#anywayssssss tell me more what do you think

[manderleyfire]

hey, ali! i feel your pain about the tbosas adaptation! i cried so much during the movie but not because i felt emotional, seeing MY book comes alive on screen but because we were robbbbbbbbbbed and shot 😞😞😞😞😞😞 anyways, what's your opinion on the music tho? fav/least fav song? (my is the oldtherebefore and least fav the 0livia r0drigo's one)

hey, lollis!

‘robbed and shot’, exactly. i couldn’t have said it better myself because unfortunately, that’s spot on 🥲

I LOVED THE MUSIC! a dystopian reflection of our reality through intentional use of folk/bluegrass music is something that resonates strongly with me. i mean, they knew how to strike the right chord in the hearts of book readers for sure! *the only other thing i wish was different about the music it's the variety of tempo and rhythm because as much as i LOVED the unified sound of LG's songs, i would prefer each song to have its own individual tune and ~aura)

my absolute favourite adaptation that they did was 'nothing you can take from me' (boot-stompin’ version); i am utterly in awe of the powerful passionate energy that they gave to this song?? also i loveeed the similarity of rhythm and tone between 'nothing you can take from me' and a traditional american folk song 'man of constant sorrow', i kinda feel it was a deliberate parallel which worked just great. (also i’m glad they added maude ivory’s 'keep on the sunny side'!)

my least favourite is perhaps 'the ballad of lucy gray baird'?.. and though i did enjoy rachel’s rendition (she copies a young dolly parton in such a warm-hearted respectful manner!), and the respect for traditional appalachian music, she sang it in a cheerful 'to hell with you!' manner which is less intense and intimate that i remember it from the book to be? to quote tbosas here: 'the haunting melody set the tone, and her words did the rest as she began to sing in a voice husky from smoke and sadness' – the movie version really failed to capture both the haunting tune (their version doesn't really tell the story musically because of a major key) and the lucy gray's vulnerability here for me. in the book she did what carrie fisher told us all to do: 'take your broken heart and turn it into art' while in the movie she isn't even angry at billy taupe?? like his betrayal (and her place in the games) is not a big deal? she's openly rebellious and sassy with out of place 'i need no man' attitude and that simply didn't work for me personally.

it took some time for 'pure as the driven snow' to grow on me (i expected it to be more of a waltz-like, similar to maiah wynne's cover), but i'm coming around to it. yet… i wish it was STAGED differently??? they had to combine certain scenes and songs in the film but it was such a SURREAL idea to meld PATDS with 'sell you for a song' setting? and it took away so much from that moment of love and connection and unconditional acceptance, where lucy gray is finally ready to be emotionally unshielded in front of her lover (maybe for the first time ever)?? it was a PIVOTAL snowbaird moment but they needed to blend two songs together because obviously PATDS can't be love confession in form of a song because it should be taken as an ominous warning instead (duh!). 'bitch you better not turn out to be a bad guy even tho i knew you were a villain all along' :??? and it could've worked in its own angst-y way, if there had been any development in snowbaird love story?? but since movie!they are full on survival the whole time (there's no canonical teetering on the edge of an actual fondness/love and survival instinct), PATDS makes no sense at all. so… i extremely frustrated by the use of PATDS on screen but at the same time i love the sound of the full version on the soundtrack album.

annnd i'm actually IN PAIN because they had the audacity to leave so many songs out?? especially given their ties to the original trilogy?? 'deep in the meadow' aka rue's song???? 'the valley song' aka the one peeta mentioned seeing katniss sing at school when they were children????  the festive 'crawling to you' ('that thing i love with') likely performed at finnick’s wedding?? idk maybe it's a musical nerd who is speaking in me but i wish they could have included more of the book songs at least on the album, if not in the actual movie (even tho i'm still sure, it would've been possible to present the whole complexity of this book AND its poetic side too, if they decided to split the film in two).

[the score album wasn't much to talk about but 'snow lands on top' piece tho… vivid, striking, remarkable]

#wifeofthewolves #ask #my ramblings #dolly sorry it's a bit longer and more spiteful than i expected it to be #i have to agree with you 'the old therefore' is mesmerizing and breathtaking + rachel's vocals are phenomenal there #i'm not a fan of how aggressive her portrayal of lucy gray generally was #but that raw anger in 'the old therefore' felt so right it reminded me of eva noblezada's eurydice even #btw rachel's first line from 'the reaping song' sounds so similiar to samantha's eponine #actually first time i heard it i was so shocked i stopped the song to immediately rewind it back to the beginning lol #and i'm glad i listened to the album before i watched the movie #because welllllllll the music is better #i wish we could've replaced 'can't catch me now' with any canon song tho because i really don't care about miss rodrigo #also also the movie’s musical arrangement of the wordsworth song is kind of boring sorry #anywayssssss tell me more what do you think

[ethereal-engene]

Drunken Confessions

pairing: dance-instructor!Hoshi x gn!reader

genre: fluff, slice-of-life, non-idol!AU, and friends to lovers // warnings: mentions of drinking, food, cursing, and not proof-read

summary: When a night out drinking with Soonyoung gives him enough liquid courage to confess his true feelings to you // word count: ~2.3k

note: I’m sure that this has been written about but I can’t stop thinking about it so enjoy :)

“Come on, yn-nie, you’ve got to come with us to drink tonight!! It’ll be so fun and I promise you’ll have a good time.“ Hoshi whined to you and was giving you his best puppy eyes. Argh, how can you say no to that? 

You’re not much of a drinker but you definitely enjoy drinking from time to time. “Fine, fine. I’ll come with you but I hope you don’t intend on drinking so much, you always get so drunk and then I have to take care of you.” Replying with this, he jumps up and down. 

Once you had to stop Hoshi from roaring at people. You can’t not give into him and his spreading the tiger agenda. Have you seen him when he does it? It’s adorable but funny. Very on brand for him to do that. 

You met Soonyoung while dropping off your younger brother at dance practice. Turns out that your brother’s dance instructor is pretty cute, funny, kind, and so many other adjectives. Over the course of months, a friendship was built. Sometimes after the practice had ended, you’d spend time talking about trivial things like how your day was going to share stories. It would drag on for so long that your brother would poke you or whisper in your ear that it’s getting late and he wants to go home.

He was too shy to say it out loud. Taking a look at the time, you pat his head and get up. “Wahhh, I didn’t even notice the time! It’s getting dark and we’ve gotta go. I’ll talk to you next time!” Waving goodbye and walking away with your brother. Right before you two are out of his sight, he runs out to yell “Get home safely and see you tomorrow!” 

Your little brother laughs and screams back “Thank you!!” Waving him goodbye again, your heart melts. How could one be so cute? When you’re buckling him into a car seat, he looks up at you with an ever so slightly mischievous grin. “What’s that face for?” 

“Y/n, do you like Hoshi?” Your face starts to heat up. “Maybe, why and who told you that?” You start to tickle him before he gets a chance to answer. “N.. no-one! Stop tickling me!! I hope you know he likes you too.” He manages to say in between laughs.

“Hmm, what makes you think that?” Tilting your head at him while raising your eyebrows. “He talks about you sometimes and asks me how you are.” You can’t help but laugh nervously as you get into the driver's seat. “Well that’s interesting, I thought he was just being friendly.” 

“Y/n, not to be mean but he makes nasty goo-goo eyes at you whenever you come.” You take a glance in the mirror to see your brother’s face. He’s making a fake throw up noise accompanied with a gross face. “Yah, don’t be mean!” 

On the drive home, you think about it and your heart grows fonder of the thought of him and you becoming something more. It’d be cute and fun to date him. It’ll only be a matter of time until one of you confesses. You can count on it because as much as you’re growing to like him, you’ve learned that he can’t keep things inside too well.

He spilled the details on when his next performance would be and when your little brother’s performance was going to be. Mind you, he was of course not supposed to tell anyone as it’s supposed to be a surprise. Yet, the moment you walked into the practice room, it was the first thing he told you. 

Yet another on brand thing for him to do. You laugh when he tells you because the next thing you know, your little brother is play hitting him for not keeping it a secret like he told the class to do. “Oh yeah… I’m not supposed to say anything. Oops?” Scratching his head with a small smile being worn on his face. “Anywayssssss, y/n! How was your day and have you eaten yet?” 

And just like that, the whole spilling the secret thing is over. You swear one day, it’ll be the reason for his downfall. Until then, you’ll have to be careful not to let the cat out of the bag around people who aren’t supposed to know about it.

Anyhow, back to the main story. As you got ready for the night out with Soonyoung and the rest of his friend group, you were sure to let him know that you were almost done. He wanted to pick you up and everything. Thank god him for that because you were tired of driving places all the time.

You joke that you should have a permanent passenger card or something. When he texts you that he’s here, you kiss your little brother goodnight and take your leave. It’s a bit chilly outside, but you hadn’t anticipated it being that much colder than before.

Hoshi opens the doors for you and hands you his extra jacket. He likes to have an extra jacket in case he ever needs an extra layer or if someone needs it. In any case, he’s very glad that he double checked to see if there was one in his car already. “Let me know if you’re still feeling cold, I’ll give you my jacket!”

Your eyes widen upon hearing that and your heart beats a little louder than before. “No, no it’s okay! This one is making me feel warm enough, thank you again. Now come on, let’s go get our party on!!” 

He chuckles at your excitement and drives off. The music playing is from a combined playlist that way y’all don’t get bored of listening to the same songs or artists. Every once in a while, he’ll come across a song he really likes from your choices and is already conjuring up another idea to teach for his next lesson.

As you guys arrive, he opens the door for you again and leads the way. You greet everyone and catch up with them. It’ll always be sweet but strange how they all came to be friends. Before Hoshi can ever get a drink, you make him give you his keys. Someone has to be the designated driver between the two of you. 

He hands them to you and rushes to get a drink. It’ll never fail to amaze you how quickly he can get drunk. As you’re talking to Woozi about your job and his music, Soonyoung hands you a mocktail. Taking a sip and it’s actually pretty good. You thank him and continue with your conversation.

You don’t see the way he looks at you as he’s behind you but Woozi notices it. Soonyoung looks at you like you’re the only one in the room, despite being in a club full of people. Jihoon can’t help but smirk. Thinking to himself that his best friend better confess soon or else he’s going to spend the rest of his life regretting it.

As the night flies by, you occasionally join Hoshi on the dance floor as he tears up the stage as he would sober. The cheers from the crowd go wild and it fuels him even more. He could be so drunk but still manage to pull a couple of dance moves to make the people there hyped. You wonder if he’s even a real human because what type of human is he??

When you’re not dancing with him and he finds you alone, he’ll drag you onto the dance floor. Just because you’re sober and designated driver doesn’t mean you can’t have fun. Plus he feels bad if he brought you here and you didn’t enjoy it. So he makes the most of it, even if it mean’s embarrassing himself. It makes you laugh uncontrollably as he busts out some ridiculous dance moves.

He pauses while you laugh, and wants to remember these moments — moments where he’s the one behind your laughter and smile. He’s told himself that the next time you come by, he’s gonna tell you that he likes you and wants to go out. But he gets caught up in talking to you about the day, so much that the thought of telling you slips through his fingers. 

To make sure that he’s not all shit-faced, it’s your turn to drag him away somewhere. Getting some water, you sit him down & hand him the water to drink. He refuses a couple of times, insisting that what he really needs is more alcohol. “No, no. Soonyoung, listen to me. You need water first!” He pouts at your command but eventually drinks some water. Once you’re satisfied, you let him go. 

~ Small time-skip ~

It’s now almost midnight and that means you have to leave or else you won’t be able to wake up on time for work. You search for Soonyoung and work your magic to get him in the car to drive to his place. 

As expected, he’s on the dance floor and whines against going home. There’s nothing left to do than forcefully drag him out of the club. Before that, you bid everyone goodnight, send them messages that you hope they get home safely, and pay the tab. 

“Hoshi, come on. You can walk, your legs are working. I know they are because you were just dancing just fine minutes ago. Now the faster we get to the car, you can sleep it off.” 

