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Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s) Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Bucky, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), John Walker (Marvel) Additional Tags: mafia, Violence, Canon-Typical Violence, Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Sexual Content, Past Relationship(s), Past Abuse, Manipulation, Stalking, unknown to character stalking, Animal Abuse, the abuser is dealth wih quickly, let me know if I need to make or change tags, Miscarriage, Mentions of miscarriage, Unprotected Sex, Intentional Impregnation, Unplanned Pregnancy, Alternate Universe - Mob, Mob AU, Mob Boss Bucky Barnes, mob, mob bucky barnes, Obsessive Behavior, Obsession, Possessive Behavior Summary:

Bucky runs New York and no one refuses a thank you from him. Until Lotus moves to the city. Yes, she is new to the area -he will let her have that first mess up. However, after enough time for people to fill her ears with the various "rumors" of what he has done and how their are no limitations to what he will do. She still refuses him. Bucky needs a strong willed woman like Lotus and he will have her. He will have her come to him willingly, because a smile such as hers is only beautiful when sincere.

Author Note- It has been a long while since an update on this! I hope you all enjoy.

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To have Bucky addicted to Lotus was beneficial because she has not felt the need to touch herself for the past week. She did try, but it was not the same and her swollen clit couldn’t handle being touched again. She knew then that her body was addicted to Bucky, addicted to his touch-he was the fix to the addiction as he predicted. Thankfully the solution came to her, stopping at her office-at work for a taste or more. Lotus wasn’t sure her body could handle another orgasm, especially with how he pulled them from her body at his own will. Her clit was always in a state of arousal and swollen enough that she felt it rubbing along her panties when she walked.

Her panties were ruined, drenched with her slick with a simple thought of him, then when he was near… It was as if a dam broke loose because her body wanted and waited for him. Every time her office door would be shut her core pulsed in anticipation.

Lotus did notice when she would scrape her nails along his skin he went crazed or even said his name. She lived for working him up now. The sex was more intense and he rushed her to completion when he was in a craze. He was always worried about her pleasure, putting her first and he demanded her to come at the same time that he did, apparently loving the way she made his cock feel as her body tensed and her core spasmed tightly.

Also for Lotus, the feeling of coming with him at the same time felt special in some sort of emotional way. Like they were truly together, enjoying each other beyond words could explain.

She enjoyed being with him, even now as everyone sat at his V.I.P. booth overlooking the stage at Tiered Entertainment. He bought her the best steak they had and at this point a few drinks. She looked at Jenna who was smiling at Steve, who was telling a story of his younger days of never running from a fight-sometimes causing trouble for Bucky.

Lotus could tell Jenna was being a little different, more outspoken and cheerful since the second night of her being with Steve. Lotus was not sure if it was going to be a good thing or a disaster at the end of their fling. Even now, as she watched Steve smile, talking in Jenna’s ear that made her giggle and blush.

Steve seemed no different, the only thing that changed when Jenna was near him was that there was more security.

Jenna was blossoming into something wonderful though, while it made Lotus happy it also terrified her about the potential wreckage at the end.

However, right now Lotus tried to see how happy, more outspoken, and also strangely able to talk about sex she was… Lotus was blatantly shocked when the shy sweet girl admitted some of the things that Steve did to her. Lotus was surprised by the things that Jenna liked, but she explained that she trusted Steve. He always talked to her about things before, the first time Lotus even heard about the concept of safewords. The thought of not listening to common things such as “no” and “stop” and “ow” was a special kind of unnerving about this relationship between her friend and a dangerous man.

No matter how Lotus tried to get more explanations… Jenna was happy because she had choices with Steve, and with those choices came a special trust.

Tracy, Nicole, and Lotus have been trying to calm Jenna down from running into a relationship with him, it had only been a week and she was discussing how -and if- she should talk to Steve about spending Thanksgiving together. She was worried about spending a holiday without a partner, Lotus proudly stated that being single had its advantages but then Jenna knowing she couldn’t afford to pay bills without Tyler put a damper on things…

With the talk of Lotus being ‘single’ came to the others seeing little things about Lotus changing slightly too. Her coworkers noticed Bucky was in her office, she goes on longer lunch breaks now and she looks like she went through a running marathon when she returns.

They were too observant for Lotus’ embarrassment.

Lotus noticed, not only the addiction to Bucky, but her emotions growing for him even more. He made her feel like a priority -during sex and even times like now when he asked her if she wanted more to eat or a drink. Her friends pointed out how much of a gentleman he was to her too.

Lotus shook her head with a smile that formed when Tracy smiled at her, “I’m okay, I don’t think I could handle anymore. I also need to get down there, Danny might have my head if I’m late.”

Bucky smiled at her, “I am looking forward to your performance tonight.”

Lotus felt her lips pull into a smile, it was like he was her number one fan. Supporting her in everything, building her up, making sure her needs were met. Even when she was being rude to him, he seemed to enjoy it because he would pick at her back and the banter would continue.

Her songs tonight were, Use Somebody and Stay With Me. They felt appropriate for her life. Wanting to be noticed by Bucky and simultaneously feeling like she is not good enough for someone like him. Then, the other song, it was clear they were just fucking, but she wanted him to stay with her. She knew he would but she didn’t know how to ask. Her feelings of liking him and the attention he gave her, something about knowing he was dangerous gave her hesitation but she never saw that part of him, personally. Sometimes when he would not deflect rumors she wanted nothing to do with him.

Maybe in a way, she was singing Bucky's thoughts to her.

When she worked her way back, Bucky was at the stairs. “I love watching you perform.”

Lotus smiled, “Thank you. Can I go up now?”

Bucky only looked down at her, still blocking the stairs. “I want to take you home tonight.”

She looked at him oddly. “Bucky. We just had sex like.. four hours ago.”

“Are you sore?”

“Not really, but how do you want sex? Again.”

Bucky smiled softly, gliding down the stairs, hand reaching out to put hair behind her ear. Then holding her cheek gently, the other hand matching the gentle touch. “Lotus. I’m addicted to you. I want you even when we part ways. I want to hear those beautiful sounds you make all the time. I think about your taste and smell all damn day. You are the best partner I have had.”

Lotus huffed with a smile, “I’m not your partner.” Her hands went to his.

“I don’t want to call you anything else. Sex with you is special to me. You are not a booty call, I don’t want to call you my fuck buddy -Nothing else other than partner makes sense to me because you are more special than those nonsense labels.”

Lotus looked in his eyes with awe… How did he manage to make her feel so good and special with his words of admiration and praise? Until Bucky, she didn’t realize how good she could feel from praise. Even as he mixed in some filthy words with a “good girl” made her feel great. He was never short of praise for her…

Bucky leaned in for a kiss and Lotus didn’t stop him, eager for more of his touch. His lips, everything of his seemed to meld perfectly to her. Every time they touched she got this overwhelming sensation of belonging to him, him being hers, like they were made for the other. Her hands went to his chest, clutching onto his jacket. He parted slightly, looking at her closely and Lotus could only stare back as she breathed him in, breath minty from the toothpick he had in his mouth a few minutes ago.

“Come home with me.”

Lotus nodded, softly mumbling, “okay.”

He smiled before kissing her passionately, lips frantically molding with hers as his tongue tasted her. He moaned as he parted, grabbing her hand, “let’s go.”

Lotus let him pull her to the back entrance, the cold air reminding her that she forgot her jacket. She pulled back, “My jacket… And my purse.”

Bucky sighed, “I will get it to the house. I’ll turn the heat up in the car for you.”

Lotus looked back at the door, thinking about getting her jacket and also needing to face her friends to say she was leaving with Bucky… She sighed, feeling a little anxious for leaving important things behind, pulling her hand free. “I’ll be back.”

She heard Bucky tell someone to have a car ready before following her back into the building. A band playing now, the same one that wanted Lotus to do a few songs together in the future. They were not bad, pretty good actually and also only playing for tips.

As she walked through people on the lower floor and went up to the table she was at previously. The special, expensive V.I.P. all needs met by a personal team of servers that lingered near their table. Gosh if that was a simple place, what would her life be like? Thinking about how she needed to clean her apartment, still go through some boxes and the damn laundry and dishes piling up again. Probably all of that would be handled by someone else and she could live her life. Maybe make music like she once did in school, get her hobby back. She entertained the idea of maybe even vacations that she could go on with Bucky.

Tracy asked when Lotus picked up her jacket and purse, “are you leaving?”

“Yeah. I’ll see you in a few days, unless you want to hang out after you are all off?”

