#but like....I’m done oh wow

[loverscrossmp3]

happy belated, lily. hope you make ur bf laugh a billion times more in the afterlife

#jily #lily evans #writing again! wow!! won’t be done for months probably but finally added on to the first five bits of the scene a few weeks ago and then #again tonight. have a general idea of how the whole thing’s gonna go only i can’t actually figure out how to put it in words rn #BUT it has a title n everything. will be very domestic stuff. oh and first-war so….sad..uh #still a bit choppy for my liking but this is more for me since i’m not sure anyone cares. but exciting (and sad) things happening #in this doc!! #liv writes #those last two lines i’ve had in my notes app since early 2022!!!! always a time for celebration when i find places for those things to fit

[otaku553]

How goes the fma x albedo fic? I hope that doesn't sound pushy, I'm genuinely curious. And in that vein, do you have any little drabbles you may have written or want to write? Especially with your recent kny ocs/yourself and your siblings. That'd be super fun to read about! Your art AND your writing is so freaking good, the moment I see you've posted something new on your blog I'm clicking it so fast. Same with your ao3 account ❤️

Thank you for the kind words!!! Currently not working on any fics, since I just came out of 10 weeks of summer research where my days began at 8 am and ended at 9 pm for probably less than minimum wage hahaha (doing research is a Bit Sad but I get a whole month to relax before classes start again so thank goodness for that)

I do however!!! Have a lot of plans!!! If you’re interested you can read more below!

Plans include but are not limited to:

Finally working on Homuncular Nature again!! I definitely do have a lot of plans and cool scenes playing out in my head for the next chapter, it’ll just come down to when I actually put pen to paper (or stylus to iPad) to actually organize and write them all. The road block I think is that I have seen neither Albedo nor fmab very recently and all my concrete ideas are for around the 30 episode mark for fmab, the turning point with the first actual confrontation against father and the subsequent Briggs arc.

Rewriting Ten Thousand Maple Leaves! A lot of people have been very kind but I think I missed the mark with my first chapter to be honest. My writing has gotten a lot wordier and less succinct, which feels like I’m filling a chapter more with fluff and unnecessary description than actual content. I think I also dislike how I characterized Sanemi and how quickly Kazuha was willing to agree with things. Writing both of them is kind of a difficult challenge tbh! I think in rewriting it I want to give back to Kazuha more of his vagrant role in the games, where he is avoiding the law for reasons somewhat out of his control.

Ebisu siblings content! I think it might be fun to try having them interact with more of the canon characters in kny but I also think there’s some value in a complete sort of outsider point of view when inserting characters into a piece of media. I feel like whenever I see self inserts I see a lot of ocs making themselves indispensable and making meaningful relationships with existing characters that way and that’s totally valid! That’s a lot of what I do for crossovers as well. I think when it comes to my own ocs though, I want them to feel grounded in some form and the reality of it is that none of the characters I make based on myself or real people are that impressive or remarkable. But I also think there’s a lot of value in showing smaller scale things outside of the main interactions and plot to show that even though we aren’t remarkable, we still have our own meaningful connections and ideologies and stories :) in the end the Ebisu siblings are a lot more visual though so I may just continue making doodles and art without writing anything haha

Kirby & Meta Knight ageswap AU: I was mostly doing this on my ask-gikabi sideblog in short form comics, but I lost sight of what I wanted to do after making the discord and starting to interact with some of the people who followed it. I think a lot of people are inspired and have their own very cool ideas that I wanted to take into account but then eventually it was no longer my story or the story I wanted to tell, which is why I’m thinking of restarting it as a fic. This one is still in very rough idea stage though, I have honestly no clue how I’m even going to begin organizing it

Yanfei ace attorney crossover: this one’s just pure crack lmao I would definitely write it as crack taken seriously but I think this is fun to explore just for small ideas that pop up every now and then, i.e. yanfei is semi-immortal because she’s half adeptus so it would be Really Funny to me if she showed up in dgs era, got her attorney’s license, went into hiding after it became obvious that she wasn’t aging, and then re-emerged after rebranding herself as her own daughter or granddaughter. That, and I have a lot of fun imagining someone as pragmatic as yanfei trying to get through the sheer chaos of aa despite being otherworldly

Continuing winter weather advisory: I got to a really good point in that fic and was rereading it today like,,, damn I wrote that? And it would be fun to see where I planned on going with it so I do want to also try working on that a bit if I can

