but even outside of the death, he is sad. refer to number 2. also he feels like he shouldn't have solved the case that made him the ultimate detective. (there are reasons for that. also linked to the hat.) and more"
Opossums (real life)
"Nocturnal creatures that just like wanna chill and eat, plus they have to lay down when really stressed, they are like me for real."
Midori Takamine (Ensemble Stars!! Music)
"- literally just some guy that gets dragged into things (accidentally became an idol somehow) - his only real interests are mascot characters and vegetables + he finds talking to people bothersome - all of his friends are extroverted or very friendly while midori is just… there. - cringefail loser who can’t talk to people without being nervous despite being a 5’10 giant and an idol (179cm), only really talks a lot when discussing mascots - depressed, just straight up clinical depression but its ok cause he’s working on it and doesn’t let it get him too down"
Seven of nine (Star Trek)
"seven of nine is a big ball of identity questioning in one person. she literally has a whole section on her wiki page titled "identity crises". mood. as a child she's snatched up and made part of a hivemind, all these cyborg augments put into her, the usual scifi stuff. but her story begins when she's freed. against her will, even if it's ultimately for the best. she has no idea how to relate to these people, how to speak or act or dress or sound. big autism mood. big trans mood. big gay mood, because she has no idea what anyone is supposed to do when dating and it turns out she's into women and ends up with a girlfriend so it's no wonder she couldn't connect to all the lessons about boyfriends and the attempt to date a man! multiple times she's forced to assimilate and act more "human" and change her name but she won't! and the people who make an effort to understand end up important found family and friends. and she ends up in control of her own life and a captain!! legend."
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maedhrus · 18 days
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dear helen if you would like to do so: I am obsessed with your domestic joplittle and would love to hear more abt that au of an au with twins Susan and David, this is totally an invitation to just ramble about it! I love Dadward Little, you have them so right, I can’t stop thinking abt these two as adorable exhausted first time parents
OH i'm so glad to hear that because my brain is absolutely consumed by them!! it's very flattering to hear that someone is obsessed with these kids i forced into being!
the au of an au is really just my excuse to give joplittle kids because i am similarly possessed by the idea of edward and thomas as parents. i vary between an a/b/o setting and simply transing thomas' gender (because genderqueer thomas jopson is so special to ME) but either way, susan and david little are twins born in 1852, susan being older by eight minutes. david's middle name (michael. if yk yk) is just one that edward and thomas liked because there are Too Many male friends and relatives to choose a name from. susan's middle name is jane for edward's sister (who i hc as his twin after reading it in a couple of other fics and falling in love with edward as a twin.)
susan is a Mini Edward except for when's she's angry wherein she is possessed by thomas jopson sensibilities and guard-dog behaviours. david is a mix of both parents, but looks like edward when he frowns and thomas when he laughs. he's also got a bit more of a temper. despite being fraternal twins, they very much look like siblings, sharing dark but wavy hair and pale eyes. they have their parents absolutely besotted from day one.
i usually hc thomas' home life being pretty troubled growing up so he frequently can't believe that he gets to have a stable family unit; he teaches them both needlework but susan takes to it more, partially due to her greater patience. for edward, he can hardly believe that someone wants to marry him never mind have kids with him so he's occasionally struck with disbelief over how incredible his children are, but attributes this mainly to thomas. david absolutely idolises edward and aspires to similarly become a commander in the navy when he grow up (he does join the navy, but eventually becomes disillusioned with it). also Dadward Little is CORRECT he's very good at it!! he carries them on his shoulder and reads them stories! thomas sewed all their baby clothes himself
susan had a really bad bout of pneumonia when she was around ten and the doctors weren't optimistic about her odds. david completely withdrew into himself during this time, not even wanting his parents to hold him. edward and thomas were similarly distraught, with thomas refusing to move from her bedside. luckily, she recovered, but never really seemed to regain her full strength. less traumatically, david was once racing a friend to climb a tree, slipping and breaking his arm. he was more embarrassed than anything.
they live in ashford and are a happy, stable family and i love them all!
(occasionally i do have thomas and susan dying as a result of birth complications but that's mainly to feed my own personal angst enjoyment. in this au, edward is at his saddest and dampest and loves david with everything he can possibly, humanly offer. i do have some stuff written for this au.)
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cupidsdescendant · 1 year
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"Feverish Lust" Sniper X Y/N (SMUT)
todays the days lad. This is going to be AFAB (if you're AMAB or would like a gender neutral smut post pls dm me! I don't know how to respectively right AMAB smut so I would enjoy the help~) I was in the mood okayyyyyyyyyy
It was one of the hottest days in New Mexico, the sun beamed on everything in sight. It was the weekend for the mercs but the warmth drove them crazy...Scout and Pyro burned ants alive with a magnifying glass, Spy and Medic were both sun tanning and everyone else tried to find something to distract themselves from the unbearable heat. Instead of joining everyone else, Sniper made the decision to stay put and maintain watch. He established himself in his tower, which was a full 5% cooler than the outside elements. Breathing silently, he muttered to himself from time to time while wiping sweat from his forehead. He meticulously adjusted his eye to the scope to maintain his vigilant post.