Jenna shrugged, “Maybe we could go get our nails done again?”

Lotus looked at hers, seeing her natural nail showing and knew that the nails would need filled. “I’m not sure if I want them anymore. They sometimes make things more difficult. I’ll let you know, okay?”

Jenna smiled, “enjoy your days off.”

Nicole said suggestively, “yeah… Enjoy your days off.” She winked and smiled at her.

Lotus gave Nicole a look to behave. While yes, Lotus had the next two days of she was not planning on being with Bucky the whole time. She had things she needed to deal with in her apartment. “I’ll talk to you all later.”

Lotus turned to Bucky who was typing on his phone. He put it away and looked at her with a smile, “ready to leave?”

Lotus nodded, walking past him. His hand found her lower back as they walked to the back entrance, a car waiting for them. He walked her to the back door, opening it for her and closing it as well, walking to the otherside to join her in the backseat. He looked at her, then her hand.

He held onto her hand, looking at her nails, “I’ll pay for your nails to get done every week.”

Lotus laughed, “I honestly want them ripped off. And I don’t think your back can handle anymore.”

“You let me worry about my back. And no. You are not ripping these off. That would hurt an incredible amount.”

Lotus laughed, “Bucky-”

“Do you like having your nails done?”

“Well, yes but as I said they do make some tasks more difficult. When I do surgeries they make things harder.”

Bucky hummed… “What if I arrange for a job change for you?”

Lotus gave him a look of disbelief, “you can’t do that.”

He smiled at her. “I absolutely can.”

Lotus pulled her hand away from him. “And what would that change be?”

“Nathan says you are an excellent leader, I could persuade him to let you be more of a manager, a trainer for new veterinarians. Even Nathan could use the help to take some breaks.”

“You talk to Nathan?”

“Of course, I need to know how much to donate.”

Lotus nodded in thought… “I guess that’s fair.”

Bucky offered again, “Do you want a promotion?” “Is that a serious offer?”

“Nathan even thinks it could work. He said so himself, that he needs the extra help-asked me for a little more of a donation to hire another person to be incharge.”

Lotus mused it over… “I’ll think about it. And talk to Nathan myself.”

Bucky asked, “Do you want cash or a card for your nails to get done tomorrow? I’ll give you plenty for you and your friends.”

Lotus once again looked at him odd. “I don’t think we really need your money.” “I want to give it to you. I have so much money I don’t know what to do with most of it. Besides, I really love your nails done, it makes your hands more desirable. Like they are dressed up and spoiled as they should be.” Bucky pulled his phone out, typing a message. “I’m booking you and your friends for an appointment at a place I’ve heard only good things about.”

Lotus quickly tried to get his phone, “don’t do that.”

Bucky easily kept her away from his phone. “You deserve the time to relax. A spa day will be great for you.” Lotus asked frantically, “spa day?”

“Yes, Flower, they offer all kinds of services, massages, beauty make overs, skin care, they have a sauna, you could participate in yoga and meditation. You will love it.” “I don’t want that.”

“Regardless,” Bucky smiled as he hit the send button, “the reservations will be made. So don’t waste it. There is a no show charge for reservations made.”

Lotus sat back in her seat with a groan… “you are an asshole.”

“Flower, I just gave you an opportunity for a wonderful experience. I think it will benefit everyone if you were not such an insufferable brat for a few days.” “Excuse you?!”

“I think relaxation could help you. Maybe some meditation will help you with your angry outburst and help you realize that I am not an asshole. That I am a very kind and generous person.”

“Why do this stuff?”

“Provide for you? Simply because I want you to have the best.”

Lotus huffed softly because he said it all without hesitation. There was no reason to doubt him. “Do I owe you anything?”

“No. If I do anything for you without a deal struck I do not expect anything.”

“You are sure?”

“Without a doubt. You have made it clear you never want to owe me anything.”

“I did…”

Lotus looked at him for a moment, pondering what he said with such honesty that she truly believed him.

The car stopped and Lotus looked at the familiar skyscraper. She was about to open her door but the realization hit that she was with Bucky and agreed to go to his place tonight. Then there stood Bucky, hand offered to help her out and she took it. He helped her up gentlemanly… No sexual touching and went to the kitchen asking if she wanted anything as he got himself water.

“I would like a water I suppose.”

“Good choice.” He poured her a glass as well. Handing it to her with care, caressing her hand. “I am glad you came with me.”

“I was under the impression we were going to…”

“Have sex? I plan on that. I just want you hydrated first.”

Lotus chuckled. “Planning to fuck me to sleep?”

“If that’s what you want.”

Lotus gulped her water down. “I could use some sleep.”

Bucky laughed, taking her empty glass and filling it again. “How about you take this with you when you need a break.”

She laughed for a moment, taking the glass from him. Letting him take her hand and leading her to the bedroom. It was a gentle hold, eager but caring.

“Why are you holding my hand?”

“I don’t want you to get lost again.”

She laughed so much Bucky took her drink from her to set on the end table. She rubbed her stomach for a moment, then screeched as he lifted her with ease and set her on the bed. She heard his laughter because she pulled him down with her from thrashing in panic. His head was beside her ear and his laughter was beautiful.

“Flower… You can’t move like that.” He moved about to hold himself off of her.

She found herself laughing with him again. “You picked me up! How else should I have reacted?”

“I wasn't going to let you lay on the ground in a fit of hysterics. I wanted you on my bed.” He smiled as he moved hair out of her face from all the erratic movements. “You are absolutely astonishing…”

Lotus’ nerves made her laugh. “You are so full of compliments.”

A smile pulled his lips and there was a sparkle in them… “Do you want me to tell you how bad you are?”

Lotus' face fell in shock. “What?”

“You are mouthy…” and he leaned down to place a kiss on her lips. Seeming to get lost in the kiss himself. He hummed pleased after a moment, placing a chaste kiss on her lips before looking at her.

Silence took control of the room as they stared at each other, breathing in the other’s breath.

Lotus smiled at his lack of words. “Is that the only thing you don’t like?”

He leaned down and captured her lips. “You are a brat.”

Lotus laughed as he kept kissing over her face when her lips were not kissable at the moment. “That’s it?”

“Stubborn.”

Lotus grinned, letting him kiss her lips for a moment. “You are just now noticing?” She gave him a toothy grin.

“I have been aware of your independence the moment I laid my eyes on you, Lotus…”

Bucky stared at her as he placed his hand on her stomach, then slowly trailed down between her thighs.

“I’m sure you have been drenched all night. Shh… Don’t argue. I know how soaked your panties have been everytime I take them off of you.. In your office, at your job.”

Lotus made a noise in her throat as his hand pressed firmly on her, the seam of her jeans finding her swollen clit.

“I bet your clit can’t take much more… The blessed thing has been getting a lot of attention in the past week.”

Lotus hissed a brief, “Yes,” as he rubbed his hand firmly over it, she wasn’t sure if her body was reacting to get away or get closer.

There was a moment of relief as he undid her pants. He chuckled to himself. Grabbing her foot and discarding her shoes, “Lotus. You have me beyond addicted to you I forget the simplest thing as needing to take your shoes off before pants… Ridiculous. Such a spoiled brat like you, affecting a man like me this way.”

He stood up quickly, pulling her up quick enough for her head to get lightheaded. She held onto him for a moment.

“Has all the blood gathered in your pelvis, getting you ready to be stuffed like the good girl I know you can be?” He grabbed her chin, staring at her eyes, “Are you dumb already?”

Lotus glared at him, “I’m not dumb.”

He smiled, “There’s my girl. Now that you can think, undress yourself.”

Lotus stood in shock as he stepped back, undoing his tie quickly, and undoing his shirt with quick precision.

He looked at her with amusement. “Are you reliant on me to take your clothes? Or do you remember?”

Lotus huffed, taking off her shirt and set it on a chair. She began pulling her pants down…

Bucky hummed, “I always knew you had a nice ass. Appreciating it more will be a necessity.”

Lotus stepped out of her pants, turning around to face Bucky who was completely nude at this point. She looked down at the cock that she was mesmerized by.

“Lotus, my eyes are up here.”

Lotus felt herself heat up in embarrassment at the comment making him smile. Although being embarrassed, her eyes immediately sought his. He walked towards her, and she couldn’t stop herself from watching as his cock and balls moved as he came towards her. She looked up at him because his finger was under her chin.

“Are you addicted to me too?”

She swallowed, “N-no.”

“Have you been able to pleasure yourself?”

“You take care of that everyday.”

Lotus regretted her words when he smiled at her, should she have said that?

