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Hey beans! Bit of an update-
This post will include mentions of abuse so, please, don't read if that will harm you in any way!
Sorry for the lack of posts lately! With how weird my school is with testing and clinicals, I've had hardly any real time to feel like I could sleep AND create. On top of that, I am still in the unfortunate position of living with my abuser, along with the rest of my family who seem to be going downhill.
While I'm hoping I can get a job to save up to move out of this state, that's going to take time, and its time I fear I don't have some nights as just the other night while bringing home groceries, I was met with my step dads gun directly in my face, and him being mad I was "Coming home late at ten at night" when it was, in fact, only 9:15 and I made myself known as I walked up the stairs.
My grandma is also a big issue, she's draining as usual but its taking more of a toll on my by the day. I no longer get food stamps either which is a reason she wants to start in on me every day I walk out of my room. The verbal abuse is one thing but she's threatening again and if I stand up for myself I'm seen as the bad guy.
My mom who used to be a person I thought I could turn to is now down a rabbit hole about "Woke" culture and now sees anyone in the LGBTQ community as brainwashers, yet when I remind her I am bisexual, she seems to backtrack a bit and say "Well no, not you, you're a good one"
She's also back into worshipping the Christian God, which I have absolutely no issue with, but she's telling me that I cant have my tarot cards or my own craft in my room like I'm some 15 year old who doesn't understand religions, and not 24 and choosing my own way in life. She keeps insisting that I pray, that I thank God, that I'm a sinner, anything to make her feel like she's scaring me into "Changing". I keep telling her she's driving a wedge between us, but it seems to be for nothing.
Every day I feel like my support net is crumbling, and I feel like this trip to save up is going to be fruitless as I don't have my own car, I have to find a way to get the doctors I need if I even get to the state I'm moving to, and so on and so on.
Any who, I'm going through a lot and can't seem to catch a break but I love you beans! I hope you're all doing good and having a wonderful day!
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 8 days
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so like . i see this blog is a safe haven for people who fucks beasts and whatnot.
hear me out ma, Godzilla.
thats it thank you for giving me your attention. Possibly give us hcs?
While he is massive, if you managed to catch his attention, he would be as gentle as he could. I do like to think he'd accidentally destroy nearby buildings when excited to see you, so maybe you'd have to have a large nest a few islands away for your safety and the publics! He'd like to bring you prey he'd caught, and maybe even roast it for you if he's confident he wont hurt you in the process. You're just so small! and he likes you so much! Oh he'd go on such a rampage if you got injured!
Doesn't like when other scientists come over. Sure yeah explain what you want but to him they're all just vile, annoying pests who need to just jot down their little notes and LEAVE.
Jobs dont make too much sense to him either. He always just eats when he's hungry, sleeps when he's tired, and so on. But you explain that you can't do that at all and he just considers breaking apart even more cities, because that's less cruel than capitalism.
Likes to show you shiny things but since he's, you know, MASSIVE, said shiny things are usually cars, building pieces, large rocks, and sometimes planes.
Tries his best to make the nest comfortable, but he isn't used to warm blooded creatures so he never knows when you're too cold or too hot, so one half is all fabrics and bedding and blankets and the other is nice cool rocks and industrial fans (you do the electrical work sadly but, it cant be helped, as he's a GIANT LIZZARD. Dont be mean!)
-Mommabean (Hope these were entertaining!)
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yanderemommabean · 10 days
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We switched pixie to elderly cat food and she’s feeling a LOT better! So imma show her off!
-Mommabean (hello!)
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yanderemommabean · 10 days
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but how do you think yandere Lucifer react if his darling turned into a roomba
"Well...I've fucked worse"
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 10 days
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers <3
My animals
Writing to escape reality
the woods I use for my worship and practice
My loved ones
you beans!
-Mommabean (Hiya! Thank you!)
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yanderemommabean · 10 days
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the cutest! i love your necklace
Oh Thank you! You're very sweet!
It's a cat hanging on, so when I get bored and twirl the necklace the cat does little spins and handstands lol it's one of my favorite pieces of jewelry!
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 12 days
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Reblogged for the new peeps!
-Mommabean
I am all for yandere single dad!
