Hi, first of all Iād like to say I love your art and writing, I read Reprogrammed in one sitting and it was marvelous, got me thinking of AUs. Everything my angsty little heart could desire. Wild Kratts has been a staple of my childhood so itās amazing to see talented creators appreciating the show.
Secondly, for your Guardianship AU, that comic you made about Chris calling Martin cringe immediately thrusted a scenario into to brain that I could totally see happening as an alternative plot in āLet the Rhino Rollā
Zach: thatās a child
Chris, being held like a sopping wet kitten by a Zach Bot: and thatās and ugly, pickley, bitch!
Lastly, about the Reprogrammed AU, whatād you think would happen if the bros swapped places (Martin got captured why Chris remained safe). I love making AUs for AUs by tweaking certain things so Iād love to hear your thoughts. Personally I think itād be a mixed bag as Chris would be both guilty and crippled with anxiety over his lost brother, leading into desperation and lashing out. Meanwhile I think Martin would loath the situation, but also feel weirdly content since heās the one that got captured. That meant his little brother and friends were all safe and werenāt the ones going through the suffering. Heād probably also have heaping loads of guilt if he hurt Chris cause thatās his little brother who heād sworn to protect and he just hurt him. So much angst potential
UR SO NICE THANK YOU!!!!!!!
(also that's such a silly prompt for Guardianship AU I will maybe draw that sometime if I get the chance <3 )
oooo.... a Martin version of Reprogrammed.... that would be really interesting! I agree that Martin would probably feel relief that Chris is safe. That is... until any sort of confrontation with Chris or Martin having any suspicion that he's hurt him. Martin would probably self destruct after that. But in a way I think Martin would be able to handle everything else a bit better because Martin takes on the mindset of "Bad things happen sometimes and it's out of our control" Meanwhile Chris is a very meticulous thinker in the sense that there needs to be a reason for things happening, and there needs to be a person to blame them on. And I think Chris would try his absolute best to fill in his brother's role during his absence, but ultimately feel super out of his league and Aviva or Koki would end up being the ones to step up as team lead.
Because as much as Martin goofs off or seems unorganized, I don't think the team realizes just how much they rely on him to make decisions. Ofc they make a lot of choices as a team and it's definitely not Martin bossing them around all the time, but in times of crisis or emergency, Martin's quick decision-making is what keeps them on their feet. Chris is great at planning, organizing, and strategizing, but put him on the spot and the poor guy will implode.
Super interesting concept though! I appreciate your thoughts; thank you for the ask!
hi there! i absolutely love you lockwood x reader imagines; youāre an excellent writer! (there arenāt many lockwood imagines so i love when you put something up).
i know you havenāt written any imagines for george and itās completely fine if you donāt want to but i would absolutely love if you could write a george x reader imagine where like the reader went to the fittes ball and george expected to be home alone all night but then the reader comes back and george gets all flustered about seeing her in a dress and the reader finds it adorable. if it ends in smut or fluff itās completely up to you! (sorry if this is really long :)
Thanks so much! <3
Distraction
words: 770 ~ content: fluff
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You settle back into the leather seat of the cab. Thank goodness thatās over.
Balls and parties arenāt really your thing, to be honest, but Lucy and Lockwood insisted that you go with them. Until tonight, you were the only one who hadnāt met Kipps and his crew, and, you reasoned, itād be good to put names to faces.
However, after a bit of mingling, it became clear that Lucy and Lockwood had formulated a plan. When they asked if you wanted to part of it, you managed to politely decline rather than yell I donāt want to be at this party any longer than necessary!
You wish youād stayed home with George, even if the two of you had only sat side by side on the sofa reading.
Heād been a little prickly at first, but soon after moving in to Portland Row the two of you had started swapping history books, sci-fi comics and fantasy novels. It had soon become common knowledge that the two of you had open access to each otherās bookshelves.
The cab pulls up on Portland Row. You pay the driver and extricate yourself gratefully. You canāt wait to get out of this dress. It might look good, but itās too much faff for you. Youād take pyjamas or a t shirt and jeans any day.
You climb the steps to the house and fumble with your key. Your hands are cold and it wonāt slide into the lock as it does normally.
Instead you knock at the door, hoping George isnāt already asleep. It could go either way with him - heās either tucked up in bed at 8pm with a cuppa, or he stays up working until the wee hours, finally falling asleep in one of his books at the kitchen table.
You wait for a few moments and then hear someone shuffling about, followed by George muttering āIf it thatās glazing salesman again, Iām going to invite him in and make him listen to my dissertation on the discovery of the viking graveyard in Derbyshire. Every single word.ā
When the door swings open and he blinks at you, you say, āIām not a salesman, but do you promise youāll read it all?ā
His mouth opens and closes again, and then you watch his gaze travel the length of your body. Finally he says, āYouāre wearing a dress.ā
āOh. Yes. For the ball.ā
āRight.ā He takes his glasses off, polishes them on his t-shirt, and puts them back on his nose. āI didnāt realise. That you were going to wear one.ā
āWell, Lucy did, so I kind of.. Had to..ā
He nods. āYes. Of course.ā
And then he looks at you some more and his face goes a little rosy. Is he blushing?!
Itās adorable.
āGeorge,ā you prompt.
His eyes snap back to your face. āYeah?ā
āCan I come in? Itās so cold.ā
āOh. Yes. Sorry. Of course.āĀ
He steps back and you escape from the night air gratefully. Then you shut the door behind you, and the hall seems very narrow with the two of you in it.
Youāre a breath away from each other. Has George always been this tall? He seems to dominate the space, frazzling your nerves.
āTea?ā He finally asks.
āYes, please.ā
He heads to the kitchen and you follow. When you get there, he pulls out a chair for you.
āThanks.ā
He busies himself making tea.
āSorry about just now,ā he says over his shoulder. āI wasnāt expecting you. I mean, you live here - I wasnāt expecting you in that dress. Somehow.ā
You smile, because he is even cuter when heās flustered.
āYouād prefer me out of the dress?ā
āYes. No!ā He stumbles, and then inhales deeply. āI meanā¦. I suppose I just noticed you.ā
Oh.
Well this is delightful.
You push back your chair and move to stand next to him, your shoulder touching his.
āWell, now you know how I feel.ā
He shifts, his eyes big and dark behind his glasses. āWhat do you mean?ā
āIāve been waiting for you to notice me ever since the day we met,ā you smile, reaching for his hand and tangling your fingers with his.
He squeezes, gently. āI like to think I would have. Eventually. I get distracted a lot,ā he admits, shyly.
You grin. āPerhaps Iāll have to wear dresses like this more often, so I can be the one who distracts you.āYou gaze at each other for a little while, and when you eventually share your first kiss, itās so distracting that the tea doesnāt get made for some time.
With a very heavy emphasis on platonic!Christopher Smith/Peacemaker
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7
Adrian Chase Masterlist
Prompt: Itās your last day alone with Adrian before he starts preschool so you try to make the most of it.
Warnings: mentions of child abuse, panic, meltdown, crying, divorce, mentions of August Smith, cannon typical Peacemaker violence and language, homophobia, internalized homophobia
A/N: Sorry weāre a day late! My schedule was a little busier than usual yesterday. I also posted this on my ao3 adriansglasses. Hope you guys enjoy!
You race towards Adrian in the parking lot of the old video store turned headquarters.
āWhere are you going?! Can you please just talk to me for a second?!ā You call after him.
āIf youāre just gonna call me a stupid, reckless, liability then I donāt wanna hear it.ā He says, continuing to walk. He was clearly just spitting out words heād heard Murn or Harcourt say about him. You grab his hand, halting him from walking any further away from you.
āYou could have died!ā You tell him.
āSo what?! It would have been for the greater good anyway!ā He turns to look at you. āEverybody knows Iām the most expendable!ā He tells you as if he thinks heās speaking in cold hard facts.
āNo, youāre not! You shouldnāt have pushed me out of the way.ā You argue with him.
āYouāre more important than me! You can live without me, but I canāt live without you. Thatās just a fact, (Y/N). Thatās how it is with everyone in my life.ā
āYou idiot.ā You say, as you pull him into your first kiss.
September 12th, 1994
Today was the last weekday youād be alone with Adrian before he started preschool, so you wanted it to be special. You held his hand as you walked into Henelotter Video to let him pick out a movie or two. All he wanted to do was have a guysā night with Gut and Chris. He looked up to them so much. The plan was to get pizza and rent a movie or two. Your mission was to pick an age appropriate movie for Adrian that wouldnāt bore Gut and Chris. Luckily that wasnāt a problem when Adrian picked up the original Star Wars. He was going through a huge hyperfixation with Space lately. You smiled.
āI think thatās a great choice, buddy. Have you ever seen it?ā You ask smiling.
āNo, Dor has a picture on his wall!ā Adrian told you. You thought back and remembered he was right. Gut did have a Star Wars poster on his wall. You also knew Chris was fond of the series in his adulthood and would often crack jokes about it, despite saying heās not a nerd.
āStar Wars it is then.ā You smiled.
āRey, can we play on the games?ā Adrian asked, pointing towards two arcade games by the checkout.
āYou wanna play on the games?! You wanna on the games?!ā You say as you lift him up, shaking him, pretending to drop him and holding him upside down as he giggled. He loved it when you did this. Youād found that out the first night you were here. You start to tickle him before setting him down on the stool in front of the arcade game. You placed a coin in the machine and let him play.
While he played, you wrote as many notes as you could. His future self had to find one of them in their future headquarters. Before you left you stuck them under floorboards, behind toilets, in ceiling beams, next to light fixtures, anything you thought might be permanent and youād put two on the couple rare pieces of furniture you knew were still in the building, just some shelves and chairs. You wrote not to open them until the date you left your own timeline on the envelope and then you brought younger Adrian home.
On your way home you had an idea to keep him busy for the day, so you stopped at your local comic book store. You walked him all the way to the back where you were happy to see the Dungeons and Dragons section was still where it is in the future. It was smaller, but still there. They even had a childrenās beginnerās guide that was simplified for younger players. Everything was perfect. You collected the cheapest option of all the materials youād need and even had a little of your allowance leftover to let Adrian pick out a miniature. Before youād left your own timeline, your Adrian had been trying to teach you how to play. Maybe if you taught his younger self how, youād be better at it when you got back to your Adrian. You looked down and Adrian was missing. You panicked for a second before turning to see Adrian staring at the comic books with his chosen miniature in hand. He looked in awe at the heroes on all the covers.