“I clearly have not done you right then.”

Lotus gasped as his mouth was on hers, tongue fighting for dominance easily won, his one hand went behind her and undid her bra with ease. He tugged her bra off of her, then pulled her close. Her breasts against his warm firm chest as his dick pressed against her belly.

She held onto his shoulders as her thoughts were non existent… except. She’s been the one taking all the pleasure and she wondered if she could give him some.

Her hands went down his chest, pressing for some space. He backed up a bit, looking down at her with questions on his face. The only time she has ever pushed him away was for him to stop. She looked at his eyes with the confidence she could gather. Her hands dragged down his chest, over the hard muscle of his abs, looking as her hands explored. Her fingers danced along the adonis belt, grabbing his cock. He was huge, her pussy told her that but with it in her hands she almost couldn’t touch her fingers together.

Bucky’s body reacted to the first touch by going slack for a moment. “Fuck me.”

Lotus looked to his face that was filled with relief, his hands held onto her hips. His eyes went between their bodies when she began stroking it. Her thumb gathered a drop of precum, using it as a way to rid the friction.

“Oh. Lotus. You don’t have to.”

She raised an eyebrow at him, “are you complaining?”

“Fuck no.” Then his eyes were on her hand struggling to wrap fully around him. “Damn you are doing so good.”

Lotus smiled, the praise doing wonders. Also noticing how filthy his mouth was becoming, she has never heard him swear so much. It had been so long since she had touched someone this way. His cock was leaking so much that it was a nice glide along his shaft… She looked up at his face for a moment wondering if a new position would look good from her knees. She kissed his shoulder, base of his neck and he pulled her closer by the hips. The precum getting on her skin as her hand struggled to pump him from how close they were.

She kissed lower, and lower.

Bucky’s breathing sped up. “You put your mouth on my cock and I might cum too fast.”

“Perfect. I want a taste.”

He sighed out a, “Fuck.”

Once she was on her knees she looked up at him and damn it felt good, he was just as attractive this way too. His cock in her still pumping hand had a small part to do with that too.

She looked at it, “I know I have a big mouth but I’m not sure in this way.”

Bucky stated, “Just don't bite off what you can’t handle.”

Lotus grinned up at him, “you want me to bite?” She clinked her teeth together.

He moved back for a moment but Lotus literally had him at the dick. She grinned as she leaned forward baring her teeth.

He warned her, “don’t”

She laughed at how worried he looked. “I won’t bite you… Hard.”

His hand went to her hair. “Flower… you bite me, you will kiss it till it heals. Understand?”

Lotus laughed tugging a little rougher, “Wouldn’t help if it's detached.”

Bucky glared at her and she grinned at him the biggest she could to show her teeth.

He sighed, “How about you be a good girl, put your lips over your teeth, and put my cock in your mouth. If you are good, I’ll reward you.”

“With a spa day?” Lotus laughed again, having to pause in stroking him.

“Good girls get to sleep in and wake up to a breakfast in bed. Maybe oral as she eats.”

Lotus let her laugh a little, that's persuasive enough. She still couldn’t stop from asking with a smile at him, “What do bad girls get?”

“No orgasms.”

She pouted, but did as she was told, for some strange reason she liked his instructions, lips wrapped around her teeth and took him into her mouth. As soon as his whole tip was in her mouth he moaned, even more as her tongue licked the ridge of his cock. She took as much as she could, knowing if she wanted to ever accomplish all of him fully it would take practice.

Her tongue tasted him as a bead of cum hit her tongue. Salty and potent and uniquely him.

She sucked on him while repeatedly stroking him with her tongue. Her hand handling the rest of him.

“You are doing great, sucking my cock so good. That tongue… Keep using it. Yes. Just like that.” Then a breathy loud moan escaped his mouth as his eyes closed in bliss, jaw slack as he moaned again.

Her hand pumped what her mouth couldn’t handle while the other massaged his heavy balls.

“You suck cock like such a good girl. It won’t take long for me to cum down that beautiful throat of yours. I wonder if you can handle all I have to offer… Just like that.. You look good on your knees. Even better with my cock in your mouth. -Gives your mouth a better thing to do than be a brat and mouth off to me.”

Lotus let her teeth graze his cock as she pulled him out of her mouth, feeling him tense. She smiled at her little victory before putting everything into making him come before he could comment on her teeth.

He moaned and moaned loudly. “Damn..” She felt his balls tighten, watched his muscles tense, she knew what was about to happen but he still tried to warn- “I’m coming. Oh such a good cock sucker… Did you swallow all of that?”

Lotus gasped in some air after swallowing most of it. “Good?” Her finger scooped the last bit off of her chin to stick it in her mouth.

A strong sigh left his mouth as he watched her, “Perfect.” He smiled, grabbing her hands and pulling her up. “I think it is my turn or are you wet enough for me to fuck you now?” His hand went to her soaked panties, slipping fingers around them to gather some of her. He held her steady as she felt her knees give out from the pleasure of a simple touch.

“I think you are ready… Or do you want my tongue?” He pulled his fingers from her, sucking on each one, waiting for her. “You taste exquisite.”

Lotus replied, “I just want my orgasms.”

He smiled, “I know I can handle that.”

He picked her up by her ass and she instinctively wrapped herself around him. She moaned as he ground into her as he walked. She kissed his neck, holding onto him as he took them across the bed. He laid down on her, the weight comfortable and welcome. He kissed her, leaving her breathless as he moved down her body. His teeth caught her underwear, pulling them down and down until he threw them across the room.

He pushed on her knees to open her wide as he always did before. He sighed, “as much as I want my cock in you-I need to taste you right now.” His eyes met hers, “The longer you keep your legs open the more orgasms you get from my mouth.”

Lotus gasped as his mouth was quickly on her lips. As he always did, he took her lips into his mouth and she couldn’t handle the flicks of her clit. She let herself moan shamelessly, enjoying how much noise she could make and express her pleasure without worrying about anyone finding her with him between her legs. Receiving oral from Bucky was the best she's ever had. She believed him now, everytime he said he was addicted to her because of the way he loved to taste her, eating her out like it was the last meal he would ever have.

He sucked on her swollen clit and it had her react in a way to get away from him from the overly pleasurable feeling. She cried out in shock, her legs clamping around his head.

“Too much!” She felt tears in her eyes from how much pain came from such extreme pleasure.

Bucky sat back, looking offended. “Lotus… you interrupted my meal.”

Lotus' body shook in anticipation of him returning. She put a hand over her sex, “No more oral.”

Bucky exhaled heavily… “I guess I can wait until next time.”

Lotus laughed to herself, thinking of his addiction as he kissed up her body, still trying to taste her somehow.

“Lotus… You need to remove your hand so I can put my cock in you.”

She then felt his dick rubbing against her hand that was still holding onto her sex. She swollowed, ready to be fucked by this insatiable man. She moved her hand, gripping his dick and guiding it into her. He groaned as he entered her, and she gasped wondering how he felt much bigger.

“You are so tight…” He groaned again. Moaning as he worked himself deeper.

She held onto his back, wrapping her legs around his waist. Moaning with him around kisses. His hands switched from touching, grabbing, massaging her and supporting himself. His lips brushed against her collar bone after giving her breasts amazing treatment.

“I like this.” He kissed her shoulder after moaning from a deep thrust and no doubt hitting her cervix. “Hearing you vocalize how good I make you feel.”

He then chose to moan in her ear, kissing her ear and then gently nipping it.

The sensation went straight down her back to her curling toes, accidently shivering through the whole experience and rubbing her clit against his pelvic bone. She moaned at that shock of pleasure laced with pain, coming harder than she ever has in her life.

Her body tensed completely, not even sure if there was a single muscle relaxed until her mind came back from a floating place of pure bliss and weightlessness. Her muscles relaxed and she fell limp from everything.

She felt Bucky’s lips brush against her neck as he moaned filthy praise, still rocking his hips into hers at a gentler pace.

She moved her head to kiss him, but mostly to take the attention off of her neck. No one has touched her neck in a long time, while his kisses felt good there was still panic in her mind.

He whispered after the kiss, “You came so hard I could barely move inside you. So tight and massaging my cock… I came too.” He kissed her lips with a heavy breath. “I need more of you.”

Lotus could only focus on her breath… Felling him still leisurely thrusting into her, still hard. “How are you still hard?”

He asked, “Are you complaining?”

“I… I guess I’m surprised.” Her fingers traced his hairline, feeling sweat on his skin.

“Real men stay hard as long as their woman wants. It also drastically helps that I love to experience you coming.”