Y/N had spent her time outside with the rest of the mercs fanning herself and sighing. "If I don't die on that battlefield it's this fuckin sun that's taking me" An annoyed groan slipped out of her mouth. "Has anyone seen Sniper?"
"He's in the leetle tower," Heavy declared firmly, with a slouch and a literature book in hand. "I haven't seen since morning."
"Ja, him and his isolation" Medic followed up with as he held a tanning mirror to his face, his eyes were covered with black heart sunglasses. Scout handed the magnifying glass over to Pyro and rolled onto his back spreading his body out on the floor "You should check up on him, Y/N. Make sure he ain't cookin' up in there." Scout held his eyes tight as his body faced the sun. "Okay. I'll check back in a few minutes." She got up and headed on over.
Y/N held her hand up to the sun and scrunched her face together as she walked over to the tower's ladder. "God does he really have to be up there" She squeezed her eyes more as she climbed her way to the top. Even if she kept her eyes shut the sun seemed to pierce through. Using all of her weight to push her up to the top she dusted herself off and tapped on his door. Knock knock "Mundy? Are you in there?"
"The door is open" Sniper called back, his voice muffled by the thickness of the door. Y/N opened it to find a slouched-over Sniper with his rifle, his left leg was bent and he left his right one crossed "Hi Sheila," he greeted her with a warm smile, still focused on the scope. "How are you holding up in this heat?" Y/N adjusted her tank top and looked at the window, feeling the warmth on her face. "It's definitely boiling up here," she responded. "I'm doing fine."
Y/N walked over to Sniper and sat down next to him. "You don't look fine." Sniper looked away from the inside of his rifle and froze for a second, looking straight at Y/N "What's that supposed to mean?" Y/N giggled. "Nuthin." Y/N and Sniper stared at each other in silence. They both admired each other. They fell into each other's eyes and Sniper's lips parted. Y/N snapped out of it and coughed, looking away as her body heat worsened. "Anyways..everyone just wanted to see if you were okay....yk..not dying up here." A grin formed on Sniper's face and he put his rifle away. "I'm doing okay. It is a bit steamy though, Dontcha think?" Y/N's eyes side glanced away, looking at the desk behind him. "Always nice to have company."
Y/N nodded and she formed her hands into fists, clenching tightly.
Sniper's eyes were open but they seemed to drift off to another place. His eyelids were heavy, sultry even. He looked disconnected even though he was facing Y/N. "Mundy? You in there?" Y/N said waving her hand in front of his face. Sniper snapped back to reality and shook his head a little, getting a grip. "Ah..Sorry." His cheeks seemed flushed despite the humid air. Y/N leaned in as Sniper's body leaned back and she softly held his hand "Is everything okay?? You look sickly...heated." She tilted her head playfully.
"Your eyes," he trailed off, his gaze dropping to the ground. His hat obscured his eyes, but his lips and chin were visible. He paused for a moment, gathering his thoughts before continuing. "They're stunning, Sheila. They're. ah-." He scoffed a little and went silent again. Sniper was never the best at expressing his feelings. He often found himself alone or quiet in the presence of the mercenaries as he didn't have much to contribute during discussions. As a result, he never really developed a strong voice for himself. "Heavenly. They're so heavenly.." Sniper grinned, feeling satisfied with his description. Y/N smiled at him and leaned in to thank Sniper for his words with a whispered "Thank you, Mundy."
He felt her breath on his ear, she rested her legs between his and her cheek touched his. With a soft touch of her index finger, she traced the outlines of his vest. "You look absolutely adorable," she whispered. Sniper was taken aback by her word, he acted on his instincts and confidently grasped Y/N's waist. With his bony hands firmly in control of her back, she couldn't help but catch her breath. "I'm sorry-" he said as he quickly withdrew his hand and placed it down on the ground. Y/N gently placed his hand on her hips and looked him in the eyes "It's okay." At that moment, Sniper's heart began to race at an alarming rate, almost as if it was about to burst out of his chest. "Sheila."
"Yes?"
"I don't feel well."
"Then let me help you with that." Y/N rolled her hips over to Sniper's waist, now sitting on him. She tilted her face more to the side and kissed him seductively. Her lips glazing his, the smooth texture of his aftershave turned her on. They kept pushing their lips up onto each other and soon enough their tongues had intertwined. Sniper's erection grew as Y/N's saliva had become thicker. The tips of his fingers held tighter on her waist as Y/N started to move her legs "M-undy." Her voice was uneven. They stopped to take a breath, both of them stared at each other and bathed in their looks. Y/N lowered her eyes down to his pants and unzipped them.
