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glowingreverie · 2 months

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the past two days, i've just been watching mukbangs

#brain off frfr #staring at a pretty girl eating a shit ton of food #there was this one girl i watched for a bit bc she had a cute dog but i couldn't handle her mic quality ;-;#i haven't even edited any chapters #i think i'll have to stick to one update a week =v=...#smh #i was hoping to get to two a week #i guess i could do a stable one a week and two ever other week #i can't even figure out the next arc #i vaguely know the ending at least but the two arcs between the middle and the end are making me wanna gouge my eyes out #a part of me is like well i can always go back to edit/rewrite it right #which is true #but the problem is my motivation...#i think if i just sat down and stared at the word doc for long enough i could do it #it just sucks bc after the previous arc things change so much...and i wanted to do a big time skip #i still want to do a big time skip #but at the same time i'm like #could i do a smaller time skip??#it adds to the slow burn...which i do like...#but then i'd have to break the major arc i had into a smaller piece?#which honestly might be better bc the first drafts of those arcs that i deleted felt way too rushed and i hated it

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uncanny-tranny · 7 months

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Basically, my philosophy around disability fakers is: I would rather a thousand people fake a disability than have one disabled person suffer without care, aids, compassion, or any help.

#disability #disability advocacy #and there's a difference not many people seem to recognize between faking and realizing you don't have [x] problem...#...such as realizing you don't have [x] disorder because it is instead [y] disorder...#...or you haven't completely understood your care needs/your symptoms/what helps you...#...and some people see ANY change in your understanding of your disability as proof of maliciously faking...#...when i suppose in my personal experience people don't *maliciously* fake disability...#...i'm not saying it could never happen but that i don't think it's the *only* thing motivating people called fakers #i just think (like most everything) this is complex and nuanced because it's a *human* experience #like for me personally i /know/ i still have a lot to learn about my disabilities...#...like... i realized recently that my hands shouldn't be in AGONY when warm water is ran over them when it's SLIGHTLY cold inside or out...#...and i realized that i likely have a Noticable limb difference that needs checking out. does this sound like i'm faking...#...or that maybe i just didn't really explore my own needs and body because of a variety of factors?#i can assure you it is because i haven't really thought before about how i deserved to understand how to best help myself

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choccy-milky · 8 months

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morning RoR cuddles🤍☀️ ((ref 1, 2, 3))

#i kept seeing those photosets on my pinterest and they are so seb and clora i had to draw them i had no choice #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian sallow x oc #hogwarts legacy #choccyart #SORRY ITS NOT A FIC UPDATE POST i used to be able to pump out a chap a week no problem but my motivation has been slower lately

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sheryl-lee · 1 year

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anyone else find it a little fucked up that gifsets/edits only get more than 1k notes if they’re concerning a brand new piece of media (film/tv episode/trailer) and if the edit is posted within like 10 minutes of said media releasing to the public??? and if it’s not, it’s basically ignored and dies or takes days/weeks to amass notes??? so most people will only deem creators “worthy” of a like/reblog to spread an edit around if it’s only relevant to whatever brand new thing has released, and if you’re even like a week late that’s not good enough and fuck you <3

#and up until like a year or two ago this wasn't a problem #like i know people are on this site because gifsets for new shows like wednesday get thousands of notes #once that show's episodes drop #but a week later no one cares #something something our society only favors expediency over actual art and discussion #idk i'm just losing motivation bc it sucks that i have so many followers which took years to get to #and most of you won't even reblog/like my edits that i take hours to make for you #but you're all too happy to steal them and repost them when it suits you #just needed to vent #sameera.txt

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kaedynce-is-a-writer · 7 months

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normal writers: *can write without listening to music*

me: I need that one Specific Song™️ and I will not be able to write if I can’t find it

#writing #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writer #writer problems #writing memes #writing meme #actually autistic #actually adhd #actually adhd writer #actually autistic writer #adhd writer #autistic writer #i need music #i need music to write #i’m specifically looking at you linkin park and motionless in white #those two bands are my motivation at this point

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heynhay · 10 months

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you know i got halfway through this before realizing i probably subconsciously ripped the concept from an old tumblr post sorry

#and then keith would say something rude and they would get into an argument for 3 hours #klance #vld #voltron #art #my art #ok guys we're in the tags time for my character debrief that no one asked for or cares about #i imagine this as like. far enough into their friendship that lance doesnt IMMEDIATELY come to blows #but keith feels the immediate need to make his emotional constipation everyones problem. and instigates a fight.#obviously that fucker would have to be on his actual deathbed in order to speak from tjhe heart #BUT if he somehow felt the motivation to fess up before then. it would be. such. an ordeal.#lance would be scratching his head like. why is keith insulting me out of nowhere 3982 times this week. i thought we were doing better #little does he know every time is just a try and fail on keiths part #because he needs an emotional miralax.#bless his heart.#if youre writing keith and he isnt dragged kicking screaming and dyiing into his feelings #are you even writing keith?#anyway this one goes out to katie klanced #hopefully you approve

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glorious-destruction · 11 months

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life is so unfair (no fan art exists for my book that I haven’t finished writing yet)

#I just want cute little art of my characters being the messes they are #is that so much to ask #writer struggles #writer problems #writing motivation #writing #write #writer #writing advice #writing memes

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lovedbythelaw · 11 months

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It has come to my attention that we do not yet have a Barbie & Ken mugshot meme for our darling duo

Anticipate me watching both the Barbie movie and PPP this summer!

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heywriters · 8 months

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sad at myself for writing some of the most romantic, heartfelt little scenes, and then never finishing the wip or posting the story :\

#writing a time traveling slowburn deep angsty soul searching saga #but most of it is withering away in my head faster than my adhd has motivation to type it #writer problems #but yeah what i have written kills me #og #where the person mc ends up with was not the plan at all

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she-posts-nerdy-stuff · 6 days

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I’ve felt kind of off about my book recently, I’ve had a lot of rejection and I’ve started to think maybe I should just quit.

But then I think: what if one day it’s real? What if one day there is an actual book in the world, with a real cover and real pages and my name written on the real spine? And what if people read it? Maybe one day there’ll be people who want to keep it perfect, who don’t even want to crack the spines, who will lament over the slightest crease to the pretty pretty cover, who’ll keep their copy on a clean, beautiful shelf so pristine and perfect, who’ll share with the pages their favourite book mark with it’s pattern or it’s quote or it’s ribbon or the thousand other things that could make it special; maybe one day there’ll be people who will fold the pages, who’ll crack the spine, who’ll panic because they accidentally dropped it in the bath, who’ll underline their favourite quotes with their favourite pencil that they always have to tell themselves to stop chewing the end of; maybe one day there’ll be people who’ll put pen against the pages, who’ll draw stars and hearts in the margins, who’ll share their every thought on every page that was worth something enough to them to write on; maybe one day there’ll be people who’ll choose the perfect coloured tabs to match the cover, who’ll create a key, who’ll deem me worthy of their favourite highlighters, who’ll be able to look at the pages of their closed copy, run their fingers over those perfect coloured tabs, and see their thoughts as they read laid out before them; maybe one day there’ll be people who’ll borrow it from libraries, who’ll wipe dust from the cover, even if it’s slightly faded with time beneath the plastic sheath who’ll write their names on a card glued neatly into the front so they are part of it forever.

What if I am lucky enough to one day see a book that is not just my soul, but the souls of readers as well?

Keep writing my loves, keep writing 🖤

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tora-the-cat · 3 months

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An interesting little fun thing with team 7 is that you assume that Sakura's gonna, like, woobify and simplify Sasuke by putting him on a pedastal,cause her goal is centered around him and shes a 12 y/o fangirl so like of course her understanding of him is skewed cause she doesnt see him as a person, just an object of affection, right? She's can't get Sasuke, can't imprint on and/or traumabond with him like Naruto and Kakashi do. They don't see him with rose tinted glasses, because they've lived through their own Horrors and empathize with Sasuke's experience.

......right?

WRONG lmao!! They have too many ghosts!! Naruto's single-minded codependent ass won't get out of his own way long enough to see Sasuke for who he actually is, only able to empathize with the parts of his trauma Naruto relates to and not really capable of understanding him outside of the context of himself (because Sasuke is. His other half). And Kakashi is far too jaded to be fair to him!! He can't decide if Sasuke is gonna end up as a mini-him or a mini-Obito or maybe a mini-Itachi, but either way he ALSO is too traumatized to see Sasuke AS SASUKE.

meanehile SAKURA'S autistic ass may have dogshit empathy, but you know what she does have? A special interest in sasuke. Nothing better to do then give herself a degree in Uchihaisms. She can write character studies about him. she can read his soul. Whenever she says something about him she is right. Every fucking time! She is RIGHT!!!!

'sasuke would NOT compliment me this directly or explicitly express worry unprompted, especially if it gets in the way of his goals' correct.

'Sasuke shouldn't hide that curse on his neck its not healthy BUT if I tell anyone about it he'll never trust me again, which might be even more dangerous for him then the curse mark. Like he can probably handle the curse mark but no one else can stop him from ripping peoples arms off.' correct.

Speaking of! 'Sasuke would not hurt me even when he seems to be...possessed? whatever the only way to knock him out of it is to present myself as Alive and thus something to be protected rather then something to be avenged, because he gets really stuck in his own head about revenge' CORRECT

'hey so um. like. Sasuke's gonna leave Konoha. I'm not sure anything can stop him at this point and honestly I'm kinda starting to doubt anything should, so the only thing I could possibly do to help him at this point is ALSO defect.' CORRECT!!!!

#shout out to @Obihoe cause this started as a tag comment on one of your posts that got WAY too out of hand. just like old times lol #team 7 #haruno sakura #sakura haruno #sasuke uchiha #team crackhead #naruto #naruto uzumaki #sasusaku #doesn't have to be but like. Yeah #for the record no disrespect to my boys Naruto n Kakashi I love them dearly. but like. they got their issues. that's half the fun of team 7 #And Sakura has her problems with Sasuke too!! But her problems have nothing to do with understand him or his motivations or his personhood #and more to do with. Well. her absolute dogshit empathy. Emotionally disregulated ass.#'if you leave me I'll feel just like you did when your parents died' My beloved. Iconic. Great line. No notes. She's really just still so #inexperienced and naive that means she can explain and predict and KNOW him and his actions but still not empathize. She can say shit #like that with a straight face because she's never FELT loss like this before (except that minute she thought he was dead on the bridge)#so she can't imagine a worse pain. Just assumes it can't GET worse because she has no emotional concept of 'worse'. so it must be the same #she's literally the only person with a chance of convincing Sasuke to take her with him to Orochimaru because he's SASUKE of course she #knows all the right pressure points and keywords and concerns and stuff that she needs to convince him.#she's literally playing a little diolouge tree game with him. And maybe even winning up until that line! it's the dealbreaker

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loppiopio · 7 months

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just some 🥥 related sillies i've made for that fic we all know.

#durarara #izaya orihara #shizuo heiwajima #shizaya #a cheap imitation #i made a thing #i've been holding off on posting these here for so long whoops #i'm so shy... check out my lemonade guys #i've been very motivated to make various things for this fic as a result of this book club i've been hosting for my friends #i actually made the first image (not the video) like two years ago?#back around when i first read the fic and started being annoying about it to my friends #never posted it though because the shizuo i drew was ugly!!!#and the shizuo i drew for the second image this time around is still ugly!! unfortunately :(#well anyways if it isn't clear the images are both for chapter 19 while the video is for chapters 28 to 29 and a little bit of 30 lol #also i know izaya's actual problem isn't fucking shizuo but kissing him lol but it was funnier to keep it like this #you can check out more of this deranged behaviour over at my twitter of the same name #i know not everyone wants to go there though especially with the current situation...#so i'll try to bring over the more memorable stuff to post in batches over here which i think is the stuff i did any art for #since i've made a lot of multimedia type things dedicated to particular chapters as “marketing” for my friends #but i'm not sure they'll make much sense out of context so #my plan is to compile all of everything i've made for the fic during the book club into a powerpoint that i'll try to keep for posterity #because ngl i feel i went kinda hard with certain things that maybe only two people will appreciate #but i'll do it for those two people out there #also it's a whole book club for aci!!#*i'd* want to see what some random people have been up to with a book club for this fic #be the change you want to see in the world #side note i wonder if having so many fucking tags on your own post is a bad look...#idk it's so much clutter but i have too many things to say!!#i look back at my own previous tags and i physically can't bring myself to read them ahhhh #i hope anyone's enjoying them anyways

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pastelbiohazard · 10 months

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Some practice Luigi's to get used to how I'm going to draw the boy

#luigi #super mario bros #sketch #fanart #mario is next #my motivation to draw constantly is starting to return to me and I'm going to make it everyone's problem

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heynhay · 10 months

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fashion princess 😎

#SORRY I WISH I COULD FINISH THIS BUT IN MY BRAIN IM LIKE....HHNNRGGRH #the problem is i did this as a pose practice instead of imagining a full scene like usual so i have no vision/motivation to do a bg #or palette or anything #voltron #vld #allura #art #my art

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autisticaradiamegido · 6 months

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day 296

this happens to me EVERY time im having trouble thinking of what to draw

the specter of Snap From ChalkZone appears in my mind and cries, "RUDY, YA GOTTA DRAW SOMETHIN'!" with an urgency that cannot be ignored, and despite my name not being rudy, it always feels really inspiring in the moment??

but then i sit down to actually draw and realize it didnt actually help me think of an idea

#day 296 #year 4 #it me #ChalkZone #look if it was an issue of motivation i think having my own personal Brain Snap to yell at me in a panic would absolutely work #but unfortunately that's not the problem most days #anyway. yall remember chalkzone

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myymi · 3 months

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#all these options are tails-centric #writing motivation is going crazy rn #itll probably die out once i get back but yknow what #problem for future me #miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #sth #tails the fox #sonic #fic wips #tumblr polls #wip wednesday #my wips

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