#anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow

[strangerhands]

mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.

#it was so good tho #like so cool i was internally freaking out about how cool things looked #the fight scenes🤌 #the environments/settings🤌 #all of the fuckin machinery🤌 #the acting🤌 #the everything🤌 #yum #also i dont find austin butler attractive but funnily enough feyd was the only time ive found him hot😭 yes i have issues. but like. okayyy.. #i watched it alone and i wish doing things alone wasnt seen as such a weird or sad thing like. theres nothing wrong with it #sorta vent-> #but basically ive been feeling like an annoying piece of shit so ive been staying off of here for the most part #because ive been convincing myself no one likes me and everyone in my life would be better off without me😝😝 #just tee bee ehch #and idk i was just feeling like ass and was doing nothing and when i finally would go to use tumblr i was already too tired to do shit #so i just went to sleep #and i was busy today #yesterday* #and ill probably be a bit busy today too but idk maybe hopefully ill catch up a bit #idk ya boys just been hating himself like usual but not as usual bc it was worse but it is what it is #i felt a bit better yesterday though #and also my new antidepressants ive been on havent been doing shit for me so im going back to a previous one i used to be on so yea #hopefully that helps soonish idk #i never vent on here so i feel kinda bad for doing so but i just wanted to puke my thoughts here #also since im already here complaining ive just like. not written at allllllll basically like i got into my head and made myself discouraged #so. that sucks. but also nothing out of the ordinary there #why does Everything i say sound so embarrassingly depressing and pathetic hhhhhhhgggggggggggggghhhghghg #anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow #idk if anyone gave a fuck or noticed but i just like complaining into the void so yea #talkin shit

[lovedrruunk]

Hi! I saw that you were taking requests! Is it alright if I can request venture with reader that loves placing kisses all over their face? Hopefully this is alright with you if not feel free to ignore this!

'Kisses galore ⊹.(⸝⸝ ˆ ³(⁎˃ ᴗ ˂⁎)˚.

Venture (Overwatch x GN reader)

[Established relationship!]

Authors note!!! (;° ロ°); third....venture.... post......I have like 5 posts in total... well anyways!!! idc cuz i luv them! and i love YOUUUU AHH tysm for requesting this it was super fun to write i hope u like it !!!! also sorry its pretty short! I kinda wrote it on a whim wanting to post it before I went out so its not proof read either (Im actually so late rn its not even funny okay srsly gtg bye!)

Y’know that one tiktok trend that was popular last year where someone would be reapplying lipstick and then the camera would turn and its their s/o covered in kisses yea yea that’s just you guys all the time lol

In the beginning of your relationship they’d get all flustered and have this goofy grin on their face whenever you’d smother their face in kisses. Oh? And how do they react now? The exact same! Literally nothing has changed since the first time you’ve kissed them, they still giggle and look away. No matter how long its been they just can’t seem to get used to your affection

They could be hit by a bus going 200mph, in critical condition and one kiss on the nose from you would get them up and doing a little jig going yippee!

They might pretend to be annoyed or irritated but really that's just because they love playful banter and it’s pretty obvious how they feel about your kisses by the way they laugh and refuse to let you pull away

Their favorite moments with you are when you're laying over them somewhere enjoying each others company with your hands on their cheeks and your lips all over their face

They're pretty ticklish overall so kiss sessions usually turn into laughing fits

Although 99% of the kisses you share are all in good fun there are those times when they're sad or angry and you're kisses can't help but feel a bit more intimate and loving (please kiss their tears away!!!)

They appreciate you so much like they literally can't get enough of you. They cherish every kiss like it's the first and definitely act like it too. If you tell them they're blushing they'll deny it with their whole chest meanwhile looking like 🟥

“Augh! You’re suffocating me!” You and Sloane had been neglecting all your duties for the day in order to lay on the couch and bathe in the warm sunlight seeping through the windows. You both had been watching some random brainrot on their phone when you got bored and decided to pounce on them planting loving kisses all over their face. "Oh shut up" you playfully roll your eyes as you kiss them on the lips this time.

"One of these days I'm gonna die and you'll regret not listening to me" "Boo hoo" you giggled at their melodramatics deciding to pull away from them, but before you could you felt their hands tighten around you holding you in place.

"I mean... Dying in your arms doesn't sound so bad..."

"Yea yea whatever" You mumble happily as you lean down again pressing a kiss to their cheek.

#venture x reader #this was cute #im actually happy w it!!! #venture overwatch #overwatch x reader

[zvmz]

Writing down my thoughts while watching monster high for the first time Pt. 2

alright y’all now we’re watching why do ghouls fall in love let’s go

oh oh new and improved intro

the one long shot as the intro is so cool

ohh shoot we 3D now

actually might like it better than the 2D

wait r they saying Valentine’s Day was literally made for Draculara?

im confused 😁

can I get a sugar daddy like clawd

CAN I GET DRACULARAS DAD?????

oh

um this is awkward

so guys it was all in our heads apparently 😊

clawdeen is kinda slaying this new animation style

oh this song goes so hard

the bats flying out of clawds wallet is so real

come again how old is draculara

why is she still in school

was she held back a few hundred years

and I thought my grades were bad

the cat people make me uncomfortable. stranger danger

damn these cats are menaces

arent they always

not the driving lessons book

just pass it the first time fr 🙄

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

CUPID

SHES HERE

LOLL NOT THE STOOL CLAWD 😭😭

vampire daring charming???

“misunderstanding with the locals”?? 😭 what did girlie do??? 😭😭

is ghoulias back okay like fr

the collection of broken hearts is so extra

kinda metal idk I almost cant be mad

imagine eah characters trying to navigate the catacombs

girls would not last a minute

actually can someone make a fic I would totally read that

why am I just now realizing ghoulia can’t talk

like idk I just thought she was a bit quirky this whole time

WHY DOES DRACULARA HAVE KNIVES ON THE CEILING OF HER CAR

oh my god Draculara HIT HIM

FLOOR IT DRACULARA

she missed her chance :( vampire Elvis lives

The shot of them running towards each in slow motion just to maintain a 3 feet distance was so unnecessary

WAIT A MINUTE DRACULARA YOURE BETTER THAN THIS. YOU ALREADY HAVE A BOYFRIEND

why is dueces animation specifically so rough

he kind of reminds me of sparrow

i kinda like him

yes Draculara break it off

oh- um

THE ANIMATION ON THEIR PHONES OF DRACULARA DUMPING CLAWD?? WHO MADE THAT?? WHERE DID IT COME FROM?? 😭😭😭

wait a minute I recognize Frankie’s voice. Is that Barbie?

why does some random cow go to their school

CUPIDDDD

LOL NOT CLEO BREAKING THE CLASS

yeah Cupid shoot her

pow pow pow 💥🔫💥🔫💥🔫

okay now what the hell

get it together cupid

why does Cupid keep accidentally getting love enchanted? First clawd then Dexter lolll

the dog whistle?? 😭

clawds like. I guess you can say I got… W rizz...

”what u want” ABBY 😭😭 BEST CHARACTER ONG

this party looks kinda fire ngl

not sure how I feel about the food being served next to the body odor pit

okayyy frankieee kinda slaying her party look

cleo barely changing after being love enchanted to herself

Could this be considered a school shooting? like legally

um anyway Kitty Cheshire supremacy

rizz lord clawd

hell yea body odor pit for the win ✊🏻

why was the kiss sound so um squishy

abby is such an icon

okay it’s over

I liked this one a lot better than the last movie. I hope we see Cupid again or else I’ll rage

the pacing was like SO much better than the last movie.

my only complaints are that toralai and vampire Elvis's motivations either weren’t really explained or made no sense to me. Also the animation still isn’t great but what do you expect lol

oh wait one more complaint. where is Frankie’s personality. I do not see it

hopefully we get a good frankie episode to get to know her a bit more

also it keeps telling us clawdeen and draculara are best friends but not really showing it??

In conclusion clawd is the rizzard and Abby solos

#monster high #ever after high #eah #draculaura #abby bominable #clawdeen wolf #frankie stein #c.a. cupid #daring charming #kitty cheshire

[princeminnow]

hiii realized i should tell u guys cuz u might think its interesting cuz i told some ppl in private but is not a secret, putting a cut cuz its post-covid recovery and disability stuff 🫰 just a health update

so it looks like covid hurt my brain um. physically some. like brain damage. and its gonna take a while to fix itself, at least a couple months hopefully, and i noticed that bc it hurt me cognitively ive been rarely my oldest? or at least rarely only my oldest... which is kinda scary for a couple reasons but especially cuz my neurological disability's the big reason why im high risk and is too soon to tell but getting sick mightve taken a couple years of how it was affecting me that level of not-that-bad from me cuz its progressive which means is gets worst with time (is benign tho, not dangerous just.... disabling. the symptom is the disease.) so idk if it seeming worse is just cuz im not as strong or if is sticking around. too soon to tell. thats just... reality of this kinda thing. sucks! but not world-ending, just kinda sad. but the good news is um. randomly dropping like this usully means i just wanna cuddle and play and be social, cuz my capacity drops especially halfway through the day and i get fuzzy and silly instead of there being a trigger good or bad... so is not painful waiting, just til then not feeling as grown up or even smart as much as i did a lot

shrug! it is what it is. guess im picking sudoku back up

anyway ily guys i been running on a queue (which i usually do but i usually also am more active active) but yea if u reach out to me i love to talk!! but might not be all there or at least not all big. super fluid, super super fluid. also sometimes im full big (i think) and still fuzzy so ya, just some weird stuff goin on with minnow i wanted to share to keep u in the know and also cuz i think disability and esp disabled folk that survived but got hurt by covid needs to get talked about more bc i dont want how i live and am to be moralized or used to scare able bodied ppl into behaving, is just a fact that needs compassion but not mythologizing the way ppl do

#txt #started rambling but ya #i do wonder if anyone elses going thru this who DIDNT regress before so they dont recognize it

[iwaasfairy]

Fae fae when did you learn to draw digital? Like do you have any tips I’ve been practicing but honestly it’s so hard haha

