#cw doctor mention

[flxshy]

Health whining / asking for advice under the cut

So I've had fibromyalgia p much my entire life, and its had its ups and downs. But recently its been at an all time high, and for nearly three weeks now I've been either living off three heating pads and a fuck ton of meds, or bed bound unable to sit up.

I went to the doctor the other day for my hrt stuff, and apparently its affecting my blood pressure with how much pain I've been in. They recommended a pain clinic, but I've never dealt with anything like it before. Have any of you gone to one of them?

What are your experiences, and do you have any advice with how to mitigate pain so I can at least do the dishes?

#;; ooc post #;; lyrium speaks #cw chronic pain #cw doctor mention

[alostlittleriverlotus]

Just sitting here doing research into the fact I seem to have hypothyroidism, the connection with it between PCOS, and just thinking about the way my doctors have failed me because all the signs were there, but nothing was ever done and even now, they're more focused on my weight and diet despite the fact that it is out of my control, was extremely sudden and fast, and super unnatural. But sure, proper diet and exercise will magically fix everything despite the fact that I can barely get out of bed cause of chronic pain and fatigue and my knees motherfucking suck.

I literally haven't slept in like 19 hours cause of the fucking heat in my house and my room getting 90% of the airflow for this thermostat despite my room being tiny so I'm literally quite exhausted and bored out of my mind. I'm cooling off now, but I've cried a lot. I'm sleep deprived and frustrated and bored. I'll pass out soon.

#doctors suck #cw doctor mention #hypothyroidism #PCOS #invisible disabilities #physical disabilities #disabled #physically disabled #mentally disabled #My mind and body just hate me #There is so much wrong physically and mentally #I'm just kinda used to it #rant #sleep deprived #insomnia #sleep loss #I'm so tired #omfg I hate everything #angry #angy #I am an angy bean

[thesilversun]

#cw medical #cw asthma #cw doctor mention

[comic-art-showcase]

forgotten Batman villains by Scott Chantler

Batober prompt: Forgotten

#scott chantler #crazy quilt #the shiner #the eraser #doctor double x #the bookworm #batman villains #batman rogues #batober #dc #food tw #tw food #food cw #cw food #food #food mention

[zagreuslives]

“Take the blade, Ms. Pollard. Go on. You two have played out this farce before, I believe.”

“Kill me.” // “It’s me. I’m the bravest person here” // “Kill me…” // “Goodbye, Doctor.” // “Go-goodbye, Charley….Thank you…”

One of my favorite scenes in all of Doctor Who. Have some more Big Finish fanart courtesy of my fever that won’t break

(Though for the record: I do NOT recommend listening to Zagreus with a high fever. It starts to actually make sense)

#big finish #zagreus #Zagreus spoilers #though come on guys it’s been out for two decades #eighth Doctor #Charley pollard #scherzo next #gotta take extra strength Tylenol beforehand because I’m pretty sure it’ll break my break to listen to Scherzo with a fever #ah shit wait #cw violence #cw blood #cw death #cw suicide mention #(kinda) #zagreus big finish #doctor who #this looks soooo much better in the original form hate that tumblr eats PNGs

[redd956]

Whump Prompt List: NMA Edition

Based off of my NMA worldbuilding line

AKA Whump that @demondamage would like. AKA: nonhuman whumpees, experiment whump, medical whump, lab whump

CW: Violence, Hospital Whump, Experiment Whump, Nonhuman whumpees, Death Mention, Needles

Draining whumpee's blood in order to centrifuge a special resource from it

Hooking whumpee up to an IV that contains some form of sedative, paralytic, or similar formula inside of it

A physically powerful whumpee needing to be held down by a group, as a sedative is forcefully entered into their system

Whumpee watching their blood exit their veins through a tube, knowing theirs nothing they can do, slowly realizing that they're taking too much

Whumpee getting their blood drained, not knowing if their captors are going to stop before it's too late, or if they plan to get rid of whumpee this way after all

Filing down whumpee's sharp teeth, their pointed claws, sawing off their horns, tying down their tail. Whatever needs to be done to keep the nonhuman whumpee from having an advantage.