Not sure if this counts BUT, a yandere dad that ends up falling for the nanny his wife hired to watch their daughter.
A well off business man, finely tailored suit, who's been stuck in a dead marriage with a woman he can't stand.
Although he adores his daughter he rarely has time for her because of his highly demanding job. To make matters worse, her supposed "mother", if you even call her that, doesn't give her the time of day and constantly ignores her
He didn't think his life would turn out like this.
In their college days, he and wife then girlfriend, had been dating for a year before he finally decided to end things after having grown sick of her demanding and entitled attitude.
However, when he tried to break up with her, she announced she was pregnant with his child. Of course he had his doubts and demanded a paternity test. Instead she went behind his back and told his parents.
Both their families were very conservative and had high standings in their communities. So as to save face, they pressured him into marrying her so as to not cause a scandal. So under threat of disownment by his family and the chance of his reputation being ruined for being considered a man who abandoned his child after getting a woman pregnant. He craved and agreed.
The first few years were decent. Despite, the way they got to together, he tried to make the relationship work but it soon became clear she had no interest in that.
As soon as his daughter was old enough to do certain things on her own, his wife stopped wanting anything to do with her. Instead preferring to go out with her friends, shopping and partying as if she was still a single 19 year old college girl.
The few times she isn't out spending large amounts out his money, she sitting at home doing nothing but watching TV or online. All while completely ignoring her daughter.
If that was bad enough, he's pretty sure she been cheating on him. She's constantly going out dressed to the nines in makeup and expensive clothes. She always on her phone and keeps it locked when she's not. And has been very distant as of the past few years.
He has thought about just divorcing her and finding someone else but nothing ever really came of that idea.
He grew up with the idea that divorce was a sin and once a person makes those vows, you can't ever break. Though that wasn't his true concern. His main worry was losing his daughter.
His wife was a vindictive woman who surely do anything in her power to make his life a living hell if he dared divorce her. And that included using their daughter as a mean to hurt him.
The court were they lived had tenancy to reward majority custody to the mother, even if the father is more suitable to raise the child. And knowing his wife, she'd probably claim he was abusive to her and their daughter, which would grant her a higher chance of gaining full custody. And didn't want to risk losing his daughter to her neglectful mother.
So, her surmised it would be better to wait until his daughter was 18 to divorce his wife.
However, things changed when you entered the picture.
A nanny hired by his wife to watch their daughter for a few hours while she was out.
He remembers coming home that day and finding you there in the living room playing with his daughter.
Of course he was shocked and asked what you were doing in his house, but after explaining the situation, he was left furious! His had life their daughter with a complete stranger without bothering to consult him first!?
His anger only grew when you tell him you were only supposed to watch his daughter for a couple of hours, but his wife had been gone all day and no matter how many times you tried to call her, she wouldn't answer her phone.
She didn't even tell you how to reach him or give you a list of things rules for the young girl. She just shoved her daughter on you and told you to watch her. Didn't even pay you before hand. You didn't feel comfortable leaving such a young child by alone, so you stayed and waited for the father to come home.
Feeling bad for you, he decided to just pay you for your trouble and let you go home.
However, when you tried to leave, his daughter grabbed onto your leg and started crying, saying she didn't want you to leave.
This shocked both of you and he tried to convince his daughter to let go of you to no avail. Eventually he asked if you wanted a job watching his daughter during the week days while he and his wife are out, promising to pay you a high amount. Not seeing an issue with that you agreed.
Over the course of a few months, he slowly begins realize he's developed feelings for you.
You're so kind and attentive with his daughter. Always willing to play with her or help her with homework. You even worry about her safety and comfort her when she hurts herself. He sees how his daughter's eyes light up when you arrive. How she come running towards you wanting a hug and you'll happily pick her up and spin her around.
He looks forward to coming home to see you cooking dinner for his daughter and even going as far as making a plate for him.
He hates coming home and seeing his wife there instead of you. He goes resentful of his wife to the point he can't even look at her without feeling disgust and anger.
You should be his wife, not this selfish, leech of a woman. You're the one he was meant to marry, not that wh#re that forced into this sham of a marriage only to open her legs the second someone new comes around.
Surely, you think this way too. All he needs to do is get rid of the parasite taking your place. It'd be so easy too. it's not as if anyone would miss her, she's widely hated by their neighbors and even her own friend group.
The only people he has to worry about is her awful family, but that's not an issue. He can just make it look like an accident and hold a funeral for their families. It'll be the last time they see his daughter. He has no plans of letting them continue to be in their lives after he marries you. And if they become a problem he'll gladly let them join their daughter in hell. The same goes for his parents.
His parents will undoubtedly cause a ruckus about him remarrying soon after his wife's passing, especially with someone they don't approve of. But his parents have controlled his life long enough and it's time for them to understand who has the true say in the family.
Aw he can't wait to see you in a gorgeous white dress on your wedding day. Surely you won't refuse right? After all his daughter will be so sad to see you leave again. You're already a perfect parent to her and he can easily support you with his salary, so you won't even need to work!
There's no reason to say no~
(GOODNESS I loved this and decided to make a little scenario on how I think he got the whole idea for marrying you in the first place. It’s a bit of a rough draft but I still like it! I hope you do too!)
Coming home this early was a blessing he hardly got to enjoy. Usually when he came home at all there was hardly a hello from the woman he called his wife, and dinner was something a day or two old in the fridge.
Today, however, he was pleasantly stunned. You stood there over the stove while his baby girl giggled beside you, adding what looked like food coloring to a batch of batter. Now, what on earth could you two possibly be up too?
A nanny cooking with a child isn’t odd, not in the least. But something about this was different, more domestic and wholesome than just a paid worker bonding with the child they look after. Especially when you gave him that sweet, welcoming look over your shoulder when he announced his arrival.
“Oh! Hello! Sorry I didn’t hear you- we were-“ you were happily cut off by his daughter, who clapped her hands excitedly. “Daddy! Come look! We made silly pancakes!”
He chuckled, walking over as he places his keys down. He watched as you flipped the green pancake over and slid it onto a plate, where his daughter happily added a fistful of sprinkles and handed it to him.
You give a playful smirk and point to her “I think she might be the best chef in the house. Why have me cook when she’s a five star chef?”
He laughed with you and set the plate aside, picking up his daughter to give her a kiss on the head. “I wouldn’t normally approve of pancakes for dinner but…hmm…since you’re such an artist, Daddy can let it slide”.
You all smile and get ready for dinner as he tells you about his day. You genuinely listen, setting his plate down as you sit beside him and ask follow up questions even. While you two chat and talk, he feels so relaxed and even, dare he say loved. This dinner feels like such a dream, until his daughter makes a mess with syrup on the table and starts to tear up.
You give her a worried look and hush her softly, asking what the matter was. “It was an accident sweetie. You aren’t in trouble at all! We’ll get you cleaned up and get back to eating ok?”.
She sniffles and nods her head, wiping her eyes as she looks at her daddy. “I-I just…mommy yells at me for t-things like that and-and I didn’t wanna-“ she continues to get upset, and watching as you coax her down and soothe her made him both relived and upset.
Of course his wife would be like that. Always yelling and belittling people over the smallest of things, making everything a show of drama. She couldn’t even bother to be home and be an actual part of the family, to cook or simply be there for their daughter when she’s learning and growing and needing a person to bond with.
He’s had enough. He’s had enough for years now but now things are finally becoming more clear.
You’re meant to be there, meant to be by his side and help this family finally heal and become normal. In just the two hours of being around you today, he’s felt more of a family bond than the nearly ten years hes been married to that parasite.
He says nothing as he stands in the doorway of the restroom, eyes protectively watching over his daughter and you. Someone so kind and gentle, nurturing and loving. To think he let his daughter be starved of this, to be scarred for so long.
He won’t let this mistake go on any longer.
But papers and money won’t get rid of the disease that is his wife. She’ll go down fighting and might even take the person he adores the most away, leaving him torn apart.
The plan can be made later on when he’s in bed. For now, he thinks, he’ll help wash up his daughter so you all can get back to dinner and story time. “See princess? Nothing bad at all. All cleaned up and ready for more special pancakes!”.
“Silly pancakes” you both correct, you with a knowing smile that he pronounced it wrong on purpose. He gives a shrug, barley hiding his grin “nah, pretty sure I heard you the first time. Special pancakes with princess sprinkles”.