Kazuha & Kunikuzushi role swap au: this is something I posted about a Long While ago but it’s an idea I continue to be fascinated with :) I especially enjoy how these two characters could have had completely different roles and personalities depending on how their pasts happened (with wanderer being so nice and turning so bitter and kazuha growing up so spoiled (for lack of a better word) and turning out so weary and yet kind

Link click and mha crossover: this one is honestly just a very recent idea but I think it would be fun to make a drabble on how lightime photo studio would be able to continue operating even in another world and the trouble they might get into for illegal quirk usage and what using cheng xiaoshi’s powers in a world where being able to tell the future is canonically possible would entail

I have!! So many ideas!! And not enough time or motivation to actually write any of them most of the time :’)

But I’m very glad to hear that you enjoy them and look forward to my posts!! :D I really hope I can work on some of these over the last month of summer vacation that I have :)

#to this day I still get kind of freaked out when people compliment both my art and my writing #like wow!! thank you so much!!!!!! the art compliments I expect because I’ve been pretty bloated in my opinion on my own art since childhood #but the writing always comes as a surprise! #especially when people are like ‘oh I found you through your writing and found out your art is also good’ like WHAT #if anything I’m much more likely to be found for my art I feel like!!! #but thank you fr #people telling me my writing is actually good has done wonders for my confidence in classes for writing essays and such #and it really shows because when I’m less worried about how good my writing is and trying to make it sound good I get to devote a lot more #time and energy towards planning and figuring out ideas for what I want to write and my past few essays in humanities classes have done grea

[robylovi]

oh my god I had never felt so on edge watching a tv show until the hxh chimera ant arc what in the worlddd

#hunter x hunter #like yes like everyone said is amazing #but also WOW I am stressed #I’m like genuinely terrified for the characters #on one hand that’s pretty epic writing #on the other oh my god my sanity is on the line #hxh #chimera ant arc #i’m not done yet though so no spoilers #my post

[leisurecd]

my job would be enjoyable if my colleagues didn’t mind me asking questions cos i’m still learning and so scared

#like oh the new person doesn’t understand everything yet? wow they must be stupid #i hate having a job i wish i had just done another uni degree but 1) i wouldnt know what and 2) i was too scared of all the stress i endured #cos i’m insane and need the best grades in everything or i explode and i didnt want to put up with that pressure again #but tbh i enjoyed studying way more than having a job #i genuinely hate my life atm lol #i also hate how socially awkward i am but that something else i need to deal with

[yay-depression]

thinking about my daily behavior: oh shit! it’s another adhd symptom!!

#literally just emailed my psychiatrist bc she was like ‘if you forgot any symptoms just tell me!’ for my adhd assessment #and i was doing all these questionnaires and i was like ‘i’m not run by a motor ever!’ #and then i went grocery shopping today and i was like #‘can’t slow down gotta go fast! can’t check anything gotta get it done!’ #and then forgot a bunch of shit #and i was like ‘wow that wouldn’t of happened if i could slow down and like… remember i have a grocery list’ #and then i was like #‘but my brain hates slowing down!! it gets angry when i try to give it empty space!!’ #and then i was like… ‘oh shit!! that’s what the motor thing means?? that’s an adhd symptom!!’ #adhd #actually adhd

[aiilurociide]

…….. Thinkin’ about….. Making “Redtail” and “Spottedleaf” into one character……..

#my brain is TURNIN at 1:37am #I’m so productive rn #not in any meaningful way #but I’ve plotted out the entirety of ailurocide in the last two hours in my notes app #like that’s. it’s done #I have it #wow #W OW #anyway. characters! #YIPEE #debating HARD #cause if I did that…… then spottedleaf would also be sandstorm’s mom #hmh #hhhmmmmmm I am not opposed to this #maybe…… it was just a siring situation #maybe goldenflower is aro #I like the idea of aro goldenflower #don’t mind me I’m just #OH I’m high that makes sense #I’m hopped up on s o many pain medds rn yall #BUT ITS WORTH IT #don’t stay in school do drugs. you’ll be successful in your rewriting #<- <- <- DONT DO THAT ACTUALLY #don’t listen to spotty after 8pm #spotty speaks #ANYWAY #HAPPY!!! #DEVELOPMENTS!!!!! ARE HAPPENING #LETS GO OVERHAUL THE CHARACTER LIST AGAIN WEOOOO

[arolesbianism]

