#cw: brain injury

[sarathrwizard]

Did someone ask for Donnie angst? (rottmnt)

Oh, and maybe some brains & brawn duo art as well! 😁💔

#rottmnt #riseofthetmnt #saverottmnt #donnie #raph #angst #fan art #art #digital art #brains and brawn #hurt/comfort #injuries #snow #cold #beat up #cw blood #tw blood #Future comic in mind #donnie angst #stay tooned #May or may not have something to do with robot wolves #And where their all staying in a log cabin for the weekend #But who knows >:)

[starry-bi-sky]

more cfau miscellaneous things because Childhood Friends Danny and Jason have my head and heart always and I need to finish rewriting chapter two dammit (and redo the half-finished chapter 4 because its just Not The Vibes). i'm almost through I need to get through the graveyard scene. (i just stubbornly refuse to have it be shorter than the original chapter and thats the little death. that is the mind killer.)

Danny and jason’s ghost forms both smell faintly like burnt flesh and cigarettes. However, Jason has a more smokey smell while Danny’s smells almost,,, electrical? In a sense? Like he just straight up smells like burnt flesh and sulphur while Jason smells like someone put him in a smoker first.

It’s very much an unpleasant smell but Danny finds an odd comfort in it just as much as he finds a comfort in the smell of nicotine.

(Jason post-revival smells burnt flesh once and is immediately offput by the fact that it brings him an instinctive comfort. He doesn’t realize its because it reminds him of Danny, and is uncomfortable by it.)

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In an au of an au, Danny’s altercation with Rath ends with Rath regaining enough of his sanity to snap out of the grieving state and ends with him breaking down. Instead of being souped and imprisoned, Rath, who is permanently 14, decides to Move On into the unknown. He’s exhausted, heartbroken, and tired.

(Is this influenced heavily by the ParaNorman scene where he talks to Agatha and helps her move on? Yes. But it doesn’t fit with the Original Storyline so im shoving it into an Au of an Au.)

Rath tells Danny that Jason lied to them (which he genuinely believes), and that he’s tired of waiting/looking for him/grieving. Jason is gone. He isn’t coming back, he abandoned them. And he wants his mom and dad, and his sister, and his friends. And he’s ready to join them.

He leads Danny out to Gotham, which other than Amity Park might’ve been the only city left untouched due to Rath’s own mental block on the place. They go out to the park he and Jason used to frequent or up to one of crime alley’s rooftops, and there Rath lies down and goes to sleep. Only to never wake up again, materializing into nothing as his soul moves on.

Before Rath leaves, he forces Danny to promise him that he’ll only wait for Jason for ten years. After that if he doesn’t find him, or if Jason doesn’t show, then Danny has to move on. Whether that be like how Rath does, or if its inly mentally/emotionally, doesn’t matter. He has to move on. Don’t wait for him. Don’t waste his time any more.

(“Oh, and if you find him, kick his ass for me.”)

Danny reluctantly agrees, and Rath lies down. Danny sings to him as he falls asleep.

(Angsty points if the vigilantes including Red Hood caught wind of their presence and were silently watching from the shadows. Rath might know they’re there, but Danny’s too focused on Rath to notice.)

(If only so that Red Hood realizes that this is what happened to Danny, and that Danny is gone before he can make things right. The tragedy, folks. The angst. The initial realization that Danny was Rath, and then also that Danny was dead and has been dead for years, and that before he moved on, he moved on believing that Jason abandoned him.)

(like i said it doesn't fit in the original timeline/storyline hence why its an au of an au and isn't nearly a fleshed out, but i was largely just focusing on the tragedy of Rath moving on and Jason being alive to see it and realize just who Rath is.)

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Just like how the Lazarus pits shot Jason's twiggy 4'6-5'4 (depending on what you find) feet tall and 86lb ass up like a tree an essentially fixed his malnutrition, the portal did the same thing for Danny.

(granted i forgot about malnutrition and danny's likely stunted growth at first -- his family lived in crime alley and despite both his parents working, I don't think they had enough food all the time. He probably wasn't as badly malnourished as Jason was, but he wasn't healthy either.)

Granted his ghost in its "natural" state (14) is short, and his growth spurts were slow at first, it did result in him reaching his dad's height. There were points where it just happened overnight, like a baby. He went to bed one night 5’6 and woke up the next day 5’10.

Jazz is shorter than him. Although I have't decided if she's even liminal at all (and if she is, it didn't cure everything because she would have also suffered childhood malnutrition, and since in au canon their parents didn't get their hands on physical ectoplasm until after they got to Amity Park. So the exposure is less.)

