#but but but but just know that they keep rotating in my mind like a fan

[dekubreaksbones]

You know those old AUs where Dabi/Touya trained at the HPSC?

That, but with Natsuo.

Losing both his brother and mother leads Natsuo to have a mental break, resulting in a stress mutation of his quirk. Makes it stronger; currently thinking his ice becomes unmeltable, and certain parts of his body turn completely into ice, such as his arms and jaw. He can regrow the ice and change its formation on his body. The HPSC already had an interest in Endeavor's children, but only after this incident are they able to get their hands on one of them.

He's not the same as Hawks; the commission doesn't own him, it's more of a "boarding school" type thing, and after he becomes a Hero, he's only so on paper. He doesn't have an agency, doesn't patrol, is mostly unknown. He doesn't assassinate people like Lady Nagant and Hawks, they keep his business mostly legal. He's just,,, a hero working specifically and directly for the Commission, called in on certain raids or jobs as the HPSC sees fit.

Outside of that though, he tries to have a normal life. Moves out at 18, attends college, keeps his civilian and hero identities separate. He doesn't have many connections in the hero world; everyone knows he's a Commission plant.

Anyway. Just something i'm thinking really hard of rn. Will probably do some art later

#bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #todoroki natsuo #hero public safety commission #bnha au #mha au #i dont keep up w the manga or anime idc abt being canon compliant #just something im rotating on my mind rn #natsuo doesnt wanna be a hero. he doesnt have any particular motives or anything driving him. but what choice does he have? #he fucking hates the HPSC. he just knows better than to tell them and risk losing everything #the threats are indirect and vague rn and hed rather keep them like that :) #id imagine the HPSC would want some heroes who directly report to them #and hawks has an agency and fans and patrol and stuff #they cant just throw him at whatever investigation or raid they want to keep an eye on #which is what natsuo is for #this could be a very good setup for natshig...

[quietwingsinthesky]

you ever just think about. “You are diseased, albeit a disease of our own making. No more.” you ever just. oh, they made him and they discarded him. it’s never going to be quiet again for him, and that’s just collateral. they let the sound rot through his whole life, his whole timeline. because that’s the kind of easy sacrifice you can make when you want to save yourself above everything else, one that doesn’t ask anything of you. you dig open a child’s mind and you bury your survival inside him and when he follows the noise back home, when he does exactly what you groomed him for, you call him ruined for it. that’s. you ever just think about that.

#it’s genuinely such a horrifying sixkening thing that they unveil. what was done to the master. #and it’s like. it’s so important that he is awful. he really is. but he still does not deserve to have had this done to him. #the drums are a tragedy that cannot. would not. be a punishment earned no matter how terrible he is. #they’re such a violation of his mind. isolating and constant and violent. and it drives me insane that this is just. in the show. okay cool #ill never be normal again. #they literally pulled his head open. during a ceremony that we. as far as i know. have to assume is not exactly voluntary. and is at the #best of times. already traumatic and horrifying. but they went into that moment and they put the drums in his head and they made him into #something repulsive to them. because they did that to him! in this thing alone the master had no agency and no way out and this thing that #was done *to* him is what makes him. to them. a broken thing now past its usefulness now that he’s done what they wanted him to. #sorry im rotating him in my head again and again. this is the thing that makes him ‘diseased’. it’s that they chose to do this to him. there #is nothing he could do to not be this. he was a child and there was nothing he could do to stop it from happening. he’s an adult and he’s #doing the impossible exactly like they shaped him to do and he can’t stop this from having happened to him. so he might as well follow the #drums. and then. and then rassilon calls him diseased. and im going to. lose it. #there was nothing he could have done………….. #everywhere else he has choices to make and he can burn the world and keep it as a toy and he can fuck with the doctor and he can do. #anything. anything he wants. but he can’t. there’s nothing he can do to make it stop. there’s nothing he can do to make it so this never #happened to him. and i am spinning in circles here do u see why he makes me insane. #and the doctor doesn’t even really fucking believe him that the drums are real until the master makes him listen……. oh im going to be ill. #doctor who #simm!master #the master

[ladyluscinia]

Ok, Dark Sea God Izzy thoughts...

Edward can't forget what Izzy is - being trapped in the middle of a burning ship and knowing death is coming only to have a god offer to save you... well that leaves an impression - but he tries not to think about it too much. Both for the aforementioned horror and because (he'll die before admitting this to another soul) everything happened so fast and chaotic that he doesn't fully remember what he agreed to. He just wanted to live.