Y/N let Sniper's erection free, slowly taking his boxers off. Sniper's eyes trailed off behind her in embarrassment. He had sex once, but it wasn't very good, he masturbates rarely. Sniper's libido is low but when it's around Y/N it heightens, Y/N is the only one who can really make him feel this way but it messes with his brain on how he's not well experienced.
Y/N examined Sniper's cock. It was long, about 5 inches and he was uncircumcised. Y/N pulled her hair behind her ear and bent her chest down, putting her mouth around the tip. A shock sprung all around Sniper and his eyes widened, the stimulation was unreal. His breath quickened and he closed his eyes. "Y/N..gh.." He threw his head back as her mouth took over more of him. She could feel the core of his cock and how firm it was, each time her lips went up and down a twitch would ensue. Y/N had gone faster and this made Sniper go crazy. His eyes fluttered, and a sudden rush of euphoria spread around his body. Y/N's body was equally hot as her tongue ran from the top to the bottom of his cock, the feeling of his veins and the curve of his tip made her weak.
Sniper was on the edge, he wasn't used to this feeling, his arms started to shake as he tried to find something to grab onto. His grunts became heavier as if he couldn't breathe and he clenched his fists. "Y/-Y/N!" he screamed out, even talking was making him overstimulate. Y/N knew he was close. She squeezed his thigh and pushed her nails into it as she ran her mouth and hand through the rest of his cock. Sniper's eyes scrunched as his mouth opened and small squeaks spewed out. He raised his hand and grabbed Y/N's hair in desperation and pushed her mouth down as he came into her throat. "ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-hh....." His eyes rolled back from his overstimulation. His mind was blurry, he just grunted until he couldn't. A gush of sperm streatmed into Y/N's throat, making her choke a little. She pushed herself away and took a deep breath, cum running down her chin.
"did that help...?"
GN YALL THIS WAS MY FIRST SMUT (that I uploaded) IM LOWKEY SCARED TO BUT YOU BITCHES ONLY LIVE ONCE ILOVE YALL SM TYSM FOR READIN <33333
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collieii · 1 year
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i rly like the wolfwood vs ninelives fight from volume three, it's one of my fav fights in the whole manga. partially bc i love how wolfwood looks insane and bloody and feral the whole time
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but for other reasons too! it's really fun how he's set up against the guy who...yk...almost can't die. which really pushes wolfwood to his limits, since his usual strategy simply won't work. and his resolution is to just go absolutely hogwild and beat the shit out of the other guy till neither of them can move.
it's also kind of interesting that he does still almost get fucked at the end and needs an emergency save from the insurance girls. i think it suggests the idea that despite his tendency to operate alone and brute force his way through his issues, wolfwood still needs help from time to time. even if he doesn't consciously acknowledge it. he didn't ask for the girls to help him, but if they didn't he might have died.
it sort of serves as early lighthearted foreshadowing of his fight with chapel and livio in volume 10, where he tries to take on a tough opponent/s alone and ends up paying the price. at that point, wolfwood recognizes that he needs others to succeed, but he only admits it to himself when it's too late and he's dying.
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he's lucky vash took the initiative to follow him against his will, because if he hadn't wolfwood would have failed to protect the orphanage and died.
going back to volume three, i also love how these fight scenes are set up, with vash and wolfwood each facing their own opponent who's designed to pick at their weak spots. wolfwood's conflict challenges him by almost invalidating his kill strategy, which he explains as being necessary to ensure his survival and ability to achieve his goals/protect what he cares about. meanwhile the puppet master is so effective against vash bc of his 'sentimentality'.
think if vash and wolfwoods places were switched in this fight - wolfwood would probably just end up cutting through all the puppets. i don't think he'd enjoy it or do it lightly but in the name of self preservation he'd do what he has to do. and if vash was fighting ninelives, he'd def still have issues, but his whole strategy is based on fighting opponents who he can't kill. he's used to having to figure out ways to incapacitate people without killing them. ofc, someone who you ideologically can't kill vs someone you psychically can't kill aren't totally synonymous, but it's still interesting to think about.
and ofc, there's vash's past with emilio. this fight highlights vash's habit of connecting with others personally (and remembering all of them!)
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an early demonstration of an aspect of his character that ends up being hugely important in the finale.
and ofc all this is followed by the hospital scene! which i think sort of highlights the...idk the duality of it all? luida thanks both of them for protecting the ship. both of their methods were necessary, vash's and wolfwood's, as violent as his was. it's discussed explicitly by vash and wolfwood ofc. so we know that this fight also helps point out the multifaceted nature of violence. obviously, sometimes it's awful, but times like these it's necessary. it's not as obvious as the contrast between knives and vash's ideologies, but trimax is constantly challenging vash.
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Hi, i like your writing!
I've got 2 song request ideas, if you want...
The first one, for Alphaville's 'Forever Young', maybe with James? Y/n doesn't want to grow old and is insecure, but James is really sweet about it.
And the second one for 'Love from the other side' from Fall Out Boy. Maybe that one of the Marauders is in love with someone who is forced on the other side of the war.
