#but whatever !!! i’ll do it i guess

[emry-stars-art]

Whumptober day 10: branding/scarring/collar (full under the cut - I might say this one’s slightly more intense)

Did I mention this prompt list fits our Evemore Kingdom needs like almost too well? :,)

Find the royal au masterpost here

(Hey does anyone have any comfort/fluff drawing ideas I can pick from TT)

#this one was rough #I think I’m gonna draw some comfort and fluff tomorrow #I guess when you see this it will be today #since I knocked two of these out in one night #soon I won’t be able to work on them so I’m trying to get them done #but I’d like some comfort now I think #also ignore that everything about the brand is incorrect #too small wrong writing system etc #I’ll deal with it later #anyway #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #royal au #how do I tag this without jumpscaring innocent like marketing people #do those even exist on tumblr #whatever I’m tagging #branding #whumptober #emry whumptober 2023

[cray-2-the-z]

Well damn… @i-am-thornqueen outdid herself with this one…

Guess it’s only fair to turn myself in for my part in these delightfully sinful heinous acts.

Also, as a bonus, I joked that this was the most amount of clothing I had drawn Mari in to date, and dearest ThornQueen feared I was veering toward the straight and narrow. So naturally, I had to reassure her that was simply not the case, and offered as penance my best piece of art I have ever created.

#miraculous ladybug #a werecat in london #miraculous fanart #the monsters of paris #myart #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #werechat #cuddling & snuggling #Geez just look at that piece of perfection that is Nakey Marinette #I mean what is even the point of drawing anything after that? #Nothing will ever live up to its legacy #I may have doomed myself with that one #whatever is a poor struggling artist to do? #I guess I’ll just go console myself by reading miraculous monster smut

[crazymecjc]

manga redraw bc I’m in a silly goofy mood

panel and version without text below the cut!

#trigun #trigun maximum #oof my art i guess #vash the stampede #nicolas d wolfwood #vashwood #spinning them around in my brain at the speed of sound #something about the two of them just Hits Different #maybe it’s the religious imagery #maybe it’s the fact that they both Know each other so so well #who knows #whatever it is in their dynamic I am biting it #I just think they’re Neat #I promise I’ll chill the fuck out with art of the two of them Eventually however I do also have like three more ideas off the top of my head #so uhhh I will be going wild on main for a bit longer sorry #anyways I’m very happy with the colors in this one they sure are color #gonna stop rambling now I need to get out of the tags if you read all this for some reason ily

[wayward-sherlock]

hey everybody 🥳

so last year i promised myself that i would do a wayward_sherlock ao3 wrapped to prove to myself that i’ve grown as a writer and that i’ve found a sense of community and um. it did not disappoint. (more below the cut)

my overall hits from 2022 to 2023 went up by almost 78k.

my kudos went up by 6.5k.

my user subscriptions went up by 140.

my word count went up by. it went up by 244,902.

i just wanted to say how grateful i am for all of the people who find and read my silly little fics. a lot of what i write is dealing with stuff going on in my head or in my life, and it means so so much to me that im able to touch so many people and maybe make them feel a little bit less alone.

i know numbers shouldn’t matter. im a fic writer, not a best selling author or anything like that. but even seeing the count of people i’ve interacted with, directly or not, go up by even one means so much to me i can’t even begin to express it. im contributing to our little community of people who love these boys that i’m writing about, and who love something so innately human that they want to share, and that, to me, is worth more than anything else in the world.

this year was not the easiest for me. ive been struggling with depression for a few years now, and while this year was nowhere near the lows that ive had in the past (cough last year cough), i still had to fight to make it through. writing helped me with that more than i can begin to even comprehend, and to see that i accomplished so much this year in spite of my mental health problems is. well. kind of astonishing.

anyway. this is my long winded way of saying THANK YOU to every single person who has commented on, interacted with, or even just read one of my fics. you guys are all amazing and i love you. im baking a big batch of cookies and will be giving one to every single one of you with a big huge hug and a kiss on the forehead. 💗💗🫂🫂

can’t wait to see what we do in 2024 !!! xx

#something about the human experience makes me emotional i guess. whatever. #anyway it’s here!! I DID IT!! I REMEMBERED!!! #EEEEEEEE #enjoy this essay btw. if i’ve learned anything this year it’s that i have a LOT more to say. #hopefully i’ll be able to do one of these next year too :) #🫧🪴 #☀️ #<- we’ll put this in my rainy day tag. yeah. this makes me so so happy #wayli writes #wayli wrapped

[alien-from-planet-zog]

LINK CLICK QUESTION.