Whumpee being kept sedated or out of it, until they are needed for their magic

Muzzled and/or restrained whumpee lashing out at the doctors analyzing

Whumpee's every nonhuman aspect being analyzed, their privacy completely invaded, as doctors poke and prod, crooning over their find

A group of whumpees are captures, and they all fear the worse. However after one is found to be more rare than the others, they quickly discover that for one of them, it's going to be much much worse.

Multiple whumpees getting separated based off of the research that needs to be conducted on them

A limp whumpee, kept down for research, needing to be moved or treated as a comatose patient since the doctors dealing with them are too scared of their abilities

Testing to see what whumpee reacts painfully too, how they heal from the different things tested on them, watching them slowly grow terrified of the scientist opening their door

Taking a marker to whumpee's skin and going to town, preparing for the next set of plans

Forcing whumpee to use their magic or nonhuman abilities far past their limit

Whumpee growing more and more tired as they loose their magic/blood, watching the world darken and the noise of life muffle

Doctors taunting and teasing a heavily restrained whumpee. Whumpee, who is normally such a dangerous creature, can do nothing as they pull on their tail or forcibly spread out their wings

Hands latching onto whumpee's face, moving their head into the position they need to

Whumpee waking to the feeling of fingers prodding for the perfect injection spot

Strapping whumpee down to a table, the doctor admiring their work, thinking they'd never see a nonhuman of this type to work on

Whumpee being returned to a cell full of other nonhuman whumpees after a finish experiment, being plopped down unceremoniously in front of the others, before the doctor looks up to pick the next one

Tattooing whumpee to know what experiment group they belong to

Holding an oxygen mask to whumpee's face, watching as the mist of a sedative kicks in

#nma worldbuilding line #whump #lab whump #cw violence #whump prompt list #experiment whump #scientist whumper #doctor whumper #medical whump #hospital whump #nonhuman whumpee #nonhuman whumpees #cw whump #cw death mention #death mention #whump prompts #whump prompt #magic whumpee #needle whump #whump sedation #sedation whump #whump ideas

[cupinho]

Everyone making Iceberg a UwU gay femboy :3 when in reality he would say things like this:

#Art #Cuppish Art #scp #scp fanart #scp doctors #Dr Iceberg #CW Suicide mention #pls im not saying that uwu innocent femboy iceberg should be anihillated from existence #is just that people forget how bad the characters are/can be #And i think those bad characteristics must not be forgotten

[trek-tracks]

Sub Rosa except it's TOS and Bones inherits the creepy sex ghost candle from his grandmother

I apologize for my sins

#star trek #star trek tos #leonard mccoy #sub rosa #bones mccoy #beverly crusher #the man trap #inspired by a wonderful drawing by @spatasphere that is not nearly this creepy #Jim: Bones is a lot less grouchy these days. I wonder what's going on #Spock: Captain #I share a wall with the doctor #and from the sounds I can tell you #but I know not with whom #cw innuendo #cw sex mention #AOS version is Bones being crazed on the shuttle because a sex ghost has been visiting him for months and ruined his marriage #Jim one day just comes in drunk and accidentally smashes the candle and Bones is free #i was dared to post this by discord so fine i am humiliating myself on the tumblr stage for you thanks

[go-to-the-mirror]

Underneath the autism smile is suicidal depression

#doctor who #ninth doctor #landscaping your mind chapter one #he’s blorbo to me #suicide ment #suicide mention #suicide ment tw #suicide ment cw

[the-force-awakens]

Thinking about what a sweet, kind, silly and gentle hearted person Poe is until you piss him off and once that switch is flipped, he's a force to be reckoned with

Oh, did you mean? my most favorite? facet? of his character? that makes me lose my marbles? and also happens to be maybe my favorite character trope of all time? that? Okay I hope you were expecting an infodump because what-ho! that's what's happening, I have come prepared and with receipts, let's fucking go on how Poe Dameron is a goddamned force of nature and how the galaxy should be really fucking thankful his loyalty is first and foremost to the Resistance and to the Light, because if it wasn't...well, I'd dread to think, but it wouldn't be good for anyone else.

The fun thing for me, is that it has always been a part of Poe's character, right from The Force Awakens -- it's subtle, but it's there, hidden between the sassy quips in the face in danger and the professionality of Commander Dameron; little fleeting moments that tell you that Poe Dameron is not someone to be trifled with at all, including one of his very first scenes:

I'm 90% certain that Poe's gaze actually lands first on Tekka's body here, before lifting it up to glare at Ren - and that's more than just a defiant glare, that's a look of loathing. Which fits, considering that I do believe the Force Awakens novelization confirms that Poe rushes in without thinking, and acts on sheer anger/rage when he goes to shoot Ren after Ren kills Tekka.