Only if you want to ofcourse, and you can also change the interpretation or story. No pressure! <3
I'm doing the second one for now, as I cannot figure out how to write you're first idea without repeating the same thing over and over iykwim. I am gonna write it I just need a bit. Anyway, I hope you like it as I did get a little carried away. No shame though.
Love From The Other Side
Sirius Black x reader words; 2,581 song; Love From the Other Side by Fallout Boy warnings; blood, death, death eaters, voldemort in the flesh, yk, not good ending my masterlist yall i got CARRIED away, i lowkey had sm fun writing it though like i've never really written an 'evil' character and it was amazing. i'll defo be doing it more anyway, if you love a song, the marauders, and my writing, request a song fic and your wish shall be my command. HAVE FUN!
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Model house like meltdowns
Still a modern dream let down, it kills me
Sirius knew the risks of dating a Slytherin. But despite everything inside him telling him not to trust the girl, he couldn’t stop himself from doing so. She drew him in like a moth to flame. Unfortunately for Sirius, flames burn. 
You know I'm dying out here
What would you trade the pain for?
I'm not sure
“Pads, where is she?” James asked quickly as he shot a spell at a Death Eater.
Sirius did the same, knocking the Death Eater backwards, “I don’t know, James. I’ve got no clue at fucking all.” He said angrily as a soft spell hit his chest and pushed him back. He stared straight at the Death Eater, who simply cocked their head and flew away as black smoke. “What the fuck.” He mumbled, questioning why he was spared.
We were a hammer to the statue of David
We were a painting you could never frame and
“Sirius, I’m so sorry I wasn’t there. Are you all right?” Y/n asked as she burst through the doors of the Potter manor.
Sirius smiled gently at her, “I’m okay.” he said and Y/n let out a relieved sigh, biting back the guilt that was creeping up on her. 
You were the sunshine of my lifetime
What would you trade the pain for?
“I need to go.” Y/n said quietly, letting go of Sirius’ hand.
“Again?” He asked. “You keep disappearing. Where are you going?”
Y/n pressed a kiss to her boyfriend's lips, “Not important. I’ll see you later.” She said and apparated away. Sirius furrowed his brow at the small amount of black smoke left behind.
This city always hangs a little bit lonely on me, loose
Like a kid playing pretend in his father's suit
“No, we need to be smarter than that.” A voice said and Sirius ducked behind a bush, keeping in a gasp as he saw a group of Death Eaters in a circle.
“You don’t know anything, girl.”
“I know how much stronger I am than you, Malfoy.” The same voice said and Sirius couldn’t help but recognize it. But how? “How much more worth I have to the Dark Lord. Back off.”
I'll never go, I just want to be invited, oh
Got to give up, get the feeling
Get the feeling, don't fight it, fight it
“Sirius, you’ve been zoning out. What’s going on?” Remus asked as the Order, minus Y/n who had left for personal business again, sat around a wooden table.
Sirius looked up, fighting back the tears, “I think Y/n’s a Death Eater.”
Sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
Sirius stared at the Death Eater he was sure was his girlfriend, raising his wand with his chin held up high as he ignored the chaos ensuing around them. The Death Eater did the same and he scoffed.
“I know it’s you, Y/n. I know you’ve betrayed us.” The Death Eater didn’t respond, instead shooting a spell at Sirius, who quickly created a shield. “Just admit it. You’re one of them.” Spell, shield. “I fucking know it’s you! All your secret outings.” Spell, shield. Sirius took a few steps closer. “Don’t be a coward.” Spell, shield, step. “Show me your face.” Spell, shield, pounce. 
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
Love from the other side of the apocalypse
Sirius jumped onto the Death Eater, not thinking about the consequences as he ripped the mask from their head. Although he already knew, her face confirming his suspicions made his heart clench and throat tighten. 
“You fucking traitor.” He seethed, apparating away before the tears could fall.
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
Y/n froze on the ground, staring at the spot the love of her life was before he disappeared. Her head snapped to the side when she heard a strangled gasp and watched as her best friend gasped in horror, James pulling her away from the girl as he looked at her sadly before disappearing with his sobbing wife. Remus shook his head at her, tears in his eyes as well as his figure vanished. 
Y/n laid down on the ground, completely emotionless. The only indicator of her feelings was the lone tear that slid down her cheek and soaked into her hair.
Generation sleep
I'm falling in and out of love
I'm getting that tilted feeling out here
“You let them figure you out?” Malfoy sneered at Y/n who rolled her eyes.
“Now, now, Lucius. Let poor Y/n have a moment to mourn, she did just lose the love of her life.” Voldemort jeered. It was as if she had been stabbed in the heart as she shook her head.
“I don’t care.” She said, her voice steady.
Voldemort nodded, a nasty smile coming across his face, “Delightful.”
What would you trade the pain for?
I'm not sure
“No.” Frank Longbottom said, refusing to believe the news.
“Y/n?” His wife, Alice, asked quietly.