Where the hell did Cheng Xiaoshi grow up? Like, did he live with his parents in the photo studio, or did they live in a separate apartment?

I saw a post about episode one, where CXS said he grew up in the photo studio, which sounds like he LIVED there lived there but also it’s an ambiguous statement. He could’ve meant that he grew up there as in, he spent so much time there growing up it became his real home.

And is there even room for two adults and a child to live there?? CXS and LG literally have a bunk bed because there isn’t enough space…even assuming a decent sized bed could fit in that room, where would that have left CXS? The mysterious attic?

Please help I’m losing my mind.

#link click #cheng xiaoshi #shiguang daili ren #so confused #this might be information we’ll never really know #or they’ll reveal it later #or I’m just dumb idk #I am suffering trying to write this canon compliant fic #if nobody sees this I’ll just do whatever I guess lol

[heliumcake]

ok but it’s both funny and adorable knowing that mike hates being filmed but still didn’t complain about it to will even though he was mad at him for not asking him before he agreed to let max join them for halloween.

#he was like: im pissed but you look happy filming everything or whatever 🙄i guess i’ll let you do it #byler

[notmygrave]

also i think i’m developing the most embarrassing crush on this man and he’s not even pretty and he has such stupid name he’s the type of person i couldn’t introduce to my friends and look them in the eye ever again

#he’s such a loser but the first time i met him he picked a lock like that’s hot #and you wouldn’t really guess it but he’s like terrifyingly smart but so chill about it and authoritative but in a very soothing way???? #so strange god bless this is so embarrassing #we had a Thing today whatever it was empty threats and i was like they don’t know me i’ll go and feel out the situation i’ll just go out fo #a cig and act stupid and he went you’re not going anywhere if something were to happen to you i couldn’t live with myself #and i went ohhhhhh #i mean fuck you how do you think i’d feel if you all got your heads kicked in while i’m safe having a coffee inside a locked office #but still.. and i barely know the man

[bloobydabloob]

Is there a reason ur drawings kinda look like someone stretched them in some direction. Not in a mean way. It's very silly imo /pos

Thank you, I’m glad you like it. I take inspiration from artists like @tostyart (twt) @robert_valley (insta) jasonlupas (twt) and several other artists, who do the same thing. I think it looks great. There’s no deeper reason sadly… just think it looks cool.

#third ask in a row about the skew. Hahaha #I get why some people might not like it #I love it though. I think it’s sooo sick #I deleted yesterday’s ask because I didn’t want to clog my page with asks but I’ll reiterate #I don’t think that imperfect art should be fixed or corrected #I struggle more specifically with rigidity in my art #I have a tendency to overwork the shapes in my art to the point where it’s just… stiff as hell #So I think also the skew helps disguise that a little. Maybe I’m a cheater #But anyways #I really like skewiff or quote unquote wonky looking art. #I love art and I love beginner artists and I love shakey lines and imperfections #I think it’s soo awesome. #I dig all art to be honest. Really honestly I just like art. I’m rambling here haha #but no… Some of the people listed get insecure about the asymmetry or whatever in their art. #I don’t think anyone should be ashamed of their art as long as they are doing something they enjoy and improving #without wonky art and without weird looking stuff #we wouldn’t improve. That’s what really sucks #But I guess that’s not why I do it. I wish I could do the skew on accident dude. #Please check out @tostyart by the way #genuinely probably one of my favorite artists of all time #I think you will enjoy their stuff. It’s so different to everything else and their characters are wonderful #they have such wonderful line work and are so great at working with composition and perspective. #Everything I aspire to be #Sorry for tag rambling. I did this exact thing yesterday too #don’t give me the opportunity to talk about art. I’ll never shut up. #still not on topic though #TLDR : I think it looks cool

[anonymous-tals]

Tony feels a massive wave of relief the day Gob finally agrees to maybe try therapy.

I hc that Gob gets nightmares of actual and imagined J. Walter Weatherman lessons and this is based off a little sketch I did a while ago about that.