She huffed in amusement. “The way your goal is to make me orgasm backs that fact up.”

“I want to make you come again. Think you can?”

Lotus noticed how limp her body was currently, how his hips stilled as he asked.

“I think I’ll take a water break.” She laughed at the odd request for a break. Before Bucky there were not breaks because by now they were done after receiving oral.

Bucky kissed her lips for a moment, watching as he cock slid from her.

She gasped at the sensation of being empty but also how much fluid came from her. She looked at him in shock then looked away in embarrassment as she squirmed at the feeling, closing her legs to trap some fluid.

Bucky moved from the bed, “I’ll grab a cloth.” He stopped for a moment, “Would you want a bath?”

Lotus stared at the ceiling, feeling some cramps settling in her back. “A bath sounds nice.”

She watched as Bucky walked to the bathroom, perfect ass flexing with each step… Then he was gone, the sound of water gathering in the tub, then he was back with a cloth.

She took it from him, not looking at him as she did her best to soak up what she could. He left her alone, claiming to get the bath ready. She sighed as she moved off the bed, keeping the cloth between her legs as she stood for a moment. The ache in her back wrapped around her pelvis to her lower belly… She sighed in relief at the thought of soaking in the massive tub…

Then saw Bucky dumping a few things and swirling them around. “Some special things to help with relaxation. Here.” he held out his hand, walking into the tub with her.

She sighed as the hot water greeted her feet.

Bucky asked cautiously, “Is it too hot?”

She sat down carefully, sighing once again as she went into the water up to her chin. She has never been in such a large tub before…

She heard him laugh a little, settling in next to her. “I assume good?”

She only hummed.

“I’ll let you relax for a moment then I’ll wash you.”

Keeping her head back and eyes closed, “I can wash myself.”

“I still want to wash you.”

Lotus opened her eyes to give him a disbelieving look. She then chuckled, “I don’t have my water.”

“Do you want champagne?”

Lotus sat up, “You have champagne in here?”

Bucky said nothing as he got out of the tub, dripping water everywhere as he walked back to the bedroom.

She cautiously called him, “Bucky?...”

She wondered what the hell he was doing… but decided to just relax her body. Absentmindedly rubbing her back from a dull ache there. She let out a long sigh as the hot water felt nice along with the little massage, maybe a spa day would be nice…

“Are you okay?”

Lotus jumped at hearing his voice. Standing by the tub, nude and still dripping water everywhere. “Where did you go?”

He held up the open bottle and two glasses. “I had to go to the bar.”

Lotus looked at him in disbelief, “You walked through your place dripping water everywhere?”

“It’s my place. I’ve been wanting to replace all the floors anyway.” He shrugged casually as if he was saying he wanted to change brands of paper towels. “Did I hurt you?” He handed Lotus a glass of champagne.

She took it hesitantly, “no. I don’t think so.”

“Why did you look in pain when I came back?”

“I don’t want to inflate your ego but that was easily the strongest orgasm of my life. Don’t smile.”

He got in the tub with grace, “of your life, yet.”

Lotus laughed sarcastically. “Because you think you can do better?”

“I always strive to outdo myself. I’m very competitive.”

Lotus looked at him with worry… “I don’t know..”

He touched her face, smiling, “I do not doubt my ability to learn everything about you to guarantee better orgasms every time.”

“You are going to break me.”

Bucky laughed, fully amused by her horror.

Lotus scoffed, drinking her alcohol. “Not funny.”

“The look on your face and the immediate response definitely was.” Amusement left his face as a soft smile took over, “Flower, I never want to hurt you or push you into things you don’t want to. Maybe… Maybe we should think about safe words.”

Lotus felt herself warm from the talk Jenna explained about such things. She swallowed a gulp, clearing her throat after that. “Uh.. Jenna told me about that.”

Bucky nodded in thought, “well, I want to talk to you about it. I want us to have our own conversation so we can have the same understanding. What Steve and her discussed could be different from our agreements.”

“We choose words we wouldn’t say otherwise as a firm no..?”

“Exactly. You say our word and I will stop no matter what is happening and we talk about what went wrong.”

“I don’t really understand why that’s needed. Can’t I just say no?”

Shrugging, “You could but I think it would help for more serious things. -Like you were clearly overstimulated earlier, you would have begged me to stop. With a safe word, I could continue up until the point you chose was far too much.”

“That was kind of painful…”

“Yes, it can be. But that last orgasm? Stronger because of the overstimulation. With your consent I would love to give you many more orgasms like that.”

Lotus sucked in air, “I- I think right now I like the simple no and stop.”

Bucky gave her a soft look of understanding. “Then that is fine with me. I want you to be comfortable, and most importantly to trust me.”

Lotus nibbled her lip… “I’ll think about the safe word thing…”

“That’s all I ask. Now. Are you ready to be washed?”

“I don’t bathe in tubs. Just relax.”

“Shall we go to the shower?”

“Have I been good enough for another reward?”

Bucky was up, setting both of their glasses on the table, and dragging her to the shower. She laughed, he turned the shower on before pulling her up. Her laughter was cut off by a moan as he pushed her against the cold wall. She wrapped her arms around his neck, holding on as tightly as she could to not fall. He pressed into her with one stroke. She gasped and he moaned loudly. The found a rhythm with each other, moving together and reaching a quick release from how desperate they were and combined efforts. He pushed her firmly into the wall to hold her in place against him still. His forehead on hers, eyes locked with hers as they both caught their breath.

“I can’t get enough of you.”

She grimace, “I.. I’m sorry. I can’t.”

“Are you okay?”

“I feel really sore…”

He nodded, “Then you can rest while I give you a massage.”

Lotus looked at him confused… “Maybe I should just go home?”

“Nonsense. I want to care for you.”

He pulled his still erect cock from her and she grimaced… “I don’t want to burden you..” She was set down and she had to hold onto him from the discomfort shooting from her back to her legs. Her fingers holding tightly on his arms. “Sorry.”

Bucky reached over to shut the shower off. “Don’t apologize.”

“So much for fucking till I pass out.” She forced a laugh. “I’m still going to be touching you until you find your rest. I’m still happy.” He picked her up bridal style, setting her on the bench, grabbing a towel for her.

She dried herself sighed at how soft the towel was on her skin.

He moved to pick her up again and she stopped him, getting onto her feet. “I can walk.”

Bucky offered his hand for her to take and use for stability. Laying her on his side of the bed, massaging her back told her to keep quiet as she tried to protest with weak effort as soon as the touch felt amazing. He effectively made her relax as she fell asleep on the soft bed, warm blankets, his strong hands working her sore muscles… A final sigh left her mouth as she thought about how she could get used to this.

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Chapters: 7/7 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s) Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Bucky, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), John Walker (Marvel) Additional Tags: mafia, Violence, Canon-Typical Violence, Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Sexual Content, Past Relationship(s), Past Abuse, Manipulation, Stalking, unknown to character stalking, Animal Abuse, the abuser is dealth wih quickly, let me know if I need to make or change tags, Miscarriage, Mentions of miscarriage, Unprotected Sex, Intentional Impregnation, Unplanned Pregnancy Summary:

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Bucky felt his personal phone vibrate in his pocket, only a few people had this number and he wondered why Lotus was calling him so soon after just parting.

He smiled as he answered, she must want something and he was willing to give anything to the person who lifted his mood. He was sitting in the living room, resting for a moment with an ice pack to his face to hopefully minimize the swelling. “Hello, Lotus.”

“It was John, wasn’t it.” She said it with a concerning amount of accusation.

Bucky furrowed his brows, trying to think of anything she might be trying to tie together. Acting like he has no information always works to rush the other to their point. “What are you talking about?”

Lotus asked, “Did you fight with John?”

Bucky sighed in frustration as his face fell with anger. There should be no way she has guessed that and wondered how she even got an accurate assumption since he never talked about it, she had no clues. “Lotus. Why are you asking?”

Lotus started with an accusing tone. “I have some flowers that were on my desk when I walked in. From John.”

Bucky was instantly in a furious mood again, his body burning in rage, the rush of blood pumping through his body made his head ache worse. The ice pack held to his cheek set on the end table and he was already standing from the comfort of his chair with full intent of finding John immediately. Bucky calmed himself knowing Lotus was on the other line, still leaving annoyance laced within the question. “He gave you flowers?”

“Yeah. It says, ‘Please accept these flowers as an apology for my previous actions -John Walker’ What did you do? Make him apologize for being an idiot?”

Bucky muttered, “Something like that. -How soon did they get there?”