Nowhere left for us to go but heaven
A summer falling through our fingers again and
James nodded, “Yes. Y/n has unfortunately joined the Death Eaters, actually, we believe she was a Death Eater before she was a member of the Order.  So that means any plans we already had, will need to change-”
“Any plans they already had, will change.” Y/n repeated to the group.
“We need to change where we meet.”
“They’ll change where they meet.”
“We need new members.”
“They’ll recruit new members.”
“Anything to stay one step ahead of them.”
“They’ll do anything to stay a step ahead of us, without knowing we’re already three steps ahead.”
You were the sunshine of my lifetime
What would you trade the pain for?
Y/n sighed as she racked her brain, parchment in front of her and quill in hand. Where would they go next? Slowly, other thoughts crept in. Do I know what I’m even doing? Am I making the right choice, or fucking up royally? What about Sirius? When did my act become real life with him? When did I actually start loving him?
I shook the thoughts away as a lightbulb went off. The abandoned Black Manor. Bingo. That had to be where they’d meet next. I wrote down the address on the parchment and stood to bring it to everyone but froze at the door. Should I really do this? 
We're told we gotta get ahead, yeah, no matter what it takes
But there's no way off the hamster wheel on this rat race
Sirius held his breath as he waited to ambush the Death Eaters. They had figured out about the mini meeting being held, and brought the better part of the Order to out number them and attack. He only hoped Y/n wouldn’t be there, because he didn’t know what would happen. He didn’t know if he would kill her or kiss her and beg her to come back to the light. 
James gave Sirius the signal and he immediately shot a spell down, alerting the Death Eaters of their presence. Frank jumped down from where he was hiding and shot a spell at a Death Eater, knocking them backwards. As the big fight began, one of the Death Eaters whistled loudly and black smoke filled the area. What? They knew? How? 
He spotted Y/n taking down one of the members of the Order and it clicked. They might have completely changed their plans, but their strategy stayed the same, and she knew it by heart. Because she created it.
I'll never go, I just want to be invited, oh
Got to give up, get the feeling
Get the feeling, don't fight it, fight it
“James, are you alright?” Lily asked, looking over her husband as he smiled and placed his hand on her baby bump, pressing a small kiss to her cheek.
“I’m okay. They knew about the ambush, and just ambushed us back.” He explained and she nodded sadly, knowing exactly who the culprit of their knowledge was.
Sirius shook in anger and grabbed a glass that rested on the table. He threw it hard at the wall, refraining from screaming his head off for no apparent reason. Lily gasped and James stepped in front of her protectively. 
“No matter what we do, with her on their side, we will never win.” 
Sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
“What happened?” Y/n seethed, her wand pointed threateningly to a random Death Eater.
“The boy, he couldn’t be killed.” The Death Eater explained, his voice shaking.
“And the parents?”
“Dead.” Y/n shuddered, refraining from breaking down knowing people who used to be so important to her ceased to exist.
“The Dark Lord?”
“Not dead, but almost.”
Y/n nodded, “We’ll heal him, until then I’ll keep an eye on the boy as he grows up. And when the time comes, the Dark Lord will seek out his revenge.”
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
Love from the other side of the apocalypse
“Sirius Black escaped, did you hear?” Lucius asked, coming into the dining room.
Y/n nodded, “I did. And?”
Lucius growled, “Well, I thought you’d like to know your boyfriend escaped from the inescapable.”
Y/n shrugged, “I’m not at all surprised. In fact, I thought he would’ve been out as soon as he was in. Not almost thirteen years later. However, it does give us a swell chance of breaking out some fellow Death Eaters, yes?”
Lucius briefly nodded, “Yes.”
Y/n’s eyes darkened as she smirked, “Yes, what, Lucius? Remember what our Lord demanded my name be, you should.”
Lucius refrained from rolling his eyes, “Yes, My Lady.”
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
Y/n smiled as the Dark Lord was reborn, ignoring the clench in her heart at the strangled cries of Harry. He had grown into a handsome young man, that’s no doubt. He had the face of his father, and the eyes of his mother. 
“My Lady, my most loyal follower. Almost my equal, come.” The Dark Lord muttered and she obeyed. He whispered in her ear and her eyes fell onto the dead boy by a broken headstone. She nodded and stood back where she was.
Y/n glanced at Harry with a sinister grin, “Pleasure to see you again, Harry. Tell your parents I said hi when you see them again, yeah? We left off on the rather wrong foot, if you ask me.”
I saw you in a bright clear field
Hurricane heat in my head
Y/n stood quietly in the shadows as Lucius took the prophecy from Harry’s hand and turned around, only to be met with Sirius Black.
“Get away from my godson.” Sirius sneered and punched Lucius hard in the face. A small smile came across my face as I remembered our days in Hogwarts. His punch was exactly the same.
The kinda pain you feel to get good in the end, good in the end
Inscribed like stone and faded by the rain
"Give up what you love
Give up what you love before it does you in"
Sirius fought silently with Lucius, Harry standing behind with a winning grin. Y/n’s head flew to the side as she heard the familiar woosh of someone landing and shock coursed through her body as the words met her ears.