āTheyāre really cool, arenāt they?ā You smile.
āYeah.ā He whispers in awe, deep in thought.
āWell you are just as smart and just as cool and just as brave and just as strong as them.ā You smile, pulling him into your arms and heading to check out. āAnd you can fly too!ā You say as you move his body through the air to checkout. He giggles until you place him on the ground to pay for your stuff. Then you head home for real this time.
You taught Adrian how to play DND long into the afternoon. He seemed to be really interested in it, but this shouldnāt come as a surprise to you. This is Adrian after all. Even after Gut and Chris came home, you kept playing. They were busy in Gutās room listening to music anyway. You could hear Kiss coming from under the door. You didnāt get up from your game of DND until you heard the doorbell ring. You opened the door to meet the pizza man. You gladly paid him and got your pizza.
āGut, Chris! Pizzaās here!ā You yelled upstairs. āReady for the movie, kid?ā You asked Adrian. He smiled, giving you a nod. āYou go grab the VHS tape from my bag and Iāll go get the boys, okay?ā
āOkay!ā Adrian yelled, running towards the front door where your bag was hanging.
You made your way upstairs to find Gut alone in his room. āWhereās Chris?ā You ask.
āHeās in the bathroom.ā He barley looks up from his gameboy.
āItās time for dinner. Can you go help you brother? Iām pretty sure I can hear him digging in the cupboard, trying to reach for the paper plates, but we both know how clumsy he is.ā You give him a sympathetic look, silently pleading. He sighed putting down his game of Zelda.
āFine.ā He said getting up and heading downstairs.
āThank you!ā You thank Gut before walking towards the bathroom.
You were just going to knock on the door, but you didnāt realize it was already cracked. When you accidentally pushed it open you came face to face with Chris. He was covered in Dianeās makeup. You both froze.
āThis isnāt what it looks like!ā Chris started.
āReally? Because it looks to me like youāre wearing eyeliner and youāre about to put on lipstickā¦ā You try to hold back a smile. You knew he talked a big game, but at heart was just a kid.
āI was just trying to make my face look like Kiss! Please donāt tell my dad! Heāll think Iām gay!ā He begs, mortified.
āPutting on makeup doesnāt make you gayā¦and even if you were gayā¦ā You sigh. āThe world wonāt always be this fucked up. I promise. Weāve made tons of progressā¦even if it doesnāt feel like it in Evergreen, Washington.ā
āIām not gay!ā He stands his ground, still scared.
āIām not saying youāre gay.ā You say calmly, giving him the patients heās never really been given before.
āI like girls!ā He says adamantly.
āI knowā¦ Iām just sayingā¦ IF you liked girls AND guysā¦no matter who you likeā¦ itās okay.ā You smile at him. Thirteen is a confusing age on its own. When youāre Christopher Smith, only living son of the White Dragonā¦itās a lot worse. You watched him avoid your gaze, staring at himself in the mirror. āDinnerās here. Meet me downstairs soon or else Gut and Adrian will eat it all.ā You smile.
āSave me some and Iāll be down in a minute?ā He asks, his voice trembling.
āOf course.ā You smile, closing the door and heading down the stairs. You pause on the stairs to take a deep breath. You have no idea if what youāre doing is for better or worse anymore. On one hand you could be helping Chris, but on the other you could just be putting him in more danger with his dad. When you get to the bottom of the stairs you sit down, trying to compose yourself. With your eyes closed, you can hear two little feet running towards you.
āHey, bro!ā Adrian yells, crashing into you, climbing you like a tree to get into your lap.
āHey to you too, bro.ā You try to give him a smile.
āBro, hurry up! I wanna start the movie!ā Gut walks over and calls up the stairs. You donāt even have to ask where Adrian learned that.
āCan you help me with pizzuh?ā Adrian asks.
āYes, I can help you with your pizza.ā You smile. āGut, letās just go eat. Chris is gonna be a minute.ā
āHeās taking forever.ā Gut whines.
āI know, but just give him a minute. Heās had a long day.ā
āHe was ranting about his dad again. Heās a fucking dick. Sometimes I wanna kill him.ā Gut says quietly.
āYeah! Kill him!ā Adrian repeats in agreement. If only anyone was there to understand how funny a 3 year old Adrian Chase advocating to kill August Smith was. You just laughed. Usually you would tell Gut to not use such harsh language around Adrian, but he had already said fuck so many times. You couldnāt undo what happened before you got there, not that you could change anything anyway, and you couldnāt be mad at Gut for feeling this way either.
āI know youāre upset because Chris is your friend and you care about him, but sometimes you just have to let him deal with things in his own way, so he can grow.ā
āWeāre more of a family to him than that asshole.ā Gut says, dropping a piece of pizza on his plate.
āI know and I promise one day heāll come to terms with that. Right now heās just not ready.ā You give Gut a sympathetic look. You ached for these boys. Gut and Adrianās dad left and Chrisāā¦ well it was no secret nobody wanted him in the picture.
After dinner you settled in the living room to watch Star Wars. Adrian was very adamant on the seat chart. He pulled you all to the seats he decided he wanted you to sit in. When Gut tried to move he objected.
āNo! Rey has to sit between you and Chris!ā He objected.
āWhere are you gonna sit, Adrian?ā You asked.
āOh your lap!ā He said this like it was obvious. This was all just his elaborate plan to be able to sit next to all three of you. Chris hadnāt said much since you caught him. You werenāt sure if he was sad or just embarrassed, but you didnāt press further. Gut was probably too tired to argue with his 3 year old brother, not happy about having to return to school tomorrow, and you just wanted the option that made the most people happy so you settled in, letting Adrian cuddle into your arms. You smiled as the movie started, hugging Adrian closer. You were never a huge Star Wars fan before you dated your boyfriend. You hadnāt even actually seen the first movie. You had never watched it without him. Even now he was still there, even if he wasnāt in the form you wanted him to be. You were a little sad, but you knew youād see your Adrian again someday.
After the movie you tucked little Adrian into bed. You sat on the bed, missing your Adrian deeply. You played his voicemail. You had borrowed an old Walkman from Diane so you didnāt have to keep asking for Chrisā tape recorder.
āHey babe, itās me. Iām just calling because I know you had a bad day today and I was thinking maybe I could bring takeout home from the restaurant and we could just have a movie night? I just wanted to know if you were feeling chicken parm or meatballs or if you wanted to just scratch dinners and have me bring home a pizza. Just call me back when you get this. Iām really proud of you- uhā¦not that Iām not always proud of you. Iām like totally proud of you all the time and Iām rambling again and this voicemail is about to be like 10 years long, so uh bye I love you.ā
āWe did have our movie nightā¦ just not how either of us expectedā¦ā You whisper, as a tear falls.
You restarted the voicemail again.
āHey babe, itās me. Iām just calling because I know you had a bad day today and I was thinking maybe I could bring-ā You take off the headphones when you hear a small fist pounding on your door. 3 year old Adrian probably had a nightmare again. You open the door and he rushes into your room.
āMonstor in my cwoset!ā He cries.
āThereās no monster in your closet.ā You smile, getting at knee level and giving him a hug.
āMonstor!ā He insists, tears streaming down his cheeks. He looks really scared. The least you can do is show him nothingās there and if that doesnāt work, let him sleep in your room. Normally he would sleep with Diane, but she had to go back to the law office after shift at fennel fields to fill out some extra paperwork. It was stupid they were keeping their secretary so late, but she insisted it was a big case.
āBuddy, I promise thereās nothing there, but Iāll go check.ā You hold Adrianās hand, guiding him back to his room. āYou sit on the bed and Iāll go check okay?ā He let out a whine, sitting on his bed.
āRey, Iām scawerd.ā He cried. He was 3. All 3 year olds are scared of the monster in their closet.
āAdrian, look thereās nothing in-ā You open the closet, stepping backwards letting out a scream. Then Adrian screamed. Then Adrian screamed. You hear footsteps running towards Adrianās room. You quickly closed the closet door. Adrian was shaking in his bed.
āWhat the fuck?! Are you okay?!ā Gut busted into the room.
āIs somebody in the house?! Iāll fucking kill them!ā Judging by what you knew about Chrisā past, he was probably serious. His dad had made him kill for a lot less and the Chaseās felt more like his real family anyway. Heād kill anyone for peace. What about someone trying to hurt his family?
āEverythingās fine!ā You assure all three boys.
āThen what are you screaming about?!ā Gut asks. You think for a second.
āUhā¦ I was just really excited! I just remembered the Backstreet Boys are coming out with a new album tomorrow! Canāt wait!ā You say the first lie you could think of.
āWhoās the Backstreet Boys?ā Chris and Gut almost ask in unison.
Fuck. That was 96ā not 94ā.
āUhā¦ I canāt believe you donāt know the Backstreet Boys!ā Gaslight them. Gaslight the fuck outta these little kids.
āThereās a monstor in my cwoset!ā Adrian starts again.
āSorry. Weāre playing a game. Speaking of games you should go finish that video game before your mom gets home and tells you itās past your bedtime. Remember Iām the cool one, not her.ā
āBro, I canāt believe you still have a bedtime.ā Chris laughs as you push the two out of the room. You run back over to the closet.
āYou donāt think my momās cool?ā Adrian asks, his body barley fitting into the closet with his sword on his back. You crush him in a hug and start crying immediately.
āPlease tell me this is real. Please tell me this isnāt some fucked up dream.ā You cry in his arms.
āItās not a dream. Iām here. I found you.ā He smiles, holding you tightly. You kiss him. His 3 year old self screams.
āWhy am I screaming?ā Adult Adrian asks.
āI just kissed the monster in the closet.ā You laugh.
During your art challenge stuff like Vivid Shadows, how do you typically keep up motivation to continue doing it every single day? Because itās been a struggle to keep writing stuff every single day. Granted this is my first time doing this, but I was wondering if you had any way you prevent creative burnout from doing these.
I have thoughts on this lol. There's a few ways.
First a disclaimer, I started working on these Vivid Shadows pieces about a month ago. I have up through day 19 done right now (cough see them early on patreon cough). So I've been spacing these out a bit more than one every other day. I have done the challenge day by day before, and it's doable. But I'm a busy adult that needs to pay bills, and I like to give myself some cushion.
But with that established, here are some thoughts I have.
1. Collaborators and Witnesses
I doubt I could find the motivation to do these kinds of big projects if I didn't have friends and collaborators doing them with me. This is different for everyone, but I find I'm much more productive when I have someone else to bounce ideas off of, send WIPs to, and honestly to judge me when I don't meet my goals. This can be a friend you're working with, or a discord server where you share updates, or any other online community that you're a part of.
2. Effort Budgeting
For big series like Vivid Shadows or longer comics with a lot of panels, I do not put all my effort into every piece. There's just no way. I consciously choose to half ass some things, and tell myself "eh, good enough" even if I know I can spend more time polishing. It is infinitely better to finish a piece at 60% of your full power than to pour all your heart into a project that never sees the light of day. If you feel up to it, you can spend more effort on some select parts that really make you happy. But those should be the exception, not the rule. And the more projects you finish, the better your half-assed work will become.
3. Creative Limitations
You have to define some bounding rules for your project, or you'll get stuck with decision paralysis and scope creep. For Vivid Shadows, the rules I use are pretty simple. Each day has a prompt, one color to use, set dimensions and a hard deadline. I mostly use a limited palette (3 colors + black or white) because I know I can spend hours and hours shading and coloring otherwise. Limitations foster creativity. If you have a tight frame around what you can do, your brain comes up with way more ideas.
4. Keep an eye on the clock
Part of what I like about projects like Vivid Shadows is that they have built in deadlines. I know I have to wrap things up by a certain day and time, and if it isn't perfect then so be it. I've done enough creative work to know roughly how much I can get done in a certain amount of time, which is very helpful for planning. The program I use for drawing has a built-in clock that tracks time spent on each document, which is a godsend.
5. Find your own methods
This is all just stuff that helps me, but everyone's brain works in different ways. It absolutely takes practice to enter creative mode at will, rather than when the stars align and you feel inspired. Start with small projects, and as you train yourself you can eventually finish larger ones. Remember, something small and finished is always better than something grand that never gets done.
Also worth mentioning, find the things that light up your brain. Personally, I've found that making my art horny is a powerful motivator for my creativity. In addition to the obvious neuron activation, I find it very satisfying to explore the boundaries of what I find attractive, like a mad scientist or detective.
6. Keep it fun!
None of this will work if you don't enjoy the project. There may be parts you don't enjoy, but overall the project should bring you joy. If the project isn't fun, change it or drop it and start one that is. You don't owe your past self anything. Even if you abandon a project, the work you put into it is good practice for your next thing. Make work you like, and move on.
Hope this helps! Good luck on your project š
Yes I'm actually doing this on a Wednesday wooo :D
I just went back through all my tags of the last month and man, you guys ;__; <3 I'm not good at keeping up with tumblr atm and I don't have something to share every week, so I think once a month a WIP Wednesday might be a good compromise XD Thank you for all the tags!!
@theviridianbunny @dreamskug @ouroboros-hideout @lokiina @therealnightcity @chevvy-yates tagging you all right back!
So, with that off of my list of works in progress, as is answering all the tag games and quizzes, some projects I'm working on atm:
Writing: Love is stored in the olive jar (WT) - Chapter 13
It's done, but still needs a lot of editing, as it got very heavy on dialogue in the end and I want it all to flow more nicely and make it a bit more scenic XD Too many instances of "she looked up again" or "he paused for a moment/second" xD But I'm getting there! Here's a snippet from the already somewhat polished beginning:
āAlright,ā Fuentes said as she finally caught her breath again, āI suggest we cut straight to the chase.ā
āYes,ā V nodded, āThank you again for taking the time.ā
āOf course,ā Fuentes nodded, āI have to admit, I have been thinking about you and your case a lot these past days. Even with the limited knowledge I have so far, I still believe I may be able to help. If you are willing now to tell me more about your condition now, of course.ā
āWillingā wasnāt the word V would use, it was more a necessity at this point.
āI will,ā he said, āBut only if you can provide me with a certain level of security.ā
Fuentes shifted in her chair slightly and frowned, then she opened one of the drawers of her desk and pulled out a tablet. She turned it on and began to search for something on it while maintaining eye contact with V as best as she managed.
āYouāve come here today as my patient. As far as Iām concerned, everything, anything that we discuss, falls under the doctor-patient confidentiality. My contract with the Little China MedCenter binds me to treat your data and information with utmost care and discretion. All data we store is locked away securely, all in accordance with your Trauma Team policy. I can resend you the patient information papers and contracts, although I think most of them you should already haveā¦ā
āI care less about the MedCenter than about what you personally do with the information Iām going to give you,ā V said, and Fuentes stopped her search, narrowing her eyes slightly.
āIām not sure what youāre alluding to,ā she said, still polite, but significantly more tense than before.
āNothing,ā V shook his head carefully, āThis is just not something I tell random strangers on the streetā¦ no offense, of course. If I have to play with open cards, I need you to as well.ā
In which Vince hates doctors but has to trust one now, boo XD
Writing: Some drabbles :3
Inbetween the longfic I still have some ask prompt drabbles to fill that I'm looking forward to tackling soon! And in a sudden burst of inspiration I wrote out a long although not very serious convo between Vince and Johnny the other day xD I'd love to turn it into a (VP) comic maybe, but I'm not sure yet XD
Art: Nothing new since last time, slowly chipping away at some bigger projects inbetween
VP: Currently no concrete plans for a bigger project
Although I wanna do more "days in the life" for Vince!! And I wanna play around more with some poses though and have a very soft set to share that I gotta edit a bit still ;_; Tomorrow probably!
Also, I'd like to turn the interface thingies from my recent "V as NPC" projects into shareable templates, that is also on my wip/ to-do list! Just wanna gather some in-game reference shots first :D
Modding: ššš
I'm working on a little something maybe, and I'm so excited :DDD Just gotta relearn how to do Archive XL, it's been half a year xD And I fought MLSetup Builder so fucking hard, but now I know how to edit MLMask Setups, so that's a victory at least XD And I have a base for a very kitschy coat :3
But yes, so much to that so far! See you again in a month or so probably with an ever-growing pile of wips xD But maybe some more writing, maybe some more art, and maybe a finished mod after too long š
As Valentine's Day is the day of love, my Valentine's gift is not one but two One Villainous Scenes featuring love as the central theme, one leaning on the darkly comical side, the other on just plain dark.
This would be the latter. From the excessive amount of featuring he got in promotion and marketing forToy Story 3, it was clear in 2010 that Lotso Huggin' Bear was one of the film's most major characters, and that they likely had a lot to hide from the audience concering him given how little we were really seeing from him aside from his debut scene. The most common guess was "Lotso is actually the villain!", and....yeah, that turned out correct. It wasn't much a surprise, as it got outed in Lotso's second scene. What turned out to be the real surprise was the extent to which Lotso was a villain. No one was prepared for just how dark, how vile, and how cruel a villain he'd be.
This scene comes right at the climactic point of the film. Woody and the rest of Andy's toys think they're free from Sunnyside Daycare when down comes Lotso and his gang, having tortured their escape plan out of Chatter. Lotso mocks the notion that the toys want to leave Sunnyside to go back to their kid, who "don't want them no more." Woody decrying this statement as a lie prompts the still smug and self-assured Lotso to challenge him "If your kid loves you so much, why is he leavin'? You think you're special, cowboy? You're a piece of plastic! You were made to be thrown away!" There's actually an undercurrent of irritation at Woody when Lotso says this, like it really does bother him that the sheriff would have the gall to believe he's loved enough by his owner to be held in higher regard that your average toy, and never be discarded the way toys so often are.
"Speak of the devil", the garbage truck slowly begins to come down the lane, so Lotso proposes his ultimatum: come back to Sunnyside and be complacent with their stations in communal life together, or get thrown in the dumpster to be picked up by the garbage truck. But then not only do Jessie and Barbie tell him off rather than be shaken by his threats, but Ken, one of his own chief lackeys, comes to stop him from throwing Barbie away and advocates for structural reform to Sunnyside from the dictatorship Lotso's made of it over the years. Note that at this point in the story, we have never seen Lotso get angry. We saw him snap in his backstory, but in the present day events, he has remained mentally fettered, cheerfully authoritative, and in total control at all times. At Ken's show of care for Barbie, Lotso gets even more aggrivated than he was at Woody mere seconds ago, to the point of hurling him across the dumpster to where Stretch and Andy's toys are, and then while his smugness returns as Ken makes his plea, he again dispalys visible anger and displeasure as he argues against the idea that he's the problem with Sunnyside. "I didn't throw you away, your kid did! Ain't one kid ever loved a toy really! Chew on that while you're in the dump!" His mind is made up, and he turns to leave his victims to their coming fate.
"Wait! What about Daisy?" Comes Woody's voice from behind him, and you could almost hear a pin drop at this part. At first Lotso denies knowing what Woody's talking about so as to not expose any of his covered past to his minions, but when Woody presses the matter, the bear claims "and then she threw us out." "No" Woody counters, "she loved you." "She replaced us!" snaps Lotso, prompting Woody to scald him with the truth. "She replaced YOU. And if you couldn't have her, no one could! You LIED to Big Baby and you've been lying ever since!" Woody throwing over Big Baby's heart pin that Daisy wrote her name on is accompanied by more truth that Lotso doesn't want to hear: Daisy loved Lotso as much as a kid could ever love a toy, and it was due to that love for her Lotso Huggin' Bear that her parents bought a replacement Lotso for her after her first one got left behind. Much as she might've also liked Chuckles and Big Baby, only Lotso mattered that much to her that she'd immediately need him back. As a human, she had no way of viewing the Lotsos as their own, different and distinct sentient beings: she just loved Lotso as a toy. Therefore, it was Lotso who ultimately showed he never truly loved Daisy enough to value her happiness over his own, and his friendship with Chuckles and Big Baby proved just as fleeting, as he lied about all three of them having gotten replaced to Big Baby and made Chuckles, who'd seen otherwise, swear to uphold this lie.
But what comes next is the real telling bit. Lotso just screams at Woody "She NEVER loved me!", but Big Baby can only start to cry as he looks down at the heart with his ex-owner's name written on it. At the single utterance of "Mama", Lotso's last thread snaps. "What, you want your mommy back? She NEVER LOVED YOU! DON'T BE SUCH A BABY!" And what's striking is the parallel we can draw to the backstory where Lotso first saw he'd been replaced and snapped. To hammer in his lie to Big Baby, he'd said "She don't love you no more!" Notice that phrasing: "no more", signifying that Lotso did believe that Daisy had sincerely loved the three toys but felt like by not going back for them and even replacing him, she'd shown she'd stopped loving them. The love had been passing and transcactional on the kid's end. But the phrasing in this scene is different: she NEVER loved me, and she NEVER loved you. So over time, Lotso stopped believing that the love and affection he'd been shown by his kid was ever genuine. He stopped believing love truly existed, least of all in the hearts of human toy owners, hence "Ain't one kid ever loved a toy really." In his denial that Daisy ever truly loved him, Lotso forgot what the love felt like, and in turn forgot what it was like to love. His ever hardened heart knows only sorrow, frustration, hatred, and pain. When he established his tyrannical rule over Sunnyside, for all his talk of being a happy found family and "no owners means no heartbreak", he had no good intentions behind any of what he's done: he lives his life as a toy perpetually hurting on the inside, and figured that how much less hurt he could feel could only be measured by how much more he could hurt others.
And worst of all, Lotso reveals here that at his now rotten core, he's also a nihilist. Demanding Andy's toys and Ken get pushed into the dumpster and slugging Big Baby with his cane, he rants furiously that toys should not go thinking for themselves, as "We're all just TRASH waitin' to be THROWN AWAY! That's all a toy is!" With Ned Beaty's voice acting sounding totally deranged with rage and almost on the verge of choking up, Lotso loudly declares that he believes nothing in a toy's life truly matters if toys are all made to ultimately meet the end of being thrown out with the trash, and so he values nothing. Not life, not love or friendship, not even himself. In his mind, he exists in a "every toy for themselves" reality, and so if he can't navigate through it by the empowering self-determination of putting himself on top of others and securing that power by pushing others ever further down beneath him, then he might as well not exist at all....for what else then would he even exist as except a piece of disposable garbage?
Lotso is a strikingly dark, twisted character to come out of this franchise, who asserts himself as truly evil by his world's standards. He's such an absolute monster that we can feel nothing but satisfied glee and relief when Big Baby goes full Darth Vader on his fuzzy, strawberry-scented ass, picking him up and hurling him into the dumpster, then closing the lid down on him against his protests. You get what you deserve, Lotso....and not even for the last time either!
OK, here's the "Where's your kid now, Sheriff?" scene since that's no doubt the Losto villainous scene that comes to most minds. This one features the entire legendary sequence, including the well-deserved fate worse than the Caterpillar Room that Lotso ends up meeting.
As many of you know, last year, I, along with a group consisting of myself, me, Kate and @ilikepjo24, organized the first ever Zucest Week. The event was a huge success, a very enjoyable process for me, and everyone else who participated. So naturally, it will be done again.
I have already started working on some background projects and planning that are related to the event, like scheduling the dates, that I will share with you right now.
Last year, I got an anonymous complain, saying that the prompts were announced too close to the date of the Week itself. So this year, I decided to switch it up a bit. The Week will still happen on the same dates as last year, but the process of collecting prompts and voting for the winners will happen earlier that year, to ensure that there will be enough time.
So, with that being said, the Google Sheet where everyone will be able to write down their ideas will be shared with the public at the 28th of February. It will be editable by for a week and a day. Normally, it's supposed to be only a week, but this year is a leap year, which means you'll have an extra day to add your suggestions.
After the predecided deadline, the spreadsheet will no longer be editable, but it will remain online and accessable to however wishes to go over the prompts once again.
Once the prompts have been collected, I will seperate all of them to five categories, depending on their energy. Those categories will be:
Smutty/Kinky Suggestions
Fluffy Suggestions
Humorous Suggestions
Sad/Angsty Suggestions
And there will be a fifth category titled Free-For-All. The suggestions that go there are the prompt that fall into two or more of the other categories. Once the prompts are seperated, I'll create a voting poll for each of the categories and I'll share all the polls with you so that you can select the suggestions you prefer. That will happen in the 7th of March and this process will last one week.
After the voting process is over, I'll collect the seven most voted prompts from each poll and arrange them in each of the seven days of the Week. That way, each day sill have five suggestions, one from each of the five categories, and you pick what you'd like to write for that day. When each of the prompts you have chosen has been arranged to each respective day, I will announce the winner prompts. That announcement will take place in the 14th of March.
The Week itself starts at the 14th of June and ends at the 20th of the same month. So from the moment the prompts will be announced, we will each have 3 months exactly to write/draw their works based on the prompts.
All forms of art are appreciated and welcome. You can write a story or a poem, draw a picture or a comic, you could even compose a song if you wish to do show, or make a post with a headcannon inspired from the suggestions of the day. You might want to do a different project for each day and that's more than okay as well! All I wish for is that, if you use your platform/account on Tumblr to spread your art, tag it as #zucestweek and/or #zucestweek2024 so that it'll be easier to find.
Soon, I'll make another post regarding other Zucest related events that will take place at the same period of time, so stay tuned.
As always, if anyone had any question/idea/suggestion/concern, please feel free to contact mez anonymously or not, any moment of any day, through an ask, a reblog, a comment, or a private message in this account, or in my other account @ilikepjo24, although I would prefer if you contacted this account, so other people that might have something similar to say could also get their answer by following this account here.
And as I mentioned before, I organize this event by myself *side eyes Zucest loving friends that do nothing* so I'd appreciate it if no anti tried to burden me with any hate, cause I honestly don't have time for that.
Summary:Ā Ā Misunderstandings, changes in plans, a blast from the past, and secret admirers threaten to turn Tobias & Caseye's first second Valentine's Day upside down.
Part One: An unexpected message disrupts Tobias & Casey's blissful morning together. But just when Tobias assumes all is well, there's another surprise... and then another.
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A/N: I'm not sure where this came from - but it did. It seems angsty at first, but it really won't be, it's going to erupt into chaos - but that can be comical. lol Part one centers mostly around Tobias & Casey, but others (namely Ethan and Sienna) will be getting pulled in toward the end and will show up more in Part 2. I hope you enjoy this! @choices-february2023 - Day 14 - Valentine's Day / @choicesficwriterscreations Valentine Event / @choicesmonthlychallenge To Be... Trust Me" "I'm Yrs Or... Call me Not to Be... Not Happening - @choicesholidays Prompt #1 This isn't what I imagined a relationship would be...
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Tobias hurried into his office, quickly shutting the door behind him. Alone at last, he wasnāt giving anyone the opportunity to sneak in. Collapsing into his soft leather chair, he took a deep breath and let it out slowly. This had not been the morning he ordered.
He and his beautiful in every way girlfriend had been official for nearly a year now, and, to the amazement of everyone who knew him before, the man had never been happier. But this morning, their normally unflappable relationship wasā¦ wellā¦ not āflappedāā¦ but experiencing more tension than they were accustomed to.
The day started well, nothing out of the ordinary. Tobias groggily hit snooze when his alarm went off. But instead of cursing it like he used to, he rolled over with a satisfied smile. Waking up to Casey was something he never took for granted. So even when the alarm went off the second time, he didn't fret. After kissing her on the forehead he shuffled into the bathroom.
A stretch and a long yawn got his system stirring, then his morning routine began. Ever the multitasker, he hit play on his voicemail before brushing his teeth in the bathroom mirror. Message number one:
ā¦.Hello, Dr. Tanaka here. I was hoping we could move our 2 PM consult on Alex Porter up a bit in light of his test results. Let me know when you arrive at the hospital, and weāll take it from thereā¦
Thatās when he caught a glimpse of Casey creeping toward him in the mirror. Her eyes still half-shut, she lovingly wrapped her arms around his waist and nuzzled her sleepy head on his shoulder. He rinsed quickly, eager to properly kiss her good morning. Their lips were just inches away when the next message began to play.
ā¦Tobias Carrick?....
Just two words were all it took. Casey felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up, and Tobias wasn't far behind.
Ā ā¦It is so good to hear your voice! Even if itās just your message. Itās Beverly, love, itās been so long you have probably forgotten what I sound likeā¦.
The voice had a playful, seductive quality that was impossible to miss.Ā Casey, who typically required at least two hours and twice that amount of coffee to be fully conscious, woke up in a flash.
ā¦ It was so hard to track you down! When I think of you and hard in the same sentence, it's not usually about finding your phone number...
As Beverly giggled, Casey reached over to shut off the phone, but Tobias grabbed her wrist to stop her.
āNo,ā he insisted. āI am not hiding anything from you; so let's listen together.ā
ā¦ Iām offended that you didnāt give your new number to me! Luckily, I can think of a dozen things you can do to make it up to me. Iām going to the convention at the Cleveland Clinic, and I'm hoping you'll be there this year, too. If so, I have a luxury suiteā¦ hot tub, an enormous bed, and a beautiful viewā¦ you can certainly bunk up with me and help me put them to good use. I miss you, Tobias. Call me!...
Casey stared quietly at the floor when the message ended, and Tobias reached over to shut off his phone.
āCasey, I didnāt reach out to her," he started, his voice both calming and filled with concern. "Iām only going to contact her to let her know Iām happily off the marketā¦ā
āI know,ā she mumbled, still looking away. Tobias gently lifted her chin to face him again.
āI donāt know how she got my new numberā¦.ā
āI know,ā Casey muttered. āI knowā¦ and Iām notā¦ Iām not mad at you.ā
Tobias knew her too well; she may not be madā¦ but she was something, and he hated being part of anything that brought her even the smallest bit of worry.
āTalk to me, baby. What are you feeling?"
āItās justā¦ā she let out a deep sigh. āItās been a while since weāve had something like this happen. Your Boston following knows you're with me now, so it's leveled off. But your nationalā¦ or is it international?ā
āCaseyā¦.ā he trailed.