His weight slowly shifts off your shoulder but he leans his head on your shoulder. Unfortunately Soonyoung walks slowly while drunk and you’re carefully walking so his head doesn’t fall on the ground. 

Y’all are walking in silence until sniffles come out of him. There’s no way you could continue to walk. So you stop and take a good look at him. His eyes are glimmering with water filling his eyes. “What’s wrong?? Do you need water, a hug, or something?” These are some of the questions that spill out of your mouth. 

“Nothings wrong, y/n. I’m just really glad to know you and thank you for always taking care of me. You make me really happy and I’ve liked you for a while now but I’ve been too scared to tell you. I want the world to know that I want to be your boyfriend, but only if you want me too.” He says that all in one breath. Tears start to fall and he beats you by saying something first. “God, you make me so happy and if you give me the chance to be yours, you won’t regret it.” He starts to cry into your shoulder and in an attempt to make it stop, you can rub his back & bring him into a hug. 

Out of all the ways, you expected a confession; you couldn’t have expected a drunken one. “You’re just saying that because you’re drunk. If you really like me, tell me when you’re sober.” 

You smile and help him get into the passenger’s seat. He sleeps all the way there and wakes up just in time before you park. With a little bit of your help, y’all make it his apartment. From there, you set him down on the couch and crash on his bed. 

The next morning, you wake up before him and decide to make him some breakfast along with preparing a hangover cure. God knows that he needs one. He wakes up to the sound of sizzling and struggles to actually get up. Especially with his head pounding and he can’t remember what the fuck happened last night. 

Seeing that he’s awake, you bring him over the drink and breakfast. With a quick thank you, he dives right in eating it. All he can remember from last night is dancing and a small clip of being hugged by you. He hopes that he didn’t do anything embarrassing again or accidentally say something stupid. 

Being the guy he is, he’s going to ask because knowing himself he definitely did something. “Hey y/n, just curious. Did I by chance do anything last night for you to hug me?” 

It stops you in the tracks and question if you should tell him or not. Honestly you lose nothing if you tell him so you tell him. “Uhm yeahhhh, you kind of confessed but I responded with if you really like me, tell me when you’re sober.” 

After admitting it, you quickly walk away to do something. But in the back, you hear Hoshi spitting out his drink. Probably because he wasn’t expecting that and not even a minute passes by, and he rushes so quickly to stop you.

Smoothly wrapping his hand around your waist and using his other hand to bring your face so that you look at him. 

“Y/n, I like you so much and I swear I’m sober and that even when I was drunk, I meant every word. It would make me so happy if you let me be yours and you be mine! I hope you know that I’ll try my hardest to not let you down and make sure you don’t regret saying yes to me. But also no pressure to give me answer right now, I don’t even know if you like me back and thanks-“

You place your index finger to shut him up. “Can I kiss you?” You ask him and he nods with stars in his eyes. And so you lean forward to give him a kiss. “Soonyoung, I like you too and gosh you’re so incredibly adorable. It would make me very happy too if you’d be mine. I will also try my hardest to not let you down either.”

Who knew dealing with a drunk Hoshi one night would turn into this? 

Thank you so much for reading! LMAO honestly speaking I didn’t mean for this to be this long but I guess I got carried away.

I hope you enjoyed this and if you did please reblog it with your feedback (in the tags on your reblog), send an ask, or leave a note!

Take care & signing off with love,

- ash

#caratwritersclub #kflixnet #underworldnet #seventeen x reader #SVT x reader #svt #seventeen #hoshi x you #hoshi x reader #Soonyoung x reader #seventeen imagine #seventeen fluff #seventeen scenarios #seventeen x y/n #seventeen x gender neutral reader

[honeybcj]

omg han i have a tag now?! *explodes*

anywho..... it's the jarty anon and i've been on a roll with these + am obsessed with tattoo aus so here's a long (much more nsfw) one

masochist james and tattoo artist barty. aka james comes in at some ungodly hour of the night for his first tattoo, a sun on his left hipbone, and it's been a long day so barty is like, damn. this guys hot. james is a bit of an asshole, and barty's dwindling professionalism is taking so much because how dare this gorgeous man come in the middle of the night asking for a painful tattoo and proceed to be rude to me (it's hot). fast forward and james has unbuttoned his (very tight) pants, laying on the table and bartys starting on the edges of the outline, on the less painful sections. then b hits the bone dead on, and instead of hearing james yelp or tell him to "slow down, you dick, that hurt" like he had earlier, he moans. so barty drags the needle over the spot again, and james fucking whines and they're both so turned on. barty finishes the tattoo as quick as possible because he cannot fuck this up from being horny, and james keeps letting out little groans every now and then.

they end up fucking once james' tattoo is wrapped, right there on the bench, and keep fucking around every time james comes in for a new tattoo. they end up dating, and a year or so down the line when they both know they're in it for the long run, barty fucks james hard and then, while still inside him, tattooes his bitemark on top/around the sun james had gotten the very first day. james is in heaven, and bartys having a hard time concentrating because jesus christ james clenches every time he hits a painful spot, and bartys dick is inside his ass, so they're both hanging on by a thread and when barty finishes the tattoo they go for another two rounds before wrapping it.

um. ....anywayssssss

YES OF COURSE YOU GET YOUR OWN TAG! you’re feeding me the most exquisite jarty thoughts……and i’m severely unwell. each time that i think the last one was the best, you go and pull THIS out? i feel like my brain’s been knocked out of my skull. i simply cannot add anything to this because this, too me, is the literal gospel. i will drink it down and include it in every thought and prayer of mine. masochist james……that is hot. insanely so. and barty being a tattoo artist and taking full advantage of it? hell fucking yeah. i’ve said it before, and i’ll say it again, your brain is unmatched. i’m kissing it so hard, you have no idea. i could pick apart your brain and be the happiest person ever. whatever you’ve got cooking in there, keep up the good work. you are literally doing the lord’s work by talking about these two. i want to put them in a jar and shake them up a little bit. endearingly of course.

like barty fucking james over his station??? oh he doesn’t give two fucks because james just looks so good and he’s so arrogant that it’s pissing barty off so obviously the only way he can move on is to fuck him……….surprise bitch you can’t get off that easily. you’re stuck with him now. not that he’s complaining because that masochist inside james does something unholy to barty’s entire being.

anyway i don’t know what i did to deserve the pleasure of these stunning asks, but i’m so beyond thankful because i’m eating them up! smooching your brain some more. you’re brilliant, nonnie <3

#han’s asks #jarty anon #jarty

[acescorazon]

Hiii! Just like the last person, i also started with the live action and then found your fanfics and ah! Im the one that commented on almost all your work djdj and told you i read it on my lunch break and the train! Thank god i speak spanish so people wouldn't read what was on my phone sbdbbd and yeah, thank god i was also wearing a mask on the train so no one would see me giggling like and idiot. But i wanted to tell you that omgg i love your stories how the hell your brain is so sexy but also funny i love how the smut its very silly also because we get to read buggy's thoughts. I didn't even like buggy on the live action till i saw the fanarts and i was suddenly like "you know what? He actually has pretty eyes..." and then here i am with a massive crush on a clown. I also started to ship buggy with mihawk because i have a thing for rare pairs and i was like you know what they would be hot but i was only imagining them like the live action BUT THEN YOUR FANFICS and now im on episode 7 of the anime cause i just want to understand better, like i love your crocodile but i dont even know how he is so yep, im on the anime nfnfnf and im here to tell you that you are amazing, seriously, i read your stories at night, at morning, when i finish my work bfnfj like i became obsessed with the ot3

Hi i remember you lolllll i replied to your comments this morning :) honestly it blows my mind that you'd read them in public, i could never have that bravery LMAOOOO. BUT STOPPPPP I'M LITERALLY AN IDIOT LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO. i think i said this at the end of my most recent fic but like i'm really out here just writing the most unrealistic ass smut sometimes. sometimes its just plain STUPIIIDDD lmao. but i do fancy me a good laugh but i never verge off into Crack territory lol. The actor does have really nice eyes, doesn't he???? i'm a clown f*cker tho so i was always going to simp for h- ANYWAYSSSSSS. @here i am with a massive crush on a clown. LMAOOOOO? First time???? LOOK L I S T E N. Honestly. i'm a Cross Guild girlie at heart so for me this is a buy one get two free deal but i swear to god Mihawk/Buggy IDKKKKKK. IDKKKK BABESSSSS. idk those two have the potential to have the messiest relationship yet and plus they're hot like you said LMAOOOOOO. LISTENNNNN LISTENNNN I'M THE BUGGY SIMPPPPP (jk there's probably someone who loves him more) AND WHEN I TELL YOU THERE'S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT THAT MANNNNN. JUST HES. *CHEF KISS* he's delicious, tasty, and PATHETIC. HES SO FUNNY AND DUMB AND I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH. His debut episodes/ Episode 46 which is like 'Little Buggy's big adventure' is honestly the funniest shit to me and like they're my comfort episodes. Also like i said in the prev ask Alabasta is just my comfort arc for so many reasons lolololol Mainly bc my fave character appears and so does Croco and i love baroque works with a passion. (nobody asked.) it may not be everyone's slice of pie, but it's mine :))))

ANYWAYS LMAOOOOOOOO. Trust me bestie the way i write Crocodile isn't a headcanon LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. You'll see when you get there aljsldjasldjasldkajsdasd. If anything i typically go light on my depiction of him bc he's hngngnngngngngngn. Yeah, he's Crocodile alright LMAO. Not much of a spoiler but i'm here to tell you that Oda is starving us in terms of Cross Guild content, but have no fear jlkjsljdlkasjdaks i'll take one for the team. ANYWAYSSSSSSSS.Thank you again for the really nice message dear, i really appreciate it and i hope you end up actually liking the show a lot and don't have to watch 9845840850948509485098450840548094850948 episodes to think it's got any sort of appeal LMAO. THANK YOU AGAIN X30000 But know this: the moment Cross Guild debuted i knew...I KNEW i had to write for them. I knew i had to write Buggy in every scenario possible, and i'm working on it.

#asks #long post #in another world i'm an acesan writer #but in this world i'm writing buggy x three other men

[winged-wolf-s-collection-of-arts]

Come and Trick or Treat! Open all year :] tags updated Nov. 28

Intro?

Howdy!!! Pronouns —> she/he/they (no preference)

Wolfy (wolf character I doodle sometimes) is my blog mascot. Unreliable sleep schedule/forgetful/message notifs don’t show up- so if you need me uhhhh keep yelling until I notice? Hdfjhfg..

I love drawing, listening to game playthroughs, and looking at cute animals! Feel free to send an ask about anything.

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Tags!!

Art tag: wolfys art

Cool art by pals: grand showcase of arts

Doc says something: wolf chats

Art months stuff (all of them!! general tag): Just Here To Have Fun

Kiley and co stuff (commonwealth): little wastrels

second fallout au (island, custom location for an rp): badlands crew

Misc fandom tags (unreliably tagged but I will start now): qsmp, good omens, fallout, bg3, whump stuff, starfield, doctor who

important/tagged consistently: psa, boost (urgent news), reblogging for future reference (general tips), promo (friends news), flashing images, bright colors

"You have to reblog!" And similar phrases: rebait

Minor misc tags: drawing tips, writing tips, cooking tips, fave,

Note- these are not tagged reliably: ghouls/zombies, blood, skeletons, suggestive (no explicit things here), bugs and spiders, guns, drug use, smoking, all caps

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Unimportant ramblings v

Time stamp: Jul 15? Heeeeey. Hello. So I did take a break from art till like last week, but uh, the health has been a roller coaster-

I kinda cleaned the whole house compulsively multiple times. I dunno what to say about that. Went from the compulsion to be Always Drawing to Always Doing Chores, so it wasn’t really a break? It felt amazing for a little while, but I am so stressed inside ahagfhkhdf. Anywayssssss.

I realized that promising to do the art requests Later is just me returning to old behavior, like just... keeping it on the line so I /nobody gets a direct answer *when* it will be done. That makes my brain think it’s in the clear while the other artists are worried and unsure what’d happen. Andddd even though I did have the motivation to do animated group projects for a little while, a small thing completely knocked me into dropping everything else.