“Avada Keda-”
“Expelliarmus!” Y/n muttered quickly, making Bellatrix’ wand fly from her hand. Everyone looked around in shock, not knowing where the spell came from. “Unfortunately, Bellatrix, killing Sirius Black is of no use to us. And it makes things much less exciting, don’t you think, sweetheart?” She asked as she stepped out from the shadows, not missing Sirius’ gasp.
Y/n walked up to Sirius and he held his wand up threateningly. She held up her hands in defense and took a step closer.
“What do you want?” He asked, a hand protectively going to Harry.
Y/n’s eyes softened, “I know you will never forgive me, I doubt you’ll even believe me, but I am so sorry, Sirius. For everything. I love you so, so much., don’t forget to reread my letter.” She whispered and disappeared, leaving smoke in her spot as Bellatrix and Lucius followed suit.
“What was that?” Harry asked as Sirius locked eyes with Remus.
Sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
“The diary, the ring, the gauntlet-” Harry repeated to Remus and Sirius, studying the letter.
“She told us everything and we were too daft to notice.” Sirius finished, shaking his head.
“Wait, so is she evil or not?” Ron asked and the room stayed silent, genuinely lost. Ron turned to the smartest person he knew, “Hermione?”
Hermione shook her head, a defeated look in her eyes, “I have no idea.”
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
Love from the other side of the apocalypse
“The boy who lived has come to die.” Voldemort said, a wicked smile on his lips. Y/n stood by his side, zoning out as everything happened. She stared at Sirius, who stared right back. They eye contest was broken when Voldemort called Draco to his side. Y/n shook her head slightly at the boy who looked to her for instruction, but with the encouragement of his father he unwillingly walked over, only to receive an awkward hug from Voldemort. Y/n glanced at Sirius one last time, but he was gone.
And I just about snapped
Don't look back
Every lover's got a little dagger in their hand
“An entire war is going on and you’re here?” Y/n asked, leaning against the doorway of the main bedroom in the shrieking shack.
“I knew you’d follow me.” He said simply, gazing out of the window. “But you knew that already.”
Y/n nodded, “I did.”
“And you know why I want you here?” He asked, finally looking Y/n in the eyes.
She grinned, “I do. You want answers.”
Sirius nodded, “Bingo.”
Y/n sighed and stood up straight, walked over to Sirius who stood from his spot on the bed.
“Sirius, the last thing you want is answers.” She said quietly, her lips impossibly close to his.
He shook his head, “I do, you can’t tell me what I want and don’t.”
Y/n let out a breathy laugh, “I know you want this.” She said and leaned in, kissing him gently. He hesitated but reciprocated the kiss, letting his hand snake around her neck and into her hair. “I’m sorry.” She mumbled against his lips and pain bloomed in his abdomen. 
He closed his eyes, the cool metal of the dagger quickly warming with his blood. Y/n helped him down to the floor gently, keeping her hand behind his head so he didn’t hit it on the way down.
“Why?” He whispered.
Y/n smiled and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead before whispering in his ear.
Sending my love
“Long live, Lord Voldemort.”
Sending my love
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cheriihoney · 1 year
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got an ask about more info on my ocs harp and declan ^^ it was a sent a long time ago and now that i have time i decided to answer it! More info on Harp and Declan under the cut
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📱 as i said government assigned agent to keep tabs on you on what you do on the internet and stuff. you aren't the first one he was assigned to watch but something about you seems different.
 📱he started this gig because of life circumstances that lead him to take some not so ethical and moral choices, so him taking on this job to watch a cute lil guy like you wouldnt be the worst thing
📱the cash is pretty good, he doesn't do much on the job really as he just watches well you. which definitely beats he's previous active life style where he had to take care of some people
📱now he's looking to settle down and there you were! being all cute for him! atleast that's what he believes because you are so darn cute when you don't realize you're being watched by him
📱harp isn't his real name, that's just his code name. he left his old life behind to start a new one. He doesn't want anyone to know his real name. Despite wanting to be closer to you he would still want some distance between you and him since he's never had anyone to be close to emotionally.
📱His descent to obsession with you is a slow one. Like real slow but undoubtedly its a slow but sure process. He started personally going through your accounts, photos and the like on his off time. Even at some point convincing the boss to let him have access to your webcam more to observe any 'suspicious' activity. not because he wanted to see you more.
📱it's similar to liking someone you just know based from what they post online and ideally harp shouldn't have been obsessed with you but since he has access to everything and anything that pertains to you. he feels he knows you the most - like a husband would :))
📱after he's come to terms that he's obsessed with you he starts craving the domestic life you seem to lead.
📱now he's picturing himself having a domestic life, something he never considered before but now he would love it as long as you were his wife (gender neutral)
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💐his first life was set in those isekai manwha versions of europe with all those fancy balls and etiquette. thats when he first fell in love with you.