āWho was she? Youāve told me about a lot of your former dalliances, but Ā I donāt recall a Beverlyā¦.ā
āBecause she wasnāt significant. We met at a conferenceā¦ a long time ago, andā¦ on occasion,ā he stumbled. āIf we found ourselves in the same place, at the same timeā¦.ā
Casey held up her hand, signaling for him to stop. āI get itā¦ and you donāt owe me an explanation. Look,ā She said, taking his face in her hands, āNo one enjoys hearing a partner's former lover attempting to seduce them. But, Tā¦ weāre both adults, and we have histories."
āYouāre not upset?ā he asked. āI know in the past, things like this bothered you...."
āMmm-hmm,ā she interrupted. āIn the past. I know what we are, and I trust you. Just take care of letting her know you'll be in Boston... and you're all mine!"
āAnd then Iām blocking her number,ā he smiled.
āGoodā¦ā Casey half-smiled. āIām not going to let this ruin our first Valentineās Day.ā
āItās our second!ā He insisted.
āNo, itās not,ā she grinned. āIt'll be fine, but baby... I hope there are no more calls!ā
āIf there are, Iāll toss my phone into the fireplace.ā
āThat might be a bit extreme,ā she chuckeled, placing a peck on his cheek. Then she was off to get ready for work.
~~~~~
Everything was fine. That's what Tobias told himself as they drove to work. At least it seemed fine. He didnāt let go of her hand the entire trip, which wasnāt uncommon, but the lingering silence was. His mind raced back to the early days of their relationship. Back then, Casey was coping with a lot. Her insecurities and dealing with his ā¦ repā¦ weren't the easiest things for her to deal with. But they moved beyond that, and now, Ā they were titanium. Right? That wouldnāt happen again. So why was his heart racing a little faster?
It didnāt matter, he convinced himself. Tomorrow was Valentineās Day, their secondā¦ though she insisted it was their first. Whatever the number, he already planned on making his girl feel extra special, but now? Now he was really going to go all out.
He parked in his spot and proceeded to stare out the windshield. Ā
āTobias?ā Casey asked waving her hand in front of his face āWeāre here.ā
He startled a bit, breaking out of the fog he was lost in.Ā
āSorry, I was a littleā¦.ā
āYou were driving me to work in this condition?ā She laughed.
āI knew exactly what I was doing. Come on,ā he said, taking her hand, āLetās get to our meeting before Ramsey has our heads.ā
~~~~~
Like the morning, the meeting started off well. Harper brought coffeeā¦ good coffee, even better than that stuff Ethan liked to brag about so much. And Ethan was in a good mood, much better than usual. Tobias made a mental note to get an answer about why out of him after when they were alone. Cases were discussed, and they were about to leave whenā¦
āJust one more item before we adjourn,ā Ethan stated. āTobias, Iām going to need you to fill in for me at the conference in Cleveland.ā
āOK, boss,ā he started, then a realization struck him, and he furrowed his brow. āWait.. the Cleveland conference? Aren't you presenting on the Alton research?ā
āYes,ā Ethan smiled, almost smugly. āBut no need to tailspin, Carrick. Youāre up to the task or I wouldnāt have asked you.ā
Tobias sneered in his friend's direction. āI can handle it with my eyes closed, wiseass! But it's tomorrow!ā
āI know itās last minute, but it canāt be avoided. The Board is holding an emergency meeting, and Iāve been told my presence is not optional. Itās only three days, Tobias, you can manageā¦.ā
āBut itās Valentineās Day,ā Tobias blurted, earning a little snort from Harper.
āIām sorry,ā she said, clearing her throat. āItās just Tobias Carrick caring about Valentineās Day? I never thought Iād live to see the day!ā
āHe has had a personal growth metamorphosis within the past few years,ā Ethan teased.
Tobias looked across the way at Casey. She smiled supportively, but once again, her eyes didnāt mirror that smile. Then he heard Beverlyās voice in his head:
Iām going to the convention at the Cleveland Clinic, and I was wondering if youād be there this year?
Aw, fuck! He thought, in fact, he may have said it out loud; he wasnāt sure. What he was sure of was he was on Ethan the second Harper and Casey left the room. He spent the next fifteen minutes unsuccessfully attempting to convince Ethan to send Harper in his stead.
āHarper wasnāt involved in the Alton case!ā Ethan reiterated, his voice now bordering on shouting. āWhatās with you? In the past, you would have been salivating at the chance to take this opportunity away from me. Now, youāre letting a Hallmark holiday do this to you?ā
āI know,ā Tobias rolled his eyes, āItās just that itās our first, andā¦.ā
Ethan raised an eyebrow, āAccording to Casey, itās your first. According to you, itās your second.ā
Tobias didnāt appreciate the cocky look on his friend's face, even though he knew he was right.Ā
āCome on, Tobias. Casey is a grown woman and a professional. Iām sure sheāll be fine pushing your celebration off a few days.ā
āYouāre right,ā Tobias sighed, walking toward the door. āOh, and Ethan?ā
āYes?ā
āIām going to kick ass in that presentation. Youāll never be invited to speak there again!ā
āKeep dreaming, Carrick," Ethan yelled as Tobias made his way down the hall.
~~~~~
Feeling a bit better, the familiar smile on his face and spring in his step were back. They were present as he greeted every passerby as he made his way to his office. But they weren't there for long. Passing a patient's room, he heard Casey and Siennaās voices.
āIām sure it doesnāt mean anything,ā Sienna fretted. āDonāt let your mind wander.ā
āI know that, Sienna,ā Casey replied. āItās justā¦ after all the progress, I donāt want to go back toā¦.ā
āAnd, chances are you wonāt,ā Sienna assured. āYou just need to be patientā¦ let this play out.ā
āI knowā¦.ā Casey bemoaned. āBut if it happens again, I just donāt think could take it. I'd have to move on from this."
āLook!ā Sienna ordered. āYouāre putting the cart before the horse. I know how much this means to you, butā¦ so far, there is no indication that you have anything to worry about. Donāt break your heart if you donāt have to, Case. OK?ā
Tobiasās blood went cold. Heartbreak? Canāt do this anymore? Was she this upset? And if so, why was she withholding this from him?
āDamn it!ā He muttered, making haste to get to his office. What could he do to convince Casey that she had nothing to worry about? She was the love of his life and his heart sank at the thought of her going through this again. He thought they were past this. He thought she was secure in their love, and if she wasnātā¦ after all this timeā¦. where did this leave them?
He slammed the door behind him, then sunk into his chair. It had been a hell of a morning, and he was taking a moment to relish the solitude and calm.
He would have to talk to herā¦ to make her understand. But his mind was also on the holiday that he'd now be missing. He thought of ways to shower her with gifts, even if he wasn't there. He'd leave her notesā¦ everywhereā¦ text her all dayā¦ FaceTime at nightā¦ he'd make sure it was still specialā¦ as long as no more bullshit occurred.
Thatās when it caught his eye. It looked benign enough, a little red envelope with a heart on his desk. A smile tugged at his lips. She must have dropped it off after their meeting; they had been together until then. Maybe he was blowing this out of proportion; perhaps this was all in his mind. If she was dropping off an early Valentine, things couldn't be that bad. He slid his fingers under the envelope flap and removed the note inside.
Ā āRoses are red, violets are blue, and on Valentineās Day, the only thing Iām going to do ā¦ is you.ā
A puff of air escaped his nose, and his hands fell to his side. Adorable. Cute. Sexy. At least it would have beenā¦ if it was Caseyās handwriting, but it wasn't.
A loud knock on the door startled him.
āHey, Tobias, open up. I need to talk to you.ā
1. Are you thinking of pitching this as a show? Or as a comic series? Or have you not decided fully yet? What shenanigans are they gonna be up to?
2. How long have you had your OCs for? What inspired you to make them, and what were their previous incarnations?
3. How did Sonnet and Lithium meet? Does Sonnet know he's... *underneath breath* kind of a stupid idiot? Or does she love him for that?
4. How does fashion work for robots? Since a lot of them have stuff like wire-tails and bright colors. Or does it not really affect them?
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P.S: Do you have any tips for escaping... "debt collectors"? I may have accidentally pissed off the... "insurance company".
okay Hi im taking a short break from drawing thangs to answer this :)
1. I don't think i'd ever pitch any of my personal oc stories as a TV show or film. I don't like the idea of losing control and copyright of a story so near and dear to me and esp with the current state media is in a lot of stuff would be censored/edited and because I don't live in the states pitching an animated show or film would probably be near impossible for a story like this anyway. A comic on the otherhand is something im genuinely considering, I'd have to figure out the plot fully and find the time to do something like that as well. The story was written to be easily made into a comic format though.
2. These specific robot characters I've only actually had for like,,, 7 months? A lot of work has gone into them in that time span tho. But I'm sorry there isn't a huge timeline where I'm like "I drew my first robot in 2008 and that is where tandy begun" I kinda always had a background interest in robots that just needed the right spark. Back in 2020 I did some AU art of already existing characters as robots (if you know who these are, hi) but these weren't really proper characters, just a fun art prompt.
But I bought Tandy as an adoptable back last september by the artist @acid-redux heres the original design I bought here:
It's actually by a pretty slim chance that I bought this guy! I saw the character a couple months earlier and decided not to buy him initially and came back, saw it was unsold and thought about it. Even after some people told me it wasn't worth the money to buy it I decided to buy him anyway. I said I had "ideas" for him, and that I did.
This is the first drawing I ever did of Tandy, if you're wondering if there's like any art earlier than this like sketches or anything I don't really do that when it comes to drawing characters a lot of the time I just go right in. (also the most recent for comparison)
But yeah I totally fell in love with the character after that! I was instantly keen on doing a story with him though with who or what was debatable.
Initially he had literally nobody to interact with, I was already openly objectum at this point so the earliest drawings of him show him interacting with computers.
My bestie Marty tho @bytevamp did a character trade with me and I asked if he could design me a character to interact with Tandy, all I specified was a computer robot that wasn't too close in model as Tandy and he made me Sierra :) his design alongside my first drawing of her:
this was the first drawing of Tandy and Sierra interacting. Tandy doesn't act this meekly in the current story and Sierra is a lot nicer than this to Tandy initially.
and after that I had a third robot that I still haven't found a proper place in my story/introduced him properly. His name is just "Tinbot" and he was meant to be a robot Sierra and Tandy help get back on its feet. I might have plans in the future for him but in the meantime he's on the backburner. (side note wtf is Tandy wearing)
I'd be here all day if I were to say all the robots vs their initial designs. I usually have other people design my robot characters though (sometimes in exchange for robot characters I designed) in the story the robots are built by different people so having a mix of people design them would better give that impression in my mind.
My robot characters I design personally usually come from me scribbling ideas on a procreate canvas, saving them for later and if I can't stop thinking about that one robot I drew I'll fully design them,
Lithium's first drawing was in the corner of one of these random sketches, something about his lack of fingers and him telling someone to KYS really spoke to me.
3. Speaking of Lithium...
I had a few ideas rattling in my brain for how they met, It was either through Cathy, through Max or Lithium met Sonnet while she was working and went OO TINY ROBOT.
As for whether Sonnet realises Lithium is a bit of a dipshit, she's fully aware of his behaviour as much as anyone else is but prefers to view him through his more positive traits. Lithium isn't irredeemable or anything, Tandy just really really hates him
4. Fashion with robots is funny, the tails don't really come into play as much since they usually just stick them over their waistband or cut a hole in their pants since their cables aren't super big. I will say one thing that I don't think I've said before is that robots can actually remove their cable tails and stick them back on when they need to charge or whatever. But if you had the option to have a tail I think most people would say yes, and robots decide that as well. Phillip and Newton decide to do this a lot, Phillip is almost never seen with his tail and Newton takes it on n off or just sticks it in his pants where it doesn't stick out since its shorter. As for colour choice robots don't have any distinct reason to choose the colours they do? Some might prefer high contrast clothing or lighter coloured clothing if their eyesight is better suited for clothes like that.
hogwarts au // this was alot of fun to make. this was supposed to be like a quick draw but i was enjoying the moment rendering this comic i ended up w a full blown illustration lmao
1. sunshine family
2. vampire
3. arranged marriage
4. forbidden
5. right person, wrong time
i discovered alot of new creators and very much loved and enjoyed @lavdiiaa and @narutosgirl7's entries :D
//in no particular order
powerful_niya day 12/15/28 entry @powerful-niya
- arranged marriage / gifted & cursed / royalty
HISTORICAL AU IS MY WEAKNESS. I'M SUPER IN LOVE W THIS. i loved the combination of the elements and it is beautifully written. 100/10 STARS *CHEF'S KISS*
narutosgirl7 day 27 entry @narutosgirl7
- smile
FLUFF. FLUFF. FLUFF. i was a smiling idiot reading this. U OWNED MY HEART
secrettastemakerland day 27 entry @secrettastemakerland
- smile
DORKY IN LOVE NARUTO UGHHHHH hinata w braces ashflaksfhakla + sakura being the best wingwoman!! this fic is so adorable
croissantandmacarons day 8 entry @croissantandmacarons
- in-laws
HINATA MEETING NARUTO'S FAMILYYYYY AAAAAAAHHHH i love their interactions. minato and kushina and jiraiya in this story. very heartwarming
jimni_soo day 6 entry
-sick
this is a portuguese fic. i read this w google translate. i balled my eyes reading this. i couldn't think straight. i'm too soft and very emotional for fic like this and yet i loved it
//in no particular order
nuella day 3 entry
- study dates
NUELLAAAA GURL U KNOW I LOVE U AND UR ART. i'm so in love w this. this was inspired by our times. i adore that film sm!!
hyorinbaek day 23 entry @hyorinbaek
- cottagecore
I LOVE THE COLORSSS. SO PRETTYYYYYY
jjoneechan day 28 entry @jjoneechan
- video game
THIS IS SO COOL. JEI IS SO TALENTED.
av_bocetos day 28 entry @avbocetos
- royalty
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this was for prompt exchange. i love royalty aus. i didn't expect her to make so many entries in this prompt. GURL U SPOILED ME SMMMM ILY
lavdiiaa day 9 entry @lavdiiaa
-crossover
for the nth time, i love historical aus LSHFALSKFHSALKFHAF THIS IS TOO CUTE. LOOK AT THEM FLIRTING. ANDDDD HANABI IS TOO DAMN ADORABLE. for some reason ur art reminds me of one of julia quinn's book covers. i can't recall which is it but it's one of the illustrated versions
i was patiently waiting and also always excited to see ur entries. i literally put off my reading list to read fics this month. i read fics in the morning and didn't expect to read some smut at that time lmao. thank u sm for all ur wonderful works.
talented. amazing. wonderful. beautiful. idk how many adjectives to put here abt u and ur art/socmed au. thank u for blessing us w ur work.
funny, we had nh fair idea + plans wayyy back feb 2022.
it was supposedly for nh week (april) but considering we just finished nhmonth2021 and sunshine siblings week (jan) we thought creators needed a creativity break.
we were also considering the possibility that someone might host nhmonth2022 around may. bc last year, we had a backlash setting nhmonth2021 in december. some ppl told us it's overshadowing hinata's birth month and told us to move it around november instead or may since they told us it's naruhina's wedding month. but our main concern was for the participants bc they were the ones needed more time to prepare their entries for we announced it last september.
this year, that one anon ask ignited this to happen.
tbh i was hesitant at first to host again bc of last year's experience. it was fun but it was quite nerve-wracking bc i thought no one will participate considering there were ppl boycotting nhmonth2021. i was afraid it may happen again. very grateful for ate @quirrrky uplifting my spirit to continue hosting this event.
this year's celebration was a BLAST
i literally had the time of my life.
i did mention earlier that i experienced emotional stressed. it's bc of some internal fandom conflict but it wasn't related to the event. but some misinformation happened and the event was thrown in between, so i had to put myself in the situation and mediate. i didn't expect to be this emotionally attached to this fandom. i don't like seeing my mutuals fighting and it was quite hard for me to deal w the situation. it somehow got into me and derailed my momentum, so i took a break.
very grateful for all the entries bc it has kept me going every day. my heart swells w pride and joy seeing everyone's work. i enjoyed seeing and reading each one knowing the creator put their heart and soul into making it for naruhina. i wish i could express myself better w words and tell everyone i truly feel. i just hoped u feel our gratitude and our love and respect through our thank u cards.
i also loved seeing ppl commenting to the creator's post. sending their love. some got inspired to write or draw based on ones entry. i also love seeing ppl giving ideas according to a specific prompt and maybe someone will took inspiration from it.
how i wish i could have more entries. i only have 12 prepared before the event started. i wanted to draw the remaining days on the same day to challenge myself like i did last year, but i failed this year lmao. i was also anticipating some random things to happen that may inspire me to make art.
well, it turns out it did. one for the dilf thread and one from my crazy interactions w ate @bornonthebreakofdawn and @keycipo. i was just innocently scrolling through twitter, i did not expect to see that underwear huhuhuhu. i always send ate born anything naruto related and when i saw that post, i immediately sent it to her. didn't expect senny's posts abt giving naruto little hats. then suddenly both random ideas merged KLASHFKASHFSALKFA IT WAS CRAZY. i was smiling the entire day. i wasn't expecting @wickermayne to join in and write something too hahaha thank u sm for that wonderful, smutty fic. it was such a treat!
my total entry count is 16 but i have +2 more pending bc it's a collab w @keycipo. +2 more i didn't release; one is i decided to delayed posting for personal purposes. the second felt like it didn't fit the prompt. but i'll post these soon at the right time.
speaking of collabs, i'm very grateful for the ppl i collaborated w this month:
@powerful-niya, i can never thank u enough. u are such a sweet heart and a visionary. i very much loved and enjoyed working w u. i'm so happy i met u. my door is always open for ur wonderful ideas. can't wait for us to collaborate more in the future.
@mysummerchoi i know u very much hate angst but i'm very grateful u jumped in and took time and effort to make our collab possible. thank u for always putting up w my crazy ideas. love u always ancient one.
@jjoneechan so happy that we're able to collaborate! jei is one of my fav artists in narutwt. we both have different styles and putting our drawings together was quite challenging. i was scared at first that i might ruin their art when i was editing them together. but i really loved how it turned out. IT WORKED SO WELL *chef's kiss*
@avbocetos AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH u are a wonderful wonderful person. so happy we did this huhuhu. i didn't expect for u to make THREE/FOUR ART from the prompt i choose HUHUHUHU thank u thank u smmmm~
@keycipo I BELIEVE IN U. take ur time. we can post anytime ;)))
THIS GETTING SO LONG. I STILL HAVE MORE TO SAY HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA but i'll cut to the chase.
to the ppl who donated and bought the printables on my ko-fi, thank u sm. i hoped u enjoyed the materials and goodies we have for this event.
i already express my gratitude abt creator spotlight. huhuhu
I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL TO THIS COMMUNITY. my love for naruhina has extended for u guys. thank u for welcoming me and my art. thank u for giving me an opportunity to host an event for naruhina. thank u for always believing in me. thank u for the friendship and love and support and everything. i love all very very much.
Hiiiiiii, it's the annon that asked for Zatana recs and went feral for your art. 1) thank you for the recs, went and read all of them 2) I think you should be given creative control over all of DC (except the parts Neil Gaiman had a hand in, gotta respect a fellow tumblr resident) 3) do you have this AU written down anywhere/plan to write it down anywhere? I'm really loving the character interactions in your art and I wanna know if there's more
1 - zee rec night was SO much fun i loved going thru everything my inbox sent us š thank u for prompting it all i'm glad you dove into the magician verse as well. here's my chart again to commemorate zee rec night / update everyone on my still-developing magician derangement (as you can see i'm still hard at work in DC's Content Maze)
2 - i can't be trusted with this because we would end up with the Batman Problem (where everything somehow becomes related to batman eventually) except the center of the spiral is like. power girl
3 - thank you!!! i still have NO IDEA what i'm doing with all of this LMFAO.......... maybe eventually i'll have made enough little comics to string together into a vague chronology š
it's just like ... me rolling around in the dirt behind DC offices / ranting and raving in discord / receiving visions from the universe and drawing the bits that catch my attention. i truly don't have a coherent presentation plan here
the only thing i do have is- i made like . an archive blog more or less? basically it just reblogs/organizes my CTDE posts and when I have a random post that i don't feel should go on my artblog i shoot it over there. but it also has a cast page and a premise blurb for each arc hahaha (ā¦i dont think the cast page works on mobile though as a heads up)
idk if i would recommend Following it if you already follow me here since it MAINLY just reblogs my posts so you'd be doubling up. but if you wanna poke around in cast bios and whatnot its on there
the first posts in the chrono tags are semi-placeholders where i might put like. if i ever make something coherent for the AU i'll put links to them in there. more or less . im keeping my possibilities open but i truly... yeah i got nothin just all these visions from beyond
3. Whatās your favorite fic that youāve written?
Itās always so hard to say because Iām proud of certain fics for different reasons. But I will say, I love I Told You So partly because of the fact that I kinda tackled that one myself, aside from getting little prompts from readers for parts of it. At the time I had no friendly editor to help with detailed plotting and tweaking, and I was quite a newbie. The original finished product was not very polished tbh, so Iām really proud of how well it did despite all of that. āŗļø
6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?
Tbh, no. But thatās not because I donāt love lots of peopleās fics! I just donāt tend to re-read very much. I have certainly re-read parts of fics sometimes, like my OG fave The Full House by @strawberrypatty but even that one I donāt think I ever re-read from start to finish after finishing it the first time. Again, thatās not any kind of insult to the fics, itās just not something I do. š¤·āāļø
14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as a comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?
Come to think of it, I think I Told You So would make a pretty cute comic! Itās humorous and thereās a lot of twists and turns in the plot, so I can imagine it being a really fun (albeit long lol) comic series.
And Idk if I ever mentioned this on here before, but this just reminded me that a couple years ago I actually had a reader from long ago reach out and say they were getting a film degree and asked for permission to adapt one of my longer sherlolly fics into an Indie film while giving credit to me for the original story idea. I was, naturally, shooketh. š¤Æ š And extremely flattered! Ultimately I didnāt give permission though, because if any fanfic Iāve written ever gets adapted to original fiction, Iād want that to be done directly by me. Doesnāt mean Iām planning to lol, but I would want to be the one to take a crack at it if ever it happened. Who knows!
18. Whatās one of your favorite lines youāve written in a fic?
This is an old favorite of mine from Zephyr-
When Sherlock's lips parted, her's instinctively did as well, and then the connection became so much more than the brush of one person's mouth on another's. This was a bond that was nothing short of all consuming and mild altering. The action and reaction, touch and taste, pressure and pull, and the give and take. This was what poems were written about, songs were sung about, and battles were fought over. This was what it meant to kiss, and to be kissed.
tagged by @genyathefirebird thank you š i was apprehensive to answer these because i thought i hadnāt written that much but uh. Turns out i wrote a lot itās just that nobodyās seen any of it.
What is your favorite thing you created?
i think my favorite is zombie movies, because that felt like closing a chapter that i didnāt even know iād left open. runner up is something slightly cursed encouraged by @xar626 whether she knew it or not where i returned to something I wrote this summer and it turned out it was 2k about a very pivotal blowjob. which i consequently wrote in comic sans. it needs at least another 2k before itāll be ready for polite society
Which work are you proudest of?
AMARYLLIS i forgot i posted Amaryllis this year. i am so proud of it
Is there anything you are proud of that you achieved this year?
iāve had brief shining moments where iāve been writing every day and iām proud of that. i absolutely believe that it was what allowed me to pass the big test i took this year because i had practice quickly organizing my thoughts and putting them to page
Did you explore anything new this year?
i learned to crochet! i took a class and then i was like yeah this is the life so iāve crocheted a hat a lot of granny squares with my scrap yarn and am working on a strawberry bag
Which work gave you the most difficulty?
shout out to that time i got caught writing porn on a plane this year and i was like i have to post this or itāll mean NOTHING and it still isnāt posted because iām only halfway through revising and i have negative sixteen ideas for a title
What was your biggest creative challenge this year?
i found myself in multiple situations this year where i was confronted with something genuinely close to my worst fears in term of my PTSD, and in both situations i was required to do my absolute best on creative work, once taking a test (lots of writing!) and once playing in the pit in a very long and difficult production. being able to tap into my skills and perform to my best ability was one of the hardest things iāve ever done and THEN i cut my finger and had to do 3 shows without use of a finger. so that was exceptionally challenging but i succeeded and overcame!
Which work brought you the most joy?
be on your way for sure, first serious smut iāve ever published and a rarepair passion project. loved writing it and loved posting it
Which of your works do you think people should check out?
i would say i write pretty varied stuff, a lot of it is about grief and a lot of it is angst, so itās hard to say but i think the series love, persevering is some of my best writing. prompt fills are all under #prompts and my ao3 is here
Do you have creative plans for next year? Is there anything exciting youāre currently working on?
i do want to set myself the goal of posting a lot of the fic on my phone if i can get it up to my personal standard. iām really nervous about posting it because itās a big departure from the type of thing i normally write and itās also for a pairing that is very personal for me, i also know that itās for something thatās older so i know it wonāt be that popular which is always something that makes posting less fun
in terms of music, this is the year i fully learn the prelude to Bachās 6th cello suite, itās one of the most beautiful pieces of all time imo. i am also very fortunate in that iāll get to play Largo from Dvorakās New World which has been a dream of mine for a long time, plus i get the beautiful little solo š and in terms of fiber arts, itās the year i finally knit a sweater (or three) and crochet a couple blankets
Lastly, any words of wisdom or advice youād like to share?
i think writing a lot and posting almost nothing has reminded me why i write, and thatās just because i love it. the external validation is nice and important but if youāre writing just for that, you will inevitably lose your joy for it, which is what happened to me in 2022. set goals for yourself, write what comes naturally, and you can keep it forever or post it, whatever serves you.
tagging @goldheartedsky @sigurism @godihatethisfreakingcat @scorchedhearth @shatterthefragments @bakingmoomins and anyone else who would like to šø important note this doesnļæ½ļæ½ļæ½t have to just be about writing!! Anything creative goes
complicated question. iron maiden joe has a special place in my heart on account of how long it took me to write and everything else, but there are parts of it i do wonder if i couldve done differently. i love hades au very much also i think the first fic has some of my best. for diabolik house of stone is my most beloved. also the entirety of angels in my time is really important to me. and if i ask you to stay makes me feel very [UNINTELLIGIBLE] so i don't have a particular favourite
5. what's a fic idea that you've had that you'll never write?
realistically it's unlikely to happen but i DID have a lil joenicky coffee shop au with a twist planned out in my head for a while based off a prompt post i saw on here. in which they've remained enemies / rivals / It's Complicated for a really long time, and after a few years of zero contact joe runs into nicky who has a coffee shop now. very silly. lot of fun tho. who knows it might happen some day now that i have free time again
11. do you have specific playlists for writing fics?
i do not! but most of my larger fics do have some kind of music attached to them even if the connection is just for me. iron maiden joe even has an actual playlist, though it needs editing and is a bit of a mess. so even if i didn't have the playlist for a fic there's usually a song i've linked it to in my head (in the case of one of my wips it's an entire album but that's a special case)
14. if you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which would you pick?
half of my writing process is Daydream About Character In Situation so i end up thinking about this a lot. iron maiden joe tho because there's some scenes that are really vivid in my brain, but this also applies to lotr au and other assorted fics, so who knows! in terms of diabolik one of my current wips i think would work really nicely
29. share a bit from a fic you'll never post or a scene that was cut from an already posted fic.
here have some zelda au (breath of the wild edition) because realistically. it's not getting posted any time in the near future but i HAVE written this part so
In one of the chairs, with her back to NicolĆ², sits a woman. He cannot see her face, but the crown that rests upon her grey hair is enough of an indicator of her identity.
āNicolĆ² di Genova,ā the woman says. āPlease, sit. Let me see you.ā
NicolĆ² obeys, crossing over to the closest of the armchairs and taking a seat. The woman turns to face him.
Her eyes crinkle at the corners when she smiles. Sheās old, and wears a fine cloak with intricate patterns embroidered on its sleeves, a small sapphire set within her crown. Her hands are folded on her lap. Her voice is soft, but commanding nonetheless.
āI assume from your expression that you do not recognise me,ā the woman says.
āIām sorry,ā is all NicolĆ² can say to that.
āDonāt be. We were told to expect it, though I imagine you would not even if your memory were intact. My name is Layla al-Kaysani,ā she continues, and something tugs at NicolĆ²ās memory, clouded as it is. āQueen of Hyrule, or what is left of it. I have been waiting for you for a very, very long time.ā
Marvel Trumps Hate! About me, and some auction blurb!
Hi Tumblr!Ā
So as I mentioned before, Iām involved in the Marvel Trumps Hate fan auction this year and itās looking to be a fantastic year for raising money for charity. If youād like to get involved, thereās loads of really awesome auctions, and still things you can bid on that are under $20 in the golden needle auctions, which you can check out here.
Iām here to talk to you about my auctions, though, since Iāve learned a little more about the auction since signing up and I wanted to expand on my offers a little bit. Before I do that, though I want to thank the folks who have bid on my auctions so far and everyone in the Discord who have made me feel super welcome I really didnāt expect anyone to be interested in my stuff since Iām a bit of a fandom phantom and only briefly reappear to post the occasional thing. Youāve been amazing, and itās a warm glowy feeling to know Iāll be able to do something to help out some great charities working on these projects for my winners.
So letās get started on this, shall we?
P.S. this is a super huge post so I'm putting it all under the Read More link. PLEASE click on it and check out each of my auctions linked inside, and if you aren't interested but you know people who might be then please reblog as I don't know many people in fandom myself and it would help an awful lot!
Hi, Iām Dogsled :) I have been in one fandom or another for 25 years now, though my longest stints were in Harry Potter and Supernatural. I was very āgeneral audienceā with Marvel for the longest time, and only really started opening up to the possibility of making content for it over the last year and a half. Firmly a Stucky fan in spirit, I got hooked on Winterbaron this year and wrote Freedom Paid for in Acts of Submission back in February.