I know I *could* try to join more projects or do more requests, I’m not in a safe headspace where I wouldn’t be set off, and nobody should risk their project’s deadline for that-

TLDR I’m going to Try and fix things up on my end and stop myself from joining anything (that depends on Every artists effort). Even if I feel alright *now* I know there’s a lot of risk for *later*- just don’t let me in anything big and important even if I ask, please- for at least a year-

—— Timestamp: Slightly Before August

Gonna Try Ink Demonth this year- I’ll limit myself and not do something too detailed again hsdkfjzhk.

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Timestamp: August 17

[cackles evilly] Ink Demonth Ink Demothhhhh- this is the furthest I’ve ever gotten in an art prompt month ever! ...even though I’m technically not on theme (Fallout instead of Batim). Trying to pace myself by alternating between a simple and detailed style. Hrrrh the yeehawgust prompts (cowboy theme!) look so cool but I won’t double up- but I will try to participate in the September AI-less-Whump month. (gore and dark subjects! I’ll tag everything properly of course.)

Also I’ve come to a realization- A dream of mine has been becoming famous for my art/animations, but uh- One, it isn’t realistic, and Two, posts getting like 200 notes freaks me out cfjhxfgh- Well, doing stuff for friends and others is just as cool. Y’all are awesome ^w^

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Timestamp: Aughust ninteen

Wait actually I don’t need a reason to block people. I don’t need to tell you either. It’s been getting a bit too chummy around here (reference)

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Timestamp: September 4

I didn’t finish the art month, but I got to day twenty! That’s pretty good. I’ll finish it up this month. I also gotta work on some ref sheet, finish a birthday gift, andddd clear the askbox.

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Timestamp: September 29

Oeghhhh.... too many ideas, not enough time. So many comic ideas. And I gotta tamp down my love of angst dvhkdfbnsf, make sure it makes sense first!! Decided to keep the aus separate. Normal Game Stuff is happening in the Badlands mainland, uh, I don’t know what ending we’d go with but anyways. ....hm. Maybe there’s no sosu and the factions are not making any progress. But probably’d lean towards Institute ending if I had to choose now.

Hm. Well. Maybe I did not think. Uh well in the other au Kiley’s with the Minutemen, and Nate’s with the BoS, so... well I’m not sure how this is gonna go- I’ll keep drawing memes till I think of something cool.

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Timestamp: October 24

Well uhhhh. I dropped the October art challenge pretty quick, unfortunately. I’ll continue in December maybe? I said I’d do a few days of Halltober, and I don’t want to go back on what I said.

I keep continuing and dropping the au stuff, but that just proves I can continue a project! Maybe!! Maybe. It’ssss a comedy, so uh I’m not worried about making a Deep Story or anything. It’ll be fiiiiine. Just little slice of life stuff.

I wwwwwill get caught up on requests and gifts-

#wolf chats #:[ #ONE OF my mascots. #there’s like eight #pinned post

[bisexualdisaster531]

Rough Evening

Wow, so I really did this, and am publishing it on the internet. Well, I hope no one interviewing me for a job finds this😐 or I will be broke forever hahaha

Anywayssssss, this is pure porn. I saw Les Mis in London a few weeks ago and Bradley Jaden was playing Javert and well...y'all all I can say is that I am down HORRENDOUS because I mean, have you HEARD him(ok and seen him) and he also was an excellent actor and I felt actual sympathy for Javert for honestly the first time and cried like 6x watching(although the entire cast honestly KILLED IT and it was just so amazing i cannot even begin to describe it-) ok I'll actually stop procrastinating and post the damn story. Please do not read if you are under the age of consent, this is NSFW and inappropriate:)

Rough Evening

Pairing: Javert/Reader or OC

Warnings: Rough sex, spanking, fingering, oral sex(f receiving), dirty talk, degradation, unprotected sex, a bit of fluff at the end.

He was barely through the door when he pulled her towards him and kissed her. He roughly pulled and tugged at her dress until she removed it, and now he's pinning her against a wall, exploring her with lips, tongue, and teeth.

This is so unlike anything Javert has done in their 3 months of marriage. He has kissed her and made love to her, but every time, he was slow, deliberate, and at times, tender. He has never been so rough with her, and a thrill runs through her as he fondles her.  

The rough pads of his fingers glide over her nipples, and one hand drops to between her legs as she moans. His cock is achingly hard against her back, and she arches back against him as he pushes the last remaining bit of clothing to the ground. 

He pushes her upper back, and she falls onto the bed. He tugs her right back to the edge though, and he hums approvingly. 

He has never slipped inside her so fast, and his sharp laugh when he realizes she likes the way he’s treating her only makes her shudder around him. 

“You’re so wet,” he taunts her, fingers slipping between her legs to stroke her clit. “Such a slut, aren't you.”

She is horrified at the thrill that runs through her, and even more so by the way she is still so wet for him. She should slap him, or at least stop arching back against him, she thinks.  

“You like that?” Javert chuckles in her ear as he thrusts harder into her. 

“N-no,” she protests, but he knows as well as she does that she's attempting to hide what she's only just discovered herself. 

“Ohhh, you don’t? You don’t mean to tell me that it doesn’t make you soaking wet when I call you a slut? When I do this?” He spanks her once, and when she moans, he laughs. “Liar." 

He’s never talked to her like this before, not ever. In fact, he’s almost always been very quiet, her Javert. When he does talk, it's to reassure her or ask her something. Sometimes he swears when he comes. But this is new.

She’s so close, when he abruptly pulls out of her and finishes all over her buttocks. 

“I didn't come,” is all she can think of to say, as he rebuttons his pants. Javert hums with satisfaction as he observes his handiwork, before gently wiping it away with a soft cloth. She moves to stand up, but he stops her. 

“Oh, we’re not done.” He has a dangerous edge to his voice. “I have some questions for you, and you’re going to stay right there while you answer."

She can’t find the voice to answer him, but she nods, and shivers as he runs a finger along her spine. He hums approvingly, and she feels the fabric of his pants brush against the back of her thighs. 

“You like it when I fuck you, don’t you?” He runs his hands along her shoulders.

“Yes.”

“Do you really think that’s any way to properly address me?” His voice drops slightly. “Next time, you should use your manners, and answer again before I have to punish you.”

She’s not sure where Javert is taking this, but if his tone is anything to go by, it’s probably something that will turn her on.

“You also understand that I want you to enjoy this, don't you?” 

“Yes sir.” She replies softly, but in truth, it surprises her. He’d always made sure that she was comfortable, yes, but she hadn’t equated that to enjoyment until now. 

“Did you like when I was rough with you tonight?” His tone is different, like he’s not sure about the answer she’s going to give him. 

“I probably shouldn’t have,” she admits. “But I really did.”

He spanks her once, and she jumps, but relaxes as he strokes the stinging flesh.

“Maybe not,” he concedes. “But, I am not particularly worried about how you should or should not feel about this. You feel what you feel. If you do not like it, I will not do it again, but if you did, I would like to continue.”

“Please continue,” she finds herself asking, her voice barely above a whisper. 

She is still so wet when he brushes a finger along her cunt. She waits with anticipation as his finger hovers over her clit, but he does not touch her. She huffs a sigh, and he withdraws his fingers right away, and spanks her twice. 

“You ought to be more patient,” he scolds, and rolls her over, taking a moment to look over her body. 

“Move up to the top of the bed, and I’ll think about touching you,” he instructs, and she doesn’t hesitate to do exactly what he says. In the 5 times they’ve been together, he has always made her finish.

“Mmm, look how wet you are,” he pushes her legs apart. “I should’ve guessed you’d like to be fucked like the slut you are.”

She turns her head to the side and moans when he takes a nipple into his mouth. 

“If I put my fingers between your legs would you drip all over my hand?”

She can’t bring herself to answer him, but she moans again.

“Let’s find out, shall we?” Instead of doing what he usually does, and pushing his hand in between her legs, he moves down to right between her legs, and pushes them up over his shoulders. “Ohh, you certainly are, aren’t you? Slut,” he adds, slapping her inner thigh enough that she moans.

Javert spreads her folds with his thumbs, and licks her before she can shut her legs.

“Oh, you are a wet little thing, aren’t you.” He is not asking her, which relieves her because she doesn’t think she could talk right then if she wanted to.

She feels him smirk as she moans. He flicks his tongue over her clit again, and laughs against her when she reaches down. She herself doesn’t even know if she intends to push him away or tug him closer.

"You like that?” He mouths at her cunt between sentences, sucking and kissing the tender flesh. She moans a broken cry of his name and her entire body squirms against him. He presses two fingers inside her pussy, and her hips twitch towards his mouth. She feels him smirk against her as he crooks his fingers mercilessly. 

He has never done anything quite so dirty as what he’s doing right now. She’s never heard of a man putting his mouth on a woman like that, but as she moans and squirms under Javert’s tongue, she wishes he’d never stop. He draws circles and patterns with his tongue, all while his fingers move inside her.

Javert works her body meticulously to an orgasm, building her up slowly and steadily until she finds release on his hands and mouth. He hums approvingly against her cunt, before pulling away, his eyes taking her in. 

He doesn't say anything, but begins to settle them both into bed. She takes the nightdress he offers her, and crawls beneath the thick blankets that cover his bed. She watches him curiously as he undresses. Javert's long, sharp lines are only more pronounced without his imposing uniform. 

He catches her staring, but says nothing, only continues to change his clothes. Despite what he's just done to her, the still unmarried, virgin girl inside her is ashamed to be caught looking at her husband in such a way. 

As he moves into bed beside her, she hesitantly moves closer to him, seeking not only his warmth, but also affection. Javert has never denied her any such affection in their bed, and she has no reason to think that he will reject her. Yet, she does hesitate before reaching out and placing a palm on his chest.  

He looks startled, but moves closer to let her rest her head on his chest. 

"Are you quite all right?" He says softly. 

She nods. "I-I don't understand why I liked that so much."

He hums in acknowledgement, and begins to stroke the soft skin of her arm with his thumb. "Do you need to know?"

"I suppose not. Why did you do it?" 

"I was frustrated, I suppose. That was why I was initially so rough, and realizing you liked it was just fuel to the fire," he reflects quietly. Javert is not usually the sort of man to reflect aloud on his own feelings, but something is different tonight.  

"I liked what you did with your mouth," she says shyly. 

“Mhm, I could tell.” He hides a small smirk as she tilts her head up to look at him.

"Go to sleep," he instructs her, kissing her forehead softly. "I'll be gone when you wake up."

#javert x reader #javert x oc #i am going to hell #cannot believe i am typing these tags in wow #oops my finger slipped

[tokyokookmin]

Hello.. first of all I wanted to kneo if you ads korean ?? Hehe okay now the real question.

Can you please claim a bit about taehyungs statement to a taekooker 'GET OUT OF YOUR IMAGINATION IT'S NOT GOOD THERE' . What he actually meant ? I see taekookers defending him saying many k- tkkrs also said he doesn't meant that ! He was just saying army to get out of their imagination because they can't get Jungkook I'm their lyf. So Please put some light on this. And are there k- tkkrs also?? 🤔🤔 I mean are they also "loud" as jikook in Korea?? What does korean people think about it?? I saw somewhere that taekook are more loud (2019 ? Till now) and they also say that jikookers only misinterpreted his statement because taekook are getting more loud ?? 🤔🤔 Especially tae ?

AND BTW I BELIEVE IN JIKOOK AND SUPPORT TEHM 💗 I was just curious!! 😅😅

Thank uh "^

Helloo anon! It's been a long time since I blogged lol. Thank you for being patient with my delay <3!!!

"first of all, I wanted to know if you are Korean ??"

The plain answer is No, I'm not Korean but I certainly am an Asian. Our cultures are pretty similar (send me asks if y'all want to know more about Asian cultures, been thinking to make a series!) and I'm only one hour earlier than Korea! So that means that I don't miss their CB's 😂 .

'GET OUT OF YOUR IMAGINATION IT'S NOT GOOD THERE'.What does he actually mean? I see taekookers defending him saying many k- tkkrs also said he doesn't mean that!

Thank you for letting me know regarding this issue, really had no idea about this. So after about 10 minutes of scrolling through the get out of your imagination searches, I found esoteric tweets. Before I get to that, this was exactly what MR KIM TAEHYUNG, THE MAN HIMSELF commented on a ridiculous post on Weverse.

Tae wanted to sleep quicker and asked fans if they had any suggestions on how to fall asleep quickly.

An Army said... I do! Oppa, you can look at pictures of Jungkook Oppa who you love. You know what Tae said, we know 🤣 I ain't giving trans!! 🤣🤣

You know what? What taehyung said to that taekooker is him indirectly telling them not to go extreme with the shipping. He's done, he really is. I have no clue what taekookers mean by the get out of your imagination sentence because most of those tweets were like 'if you know you know' so ig that remains as a secret that only taekookers know LOL. I'm the least interested to know what it means.

I mean are they also "loud" as jikook in Korea?? What do Korean people think about it?? I saw somewhere that taekook are louder (2019 ? Till now)

Alright, alright, I see... Again, I searched for taekook on the bird app and I found multiple tweets about K-taekookers, mostly just i-taekookers talking about how much k-taekookers know things more than them,( LOL my tongue is getting twisted reading my own sentence 😭😭)

anywayssssss

I really don't think that the population of k-tkkrs are more than k-jkkrs. LOL.

I'm not gonna attach tweets about K-jkkrs because there are just so many of them and I would like to protect those accounts <3 (the biggest shipper acc got suspended so #iykyk)! I personally have interacted with my k-jkkrs so I can assure yall they do exist and that they proudly stan jikook! I love them so so so much💗!!!

Just one jikook tweet since we're all missing them!

Since I just found out that our little mochi jiminie has just gone through an operation, let us give him lots and lots of love and good wishes for him! Speedy recovery my dear!

Once again, continue to support them and thank you anon <3!!💗💗.

#jimin #jikook #kookmin #jungkook #bts #jimin x jungkook #bts army #park jimin #bts park jimin #bts jeon jungkook #JM #JMJK #jmjk #bts gifs #JIMIN #JUNGKOOK #get well soon #mingguk #minkook

[sumsortaweeb]

Little Nightmares 2 Theory

I’m late but who cares. <3

I’m using this account solely to write down ideas and thoughts on thing I’m interested in sooooooooo... here we go :)

LN = Little Nightmares (obviously? Anyways;)

I’m sure we all have our own ideas on what LN’s hidden themes are and how the story goes, and it seems to me that majority of LN fans have accepted the theory of a sort of time loop happening, with the Thin Man being Mono’s older self. People believe that he captured Six and is only trying to prevent Mono from repeating the same fate over again. This fate being, Mono getting trapped and isolated inside of the TV, yet again. And also that the geisha from the first game is Six’s older self? It’s completely irrelevant and doesn’t make sense but let’s move along, shall we?

I’m sure everyone already knows the details on that theory and if not, look it up. Here is my theory, and why I don’t think this previously mentioned one is correct!

To start, I do believe there is a loop going on, but not a time loop. Rather, I think there is a kind of cycle happening. I don’t think the Thin Man is Mono’s older self, but instead just a man that got stuck inside the TV before Mono, and now that the door to him has been opened, he wants to replace himself with Mono. That is why he chased after him, so that he himself can be freed.

The reason Mono is so heavily affected by the TV in the first place is because the Thin Man is deliberately trying to reach out to him specifically. He is trying to lure Mono inside to take his place, or! To simply open the door and free him. In which case he may be wanting to capture Mono to prevent him from causing the Thin Man more trouble because Mono can now warp through TV’s.

Either way, they’re two separate people, which is the main focal point here.

His reasoning for capturing Six is because she had pulled Mono out of the TV the first two times he attempted to reach the door. She was interfering and was thus taken. (Not that it’s related but if it were a time loop, how could Six kill herself and be alive as her younger self at the same time??? Moving on..) Additionally, I honestly don’t think we need to think so deeply on why he took her because, this is LN we’re talking about.. the universe our cute little Mono and Six live in is a distopia where everyone is out to get them because they’re different or why ever else.

As we approach the end of the game, Mono must defeat the Thin Man, lest his efforts were for nothing and he is killed/ taken etc. By this point in the story I think the Thin Man is pretty desperate, since Mono has gained some form of glitch / TV teleportation power through his attempts of trying to get to the door.

Another factor as to why Mono and the Thin Man aren’t the same person, is the city crumbling at the end. Now that’s getting into what the signal tower is there for and exactly what it’s signal does in the first place. (Which, judging by everyone staring blindly at the TV’s scattered around and jumping from the buildings, it must have something to do with blindly controlling and having power over all these brain dead people). A deeper meaning, about society? It’s up for interpretation! :)

But anywayssssss, the city is becoming more distorted, Six is distorted, the Thin Man is distorted, but he is free now, and he wants to be free for the rest of his days. But Mono threatens that! So he must prevent that from happening! But Mono is too powerful now and.. kills? the Thin Man instead!

(Forgive me)

In conclusion to this lovely mess of mine, the game does not have an official, consise story line and is very much up for interpretation for the most part. I find there are more hints pointing to a cycle rather than a time loop, Mono just ends up looking like the Thin Man because he is now in his position, and is distorted in the same way. We could argue that the Thin Man (not our enemy but the position of the thin man, whichever person ends up in that chair) is vital to keeping the city from collapsing. Whoever sits in that chair controls the signal or has some power over it. So Mono ending up looking like the Thin Man could very well just be the game’s way of telling us that he has become the new thin man, and the cycle repeats. An artistic hint, if you will. (Does that even make sense??? Idk).

Anyways, I’m done blabbering but not before I mention this:

The absolute BEST feature in the entire game is hand holding and it’s the cutest thing ever and this ain’t even slightly related, I apologize, but I had to say it.

#little nightmares #ln2 spoilers #ln thin man #ln mono #ln2 theory #ln2 thin man #ln2 #little nightmares 2 #thin man

[katetheretard]

💜Yautja Smut alphabet 💜

Warning: this is NSFW (obviously)

And keep in mind that I don't know how to do this *read more* stuff so ....this will be pretty long.

Anywayssssss, have fun!

A = Aftercare (What they do after the do):

Yautja females usually just say what they want and then they get it. And usually they aren't as cuddly as humans either, since the only reason they're having sex in the first place, is often to breed.

So the first time you spend the night together, your Yautja didn't really know how to treat you.

He just...kinda sat there, looking at you, waiting for you to do something. After you lazily took him in your arms, he immediately returned the gesture, cuddling with you until you fall asleep.

So basically, when you want something, just tell him, and he'll do it.

B = Body part (What their favorite body part of yours is):

Your hands. He adores your body in general, but your hands are just so small compared to his. Like the hands of a baby, well...a Yautja Baby, they're soft and having them grip tightly on his broad shoulders just sends his heart flying.

Or having them grip on... another part of their body (wink wonk)

C = Cum (Their favorite part to....cum....I'm a disguting person):

Yautja are extremely into breeding as previously mentioned, so their favorite place to come is deep inside you.

And it is to say that they would be utterly confused when you'd tell them to come in another place. I also believe they'd be pretty stubborn about it.

The only place they would maybe come if you'd insist, is your mouth when you're giving them head. And only because you told them that you still could get pregnant that way, it is just harder.

This would make them want to do it even more, because they'd see it as a challenge.

D = Dirty secret (Explains itself- a dirty secret of theirs):

They'd secretly love to hunt you down, before giving you their love. It sends adrenaline through their bodies and it's a way they could show to you how Worthy they are.

But this isn't really a secret of theirs, rather something they don't really talk about as to not make you feel uncomfortable, since they don't really know what's normal in human standards.

So if you'd ask them if they have any idea how to spice things up in the bedroom, they'd have no shame in asking you for a little Predator&Prey game.

E = Experience (How much do they know?)

As mentioned, yautja are into breeding, so they don't really care about the character traits of their mate, as long as they can get them pregnant. But that's only the case if they're with them for breeding reasons.

And as a Worthy male, your Yautja probably has a few pups already, but never was in a serious relationship before, since that's rather rare in Yautja standards.

So he would have some experience.

But be prepared. Yautja mating is nothing like human mating. It's rough, fast, hard, and can last multiple nights.

If you tell your mate to let loose, prepare to not be able to walk anymore for a couple of...weeks.

F = Favorite Position

Anything, really. Humans are already crazy in Yautja's eyes so he wouldn't think weird about you when you'd suggest different positions.

Besides that, with a raging boner, who is he to say no to a willing mate?

He will probably do anything you suggest, without judging or complaining.

G = Goofy (Are they serious in bed or can they get funny?)

Yautja are pretty serious in bed, so don't expect them to make many jokes. But don't be ashamed to make some yourself. Yautja are really interested in human humor, so prepare for having to explain some jokes to him before your fun time.

But one of the best things you could do would be play-fighting. Literally fighting for dominance is part of Yautja mating behavior, so I'm pretty sure they'd be all into roughhousing before ruining you.

Warning: Scars may occur.

H = Hair

Yautja... don't have... hair...

Well, except dreadlocks.

And lemme give you a quick advise- if you're up to some fun and want to let your Yautja know, give a little tug and they'll be throwing themselves at you. ;)

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

Pretty romantic...for Yautja standards. He'd cuddle with you afterwards, whisper dirty things to you, like how you'd look swollen with his young, cum leaking from your core. Pretty romantic stuff for a yautja.

Would also proudly caress any scars he's caused afterwards.

J = Jack off (Masturbation headcanoon)

Whilst Yautja culture doesn't really say anything against masturbation, he doesn't really do it because he has you now.

With yautja females though, it would be a little bit different.

Yautja females have heat cycles in which they want to breed with a male, afterwards, they have no interest in Intimacy whatsoever.

So he's really glad that humans can get going whenever they please, making up for the raging hormones of Yautja males.

K = Kink (One more of their kinks)

BDSM- the thought of you trusting him so much that you're willing to lay in front of him, defenseless, and letting him do however he pleases, does things to him.

L = Location (Their favorite place to do the do)

Sex isn't really a secret in Yautja culture, so if he wants you, he'll take you.

With your consent, of course.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Yautja males often have to impress the females and work hard for their consent, so if you'd give them any sign of wanting them, they'd be all over you.

It not only fullfills their needs, but it also shows them that you still want them and that they're worthy.

And let me mention the dreadlock thing again.

Yautja's dreadlocks are very sensitive, so any kind of touch sends shivers down their spine.

You grab one of them and give it a firm squeeze? Instant boner.

Really, Yautja are pretty easy to motivate.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Share you. Although yautja don't have a problem with their former partner breeding with another male, with a soulmate (which you are) it's a little bit different.

Being the soulmate of a Yautja, means you're his.

And he is all yours.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Let's be honest here, Yautja don't know shit about giving oral. But! They're quick learners.

If you'd ask them, they'd probably give it a try.

As for receiving? Well, let me tell you something about Yautja mating. The reason your mate doesn't have a clue about oral is that in Yautja culture, oral doesn't exist. So he's only just found out about it.

It would probably go something like this...

•You would be cuddling with your Yautja, starting with soft kisses on their mandibles and their head

•But soon it would turn into something more heated when you started kissing his chest and stomach area

•He wasn't sure what to think of it at first, but he  already smelled your arousal so he was more than ready for whatever was coming next

•You would pull stop shortly before you reached their erect member, freeing it.

•You would look up at them, smiling, before giving it an experimental lick, waiting for their reaction.

•And oh paya do they like it.

•They'd let out the deepest growl you had ever heard, starting to purr whilst stroking your hair.

•They could've sworn they were dreaming

•Expect to hear words of praise hours after

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc.)

While they would try to be gentle seeing as though you're still a little ooman, they'd still be pretty fast and rough.

And if you tell them to let loose? Yeah I wouldn't do that...for your own good.

Although you could tell them when to get a bit faster or harder, telling them to let loose is a bad idea because...let's say you wouldn't be able to move for a while...

If that's what you're into Though, go for it!

You do you boo.

Q = Quickie (Their opinion on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Although your Yautja enjoys long love-making sessions, he also loves quickies.

Again, he's just happy that you want him in general, how could he say no when he's smelling the intoxicating scent of your mating musk?

And yes, oomans have something like a mating musk.

You didn't know that? Well, he did.

And sometimes he can smell your arousal even before you know that you'll want him.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Yautja live for taking risks. Really, he's willing for almost anything, just ask him and he'll be eager to try it out.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

If you let him, he can probably go multiple nights until you pass out. Centuries of hunting really increase your stamina.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Your Yautja isn't really a big fan of toys. Why do you need a toy when you have the real think instead? He doesn't really understand. A vibrator? Did you forget that yautja purr? That's right. Purr. He can do what that thing can, but ten times better.

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

He wouldn't really see it as teasing, rather as trying to get you to sleep with him.

Again, in Yautja culture, the males have to fight for the females approval.

So if he's in the mood, expect some muscle flexing, purring, and lots of subtle touches.

He's just trying to show you what he wants.

If you'd tell him to stop though, he would immediately do so.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Yautja are pretty loud in the sheets. So be ready for lots of growling, purring and clicking.

And to be honest, it's kinda hot.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Your mate would probably want to show you their home planet and show you off in front of other yautja.

It's really rare that yautja mate with oomans, and he's extremely proud that you've chosen him to be your mate. Him. And nobody else.

Knowing that oomans also don't just breed with anyone makes him even prouder.

Also expect him to shoot a shit-eating grin to all the other unmated Yautja on him planet.

And expect him to send a growl to any yautja that dares to touch you.

You're his. And he'll make sure they know it.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

Yautja are big creatures, and oh boi does it show. At least 9 inches in length (22.86cm) and even more impressive in girth. They're big bois, not just in their body size. 

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

The hormones from a yautja male are always raging, so they can get going at any time. And as soon as they smell just the tiniest bit of arousal on you, they'll start releasing their own mating musk, trying to gain your attention.

Z = ZZZ (…how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

Contrary to popular believe, yautja do sleep. They just don't need it as often as humans do.

A yautja can last weeks without sleep and still function normally, that being said, when they're asleep- they're alseep.

So when you're cuddling into them after some rough love-making, they're more than willing to let their muscles relax and let sleep overtake them.

#Yautja #yautja x reader #yautja x human #yautja+alphabet #Yautja smut #Predator #Smut alphabet

[littlejoy149]

Coffee Like Mind

Heya!! It's Littlejoy here and I know I don't do a lot of stories and I'm very sorry to my partner who has to do so many stories. T~T Hopefully I'll be able to make it up to everyone :) Anywayssssss onto the story!!!

Pairing: Midoryia x Pansexual Reader

Readers Quirk: Forget-Me-Not

The reader is able to produce a purple-colored smoke from their mouth, everyone around them is forgets the immediately. Using their quirk too much makes them extremely tired and will crave caffeine. 

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The bell rings, telling you that another customer has walked through the door that you work at. Looking up from the counter you say "Hello! Welcome to Kitty's Cafe. What can I do for you?"

I see a green-haired boy look at me from the front of the store. He walked up and smiled nervously before looking up at the menu taking a few seconds before ordering. "C-can I have a Fluffy cat original coffee?"

I smile "Of course! Would you like small, medium, or large?"

"Medium p-please."

"Alrighty tighty, and can I get and name for the order?"

Looking up I see his face has turned a little bit red as he gave up his name. "M-midoryia."

I smile "Alright a Fluffy cat original is going to be $4.39!"

He jumps and grabs his wallet getting out the exact change for the coffee. I thank him and tell him his coffee will be ready soon.  He nods and heads over to one of the booths near a window. I go straight back to the counter and start making his order at ease. Memorizing over 30+ products does get easier with ease, especially if you've been working at this cafe for over two years. Swinging my hips to music in my head I add the finishing touches to the greenette's order. Placing the lid on top I yell out "Midoryia, Fluffy cat original coffee!"

His head snaps up and starts getting up to walk over. I nod and walk back over the counter I was cleaning, grabbing the rag I was using. After a few minutes, I hear the bell ring again. Looking up I see a regular. "Hitoshi-San! Would you like the usual?" 

He nods and reaches in his pocket for the money. I stop him and say "It's on the house today!" 

He looks up surprised. "Y/N, I couldn't do that to you, let me pay"

I shook my head in reply "It'll be fine I promise! Go sit down and let me finish your order!"

He sighs and smiled. "Fine."

Smiling I start on his order. A large macchiato with two expresso shots. Damn this boy is extremely sleep-deprived, he gets this every other day too. I shake my head and yell out his order. I look up and see him getting up from the booth that the greenette is in. When he walks over I ask "You know him? I've never seen him here before."

He nods "Yeah, I know him from school."

"Oh, he goes to U.A.? Was he in the sports festival? I would have known but I had to take an emergency shift."

"Yeah, he's actually in Class 1-A."

I nod not listening as much anymore since I started stocking everything that was low. "Wow really? Didn't you almost get into that class?"

He looked at me, disappointment in his eyes. He just nodded "Yeah, Since your busy I'll come back later before I leave."

Nodding and uttering a 'sure whatever you need.' He rolled his eyes and walked away with a small smile. Around thirty minutes or so the bell to shop rang again. You look up to see someone walking out of the store. You sigh, it has been an extremely slow day today. At least Hitoshi came today, with him in mind I look up and see him still with the greenette. I smile he's finally been making friends, he's been going to U.A. for a couple of months now and has never brought anyone here. Looking at the time I realize it's almost time for my shift to end. Smiling I finish stocking everything else behind the counter. A few customers came and went as an hour went by now only having five minutes left for my shift. I smile as I wait for the next person to take over.  Making my own cup of coffee before my shift ends. With the person taking over my shift I clock out and walk over to Shinsou. "Hey! Shinsou I'm finally off!"

He looks up at me "Heya! We were just about to head out too so good timing."  Looking over at the greenette he asks "Hey, have you guys been properly introduced?"

I shook my head as an answer as the other kid meekly said no. Nodding Shinsou said, "Midoryia this is Y/L/N Y/N, Y/L/N this is Midoryia."

I waved at the boy and smiled "Hiya!"

With an extremely red face, he answered back "H-hi."

I sat down and from there we had a genual conversation for around thirty minutes. I learned that he was in fact in class 1A in the school U.A. I was honestly shocked. He looked so normal, I honestly shouldn't complain though, I usually judge people based on their personality. Back to Midoryia, he was extremely sweet and kind-hearted.  Midoryia and Shinsou were complete opposites but they seemed to clash together pretty well. Soon after thirty minutes of talking I had to go home.  I got up and bowed saying goodbye. They both said goodbye and I started walking towards the door to the cafe. Walking out of the store I felt a tug on my shirt. Turning around I saw Midoryia with his hand nervously near his back fumbling with something. "Midoryia? Did you need something before I left?"

"Actually I-I was wondering if..... ificouldgiveyoumynumber?"

Blinking I could barely hear what he said "Yes! That would awesome!"

Fishing my phone out of my bag I unlock it and hand it to the green-haired boy. With shaking hands he types out his number into my phone. He smiled and shoved whatever he had in his hand into his pocket. Putting in the last number and typing in his name he gave me back my phone. Smiling I said thank you and we parted ways. 

~~~~~~~ Time Skip ~~~~~~~ 

Getting home I put everything away and grabbed my phone. Remembering to text the green-haired boy I sent him a quick texting saying who I was.

To Midoryia 

Hello! This is Y/L/N Y/N!!! Is this Greenie?

From Midoryia

Hello! And yes this is Midoryia 

To Midoryia 

Ah! Hello!

How are you?

From Midoryia

I'm good!

How about you?

To Midoryia 

Ah I'm just tired (◞‸◟ㆀ)

From there the conversation just seemed to bloom! You guys started talking about it every day, almost like your texting relationship with Shinsou. It became to the point where you started sneaking in texts during class. The day when you first met him he would start coming in every other week on that same day just to talk to you after your shift.  The conversation would go so smoothly whenever we talked outside of texting. He was still a stuttering shyness of a mess, but it was never awkward between us. The more I got to learn about himself and his personality the more I figured out he was cute. The way he stuttered over the simplest words or just going on huge rants about his favorite heroes. Talking to him was just exhilarating. Around the few months I've known him, I knew I fell for him. How could you not?!?!?! His personality was just amazing and not to mention the way he just wants to save everyone. He could be my hero any day. I sighed thinking about Midoryia again, 'I should really tell him how I feel... I might miss my chance.' 

Cleaning the counter for the fourth time today the bell finally rang. Looking up was the devil himself, Midoryia, I smile. "Hello, Midoryia! Would you like your regular or would you like to try something new today?"

"Something new today p-please!"

"Alrighty then! What would you like."

"I-i would li-like you please?" 

I paused, thinking of what he said just then and there. 'W-what did he say? We wants m-me?' I look over at the blushing boy, I honestly had no idea what to say. Did he like me too? Oh..... 

He soon noticed my silence and started freaking out and say sorry over and over again. I tried to calm him down but he wouldn't listen until I finally grabbed his hands. He looked at me with a red face as I said "Sure! When's the date?"

#Mha mha myheroacademia Midoryia Deku bnha BNHA Bnha xreader midoryiaxreader mhaxreader bnhaxreader

[dontatmethanks]

Part of your world

A Levihan fic (mermaid AU)

AN: Ahhhh! I’m so glad you guys liked this fic 😭💕 So I’m gonna give y’all what you asked for, here’s chapter 2!!!

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Chapter 2:

It’s been three days they received Levi into their care, and Hange has maintained a vigilance that can only be compared to that of a mother bear. She made sure he was comfortable and fed, checking his injuries twice a day much to his annoyance. It was like pulling teeth when it came to giving him the pain meds and antibiotics, he absolutely refused to injest them.

“Levi, I swear they don’t taste like anything! All you have to do is swallow.” Hange urged him, thrusting the hand that was filled with the medication in his face. He moved away from her and growled low in his throat.

“ I’m not putting those in my mouth.” He seethes at her while glaring at the pills and baring his teeth.

Hange sighs and drops her arm, settling her bottom back on the rock she was sitting on.

“Mm, well I guess I can just give them to you through an injection then.” She says in a cheery tone as she pulls out a syringe from her kit next to her. When Levi sees the sharp glint of the need he immediately wrenched himself away from her, scooting backwards and hissing. His injured tail scrapes against the rocks which causes him to howl in pain. Hange drops the string back into the kit and throws her hands up.

“Okay, no needles got it.” And when he didn’t move or look at her hange shuffled a little closer , “hey it’s okay, I promised I wouldn’t hurt you right? I just want make sure you’re comfortable.” She says in a reassuring tone.

Levi looks at her this time and at her empty hands, then uncurls himself and moves closer to her before saying, “just give me those.” And pointing to the pill bottles sitting next to her kit. Hange smiled and nodded before retrieving the correct dosage. She reaches out to him with her empty hand and gestures towards his hand.

He blinks slowly and stares at her hand before hesitantly placing his hand in hers. She rugs him forward and he freezes as she drops the pills in his hand. She notices that his nails are pretty sharp but odd thing about the was that they were clean.

Levi snatches his hand back and shoved the pills in his mouth before she can stop him. He chews them violently and Hange just gapes at him when he swallows.

“There that wasn’t so bad huh?” Hange grins at him and he just wrinkles his nose at her.

“Tasted like shit.”

Hange laughs before saying, “you were supposed to swallow them instead.” And zips her kit closed, watching him slide into the water slowly wincing slightly. Leaning against the rocks he flexes his tail a bit before dipping his entire body beaneath the surface.

She decides to leave him alone for a while, Erwin needs her to get some paperwork done anyways. She collects her things before making her way out of the enclosure and up the observation deck and into the research building. The facility was built like a campus of sorts, and split into three large buildings that they called wings. The research building was on the left side of the main building and the building to the right was where the medical wing was and all the team training took place. Behind the buildings were extensions that lead to multiple enclosures that were modeled after zoos and sanctuaries.

She made her way to her office, which was conveniently in the research building, but before she would stop by Erwin’s office to brief him on her patient’s recovery.

“Dr.Hange.” He greeted her as she walked in and sat on the the couch near the door, sighing contentedly.

“How is the mer doing?” He asked, not looking up from the paperwork he was filling out.

“Oh Levi? He’s healing okay, enough for him to go in the water. His tail is what I’m more worried about, it’s gonna affect his ability to swim.” She explains to him in a serious tone. Erwin looks up at her and folds his arm on the desk in front of him.

“Ive seen the x-rays, he won’t be able to survive on his own like that.”

Hange nods. “So this won’t be a catch and release thing?”

Erwin only nods. Hange frowns as she gets up from her seat and dismisses herself to her office. She felt bad for Levi, they would treat him well here but the fact that he won’t be able to survive on his own is quite sad. They had a few patients like him who will be spending the rest of their lives here, retired from the wildlife. Hange hums to herself quietly looking through his file that was filled with notes she wrote during observation. She scribbled down every detail she knew about from his behavior to his injuries, his preferred food, hair color etc.

She was hoping for him to tell her about his life in the wild, if he had some sort of pod or wa he alone, but she couldn’t pry anything from him. He only spoke to her when he needed something, or when he was curious enough to ask about human objects. Smiling to herself she closed the file.

He would be taken care of, she’d make sure of it.

By the time she finishes her paperwork it’s already seven pm and her being a workaholic decides she’d stay overnight. She wanted to observe Levi tonight just in case.

Grabbing a couple of her books from the bookshelf in her office she made her into the observation deck. She wondered if the mer could read or even write, he seemed fluent in his English so she decided to test it out. Making her way into his enclosure she notices that he’s not anywhere near the resting area. She looked up at the setting sun and then at the water, he was probably exploring underneath the water.

Hange plops herself on one of the rocks near the edge of the water and rolls up the sleeves of the pants she changed into. She dips her feet into to the water sighing contentedly and moves them around a bit. There’s some movement to her right but she pretends to ignore it. A slightly webbed hand grabs her right foot and tosses it out of the water making her fall back a little, she cackles and wiggles her toes.

She moves back towards the edge and is met with Levi’s pissed face, thin eyebrows furrowed in annoyance.

“What are you doing you shitty human?” He grinds out.

Hange giggles and crosses her legs, “just making sure the water temperature is right.”

“It’s fine.” He glares at her, “keep your disgusting human feet out of the water I swim in”

“Okay, okay I’m sorry.” Hange giggles at his sour expression. “ How is your tail?”

Levi shrugs and looks away, crossing his arms over the rocky edge and placing his chin on top of them. “Hurts when I move it too much, makes me swim all weird.” He tells he in a bored tone.

“That’s because your missing a fin...you won’t be able to survive on your own like that.” She cringes when she explains it to him. She can see his face fall a little, he almost looks sad.

Hange clears her throat awkwardly and grabs one of the books she brought.

“I have something for you.” She tells him and he looks at her curiously.

“What is it?” He asks her.

“It’s a book.” She tells him moving closer and showing it to him. Her looks at it then gives her a blank stare.

“What the hell is a book?”

Hange snorts and the flips through the pages . “A book can be something to learn from or it can be a form of entertainment, this one for example is called an ‘encyclopedia of marine life’. ”

She stops at a random page and places it on the space between them. She point later at the picture of a sunfish before saying, “it tells you information about practically every creature in the sea.” Levi scoots closet to examine the page. “Except you guys, encyclopedias are outdated haha.”

Levi was just staring at the picture, he looked at her and then back to the picture.

“What does it say?”

Ah, she figured.

“Don’t worry we’ll work on teaching you how to read.” Levi looks up at her confusion plastered all over his features. She just smiles and picks up the book.

“For now I’ll just read it to you.” She says, “get comfy.” She places the book on her lap and flips back to the beginning and begins to read in a soft tone. He listens, head resting against the palm of his hand, leaning to inspect every picture she shows him. He forgets about the pain coming from his injuries, he forgets about the fact that he won’t be able to swim on his own anymore. He just hangs on to every picture and every word that comes out of her mouth. He take a good look at the woman who focuses on the page infront of her. He observes her facial features, dark brown eyes, hooked nose , soft brown locks of wavy hair pulled back into a shitty looking ponytail. He normally detests humans, but this human, he thinks....this one is okay.

By the time she gets to the twentieth page she stops and looks at him. He’s asleep on the rock next to her, curled Into himself, gills fluttering softly. He looks peaceful when he lets his guard down. Hange smiles and closes the book which causes him to jolt awake, rubbing at his bleary eyes.

“I think the hammock would be more comfortable,” she says to him gesturing at the hanging object behind her. “ for your tail.”

He blinks and nods.

“Need some help getting up there?”

He hesitates for a minute before nodding slowly .

He lets her help him onto the hammock, she is careful of his injuries. After he is situated she grabs the books and bids him a goodnight.

“Wait.” He stops her, clawed hand grabbing at her sweater. She stops and raises an eyebrow at him.

“Can you...can you uh leave it, the book?” He asks her in a small voice gesturing towards the encyclopedia, it surprises her how shy he sounds. She gives him a tender smile.

“Of course.” She says, handing it to him. He grabs it and tucks it under his arm, as if it were some sort of precious treasure.

“Thank you.” He whispers, eyelids drooping a little.

Hange’s smile only gets wider.

“No problem grumpy, good night.”

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AN: So that’s the second chap for you guys ahhh! Thank you for all the nice comments,likes and reblogs you guys 🤧💕 I’m honestly winging this story but the inspiration is coming to me y’all the next chapter is gonna be so cute just wait 😤.

Anywayssssss, until next time 😘

part 3

[sofhyuck]

Terrace House!AU Winwin

Genre: fluff, bullet point scenario, veeeery brief mention of sexual harassment 

Word Count: 1.9k so close to 2k i swear

A/N please read the introduction first!!

am i doing this in any particular order?

absolutely not lmao

anyways for this au let’s pretend uhhh you’re a famous Instagram/social media personality (idfk) and you’ve done multiple collab videos with other idols such as Amber and Jae so you’re fairly well known in the kpop sphere

and lil baby sicheng won’t ever dare to admit it bc he will be teased relentlessly has a tiny lil crush on you

tiny little as in he has a secret insta just to follow you so he can keep updated since sm doesn’t let them even dream of having their own accounts

anywayssssss

you’re running a tiny lil bit late because you just came from a business meeting oversees and the airport lost your luggage and it was a whole mess so now you’re tired and aggravated from fighting with the airport staff and you’re terrified of making a bad first impression

luckily you managed to gather all of your suitcases and traffic isn’t bad so you’ll be able to make it for dinner 

but that doesn’t ease the anxiety of meeting five new people that you’ll be living with for the next few months

the driver pulls up to the house and you thank him and lowkey you’re shaking a little but it’s fiiinehaha

the door opens before you even ring the doorbell bc everyone was waiting for you and a woman in her late twenties with a kind smile pokes her head out

“finally you’re here! we were beginning to think you weren’t going to show”

and you just blush and stutter out an apology but she just shushes you and ushers you inside, yelling out for someone to bring your luggage into your room

there’s barely time to take in your surroundings before you’re dragged into the living room were most of the house was gathered only to be met by a soft gasp

poor sicheng is red bc yea he just gasped when he saw you how embarrassing can you get poor kid

lucky for him you couldn’t figure out where the gasp came from so he’s safe for now although one of his roommates can already tell sicheng is in love with you ooooh boy

you quickly introduce yourself, the younger members already knowing who you were, excitement clear on their faces sicheng literally bouta hop out of his seat cute bubby

and everyone introduces themself and when it gets to sicheng you just cut him off with a giggle like “i know who you are”

and he is sh00k bc wow you know who he is what is life and your giggle was so cute wtf of course she knows who you are sicheng

meanwhile you’re like wow he’s even cuter in person this is why all of nct is fucking wh i p ped for him

the woman who met you at the door has already dubbed all of you as her children and a man around her age is your dad she’s an unashamed queen and you all love her

but it’s getting late so you all retire to your respective rooms but the fun doesn’t end there for you ladies oh no

mama wants to gossip she seent the way sicheng gazed at you heart eyes and all what am i even saying anymore idk i’m watching jeffree star and shane dawson while writing this oops back on tracknow

so she sits you and your other roommate down and is just like...spill the tea girls who’s cute who’s not past relationships i want everything go!

and they both look at you bc they know you and sicheng already have a lil somethin going on

so you’re like yea obvi i think he’s cute i mean look at him

but they just look at you like mmhmm sure that’s all

so you sigh and just sort of...spill it all out talking about how you never really have the chance to date since you’re kind of in the limelight now and the possibility of being caught up in a controversy is hella high

so yea you’re a little wary about flat out stating you might have a crush on an internationally worshiped idol

and your roommates just nod in understanding and then you switch topics, talking until three in the morning and you’re about to pass out

meanwhile in the boys room... *insert cool visual transition* 

sicheng was being teased to hell and back before he finally has to be like...yea i think she’s cute but i don’t really want to say more for risk of her getting swept up in some controversy she doesn’t deserve that wow we stan a gentleman

so now there’s this mutual understanding within the house to not push the idea of you and sicheng too hard

even the producers are in on it bc they don’t want their show getting a bad rep either

but it’s still inevitable you guys hang out, i mean, you’re living in the same house and there is an obvious attraction between you two

now sicheng’s in a bit of a lull right now, his comeback just wrapped up and he’s not doing anymore promotional activities so he’s resting a bit and he’s getting a lil bored just hanging at the house

meanwhile you’re doing a mini series where you go around to different attractions and just live the tourist life you’ve never been able to live before

for your next episode you’re going to everland and you’re like...why not invite people from the house??? bc it’ll be boring to go by yourself

so you invite everyone and that’s how you all end up at an amusement park running around like children

your manager supplied the group with three mini cameras so that you can break up into groups and obvi mom and dad pair up and the other roommates want you and sicheng to be able to spend time together

so you all get your cameras and split up on your own to wreak havoc have fun!!

does sicheng like rollercoasters??? idk but lets say he does and you don’t mind them either as long as they don’t go upside down and the line isn’t long yes this was me at everland i went on two rides rip

but there’s a problem...putting two well known celebrities together in a highly populated area is uhhhh not the best idea

you get in line for a ride, having a nice conversation about your lives when a group of giggling girls join the line behind you

giggles quickly turn into squeals as they spot sicheng and you don’t really know what to do bc you’ve never had to deal with fangirls before, especially not this close

and while you know that fans are generally nice...you’re still hyper aware that some are...not so nice

and one of the girls in the group is not looking at you too kindly while sicheng offers to take pictures with them 

you’re more than happy to take the pictures for them until one girl practically throws her phone at you and grabs sicheng’s arm

now you’re obviously glaring at her while she strokes his arm, oblivious to how uncomfortable he is

when her hand begins to travel, ahem, a little lower you snap

the producers weren’t even saying anything while sicheng is literally being groped????

you shove her phone into her hand and grab sicheng’s hand before sprinting away from the girls and the cameras, finally stopping in an almost empty area of the park

in your rush you left your personal camera by the roller coaster, leaving you and sicheng completely alone and camera free for the first time in months

you both take a moment to catch your breath, settling down on a bench

sicheng breaks the silence by wrapping his arms around you and letting out a few shaky breaths

it took you a few moments to realize he was crying

the two of you stayed like that for a few minutes, letting him cry all his tears out

eventually his breaths evened out and he removed himself from your shoulder 

“thank you for that” he sniffled “i was so scared and i didn’t know what to do there were so many people and cameras and everything was happening at once-”

you quietly shushed him, wiping away stray tears from his cheek

“it’s ok sicheng, that shouldn’t have happened. no one has the right to touch someone else like that without consent and the crew shouldn’t have just done nothing, to be honest i’m really mad right now and i don’t want to go back there where every single move we make will be recorded. let’s just...stay her for awhile”

and you two do

you talk about anything and everything ranging from your favorite color to the pressures of living in the limelight

you finally get the opportunity to talk how you’ve wanted to for the past few months but haven’t been able to because of all the cameras constantly surrounding you

and you guys texted the house groupchat so they all know where you are but they don’t tell the cameramen bless their souls

finally it’s time for you all to meet at the front gate and you both get an ear full from the producers

but oh ho your manager knows what happens so before the producers can finish he goes o f f on them bc they handled the situation incredibly unprofessionally 

despite your ability to avoid cameras, word about the whole incident spread rather quickly and, well, nctzens fucking loved you lol

so from then on, you and sicheng didn’t really care about being close on camera

plus fans had been shipping you since the show had first aired and your ship name was trending for almost two days when news of the incident first broke

yuta and taeil had even face timed sicheng to tell you they fully approved of your relationship

speaking of relationships

you and sicheng had gone on multiple dates that totally weren’t dates but also totally were

so you guys were basically dating without either of you having actually asked the other out

you’re just happily living loving each other while the entire production crew, cast, nctzens, and all of nct are like 

p l s just make it official we’re all dy i ng

after the show you guys still hang out like all the time his dorm is basically your second home

and one day you two are sat cuddling in his room, rewatching your show and reminiscing about the good old times it’s been a month calm down there kids

until you notice him staring at you so you look over at him and you both just stare at each other for a minute and then he just leans down and pecks your lips

and you both just smile until you speak up

“so...dong sicheng...will you be my boyfriend”

he pouts because “i was supposed to ask you first”

“well maybe if you didn’t take so long i wouldn’t have had to make the first move!”

“i’m the one who kissed you though!”

you two continue your banter until he kisses you again, effectively shutting you up

the rest of the day is spent cuddling and kissing, briefly interrupted by yuta walking into the room only to tear up and leave the room

to this day he refuses to tell you if it was due to his happiness or jealousy

Masterlist

#again idk how to end these things oh well #i did this all in one sitting i haven't even had lunch yet pls make this wort it #winwin #winwin imagine #winwin scenario #winwin au #nct imagine #nct scenario #nct au #nct fluff #winwin fluff #dong sicheng #sicheng

[thatangstyhoe-blog]

Unofficial Part 3

Sorry it took so long! 

Part 1 is Here

Part 2 is Here

Biting my nails had always been a bad habit of mine. Ever since I was a child, my mother would scold me not to, saying that it was unprofessional and disrespectful. And although I had never fully kicked the habit, I was so nervous that I couldn’t even bring my habits to come into kick.

She sat in front of me, a cup of tea sitting on a coaster on the large table in front of her. I had purposefully heated it up to the highest possible temperature I could, making sure that she would have to wait for it to cool down so that I could talk to her just a little bit longer.

“I’m going to be honest” She breaks the long silence by speaking first. I grip my fingers together, intertwining them in a complicated way.

“I don’t plan on forgiving you” Her voice seems much stronger, broad even. I lose hope when I realize that she believes fully what she is saying.

Before she was in my home, I failed to realize what I had done wrong. We were never official, so I could technically talk to or be with whatever women I wished to be with. But when she was standing in front of me, seconds away from breaking down completely, it seemed as if it hit me how completely idiotic I was being.

And even though I want to stand in front of her, get on my knees, and beg for her to take me back, I have too much arrogance to do it. So instead, I sit there silently, gripping the scalding hot tea glass and swishing the liquid around in the glass cup.

“I can see why you’re mad at me.” I tell her, still refusing to look at her. She looks beautiful, even in the midst of heartbreak, and I can’t help be feel better by just being in her presence.

“I’m sorry. I know I never properly apologized, but i’m trying my best. So i’m sorry for being unfair, i’m sorry for being unfaithful, and i’m sorry for taking so long to realize what I did.”

I briefly remember her walking away from me, stepping into the car to escape the cool air outside. I remember being confused at her heartbreak, denying the fact that she meant anything to me. I was too caught up in my own ego to admit that I was wrong, but looking at her, how could I ever be right?

She doesn’t look impressed, still rolling her eyes, she takes a sip of her steaming tea. I expect her to flinch, but she downs half of the cup eagerly.

“I don’t have time for you, Shawn”

I gulp, anticipating the words that are on the tip of her tongue.

“I don’t have time for boys who are going to keep me waiting, I don’t have time for boys who would rather date supermodels and looks than girls with thoughts. I don’t have time for boys, and I really thought you weren’t one anymore, but looking at you that night, i’d never felt more stupid for being with someone so immature. I need trust in a relationship, and if I want that from you, I think you should grow up first.”

She signals with her fingers as she speaks, poisonously spitting each word from her mouth. My throat constricts and suddenly my ears feel red hot.

My ego feels hurt, offended that she would say words like that to me. But the more I stare at her, the more I understand just how much she has thought about me in the past few days.

She was always the kind of girl who knew what she wanted, she was the kind of girl who had plans for herself. The kind of girl who knew how she deserved to be treated. She left regret on every person that she interacted with because seeing her was a privilege, and it seemed that I would become one one of those regretful people.

“No, no” I shake my head, dropping the cup of tea on the table abruptly and pulling at the ends of my hair.

“I’m not ready for this, I can’t do this just yet.” I say, finally looking at her with glazed over eyes.

“I’m not ready to give up on us yet.” I tell her. Her shoulders sink, and the hard exterior she has put up softens a bit.

“We haven’t even started and you’re already giving up on me?” I feel almost pathetic speaking to her like this. I realize that this is the first time I have ever legitimately begged a woman for something. I realize the amount of power she continues to have over me.

“I can’t be with someone who’s going to choose that lifestyle.” She puts emphasis on the word ‘that’, letting me know that she is disgusted by whatever it is.

“‘That’ lifestyle?” I question.

“The one where you wear overpriced clothes and parade your drama around for money. I don’t want any part of it, and if you want any part of it, then I don’t want any part of you.”

I and been in uptown LA a lot recently, watching famous socialites party. I remember once finding them repulsive for not working a day in their lives, but now I seemed to be contributing to their lifestyles as well.

“I know that i’ve changed a lot in the past few weeks, and I realize that i’m changing for the worse. But you leaving isn’t going to help me become a better person.” She stares at me blankly.

“I like you, a lot. And I think I was trying to avoid that fact, or push it away because I didn’t think it could be true. But now that I know what I did, I know just how much i don’t deserve you. But I don’t think you should make your decision based on what I deserve, I think you should make your decision based on the fact that I need you here.”

She inhales deeply, creasing her forehead. I observe her like I’ve done many times before, but this time my heart beats just a bit faster. My palms sweat just a bit more, and I want her more than I ever have before.

“Show me.” She says. “Show me that you’re not the asshole that hooks up with socialites, that you don’t let girls use your credibility, that you’re more than some prick who’s just in it to play games. I don’t want to date the guy I saw kissing Hailey Baldwin on the magazine cover, and if you are that guy, then I really don’t think that we belong together.”

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Happy reading babes!!!

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[ithinkaboutyoumorethenishould]

Lately you’ve been weepy as you put it. I don’t mind it. I actually like when you are, you’re showing me a side of you that not everyone sees so I feel lucky. People see you as rude or bitchy but to me, you’re my baby. You’re my love. I love to hold you and I tell you I’m here always, I want to make sure you know that. Make sure that you know that I’m not going anywhere. Oh sweetheart, your emotions are the only ones I understand. I don’t know how exactly.. I’ve always been afraid of people showing a lot of emotions like that around me but not you. You are different, you’re incomparable to me. Baby you’re my match, my other half, the piece of me that I’ve always been missing. My ex said I’m just looking for something I’m missing in myself and no one will ever be good enough, in the same rude text she said I’m just trying to replace my ex husband. Well let me break this down because in a way... she wasn’t lying. Yes of course I’m was looking for a piece of me that was missing, isn’t that the whole point of finding someone? To find someone who completes you? She was weird. You fit so perfectly with me that I truly know that you’re what I’ve been looking for. No one will ever been good enough, the line that scared me for awhile, the time line I honestly felt like was the most real statement that came out her mouth ever. No, no one was good enough. I found something wrong with every single person who was interested with me to convince myself not to form attachments or even try, I made them not worth trying. Well my dear you stopped that too. I think the biggest help you had was how badly you made it seem that you wanted me, even before we started dating. The cd you gave me, with candy. I cried, I fuck cried on the side of the road for 10 minutes because I just knew you were everything I could ever want. That was the night no almost drove back to your house where I’d say, “say it.” Which I would have been referring to saying you love me where I could continue to cry and tell you I loved you. You have proven to me constantly that you’re worth it. You’re more then enough. You’re good enough for me. You’re worth everything to me, fuck you’re worth sitting at the social security office for 4 hours again to change my name. You’re worth having to spell my last name for people for the rest of my life. Now, the last one.. if I didn’t think that would have ever found anyone good enough for me then this would be the scariest statement. In short no I as never trying to replace him. I would just compare peopel to him. Because at the begin he was what I wanted, everything. Honestly.. he was until the last two months. It happened so fast, so it put fear in me that I’m more scared that I’ll always live with that fear now. I compared people to him because for awhile he was the standard, which ties into the whole no one will ever be good enough for me. Well if you can’t even do cute things for me like my ex husband did then I don’t want you. I’m not going to settle. I always thought it was rude at the thought of doing so. Whatever bitches, they’re just upset I didn’t pick them. Anywayssssss, you surpass that standard. You understand me, you read me better then anyone ever has, I trust you, I believe you when you tell me you think I’m beautiful, I believe you when you say you want to be with me for the rest of your life. Trust is the scariest thing to me and you make me trust you. You’re my other piece of me, you’re the thing I’ve been looking for, your the person that was meant for me, just you. Forever. I love you. When you cry in the shower, or on the sofa or in bed, In the car, anywhere because I can handle your emotions. I can’t wait to wipe away your tears for the rest of my life because I’ll always hold you and say I’ll be here always.

I love you,

Always

Lindsey Baumunk

[ships-allday-errday]

Roommates

Genre: Fluff I guess, IDK

Characaters: Younghoon x Reader

Plot: You like your roommate Younghoon and you’re trying to push your feelings away.

Warning: Mentions of drinking

Words: 1775

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“Ughhhh” you groaned walking into your apartment ripping your heels off and trudging to the couch.

You flopped down on the couch, leaning your head on the back and shutting your eyes.