💐he met you, you got to know one another and eventually fell in love with you
  💐cant say the same for you lol you just thought he was just a really good friend!
💐anyways at any point where hes close to confessing his feelings for you, you would always be out of reach somehow. things like falling in love with another person or dying
💐over the course of a few lives later, his patience grew thin as in each life time you guys were in Declan still never had a chance to be with you himself.
💐he's always told himself to be patient and that eventually his time will come when he gets to be with you fr fr
💐yk he says like a very impatient and exhausted man practically waiting for centuries to finally be with you
💐he doesn't exactly remember each life clearly but he does know you and that he has to be with you no matter the cost
💐used to let fate guide his to lead him to you but now he's reconsidering if he should man handle fate
💐current day Declan is from old money who spares no expense to woo you the minute he found you again
💐just straights up introduces himself as your fiance. Because he wanted to atleast take things slowly, atleast he didn't introduce himself as your husband
💐he rizzes up your parents to atleast let him court you like ye olden days. old habits die hard
💐would rather be in a very very very long engagement as opposed to be being your friend first
💐somehow you do agree to atleast know him alittle
💐thus starts Declan's plan of being with you in this life. This poor man is desperate and tired of not being with you in any of his previous lives
💐let him have this one?
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sinnamonrollcat · 8 months
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why Dazai is not dead/dying -my chapter 109 theories
Tw://(dubious logic/slight mention of cockroach?)
Look Asagiri Kafuka sensei's favorite author is Franz Kafka and Franz Kafka wrote "Metamorphosis". "Metaphorphosis" is about simply put yk...a cockroach. A cockroach is known for its ability to survive even without a head for days, even believed to be able to survive even a nuke. And so coming on to bsd, Dazai....he's a cockroach okay? Like the Dude hasn't been able to "un-alive" himself despite the attempts of his enemies, and most notably his own. He's a fucking cockroach that just won't die okay? Dazai is not dying. Thank you for coming to my ted talk.
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Jiang Cheng & Jiang Yanli (Mo Dao Zu Shi/The Untamed) Propaganda
Jiang Cheng (his sister was submitted without propaganda)
“Okay, so, this is a matter of perception and what actually happens. Daddy issues: this one's slightly more controversial, but he PERCIEVES that he gets less love from his father than his adoptive brother (he counts the times he's been held as a child [not many] and is very upset when his father makes him send his dogs away to make emotional space for said adoptive brother) and that his father is very harsh with him because he doesn't love him. Why does Jiang Cheng thing his father doesn't like or love him? Introduce the MOMMY ISSUES!!! His mother accuses his father of liking the adopted son more all the time and forgetting who his true flesh and blood is, causing a huge rift in the entire family. (She's jealous of a dead woman that, honestly, I don't think Jiang Cheng's dad ever had a shot with.) She constantly pits the boys against each other, sowing discord in the family and leaving her son Traumatized~! He IS loved by both his parents, but their toxicity towards each other definitely left him, the adopted son, and their poor daughter with different flavors of mommy and daddy issues. (Except the adopted son always knows in his heart who is actual parents are and says at one point that he does get tired of people forgetting that they, yk, existed and were in love with each other.)”
"Convinced that his dad loved their families ward more than him and said ward has to repeatedly comfort him about it. Mother is a huge bitch that propagates this idea. She only shows affection to him on screen before dying. Most of her time onscreen is her yelling at her husband about how she believes he hates Jiang Cheng because she birthed him. Child of parents that should've divorced."
“The Jiang family is a MESS and Jiang Cheng is very much a product of that. His father prefers his adopted son over him while his mother is abusive, controlling and blames Jiang Cheng for not being talented enough. As you can imagine, this man does not grow up well-adjusted at all.”
“his father AND his mother are critical of him so only SOME of his issues are getting their approval”
“Mommy is mad at Daddy for not loving her. Daddy hates conflict and ignores Mommy as much as possible. And ignores his son as much as possible, because he's so much like Mommy--high-strung, irritable, cautious, pragmatic. Daddy prefers the sunny, brilliant, careless, adventurous foster-brother instead. (Everyone loves/overlooks the needs of Nice Peace-making Older Sister. The three kids manage to grow up loving each other despite all this.) Mommy hates the foster-brother (who is (falsely) rumored to actually be Daddy's son) and needs Jiang Cheng to be better than him in every way. She needs Jiang Cheng to be the BEST. But he's not. He's pretty damned impressive in his own right, but he doesn't have Protagonist Energy. He has Secondary Character Energy. The parenting ranges from Tough Love to just your basic abuse. Anyway, Mommy and Daddy and nearly everyone else at home are brutally murdered. Jiang Cheng inherits his father's position and his mom's sexy magic purple lightning whip and rebuilds the family home and raises his orphaned nephew with a whole lot more love and a whole lot less abuse than he got himself. He cries a lot."