“The time stamp on the delivery says,” Lotus paused for a moment, “9 AM yesterday.”

Bucky paused before reaching the door… 9 AM was before Bucky confronted John and told him to leave Lotus alone. Also Bucky figured if it was a custom delivery, thus, John must have ordered it previously. He must have been trying to subtly apologizing for the vandalism, or maybe trying to turn the attention away from the destruction of her car by trying to make a truce over her punching for him being an idiot. Or simply finding out John couldn't get anything done about Lotus hitting him… Either way, no matter what John was trying to do -it didn’t matter. John was thoroughly told not to bother Lotus again after the flowers were delivered. Lotus could assume what she wanted at that point.

He nodded to himself as he spoke, “That’s a good time for him.”

He turned back for his chair by the fireplace as he made a mental note to question why Nathan didn’t contact him about the delivery. Alpine was still laying on her plush bed beside his chair, basking in the warmth of the fire. He gave her belly a little rub before sitting in his chair, grabbing the ice pack off of the table to place it back on his face.

Lotus questioned, quietly and cautiously, “Why did you fight him?”

Bucky smirked a little, “Because I would do anything for you.”

Lotus was silent for a while… “I wish you didn’t.” The sound of concern was loosely woven into her tone, frustration was the usual front though.

Bucky sat back in his chair, a sigh leaving his lips as he rested. “But I did.”

Lotus sighed heavily… “Aren’t you worried about John reporting you?”

“John is not a concern to me.”

She asked slowly, cautiously, “You didn’t kill him did you?”

“No Lotus.”

“I guess I will see for myself once he decides to show his face again.”

Bucky smiled, teasing her obvious assumptions, “Are you assuming he looks worse than me?”

Lotus scoffed. “With this bouquet of flowers as an apology to me, I’m sure you made a strong statement.”

Bucky spoke a little too urgently, and sharply. “He is not to bother you.”

He regained control of himself… Why does she bring out this urgency in him? He is patient, that trait has earned him nearly everything he has. His patience is part of all of his plans. However, the need to protect her and prove himself to her has oddly rewired his brain to some extent. Steve warned him that his obsession and possessive behaviors circling Lotus has changed him…

Once he had control of himself he spoke with fact, “Once your father signs those papers John should be out of your life for good. No reason for him to pursue you anymore.”

Lotus replied, “Send the papers to my father’s lawyer so it can be reviewed before my father signs it.”

Bucky closed his eyes as he rested his head against the back of the chair, “Don’t trust me?

“There is fine print to every agreement, Mr. Barnes. So get it done. I’ll see you at the hospital at 7 PM.”

Bucky knew Lotus could have been a proper business woman with that demanding tone she used accompanied by her sharp and direct points made shortly and clearly. If things worked out the way he fantasized, Lotus could be by his side with some say in his business.

Bucky smiled, “I will see you at 7.” Then he looked at his phone with mild shock mixed with high amusement as she ended the call so abruptly after his clear agreement.

Bucky wanted to get his hands on her more than ever as his erection pressed against his pants. Lotus bossing him around was entertaining to him and he found he loved it so much his body reacted to her little stances of power. His body’s response proved he was beyond attracted to her and it fueled his desire to get her in his hands faster. He swore he would enjoy it, making her first priority in his bed, pleasure her beyond her comprehension and leave her wanting for nothing but begging for more. Bucky was determined to make her addicted to him and he would make damn sure she would be drowning in pleasure as she begged him to stop. -She would get more than a single orgasm that she gave herself during her times of self pleasure because one orgasm is far less than what Bucky was capable of. He always had a high libido and stamina, sometimes he had to entertain 3 women at a time so he could find his maximum satisfaction.

Lotus was in for a long session once he had her because while maintaining faithfulness to her and those single orgasms 4 times a week -pressure was building within himself.

—

Lotus stood in her father’s room, glancing at the time, 6:47. She stood with her arms crossed by the window, noticed the fantastic view from so high up.

She nibbled her lip as the lawyer finished telling Paul all of the details regarding his questions of a loophole. “It specifically states that your daughter, Lotus Derby, goes on a date with Mr. Barnes. It is not fine print Mr. Derby. The way it is written is without a doubt, nonnegotiable. There is no time requirement, or a requirement of sexual favors. It simply states one date.”

Paul looked to Lotus. “Are you sure you are okay with it?”

Lotus nodded. “It’s my fault for suggesting it. It is just one date and doesn’t say anything about sexual intercourse. One date as payment -then John is out of your hair and you get paid for the work.” Paul sighed heavily. “I just don’t know about this…”

Lotus sat beside her father, holding his hand. “I’m sure I am okay with it. John is the reason you are here and not healing properly because he is such a stressful asshole. So if Bucky wants to be our hero, a date is a thank you to him because he is saving my dad. So I’m sure, dad. Make sure to sign the papers without any hesitation once they get here.”

Paul gave Lotus a weak smile. Holding her hand back with a squeeze. “I appreciate you, sweetheart.” He chuckled making Lotus ask why he was laughing, “I never thought Mr. Barnes would ever be called a hero.”

Lotus laughed at the thought because it did sound a bit absurd considering all the terrible rumors she heard about Mr. Barnes. Then she remembered the last few days and how Bucky has been there and insists on continuing the help.

He walked in the room, a smile forming once he laid eyes on her. Her heart beat faster, her lungs stopped in the middle of her breath, her stomach fluttering and falling, and her dumb brain seizing once again with how he looked at her. Remembering her location as her father’s heart monitor changed pace. She held her father’s hand and maintained her focus on getting her dad through this ordeal.

The lawyers discussed the agreements quickly, Bucky’s lawyer asked, “all parties on your end agree to the terms?”

Everyone looked at Lotus, she looked at Bucky briefly, wondering what he planned for her. Then turned to her father because he needed the assurance the most. She smiled at her father, still sitting by him and holding his hand because she could easily tell her father remained unsure. She spoke with comforting confidence. “I’m sure.”

Paul squeezed her hand with a tight lipped smile. He was handed a clipboard with a fancy gold pen, making him let go of her hand to take the deal sealer. He hesitated for a brief moment but then quickly signed his name. He stared at his signature as if he wondered what he just did.

Lotus took the board from her father as she stood. Leaning over her father’s bed slightly and handed it to Mr. Barnes lawyer. “When does the process start?”

Bucky spoke, “as soon as I make a call.”

Lotus nodded as she sat back down by her father. “Thank you.” Her father took her hand with worry in his eyes. She smiled, “I’ll be fine. I promise.”

With Bucky preoccupied, Paul leaned towards Lotus, “What happened to his face?”

Lotus shrugged. “Nothing to worry about.”

Paul looked at her with doubt, and obvious distrust that she was hiding something. “If you are sure..”

“Positive.” She watched Bucky hang up and turned to them. “Is it done?”

Bucky smiled, “Everything of John’s should be out of A-Z services within 4 hours. Payment is in processing."

Paul breathed a sigh of relief. “Thank you.”

Bucky stated, “If you have any future issues with John about this current arrangement, do not hesitate to contact me. However, as stated within the current contract, if you take any other jobs dealing with John it is your issue. This offer does not extend-"

Paul shook his head, “I will never do business with him again. No worries there.”

Bucky said, “Good to hear. Well, I will see you tomorrow, Lotus.”

Lotus forced a smile that became a genuine smile quickly, “Sure. Thank you Bucky.”

Bucky smiled, “Anything for you, Flower.”

And he disappeared out the door, the hallway falling more silent until the elevator left the floor.

Paul was staring at Lotus, “Sweetheart… How do you feel about Mr. Barnes?”

“I hate Mr. Barnes… But Bucky, the sweeter side of him that he shows me... It’s hard to say.”

Paul rested his head back with a sigh. He closed his eyes with a minimal smile. “I think you are changing him.”

Lotus stared at her father with bemusement, “You think so?”

Paul sighed, “My relationship with him before you, strictly business. He was cold, direct, and let me know exactly what was expected of me and when things needed to be done. Others that know him, told me he was always that way. He was void of emotion, except for this calm rage he showed. Now..? Now I see seemingly genuine smiles from him, he seems to be trying to be a better person. People know there is someone special in his life and others are seeing changes-assumed and rumored changes in him. Nothing changed in Mr. Barnes' life, to my -or even other’s knowledge except the day he met you.”

Lotus' smile appeared softly on her face as the thought of her being such a change to someone was too… No matter the word that failed to come to mind -It makes Lotus feel some kind of way. It seemed outlandish that she alone made such an impact on someone like Mr. Barnes. She did not feel like someone that could change someone so positively.