Izzy, meanwhile, didn't actually intend to stay by Edward's side for decades. He grabbed a perfectly serviceable corpse, fixed it up, and then only meant to watch his new devotee / partner / master for a bit. But he hadn't actually been in a form much like a human in so long, he kinda forgot what it was like and everything was so novel. It was fun. He got distracted, and then by the time he remembered he'd planned to go back to the water he was fully enamored.

I like the fear thing. Maybe Izzy can only more directly do Sea God type things when part of or at minimum in the sea, so a lot of his day to day powers are more subtle and (initially) underwhelming then you'd expect from an eldritch being. Things like Fear. I also like the idea he can inflict people with Thirst (the saltwater kind).

He can talk to Button's seagulls but he refuses to unless they pay respects. Which they won't, because he's doing a stellar job of pretending not to be a god and also seagulls are stingy.

I think he should have eaten someone at least once. Sacrificial offering and all that. Or maybe he just makes a habit of licking spilled blood off his fingers and looking way too thrilled about it.

Back to the whole devotee / partner / master thing, literally neither of them knows who is actually in charge in this magic arrangement, assuming anyone is. Izzy is doing the thing where he's got an entirely different frame of reference, so "serving" Edward is not something he has to do or sees as work. He just wants to. But of course Edward occasionally remembers Izzy could change his mind and then that tricky little blood oath he owes him could come up again.

#our flag means death #gonna keep rotating this concept in my mind #also to get back to my original fixing wild takes via magic... izzy doesn't know how weather works because he controls it #but like - on accident. you can't 'predict' the weather don't be absurd. it just does things randomly based on his mood #izzy hands ofmd #blackbeard ofmd #sea god izzy #fic concepts #ladyluscinia #blackhands

[keylovesstuff]

🖋️ and 💕?

🖊 What is the most recent line you’ve written?

I haven't opened the notes on my phone or even a google Docs in weeks 😭😭😭... But I do actually know along the lines about how I for sure want to start one chapter for my little events fic (this sorta falls in line with the second ask):

'Peach spit out the tea coughing uncontrollably as she began to process what Bowser'

It's gonna be something along that line... who doesn't like reading/seeing one person say something completely outrageous catching the other person off guard where they do a spit take 🤭. I also know you guys miss my toxic Peach and Bowser friendship stuff, lolol 🤪

💕 What is the WIP that you are most excited about?

Omg everything I have planned for "Little Events" cause that's why I made it hehe:

Toads and Toadsworth try to give a young Peach to a random human couple, and she doesn't want to be with them.

This is an iffy one: I'd love to try my hand at writing a full-on coronation sequence for Peach... cause that sounds so fun, actually.

Peach's differing reactions to both Bowser's and Haru's proposals to her and what follows (that's where the little line from above came from lol. It feels like it's gonna be a little challenge cause I wanna dabble in romance a bit...but we'll see).

The ending of Peach and Bowser "friendship"... this will kinda challenging cause I wanna try to write the fight/action sequence 👀

I feel like I wanna do another little story with Mario and Peach following the 'Aftermath' that also sounds like fun!!

I like all these ideas. I can't wait to see how they'll turn out ☺️☺️

#Key answers #ugh I need to start to writing when I come home from work but I also just want to vibe and do other stuff 🥺 and scroll #you know what this bulleted list is actually nice... keeps my thoughts organized instead of having all the ideas rotate in my brain #my brain also feels the need to want to write all these in chronological order but I'm like it's a fic of random events it doesn't have to #I mean she's 5 in chapter 1 and the first point she's like what 3 in my mind 🤭 brain please!!! #hehe I don't really keep WIPs I have to finish one thing all the way before moving on to something else

[saintlesbian]

not me praying on the downfall of the bensons rn!!! of all the people for Nina to tell, I didn’t think she’d bring Martin into it????

#general hospital #pentababbles #sorry to be anti benson again and so blatantly pro nina like. #I’m glad the SEC consequences are coming back. I’m glad that Carly might actually face some kind of consequence #bc seeing her getting so chummy with Ninas daughter when she orchestrated events in such a way to keep nina from knowing the truth angers me #downside tho. nina is immediately going to regret it and the consequences are going to splash back on her HARD sorry. #Drew’s busy with the whole rescue mission rn so it’ll be awkward when he comes home and faces insider trading charges #Carly could very well karma Houdini her way out of this so that might leave the bag on just drew. if anyone at all #but also. the thought of Carly getting arrested mid wedding in front of her family well. that’s embarrassing 😅 #like i don’t like Carly and I do want her to face some consequences but. a little worried how the kids r gonna react to her goin to jail #and like. nina you can kinda tell is regretting this decision bc she is gonna get in sooo much trouble with Sonny #I don’t want that to fuck with their relationship but. nina just can’t help herself in these situations #wish it could’ve been just another step removed from Nina tbh. #Tracy’s hatred of ELQ could come in handy maybe? or at least create some interesting family infighting #either way. nina number one babygirl 2023 rotating her in my mind rn #Carly good fuckin luck I guess. lol. lmao