His daughter giggles and hugs his leg, looking up at him “you’re so silly daddy”. He bends down to pick her up, carrying her with one arm as he looks at your smile.
This feels so right. So warm and welcoming. It hurts him to know that you aren’t tied to him- to THIS. You’ll have to leave the house soon, go to your own home where you’re own life is. God, he wants to just keep you here and never let you go! You’re such a bright beacon of light in what this nightmare has become!
While you chat with his daughter at the table, he can’t help but let his eyes admire your fingers. They have no ring, and his wedding band would look perfect on you. Making a statement that you belonged to him. That he loved you and wouldn’t break that sanctity for anything in the world.
He can’t wait to tear the ring off of his soon to be missing wife. He’ll have to sneak your ring size off of you somehow, but the wait will be worth it. This time, he knows he’s doing the right thing.
And he won’t let someone as good as you leave him.
-Mommabean (please tell me what you think! ❤️)
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yanderemommabean · 13 days
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Sending you love and flowers 💐💛
Only if you accept the love and flowers I send you!
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-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 13 days
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I felt cute! Got some family stuff I gotta attend the past few days but hopefully tonight I can take it easy!
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 13 days
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Heyhey I'm new here and happened to stumble upon your yandere Mr. Qi post and am AGGRESSIVLEY asking you for more Qi content 😭😫 I am F E R A L for that blue man and your writing is wonderful
I like to think he's more of a puppet master than he lets on. Maybe he has some eyes on you and your day to day rather than just when you visit the island, the mines or the desert.
I know he has stalker tendencies in him, as well, just play the game and you'll get the vibe too. The way he says things, how he sends letters, how he rewards you, it's very good fuel for some yandere ideas.
I feel he'd be bit into the whole chase, seeing how far he can push you or how long you think you can "escape" him. Very "You're in a cage but I'll let you think you can get away"
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 13 days
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Do you watch Marble Hornets?
I did when I was about 14-16! I used to have a little obsession with that and some creepy pasta characters as well (yes I know they’re separate fandoms but I was a teen give me a BREAK 😭)
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 15 days
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How do you like your potato? fries? what kind then. baked? what do you put on it. mashed? roasted? potato salad? fried? the choices are endless!
Fries are definitely my go to! I love making fried potatoes at home cause I know the crispiness I like! (I add garlic salt to mine as well and its delicious!)
Mashed are also good but some people take the mashed part too literally and make it like, water, and i can't eat that
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 15 days
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In one of your writings, King Hornets (alien bugs) says "The gods," do the insect aliens have a cult? What kind of cult? Are their gods also insects? So many questions are crossing my mind @_@
Oh, and I was also wondering what do the hornet aliens eat?
World building wise, I like to think the alien Hornets worship the "Gods of Nectar", the ones they believe have made such rich and nutritious flora around their planet. Every time before they eat or harvest they pray to the ones before them who made the planet so bountiful.
Some aren't AS religious but they believe the evidence brought to them that yes, millions of years ago, the first ancestors cultivated the planet to what it is today and made it sustainable.
Its fun to play around with! I can definitely see some making a cult!
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 15 days
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I am so sorry I haven't visited your blog in a while, I've been chewing on Wriothesley from Genshin Impact since his release 😭
You're fine! Though I could not for the life of me get into Genshin, gameplay wasn't really for me and the fandom is...intense. Glad you found you're joy in it though! Maybe if I try playing it on my computer than my phone ill have more fun? We'll have to see!
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 17 days
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YOU ARE 24?????!
You always gave the vibes of someone who was in their 30s (or older) from how wise you come off as 😭
(Not saying 30 is old but I expected you to be a lot older)
Thanks! I like to think life has aged me well with the shenanigans it gives me!
-Mommabean (I agree, 30 isn't old at all! )
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yanderemommabean · 17 days
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Fucking absolute units I’m telling ya (I love them)
-Mommabean
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yanderemommabean · 19 days
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BEANS!!! THE BABIES ARE HATCHING!!!
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they’re so angry looking lol they’re peeping and pecking at the other eggs, I guess just trying to explore lol
I think they’re the cutest!
-Mommabean
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