She could hear his words from earlier, the look of adoration on his face that seemed to be reserved for only her… “Flower, I am confident you are everything I need.”

An amused huff escaped Lotus as she wondered if she really was what Bucky needed in his life. Maybe not everything he wants because she never planned on giving into him about everything. Possibly he needed someone to stand up to him and Lotus knew she would never back down from anyone about things she believed, add in her love for messing with him -well, she knew it would be an interesting life with the way he played all of her silly games.

Lotus looked at her dad, a small smile on her face, “Bucky is infuriating but also amusingly insistent on having me be his.”

“Do you want to be his?”

Lotus pursed her lips… “I’m not sure. He has all of those rumors circulating his name. -The bruises on his face -that’s because he fought John.” “John?” “Yeah. Apparently Bucky beat him good enough for John to send me a flower arrangement as an apology. I assume it's because of me punching him…”

Paul laughed with some exhaustion, “That’s great.”

Lotus laughed for a moment, seeing how tired her father looked. Talking with him a few more minutes until leaving to go home.

Deciding to go through her apartment and try to organize things more. There are still things in storage back at her previous home that still need to be dealt with. One day she needed to go through all of those things, but she needed to find a house first so she had a place for everything to go.

—

For the next week Bucky enjoyed the breakfast meals with Lotus. She seemed genuinely enjoying the time too. She has stated that much on the phone, but in front of Bucky she was not trying so hard to seem disinterested. And today she had the day off -according to Nathan, who always gave Mr. Barnes Lotus schedule since the day he demanded every bit of information on Lotus.

She walked into the diner with the most comfortable looking clothes on. She smiled and greeted him as she discarded her purse and jacket to the booth. A pair of black leggings that held all of her curves wonderfully. A large gray sweater, a deep v-neckline that showed a bit of black lace of her bra from underneath.

Bucky smiled as he looked at her brilliant smile and eyes with a shine to them. “Hello Flower, you seem happy today.”

Lotus nodded, “Yep. I got the day off.”

Bucky smiled larger. “Got plans today?”

Lotus pinched her shirt and tugged, “Laundry. I have been putting it off for so long I’m down to this outfit and stained clothes that I try REALLY hard not to wear in public. My little apartment did not come with a washer and dryer, so I need to go to the laundromat. I hate my apartment so much. It is so little -expensive for how terribly crappy it is. Before I moved here, I had a nice big house. I still have most of my furniture in storage back at home that I need to figure out what to do with. -Do you know any good properties around here?”

“Why do you ask?”

“I’m interested in moving elsewhere. The apartment situation was not a permanent solution when I moved here.”

“I have plenty of space at my place. You could move in with me.” Bucky smiled with amusement because he knew she would get riled up.

Lotus scoffed, “I am not moving in with you.”

Bucky shrugged, “I offered.”

Lotus spoke heavily in sarcasm, “Ha ha. Funny.”

Bucky looked down at her chest in wonder as a bit of black on her skin was visible, Lotus narrowed her eyes and then situated her shirt up. Bucky looking up to her face, “Do you have-”

“Yes. There is a tattoo between my boobs.”

Bucky shrugged, “Can I see it?”

Lotus rolled her eyes, “I’m not flashing you in public.”

Bucky grinned, “then do you want to go to the bathroom to show me?”

Lotus laughed, “Absolutely not. I have pictures on my phone I can show you. -Don’t look so excited. It is only a tattoo, not much else.” She swiped through her phone, “Here. This was once it was done.”

Bucky looked at the familiar tattoo he had seen from the video shortage of her apartment. The picture in front of him was the lotus flower on her sternum still slightly red and a peek of underboob. Lotus pulled her phone back, taping on her phone, showing him a few of her outfits that showed the daringly placed tattoo.

“I don’t wear too many of those outfits anymore but sometimes I do on hot days. This was also me about 5 years ago anyway.”

“You are still extremely beautiful. I can confidently say, I can’t wait for a sweltering hot day.”

Lotus laughed, “and what do you wear on hot days? Suits?”

“Of course.”

“Are suits the only thing you wear?”

“Even just my birthday suit.”

Lotus laughed awkwardly as her face blushed immediately. “Oookay. I did not know what to expect, maybe casual clothes -but I did not expect you to say that.”

Bucky laughed as she fanned her face. “I mean… You showed me yours, I’ll show you mine.”

Lotus laughed more awkwardly. “Do you have pictures?”

Bucky started messing with her by starting to take off his jacket and shirt.

Lotus’ eyes widened, grabbing his hand to stop him, hissing out -”Do not take off your clothes!”

Bucky laughed as he stopped and she sat back in her seat, “unfortunately I do not have pictures of myself on my phone. But I will take some just for you, later.” He sent a wink to her with a smile as he fixed his clothes properly.

Lotus inhaled sharply, staring at him with those wide eyes again. She muttered out a soft, “don’t.”

Bucky scoffed, “Lotus. I wasn’t going to send you nudes. I’m more classy than that.”

Lotus closed her eyes with an airy laugh, covering her face with her hands. Bucky enjoyed the moment of her embarrassment while he laughed with her. She stopped laughing and looked at him again, her chest reddened with her embarrassment, a few more laughs escaped her mouth before looking away.

Lotus laughed, “where are your tattoos?”

“You can wait until later.”

Lotus rolled her eyes and could not help the silly smile pulling her lips relentlessly as she tried to fight it. She grabbed her jacket as she slid out of the booth. “I need to get back home, who knows how long it will take me to do my clothes.”

“You could ask and I will make sure they get done.”

Lotus hummed as she gave a mock look of thought. “What’s the price Mr. Barnes?”

“A date.” Then he smiled with charm and hope.

“Tempting but I’m good. I will see you tomorrow for breakfast. Have a good day, Bucky.”

—

Lotus huffed as she set the last basket in her room, three loads of laundry took four hours and it was now almost noon. Thankfully she took her bill information to sort out some things and tried to figure out how much she could put towards a new car. Looking at her bills made her irritated with how much everything was for such shit living conditions. So drafty she was terrified of this coming winter’s heating bill. She thought of putting that clear plastic over the window with some duct tape, maybe she could go out for that stuff next grocery trip.

Grabbing water from the fridge she noticed she was probably good for a few more days. She checked the other necessities quickly before a knock was at her door, judging by the sound of the polite three taps, it was Timothy. He was a really nice guy and was struggling without having a vehicle. His whole family was.

She opened the door to see him waiting with two measuring cups. She smiled, “Hey Tim, what do you need?”

He looked a little embarrassed, “I was hoping for some sugar and milk..”

“Not a problem, come in- What are you doing here?”

Timothy looked even more embarrassed, “He was outside looking at the pager and I know you left with him in the car the morning the cars were vandalized and I brought him up.”

Lotus offered a smile, interrupting the timid man, “It’s okay. Here come in, I can get you anything you need. Maybe I could take you grocery shopping, I was planning a trip myself.”

Timothy paused walking through to the small kitchen, “I don’t want to trouble you.”

Lotus waved her hand in “I promise you are not.” She turned to Bucky, “You wait.”

Bucky nodded as he leaned against the wall with his hands holding an envelope. Lotus looked at it odd but shut the door, deciding to ask later. She helped Timothy gather the sugar, gave him one of her half gallons, let him have some coffee, and sent her box of pancakes with him.

“Thank you so much. I will pay you back.”

“Don’t worry about it, I’m not. We can go shopping in a little while, we will match up our schedules later. If you need to, we can get some of your errands done too.”

Timothy stopped outside the door, “Lotus, you are a godsend. We are so grateful for you.”

Lotus smiled, “Anything to help a neighbor.” Once watching Timothy go into his apartment she turned to Bucky, “What are you doing here?”

“I know you have the day off and well… I have some information for you. Can I come in?”

Lotus eyed the envelope again. She sighed as curiosity got the best of her, “Yeah I guess. Do they need to come in too?” Lotus looked at Steve and Sam.

“No. They can stay out here.”

Moved to let Bucky in and then shut the door. She laughed a little as she heard the children cheer over the pancakes. She noticed Bucky smiled a little too. She hummed, crossing her arms as a chill ran through her, noting to latch the window better. “So what do you have to say?”

“You might want to sit down.”

She gestured to the envelope, “what is it?”

Bucky strolled over and sat on the couch, opening the envelope. “Do you watch porn?”

Lotus looked at him in disbelief, “wow. What the hell Bucky? Is that porn in the envelope? -I’m not watching porn with you.”