I remember sometime early 2021 I think you did a lot of haikyuu art and it was amazingggg wow

-🪐 anon

fAE FAE pLS dgusgfus I LOVE THAT??? heLP but uhmm honestly i think the main reason why my art looks better now is because i've been practicing my basics a lot? and like, its a constant battle to get better and hate your old art yk,, but i'm glad i did it and i can't wait to see how much i'll improve in the future! BUT! as for practicing tips, i would recommend splitting up exactly what you want to tackle first.

digital drawing is a very different skill than sketching. coloring is a very different skill. backgrounds are a skill in itself. drawing bodies,, etc etc etc,, and it was really frustrating to draw sometimes bc it feels like they all go hand in hand? but splitting them up and practicing solely on that- can really help make it feel more doable yk

also drawing on paper is v helpful to me personally. get urself a practice sketchbook, even tho they are two separate skills they kinda are tied together. if you improve one it will also show in the other

and yEA i did do some art in 2021 that i was really proud of. but i do gotta say looking back, those arts took me like 72 hours and so much references that it always felt extremely overwhelming and scary to draw. i like them a lot still, but i dont remember finding it very fun to draw back in 2021

and sometimes it's embarrassing for me to look back at old art and not shudder in shame, but the fact is,, that i was happy with my drawings back when i made them. he reason i'm not happy with them anymore is bc i've practiced, and become better, yk? for fuck sake, atsuko used to look like this (left) and now he looks like that (right)

be a little kind to yourself. it's hard to admit that you can be good at and suck at something at the same time. your improvement will be directly linked to how often you can stomach to be bad at something tbh hahahah i stopped coloring the way i used to in 2021 because i loved doing it but i actually sucked at it. and im still in the middle of practicing coloring, and most of what i draw is ugly and i hate it,, but thats okay. i hopefully will find value in it once i start noticing some improvement

anyway sorry for the ramble the point is, find your weak points and target them. and then, practice. practice practice practice. dont believe these tiktok artists who say "oh i started drawing in 2021" and bust out the most amazing portraits in the history of ever. that isn't the reality for most people;

#i just realized i didnt even answerthe first q: so 2015 is when i got my tablet #i only drew like 3 times a year back then bc of phone addiction #i think i started drawing a liiittle more in 2018-2020 #and then bc of my friends encouragement mainly 2021 had more art #my areas of improvement were 1) more complex body positions #(i used to only draw bodies standing bc i couldnt draw anything else) #2) hands and feet #3) coloring #and im still working on all of those but i'm having a lot of fun #honey mail #🪐 nonnie #im sorry i rambled so much itS late my brain is poop

[faunusrights]

by the way i have an updaete

something i was actually gonna make a whole post about and then. Didn't Do. is the fact that in november i am moving out to live with my FWENDS and whilst i'm very excited for this life progression the economic climate (or as i like to call it, the heckonomic climate,) is Not Good, so i have plans to move away from doing fanfic and actually start creating Sexy* Original Content.

(this post went on for a bit here's a cut)

whilst i appreciate all of u who've supported my patreon over the years (AND I REALLY DO ILU ALL) i realise that as a person i'm bad at like. drip-feeding content. i really am i fucking suck at it. so what i wanna do is self-pub original content and maybe even art zines that YOU CAN BUY, FINISHED. so that way YOU get cool stuff that doesn't need UPDATES AND SHIT and I get money. to LIVE ON.

i'm currently working on a magazine-rejected erotica petplay piece that i wanna get out there, as well as kicking around an idea for a longer, more Problematic series about bad guys being the worst based off my old prizefighter au! but those are more long-term projects, so what i may do in the meanwhile is create smaller collections of ideas (like kinktober but for OG content instead) which won't be As Polished but you can BUY IT and OWN IT and DOWNLOAD IT and idk print it off and mail it to someone. i guess.

naturally i have fanfic projects still ongoing (I WILL FINISH THE WORK OF WOLVES ON GOD) but i realise that i need something to support myself on and making completed works and selling them is probably my best bet! they'll have illustrations! and cover art! also it'll give u an excuse when someone asks if yr reading fanfic again and you can be like Akshualy im reading A Novella/Flash Fiction/whatever and you'll sound all cool and shit.

i acknowledge my ao3 is loaded with unfinished fics and all that, but this is why i'd like to have people support me for finished content and not the vague hope that maybe one of these days i'll get back to frapp logs (hint: i won't), SO. HOPEFULLY. THIS WORKS FOR EVERYONE. also dw i'm stealing velvet. my velvet. i'll even tell u her name is Joey instead. kangaroo babey.

ANYWAY. THAT'S THE UPDATE. YEA.

#uuuuuuuh yea #hgjsdghjsdf #we're gonna get a dog and everything it's gonna b so poggers

[itsdelicate]

omg i remember u mentioning getting a new tat and wanted to ask what u wanted to get but completely forgot dkjfns. so what did you get?

yes it isss!! it took me forever to properly get into music like the only reason i ever started liking specific artists was quarantine lmao. that is so wow omg. so like fearless era? that mustve been fun tho!! honestly i would love to spend half my life a swiftie lol. i was i was!! like omg the bad blood mv is prob one of the biggest "omg girls?!!?!??!!?" moments of my life like that scene w her velcroing on the boxing glove w her teeth,,, the hair, the makeup, just everything. i still scream a little when i see that scene lmao. and also like ybwm, love story, ikywt, blank space (another mv i was obsessed w), etc etc. the popular ones!! and my vocal teacher actually introduced me to cruel summer (which i loved) and also her cover of riptide. like now thinking ab it,,, how did he even know omg??? SO TRUE like inject ivy into my veins its so *chefs kiss*. YES YES YES mad woman is so scream in the car or into a pillow while crying i love her sm. LMAO YES i remember seeing it and genuinely thinking. huh. a happy song cool! and then its just pain for 5 mins which i absolutely LOVE.

AWWW THEYRE SO SWEET I CANT JKMDWMV i would cry if any of them did that to me. so valid so true shes just so !!!??!??!??!?!?!?

yessssssss. rapunzel is such an icon <3 she so issss!!!! OMG I LOVE MAMMA MIA SM!!!!! abba is obvs everything and meryl streep???!?!?!!!! AND amanda seyfried AND julie walters AND christine baranski???!!?!!!? AND colin firth and pierce brosnan?!?!?!?! its such a classic and i could watch it forever jkdmsfvjnm. yes omg i immediately stop the second i feel a bit annoyed w it. okok i def will!!

it is it is njskodjn. haha yea ik a lot of ppl dont really like it lmao but the second i heard it was obsessed. RIGHT??? makes me cry everytime. im very much a sad songs lover <3

yea me too!! like to go to a mall and seeing the massive tree and all the decorations?? so pretty so fun i love it.

glad i could be of service lol ajnsmf <3 yes it did thanks!! my friends and i are planning on watching the black panther movie together so that hopefully!! have u watched it? and wbu do u have any plans? also i realise that i totally spam u in these replies iwdkfvs im so sorry i talk and ramble a lot lmao

xxx ur secret santa

very rude of tumblr not to tell me i got your ask 😒 anyway! it’s a little mermaid rat!! it has the prettiest colours in it’s tail and the design was to raise funds for the mermaids charity who support trans, non-binary and gender diverse kids and families <33333

oooh gotcha i totally get it a lot of my friends aren’t into music like at all but i’m so glad you found a love for taylor’s music hehe yess fearless era!! but you’re here now!! you can be an honorary since-fearless-era stan 😌 love that for you omg the scene you’re talking about it,,, Yes whew on this topic i didn’t know it then but the story of us mv was a gay awakening for me ahdjfj and yes the blank space mv was SO good!! (is it your fav music video?) i will never not be upset that cruel summer didn’t become a single IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!! omgggg stop her cover of riptide is my fav thing ever i listened to it obsessively for ages your vocal teacher knew what he was doing 😌 help i didn’t even process that it’s over 5 mins long it’s so 🥲

EXACTLY EXACTLY!!! i had like post concert (convention 🤔) depression for days after lmao

YESSS it’s such a classic and so feel good i love it so so much!! my cousin introduced me to all the abba songs when i was like 7 and she burned them onto a cd for me under the instructions that id stop singing mamma mia at all hours cause i was annoying her 💀 and then i proceeded to audition with mamma mia the song for my school’s talent show and all the teacher’s laughed cause i was literally 8 years old singing about how i’d been cheated on and i was brokenhearted 😭 shfkgk i have to do that when i overplay taylor’s songs sometimes like ok i have to listen to another album now or i’ll burn myself out smh

it had such a different sound! but i love it now and omg i always find myself avoiding really sad songs 🤧

yeah!! it’s such a lovely time and i adore going to christmas markets <3

omg nice! no i haven’t ahdjf i actually haven’t seen mcu movies 🫣 i never got into them and my friend’s a huge fan who keeps asking to me watch them but it feels like there’s too much to get into now from the beginning shdjf and no omg i love it!! spam away 😌

i hope you’re having a good week!! 🥰

#ask #anonymous #santaswiftie

[howitstarted]

sorry i died on my little blog life kinda got better but as you can tell it didnt last very long i actually relapsed which i mean its fine ig my friend always tells me relapsing is part of the recovery" he is very nice but lets talk about what happened when i did relapse (this is your tw btw) so this was 5/10/22 at 10:55 they turned white first which sacred me because after a few secs there was blood and a lot of it my hears started ringing and i think I passed out i dont know tho i have no one to confirm that it actually happened its crazy that I felt so sad that day I sh and felt way better I was so happy the next day why does my brain work like that i dont know but its whatever im actually gonna try this time no matter how bad the urge gets besides that do you guys remember d guy? if you dont just look at my other post to get the picture so I dont know why but we started talking about sex? yea i know big step im only 15 i atleast wanna wait until im 16 wk the consenting age Plus I’m still struggling with my weight and I want to get like A little slimmer if I actually do do it with him because I am so insecure about my body I literally don’t even let my mom see me in underwear which I think that’s normal but I don’t know I usually like don’t mind if my mom sees me changed but now I do mind not to mention she doesn’t know about my self harm and I don’t want her to worry about me but I’m actually gonna get on my calorie deficit again because I stop doing that I don’t know why and I feel like I’ve gained a good 5 pounds which I mean it’s OK I’m trying to be OK with it I’m trying to lose weight in a healthy way no more starving no more hair falling out no more feeling like shit so you know I’m really trying I’m gonna start it again on Monday and I’m gonna push through over the summer I’m gonna work out and hopefully I get where I want to be by sophomore year and I also don’t know how to feel about us having sex because we’re just friends I don’t even have a relationship and I don’t think I want to do it with someone I’m not even in a relationship with but along my first time with someone I’m not in love with and also my parents raised me to believe that God doesn’t like sex before marriage so I would feel low-key guilty but it’s OK I guess I don’t know how I feel about it my best friend sent me this page saying i’m not ready for sex if…. and there was like 50 things that actually made since and helped me with my confusion i don’t know rn i’m just trying to lose weight and love myself i know i always say that i’m fr this time anyways here is a song i really like rn

#Spotify

[dndfuckhouse]

Session 39 - Farewell Shorewater

FEATURING RELEVANT EXTRA RP

Han and Rokka Climb the Airship - 4/17 🏹🐺

> 🎵  Picnic Road / Paper Mario: The Origami King OST

After a week or two of relaxing (with a castle ball in between) it seems the party’s time of idling in Shorewater is coming to an end. Though not before the dwarves of the Swallow’s Perch could throw them all a raucous farewell party. They all sit in the mess hall enjoying the lively atmosphere and the last dregs of a filling warm dinner as a jovial and bustling atmosphere surrounds them, filled with friends and stranger alike.

Though the celebration started at noon it continued well into sunset, right until now, the time they’re all soon expected to leave for the port district. Throughout the day many roving strangers saw fit to buy them all a drink or two for their heroic deeds, as well as the excuse to hold a party in the inn mess hall. Their packed bags and suitcases sit ready to grab and haul away on the floor next to their tables as the time to leave fast approaches.

Nearby family sit, next to and across from Cimmorro sit Willow and Duram, back from the day's work. As Willow unwinds with a drink they don't spare the chance to double check him with a lecture as he’s soon to leave, droning on.

Willow: -”and you’re sure you double checked everything earlier? You ought to get locks for some of your bags i think” Cimmorro: "yeap i got everything on me, some in plum's bag.... i should get myself one of those bags of holding one of these days" his cheeks puff a bit as he thinks about how how much those cost. one of many things to save for... "is there anything you want me to keep in check once i get home? unfinished errands you had left behind?" Willow: willow tilts their head a little amused "they're usually good investments i agree. nothing that i can think of at the moment though... maybe check in and see if mahalia and malaya are doing alright with their responsibilities" Cimmorro: "perhaps you can sponsor your son a little early birthday present? ehe?" he says jokingly. "and roger. i don't think i'll still be around the temple by the time you and duram get back...." he looks at willow like ->> 🥺 "will it be okay unattended for that long, you think...? you know, with you and ma not around" Willow: they smile "maybe if you're on your best behavior" they take another sip of their tea "it should be, i wouldnt have left it if i had worries, i have alot of trust in the acolytes, they should do well. and no doubt welcome your visit" Cimmorro: "i was just kidding! i will earn it myself heheh... you'll be surprised the next time you see me my bag of holding will be filled with the most precious of gems when i get home. " cimm nods more confidently with willow's reassurance. "that's true...! i'm so eager to see everyone again... hopefully those three rascals haven't spread any funny rumors about me in my absence" he huffs humorously Willow: "ah you're growing into a fine envoy for the goddess i see hm?" they smile again "hm i suppose you'll see wont you?" Cimmorro: "and i'm sure if some rumors did sprawl out, duram didn't bother defending my honor not even once </3" he elbows the his colder coworker as he jests.

Close by Plum’s family also hound them, Pimento similarly to Willow seems to be going down the parental checklist.

Pimento: “-and remember the warm clothes like i told you, ooh you ought to grab boots if you’re trekking about the countryside, check out the stores in the city when you get there” Prune: your other end she plays with your hair “i can see your roots again plummy…! you look like strawberry pudding, dye it a different colour before the next time i see you!” Plum: plum listens to their mom drone on with their head on their hand, leaning sleepily on the table. "yeah i got some...uggh i don't wanna wear shoes, okay fine. and if i see anything interesting i can send back home i'll let you know." to prune they're like "sure, which one? red has been so hard to match with all my green clothes, but a pudding's better than lookin' like a xmas tree." Pimento: your ma nods her head and puts up a finger "better wrapped then frozen" Prune: she swivels around you and puts her head on your shoulder "hmmm... go blonde, look like regular pudding" she smirks Plum: "i'm so confused about the weather up there, i thought it was ...a desert? actually you know more than me, i don't wanna freeze." plum leans their head on prune's. "i'll think about it. and what's with all the pudding, you hungry?" Pimento: she smiles "'s pretty all over, it snows further north but it can get pretty warm round near the swampier places, hence foot coverage! nothing like the plains around here" Prune: she rolls her head "the dinner was so good.....its on my mind..." Plum: "oh right it's all swampy up there, blehh." plum groans and sticks their tongue out. "guess i will get some shoes." plum then fiddles around in their pockets and holds a small amount of coins over prune's hand, "you can go grab some later with this amount i think?" Pimento: she snickers Prune: she goes 🤩 "YESSS....best parting gift ever" she quickly snatches them up and ruffles your hair while giggling manically

At Han’s right are Stella and Ruel, the former clings to her arm and pouts comically as they drink away.

Stella:“-and who else is going to shout me free drinks here now… oh our dear Hannie all grown up” she wipes a fake tear as Ruel snorts into her drink. Han: han rolls her eyes at stella "i am sure you can actually successfully seduce literally anyone else for free drinks...... wait layne makes me pay for your drinks, THEY ARENT FREE" SUSIE.JPG Stella: she looks at you like 🥺 "oh my gosh... i knew you were always a true gentlemen deep down han..." she puts a hand to her chest and leans back half jokingly "and its not as fun if its not a pal~!" Han: han huffs in disbelief and turns away from stella dramatically "cant believe this..." Stella: stella keeps leaning on your arm like this 🥺🥺🥺🥺 Ruel: she starts actually laughing

As the chatter continues Ferrie Chris emerges again from the kitchen walking over to the group’s table.

Ferrie Chris: “right well, i think its about the time you all need to be heading off, han get down here” she waves you down to her height with a friendly smile as Layne and Jessep walk up behind her with a grin and a smirk to see you off. Psalm: under his breath like "thank god I think if I drink anymore this week I might die" Keva: she snorts "you know you don't actually have to drink any of it" Psalm: "Yes well, where's the fun in that when someone else is paying..."

Han: han sits seiza style at ferrie's feet Ferrie Chris: she gives you a lopsided smile “it’s been a real whirlwind havin’ ya round here the past few years yknow? … but were going to miss ya’, and if you ever feel lonely ya’ always got a room and free meal to come back to here alright?” she pats your shoulder and pulls you in for a hug Han: she is definitely not shaking and crying and struggling to get words out "im.. really grateful.. that you took me in......." theres no snot going down her face no sir Ferrie Chris: she chuckles deep in the center of her chest "and we were grateful to have ya' round" Layne: as you hug back sniffling crying quibbling layne joins in with a 'wahey!' turning it into a group embrace "aw no tears han, byes are just an excuse to say hello again in the future!" Jessep: he seems to waffle for a few seconds before rolling his eyes and awkwardly joining the hug as well "..far in distance close in heart or whatever they say?”

Cimmorro: at ferrie chris' call he pouts into his drink "augh... for the first time i actually feel conflicted about coming home, only cause you two are staying here... 😭 i'm sure you're going to have a swell time now that i'll be out of the picture, duram" Duram: he rolls his eyes at the prodding as he sips his tea "i only speak truths when im asked questions, what comes after is not my responsibility" Willow: they pat you on the shoulder consolingly "at least we got to meet a little in a city across the sea" Cimmorro: cimm doesn't seem to respond for a bit until he hooks an arm around duram and messes his hair with a free hand. "i'll say it for the both of us cause you're soooo special but i was really happy to see you you know!! and you owe me! when i get home you owe me a lot of drinks!!! don't forget!!" when he finally lets him go he gives him a really huge grin before turning to willow with a somehow sad smile "yes it was very much needed as short as it was... those two years of loneliness got washed over" he gives them a fond embrace Duram: he yelps but bears with the noogie-ing embarrassed, his face growing a little scarlet "augh yes yes whatever it was good to see you too.... and sure sure if you've earned it you pain in the... ruby mother guide you" Willow: they accept the fond embrace while duram quickly folds his arms looking ruffled next to them “safe travels Cimmorro, may the ruby mother guide you. I hope to see you again soon, do take care to not blow up the temple while i'm away in the meantime however.” Cimmorro: cimm pulls away rubbing his face aggressively as if to brush off the fact he's tearing up. "you too, to both of you!! make sure you come home safe!! i'll check in with you after a few weeks too!! i'll also keep sending letters whenever i can!! >_< no promises about blowing up the temple too! L O L" he gives another hug and leans over to give willow a familial kiss on the cheek while playfully threatening to do the same to duram, which he fully expects to get pushed away and just laughs when he does Willow: they shake their head at the LOL but smile at the kiss and ruffles your hair fondly after noticing your almost wibbling "i look forward to it" Duram: as you approach duram he bats you away like a hissing cat 

Pimento: as ferrie chris speaks Pimento pulls you in for a warm hug while Prune tackles you from behind sandwiching you between them “be sure to write sometimes plummy, oh and tell that teacher of yours i said hello” Prune: she speaks quickly after with a grin “send more presents most importantly" Plum: "will do.. be safe on your way back you two." plum says letting themselves be sandwiched. "and so you can crowd your room with more stuff? i dunno about that 😄" Pimento: she squeezes you tight before letting go "same to you dear, ill tell pops ya said hello too!" Prune: as she lets you go she dances around you giggling "awww, whats another trinket or two..."

As the three dwarves let go of Han, Ferrie Chris turns back to the rest of the party saying their goodbyes and speaks up.

Ferrie Chris: “-keep an eye out for her alright? she’s the pride and joy of the city now, a real local legend, but that dont mean she won't accidentally fall down a hole and get stuck who knows where while i'm not looking.” she says it only half jokingly maybe Han: still Not crying and shidding and throwing up "i wont fall down hole... i know how to send letter, ill send letter" wipes not snot from her face bc she doesn't have snot on her face Ferrie Chris: she grins and pinches your knee "ya better, i expect some amazing penmanship from ya!" Layne: he speaks after "we'll keep em all nice and safe when we get em, a han letter collection"

Cimmorro: cimm tries not to talk about how han was trying to fall down a worm hole at the ball Psalm: i was literally like "what hole would be big enough"

Rokka: rokke salutes "i will try my best!" @ ferrie chris Ferrie Chris: she turns to you after and gives you an approving smile Finn: finn gives a polite wave and tries very hard not to think about how han should be a legend for her extraordinary stupidity only, lest he'll frustrate himself since he cant say it outright rn Psalm: "That's quite a task considering her tendency to just run off and do her own thing..." Jessep: he looks at psalm and gives him a face like 'lmaooo... true" 

> 🎵 Tired Rynoka / Moonlighter OST

The party all stand grabbing their bags, giving a few last teary hugs and goodbyes. As they step out of the inn into the cool evening air, friends and family give them waves from inside, shouting fond farewells into the night air. Soon enough they all trek from the business district over towards the bustling port district.

Celebrity Guest Aki: SHOREWATER FOREVER Han: SHOREWATER FOREVER Celebrity Guest Aqua: SHOREWATER FOREVER Rokka: SHOREWATER FOREVER

Eventually they arrive at the ports, looking around the area is filled to the brim with hustle and bustle, even in the evening. Travelers walk to and fro, and workers and dockmen move quickly through the crowds with goods and crates. As they glance around they spy the area for docking boats, and a little further down the ports for the airships.

As they all glance about at the size of the ships in the distance, a courier clad in yellow quickly runs up to Finn.

Mailman: “Letter and missive for a Finnian Barvotte?” the young man quickly pulls two things from his satchel, a dark purple letter and a smaller short white card with writing on it. as he hands them to you he quickly pulls out a scroll and quill “sign here, please sire” Han: medievil dhl Cimmorro: DAMn the express mail

Finn: "that would be me..." finns carefully stashes away the mail as to not put a wrinkle in anything, although he really wants to look Right Now Immediately as hes hopeful the letter might be from vorde, from the looks of it... he quickly signs the scroll and waves the courier off "dismissed" Mailman: satisfied he’s delivered them successfully, the courier turns with a short bow and runs off as quickly as he came off into the crowds. 

As ther party think on the curious mail finn has received, they walk off into the direction off the airship ports, the closer they get the grander and larger the ships stand in view above them all. On each port is a number and small administrative building on the pier. Within their pockets lie their groups ticket receipts, ready to be stamped off as they board. Glancing around the party spy no sign of Vinny until they see a group of three people quickly jogging over in their direction.

Han: han is just like :O at the ship (she still hasnt wiped her crying face) Keva: keva is too but less obvious LOL she's :O on the inside

Vinny: waving as he scuttles towards you all is a slightly out of breath vinny “h-hello! almost thought we…. wouldn't make it….phew” he quickly stops and wipes a hand across his brow, setting his case down beside him.

Behind him they see Cole and Ezra jog up, the latter seems also dressed to leave carrying a bag on his back with his sword at his side.

Cole: she quickly speaks up after vinny less out of breath than him “sorry!! I got so distracted pulling ol’ vinny’s ear about a last minute schematic...ehe….” Ezra: behind her ezra rolls his one eye “the two of you are chatterboxes at the worst of times” Cimmorro: cimm waves at them "had me worried there for a sec." he glances at ezra "more company? :D" Finn: he clicks his tongue in annoyance at vinny and his lot being nearly late. as he eyes ezra he feels somewhat annoyed that he'll have to deal with an even larger group now, but he doesnt say it. he already wanted to berate the group for prolonging their departure but he'll have to hold all this gossip in until he knows for sure whether he has to room with anyone or not Vinny: he laughs awkwardly Ezra: he firmly shakes his head after "nope, im just heading off as well. been here for a bit too long" Cole: she lifts her arm "and im just here to say bye!" Rokka: he’s looking about in wonder like :OOOOOO at everything around him before his attention turns to the trio "HI!!" Psalm: doesnt even see the trio bc he too is looking around at the airships Plum: they wave Cole & Vinny: cole and vinny both give rokka and plum friendly waves back 

Cimmorro: cimm looks a little surprised "oh, not boarding the airship then? where you heading busyboy?" Ezra: "nope, regular boat for me" he sighs "getting back to my guild, came here for a job after all, kind of botched it in retrospect" Cimmorro: "ah, sounds tough... twas the trickster, wasn't it? rickert? i thought you'd still stick around to hunt him down" Ezra: he scratches his neck "it was a timed gig from the client, i figure they wanted him out of the picture for something in particular but well. got stuck in a basement" he shrugs "he's still got a bounty 'course. but i came here for a specific request, grabbing him now wouldn't pay as well. his bounty isn't normally that high" Cimmorro: "fair enough." cimm nods but doesn't comment much else. it ain't really his biz. "may your future endeavors be more fruitful then and hoping your guildmen don't give you too much of an earful, ha." Ezra: he adjusts his bag on his back a little "thanks" then grumbles under his breath about something, though you get the sense its not directed at you and more him grumbling about the future Cimmorro: cimm turns to vinny like "here i thought you had so little faith in us that you hired ezra to come slice us down if anything happened to you under our watch <3" Plum: "after all that trouble we went to save him?" [laugh] Cimmorro: "well, he also headed to the light more times than i could count under our watch that night..." he snickers Vinny: he turns to you and blinks like he surprised at being addressed, messing with his case on the ground "eh? oh i cant afford ezra" he waves his hand in front of his face, at that ezra kind of raises a brow. he laughs alongside plum "and at a bargain rate too" Cimmorro: cimm also raises a brow at ezra "damn how much do you charge?" Ezra: he folds his arms and kind of looks off to the side "'s the guild rate not my rate" Cimmorro: "... which isssss...?" Ezra: "expensive." Cimmorro: "are the numbers so confidential you can't say? how am i going to hire you eventually 😩 " Ezra: he makes a face "dunno if i'd accept the job knowing what you all get up to" Cimmorro: cimm looks unamused. "so stingy... don't come crying to us when you need a job!" Ezra: "I'm not going to be in need of one but i appreciate the concern" he says it deadpan

Keva: while the group is chatting, keva spies writing painted or engraved on the airships and makes a bit of a 🤔 face, figuring they might be names like a store or something might have. Chip: that certainly is common 🤔 Keva: she's gonna squint and think real hard about it

Cimmorro: cimm huffs. "what's your guild anyway? must be one of the more popular lots if you charge so high" Plum: "or one of the less popular ones if it involves bumping people off" Ezra: he stares at you two a moment before rolling his eye "'s called the marble mast, up in sharrif" Plum: plum is genuinely surprised he responded which is obvious on their face

Keva thinks on the name and notes she’s heard of them once or twice before in a rumour or two. She knows they're a group of bounty hunters but not much else, people are usually scared of em. Psalm also thinks on the name, he’s heard them? maybe? marble sounds distinct enough but its a surprise to him theyre from sharrif, like wow i didnt know new york was in america.... crazy stuff.

Cimmorro: "huh, never heard... is it only a bounty hunting guild? or does it do a lot of anything else?" Ezra: he nods "its bounty hunting, but not just grabbing criminals and all though, monsters too if the client wants"  Cimmorro: "oh, handy. sounds like you hop around a lot then. maybe we'll bump into you again at some point :D" Plum: "do you also do things like locating people?" Ezra: he shrugs "you might, if you're running about anyway" then at plum "i mean i locate people for the job but usually to do something with them after or haul them some place, not for the sake of it" he thinks "nice when the client tells us where they exactly are but the others call me lazy" Plum: "ahh, gotcha." plum mulls this over. Ezra: he gives you a curious look but shrugs

As Ezra meanders on, people continue their shuffling around the group on the ports, Vinny stands from where he's messing with his case and pulls Ezra in for a friendly hug.

Vinny: "well in any case see you ezra! it's been a while since you were around, a real pleasure!" Ezra: he stiffens but sighs through his nose as he pats him on the back “If my job brings me around again i’ll pop in” Vinny: he laughs as he releases him Cole: she quickly laughs before punching ezra in the shoulder “take care not to lose the other one!” Ezra: his face remains deadpan as he sighs “you too”

Ezra begins walking off, he gives a lazy wave with the arm not holding his bag before he fades into the crowd.

Cole: before anything else can be said Cole then quickly also pulls Vinny into a backbreaking hug immediately afterwards “safe travels boss! take care not to get stabbed while you're gone again!” Vinny: with a wheeze and a laugh vinny returns the hug “so long as the building is still standing when i'm back i’ll be happy Cole” Cole: she laughs and releases him, setting him down. she turns to you all quickly after, grabbing and giving your hands all a firm shake "good luck everybody, and thanks again for all the help! and i expect those letters to start flowing through" she gives a wink at plum in particular Plum: hopefully i won't be too busy" plum winks back Cole: she winks back at you, again. the cycle continues  Han: "oh shit i can write you letters too" brain being expanded right now. also han gives her a hug when cole gets to her, like the bro shake hands hug type Cole: the bro hug handshake is firm. powerful. she smiles "yes, letters from everyone! exciting..."  Cimmorro: cimm returns cole's friendly hand shake with a thanks too Psalm: he nods Rokka: "Thanks cole! Been a while since I've written letters so I'll try to remember to report to u !! Gonna miss ya 😖 " firm handshake returned Cole: "i'll do my best to read it champ, and awww i'll miss ya too buddy >_<"  Keva: keva returns her handshake with much less enthusiasm, but thanks cole all the same Cole: the thanks makes her look quite pleased Finn: finn nods, a little caught off guard by the sudden handshake but returns it "farewell" Cole: she smirks a little as you wobble

 As she gives her last cheery exclamations, she smacks Vinny on the shoulder jovially one more time for good measure before she begins to walk off. Waving and shouting grandly the whole time, getting a look or two from the crowd, she disappears as well.

Vinny: as she does vinny smiles and adjusts his glasses "im going to miss her energy a little, as hectic as she always is" he looks over at the airships "off we board then?" Cimmorro: "are you gonna cry? haha. i can't blame you though, it is nice to have" cimm turns to start le boarding Vinny: he laughs a little "im not going to cry! i wont be gone that long" Rokka: tail wagging from excitment and begins chanting, more to himself "let's go let's go" Keva: keva's peering at her ticket curiously even tho she can't read any of it other than any numbers Plum: plums trying not to get nervous

Han: vinny "ill miss her energy" vinny bro ure stuck w maniacs Chip: who will be the moegirl to fill the hole in his heart Keva: rokka ofc Cimmorro: han and rokka Psalm: SO TRUE

The party all trot off together and line up to board the airship amongst a crowd, the sound of steam and magic thrumming in the air as horns bellow above them is almost as intimidating as it is impressive. The hull stands emblazoned with the words 'The Pelican' on its side.

A few people in uniform stand at the top of the deck, as they reach them they stamp their tickets and hand them their room keys, a set of four, two keys for each room. seems they’ll be paired off for their stay aboard. They number rooms 225, 227, 216 and 217.

As they shuffle on board they take in the layout of the ship, they note a number of floors, with the top decks free for passengers to roam as they like. A dining hall sits in the hull, and the passenger rooms are laid out in a set of hallways below deck. They shuffle over to the passenger deck with their bags, they stand in the hallway as them and a few other guests look about at the signposting on the wall for their room.

Han: han leans to rokka "im going to climb to the top so fast" Rokka: Rokka is like :O! "We can climb it!?" Han: "do you need permission to do cool shit?????" Rokka: "I don't know the laws of the sky..." he scratches his head "I'LL CLIMB WITH YOU THO!"

Psalm: he’s like of course of course we are of course we're sharing of course "The Pelican, that's a rather cute name for a ship 🤔" Keva: "what's a pelican?" Psalm: "It's the name of the ship." Keva: "fuck you" Psalm: "?????????????????????????" Plum: "it's a kind of sea bird" Psalm: “OH” Plum: "has a large beak" plum makes a gesture with the hands to indicate the large gull part and rolls their eyes at psalm Han: "those birds look so fucked up" Cimmorro: cimm snorts at whatever's going on between keva and psalm Psalm: "Sorry, grew up around the ocean, didn't realise what you meant." he just shrugs at Plum like 😢 Keva: "yeah okay" she doesn't entirely believe you lmao Psalm: he just 😅

Finn: "hem hem" finn clears his throat and comes up before cimmorro, smirking "ive decided to offer you the- i mean. i mean" he fumbles "i think it would be most wonderful if we roomed together for this journey ^_^” Cimmorro: I LITERALLY SAID HELL NO OUTLOUD Rokka: Rokka in shock Psalm: OHGHFGJDJASDFJAF Plum: LOOOOOOL

Han: "oh, right, we need to do roomies" Plum: "were they not assigned?" plum says and looks at their ticket curiuosly Finn: "...........were they? haha..... "<- was spacing out for the last couple hours at this point Plum: "i just assumed, but i guess not."

Cimmorro: "no," he says flatly "i have a guest." he points at vinny. cimm has more reasons to not room with finn but he is using vinny as a scapegoat rn Vinny: he blinks over at you like [nyoron?] Cimmorro: "unless you also don't want to room with me whhich is also fine." he seems very carefree abt alla this rn Finn: "tch..... have it your way then" he gives you a disgusted look Vinny: he smiles and looks between finn and you confused like hes not gonna unpack all of that "not a problem i dont mind, roomies it is" he pumps his fist a little Cimmorro: "really? even after the misunderstanding finn had? im surprised" he laughs as he hauls his stuff and jasper's carrier into 227 Vinny: his face goes a little red like it slipped his mind "y-you dont have to remind everyone" he trots into the room after you wilting a little Cimmorro: "don't have to do it. they have their own imaginations ^_^ " he lets jasper out to roam Vinny: he rubs his face as if to try and force it to stop going red "ahhh...." he busies himself setting aside his suitcase and glancing at jasper like 🥺 as she sniffs around the place

Keva: keva's going to go into 216 lmao Finn: finn sighs in relief that he wont be forced to room with keva, from this point on he doesnt care who he ends up with Keva: tfw keva picked first bc she knew finn wouldn't want to room with her and vice versa so it didn't matter who she roomed with Chip: 5d chess

Han: hans like "woah holy shit, i think i can actually sleep on one of these" and she goes into 217 and drops on the bed Rokka: he’s about to follow han but then stops to look at plum seeing what they'd pick Finn: FINN RN LIKE. IS HE GOING TO ROOM WITH PLUM??? STARING LIKE HIS LIFE DEPENDS ON IT Plum: feeling an immense pressure on me right now "uh, i'm fine with anything. i don't care." Finn: @ rokka "so....did you want to room with han or...someone else?” Rokka: "huh? oh! i do!" h Plum: "do you want to room together or something finn, are you okay??" Rokka: rokka does not want to room with finn after witnessing all those bad vibez Psalm: just thinking to himself like what's the optimal situation here so someone doesn't end up killing finn

Finn: "why yes, im feeling just fine. if youd like im more than open to rooming with you plum" Psalm: he just sighs and heads to room 216 Plum: "well, if you'd do me the honour, milord." plum says, and idk takes a room key for [225] and hands it to finn Finn: "but of course ^__^" (<- very happy hes not staying with psalm) he opens the door for plum and helps shuffle everything in Plum: plum just not even sure if they should ask

As the roomates settle in the party quickly get to chatting amongst each other.

Rokka: seeing as how everyone has grouped up, rokka begins to move to han's room busting thru the door "HANNY I'M HOOME" Han: han lifts her head from the bed, kinda sleepy from how nice a mattress is lol "ROKKAAAAA, MY MANNNN. did the rest figure out what rooms they want?" Rokka: he nods and begins listing out who roomed with who while gesturing about "...and so then that left with me coming here!" Han: she gives him a thumbs up "we have easily best room. others should be jealous" 😏 Rokka: "YA THINK SO!? that is awesome" he laughs for a bit then perks up remembering something "btw when do we climb?" rokka lazily tosses his stuff on the bed Han: han looks at him mischievously thru one eye while still lying down then suddenly goes "now" and bursts thru the door giggling Rokka: he immediately chases after her giggling just as much "HEY WAIT UP!!" everyone suddenly hearing STOMP STOMP STOMP and giggles in the hallway

Keva: she snorts seeing psalm enter the room. she's only just dropped her bag on her bed and looks like she's about to head to the top deck already. "you won a card game just to get stuck with me? not very lucky, are you" Psalm: "I remember saying I didn't have anyone in mind, as long as it wasn't Finn so it worked out didn't it." 🤷‍♂️ "Not that that really matters again." He dumps his bag on the other bed, and then because he's one of those insane people that uses drawers at hotels he starts to unpack some stuff onto the side table Keva: she sort of mumbles, "that goes for both of us," tho not so quiet as to hide it. she starts to walk only to slow a bit seeing that, raising a brow. "what are you doing? Psalm: "Hm, how so?" He raises an eyebrow, "Im unpacking my stuff?" Keva: "don't know if you noticed but finn and i don't really get along." giving him one more strange glance over, she's going to continue her way out the door. "right, well, i'm going to watch the ship take off. see you later." Psalm: "So you're saying we do? 😯 " He calls out after her. Keva: "what do they call it, 'lesser of two evils'?" keva's going to make her way to the top deck and peer over the sides at the people below on the docks Psalm: he snorts and finishes unpacking his stuff. He's gonna head out soon after to go look around though

Cimmorro: cimm eyes the room as jasper does her thing. he starts to settle his things properly into the storage of the right bed before he glances at vinny "you don't have a preference which bed to take, yea?" Vinny: he looks over "hm? oh eithers fine with me... weve already started putting stuff away in any case, would be a little akward to switch" he adjusts his hat as he shuts the case again, rubbing his face as he walks to glance out the window a little curiously Cimmorro: "great. now that's settled, i want to go exploring! ^_^ surely the view is better seen on the decks than through that teensy window" he calls for jasper to get ready to walk around the ship then eyes vinny "want to come?" Vinny: "i suppose you're right about that, its hard to see through the glass at night anyway.." he walks up to stand next to you shaking away the last remnant of embarrassment "i wonder if the stars sparkle brighter the closer you are to them" he muses this to himself a hand on his chin Cimmorro: cimm goes 'oooh!' and looks up in thought as well and begins walking out the room. "i didn't consider that! hopefully it's not too cloudy tonight. i wonder how thick the fog gets at night this high up.."

Finn: "what do you wanna do about the other bed? since i wont be using it" Plum: "oh, right." plum thinks for a second. "nothing, i guess? i don't really need much space." they gesture to themselves. "you can keep your stuff on it if you want." Finn: "mm" finn also thinks for a second "we can both use it as storage, then. if the need arises" Plum: "sure, or we could have a sleepover. whatever's fine. you sure you're okay? seemed kind of antsy there." Finn: "a sleepover? eh..." he trails off, obviously not pleased with the idea but then laughs a little "i was worried id end up with keva is all" Plum: plum just laughs because they brought up a sleepover specifically because they thought finn wouldn't like the idea, and they were right. "ah, i get it. i'm the same so you did me a favour really." Psalm: everyone like thank fuck i'm not rooming with [    ] !

Finn: "seems like we did that for each other ^__^" he sighs in relief and plops down on his coffin, remembering the letter, card and sachel hes gotten ....  "did you want to go exploring right away or are you gonna stay here? i assume everyone must be out right about now too" Plum: "i might stay here, because as you said, everyone must be out right about now. and that means they might be causing trouble, and i'm a bit tired. and i want to organize some things." Finn: finn genuinely relaxes a little...why didnt he spend more time with plum before? theyre so... agreeable "funnily enough i wouldve told you the same thing. id rather not run into everyone else right now, especially not when theyll be causing trouble. ill just be reading, so feel free to organize in peace" Plum: "right, i'm sure rokka and han are doing something ridiculous as we speak... and i'm not going to let it stress me out. and thanks, i'll be quiet so you can enjoy your reading." plum's just gonna think about what to alchemize + their belongings because their player needs to think about what they should alcehmize Finn: "most likely. im sure we wont hear the end of it since theyre rooming... who knows what they'll scheme" he gestures vaguely "i appreciate it. ill let you know when im done though" he begins to take a look at his mail..! Plum: plum hums in agreement, already lost in concentration

As Finn and Plum settle in and the others chatter and head aboveboard (Keva waits for the deck to thin out before she goes up there) Han and Rokka immediately run over to attempt to climb to the blimp. Though as soon as she attempts scaling a few of the ropes up there, a couple of crewman walking around notice and quickly run up to her.

Crewman: one shouts "hey hey hey, off limits!! no climbing those get down!" angrily waving his arm at you to stop and hop off Han: "aw what!!! but you get to climb them!!!" she points at the crew judgingly Rokka: rokka pipes up to defend han "yeah!!don't be mean!" Han: hans like yea dont be mean, sticks out her tongue a little at the crew Crewman: a few of the others nearby give them withering looks "are you wearing a uniform like me! no! down please, now!! quickly!!" Han: "so i need uniform to get up there.....? does it give u some magic power to get up there?" narrows her eyes checking the uniform out Psalm: watches this with no desire to intervene like "It hasn't even been 10 minutes aboard, sorry Ferrie Chris."

Vinny: "it was clear when we got on, it would be nice if it stayed that way for our first night at the very least" he looks pleased at the thought as you both head up above deck Cimmorro: cimm shuts his eyes briefly like >_< trying to manifest clear skies bc he really wants to see the stars. after some walking "you said this is your first time on an airship too, yea? do you think you'd get airship sick?" Vinny: he thinks very seriously "ive never gotten sick on boat rides but whos to say... maybe the altitude change makes people queasy" Cimmorro: "ah, same h-" he gets stunned at the sight of han and rokka causing a ruckus and turns away. this is not part of his job description... good bye. "i suggest we go the opposite side where they are. anyway, apparently your ears might ring too while in flight. seems like my coworker suffered a bit of that during their trip over" Vinny: he looks over at han and rokka like 😶? "you sure... im not sure theyre quite allowed to scale it..." he follows you as you scuttle away though thinking distractedly "..oh right ear booming...hope thats not too bad" Cimmorro: "they are adults and i'm sure the airship has a capable crew set. i need not to involve myself in this mess."

Crewman: "the magic power is i work on the boat, hurry up were about to ship off!! [cursing in infernal]" they seem to be growing more impatient tapping their feet and still waving their arm looking annoyed Psalm: what'd they say in infernal Chip: shit fucking cunt of a day already Rokka: rokka putting the math together like han+uniform=climb person-uniform=han "can u let han borrow ur uniform? :D" Han: han was making similar maths in her head and lights up when rokka says that "yea, can i ????" :D Crewman: hey look close to popping a blood vesel until you both ask "....does it look it would even fit either of you!?" they slap a hand to their face "you have ten seconds before i kick you off this thing, im counting now, TEN-"

Keva: keva asks a nearby crew mate who's watching all that hoopla, "when are we taking off?" Crewman: they look over at you as they wearily rub their head, a barrel on their shoulder "aye....er a couple minutes, or when they're done i suppose" Keva: lmao keva says "right, okay," and she inhales and shouts at han "GET THE FUCK OFF ALREADY! WE CAN'T LEAVE UNTIL YOU GET DOWN" Crewman: the crewman next to you jumps a full foot as you shout  Han: han goes grrrrrrrrrrrrr and gets off the ropes, crossing her arms and glaring daggers at the crew, GLARES DAGGERS AT KEVA TOO NOW but shrinks more into herself Keva: keva 😤's and goes back to looking out over the docks, her hidden mild excitement growing Rokka: rokka pats her and whispers "this boat sucks..." Cimmorro: when he hears keva he just snorts and goes "they listen to her better anyways" Vinny: his eyes go a little wide at keva but he laughs almost out of surprise "i suppose you're right about that” Cimmorro: "you'll get used to them :y the absence of cole's liveliness temporarily replaced with... whatever all that is." he vaguely gestures at the group there. cimm's gonna find somewhere convenient to sit or at least lounge about while waiting for the airship to lift off

Crewman: the crewman shakes their head "THANK you, do not go pull that again madam if you'd please" they quickly walk off to tend to other things while cursing to themselves further Han: whispers back "laaaaame. atleast, we get to stay on deck and watch..." sad she didnt get to climb up tho Rokka: "yeah! i've never been in the sky before so i'm excited!" Han: han quickly gets over not being allowed to climb w rokka here :) "me neither!! i've never been on boat at all, actually...its kinda freaky 😅 " Rokka: "it is....i wonder if the air is different higher up..... " he begins to breathe slowly trying to remember the feel and smell of the current air Han: :O "your nose is better, lets keep track" han does a deep inhale "smells like sea and fish right now" Rokka: he scrunches his nose "yeah, reeeal fishy" the jocks unknowingly doing breathing exercise

As the group mingle aboveboard before they set off, Finn gets stuck into reading the mail he was delivered earlier at the ports.

Dearest Finnian

Thank you for the information, the leads themselves are quite curious. I suspected Theyord’s group weren’t the only ones toiling around to whatever ends he was pursuing but it's good to have it confirmed. It’s harrowing to know his body could act as a cipher for black magic on this plane, perhaps demons are smarter than most give credit? Either way I shall keep my ear trained for rumours of new forms of black magic teeming in the underground.

Speaking of, I've heard wind of rumours of a strange form of sorcery being practiced in Figstup’s town of Greenpea, not en masse of course, but by some sort of enterprising type living in the backwoods. There lies a possibility it relates to ‘blood’ or ‘life’ of some kind? If you’ve the time, do look into it for me. I've no reason to believe it is related to our Letterheads, but it would be good to confirm it either way.

As to the crest you spoke of, I do in fact recognise it, it belongs to a small noble family, Acrkranian, the Jaccoud’s if I recall correctly. Though as far i know the last of their line died 20 years back. I’ll look into the lineage and see if anything turns up, I will keep you informed. You yourself ought continue looking into leads about Theyord’s other associates and their locations whenever possible.

I’m happy to hear about you learning to make friends, though forgive me if I doubt the veracity of these claims somewhat. I look forward to you proving to me how good you’ve become at socializing when we see each other again, do keep practicing. I’d start off with cutting out the word ‘savages’ if you’re in need of a tip. I miss you as well.

It would be good to see a play soon I think, once all this has died down a little.

Signed Vorde Barvotte

Dearest Cousin

Sad as I am that I cannot see you off, the least I could do was send you a missive. Thank you again for your assistance picking out gifts, and say hello for me to the other buffoons back home when you arrive ahead of me, ‘till we meet again.

Exemplar of Love Katrina Barvotte

Finn: finn reading this like 🥺 and 🤨, switching depending on the paragraph. sadly, 'savages' was one of his special, favored words. but he'll have to stick to lesser ones such as 'scum' he supposed...vorde recommended it, after all. several prospects of his uncles letter are exciting nevertheless and he tries to make a mental note to REALLY perform the sending on this trip..........

> 🎵 Nalhegrande / Granblue Fantasy OST

As the party all settle in above and belowdeck they suddenly feel and see the ship horns bellow above them again in unison. What follows is the distant sound of crewmen shouting off above deck. Slowly they all feel the airship begin to move as ropes are untied and things are unclasped. They all feel the airship push off from port, glancing out the windows of their rooms and over the side of the boat they can see themselves begin, ever so slowly at first, rising above the ocean.

Those above deck, as they glance out they see the city shining underneath them in the dark, the airship rises higher and higher into the clear night, and the moon and stars glisten atop the waves. The breeze is cool and blows their hair about but the sight is unlike one they’ve ever seen before, the city practically glitters underneath them as the airship rises, sailing further and further away with a bellow of its horns. Flags and sails whip in the wind.

Keva: keva grips the edge as she feels the ship take off, biting her lip in excitement and nerves. she lifts herself up a bit on her toes to peer over and watch the city grow smaller and farther away before pulling her hair our of her face and taking in the night sky. for once, she's smiling pleasantly. Cimmorro: cimm's literally just like 🤩✨🌃 Psalm: Psalms just thinking to himself like "THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL" Rokka: rokka like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 at all the sight might just cry a little Han: han is breathless at the sight, maybe holds onto rokkas strap to ground herself, who knows Rokka: rokka would uknowingly hold on to her hand thats holding it, like bro ya seeing this beautiful stuff? Chip: party this session

Cimmorro: ltiuerally Han: lieitielray

Rokka: "what a lovely view of the sky at night“ Han: "what a lovely view of the sky at night..."

As the ship sets off, Plum and Finn remain belowdeck in their room for the time being. After he reads his letters Finn quickly chats Plum up for a favour.

Finn: "are you good to talk or would you rather i leave you to your organizing in silence?" Plum: "no, talking's fine. was gonna ask you the same but wanted to leave you to your reading, [laugh]." plum says without looking up from their task Finn: "oh its just-" he feels himself interrupted by the departure of the ship, briefly distracted by everything "my uncle mentioned it in his letter to me...i will simply have to see or inquire elsewhere if i'll have the time to look into things there" Plum: plum looking out da window "ah, something serious or just some errand?"