#gob is concerning 24/7 and tony is ever-concerned for his wellbeing #i’m hoping to finish that sketch someday #this comic didn’t actually start out as being based off of that it just sort of turned into it #it was actually originally a part of another thing I’m working on #that I guess is still technically related since it’s about Gob agreeing to do therapy #but it was more so specifically about Gob like deflecting and being like ‘pshh i’m fine i don’t need therapy i have you!’ #and tony being like ‘okay but what if i’m not able to help you or i’m not in your vicinity at the time.’ #sort of expressing ya know that of course tony is always willing to be there for Gob but he’s worried about what if there’s a time #where gob needs help and he can’t help him for whatever reason #i’ll probably still do that #if not now eventually #but more likely eventually since i’m already planning out other drawings #gob bluth #will arnett #tony wonder #ben stiller #blunder #arrested development #arrested development fanart #gay gob is concerning

[thefirstpaleontologist]

okay so I’m thinking yknow like vampires. Vampires are undead so if they die then I don’t think they could leave a ghost. But werewolves? Werewolves are just people who got cursed furry style. They still have souls. If a werewolf died I think they could totally play by the usual ghost rules of violent deaths and unfinished business etc. so then I’m wondering, if a werewolf dies and leaves a ghost, is that ghost still a werewolf, or did dying break the curse? Cause like. Imagine. Youre a ghost but you still turn into a wolf every full moon. And your wolf sona is just out there acting an undead fool once a month. So anyway let me set the scene. Old house, next to some woods. The locals say some old loner died out there in mysterious circumstances. A couple moves in, they’re so optimistic. It’s so scenic. What a lovely private piece of land. Only… ah. It’s got a bit of a wolf problem. Oh well it’s the woods they expected some wildlife to come with that. But then,, hmm. The house might be haunted too? Yikes. Now this couple will soon discover that on the bright side, these two big issues are actually only one big issue. Unfortunately that one issue is a werewolf ghost.

#werewolves #ghost #and like I must emphasise that this is a comedy story #the couple are the working class pragmatic sort. not spiritual or superstitious in the least #they try out all the normal methods of dealing with pests and wolves and old creepy houses first #a local animal expert ranger guy gets called in because the couple is like we have a wolf problem please help and the ranger dude is like #welp you live where the wolves live so that’s on you tbh. but this is weird wolf behaviour so I’ll check it out #and then he comes up and he’s like I think the wolves around here on drugs actually #when the couples exausted their reasonable ideas they’re like :/ welp. time to call an exorcist #guess it’s time to call an exorcist #the ranger sticks around even after it turns out to not be real wolves cause he’s professionally interested in the fact it’s a werewolf #the nearest exorcist is like a day away so there’s various cuts to this priest or whatever driving to the middle of rural now where #and he’s keeps getting into mishaps along the road #like his car breaks down #he hits a deer and then holds a mini funeral and service for the deer #mayeb the deer turns into a ghost and follows him on his way to the werewolf ghost #thatd be something right #when he gets there he’s sprinkling the holy water and doing the chants #and it’s not working but they can tell something is up #they try to use a ouija board but it just keeps saying Awoooo #so then the couple and the exorcise call in one of those people who hold seances #and the werewolf is just like my fucking guy you don’t think I’ve been through this before? #i had people trying to exorcise me while I was alive man! #please picture the werewolf man saying that with a heavy New Yorker accent #oh but it’s important to note that this is not taking place in the US #I am picturing this being set in Italy. in like the Alps or something #I think it being set in Italy gives a certain catholic pizzazz to the ghost aspect #the alps have wolves I looked it up to double check #it wouldn’t have mattered to me if there weren’t wolves that would have just added to the comedy #but there are apparently 900 wolves in the Alps

[nerdgirlnarrates]

So for some reason, I thought I would not have to do specialty-specific research to match pulm/crit, and that I could get away with exclusively having medical education scholarly projects. This was probably dumb of me, but I am nevertheless really unhappy to find out I was wrong. I just hate research man. I love science, I love digging into the literature and coming up with good questions and synthesizing information, but I hate performing analysis myself. I especially hate churning out shitty chart reviews and case reports just to pack my resume, and the thought of having to keep doing that during residency makes me wanna throw up. The vast majority of research done by physicians is utter trash (we do not have the time or training to complete meaningful research on our own most of the time!), it doesn’t improve physicians’ scientific literacy, it is just chasing prestige. I hate it. Please please let me work on a project that is actually meaningful.