[bravevolunteer]

on my break

#still here for like 4 hours too what if i just exploded #i would LOVE to spend my time rotating him in my mind but it’s difficult when So Many Things Keep Happening #DID GET COMMENTS ON THE SECURITY BREACH PANTS LMAO #still reeling from ‘is that fnaf’ ‘yeah’ ‘that checks out’ ‘WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN’ #and ‘are those freddy pants?’ #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[basofy]

silly thoughts but i was thinking about jack and how conflicting of a character he is to me and how stupid i feel for taking him more serious than i should given he is some funny guy coming from the kickstarter, in fact i'd say all the kickstarter characters are very not serious, nobody wanted to put some sad guy in the game, but anyway this is how my brain is

he's just some kid that doesn't know what stuff is for him and what stuff isn't and he has nobody to guide him on this, i think having a character like him living in the context of lisa is very terrible but especially by taking him to brad's journey, not only taking this kiddo to literally slaughter people and him seeing death and blood and corpses everywhere he goes (which he probably sees as normal) but also the fact that he has to be in the same team as other guys who are severely bad influences to him, like you can have him in the same team as people who were murderers even before the flash or guys who could be considered possible sex offenders like it's so messed up

i don't think him being in the game is a bad thing it's interesting as hell honestly, it's just hard to not feel bad for him, i feel like the game wanted to delve into this more and it sort of did but also backtracked? like it never wants to fully talk about this for him. that one convo touches on the subject a little bit but then it just gets cut and youre never given an answer of if jack is okay after that or not lol

also i keep thinking about how aware of this the other companions are? brad even. like dude is seen reading a porno mag and i highly doubt he stole it and was being sneaky about it, i think the other guys know he does this shit but dont stop him

i think some of them would worry but wouldn't feel like saying anything, some would be completely apathetic until they actually realize how bad this is, others would be like 'nah it's okay for his age' , others would know it's not a good thing but wouldn't care, and there'd be others who are willing to say something but don't get listened or get pushed by the meanier companions idk

also i wonder if him being a boy would have make any difference for them because there are actually many people who's opinion on the matter changes depending on the gender of the person but of couse it's bad to put a kid in these situations no matter their gender

#also believe me ive seen other media that does this exact thing as well and know that it isnt that serious #like i know that it matters to me but not to them #but lisa is a game that feels like it / should / give a shit yknow #also it's crazy that the one time that some actually aknowledges jack's age and the situation he is put in is #motherfucking garth and he just takes advantage of this #he seemed to be very aware at least #and he just uses it to ruin his sanity for the fun of it or a hateful reason or something worse i dont know #i keep thinking he did it out of hate because of how hostile he is to jack during the convo #compared to his usual behavior #he is never hostile not even in his dialogue at rando land so it was very wtf to me #......but maybe thats better.. #i wouldnt want this to happen with his usual friendly demeanor............aughhghgh #also i just know that because im an obssesed mf and i keep rotating the convo in my mind because im stupid #it's the only new content of them.. #should i tag this as lisa idk #if you need this tagged tell me #sorry for taking that convo too seriously but you put that shit in front of my EYES #long post #lisa au where that one convo is garth showing gore art to jack instead #jack: lol i saw a guy who was left like that next to my house :D #jk jk #also i thought about all of this while having my morning coffee (at 2pm)

[blujayonthewing]

thinkin about. it's so easy to fall into the 'antisocial nerd who hates people' trope with a certain flavor of character archetype but. how much is melliwyk actually just... without even realizing it... fundamentally lonely...? she's friendly, but bad at making friends and maintaining meaningful relationships. the incident where she blew herself up launched her career but it also permanently blinded her roommate, and that would have absolutely colored her reputation and the way people interact with her for the remainder of her academic and all of her professional career. she lived alone in the woods for years. she talked to the ghost she didn't believe existed, she talks to her familiar even when he's not in the room, she keeps inventing robots shaped like little animals and creating items for her friends? companions. an NPC died at her feet and she invented an entirely new way to use magic so that she could learn revivify and spare the dying as an arcanist. while working on that project she shut herself in her room and didn't talk to anybody. after learning her parents were hostages she dove into working on her projects and shut herself in her room and didn't talk to anybody. a party member invited her to turn on the others and seems to this day to resent her for siding against him, and she doesn't know how to explain how she feels about the fact that he would even think to ask.