In terms of the MCU itās easier to tell you things I havenāt watched than things I have, and basically itās just Netflix shows that arenāt the first two seasons of Daredevil or the first season of Jessica Jones (though I am planning on working on resolving this gap). Iāve read several big Steve and Bucky story runs (Brubakerās Winter Soldier run, Civil War I and II and Secret Empire) but havenāt dived in beyond that yet. Iām eager and willing to read any comic or watch any movie necessary to understand a story prompt. You want an AU of a specific romcom? I can do that. Need me to read Planet Hulk? Sure, no problem. Just something to keep in mind :3
So what am I doing in terms of content right now? I worked on a piece for the Coloring for a Marvelous Cause book (which I can share with you guys on the 15th!) and Iām now working on a comic and a NSFW art piece for the Winteriron Zine which will be coming to preorders soon, and I canāt wait for you guys to see the great work everyone is doing for that project because it all looking amazing. Re. writing, I have cards for Stucky Bingo, Steve Rogers Bingo, Bucky Barnes Bingo and the Winterfalcon Bingo, which have been keeping me motivated, and maybe one day Iāll get back to my long distance pining WIP which is Bucky centric with a touch of mutual unrequited Stucky love because I Like Suffering.
But none of this wall of text is actually helpful so far, right, so letās jump into specifics:
Hi, I am a dirty multishipper. I like rarepairs. I will write threesomes and moresomes. I will write m/m, m/f or f/f without hesitation. I like the challenge of making things happen inside canon, but I also like time travel and multiverse shenanigans and have been known to eat up an AU or two.
Youāre wondering if I will write or draw your ship or your character or your kink and the answer isā¦ Very probably? I mean seriously, I donāt need much encouragement here. Iād give it a try. Obviously there are things I think I may be better at over others, but I mean if you want to outbid everyone else to throw something completely unexpected at me Iām going to take it as a challenge, not a threat. Like. If you want HYDRA!Daredevil/Cap!Bucky/Jen Walters fic I might scratch my head for a few hours over the ideaĀ but I would find a way, thatās all Iām saying.
So hereās the deal, letās go over each auction, then Iāll throw some ideas at you, too.
Auction 1: Fic auction - currently $300 (!!!)
So weāve unlocked the full scope of this auction already, and that means a minimum of 20k words from me, but seeing as that was already unlocked a while back, Iāve decided to add a couple of extra things to this auction for the winner.
The winner of this auction will receive:
Minimum 20k words of fic
AND
An illustrated banner for that fic
Themed dividers
A full color illustration of something in the story
Hereās an example of all three from a Dean/Cas Reverse Bang project I worked on 4 years ago!
If bids hit $500 (I donāt imagine itās going that high but I never imagined it was going to go to $300 either) Iād also like to include a 5-10k āextraā fic for the winner. Can be a snapshot from the same story/verse, a different story or pairing entirely, or you can gift the extra fic to a friend.
Listed yes:
canon divergent 'what if' and canon based, dark, angsty, fluffy, intimate, kinkfilled, consensual BDSM, action, rarepairs, threesomes and moresomes, established relationships, first times, dub/non con, aftercare, pining, dark versions of characters, multiversal/time travel shenanigans, (insert bad guy) wins scenarios, villain/hero
Listed no:
kidfic*, animal transformation*, fluff AUs*, vanilla domesticity*, hardcore kinks (i.e. gore, scat, ageplay etc.), own voices for which the voice is not my own*, underage, incest, amputation, vore, scat, somnophilia.
That said! I am flexible on some of my ānoā answers and my āyesā answers are by no means comprehensive. These are just the things I like to write most, and in the case of the starred 'no's are just things that don't usually show up in my fics.
So. FUNNY STORY. Because this is my first auction I kinda thought if people wanted different pairings theyād send me a message and we could chat about it, but I forgot that we all are mostly very shy, so I want to clarify: these are just the ships that I have the most enthusiasm about writing! These are the pairings I motivate myself to write, but thatās really not the point of this at all. I want to write a fic FOR YOU. So tell me, what are your pairings?
You want Bucky/Peggy? Bucky/Frank? Bucky/Wade? Bucky/Yelena? Bucky/a recast Thunderbolts movie of your choice where itās just everyone trying to get in his pants and him being very picky? Clint/Yelena? Hell, polyam Clint and his wife in a Winterwidow sandwich? Iāll do it. Steve/Tony? With Bucky too? Steve/Matt? Bucky/Matt/Foggy? Stephen/Steve/Steven? Peggy/Nat? Carol/Sam? Loki/Steve? Loki/Mobius? Loki/Kang? Loki/Gamora? Brock/that one guy who was in only one scene in Winter Soldier and was never seen again? Uh Thor/Steve? Thor/Peter/Gamora? Bucky/Kate? Zemo/Fury? I could go on and on with all the combinations and never run out, but I am trying to make a point here. LET ME WRITE YOUR RAREPAIRS.
Okay,Ā so I said I was going to make some suggestions, and Iāve already done a few already in all of thatā¦craziness. So here are a few things Iāve thought about writing but never had the time to:
Iād love to write a Bucky/Zemo fic set in WW2 where Zemo is a POW being held in the same facility Buckyās taken to after his fall. He helps keep him sane through the torture and watches him slip away to the brainwashing, then escapes, rescues him and nurses him back to health, helping him to remember his name
Iād love to write just about anyone adopting Bucky and taking care of him after Endgame. If thatās Stephen Strange with them both helping each other over their mutual heartbrokenness, Matt Murdock being his lawyer working with him to secure fair terms for his parole, Marc and Steven helping him learn to accept the Winter Soldier part of himself, or Clint and his wife adopting him as a mutual third partner in their marriage and buying him chickens and a cat and a goat. I just want to write people healing Bucky and Bucky healing them.
Steve/Zemo.Ā I want to write more of this pairing, simple as that, but I especially would love to write something set in some variety of their Secret Empire relationship where they were childhood friends. Could be an AU, could be some sort of pining where Secret Empire Zemo comes to meddle in the MCU after the end of that arc takes his friend away I havenāt thought too hard about it.
A Stucky AU where Steve becomes the Sorceror Supreme instead of a super soldier and rescues Bucky with magic.
Loki/Steve set as an alternate to canon where Loki is jealous of Thorās relationship with Steve and abducts him (on a space adventure? Why not?) or a Loki/Bucky set in present day canon after the Disney serieses where Loki and Bucky are teaming up as good guys and discover they have a lot in common (while assassinating alternate universe versions of Kang like some mad Man On The Wall crossover?
(CW abuse) A Steve/Brock and Bucky/Brock fic which is Steve being in this borderline abusive relationship with Brock, whom heās desperate to please, not really understanding that what heās been asked to put up with is unacceptable, while Brock as the Winter Soldierās handler is abusive to Bucky and tells him all about it, maybe shows him the pictures he gets Steve to send etc. Stucky happy ending and canon just deserts.
Again all of these are just ideas, and just grab bagged out of nowhere, basically. If any of that inspires you and you want to encourage me to write it, thatās awesome, but I would be JUST as excited to write your fic for you.
If that excites you too, then go here and put down a bid.
Auction 2: art auction (currently $130)
This auction is for a full page illustration of up to three characters (already unlocked)
Hereās the blurb:
I'm offering a full comic style cover for a character of your choice from the fandoms mentioned, though I'm up for discussion if you have some other character or fandom in mind. That means a color illustration made to look just like a comic book cover depicting a favorite scene, event or relationship from the content (or a scene you completely make up!). It can be realistic or a little bit exaggerated and surreal, but no matter what we'll plan and draft out the idea together until you're happy with it first.
And here are the fandoms:
Bucky Barnes-centric - Any Universe
Steve Rogers-centric - Any Universe
Captain America fandom any gen - Any Universe
The Falcon and the Winter Soldier fandom any gen - MCU
Avengers fandom any gen - MCU
X-Men fandom any gen - MCU
Loki fandom any gen - MCU
Moon Knight fandom any gen - MCU
Daredevil fandom any gen - MCU
She-Hulk fandom any gen - MCU
But hereās the thing! Thatās by no means an exhaustive list, because again, those are just the things I love the most in this giant enormous fandom and Iāll draw just about anything you like. You have Werewolf by Night characters you want drawn together? Go for it. Iāll do shippy entanglements too (though please note of the two this is my explicitly Gen, Teen, Mature auction. If you want explicit art check out my other art auction. You want Clint/Bucky/Nat? Sure, I can do that. Jake/Steven/Marc? I can do that too. Sam and Bucky and Zemo? I can do that.Ā
Iāll draw whoever you like, just throw it at me, and if this art auction zips up super high from here (say $300?) Iām happy to draw, say, up to six people, like a proper Avengers cover or movie poster. Whatever you want.
If that sounds cool to you, you can jump into the bidding war for this item here.
Auction 3: art auction ($50!)
Auction three is also offering a full page illustration (or a single page comic) but I offered to make it explicit and I guess appeared to limit it to specific characters and ships, which was a mistake I think.
You see I listed it like this:
Bucky Barnes/Helmut Zemo - MCU
Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers - Any Universe
Bucky Barnes/Sam Wilson - Any Universe, MCU
Bucky Barnes/Brock Rumlow - MCU
Steve Rogers/Brock Rumlow - MCU
Loki/Steve Rogers - MCU
Bucky Barnes/Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov - Any Universe
Bucky Barnes/John Walker - MCU
Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers/Tony Stark - MCU
Steve Rogers/Helmut Zemo - Any Universe
When what I really mean is: Iāll draw anything, as mentioned before, but Iāll also draw it porny or in comic book form.
At this point this auction would be a great bargain if you wanted to add some extra art to a fic auction you were buying, but I just want to be clear that it doesnāt have to be explicit, and Iām happy to offer all the same fandoms as my other art auction, and unlock all the same character options if that means drawing in more bids. I will happily draw a nice gen comic of She-Hulk and and her lawyer friends drinking together or Alpine visiting the other Avengers for petting if thatās what you want. But also if you really want just filthy Stuckony for an entire page Iāll happily draw that too, and whatās more if this auction somehow goes up over $200 Iām offering to include a 2k-5k ficlet backing up the art in some way, shape or form. Maybe writing. Maybe poetry. I just donāt know, but yāall will have to bid on this auction to find out.
I accept podbids, am happy to have my auction given as a gift to a friend (completed or from the very beginning) and donations can go to any charity of your choice from the list of approved organizations. Plus if you really want it as a gift for Christmas, Iāve left a space open in my schedule to make that possible for you (though if you donāt mind waiting thatās also awesome too!).
In any case I want to wish you all a happy bidding, whether youāre bidding on my auctions or on someone elseās, and thank you so much for reading this wall of text!