What a cool cat

#keese draws #oc posting #furry #furry art #furry oc #oc #ocs #oc art #first art post on the new blog babeyyyy #I’m still so sleepy tired tho a combined 13 hours of driving will do that to you fjdhfjdh #also idk if it shows but I’ve been trying a new sketching style recently! #oh ya and my family is on vacation rn so expect me to be a bit tired sounding a lot lol #I’m already soooo drained and we’ve bared done anything #but! I got to eat some REALLY good shrimp so hashtag winning #I think we’re going to eat at another place before we go home and I think they have shrimp too so I’m excited #I’m hoping they have breaded shrimp since the last shrimp was rly rly good but I’m in the mood for a good crunch #also tried some clam chowder for the first time and it was ok #I think I would have liked it more if I had smth good to dip in it #we also had lobster and it was so flavorless my dude like wow #but the stake that came with it was rly good and we also got some yummy desert #first time I’ve ever not hated a cheesecake so I’d say it was good #speaking of yummy food tonight we’re having a beef roast and I’m sooo excited it’s one of my favorite meals #I’ve been smelling it for the past several hours I’m going to destroy those potatoes yummy yum #ok enough

[starlooove]

Realizing the adultification and demonization of Duke and Damian is just. Not gonna stop. El oh el

#demonization more in Damian’s case #and not in the characters can’t do bad things kinda way #but in a writers and readers are so racist they’ll never even acknowledge that they don’t grant him the same grace they do anyone else #especially their white faves in comparison #and with the way they keep tryna spin Ra’s and Talia as being like. perfect parents maybe slightly absent or evil back then but family ppl #at heart it’s just gonna be more excuses to demonize a brown child bc now the very basis of his previous attitude will be gone #i mean for some of you it was never existed or acknowledged but there’s a certain bitterness I’m feeling when y’all can point to a panel #written by someone who’s only read WFA for background and say ‘see its canon that he’s just a murderous asshole for no reason!’ #same mfs who can’t tell me three bad things Tim’s done that they don’t fw bc either they’ve never read it or they justify it in their minds #and for Duke it’s like. just removing every aspect of his character bc god forbid u pay attention to a black child who’s not an easy stereo #that’s the difference Damian’s early appearance was very easy for a lot of y’all to stereotype even and at times especially Talia Stans #for Duke u can’t call him ghetto and u can’t call him one of the good ones bc there’s no ‘bad’ ones as a comparison point so he’s just a guy #he’s a good bro :) he’s there :) u don’t know enough about him to speak :) #and honestly if they keep going down the Al Ghuls are perfect route they might shoehorn Damian near that position too #that’d make it three for three when you involve cass. wow the poc of the family being reduced to no character besides propping up the yt #cast. maybe if we go that route and it happens to all three of them some of y’all will make a ‘fandom has a problem 🥺’ post and dip #like always el oh el so exhausted #batfandom racism #tim drake #jason Todd #dick grayson #bruce wayne #Lemme be a bitch today #Duke cass and Damian Stan’s I won’t clog ur dash with this #actually some of u cass Stan’s are…. #I’ll just say it a lot of you are racist as fuck and can’t say shit about cass besides she fights good and deserves the world #batfam #wfa #anti wfa

[orowyrm]

every day is a battle to not beat myself up over every mistake and assume that everyone looks down on me cuz i’m new to this job. i’m getting there but oh my god is it a struggle

#entered a data point wrong this morning cuz i was in a hurry and a coworker mentioned it #i scrambled to correct it like oh god oh fuck oh god oh fuck #teaching myself how the program we use works on the fly cuz i didn’t remember if anyone showed me how to edit past entries or not #and didn’t wanna sound stupid by asking for help #and then when i let her know ‘hey i fixed that thing’ and she was like oh wow really? thank you! i was gonna take the opportunity to show #you how it’s done but obviously you figured it out on your own. good job! #and i’m sitting there feeling like [laminated paper wobble sound]

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

BODY BACK chapter 1 is done, who wants a chapter update like old times :’)

#I’m so used to writing extremely long chapters that when it hit 3k I was like oh… #I haven’t done a proper writing update in 2 years ! #the theme of this one came together so perfectly at the end I was like wow #really gotta share how I structure the MW/FH/BB chapters #it’s so different to every other structure I use!