Plum thinks on what they know of Figstup, they’ve heard of it, it’s a little island country filled to the brim with forests. Most notable thing about the landscape is almost its entire coastline is steep clifffaces, making it almost look like it sits higher up in the sea. Houses are carved into tree bases and roots most of the time in towns and villages.

Finn: "mm.. potentially serious? hes asked me to look into some rumors if i have the time. so id like to, of course" Plum: "not something you wanna discuss with the group?" plum raises an eyebrow. Finn: "not necessarily. this is a request to me specifically and not part of your work." he shrugs Plum: "oh i see. thought it had something to do with the cult etc. if you want to stop around there you could probably ask the group, not like we're not making a couple detours already." Finn: "well, we do want to stay on this airship from what i understand.....i certainly wont be paying anyone to accompany me, but i suppose if anyone is interested, provided we have the time, i might let them accompany me" Plum: plum won't lie, finn could be confusing sometimes. "sureee," they say. "if i can be helpful anyways." Finn: "i would certainly rank you among the more capable of our group" he snorts and sits up "what are you exactly organizing anyway?" he tilts his head and watches curiously Plum: "why thank you, but funny you say that, because right now i'm trying to figure out what the fuck to prepare for this trip. to keep it short i can make a bunch of small tools that might help us out later when we inevitably have to fight some freaks in another basement, but it's hard to decide what. never had to use these things to fight before, and all." Finn: finn laughs a little but thinks about this genuinely. fighting is all hes known after all. well, not literally, but hes never once considered his sword for anything other than fighting. "well... if you cant figure out what you need, it might be easier to figure out what you dont need" Plum: "that is......." plum looks at finn with their eyes wide. "that is so smart. i've never not needed something-- my room's basically a junkyard. but i'm sure some of these spells will be pretty useless. like i'm pretty sure we won't need a swimcap that helps you breathe underwater while we're out in vargonia. thanks." Finn: finn laughs again and gestures vaguely but its definitely in good nature, hes glad to have enlightened plum "that will most definitely be useless for our ventures - lest you wish to dive with the crocodiles..." Plum: plum shivers. "actually i can't swim, so i guess that would help me out. but i'm trying to think of things that would be most useful for the group. actually, i guess i could ask them too." Finn: "i was only kidding about diving with the crocodiles, yknow? i doubt we will need to get ourselves into a swamp..like...really" he grimaces a little Plum: "that's a relief... that would be nasty. but the thing is you can never really tell what you'll need, which i actually find a bit aggravating." Finn: "certainly...." truthfully, hes never even nearly been as vexed about this as plum has been "....hence sorting out what you definitely wont need...perhaps you ought to set versatility as your main goal" Plum: "yeah... instead of not dying. are you familiar with combat? and i don't mean just fighting, i mean like, being in a situation where you have to fight." Finn: finn tilts his head again, not entirely sure if he understands the level of nuance plum is asking of him here "eh...you mean like, life and death situations like when we fought the letterheads?" Plum: "yeah, pretty much. i've been curious about how normal that is for the others." Finn: "cant say ive had the opportunity to go out of my way to end up in such fights yet. at worst ill deal with some cowardly bandits every now and then" he mumbles "...which is precisely why that basement was so thrilling" Plum: plum scoffs good-naturedly. "thrilling you said, well at least one of us had fun." plum recalls he'd actually been near finn for a large portion of that fight. had he been having fun? they had been a bit too busy to tell. Finn: "well.....i have an eternity to live, and an eternity to die..." he glances out of the window "if theres a way for me to go, combat is certainly the one" Plum: "ah that's right... feel like i keep forgetting. but that makes sense to me, i dunno. out with a bang or whatever." from what plum knows of finn, theatrics make sense. "i don't mean this in any rude way, but have you been alive for awhile?" plum is internally warring with themselves to not say "because it doesn't feel that way", and they decide not to. not sure what finn would take offense to Finn: finn nods at the first part liking that plum is smart enough to follow his line of thought. at the other question however hes not sure how to feel... "i assume you mean in a mythical-500-year-old-vampire kind of way? no. not at all." Plum: "yeah i do mean in the mythical old as fuck way. but if you're not then i don't think you have to worry about an eternity. if you think about it, you're about as killable as the rest of us, probably. you never know what will happen. which i guess is a weird thing to say but" [shrug] Finn: finn sighs and plops back down on his coffin, staring up at the ceiling "it must be nice to be able to say that..." Plum: "oh? i thought you died if the sun touched you, my bad 😯 " Finn: finn glares at plum briefly before returning to look at the ceiling like an anime protagonist "well, yes! but! you dont understand......its very unlikely!" Plum: plum is a bit surprised by the glare. then they realize, talking to finn makes plum feel like they're talking to one of the kids from their village sometimes. it's like they didn't just isolate the fact that finn was into theatrics. "ohh, okay" they nod. "well that's good, i've been kinda worried for you whenever we go around outside." Finn: "ive been living like this for a while now.... ive become adapted to this lifestyle. itd be pathetic if the sun was the end of me" he grimaces "by the way, i think youre smart enough to think of it, but ill just say it, please keep the curtains closed during day time" Plum: "oh i think what i said came out wrong. i didn't mean to say that you would die by something so easily, just that immortality might not be all that concerning, since it does seem a bit lonely. also sure. i'm pretty smart, yeah, but i did say i keep forgetting. feel free to remind me if there's anything else whenever in case i'm the end of you. wouldn't want that." Finn: finn wonders how he should respond to this "i try not to think about it too much" is the best he can think of for the time being. he nods even if plum isnt looking "i certainly will. although i doubt theres much more for us to look out for during this ride than that" Plum: "true, except for the others. speaking of, i'll probably go upstairs and grab something to eat. feel free to come with if you wanna."

> 🎵 Pastoral Excursion / TangleDeep OST

As the two finish their talk, back on the deck the others chat amongst themselves as they enjoy the view of the night sky and the city growing smaller in the distance.

Cimmorro: cimm thinks out loud "didn't think too much about saving the city but i'm glad we did, wouldn't have been able to see this otherwise" Vinny: "ive thought the city was beautiful since i moved here but... a fresh perspective is always grand" the lights from below seem to glint off his glasses as the ship moves off Cimmorro: "i've a similar view back home on our tower, you get to peer over the town at night all light up and nice too. but this one's a whooooole city...." he leans on the side of the ship as he continues to watch "i'm surprised you haven't been on one of these since you live here. you really don't travel a lot, do you?" he thinks its funny compared to ezra who does the opposite Vinny: he smiles a little wistfully "well if i ever need to head anywhere its usually due to the accord... magic makes things easy but you do miss out on the little treasures like this" he props his chin on his hand "besides its hard to travel when you've a business to run... to think all those people i know are down there" as if he just remembered something he glances up to stare at the sky instead now Cimmorro: "ah, i thought that was the case. teleportation circles and whatnot. mm.. convenient, but not as fun." he side eyes vinny as he pauses. "what's up?" Vinny: he tilts himself towards you and points up, still staring "i think.... they might just be the slightest bit bigger.." he thinks for a moment again "though it could be my glasses" Cimmorro: "oh! the stars!" cimm also gives the sky a good stare "nah... they do look brighter, hehe. even the moon is more luminous than ever 😌 " he enjoys the stargazing for a little longer and says "oooo, now i want to experience a meteor showeer on an airship...!!" Vinny: he nods his head pleased at the prospect  "i thought so i thought so...." he turns his head to look at you a little at mention of a meteor shower his eyes lighting up before he furrows his brow "how high does this go...i wonder if you'd be in danger of getting hit" his mind seems to churn through the logistics of it Cimmorro: "eehhhhh...?! do you think those fly that close to the earth....? 😵 my dreams crushed before it even began..." Vinny: he laughs a little at cimm's reaction "i suppose the crewman would know...though airships are relatively new, maybe no ones experienced a meteor shower up so high just yet" he looks back up pondering Cimmorro: "ah... then i suppose i'll let some folk carry out such experiments before i decide to book another flight for such a sight...." he starts to light his pipe as he gets more comfortable "but wouldn't they be lovely though, rocks from the sky. surely they must be pretty... i wonder if the ruby mother would like them" Vinny: he smirks "not much for experimenting about are you? my brains already firing off ideas..." he nods in agreement before speaking as if he just got an idea that particularly pleased him "id have thought by that logic you'd think meteor showers would be gifts from the good lady herself, raining down goodies in the night, or maybe a sign of good luck" Cimmorro: "experimenting is fun if I don't risk falling thousands of feet.... i guess it's a little less risky for you since you can float and whatnot...." cimm gives vinny a look of concern but he does give it some more serious thought once vinny romanticizes the idea to him in that way, going hmmmm... "if you put it that way then it makes me want try and nab them even more.... 🤤 what're your bright ideas then?" Vinny: he smiles "i dont know if we could grab them out of the sky, theyre burning hot, but i wonder... with the right combination of spells.." he begins rattling off random ideas, flip flopping between then as his thoughts stray and flow between each other "-thats of course if the blimp kept stable... and if the puncture didn't damage the meteors themselves...size is also a factor..." he's off in his own world.... Cimmorro: cimm looks like he's between fascinated to straight up dizzy but he's listening as vinny bounces his ideas off of him. his imagination is something more of a flash mini game in the 2000's of the airship trying to catch as many space rocks... "i wonder how big they can even get... do you think they can be used for energy too if they were preserved still burning....?" his mind starts to wander at the possibility of it all like whoaaa.... space energy Vinny: “there are craters of all size out there... depends on the rock i suppose" he moves from leaning his chin on his hand to folding his arms to look up at the sky again "it could...like a self sustaining contraption" he looks lost in his head again before he shakes it away, realising how long hes been going on "haha, well this is all theoretical anyway, putting into practice is always the challenge, but this sort of thing is what im usually going on with back home..." he gazes back down at the city growing tiny in the distance across the sea scratching his neck Cimmorro: cimm is currently daydreaming abt his jasidan tower being lit with a sexy shiny flaming space rock