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Danny's voice absolutely sounds like canon Dan's. It kinda just dropped one day when he was 16-17 and never went back up. Sam and Tucker sometimes ask him to just talk about anything because they find his voice soothing.

I'm not sure yet how Danny would feel about it at first considering Rath, but I imagine that Rath, when he did speak, would have had a quieter and scratchier/weaker voice considering he's spent the last decade shrieking and crying.

(and i suppose technically that shouldn't have any effect on his throat considering he's a ghost and idk if that would actually affect him, but i like the idea so im keeping it)

In the beginning you could hear him from a mile away by the sound of his loud, echoing wails, but ten years later you can only really hear him by the soft, shuddering sobs he makes. Like he's gasping for air that isn't there. The future is full of very quiet survivors.

And it's much easier to speak when you pitch your voice upwards (especially when whispering/speaking quietly) so he might've spoken in a higher, airy pitch in order to be heard. So Danny might actually find a comfort in having a lower voice.

#tw mentions of gore #cw gore #i suppose this counts as gore #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc #dpxdc crossover #childhood friends au #cfau #really leaning into the idea of rath just being a horror. the horrors! i am delighted in the horrors! #im having fun with it #i swear to god turning 19 turned a switch on in my brain because i am much more comfortable with gore and heavy injury now than i was l #literally a year ago. the urge to write about some of danny's most horrific injuries in his fights is STRONG #like the hORRORS folks. *th horrors*. i dont think i'll ever write a dissection fic because that icks me out but the idea that danny's had #to stitch up his own throat because it got slit in a fight nd he cant shift back to human until he's done because his ghost will survive bu #his body wont #the idea that he's been impaled multiple times before and it hurts each fucking time but he still gets up and hurls the hurt right back in #equal measure. because that's how you wanna play? okay. lets play. he's 14 and his best friend is dead. he can play. #and the idea that all ghosts have 'corpse' forms where their ghosts look exactly like how they died. and danny is utterly unrecognizable #jazz being liminal or not just isnt important to me because she's barely gonna show up in the story anyways #same reason why i hardly use the headcanon that ellie becomes danny's daughter because what use is she to me like that? she'll hardly have #an impact on the story and i refuse to treat characters like props. if they can't help progress the story then they aren't included

[selfawarecobalt]

i think mira deserves to snap his arm like a twig

(redraw of this shot)

#this scenario has been marinating in my brain for literally ten years #freed justine #fairy tail #broken bones #injury #blood #tw #cw #blood & injuries #screenshot redraw #ft redraw #my art

[stars-obsessed]

You know that scene in Steven Universe? Well.

Where is Leo, Green? @eternalglitch

I'm...a little sorry? Here's a textless version to make you feel better lol :)))))))))

#like father like son tmnt #the jpeg is literally titled #i want you to suffer as i have suffered #because my brain does sad things like this and i must not be the only victim:))))) #rottmnt fanart #tw trauma #tw injury #cw blood #cw screaming

[cits-kirby-brainrot]

So the waddle dee I drew a few days back?

Yeah, I came up with lore.

(I am ignoring any lore given by the light novels as I know nothing of them, apologies)

+ Bonus:

Gala’s traumatic childhood in the making

#kirby series #kirby papi #papi kirby #not sure which one to use #galacta knight #making headcanons don’t mind me #cw: gore #cw: injury #implied death #man I love angst #gala’s trauma is slowing being ironed out #ignore me I may have a rotting brain #my stuff #the ancients #I guess??? #the butterfly #I’m hesitant to tag Morpho knight

[cordial-imputresco]

One of the most interesting things to talk about with others who enjoy chonny jash is how heart was blinded. From what I've seen, there's 3 main ideas. Mind did something that led to heart being blinded, heart blinded himself, or soul blinded heart.

There are, of course, infinite little intricacies on who did what and how that effects the lore of the album, and I am going to talk about MY specific details. Before I start pulling out medical textbooks I would just like to add that I personally believe that HMS cannot really die, but they sure can suffer! If this were to happen to a real person they would 100% die instantaneously. So don't uhh.. blind ur friends with a trident in an act of poorly placed rage.

Generally, I like to think that heart was blinded by soul using his trident. Now, given the general size and shape of the trident there is no way this thing is easy to use. Traditionally, tridents had a few uses, but were generally a one handed weapon that was used in gladiator fighting and fishing. I like to think that soul's trident is a two handed weapon that is used mainly for show, and when needed, an example.

Now, when attacking with a, somewhat comically oversized weapon, you have to plan in advance on how to deal with their disadvantages. they are typically hard to carry, hard to use, and they have a weird amount of weight in hard to balance areas.