[danielnelsen]

there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’ #or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis? #but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically) #so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’ #and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

[pegging-satan]

Made the mistake of imagining Kunikida with sleeve garters now I am extremely turned on someone draw this please and thanks

#he’s so sexy and for what #maths teacher? so so so sexy I’d purposefully get some problems wrong so he would yell at me and punish me #yk how in the old days they used to whack your palms with a ruler or stick? Yeah #he could do that to me and I’d be on my knees begging for more #wow the fuck kinda trauma do I have💀 whatever it is…… I want that man #I want him to use and abuse my body as he wants I want him to rail me hard and fast till all the frustration has left him #dude I am nothing but a toy ok I would just always be ready he doesn’t even need to ask just come in and then come IN ykwim #wow like. imagine him coming home after a frustrating stressful day. he’s about to snap he’s barely hanging on. until he gets home. and you #open the door for him and he comes in drops his bag where he is and pins you against the wall with his hand around your neck #he kisses you hard and fast and then before you know it you’re bent over right there your hands clawing at the wall— #I- oh my god. after he’s done is the first time you speak to him after he got home. dazed and fucked out you go ‘welcome home’ #and with them taking off his shoes and grabbing his bag he says ‘I’m not done with you yet’ and disappears into y’all’s room — #oh my goodness I just. I’m just. I am filled with lustful thoughts #specifically for this man in particular WOWZA #bungou stray dogs #bsd kunikida #kunikida smut

[skhardwarevers1]

that feeling when you want to post a rant/vent but it just feels like another attempt to get attention <<<<<<<<<(x one million)

#Oh wow and would you look at that this in itself is just another way for me to get fucking attention #For being a sensitive little whiny bitch who can’t take a fucking joke #I’m just so fucking tired of this shit #I wannna say I don’t give a fuck what my dad has to say abt my life kr jokes he makes #But obviously that’s a fucking lie since I just spent half an hour violently sobbing in the shower #Todays not my day guys #I need to sleep for seventeen fucking years straight #Better than that just forever atp I’m so done with this shit #I just feel like everyone I know fucking hates me including myself #Like I fuck up one time and suddenly I’m not even trustworthy enough for you to trust that I fucking went to xtra help for a half hour #Like omfg just kill me already. I hate this shit. #And I know he was probably joking but like it still fucking hurts yknow? #And now I can’t leave my room cuz I look like a fucking mess and you can tell I’ve been crying #I’m actually ready to fucking just give up on all this shit #I’ve been trying so fucking hard to try to improve. I’m doing what you fucking asked me to like omfggggg #I dunno I just feel like shit I’ll be fine #Just me being a sensitive bitch again. Literally that’s all it ever is #Tbh if I never fucking dated my first partnrr I wouldn’t fucking be like thid #I fucking hate everything #Kill me #Whatever. This shit fucking sucks #Vent

[chika-nyan]

Just two more months (plus 3 days in April that I left after vacation for saying goodbye forever to coworkers plus maybe hustling for some “hey we’ve been friendly, can I use you as a reference for a future job”s) to go!!! And honestly not a moment too soon as things continue to get worse :)

#like lolol heard that corporate has decided to add fake tasks to the to-do list #Like oh are you listening really????? Dump the garbage on the ground :) #Like I have no time for these dumb games I may know not to do it but you know what????? #If you put it on the list it shall be done :) *dumps trash on the ground* #It’s stuff like wow put the garbage bin on the other side of the store ;) #In addition we also take daily quizzes and they are adding more real tasks as well :) #All while there’s no hours to give and no manpower :) #I got so pissed off the other day I almost moved my quitting deadline up u_u #Don’t get me wrong would love to but gotta get all the bread I can before I go #I think there’s some holiday hours in between and that would be fantastic to have #Plus I have a doctor’s appointment and need the insurance for that #Lies down. I’m so excited to be free soon!!!!!!

[nyssasims]

watching missing on netflix and oh wow this movie is actually shocking me

#i’m ​still not done #but i was literally like let me pause sims and pay attention #cause it’s actually so good oh wow #non sims

[cozen]

I simply must purchase more commissions right away!!!

#I keep looking at all of the ones I have and rolling around and thinking oh goodness oh my oh man #I’m so happy artists exist in the world I love art sm I love the kindness and joy they have oh man oh man oh man!!!! #And it makes me so so so happy and honored that they’d put that kindness into drawing for people too like WOW!! 🚶‍♂️🔁 me pacing #I always try to tip bc Oh man if I was rich I’d give people so much money I love art so much I love people who enjoy themselves and their #craft and don’t mind spending time putting the ideas or joys of others into visuals as well EEP!! #😭😭😭 This is why I wish I could draw so bad Ik its just a matter of learning but ACK I have too much fear when I do it. #If I draw I want it to radiate love of what I’m depicting and love in my work. #I drew once in a way that made me very happy and I smiled all day and I haven’t done that since because I’m a scaredy cat but maybe one day