You hear another door open and soon you feel another person’s weight on the couch.

“I’m taking it your blind date didn’t go well,” smirks your roommate Younghoon from next to you.

“I don’t even want to talk about it,” you exclaim throwing your hands in the air.

“Okay—.”

“All this guy wanted to do was talk about how much money he makes and women shouldn’t be allowed to have jobs, then get this, he told me that when we got married I wouldn’t need to work because he’d take care of all of it.” You scream getting worked up.

“Woah there,” he says placing a grip on your shoulders which essentially ends up calming you.

You sigh before leaning back into the couch. And he leans back as well grabbing the remote and turning on the tv.

“What are you doing tomorrow?” He asks focused on the tv.

“Going on another blind date.”

“What again,” he exclaimed sitting up.

“Not with the same guy though, with a different guy.”

“Are you okay?” He asks moving slightly closer, “I️ mean you’ve been going on blind dates more often recently.”

“Yeah I’m fine,” you reply as you stand up trying to brush off the loud thumping sound your heart was making due to the close proximity between you.  

“Never been better,” you mutter walking into your room, closing the door behind you.  

This is what your days have consisted of recently, you going out on blind dates, trying to push away your feelings for your roommate and it wasn’t working.

That night you went to sleep late wondering if you should just tell him or not.

The next day you woke up around 12 to the sun rays blaring down on your face.  

Eventually getting out of bed you groggily enter the living room to grab something to eat.

You notice a slip off paper taped to the table.

Got called to work early it read and you released a sigh realizing that Younghoon would be out most of the day.

You went to the couch and turned on the tv getting lost in the current show.

After watching tv for a while you look at the time and begin getting ready for your blind date.

You leave your house all dolled up and go to the agreed location which was a local bar.

Once you reach the destination, you go in and take a seat noticing your date hasn’t arrived yet.

After twenty minutes of waiting you order a drink.

They’ll be here you think to yourself gulping down the drink letting it burn your throat.

After about half an hour you figure they’re not coming, and you call the bartender over for another drink.

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Younghoon reaches the front door to your shared house and takes his keys out.

Before he can put the key in the lock his phones vibrates from inside his pocket.

He stops fiddling with his keys and reaches in his pocket to see who’s calling.

Upon seeing your number calling, he smiled to himself and swiped to pick up, bringing the phone to his ear.

“What?, do you need saving from your date already,” he jokes before he hears a deep voice clearing their throat.

“Hi, I’m a bartender at The Forgotten and It seems your friend here has had a little too much to drink,” said the man.

Younghoon groaned and tilted his head to the sky, “Yeah I’m coming, please keep an eye on them,” he said before rushing to his car, heading in the bar’s direction.

The drive wasn’t long and he made it in a short amount of time.

He entered the bar searching for you. When he finally spots you he quickly makes his way to you.

“Thank you,” he says to the bartender as he hoists you off the seat and takes you out the exit, helping you walk to the car.

“Ah Younghoon,” you yell limply, “when did you get here?”

“Just now,” he says while opening the car door.

You throw your hands on the outside so he can’t push you in, “where are we goooooing?” You whine holding onto the roof of the car.

“I’m taking you home, you’re drunk,” he says trying to remove your hands from holding onto the outside of the car.

“Me, drunk, HA, I’m not drunk,” you chuckle as you motion to yourself and Younghoon seizes the opportunity to push you in the seat.

He quickly closes the door and runs around hopping into the driver seat.

“Yes you are,” he grabs your seat belt and buckles you in before he starts driving to your house.

Although the ride was short on the way there, it didn’t feel that way on the trip back. The ride mainly consisted of you complaining about how your stomach hurt, how you weren’t drunk, and how hungry you were.

When you finally got to the house, he had a difficult time getting you out of the car and into the house.

Once inside he laid you down on the couch and stared at your sprawled position as he huffed, exhausted from carrying and fighting with you.

He thought for a second if he should make you comfortable or if he should just leave you there. But he decided to do the first option.

Younghoon turned around to retrieve a blanket from your room but something stopped him.

He turned around seeing your hand around his wrist.

You sit up and yank him down on the couch so he’s now sitting next to you.

“Younghoon,” you start, “I love you.”

He doesn’t reply and you make the first move by leaning in.

Just as your lips were about to meet he turns his head avoiding your lips.

You slowly retract as tears begin to form in your eyes.

“Ah I’m sorry Y/N I just think we shouldn’t do this in the state you’re in right now.”

You nod your head moving away from him, but at that moment you feel something in your throat and you lean over releasing vomit onto Younghoon’s lap.

“AHHH Y/N” he yells jumping up as you giggle in response before passing out.

The next morning you wake up to the sun blaring down on you from the cracks of your curtains.

“Ow,” you groan rubbing your head as you sit up with a aching headache.

You look at your surroundings realizing you’re in your room.

How did I get here? You think to yourself.

But as you look at your surroundings you begin to vaguely recall the past nights events.

Hoping it was a dream you quickly grab your phone and check your past calls.

You gasp and raise a hand to your mouth when you see Younghoon’s name as the most recent number called.

You think about what happened and it slowly comes back to you.

The blind date, the bar, the car, the almost kiss, and then you puked on Younghoon.

You smack your head a couple times asking yourself how you could be so dumb.

Suddenly you hear a light knock on your door.

“Y/N can I come in?”

Younghoon you think as you begin panicking and thrash around grabbing your blanket throwing it over yourself.

“Come in” you yell and soon after the door  creaks opens.

He peeks his head in and comes in closing the door behind him.

He walks up to your bed with his hands in his pocket and begins swaying back and forth on his heels.

You break the silence, “look Younghoon I’m sorry about yesterday, about all the fighting I did, and the throw up, and making you come and get me,” you state with your head down.

“And the kiss?” He asks and you close your eyes cringing at him bringing it up.

You glare up at him, “yes, I’m sorry about the almost kiss,” you yell loudly before looking back down.

“Well you shouldn’t be.”

You tilt your head back up at his words, “What?”

“You shouldn’t be sorry about the kiss, I wanted to kiss you.”

“What?” you ask repeating your question.

He clasps his hands and brings them up in front of his chest and you smile to yourself, knowing that this was a habit he did when he’s nervous.

“Y/N did you mean what you said yesterday about liking me.”

You cringe once again at him mentioning the things you’ve done but you hesitantly nod your head.

“Then you don’t have to be sorry about last night,” he said as he sat down across from you on the bed, “well except for the vomit, you definitely should be sorry about that.”

You throw your head in your hands, “please don’t bring that up,” and he chuckles at your reaction.

“Anyways what I’m trying to say is that, I like you,” he states.

You pick up your head from your hands and you meet his eyes.

“I like you too,” you reply.

“Yeah I know,” he responds chuckling. And you both gaze at each other smiling.

Younghoon abruptly stands up, “I should finish making breakfast.”

“You made breakfast?” You ask.

He smiles in response nodding his head. “Meanwhile you should freshen up in here, it kind of smells.”

“YA” you yell throwing a pillow at him as he runs out of the room slamming the door.

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Sorry for the abrupt ending I’m so bad at endings. Anywayssssss I hope you liked it and thanks reading have a great day/night!!!!!!<3<3

#kpop #scenarios #younghoon #theboyz #the boyz scenarios #kpopscenarios

[archeir-a-blog]

Meta meme: Write about how you and Alec are alike and how you are different?

Oh boy. Shit’s about to get real. (Somewhat because I get uncomfortable talking about myself. And let’s be honest, I’m boring as hell.) Most references to myself will likely be short. Also, immediate disclaimers here: As always, my Alec meta’s are built on personal interpretation, headcanons, etc, etc.

Trigger warnings !!!!  Will mention self harm & suicide for those who are affected by either topic. I won’t go into explicit detail but they will be mentioned and I’ll be sure to tag accordingly.

There are a lot of ways that Alec and I are alike but also, insanely different. Our similarities are mostly centered around the masks we wear to protect ourselves from criticism and/or judgment. Both of which we are highly sensitive to. We’ve each been afraid to be ourselves at one point or another, too worried about what others might think of us should they know the truths that we keep hidden. We’re both introverted and find too much human interaction to be consumably exhausting. We both have a very dry, and sarcastic sense of humor. We were both born in the same year (a month apart) so in terms of Alec’s age and his generation, I understand all of that and the way that he thinks / yaddy yada. We both are perfectionists and aren’t satisfied leaving a project unfinished. We also hate change. Like, if I had to pick the biggest similarity we have in common, it’s the way we both see and view change. Change fucks with our entire perception and we tend to spaz out and feel out of control when things alter so rapidly. We definitely need time to adjust and sometimes even then, it’s still difficult.

As for our differences… well, Alec’s measures of coping are incredibly unhealthy. Not that I’m a pro at it but, here’s where the trigger warnings come in – not enough people talk about how Alec turns to self harm, whether physically or mentally when things get too out of hand. For example, when he killed Jocelyn on the show. He was possessed by a demon and had literally no control over what he was doing and yet he blamed himself so harshly for what happened. I’ve said this before but in comparison to everyone else on the show– Alec doesn’t cry a lot. Only two scenes stand out in my mind of when he’s cried and that’s; at Jocelyn’s funeral, and in Parabatai Lost when he got Jace back. (Some might argue he cried when Magnus semi-broke up with him but he suppressed that so I don’t count it).

Anyways, both of those scenes were kind of related to death in a way? Well, Jocelyn obviously, yes. And Alec was borderline dead when Jace showed up in the nick of time to return the other half of his soul or whatevs. So, I think death in general probably just has some type of heavy emotional effect on him (like to the point where it’s probably related to some sort of phobia of some kind). Alec suppresses a lot of his emotions because that’s what he’s been taught to do. But, death is something that no person; angel, demon, or human, has the power to control. So the way it effects him he wouldn’t have any control over? If that makes sense. Anywayssssss, when Jocelyn died and he blamed himself for killing her, he went up on the rooftop of the Institute to shoot off arrows without any protection and it’s kind of implied that he roughed up his hands on purpose? In a separate scene with Magnus, Magnus calls him out on it and says that he [Alec] hopes the physical pain will overpower the pain he feels on the inside (and Magnus motions to his heart). Like…. Alec did this on purpose. To me, this is just an extreme way to punish himself. It’s the same as taking a knife and cutting yourself to channel emotional pain into physical pain which he feels he has a better chance at controlling. I, personally, would never do this. He takes things too critically to heart whereas I do not. If I feel emotional pain, I shut down and close myself off and basically just find something that makes me feel better. Alec has a harder time doing that. It takes him longer to get over things. Ontop of that, he felt like he failed Jace and a lot of other people. And when something awful and tragic happens, he kind of spins out of control and gets caught up in all the other things that could go wrong or have and just digs himself deeper and deeper into a hole until he can climb back out on his own. In addition to this, when Clary (in a hallucination) actively blamed him for her mother’s death, Alec jumped off a building because he was so over wrought by guilt. Yo! I would never do that lol. Sure, Magnus saved him and Alec made a point of saying later that the spell or whatever made him do it but Magnus reminds him that the spell didn’t create Alec’s fears, just brought them out. And that leads me to believe that he probably has thought about it. About exchanging his life for Jocelyn’s. I’m sure if he could, he probably would. Even if he didn’t know her or owe her anything. He’s a good person with a huge heart and he thought she was Jace’s mother in addition to Clary’s and I think that’s what made it worse too, because of Jace.

But ya know. Like no one discusses this enough yet it’s insanely unhealthy and it’s a pattern that repeats itself continuously throughout the series. Alec’s gotten better about it and it helps that he has people to lift his spirits up and support him now. But, those methods of coping don’t just vanish. He’s still that person who hasn’t completely taken the time to sit down and learn how to cope with traumatic stress in a healthy way. And bro… he should. LIKE WOW.

Moving on… I relate to Alec and his relationship with Robert and how he feels about his father’s betrayal and affair. I’m not gonna go into detail about it but Robert’s wrong. End of story. And there’s no way he could ever justify to Alec, to Izzy, to Max, to Jace, or to Maryse what he did. There’s just not. Robert’s weak. And I don’t know if the show will ever explore it and I’m pretty sure CC won’t but that plotline does effect Alec and his relationships with other people. It effects how he values trust and just the topic of trust in general. And given that Alec has looked up to his parents, both of them, for so long .. it is incredibly damaging. It ruins the perception Alec might have on marriage. And it ruins the image of his father he had and aspired to be like when he was a young boy. He sees the damage it causes and yeah.. it really does have lasting effects on everyone. I relate. I get it. But, I mean, Alec’s view on his parents and his family is a whole other meta (which you’ve sent me so I’ll get to it in time).

ALSO.. Alec’s waaaaaay smarter than me xD but, I’m sure that goes without saying hahaha. Just by talking to me, anyone can put that together LAWL.

Let’s see, what else? Oh! We’re both leaders but in different ways. Alec’s an inspirational leader and he enjoys being at the head of things and calling the shots and he’s very good at it. I don’t and I’m not. I’m leader in the sense that I’m not a follower. (Jace comes to mind when I say this because in one scene he tells Imogen that he’s not a follower. My other son! #BLESSSS). I don’t enjoy being told what to do. Sometimes, I listen depending on the situation but I won’t go along with things if I don’t agree with them and if something goes against my personal values then I’ll say something. Alec’s begun to do that more now but in the past, he used to just sit back and take things or refrain from saying anything and prefer to fade into the background. He’s grown, my pure hearted angel boy.

Alec’s an all around better person than me. Enough said. He has a lot more forgiveness in his heart than I do. He’s definitely wise and inspiring. If we could switch off and mix match qualities, we’d be set. He could learn a few things from me prob (not that he’d want to because he’s stubborn - also like me) and I could learn a shit ton from him. Yo, Alec bro? Let’s hang out. (Alec voice: NO.)

#sacredwar #alec lightwood for president #T. — A. LIGHTWOOD / HEADCANON. #alec lightwood meta #META. #i should make a meta tag but nah #xD Thanks for this beauty!! ily for sending it #and i just love you in general #you own half of my <3 #tw self harm #tw suicide mention