#this was not intentional but once I noticed now I think about it all the time like-- #she has so few meaningful relationships. she keeps collecting familiars and crafting and naming clockwork creatures for tiny servants. #people assume she doesn't care about other people and treat her accordingly #when we found out her house WAS haunted but that the ghost couldn't be spoken to or reasoned with she nearly cried #(after his spirit was freed one of his last messages was that he'd miss having her as a roommate) #I AM. I AM ROTATING HER IN MY MIND. #people expected her to take more risks with less regard to others and she leaned into that for years because it WAS advantageous #and now she's in her sixties and her closest relationships are to an owl and her parents whom she hasn't seen in over a year #she has... like... one and a half friends in the party but in a much more real sense she just doesn't know how to HAVE friends anymore #I think if you told her she's lonely she'd tell you you're being silly and would 100% sincerely mean it but. I think she's wrong #about me #my OCs #melliwyk

[eggmeralda]

the oc brainrot has been growing so much since i made an oc blog and it's getting more intense every day.......

#like before i made that blog all my ocs were just random people in my head that i'd forgotten about for years and would occasionally think #about like. oh yeah i remember that guy. anyway #but now they're all so Intertwined with each other's lives and the country they're all from has grown so much and now i Do Not Know what to #do with all this information in my brain #i Must put it somewhere but my drawing ability isn't as quick at making pictures as the image creator in my mind is #so all i can do is listen to all their playlists at once and rotate them #but they keep hitting each other while they rotate and then suddenly ANOTHER intertwinatory idea appears #the lads are growing.......... #ramble

[dauntingday]

on this episode of freaks on the internet dictate my life choices

#fellas i somehow slept until 1pm woke up for approximately one hour and then napped until 5pm #the day is basically over but i (day) have just begun and i feel like being toxic #and yes both of these things are constantly rotating in my brain at any given time #i ordered groceries from one of those apps on friday bc i been Havin Issues (tm) and i'm absolutely losing my mind #the guy brought me the wrong orange juice it is “low acid” i was like what the fuck is this #it's soooooooooo much better than what i asked for #imagine: oranges but they aren't so mean #some background on both in case that influences anyone's choices: #like two days ago i saw a post that said shallow by daughter was kavinsky coded. this then subsequently inspired an hour long playlist #and adjacent to that playlist we gave kavinsky horrors as a fun little treat #call me the guy at the fair making cotton candy bc i'm here to INSPIRE AWE AND WONDER #context for mha fantasy au is i keep getting soldier/poet/king edits of the main three and they're right #also The Outro you know the one. that one. people keep making aus based on that but touya is evil #and that is not the VIBE he deserves justice (a funky hat and an unreasonably small guitar with which to create mischief)

[seabsinthesea]

I like to think Tango has a lot of old little trinkets and things he's found, and one of those things is a canary resuscitator

#dlsmp #op #I've been rotating this idea in my mind for a few days and now i'm seeing people talking about how the miners never let the canaries die #which was my one problem with the 'canary and his coal mine' name #I just think tango would be the type to keep weird little things like that #and he'd tell jimmy about it #I don't usually like them being aware of the metaphor as it feels like a bit of a 4th wall break to me #but the readers would know how it's significant #the only thing stopping me from writing this idea is that I don't know how someone would end up with all their belongings like that #in the death game world

[chaosgenasi]

i thought i was pulling leylines = luxon stuff out of thin air but there's actually a lot here and i'm going full red string

#basil.ramblings #my brain said cool we got hishari ashton what's next #i'm connecting the dots [you haven't connected shit] i'm connecting them #it's probably just all coincidence but it's Fun To Think About #i still keep rotating around in my mind nydas seeing the blood of the universe & feeling its heartbeat #and all the paralells to ashton waking up/being brought back to life. and laudna being brought back on the suntree #which sits on a powerful nexus #also currently thinking about how avalir traveled leylines and collected ether which is raw magical potential #guess what dunamancy is! the study of possibility & potential! #also leylines are vital for arcane magic! guess who hated the fact that mortals had access to arcane abilities/were gifted it #by the prime dieties! and ruidus was rumored to be a failed plan by the betrayer gods & guess what fucks with leylines! #apogee solstices which are the result of the movement of celestial bodies! #there's definitely more here that i'm sure we don't know. like they could've pulled ruidus through the shadowfell #but i wonder what suddenly caused ruidus to appear in the feywild and if the same thing happened in the materal plane #all those years ago / during the founding #did they use the moontide crown like the bow from a solar to planeshift a whole moon like ?? we know it's Possible for a city #can you IMAGINE if they somehow manage to like. shut down/block off the leylines. #you can't even cast sending. that's terrifying #i wonder if they're trying to figure out how to harness the abilities of ruidus in a similar capacity = arcane magic from the gate #( which y'know. very similar to leylines too SDFJHG ) #esp someone like ludinus: he's already so powerful so in order to maintain that he can simply take power away from others #and y'know. we kinda saw that with how trent ended up #idk why they would want to take magic away from arcane casters outisde of typical villian shit but. hmmm #there's so many pieces moving around and i can't wait until everything comes together #i do wonder if ruidusborn just means. you use the 'leylines' of ruidus for casting or something idk