“man is the poster child for parent issues. he's the heir to a powerful sect, but his parents had an unhappy marriage and he had a wretched relationship with them before their violent deaths. his father jfm dislikes jc as a person because he thinks jc doesn't embody the clan motto and is too similar to his mother, a woman he resents having to marry. jfm favors jc's adopted brother because that boy's mom is the one he actually wanted to marry, and jc's mother knows it and takes it out on all of them. jc knows he is considered inferior by both of his parents and that he could never do enough to 'earn' their affection or approval, despite family love being his single most deeply desired wish. during a grug-induced hallucination, he just sees them all getting along and loving each other. but the murder of his parents cuts off any hope for reconciliation or healing between them, and he grows into a bitter, insecure, aggressive, violent, and jealous individual as a result. he ends the story utterly alone besides his young nephew, blacklisted by matchmakers and having pushed away his brother in misguided blame for the death of their sister”
“Insane Mommy AND Daddy issues (ignored and neglected by Dad in favour of his bestie's son, frequently berated by his extremely fierce and sharp-tongued Mom, perpetually in the centre of CONFLICT between parents, who then die traumatically).”
“Jiang Cheng’s parents need a divorce SO bad, but they can’t get one, and they both take it out on him. JC takes after his mother in a lot of ways, which makes his relationship with his father deeply strained. His dad loves him, but he doesn’t seem like him much sometimes. He’s very frequently disappointed in him, and he’s physically unaffectionate and distant, showing clear favoritism toward Jiang Cheng’s adopted brother. Meanwhile, his mother projects her own resentment toward her husband and the adopted-ish brother onto JC. She belittles him, constantly comparing him to the brother and saying he’s a failure of an heir for not being able to match someone who should be his subordinate/inferior.”
“tbf I think daddy/mommy issues run in the family considering who his nephew is, but Jiang Cheng is a big mess of daddy/mommy-related trauma shambling around and masquerading as a man”
“This guy's parents (father Jiang Fengmian & mother Yu Ziyuan) really gave him the worst inferiority complex. His father always dismissed him & heavily favors Jiang Cheng 's brother and his mother, jealous bc the brother is adopted and not her kid, is suoer hard on him and constantly telling him how much he sucks. Really fucks up his relationship with said brother in later parts of the show.”
“His dad has never hugged him and likes his adopted brother better than him to the point where people think the adopted brother is his dad's secret bastard child. His mom always compares him negatively to the adopted brother and says he'll never be good enough and that his dad hates him because he reminds his dad of her. His biggest dream is for his family to be happy and his parents to love him.”
“My man’s dad literally picked up another kid and made him get rid of his puppies. His mom was constantly complaining he wasn’t as good as the other kid and saying this is why his dad didn’t love him. And then they died horribly leaving him in charge of his clan.”
"Listen, this man's mother grabbed his arm (therefore making sure he stays within earshot) shows him to his father and says ""I know you don't love him and that he's a major disappointment, but he's still your son!"" to which I thought 'was it really necessary to say that in front of him????' But his father didn't even argue! He just said ""Wife, not now"" and walks off 'cause he's got better things to do than be in the same room with his family."
“so one jc's dad likes jc's childhood friend better than jc (jc has only been held by his dad less than five times). this is because jc is too much like his mother, who jc's dad was kind of forced to marry. jc's mom is constantly screaming at everybody and whipping people with her tazer whip. jc later inherits that same tazer whip. the nicest thing his parents do for him is die so that he can escape a total genocide of his martial arts sect.”
"- his dad and his mom do not get along well; they have a very chilly relationship
- his dad was rumored to have been in love with another woman, but she eloped with his dad’s best friend/servant instead, so his dad was left to marry his mom
- when he’s a kid, that other woman and her husband die, leaving behind an orphaned kid
- his dad basically ‘adopts’ that kid into their family. Jiang Cheng, who at this point can count the number of times he’s been held by his dad on one hand, immediately sees his dad walk in carrying this random other kid, with no hesitation.
- the kid (Wei Wuxian) is scared of dogs so Jiang Cheng’s dad forces Jiang Cheng to give his three dogs away
- Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng grow up, and Wei Wuxian ends up being better in almost everything. Jiang Cheng’s mom harshly scolds and criticizes Jiang Cheng for not measuring up and being as good
- Jiang Cheng’s dad behaves more affectionately and permissibly toward Wei Wuxian, doting on him to the extent that Jiang Cheng’s mom criticizes him for favoring him over his own son
- she tells Jiang Cheng that he will never be good enough for his dad because he reminds him of her; meanwhile, Wei Wuxian, the son of the woman he used to love, will always be above Jiang Cheng
- Wei Wuxian gets injured and trapped in a cave while Jiang Cheng runs home for a week straight, never stopping to rest while he tries to bring help. When Wei Wuxian is rescued, Jiang Cheng’s father praises Wei Wuxian for best exemplifying their clan’s motto. Jiang Cheng watches while receiving no praise for his own actions
- also Jiang Cheng watches his parents get murdered in front of him, which is also very traumatizing "
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