Large weapons usually rely a LOT on gravity and well calculated movements to really do their job. This makes them effective and actually useful. Soul did not really care about anything effective, and was generally just doing it in this horrific fit of rage.

The main issue(s) is that soul didn't really calculate for ANY of the disadvantages. When he drove this horrific mass of metal and hatred into Heart's skull it wasn't elegant. He nearly falls and pushes his full weight against the trident. This means that he not only slammed this thing into his face, but it also means that he MOVED THE TRIDENT AROUND THAT WAS INSIDE OF HEARTS BRAIN. This horrific fuck up of an attack actually ends up making the damage much more intense, not just because of the brain damage, but also because soul 100% broke his skull open and fractured multiple bones in his face.

In most cases of people getting stabbed and sustaining damage to their brain there are no long term neurological effects (given it was just. Knife into brain and then out. Doesn't account for those who we're stabbed multiple times in the head/those who sustained more damage than the initial wound.)However, Heart cannot be so lucky. Given the forcefulness of the injury, and the elongated Spear on top of the trident's three pronged blade, this is not just a stab wound.

He would sustain a lot of trauma to the frontal lobe. I will be using this umbrella term of "Frontal Lobe Syndrome" to describe a lot of the damage heart took. Generally he would have brain damage, I just want to use something more specific that I believe encompasses most of what I am saying?

The trauma he would experience would not just be due to the initial stab itself. Taking out the blade would most certainly cause more damage. The curved prongs only go in one way, and by the time it's pulled out, there a good change that the violent push and pull to wrench the thing out of his head with cause EXPONENTIALLY more damage than the initial blow.

Frontal lobe syndrome is a term used to describe the damage of higher functioning processes of the brain such as motivation, planning, social behavior, and language/speech production. Now! Every case is very different, but for heart I will highlight a few things! First off, his optic chiasm was definitely damaged. Along with this! I feel as if his prefrontal cortex would take the most damage, but the frontal eye field would get messed up as well just due to the shape of the trident's tips and how they were pulled out of his head

This means that the biggest impact this blinding would have brain-wise (other than the complete / near complete loss of Vision) is that heart's emotional regulation would be extremely limited and he could experience a variety of symptoms from a sort of pseudo-depressive state to violent outbursts.

Besides the emotional implications, there is no way heart kept both of his eyes. In the best case, he might be able to see out of one of them, but even then, with the damage to the complex optical nerve connections, who's saying what he could see out of the remaining eye. If he were to see, there's a good chance that at least half of his vision would be completely dark, and that it would be fuzzy and.. almost like the cornea was taken out of eye, just darker and much more limited due to the brain damage.

#chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cccc #cw gore #cw eye trauma #cw brain injury #death cw #rambles #can u tell I like heart #long post #autism won today

[linkedin-offficial]

bloom forth

#WHY DID IT TAKE ME MORE THAN A MONTH TO FUCKING FINISH THIS. AUGH #whatever its over its done with. im not touching it anymore #something something the breaking point^_^ it only goes uphill from here folks #dont worry he gets better ^_^ eehe #no more tadc stuff for awhile i think ive got ideas lingering in my brain #we love that executive dysfunction autism moment #OKAY ANYWAY WHATEVER. im normal i promise guys aaahaha #the amazing digital circus #the amazing digital carnival #carnival au #tadc hero #tadc caine #just a silly little altercation ^_^ tehe #theyll get over it #cw injury #cw blood

[petalpatches]

Posts angsty fanfic art then disappears into the void ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Click for better quality like always~

#this is for a fic called ‘shell-shocked’ by catsandcanaries on ao3! #plz check it out if you want your heart broken :) #it’s been updating recently & it’s been all that’s on my mind #microwaving that fic in my brain #hmmm ok cw tags lol #injury #blood #hospital #bandages #iv line #hurt #bruises #wounds #fma #whump #whump art #anywho I’ve been reading this since hmmmmmmmm 2020 I think?? #don’t like thinking about how that’s 4 years ago that’s just not correct #every time it updates I get SO EXCITED #genuinely so happy to see it continue ^^

[esteemed-excellency]

ok that's enough shrimp colours for today

#hiram buddy there's no need for another colour related brain damaging incident #cw injury #fallen london

[tai-janai]

alrighty i didnt get all the pokemon done (not even close tbh) but i had a little thought dont mind me

Smitten with a lit match, admiring it for a moment. Cold watches.

Smitten catches his eye and turns to him. An adoring smile falls on his face as he rolls the match between his thumb and forefinger.

With a twist of his wrist, he flicks it at Cold. The small but bright flame darts through the air.

Though caught off-guard a bit, Cold catches it before it hits his face, and his scaly fingers close around it, snuffing out the miniature fire. He recognizes the pain singeing his palm, but he doesn't let it affect him.

He raised an eyebrow at Smitten, then looks down at the crumbled, char-black mess in his hand.

"Aw," Smitten coos, scooting over to him, "Did you burn your hand?"

Cold found himself speechless as the look of adoration turned into something teasing. The other took is hand and brushed away the remains of the match.

Smitten stares at him with lidded eyes.

"You poor thing," he purrs.

#cold's brain catches on fire #(holy shit.) he thinks #if smitty just played into his sadism just a tad #cw burns #cw minor injury #voice shipping #smitty and the cold bitch

[blinkpen]

sometimes your stream of consciousness just takes a turn you never know what i'm gonna do next

#mog art #doodles #necrin #zoetrope #yeah see my brain just kinda does whatever when i've zoned out entirely while caj-doodling #horror #blood cw #body horror cw #injury cw #when you have so much fun goofin off with the blorbos that when the horror elements stop by its like getting hit by a truck #a truck with boxing gloves on

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

They say don't open old wounds, but this is still brand new.

And I've got nothing left to lose, besides you.

I've already lost you once, what more could you do?

Old Wounds - Pvris

yearning fill for guardian bingo fest

#guardian #guardianbingofest #shen wei #zhao yunlan #twabbbiih's edit #cw blood #cw injury #zhen hun #zhenhun #guardian cdrama #*hurls this out into the void* #these last few weeks have not been good or fun or productive in the world of me creating things #and this is not great but it is done #I am back on my no one understands weilan quite like Lynn Gunnulfsen (pvris) bullshit #i never really left #are they particularly yearnful (??) shots? probably not but it's what I went with #ima keep it real with you chief these prompts that i can't be really literal about sure are causing my brain to struggle #that second to last one is way too bright isn't it *sigh* fuck it

[grislyintentions]

|| HC- Diviner's Fate ||

In reference to the Glimpses into the Beyond manuscript penned by Fuxuan herself, she spares little effort in reminding/warning other diviners that any actions that imply attempts to predict Yaoshi's fate will be treated as an unforgivable felony.

Despite the considerable leniency that is offered to those who attempt to predict the fates of other Aeons (still illegal), the Ten-Lords Commission equates acts of trying to predict Yaoshi's as a crime equal to the Ten Unpardonable Sins. Diviners found guilty of said transgression will be punished strictly- provided they are still alive after committing said crime as those who have tried have all met tragic fates of their own.

Given these factors, there are two possible outcomes that befall Diviners who attempt to predict Yaoshi's fate:

Mental Collapse (Subsequent development of Acute Megalophobia)

Divination is by no means true omniscience. It is a practise of making calculations based on recorded instances of data and the Diviner's ability to map out multiple possibilities based on the movements, logic as well as thought processes from it.

As witnessed in March's story quest, the Matrix of Prescience is used by diviners to draw information from the past to predict the future by literally placing the observing person in said variable scenarios to derive accurate outcomes, albeit heightened by Fuxuan's third eye.

The Matrix actively draws the future it observes from Chaos.

So how does one even begin to calculate and predict the fate of Aeons who fill the skies like celestial bodies? A being that is incomparably huge, move according to their own Path with a transcendent mind? How does one even define chaos of such magnitude?

Both devices as well as the living mind has their limits. To withstand, hold and interpret something of this magnitude is realistically impossible to accomplish without breaking something in the process either by fragmenting of memory or mental collapse in efforts to preserve one's well being ie: amnesia, memory repressing etc.

In such a scenario, it is likely that diviners may experience a similar phenomenon. Their added ability to literally "visualise" observations may also cause the Matrix of Prescience to backfire and create a massive toll mentally. And they could thus develop an accute fear of vastness when bombarded with everything at once (fear of outer space, bodies of water, atmosphere so on so forth). TLDR: A living hellscape they cannot avoid. Resuming divination duties would be impossible with the emotional association, PTSD and trauma. ON TOP of having to be punished for committing what is essentially a crime.

Victim of Parasitism (Eventual Brain Death)

To essentially divine an Aeon's fate is to quite literally observe and visualise oneself walking down their path. While it might seem achievable at first, this places the human psyche in a very tenuous position.

They have to possess a certain level of emotional understanding in order to navigate the accurate steps. When tied with their own cultural complicated feelings towards Yaoshi, it can all form a level of cognitive dissonance and dissociation in order to process things.

With reference to how the "Aeons" in Herta's simulated universe could capture notice of the Trailblazer from his actions, why would this then be a stretch? Especially when the Luofu is a place already filled with Yaoshi's blessings, along with those who actively pay homage to their practises, it is all too easy for the Aeon to take notice of repeated engagement from a certain device.

Diviners who try to place themselves in the mindset of an all too generous Aeon will likely be further poisoning themselves with not only knowledge but also a stronger unfiltered emotional connection with Yaoshi.

With parasitic comparisons of my Yaoshi portrayal, I like to think that the diviners may suffer a similar fate to the ants who have the unfortunate displeasure of crossing the path of the Ophiocordyceps unilateralis.

Once infected by the fungi, ants would often alter their behavioural patterns by searching for areas best suited for fungal growth. They then attach themselves to leaves, remaining there to their deaths from which the fungi spores grow and release from the spores in their head. This is something that has devastated multiple ant colonies.

Similarly for diviners, they will remain unawares to the facts that mara symptoms have begun to develop at an erratic rate within them. In the ensuing days to come, they may experience a radical change in ideology, compelling them to follow down Yaoshi's path or join up with the Disciples of Sanctus Medicus.

Those who fight to retain their own lucidity may experience the soul crushing endeavor of losing their mental faculties periodically, feeling their bodies and mind revolt against them. It is a slow, terrifying and debilitating experience that may cause them to take the only means out rather than give in to Yaoshi. Thus, also succeeding temporarily in accomplishing the Aeon's goal of relieving them from 'suffering'. They cannot escape not even in the end.

#charac: yaoshi #[a lot of people bash divination practises #but this is the very same concept present with strategising as a whole. its not omniscience. its pattern prediction and can be applied #in a lot of things not just spiritually. but in defense tactics etc too. #thats why fuxuan is placed in such a prominent position together w jingyuan during militaristic approaches] #[please take w grain of salt! i just like to think thonks and fling spaghet gbgbg] #brain injury cw #parasitism cw #suicide tw

[ichverdurstehier]

It is really very annoying that "brain damaged" "retarded" and the like are used as insults. I am trying to find Tumblr blogs from people who have brain damage or traumatic brain injury, but when I search for it on Tumblr, I get people insulting each other.

Also yes I'm aware that retard is technically a slur, but it's a medical diagnosis as well, and I am writing a character. (R word is not seen as okay in universe)

Etc

Tldr pls stop using "brain damaged" "retarded" and related terms as insults. These are real medical diagnosises and I do not appreciate you clogging the tags

#brain injury #r word #r slur #r slur mention #r slur tw #r slur cw #traumatic brain injury #brain damage #head injury #writing help #writing resources #writing reference #rant #personal rant #mini rant #rant post #vent post #ableism

[aislinceivun]

Who ordered angst with their deathpuss? Nobody?

Ah well, I made it so here it is

#puss in boots #puss in boots 2 #puss in boots the last wish #deathpuss #my art #I'M SORRY #brain made me sad with this thought so now y'all have to suffer with me #blood cw #fatal injury cw #it's reaping time lobo #pib

[masquenoire]

Apart from upper body surgery, Roman didn't require much else to maintain such a masculine figure. When he was dropped as a baby, the resulting fall damaged the pituitary gland in his brain, causing his growth (and aggression levels) to go haywire the day he hit puberty. Before then he remained a very small child, one easily pushed around by his parents but remembering every strike, every insult and slap he suffered at their hands until he was old enough to fight back. It came as a nasty shock to Mr. and Mrs. Sionis when the child they resented for years as being slow, ugly and unfeminine seemingly transformed overnight into an uncontrollable monster hellbent on tormenting them at every opportunity.

#💀 || musings #💀 || headcanons #gender dysphoria tw #gender dysphoria cw #child abuse tw #child abuse cw #I just remembered I never really talk much about Roman's issues as a trans man? #He does take testosterone injections to maintain his musculature but that's about it #He's very inclined to mistrust doctors and medical procedures after getting locked up in Arkham #Treating him like a freak in his opinion #The rest of his body though? All natural #And his parents HATED it #It's all their own fault for dropping him on his head the day he was born #Otherwise he might have turned out very differently #But yeah Roman's angry for REASONS #He literally can't help it due to the injury his brain sustained #Frankly it's amazing he survived to adulthood bc of repeated neglect #Like letting him suffer from a rabid racoon bite bc they'd rather not be late to the big bash the Waynes are throwing #Leaving Roman at home alone to suffer all weekend and nearly DIE #So yeah Roman is a modern marvel as to how durable the human body is 😂 #Can I force myself to do one response today let's see #Wope up very late and very tired bleh