(More lengthy thoughts under the cut, I was not kidding, I saved a dozen images for this).

And that look is far from the only moment in TFA that clearly goes "oh. yeah, Poe can be scary when he wants to be", there's this frankly delightful moment during the trench run when Poe sees a fellow pilot perish while covering him:

and then moments later, when Poe flies into the heart of Starkiller to destroy the oscillator, we get this shot:

that's far more than just determination/focus, he's angry. and he has every goddamned right to be - he was just held captive and tortured for (??) days, and this monstrosity just destroyed an entire fucking planetary system, and the very Republic that Poe has spent his entire adult life believing the inherent values of, that he thought could genuinely improve. Never mind the detail that Poe probably likely spent time on the Hosnian System, if he didn't live there temporarily during his time in the Defense Fleet.

But these shots makes it clear where the comic gets the idea from that the First Order might, y'know, actually be. A little bit terrified of Poe Dameron:

He's a serious threat, and ruthless when it comes to the First Order. People joke a lot about Poe being reckless, but I don't see a lot of recognition for the fact that he can be ruthless - he sees point b and dives straight at it, and he's absolutely relentless in his determination to take the First Order down.

The quickest possible way to enrage Poe is inaction or injustice. We see this clearly in the Last Jedi, when he believes Holdo is essentially leading them to their deaths and has thrown the Resistance away:

but we also see it as far back as Before the Awakening by Greg Rucka:

This conversation carries on for a page or so more, I think, with Poe arguing against the New Republic's decision to not act or investigate further (it's also what prompts him into going rogue to investigate on his own, which leads Leia into recruiting him for the Resistance).

And we've even seen it in material as recent as Free Fall, which means this is a character trait Poe has had his entire life:

(these do not paint my girl in a great light but like she's fucked up okay!! and being groomed into taking her mother's place it's fine, it's fine, she's my fucked up little blorbo)

anyway. so this is Poe when he's, probably about 16? 16 going on 17 here, and this is probably the angriest he's ever been considering how shocked he is about the chill in his own voice (which if you were ever curious why I say Poe's anger runs cold, it's because of this scene right here). He's so enraged by the injustice being carried out by Sotin, that he's genuinely - for the first time in the book - considering actually killing someone. And he gets into a screaming match about what the right decision is with Zorii.

(he also gets to punch Sotin later, by the way, if you even care. It's glorious. I love my favorite character who decides murder is okay if said murder is in question a guy who deals in the slave trade)

But also.

My favorite instance of this, ever, which rewrote my fucking goddamned brainchemistry in 2017 when I read it and made me have to step away from my computer and honest to god pace the length of my house to walk it off, is his confrontation with Terex in issue #13 of the Poe comics.

Because you know what?

This entire fucking exchange is personal, and almost/pretty much outright vindictive? Like at this point, Poe has solidly won this round - Terex has finally been defeated, and all Poe has to do is hand him over to the First Order. He knows, in doing so, Terex will likely be killed, and after who knows how long of Terex's bullshit meaning Poe couldn't trust his squadron, and the fact that L'ulo just died - well, Poe's not real broken up about it, which is fun in itself.

But then he asks Malarus if he can have a moment with Terex before he hands him over and Poe....uses that moment to gloat.

And y'all know me i don't use words like that for Poe but like. he kind of does? he asks a moment alone with terex specifically so that he can taunt Terex that he won, that Terex didn't beat him, and that in trying to take Poe down, Terex cost himself everything (a fact Poe happily rubs in his face), and even adds that "and when I give you to the First Order, I bet they'll take the rest."

So like. Yeah.

Poe knew full well they'd likely kill him, and spends the next few issues full heartedly believing that Terex was dead. And he taunts Terex with it here in this moment. It is TRULY glorious and honestly had 17 year old me's little head spinning because it was such a subversion of what I thought Poe would do -- but he did! He didn't try to figure out a way to spare Terex's life, and he used his final moments with Terex to make sure Terex knew that Poe was fully aware of what the choice he was making meant.

It's fucking DELICIOUS.