[is-sni-ovg]

i LOVE my silly little d&d campaign i love thinking about my silly little d&d campaign

#we're in ch 2 of waterdeep dragon heist and i keep telling my players. you'll Know when the plot kicks in again #it's funny because despite very much being a Horror Guy so far this has been like... the most lighthearted campaign our group plays? #granted that's not hard when you're pitting it against curse of strahd and other assorted ravenloft horrors but #i'm having a ton of fun dming. i'll just have to take my moments of fucked up horror where i can find them #and oh boy do i ever have plans :) #but i would love to run a more horror-heavy campaign sometime #we've talked about getting into call of cthulhu too which seems really fun #but my understanding is that you have to go into it expecting a much higher pc turnover rate and all of us get very attached to our guys #also i already know this game system #i don't want to spoil my players so i just rotate my plans in my mind alone #sammy speaks

[cibome]

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#delete later #i went away to the mountains for the weekend and i had a lot of fun and i feel calm and relaxed from spending time in nature and hiking #we also went to see the starts it was so much fun #BUT #i went with my mom and her friends from work and its very exhausting for me to be expected to be sociable 24/4 i just cant do it #i cant be friendly and talkative around people i barely know for THREE DAYS #plus on the first night i accidentally broke my thumb ring which ive had for 3-4 years #i rotate it around my finger all the time to keep me concentrated it calms me down AND it also helps me reduce my skin picking #its not a big problem since i can just buy a new one (if they still have them which idk) but at the time when it broke ... #mind you i accidentally dropped it to the ground and it fragmented into like 20 bits it overwhelmed me so much i almost cried on the spot #im back home already which is good but im so EXHAUSTED emotionally and socially and im working all day tomorrow... #which means i wont be able to buy a new ring until tuesday when i usually cannot even leave the house without it on #rn it just feels so wrong i even feel a bit sick from not having it on #ITS JUST A FUCKING RING... why do i depend this much on a fucking ring idk #but like i had a lot of fun we saw lots of beautiful sceneries i have pics ill probs post them later #i took my reflex but i forgot to charge it or bring the charger so i could only take pics on the first and last day #also the hiking we did was in places that were kind of physically straining so i dont think bringing it wouldve been a good idea #RANT OVER if you read all the way to here i love you thanks for reading my stream of consciousness quite literally <3

[lizzybeanbutt]

What are your favourite horror stories?

I haven't read much in the way of horror, and my film pool is very limited as well but I tend enjoy beast like monsters and/or body horror when it appears. I'm a sucker for creature design.

However I will say I've very much enjoyed listening to the podcast The Silt Verses. Its a radio play like fiction show that explores a plethora of horrifying deities and the ways people worship them in similar, horrifying ways. It also had its fair share of good horror creature descriptions but everything about the show captivated me honestly and really chilled me at many points.

#im willing to give most horror a shot #i just know i dont like disaster/end of the world type stories where its the focus #too much anxiety #also abt body horror i cant recall specific examples off the top of my head #points to not having a wide horror range #but like the way the stories can frame bodies as horrific that would shun societies view on an average body #something i tend to keep in mind #but story framing #are they being negligent and that parallel can be made or is the appearence speaking to something else #all that #oh also shoutout to US #i need to watch it again #but since first watching it ive been rotating it hard just #i dont want to get into it but i just love the piece #ask

[bravevolunteer]

michael brainrot interrupted by the fact that i am dangerously eepy and experiencing stomach issues

#and also have class in 30 minutes- JSKDJD #it’s not going to happen bc i’m running on like 3 hours of sleep but god i keep thinking about my drafts #brainrot where i have absolutely zero new thoughts i could talk about so i’m just rotating him in my mind you know. What Do I Do With That #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc