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aimseytv · 1 year
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hey aimsey i realize your lore is done and no vol2 and such but i just wanted to say thank you for the story you did tell. i was so grateful to see more of bearsmp, i loved the love your character had for others, i loved the themes of forgiveness and moving forward and grief, i love the way you told a story so much. I love the themes of being haunted (by ghosts, by memories, by the past, by guilt). c!Aimsey the world :,) hope youre doing well!
c!aimsey is so tragically yet so beautifully human. even though they have been haunted their entire life, they never fed into the cycle of violence, because despite everything she wanted to live. through heart break, abandonment, grief and even death she remained true to her intentions which is something i’ll always love about the character itself. to have someone with the ability to portray grief so honestly was such a big thing i wanted to ensure i did based on the fact it’s one of the things i never see usually in media and i wanted a way for people to see the way c!aimsey grieves and notice that it is okay. it can take weeks, months, years and you can think you’re over it but have a day where you just can’t stop crying over what you once had - and that’s okay. c!aimsey belongs to you. you are her, as much as she is you. you love her, just as much as she loves you. despite everything, she tries and you can too.
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wispofthevalley · 18 days
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asmp brainrot #1
Guqqie wakes to a headache— the kind where you can’t think clearly because the pressure between your eyes is enough to make your brain feel like mush— and she knows it's begun. The thick snow surrounding her burrow does nothing to deter her visitor.
The sun is setting when he ends up in her house like he always does. This time will be different though, she knows it.
She sighs when she manages to get the prince out of her house and back to his. Maybe Guqqie’s claim that he owes her is enough to frighten him into staying away, he might even run for it if she claims the prince’s house is hers too. It's on her land after all.
He doesn’t budge an inch.
He’s an idiot; that’s what he is for staying here after she’s done just short of kicking him off the land herself. If the little prince insists on staying here they’ll need her help.
Guqqie knows it’s hard on him, when she wipes the sweat from his brow late at night. He’s always been a fitful sleeper.
She smiles the first time she catches them talking to the moon late at night, some things never change it seems.
The house is filthy because of that damn bird that’s been taking up the prince’s time as of late. The choice to clean was barely even her’s, because all she can think about is the smell and how it’s sunk into the walls. When the prince returns home, the castle is sparkling.
The sun is setting and Guqqie is a mess. She’s looked in every nook and cranny of the nearby surroundings and just about wears a hole through the floor with her pacing when the lock rattles. They’re home, and the stench of iron clings to them, but she’s home and Guqqie can’t bring herself to care about the blood dripping on their polished floors. Her prince is home.
When he’s asleep and tucked safely in bed, she goes to her burrow and she sobs. She swore it was just a little help and now look at her. Pathetic. She’s fallen for them again, and she can’t do shit about it.
The moon is high in the sky when Guqqie forgets to look at the stars instead of the prince. She rubs her thumb in circles around his when they hold hands.
It's raining the first time she screams at them, her shrieks echoing through the forest . They don’t understand, and sometimes neither does she but they both need to if they’re gonna make it through this.. 
It’s raining when she kisses them too, and when she tells them they need some time apart
The world is on fire and they won’t make it. It was foolish of her to think anything else and her voice catches in her throat when she calls out for them. She has her sword on the ready so she can finish the job.
She tosses it into the lava.
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Dream SMP Recap (August 31/2022) - Knights of Hope
Aimsey, Eryn and Ponk do some catching-up after weeks of everyone living in isolation. With renewed hope, Aimsey and Eret hatch a plan to revive their dead friends.
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[Archive of Previous Recaps]
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- Aimsey reflects on his time on the server so far. He wishes he could have someone to talk to. It seems like everyone is gone. Eryn, meanwhile, listens to the disc “Mall” alone as he mines blocks underground
- There is one person who Aimsey has still become friends with...sort of. They tried to break into a mansion together, but in the end had a good talk
- Aimsey goes to the Community House and finds Eryn's underground area. Eryn, meanwhile, has been thoroughly defeated by a skeleton
- Aimsey finds Eryn in his dirt house. He has spent ten weeks mining, because what else is there to do?
- The two go back up to the surface and head to Daisy Hollow for a hot chocolate and some heart-to-heart talking. Eryn’s tried talking to people, but everyone’s always upset all the time and that itself is upsetting
- Aimsey and Eryn go on a walk. Aimsey asks if Eryn’s talked to Tommy recently. Eryn hasn’t. Tommy’s been talking to Wilbur
- Eryn shows Aimsey the place where he killed BadBoyHalo, who then adopted him. They try to play a game on the chess board, then Eryn tells Aimsey he heard voices near the crater
- He explains that he woke up after he’d passed out in the water at the bottom, and doesn’t remember what happened next. The two keep asking each other how they’ve been and deflecting every time
- Ponk logs on. They say hello
- Aimsey asks about the voices. Eryn hears people dying. At one place, he heard Bad speaking at some sort of party and then everyone screaming. Eryn would still do anything for Bad. They’ve had a little chat about it
- Aimsey asks if Eryn has ever lost anyone. Eryn asks Aimsey the same. Aimsey tells him about Guqqie
- Eryn kills a llama
- Ponk jumpscares them. Ponk is in bad shape after running into a yeti
- They ask what happened to Ponk’s arm. Ponk asks if they know Sam. Aimsey thinks Sam is nice, while Eryn thinks Sam is evil. Sam is what happened to Ponk’s arm
- The three break into Puffy’s duck to find a bed. Eryn plays them Mall. While Ponk is sleeping, Eryn wants to find Sam and kill him
- Eryn accidentally wakes Ponk up. If anyone is going to kill Sam, it’s going to be Ponk. Aimsey doesn’t want more murder, just wants to know what happened
- Word on the street is, they say, Sam killed Ranboo
- Aimsey wants to go talk to Sam and find out the story instead of seeking revenge. Ponk tells Aimsey that the history of the server is violence. You have to fight to survive, and Sam is a threat
- Ponk and Eryn are going to hunt Sam. Aimsey still doesn’t want to be involved. They tell Aimsey to be ready for danger, and Ponk says goodbye
- Eryn tells Aimsey he’s half demon. He used to have horns, but they got ripped off
- There’s something Aimsey wants to do. The two say their farewells and leave. Eret logs on
- Aimsey returns to Daisy Hollow and looks at his note to Guqqie. Aimsey misses Guqqie every day. But, Aimsey has begun to accept her loss
- Aimsey goes to speak with Eret at the museum. Eret explains what happened with Sam and Michael the piglin. Aimsey didn’t even know Ranboo had a son
- Eret and Aimsey talk about past mistakes and moving on. Aimsey then asks Eret about Dream. Eret is surprised that Aimsey doesn’t know who he is
- Eret tells Aimsey a bit about what happened to L’manburg, and how Dream was put in prison. She then tells Aimsey the story of Exile
Eret: “As long as he wants it...there is no too high of a cost.”
At the museum, Eret has a recreation of the prison cell as well as Tubbo’s detective book with the timeline of Tommy’s visit
- Eret takes Aimsey to Puffy’s canon life graveyard. Aimsey sees Ranboo’s and Wilbur’s memorials
- Aimsey learns of Wilbur’s revival. People don’t stay dead forever here... Aimsey glances over at Ranboo’s grave again. Eret doesn’t know why Dream would revive Wilbur
- Aimsey is excited by the idea that they can bring people back, but Eret reminds him that that power is in the hands of the worst person. Still, Aimsey wants to bring people back. They have hope
- Long ago, Eret used to have a group called the Knights of Eret, with HBomb and Puffy. She thinks they might be able to put together a similar group against Dream
- Aimsey leaves and Eret goes to speak with H, telling him about the “Knights of Hope” and their new goals
- If H joins the Knights, he is welcome to Eret’s resources and his previous space at the castle
- Foolish claims to know Eret from a previous life, he might be a possible recruit
- H agrees to Eret’s deal
- Later, Eret makes a list of all the people she wants to ask. Foolish, Puffy, Michael, Ponk, and possibly more
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asterssunzephyr · 9 months
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new headcanon that p!aimsey has a necklace that p!guqqie gave him in secret & p!guqqie has a ring that p!aimsey gave her in secret
and they both would randomly fiddle with the gift from their secret lover as a way to be closer when they physically were apart & the last thing they each did before dying was hold the piece of jewelry, begging to whatever gods exist in this universe that their lover makes it out okay.
And when p!guqqie got off the ship she was on and was walking up the stairs to that weirdass temple, they were fiddling with the ring
and when p!aimsey was looking around for the voice, they were holding onto the necklace and moving the small charm on it (a sun), and briefly let go of the necklace to grab his sword.
this is based off the fact I have a necklace I cant stop fiddling with & I know it would be the same way if I knew where my missing ring was.
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Also the other kites & kestrels have asked both where they got the pieces from. Aimsey's reply is always "Michela bought it for me, since shes my best friend yk" & Guqqie replies "I bought it? where tf do you think I wouldve gotten it from??"
Anyway so p!Aimsey has a sun necklace & p!Guqqie has a moon ring:]
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lavielavendel · 9 months
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Greek Mythology Sunshipduo AU
ello :D im writing a sunshipduo (and some others) AU based on the story of Apollo and Hyacinthus and this is the first 500~ words! this part is from arg!Guqqies pov :)
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Project …
Attempt 51.
Everything hurt, but I’d stopped caring about pain a long time ago.
It had to work this time.
I had closed my eyes and darkness and strange specks of purple light had consumed me. It hadn’t flung me across the room this time, but I couldn’t move. Everything had started to spin, or at least that’s what it felt like.
Then suddenly I fell to the ground. The pain faded. Wind whistled in my ears. I tried to open my eyes. Something was off. It was dark. Did it work? I wasn’t in my lab anymore.
Well, lab is a big word. It was far from done, still just the basement of a small cottage hidden in the darkest part of the forest, but it was enough for now. A place where I could experiment without anyone bothering me.
This was a cave. Yet there was a slight breeze. It felt oddly familiar, like it had always been here. I heard a soft clicking. Heels. Footsteps. I could feel her panting. She was running.
Then I saw her.
Her name was Iris, goddess of the rainbow. I don’t know how I knew that. She was pretty short and almost completely covered by her cloudy white hair. She wore a simple dress of the same colour. It seemed to be made of a singled piece of fabric, bound together by thin sky-blue laces. A small diadem decorated her head with a rainbow. She treaded so lightly she was nearly floating, and the walls reflected her faint colourful glow.
It had worked! There was no way she was human, and as far as I know aliens didn’t look like that either. I wasn’t in my own universe anymore. I had done it! Euphoria rushed through me.
Meanwhile Iris had reached me and dropped down next to the place I fell.
“Darling, are you okay?” She asked.
Only then I realised what was off, I was in a different body. A man’s body.
So, something did go wrong. I’d have to find a way to bring my own later, but now I needed to find out where I was and what did work. My hands were covered in some dark grey mark that had crawled up my forearm. It shimmered purple.
I looked up at the woman, who had also been studying my hands. She looked at me and I saw her irises were filled with every colour of the rainbow.
“Are you okay?” She repeated. “What happened?”
She looked worried, like she cared. She had probably heard me fall to the ground and came to see if I was hurt. Or at least if the man whose body I had possessed was hurt.
Not me, of course.
The only one who would look at me like that stabbed me in the back a long time ago.
Not that that mattered anymore.
They left me. They promised me they would do anything. We would spend our lives together. I asked them to stay, but eventually they left.
They didn’t come back.
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maximus3307 · 1 year
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alright!! here is a summary of @aimseytv lore! all of it, every universe!
WARNING: this is not extensive, if you want to know everything you should (ofc) watch the videos and read the tweets and summaries from aimsey that are at your disposal.
Regardless, here we go!!
C!AIMSEY
c!aimsey is a traveler who arrived on a server owned by a lonely bear, and decided to become friends with him and encourage him to make more friends.She became the self-proclaimed Towns Knight, promising to defend the town and its people.Every time c!aimsey would become friends with someone, she gave them a flower (her own flower is a daisy). When she met c!guqqie (an alien who crash landed to earth) she gave her a pink tulip and promised to always protect her. The two became quick friends and also fell in love, but always with the knowledge that c!guqqies main goal was to go home.c!aimsey met beep, a ghost who spoke in song, and learned from him that aliens are not to be trusted and also began to wonder about herself and who she was. With c!Guqqie leaving, c!aimsey decided to leave first which led to an argument.Whilst c!aimsey was gone, c!guqqie fell into a deep depression all alone going to extreme lengths to try and get home, slowly deteriorating. When c!aimsey came back to check on the server, she found c!guqqie in this state and they had an argument. c!aimsey then left but returned the next day to apologise, but found c!guqqies dead body from where she had jumped off her tower. c!aimsey then left again and found another server where she unknowingly befriended a ghost (c!ranboo) and inhabited what she believed to be his mansion - only for his husband (c!tubbo) to get mad and take her first life, revealing that c!Ranboo was dead and couldn’t own a house. Before the server reset, or whatever it was that happened, c!aimsey left once more to find herself and to live a peaceful life, finally able to feel happy despite all that she had lost. She met up with c!Ranboo and his son again during her travels and all was well. Despite everything she is happy and she is learning to cope.
ARG!AIMSEY
In an alternate universe, both aimsey and guqqie stay they get married and live in a cottage together. one day, arg!guqqie decides to tell arg!aimsey that she's an alien. arg!aimsey, filled with misconstrued motions from beep, kills her. she regrets it immediately and apologizes over and over, but the action can't be undone. arg!guqgie revives herself and proceeds to kill arg!aimsey over and over, using them as a test subject on her studies of revival. eventually, arg!aimsey is too weak to be revived, so arg!guqgie moves on to different test subjects - some random, but eventually some versions of herself from other universes.
AU!AIMSEY
au!aimsey is a demon from hell who has a penchant for mischief and is a bit of a kleptomaniac, especially when it comes to potion tables. this annoys au!guqgie, and the two start off as enemies. au!aimsey doesn't understand how to make friends, at first, and pesters au!guqqie in order to get her attention. eventually, they start to become friends, and au!aimsey develops a crush on au!guqqie.
one day, au!aimsey's brother, scott, finds him and decides to stop by and cause trouble under the guise of checking up on his little brother. (it is eventually revealed that au!scott drowned au!aimsey when they were kids, and this has caused au!aimsey to have a deep fear of water). au!scott threatens aulguqqie and the rest of his friends, and au!aimsey knows he needs to find a way to get rid of his brother before anything bad happens. he decides to work with au!eloise to conduct research on how to do so, and finds a stronghold with books detailing ways to kill a demon. this leads them to create a sort of crystal, which they think might be the solution.
au!aimsey and au!guqqie eventually confess their feelings for each other, and au!guqgie seems to react strangely to things in the stronghold. they finally get to go on a date, which seems to go well, until they meet up later and au!guggie seems Off. this is because arg!guqqie has come and possessed au!guqqie.
using au!guqqies body, arg!guqgie beats au!aimsey to death and cuts off his horn. au!aimsey is traumatized and builds a separate home for himself away from a confused au!guggie. the two decide to keep their distance from each other for a while. now, au!guqgie knows that she is a clone of arg!guqgie that can be controlled by arg!guqgie and has since decided to barricade herself away from everyone. she left a note to au!aimsey apologizing and saying that she is going to lock herself up and keep her distance. auaimsey is confused and conflicted, but left a note back, saying he misses au!guq.
O!AIMSEY
!aimsey first appeared on the conclusions smp (rip). he's an endearian prince, step-brother of o!ranboo. he's mischievous and doesn't know how to relate to others without name-dropping celebrities and talking about his life as a prince, which tends to get on other people's nerves. he and his sister get up to no good in order to make the server their own - i.e. making a giant glass roof so they can't be hurt by the rain.
olaimsey views everyone as his fans, even those who explicitly dislike him. he also has some daddy issues, which come up from time to time.
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Whumptober Day 9: Presumed Dead and Scar Reveal
Disc finale bad ending AU. After defeating Dream years later, the Knights of Hope find Tommy locked in his cell, believing him to be dead, and are astonished that he’s alive… and even more astonished seeing his wounds. Warnings for graphic depictions of violence, grief and mourning, graphic descriptions of injuries and wounds, body horror, implied abuse, torture, (non malicious) infantilisation, guilt, and traumabonding.
I admit I’m not too familiar with Aimsey's BSMP lore, so I hope I got it accurate enough! They were a blast to write.
I went back and forth on whether to use multiple pronouns for Aimsey and Eret or just they/them, so it might be inconsistent at times, sorry.
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The stench of rot and blood in the cell made Aimsey feel sick to their stomach.
It was overwhelming, assaulting their senses the second the lava wall dropped. Their eyes involuntarily scrunched shut, but when they opened, it only got worse, seeing the carnage inside.
Blood covered the obsidian, chunks of hair, teeth, and bone scattered around haphazardly in piles. Chains and weapons hung from the walls, rusted and cracked from overuse. Magic hung in the air, its sickly sweet smell barely noticeable over the fog of death so dense Aimsey could breathe it, but the tingling on their fingers was familiar.
It was fresh, and that made everything worse. They’d hoped, vainly, that perhaps keeping Dream cornered had kept him from hurting others, but the blood had barely even dried. It seemed that something horrible had happened in here just minutes before they’d stormed the prison, before they’d cut the head off the snake. He must have known that he was dead, then, and done just one more horrific thing out of spite. It fit with what Eret had told them of the man- cold, calculating, cruel, and above all else, possessive. If he couldn’t hold onto his desires, he’d ruin the ones who took it from him out of spite.
A faint, whimpering moan broke the silence, an almost animalistic, wounded sound. So- so whoever was tortured in here, at least one of them had to be alive throughout all this. Fuck.
“Jesus fucking Christ,” Eret muttered as they leaned onto Aimsey, legs trembling. Aimsey had never seen them so afraid- when creating the Knights of Hope, they’d always seemed fearless, collected, the rock of the group. They’d become almost like a mentor to Aimsey, teaching them the history of the server before they forgot it. It was a lot, but Aimsey was happy to help.
Besides, Eret knew what it felt like to waste your life in regrets. They had a kinship in that, and in that, a way to move forward. Aimsey didn’t know how long they’d stay once the dust had settled- they wanted a home, God they did, somewhere to have friends and live to see each sunset, but there were ghosts haunting every inch of the server, and in them, Aimsey saw Guqqie every day. But regardless, Eret would be a friend for life.
A pang of grief immobilised them for a second at the thought of Guqqie. They’d promised to protect her and held maybe the vainest of hopes that maybe, with the revive book, they could make things right. But all it had done was rub that grief raw, before any hopes were thrown in a fire, quite literally, before their eyes. If Dream could not have it, he’d spend his last breaths spiting them.
But then they heard that pitiful cry again. High-pitched, almost childlike. It was clearly human on the second listen around- for as much as anyone could be considered a human here, anyway. Human and young. Maybe not a child, exactly, but younger than Aimsey. Whoever it was, they needed help.
Taking a deep breath, they took a step into the bloodbath. The floor was slippery under their hooves, and they squeezed their eyes shut, trying desperately to pretend it was anything but what it was, taking another laboured breath and opening them as they slowly made their way towards the centre of the cell, where the noise seemed to be coming from.
The person was behind a sodden blanket, they realised, noticing the slightest twitch of the fabric. Steeling themselves for a horrific sight, they reached down to pull the blanket away, revealing the sight underneath.
Aimsey really did vomit at the sight.
Whoever it was, they were unrecognisable, wild hair coated in blood and their face a mess of injuries. Almost like how someone looked after making a long jump off a tall, tall tower. Bruises kept one of their eyes swollen shut, while the other was a gaping hole. Half their face was torn open, like broken stitching, and what little was recognisable looked half rotting, like a decomposed corpse one that’d been in the water far too long.
Their body was barely there, a thin, wretched mess covered by filthy rags. Their legs were twisted and broken, bone painfully jutting out their corpse-grey flesh. One of their arms was torn off, leaving a stump wrapped in the same bloodied rags as the rest of them. The other was covered in holes, angry weapon wounds that tore through muscle and bone. Worst of all was a hole throughout their chest, one no one could survive. Where their heart and lungs should be were just empty space, their ribs gone and only the blackened, charred remains of a spine remaining.
Aimsey would have thought they were a corpse, were they not sobbing and shaking, taking hyperventilating breaths.
Eret gripped tightly enough onto Aimsey’s shoulder that his claws drew blood, tearing their sweater. “Tommy,” he barely managed to utter.
Tommy? No, this pitiful thing couldn’t be Tommy. Tommy had disappeared not long after the Knights of Hope were founded, and the reason was obvious- everyone had some story of how much Dream fucking despised Tommy. He’d killed him, clearly. So why was he alive, preserved somehow with magic as some morbid trophy?
Besides, they’d met Tommy. Tall, loud, excitable and brash and desperate for friends. Like a mirror of the person they once were, before they were forced to grow up. They’d even made a gift for him once, though he’d stabbed them in the arm after they’d given it, a look of inexplicable fear on his face. They weren’t close or anything, Aimsey couldn’t stand the reminder, but they knew Tommy enough to know that this scared, shivering child did not seem like the boy who’d literally stab a random person for startling him. The Tommy they knew would be kicking and screaming, not huddling up like a lost, scared little kid.
And Aimsey wasn’t just saying that because that’s what they would have probably tried to do back then. They weren’t.
The child’s head tilted weakly in the direction the two of them were standing in, struggling for even that slight movement. “Dream…?”
And, fuck, his voice was so weak, so shattered, but that was, without a doubt, Tommy.
“He’s gone,” Eret said, a waver in his voice. “He’ll never hurt you again, Tommy. I promise.”
Aimsey couldn’t help but feel sick at those words. Promises of protection never seemed to turn out right, and it was cruel to make a promise you couldn’t keep to someone so afraid and alone.
“Gone?” There was something akin to mourning in Tommy’s voice, despite everything. “I- he’s gone?”
“We- we had to,” Aimsey said quietly, trying to soothe the best they could. “We didn’t know you were here. We thought he’d…”
“He wasn’t- he wasn’t a prick like this, most of the time,” Tommy insisted. “He was- he was scared, and he wasn’t making sense, and he locked himself in here, and-“
Tommy’s words were cut off by pained coughing, as blood stained down his mouth and the stitches holding one side of his face together grew the slightest bit looser. Not just blood, but something worse. A pitch black, inhuman sludge, crackling with something from beyond this world, painfully sparking against his skin.
Is this what they nearly put Ran through? Guqqie? Everyone?
“And he did this to you?” Eret’s voice was gentle and familiar, and Aimsey felt an awkward guilt at not being able to do more.
“Fuckin’ duh.” Tommy let out an awful wheezing sound that might have been a laugh. “Said sommat about putting that book to good use while he still had it. I’m- I’m not hurt- well, I mean, obviously I am, this hurts like shit, but I’m not injured. He revived me, and- and he said goodbye all sad like, and asked if I- if we were friends. And I couldn’t say anything, and he just made this fucking depressed noise and said sorry. For everything. I wish I could have said sorry too, man. Guess I’m a fuckin’ idiot.”
“You shouldn’t have to apologise to him!” Aimsey was louder than they intended to, and Tommy flinched. “I- I mean, you haven’t done anything wrong, but- but he hurt you for no reason! Man, that’s something you might not ever be able to forgive, and that’s okay. You- yeah, you gotta come to terms with that stuff, but it takes time. Just- just be gentle, and let yourself see the next sunset. Just keep going for that sunset, and the next, until you’re able to think. And then you can think about forgiveness.”
Aimsey’s heart squeezed at their own words, wishing they had someone to say that to them in the months following Guqqie. It would have made it so much easier, to think of the sunset they had to look forward to. Not her, broken and small. Not the idea Aimsey couldn’t protect her.
There was an awkward silence, before Tommy made a humming sound. “Huh. Maybe. I dunno. It’s- it’s all so complicated. I miss him. I’m glad he’s gone. Can- can I go home? Please, can you let me out of this fucking hell prison?”
“I think you’d probably best get some help for your injuries-“
“It’s fine, I won’t die, I already did and got revived, chill.” Tommy scoffed, the noise sending him into a pained coughing fit again, the magic fluid dripping from the hole in his chest, too, this time, sending him into convulsions. He opened and closed his mouth, as best as he could with the mangled state his face was in, sniffing. “I- uh, yeah, maybe, that’s a good idea. Hurts.”
Aimsey gently lifted the hollow form of Tommy, how light he felt making them feel sick. Their backpack weighed them down more than this full person, and- well, Tommy would be an adult now, wouldn’t he? Ran was, Tubbo was. They were around the same age, right? He still seemed so young, though, in need of help and protection.
Maybe that’s what life was about, though. Protecting the ones alive, and honouring those gone through that.
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mylungsdontw0rk · 9 months
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"Hey, Guqqie," aimsey began, their voice shaking slightly "I have something to tell you."
"Yes," Guqqie replied anxiously, they could tell this wasn't going to be good news
"I kept working on the stronghold stuff, and now I am going to find the answer to becoming mortal. I want to feel human" aimsey said, studying guqqie's face for her reaction
"B- but you promised" guqqie said as her heart dropped "you promised you'd stop working on it, at least until we figured out if I was immortal"
"I know, but I don't think I can live forever, I want to experience getting old and dying, for good" aimsey's voice cracking as they tried not to cry
"Please, please don't , what if you die, and I never get to say goodbye, I never get to see you again" guqqie's voice became higher, as warm tears began to roll down her cheeks
"Guq, please, remember I will always love you, no matter what happens" aimsey said, voice cracking, as his eyes became filled with tears.
"If you love me, why are you trying to die? Am I not enough for you?" Guqqie's sadness turned more to anger.
How could he leave her. They promised they were going to stay. They said guqqie was their reason to stay.
"I do love you, I love you so, so much guq, I just can't do this anymore, I can't live forever, it's so... isolating"
Guqqie began to walk away.
*What a stupid excuse, am I not good enough them?* Guqqie thought to themself, tears still falling down their cheeks.
"Guqqie, guqqie please, come back, I love you so much, I'll miss you when I'm gone, please, never forget I love you" aimsey calls out, as they fell to the floor, sobbing.
Guqqie ran home, sobbing. "They promised they would never leave me, he said I was his reason to stay. And then she said she was leaving. I have no one now. No one to see, no one to talk to, no one to love."
Aimsey began to walk home, sobbing softly to himself. They arrived home, opened a book, and starter writing
-to guq,
I'm sorry. I have to go, I can't live like this, I don't want to live forever. I feel trapped, death may be my only escape. I know it's scary, I'm scared too, but I need to do this, I need to be able to die. Living forever scares me, I'm scared I will lose you, and have to grieve forever, knowing I'll never see you again. I love you so much, never forget that. I will always love you, no matter what happens. Please, if I die, go and see the stars, imagine I'm with you, imagine were together, forever. We will always be together, even I f you can't see me, I will always be in your heart, always watching over you, always living you.
I love you forever and always
aims :) -
Still sobbing, they close the book, and title it 'i love you'. They start wandering over to guqqie's house, contemplating their decision, but they feel no regret. They have to do this, or he will go crazy.
He sees guqqie's house on the horizon, and whispers to himself "these fucking walls, they're so stupid"
She reaches the walls and places a chest down, labelling it 'letterbox'. He smiles to himself, remembering when guq had done the same thing to him, not that long ago. Placing the letter in the chest, they dry their tears and softly whispering "I love so much guq, I really do."
Guqqie wakes up, and heads outside, seeing whether they can catch aimsey before he leaves, possibly forever. They see a chest, and open it. They open the book, and softly read it out loud to themself. She begins to cry again, realising how much they love, and will miss, aimsey. They close the book, and begin to sprint to aimsey's house, wanting to stop him, to get him to stay. They arrive at aimsey's house, and call out "aimsey, aimsey, are there, aimsey please", but it was too late, aimsey had left, they had left forever.
After leaving guqqie's house, aimsey began walking straight to the stronghold. Walking there gave him time to think, time to make sure this is what they want to do, but they felt no regret, he finally felt free. They reach the stronghold and head straight to the portal, almost running towards it.
They step up, to the portal, whispers to himself " this is it, the moment I have worked so hard for", and jumps.
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thatvash · 7 months
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c!Aimsey;
c!Aimsey is beautiful in so many ways. Bloom is a wonderful representation of grief and love and friendship and humanity. The story that she teaches, and the way she fights even when all odds are against her. Bloom is so caring, and tries so hard. She’s inspiring. Her entire story of grief, and sorrow, but in the end making it to peace, is something so beautiful to me. Bloom has helped me realize a lot of things about myself, and especially today, I think bloom taught me a lot about grief. The way that grief never really goes away, and that’s alright. You have to feel it, and accept it, and not try to force yourself to get over it. She is so amazing, and had me in tears, which I wasn’t expecting. Something that hit the hardest, which is true for the story of them and Guqqie, but also just for so many scenarios, is grieving someone longer than you’ve known them. The monologue at the end was especially incredible, and just so important. In short, c!Aimsey is an amazing character because bloom can teach so much about grief and love, and is such an amazing inspiration to just keep trying. Even when you think you’ve lost everything, even when the odds are stacked against you and all the world is just too much to bear, keep going. You will find peace, and all those that you love will always be in your memories, and in your heart.
Thank you c!Aimsey, and thank you cc!Aimsey for creating such a beautiful, inspiring character.
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vitrines · 10 months
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one more space ausunship story
once again from my au here, about 700 words, kind of an epilogue
   They find a house on a lake.
   Things have changed, in the years since they met. Aimsey still flies, of course: he doesn’t think he could go without it. It helps him breathe, sometimes, when the memories of his brother and the Academy come back, and GUQ holding him close in the late afternoon sun as she naps isn’t enough to dispel the shadows. GUQ understands. She usually comes on the trips, too, checking the simplified AI they’d gotten as replacement and poking fun at it until Aimsey laughs so hard he cries, and then he forgets about the Academy and just burrows himself into GUQ’s side as they hurtle through the stars together.
   It is, all things considered, surprisingly easy to steal a spaceship. The Thrush is quite firmly Aimsey’s. Nobody from H.E.L.L has come looking for it, which is probably helped by the fact that they’ve been staggering in the face of the union membership spike. Their monopoly is fragmenting. Aimsey sits in front of the TV and laughs maniacally sometimes, and GUQ feels thankful that they don’t have any close neighbors. When she’s feeling inspired, she’ll dig through her knowledge base and talk about union and company history, and Aimsey will listen close as a hawk and think about kissing her. 
   But the house. It’s quite lovely. A bedroom with a lake view and skylight, and the morning sun filters in so well through the far wall, a rousing curtain raise beautifully complimented by the sunset view at the end of the day. They fill the room with plants and curtains, small knickknacks from their travels. A screw from Outer Rings Base Gamma, where they’d dropped off the supplies that first time, where it all had started. Wooden utensils from New South Union. A handmade poster from Outer Rings Base Delta, the farthest they’ve traveled so far. (Neither of them are jumping to try the new, farther light jumps, from which nobody has yet come back. They could be safe. But although Aimsey is a ship pilot, he’s not stupid.)
   Various colors and oddities dance before Aimsey’s eyes. It’s very late at night. Moonlight is shining through the skylight, and GUQ, sitting in bed next to Aimsey, is watching the moon while Aimsey half pays attention to a book. He waits, for ten minutes, and then nudges her with his elbow. 
   “Guqqie,” he says. He’s taken to calling her that, sometimes. It’s not a nickname, more an extension of her name, but both of them treat it the same way someone might take baby or sweetheart. Ooh. They’re both big fans of sweetheart, and darling, and love, and a few others. They like taking turns making each other blush. It has been years. And yet every time they are reminded of how lucky they got, it all hits like a light jump.
   “Do you miss the moon?” She considers for a bit, shifting back down into the pillows, and Aimsey drops his book and curls against her, leaning onto his side. His hand finds hers, and she laces her fingers with his, placing her hand gently on top on the bed. 
   “I miss before the merge,” she says quietly. It’s hard for GUQ, having the knowledge of everything all at once. The aftereffects of a merge are still being discovered, and she has violent headaches sometimes. “But not the moon. There’s nothing there for me.” Aimsey tilts his head.
   “It looks pretty.”
   “Not from on the Moon,” she says wryly, squeezing his hand. She pauses. “Aimsey.”
   “Mm. Yeah?”
   “We made it.” Aimsey smiles immediately, as he always does when he remembers. 
   “We did.”
   “I don’t need the Moon,” GUQ murmurs. “I just need you to not get sick of me. Ever.” Aimsey laughs.
   “I wouldn’t worry about that, love,” he smiles. “If anything, you’ll get bored of me.” GUQ looks serious. 
   “No,” she says. “No. That won’t happen. Trust me.”
   Aimsey loves the swoop in his stomach when he sends a ship spiraling. And he loves this just equally, this easy, quiet life, this joy from simple things. Staying up late, taking naps together, traveling and resting and loving. He knows something now that his younger, angrier self didn’t know. Neither of them are gods. They’re both so wonderfully human. And thank God for that. 
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d011zk1ll · 3 months
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I forgo I threw a gay snippet into the wild to my friend yesterday so idk take it =3
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"Chatton patted beside them, inviting Guqqie to sit with them. It was chilly and there was A soft green blanket with black paw prints embroidered on them, Chatton wiggled underneath it. Guqqie shivered, caving and doing the same.
She yawned, suddenly tired against the warmth of Chatton.
"My tulip, you're tired and you should sleep." Chatton whispered in her ear, their eyes slightly worried. Although they were always worried about guqqie, they knew she was just tired.
"No, I'd like to spend time with you kitty cat. Your voice is as warm as you are." She had never said something so sweet, Chatton felt their cheeks redden as their heart fluttered.
They pulled guqqie closer until her head was against their chest, the bell grazing the top of her head. Her eyes fluttered shut.
"Sing for me chat?" Guqqie's voice was murmured and soft, barely audible. She wouldn't appreciate how soft she was being to someone she usually described as "a mangy street cat" no matter the loving and teasing tone of the nickname.
"Anything for you my love." Chatton spoke so softly. Guqqie might have killed him if she heard them call her 'my love'.
They started humming, brushing Guqqies hair out of her face and creating a safe place for her to sleep. They sung gently and brushed her hair, occasionally holding her face, as Guqqie dozed off snoring softly. "
Idk silly times maybe because they're so fluffy and sweet (for now.)
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aimseytv · 1 year
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I haven't seen anybody talking about it yet but au!aimsey putting the enchantment table back after reading au!guqqie's letter was genuinely such a sad moment. Like the whole stealing the table thing has been a part of au!aimsey's character, and stars relationship with guqqie, since day one and watching them put it back after reading the books and believing guqqie was leaving. Man. Kudos to you for that one :((
YEEEEAH SOMEONE GOT IT YEEESSSSS!!!!
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nerdyenby · 11 months
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Yellow time :D I’m watching Aimsey
I’m so excited for this team you guys, I love them all so much
“I love being the token lesbian” that’s my streamer!!
“‘Say gay rights’ no I hate gay people, I just don’t agree with that mindset” he was so deadpan I’m dying
Yellow and red teams are holding hands, I love my ketchup and mustard alliance 💛♥️
Aimsey’s popping off!!!
The skins are so cute and queer <333
Aimsey and Lily <3333
“Don’t get shot!!” “Yeah I won’t- … I got shot!!!” Shelby and Aimsey my beloveds!!!
Aimsey’s parkour has improved so much!! She’s doing so well!!!
The chat exchanges between Aimsey and Scott 😂
“Glowduo enjoyers” that’s me!!!! I’m a Glowduo enjoyer!!
Jojo queen of gay parkour!! We ignore Pete, straight men don’t count /lh
Buildmart
I’m so ready for them to pop off, you don’t understand
Their comms are so good!!!
They’re popping off!!
Aimsey is such a good runner!!
2nd place!!! Them!!!!! <3333
YOU DID SO GOOD AIMSEY
Jojo just improving Aimsey’s opinion of literally everything is so real
Bingo
Bingo but fast logo <333
Jojo taking charge so real, every friend group needs a designated decider
The comms are so chaotic but they’re so good at listening to each other <3
Shelby mvp!!!!
THE GIRLS ARE ON TOP!!!!
Warm colors win these!!!!
TGTTOSAWAF
Tgttosawaf antis (/lh) win these!!
The randomizer is so based
Jojo thirty-somethingth to first in one round!!!!
Shelby 😂
FIRST FULL TEAM!!!
You’re doing great False, that one’s always rough
Aimsey popping off!!!!!
“Don’t die, don’t do that, it pisses me off” Jojo 😂😂😂
Women supporting women <333
Parkour Tag
The gay gods favor my streamers
STOP BEING SELFDEPRICATING
False just standing there as everyone goes on about how much they suck lmao
YEEEAAAHHH
THAT WAS SO CLOSE!!! FALSE MY BELOVED!!!!!
Why are my girls bashing on my guys /neu??? H and Ran my beloved
Aimsey absolutely annihilating xeir girlfriend my beloved
They’re popping off!!!!
Aimsey’s doing so well 😭😭😭
Ace Race
I don’t know if this race is ace enough tbh
It still has the alternate routes right?
The vod is muted 😂😂😂
TWELFTH HOLY CRAP!!!! THATS MY FRICKIN GUY!!!!!!
Jojo has never been wrong!!!
The power of having an ace partner <333
Ran and Aims <3333
AIMSEY 11TH!!!!! THATS MY TOKEN LESBIAN!!!!!
Aimsey immediately spilling the deets on his girlfriend’s studying technique
Sands of Time
Aimsey, my love, my life, why did you flick all those levers and not kill any of the mobs
They’re all so on top of everything and calm, it’s so nice :((
Aimsey is such a good sandkeeper I could cry
I don’t feel like I’ve ever seen everyone in the middle at once in the middle of sot before, it’s nice but it’s kinda freaking me out
FOUR FOR FOUR?????? MAYHAPS?????
The panic 😭😭😭
Gay on gay crime: the tournament 😂
Meltdown
Jojo does a lil IGL-ing
False taking charge my beloved!!!
Aimsey and Jojo 😂😂😂
They’re sticking together so well! The lack of male hubris is coming through
Oh cyan swept, holy crap
That hot potato heater swap was so funny
They’re doing so well!!!
Awww rip :/
“You got this angel” Aimsey and Guqqie my beloved <333
The only two 4/4 lgbtq teams being the ones making it to dodgebolt!!! Might be calling it early but I believe <3
Battle Box
That first round was so close!!!
“Ten extra points to whoever gets Grian” False 😂
Their comms <333
THAT YELLOW V ORANGE?!???
Ranboo and Aimsey 😂😂😂
They’ve done so well start to finish, this team was insane <333
AIMSEY 14TH!!!! THATS MY STREAMER!!!!
Dodgebolt
Switching to Guqqie’s vod at their girlfriend’s insistence <333
AISMEY COMING IN SCREAMING AND HUGGING HER SO TIGHT :((( /pos
“It’s the power of gays getting us through this” so true Guqqie!!!!
GUQQIE!!!!! THEYRE KILLING IT!!!!!
Coming down to the fifth round <3
NONBINARY PEOPLE WIN THESE!!!!
YELLOW DODGEBOLT!!!!!
Shelby and Harvey hunger games finale <3333
I can’t believe my predictions were correct and yellow won!!!! /j
Great vibes, great times <333
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jaymesdoodles · 4 months
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I love sunship verse so soo much. They will find each other in every universe. But they are always doomed. Maybe there is a chance of survival, but maybe one of them is gonna have to leave first. Arg!guqqie had gone looking for aimsey in every universe, for what? Just to kill him? Or is it more? They have looked for them in EVERY universe. Searched for her again and again. And yet. They have meant in every universe one way or another. They have fought and grieved and killed. They have hurt each other again and again. In all the universes. But they have loved so deeply. They have cared about each other like no one else. They have gone from the edge of the universe to find each other. Even when it's doomed. Even if that doom might be an altercation from another person. They love despite the doom. They persistent despite the tragedy. They fall in love because what other open is there? They might be doomed in every universe. But I think with the fact they find each other and they way they love, they might be able to save a few...
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asterssunzephyr · 6 months
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Chat what if I tell you I thought of a pirates hc/au in the shower where its basically
p!Aimsey doesnt remember his family very well because they grew up with Michela and spent so much time with Michela & her family, that when ze left and became a ship baby he only remembered Michela & her family
and so ze writes letters to Michela from the ages 11-21 (when ze died, so 10 years) and recieves letters from her in return so theyre basically penpals
but they always dreamed of being pirates together and would play at the edge of the water together while Michela's father watched them; the two pretending to be pirates.
But what if I told you im throwing Guqqie into this as well in the sense that Guq would watch them play but was too scared to play with them, except for once where she did. The pirate, the siren, and the adventurer for a day. And then Aimsey left and so did Guqqie one day, and the memory so faint that Guq nor Aims remember the latter but both remember Michela.
They never put two and two together, that the little dark haired child who played a pirate with a young blonde and their best friend was the same person. Guq never took the time to put the Pirate being the same as her lover and vice versa; Aims never took the time to look at the memory and see the Siren who bares a resembalance to his lover.
The Kestrel never cared about the Kite's past; the Kite cared all too much about it.
and the Nightingale?
The Nightingale was left all alone when their story ended so many years ago.
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rib0mbees · 1 year
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funniest part of conclusionsSMP is aimsey going “no, no lore”, picking enderian, and IMMEDIATELY establishing himself as OSMP!Ranboo’s older sibling. he’s the short one, though, so he gets all of her clothes as hand-me-downs LMAO. CONSMP!Aimsey is great and i hope we get more ‘end royalty’ lore out of it.  such as: “we always have escape routes in case someone tries to blow up the house again, birdbrain.” (aimsey, in response to paying elytrian guqqie to build their house.)
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