And I also love this panel from earlier into the issue:

Because again, it's a great illustration of how Poe can come off cold because of the art choices Phil Noto made here: look at the jacket. It's zipped up all the way to Poe's neck (a rarity for Poe), and just generally gives him this very closed off, cold appearance because he's at his wit's end in this issue, and he is angry about the circumstances Terex has forced him into.

So...yeah. Poe Dameron is a sweet, compassionate, silly guy who makes the worst fucking puns you've ever heard this side of the galaxy. He loves his droid, wears his mother's wedding ring with the intent to give it to the right partner someday, and loves all of his friends full heartedly and is generally the most tactile, affectionate person you will ever meet. He's pretty much everyone's best friend, because he has that kind of charisma and ability to make anyone feel like they're the most important person in the galaxy.

But Poe Dameron is also the man that the First Order seems genuinely intimidated/afraid of. He's the man that destroyed Starkiller base, and toppled the most powerful crime syndicate in the galaxy when he was just 17 years old. He is not someone you ever, ever want to piss off, because for all his warmth and love, Poe has an anger that runs cold, and when he hates something - it's just like when he loves something, he doesn't go half-way.

General Organa isn't the only Resistance general that can be absolutely terrifying in her own right as much as she can be gentle and loving. It's just that Leia's the only one anyone ever notices, because...well, Poe's silly and funny and usually kind of easy going.

And the fact that people underestimate him is what makes him that much more dangerous.

#userorb #ask box #my meta #poe dameron #listen. listen. he's SWEET and he's charming but also ongod the first order is /afraid/ of him and can you REALLY blame them #the best fucking trope in the world is the silly goofy soft characters that also can make that switch #to like. stealing from doctor who now. to going full oncoming storm #it's WONDERFUl #i love it so much we need more instances with this trope #flashing gif #death mention cw

[hollow-keys]

Thinking about Turlough's suicide attempt in Enlightenment and how little it's dealt with.

#cw suicide mention #vislor turlough #doctor who #classic who #📨

[evviejo]

thirteen’s era appreciation: 185/?

#dwedit #doctor who #yasmin khan #ryan sinclair #rosa #mandip gill #tosin cole #13seraappreciation #my gifs #yaz* #ryan* #cw racism mention

[doccywhomst]

tell me why in the notes

#the doctor passes u the boof - what do u do #cw drug mention #doctor who #classic who

[mostly-functional]

Something about this parallel really gets me. Seeing the person you love for the last time and they don’t even know who you are

#dr who #doctor who #rose tyler #river song #doctor x rose #doctor x river #parallels #cw mention of death

[yanderemommabean]

God I just want Lee to fucking RAIL ME! I want him to make sure I can’t walk for a fucking month! I want him to leave a vibrator in me and watch me try to keep my composure at work! I want to suck his dick while he’s doing paperwork! I want him to compliment my pretty lace lingerie before tearing it off and using the scraps to tie my hands together! God this man makes me so fucking horny and I’m on my period so I can’t do anything about it! God fucking damnit!!! 😫🤬

You CAN, if you use the shower head method, or simply wash up afterwards UwU (Or have Lee do the dirty work, he's a bit of a freak for it)

-Mommabean

#anon asks #period cw #mommabean #anon confessions are amazing #my ocs #yandere imagines #yandere scenarios #yandere lemons #dr lee my oc #doctor lee my oc #period mention

[ghostofnibelheim]

//TIL why Reno isn't around for Rebirth and ngl, I'm very sad.

I always say that I'm a bit annoyed at how fandoms tend to glorify voice actors as though they are the real characters, when videogame characters especially are born from the efforts of many different people (concept designers, 3D graphic artists, editors, animators, screenwriters...) who don't get half the recognition voice actors do. But even believing this, knowing that Reno lost his Japanese voice from the Advent Children days (9 years, folks) feels like the character itself lost a really important piece of his soul.

And I say this as someone who has never played/watched FFVII in Japanese, too.

I don't know, it's really hard to balance these two contrasting feelings. Just the other day I learned Cyno lost his Korean voice too, so maybe that's adding up to the upset.

I am still incredibly appreciative of all the creative team behind each and every character in my favorite games. Their hard work cannot be overstated.

Dr. Saru\\

#00a || the doctor speaks [ooc] #cw: death mention