#I so often feel like the wrong kind of person for medicine purely because I am more focused on teaching and community health #and I do not care about getting in NEJM or whatever #like good for the people who are actually doing good research #I am not one of them #can we not consider that maybe medicine should have multiple types of people with different interests #also I do not have infinite time #so doing shitty research projects takes my time away from actually worthwhile projects that I care about #also like half the reason I switched from neurosurgery was that I didn’t wanna be trapped doing shitty research #just to hang onto an academic job so I can occasionally teach #and it looks like I am trapped there anyway with IM! #god fucking dammit! #i just hate it i fucking hate it #why isn’t it enough to practice medicine and teach residents and med students #why do I have to be a scientist before I can be an ICU doctor #they are different fucking professions #okay I guess I’ll wrap up my rant here #my content #my text posts #medblr #med school #medicine #med student

[floral-hex]

hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot #well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification #guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that #hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺 #I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life. #it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve #but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬 #like… what do I even want to do tomorrow? #I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie #but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty #so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻‍♂️ #which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day. #but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year #people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever. #and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now. #I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay! #im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours #…. I’m sad! #I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow #…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly. #it’ll be okay #days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy #and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive #my mutuals are great #you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that. #ok you can ignore this #text

[localpizza-bot]

Rather proud of this

#I only got to play one round of challenge LMAO #but whatever I’m guessing I’ll be back at what 5am #Splatoon #splatoon3 #what do I even tag this

[sea-jello]

this was from a long time ago but i haven’t posted much abt dr so. is this something. did anyone have this idea yet

#please don’t flame me i do not ship sora and nya #if it is kinda weird tell me n i’ll take it down #i also don’t know if this crush on older siblings slash counsellor thing actually happens or if it only happens in fiction #but whatever they’re fictional #shoutout to squib #ignore the uh. 6am #i did not remember it being 6am #i haven’t posted anything in so long so take this i guess #is ninjago tumblr still like. alive #i haven’t seen much but also everyone i follow has moved on and i don’t really check the tag so i hope so #ninjago #lego ninjago #sora ninjago #ninjago sora #nya ninjago #ninjago nya #dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising #i don’t think i have to tag spoilers it’s been long enough

[sanchoyo]

I’ve been wanting to reopen commissions soon but I rly need to make new examples, maybe try to figure out what ppl are most interested in (I think my most commissioned items are always icons, so? Those will be included) and what I can do…I also want to refigure my prices. Like I do want them to be affordable, and I do love drawing for ppl, but I also want to make sure I have the bandwidth + time for them and also feel like I’m being compensated properly since I do have a job now so they would be the Side Thing aaa TwT

but I’m finally at a place where I feel like. Not burnt out after every week and I’m in a nice routine now and pretty used to my job, so I feel like I can handle more on the side. Very excited abt that. Not excited abt making new examples or figuring out what I wanna offer etc tho I hate the logistics of commissions. Part of me wants to do a pay what u want thing with a set minimum and maybe start exclusively offering them thru kofi since it’s so easy, but we’ll see!!

I look to maybe open them around June so like. If anyone is interested, I’d love to hear what kind of stuff u guys would want? 🤨

#I realize posting this at 2 am might not yield feedback LOL I’ll maybe do a more formal poll on my art blog later #I’m up waaay past my bedtime bc I’ve been nocturnal this week #the landlord sent ppl to reno our kitchen so I have been sleeping during the day #and working at night so that I can avoid the ppl. anxiety. whatever I feel bad for being in their way and I’m shy ok 😭 #it’s been loud and a mess all across the house bc of it and I am a tiny bit stressed #plus family stuff but the reg yk. it’s fine #but thinking abt how excited I am abt art and possibly drawing for ppl and making them happy makes me happy aaaa #I rly do love making art for ppl #and I’ve missed it #sanchoyorambles #in other news I got a bird bath for outside my window so in addition to the feeder I can see them splash #haven’t seen any of them use it for that yet :( but several wasps have drank! #wasps r smarter than birds confirmed I guess. they’re growing on me a lil bit I’m ngl. there’s a nest on the porch #and last week when I decided I’d work outside for an hour or two one came and sat with me #perched on the arm rest and hung out. and I was brave and didn’t run away! we r friends now me n the wasps #someone appreciates my gift of water #birds take notes……….

[broflovski-brah]

daily reminder that it’s not my job to babysit your kids online.

#i know i have a dni if you’re under 16 but god forbid anyone listens #so i guess i’ll take that away #but i’m going to block any blog that i feel is too young to see my content #but i’m not your babysitter. do whatever. #skipper speaks #rules #reminders #idk what to tag this as