Bucky stated, “It’s not what is exactly in here, but it will help get Tyler out of Jenn’s life.”

Lotus eyebrows furrowed… “What?”

Bucky set some pictures on the coffee table.

Lotus cautiously walked over seeing naked bodies in obvious situations. She gasped, “That’s Tyler! -That is NOT Jen-Who is she? He is cheating on Jenna?” Lotus sat on the couch as she looked at each picture to make sure it was without a doubt Tyler. “How did you get these pictures?-Why did you do this?”

She knew Bucky was staring at her, so when he talked she finally looked at him. “Because I knew it would help you achieve getting Tyler away from Jenna. And this should show how much of a bad guy he is for Jen. She’s, as you said, sweet. She doesn’t deserve this.” He gestured to the pictures laid out.

Lotus looked at the multiple pictures… Softly saying, “why,” she then spoke louder, “why didn’t you come to me sooner? Why so many pictures?”

“I wanted to prove a point. Since you said you wanted Tyler out of Jenna’s life I’ve had him watched-”

“Stalked. It is called stalking.”

Bucky pulled other pictures from the envelope. “I have other proof too… He is definitely not for Jenna.”

Lotus looked at the other pictures. There were pictures of Tyler stealing, doing drugs with that girl, him beating someone with a few others and then him near her car…

“He damaged my car?!”

Bucky offered casually, “If you want his name to a ‘missing’ status it could be arranged.”

Lotus thought about it for a long moment. It was extremely tempting in her moment of rage and then her eyes drifted to the sex acts and she thought of how to tell poor Jenna. “... No. Don’t do that. I wanna kick his ass, mostly for Jenna.”

Bucky stood, “If you need anything done. You have my number.”

Lotus looked up at him from her seated position. “You shouldn’t have done any of this. I didn’t ask for this.” She stood up, looking up at him and seeing the healing bruises on his face, wondering why he does so much to help …

“Shouldn’t have done what, Flower?”

Lotus felt her face contort in confusion as everything he has done for her came to the front of her mind all at once, she will start with the obvious thing she can see now. “First of all, fought for me. I’m not worth-”

She paused immediately when he leaned down to look her right in the eyes. Holding her breath as she felt mildly intimidated by the movement. Was she expecting a kiss or for him to yell?

He spoke so simply. “You are worth everything to me. There isn’t a thing I would not do for you.”

Lotus eyes went to look at the marks on his skin once again… She spoke softly, “It looks like it hurts…”

He smiled at her, teasing, “worried about me?”

She looked at those beautiful lips. Then to those eyes that were looking at her with longing. “Yes.” He looked to her lips and started to move towards her slowly, her lips parted slightly as she sucked in air and tried to cool her nerves. He was going to kiss her. Was she even ready for that? If she kissed him right now, did she lose the game of cat and mouse?

Lotus thought quickly, why was she worried about his bruises?

She turned away, effectively breaking the spell and she took a quiet breath. “Yes. -Concerned for your mental health because -why would you do that? -Getting into a fight is stupid.” She looked at him to read his face.

Bucky huffed a laugh, seeming a little annoyed. “Lotus. You punched John too. And you just said you wanted to beat Tyler. Tell me how we are different.”

Lotus blinked. Staring at him. Wondering how his brain worked so fast, she was still processing that they almost kissed and still felt her brain trying to work right. She shrugged dramatically, slapping her legs as they lowered with a clapping sound.

“I don’t know Bucky. I’m not the one walking around with an injured face. -Why are you in public with your face like that? Doesn’t it show weakness because you look bruised?”

She knew nothing good was going to come out of his mouth when he smiled.

“I think it shows nothing will stop me. And that I will do anything for you.”

Lotus’ mind broke. Again.

The nerve. How dare he smile at her like that, look at her with those eyes. Why is he so insistent on helping her all the damn time?

She thought of one thing that always worked. “I didn’t ask you to do anything.”

Bucky shrugged with his shoulders, “good because I have not bought any bows, yet.”

Lotus narrowed her eyes at the sparkle in his with that little addition to his statement. She had no plans on asking him for anything. “Are you done here?”

Bucky nodded, gestured to the pictures. “Do you want to keep those? It would make it easier to make Jenna believe you.”

“It would but how am I supposed to explain how I got these?”

“Tell her the truth.”

—

Lotus looked at the neatly bagged up clothes and items, knowing full well that if she was in Jenna’s position -Tyler’s shit would be thrown next to the garbage can… not neatly baged by the front door. Lotus took the pictures Bucky provided to the too-good-for-her-own-good friend and told her by herself. Lotus decided against getting Nicole and Tracy involved with the delivery of this news. It was not going to be easy for the golden hearted girl to see those things. Jenna shed some tears, cried and asked all the questions she could, then tried to blame herself for not being good enough-Lotus quickly stopped those thoughts.

“Lets go out. The day is young and maybe you need a makeover. I promise it will be fun. Let me do your makeup before we leave -wait. I have a plan and I want you to hear it. So. I’ll do your makeup. We can go get a new haircut, an outfit or few. Then we can go out man hunting.”

Jenna looked honestly confused, “Man hunting?”

“Yeah because after I am done with you. You’ll be killing all the men, drop-dead-gorgeous.”

Jenna laughed, “I doubt that.”

“I don’t. I know you are just as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside. -exhibit one….” Lotus gestured to the front door. “You NEATLY packed your cheating asshole’s stuff and put it by the front door.” Jenna shrugged, “I thought it would be easier for him to-” Lotus interrupted abruptly. “I do not care what is easier for him. Not a single fuck to give about him. Now, we are going out for a makeover. On my money. Let’s go.”

Jenna shrugged, “Okay… Could we maybe get our nails done too? …I’ve never had them done.”

“Then absolutely. We are going out to hunt men though.”

“Can we invite Tracy and Nicole?”

—

Bucky looked at Tyler and Charity, nervous energy rolling off of them even more when Bucky smiled and said, “I’ll send him to grab his things.”

Bucky was pleased with how well everything was going. His lovely Flower unknowingly helped him by relocating Jenna after packing Tyler’s things by the front door. Then they went out shopping, Lotus’ guardians reporting things to Bucky as needed.

Charity asked, “What do you mean grab things?”

Bucky stated as he ended the call. “Jenna was informed by her dear friend Lotus about your activities. They packed your things and left them on the porch. My use of you both has expired. Go grab your things, then leave my city.” Tyler spoke urgently, “I have a life here-” Bucky got in Tyler’s face, “You so much as make a blip on my radar, your life will end. Think about that.”

Tyler put on a brave facade. “Where am I supposed to go?”

Bucky raised his eyebrows minimally and relaxed when Tyler flinched. Speaking evenly, “Off my radar. Understand?” Bucky tilted his head with a sinister smirk.

Tyler’s lips were in a tight line. “Fine. Am I good to go?”

Bucky stared in Tyler’s eyes with a cold look. “Get out of my city.” Then Bucky moved to the side and let Tyler pass. Stopping Charity making the couple look at eachother, “You could have an acting career doll, maybe you could earn money that way in your new lifestyle.”

Her lips smashed together and she glared at him. “Can I go?”

Bucky moved to the side with a grin. “Good luck.”

They got in the car and then drove off with a look sent Bucky’s way. Bucky looked to Sam, “Make sure they leave.”

—

Lotus grinned at Jenna as she took another shot. Jenna looked really good, a sexy little thing that was turning heads. The clothes Lotus picked out helped show off Jenna’s body wonderfully. The whole look she had was definitely going to leave a few men with a lack of blood to the brain.

Jenna, Tracy, Nicole and Lotus herself were dressed in their best for “Man hunting.”

Lotus had on a plunge shirt to show off her sternum tattoo, skin tight jeans with knee high heeled boots and a long length lace cardigan. Lotus did not get herself anything on the splurge for Jenna, except for her longer, oval shaped, black tipped nails with the lotus flower designs tapping on the table. Jenna thought it would be funny to get that design. Lotus used to have the flower on everything she owned. When she had her nails done before, usually getting the flowers as the design was the first thing she requested.

As many people asked her to go to their bosses with the plan of Lotus flowers everywhere-they were not original ideas. Everyone on campus couldn’t look at the flower without thinking of her…

Lotus smiled briefly at the fond memories of lotus stickers being slapped everywhere. It has been a long time since she had a manicure. She knew she loved them before but she contemplated if the nails were too long or if she was no longer used to the artificial nails.

Lotus saw a familiar and unwelcome face walking over to their table… Lotus glared, standing up effectively realizing how intoxicated she was with the simple movement.

Lotus attempted to speak sternly, “Get out of here Tyler.”

Jenna looked over her shoulder, saying “oh no.”

Tyler stood beside Jenna, “please let me explain. Can we go talk?”

Jenna looked at the girls with unease.

Lotus spoke sternly. “No. She doesn’t want anything to do with you. Did you see the bags by the door? -Get the hint.”

Tyler glared at Lotus. “Your crazy boyfriend organised the whole thing.”

Lotus drawled, “Right. -And he is not my boyfriend.”

Tyler replied with a minor whine. “He did. I swear. Jenna, please? I wanna talk.” He grabbed Jenna’s arm when she did nothing, “I need to talk to you.”

Lotus walked around, having to steady herself on a chair. “Let her go.” Lotus pulled his arm from Jenna. Then pushed him. “Get out of here asshole.”

Tyler sneered, “you and Mr. Barnes had it planned to get rid of me.”

Lotus laughed, “no. I did nothing but give her proof of what a bad person you are for her.”

Tyler glared at her, anger evident in his loud voice, “You fucking bitch. You should have minded your own business.”

Tyler went to raise his hand then stopped immediately before his hand reached above his shoulder. Lotus put her arm up to protect her head out of relex. When no hit came she looked at him again. Tyler looked over her shoulder and fear filled his face. His hand immediately went down.

Lotus looked behind her, steadying herself on Jenna’s chair. There was Bucky… walking towards them with a scowl on his face. Steve and Sam following close behind him with a few others. The power of his walk made people look at him then some turned their head away.

Lotus stared at Bucky as he kept his eyes on Tyler, passing Lotus slightly and towering over Tyler. “What did you THINK you were going to do?”

Tyler stuttered, nothing seeming to make sense as he couldn’t form a word.

Lotus watched Bucky. He stared at the stuttering mess, more anger seemed to grow within himself as no answer could form. Everyone knew Tyler was going to hit Lotus. The thought of what might happen to Tyler scared her, but to be in Tyler’s shoes and having to admit a death sentence… Well, Lotus could understand why he couldn’t talk.

Jenna stared with fear. “Don’t hurt him.”

Lotus put her hand on Bucky’s arm, speaking softly. “Bucky. Please. Not here.”

Bucky looked at her, his tone had a slight roughness to it even as his face was pure rage and his eyes sweeping all over her. “Are you okay?”

Lotus huffed as her lips pulled into a quick relieved smile. “I’m okay. Please, for Jenna-not here.”

Bucky sighed heavily, “Fine.” He turned towards Sam, “Take him away.”

Jenna grabbed Lotus’ arm. “Please don’t let them hurt him.”

Lotus nodded, “Don’t worry Jen. I’ll handle this.” She turned towards Sam taking Tyler out. Bucky staying close beside her. She stopped outside the door, seeing them throw Tyler in an unmarked black car. She held her breath as anxiety seized her heart but it still somehow continued to beat with the oddly satisfying thought of how Tyler was going to get punished. The anxiety was due to wondering how severely they were going to handle him. He screamed for help before they slammed the door and drove off with him.

She looked at Bucky, worry contorting her face. “Please. Don’t hurt him. Jenna will be worried about him. I know she is freaking out about this right now.”

Bucky sighed before facing her. He gently pushed hair away from her face, he studied her face. “What do you suggest I do with him?”

Lotus mouth opened, shaking her head slightly, her cheek bumping into his hand with the small movement. She sighed a breath she didn’t know that was being held, “I don’t know.” She held his hand to her face as she thought for a moment -everything leading to this nerve wracking moment. “Report him to the authorities. -You have proof of him damaging cars… and. -And maybe the others can be identified too?” She gripped his hand, pleading with her eyes. “That’s what I asked before. Please Bucky.”

He was looking at her with a near impossible face to read. His eyes a stormy grey, the same the morning she first saw him injured. His usual blue eyes filled with happiness turned this stormy grey when he was mad.

Looking past the color… She wanted to smile. Even though he was beyond mad from her near danger. He still was able to look at her with that adoration he always did.

She sighed with a relief and wondering what it was going to cost, “Bucky. I’m asking for this.”

He stroked her cheek softly with his thumb, looking at the movement. Then to her eyes, her whole face. “Do you need a bow?” His lips lifted a minimal amount.

A happy laugh left her abruptly, the tension leaving her and relief flooding her senses. Tears slightly blurred her eyes. Shaking her head, speaking a soft, “no.” She looked at him and noticed him smiling. “Thank you, Bucky.”

His hand left her face, then returned on her shoulder, fingers leaving goosebumps as they gently caressed her arm on the way down. He grabbed her hand, brought it to his lips, “anything for you.” He left a soft kiss on the back of her hand. “Go inside. I have to make a call.”

Lotus nodded, taking her hand out of the loose grasp. She turned and nearly stumbled, the alcohol and likely the rush of emotions trying to take her down. “I’m okay,” she told Bucky as she steadied herself before he caught her. She walked back into the bar with a sigh of relief, going to explain to Jenna everything was okay.

—

Bucky made the call and instructed what to do. Making sure that Tyler knew what to say and who to rat out. If things went well, John would be questioned too. He sighed, hanging up the phone.

Steve stated, “before Lotus, John would have been dead long ago.”

Bucky replied, “John is just a little piece to play with to get Lotus to be mine. Her security is increased, John is being watched, so if he tries something I will know before it gets to Lotus. Any other threats are handled already. Tyler is dealt with, Lotus and her friends are having a good time tonight. Everything is fine. Let's enjoy ourselves tonight.”

Steve sighed, “They are not my usual company.”

Bucky got a toothpick out, “yes, because you like to flirt with that officer, Peggy. I think that’s dangerous.”

“If I can get her on our side, I think that would be beneficial to us.”

“You just like that lipstick she wears.”

“She has a nice ass too.”

Bucky shrugged without admitting anything. “Well. Tonight maybe you will get lucky with a sweet girl named Jenna.”

Steve scoffed, “I’m not sure she is my type.”

Bucky huffed a laugh, “The quiet ones usually have very pretty moans. Sometimes their kinks surprise you because they seem innocent.”

Steve sighed, putting his hands near his hips, looking at the ground. Obviously conflicted.

Bucky grinned, “You wanna know, go find out. She’s drunk and hunting for a rebound.”

Steve shrugged with a smirk, “I guess I might try sweet and shy tonight.”

Bucky smiled, “There we go. You keep Jenna distracted and I’ll try getting Lotus home with me.”

“You better. You must have the bluest balls anyone ever has by now.”

—

Lotus watched the man of the current conversation walk in, then went straight to their table. He grabbed a chair, “what are we having to drink tonight, ladies?”

Lotus groaned, “Bucky. This is a girl’s night -no. Don’t bring a chair. -There is no room!”

Jenna grinned, “It’s okay. You can stay Bucky.”

Everyone looked at Jenna odd… Nicole subtly got her phone out.

Tracy shrugged, “What are you paying for? -Because I think Jenna needs the continued liquid courage if you stay.”

Lotus tried to get a word “He’s not-”

Bucky smiled, “I will get us anything you all want.”

Lotus said, “Go away there is no room-”

He grinned, gesturing up, “How about we go up to my booth?-More room so no more complaints.” He gave Lotus a look that had her huff and cross her arms.

Then Lotus went to help Jenna but Steve took her. Bucky offered Lotus an arm. Lotus gave Bucky a pointed look at the agreement obviously being offered. “I never agreed to that.”

Bucky tilted his head, looking a little innocent, “to what?”

Lotus gestured to Jenna walking with Steve then between herself and Bucky. “I know that was an earlier discussion. Steve dates Jenna and I date you. I never agreed.”

Bucky stopped the cute look, shrugging. “Acceptance or not, Steve will be watching Jenna. I trust him to care for her.”

Lotus stared at him with disbelief, “you kidding? I told you this is a girls night. We don’t want you-”

Nicole grabbed Lotus, dragging her towards the stairs for VIP. “Common. Wait until you see this.”

Lotus stated, “This is a. girls’ night.”

Nicole laughed, “For manhunting -and there are some nice prey up here.” She snickered, “you, however, are still prey material.”

Lotus scoffed, “I am not-” Lotus stopped talking once seeing how spacious it was on this floor, looking at the stage was great from this angle, there was a better looking bar with actual servers going to the tables. Lotus looked at a tray with delicious looking food making her mouth water.

Nicole grinned, “when do we start our friends with benefits relationship?”

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