Cimmorro: "it's refreshing. that kinda thing, i mean. my everyday job mostly consists of less theories and more data collection, collecting facts and evidence and whatnot...." his sentence trails off as he comes to another thought "actually, that brings me curious about something, have you ever worked with our clergy? my mentor said we sometimes get into touch with the accord" Vinny: he laughs "reminds me of writing out runes in spellbooks..." before turning towards cimm again "not personally no, we dont have a church in shorewater, i meet plenty that travel through especially with a shop like mine but nothing related to assisting them" he tilts his head "i usually try to keep out of accord affairs anyway...this is the most they've bothered me in a while, ive been flying a little under the radar for too long i suppose" he sighs a little "here i thought maybe i could quietly fade out of their minds" Cimmorro: he makes a face that kinda says 'ah makes sense' before looking at vinny again as he says the last part "really wanna disconnect huh? honestly, between you and me, even willow thinks the accord is a little irritating" he snorts as he continues "if willow can say something like that about some group then they surely must be headache-inducing" Vinny: he smirks a little ruefully "that's because they are... ahhhh mired in politics constantly they are, for an arcane group, its like you're always playing chess games over the smallest things with them. its nice when you join, feels like a real comradery of new minds all around you, but the inner circle are notoriously... cruel id say." he scrunches his face "if they want something they'll get it. somehow" Cimmorro: "ooh.. yikes... sounds like a whole can of worms. i hope they havent roped you into such antics at least?" Vinny: his eyes grow a little foggy as he stares off at the sky one more time before shaking his head "well nothing lately, aside from the palace fortification anyway" with a smile he looks over at the sea before rubbing his hands across his arms "much as i love the view im getting a little chilly... i might head back and continue unpacking i think.." he turns to you and smiles "thank you for the chat cimmorro, it was quite nice being up here, heres to our er-..." he thinks then holds out a hand for you to shake "future journey across the seas" Cimmorro: cimm just thinking like.. is it that cold already... 🤔?... still, he gives vinny a friendly little smile as well "sure, think I'll stay out here a bit longer. and back at you :D thanks again for coming along, really means a lot." he laughs a bit as he takes his hand to shake "if you get airship sick just let me know" Vinny: "ah dont mention it, it's the least i could do after all this" he smiles at the last part as you shake "luckily im rooming with the resident doctor around here huh?" he laughs a little before giving you a wave and trotting off below deck again... Cimmorro: cimm waves at vinny as he goes then watches jasper for a while as he smokes in the open air, observing the view and studying what he can make out of the airship structure around him. after he exhausts his pipe, he'll cast sending to his sister malaya "im on my way home with jasper. we should get there in a couple of weeks...! be on your best behavior xoxo" and she can practically hear the ^_^ in his voice Malaya: you hear a slightly dazed voice go hmhmhmhm? before replying "ohh cimmy! coming home? i'll get all your favourites ready for ya hehe... red delights and strawberry jam...." the voice seems to petter out tiredly before the spell ends

Vinny shuffles off as Cimmorro continues to enjoy the night air, Psalm, Rokka and Han feel a bit of queasiness hit as the ship sails on but dispel it with a shake of their heads. Rokka feels a similar queasiness start to wash over himself as well, though it’s not vomit worthy yet he gets a feeling like he would like to go sit down for a little bit now....

Keva: keva's like this for a bit waiting for the feeling to pass, goes from watching what's below to looking for the spring constellations

Rokka: he sways in his stance a bit and quickly grips onto the railing "ohh......han.....i....i think i neeed to sit down....." he slowly slides down to the floor while still holding the railing groaning Han: han jolts out of her stupor staring at the way to the sea rather than the city for the last minute, feeling nauseous "oh, shit, you okay? ferrie said boats can do that... you just gotta look at horizon and breathe" she tries to manhandle rokka into a sitting position and sits down with him Rokka: "ughh....wish i knew about this sooner...." he takes han's advice and tilts his head up and continues the slow breathing "maybe...its the air up here is not good for me...idk how.... i'm gonna make it han"<--being dramatic Han: han gets teary eyed and grabs rokkas hand (also dramatic) "no bro.... bro...! you gotta make it....!!!! maybe you can breathe into cup, its your own air, thats good for you, right?????" Rokka: he places his hand on top of her hand, turning to look at her "do.............you have a cup..? oooghh" head flopping back <---still dramatic Han: "i dont............................." Rokka: "i'm not making it....ughh" Han: "nnNOOOOO YOU.. you just sit here ill go ask for cup" han goes to harass a crewmember this tirm on purpose Rokka: he just nods and weakly waves her off like yeah u go do that <dying>

Ghester: as you gaze over the bow psalm you hear a familiar voice pipe up "i'll say this is a sight ive never seen myself before" Psalm: "No airships back when you had a body?" He nods, "I was just thinking to myself that so far the nausea is definitely nothing close to the trip over to Shorewater." Ghester: "not a one, though im sure people got around in the sky in other ways if they really desired" he hums amused "more boatsick than airsick, a good thing to remember" Psalm: "Hmm well I hope the patron is enjoying himself." Psalm shrugs, "Well I think I'm also in much better condition, all things considered. I suppose the ocean can be a bit more unpredictable too..or at least I'd hope... " Ghester: he chuckles "im sure they're as mesmerized as you, a true pair. and true enough, a little mental relaxation can always help with a journey, doesnt help to be to tense when you set off for worlds unknown" Rokka: rokka just slowly sinking to the floor to lay flat on the ground while he waits for han, mostly accepting his fate atp "maybe i'll just......yep....yeah............ok......." Psalm: "Yes, well, mentality and no..." he trails off when he notices Rokka. "Are you alright...?" he calls over Rokka: he doesn't even bother turning to look who is asking "uuughh" is all he says Ghester: "seems hes on the way to the other side..." Psalm: he laughs at this but eh Han has it covered.

As they chat Han quickly approaches a crewmate for airsickness help.

Crewmate: as you approach one walking by the deck they tilt their head at the request "aahh ye can probably grab one from the dining hall, whasit for?" Han: "my friend feels sick..." Crewmate: they nod their head understandingly "ahhhhh, here i know a quick fix. grab an egg and a orange, squeeze together and make a juice with some salt and herbs. instant cure" the crewman nods their head wisely "ask th' kitchen down there, they'll give you something" Han: han is so shocked by the recipe she almost loses her sense of urgency "huh... really...? that sounds kind of disgusting... ill see if he can stomach that...." <- kind of wants to try it herself.

Han heads to the kitchen in search of the klitchen staff and returns with 2 cups of the concotion, one for Rokka and one for herself.

Han: han comes jogging back "ok i got something, its kind of disgusting if im being honest but kitchen staff swore up and down that it works, but i wasnt gonna let you die tasting it alone so i got one for myself too" she hands u the glass Rokka: "ur the best han...." he props himself up with his elbow and downs as much of the drink he can Han: han downs it like a shot

As Rokka glugs his down he quickly begins feeling better, almost instantly cured. Han notes he taste is nothing to write home about...but her stomach feels a sense of ease come over it.

Han: han closes her eyes and wrinkles her whole face, sticking her tongue out Rokka: rokka makes the same expression as her "yucky....what's in this? i think its working though...! I'm feeling better already" he beams at han "u saved me han" Han: hans looks away, proud but shy "he... twas nothing.... more like the kitchen guy saved you" keeps heheheing to herself proudly Rokka: "i owe u one! let me know whenever and i'll do it!" Han: "one what?" Rokka: "one anything!" he smiles Han: han blinks for a second "no debts between us, bro" punches his shoulder lightheartedly Rokka: he touches his shoulder with an oof "but I want to repay u! I seriously almost didn't make it just now if it weren't for u!" Han: "well... its like... what that word.... you know, we are team (not to mention ure my Bro), of course i would help you... its guaranteed. so you dont have to repay... just have my back too" Rokka: rokka is extremely touched by this "han....I will fight for u" he holds her hand 😭 Han: GRIPS HIS HAND.............

Rokka: he wipes a tear "so, any other plans for the night on this torture boat?" Han: han leans in to whisper "i still want to try and get up balloon--" and then in normal voice "but until then, i heard theres some band and food here, wanna check it out? maybe they have good bard on board.." Rokka: he whispers "but we'll get kicked off....i don't want to fall from the sky..." and back to noral voice "that sounds fun! I could use some food after all that" Han: realization washes over han "oh thats right.... i have my little magic, i could get up, but if you fall, i could only ensure safe landing... into sea...." :( her mood picks up at snacks tho :D "lets goooo" Rokka: he shudders at the thought but cheers up when han agrees to go "goooooooooooooo"

Ahead of them both, Keva independantly heads to the dining room where the band is currently playing, she eyes the place for what food she can snag herself.

The menu for the moment appears to be spiced potatoes and eggs, hazelnut bread, and shepards pie, as she glances around she also sees some goat cheese rolls. She stuffs a cheese roll in her mouth before wrapping two more and some hazelnut bread in some napkin she takes, stuffing them in her pockets.

She heads back up deck, passing Psalm, Rokka and Han as she goes, and sees a few crewman idling about still and seems a little dissapointed. She properly bites into her cheese roll and takes it in her hand, chewing as she thinks she'll have to wait a bit longer probably, and goes back to the railings of the ship.

As the three roll into the place Han eyes the band playing and notes, why its only the hottest band this side of the airship, Fever of Bliss... she doesnt really recognise the guest slot though, some elf fella...? hm. Though they're playing a pretty subdued song right now. maybe because its the evening on an airship.

Han: "think they should play something cooler...... get party started here" Rokka: "i got this" he pats hans arm and walks off towards the band, using this moment to repay han. rokka slides over 5pp to the band "um...excuse me! can u guys play something more upbeat to liven the place please?" 🥺 Psalm: 5PP? WHAT ARE YOU RICH Keva: that cello player sitting up taller eveyr time rokka walks in now Han: bro that celloist better suck his dick Psalm: 5plat Like If i was the celloist I'd rename the band Rokka and the rockettes Chip: Fever of Rokka

Psalm: I feel like this entire airship ride for Psalm so far is just watching Han and Rokka get up to varying levels of idiocy but anyways he's going to get some food and just watch.. whatever it is Rokka's up to unfold Celloist: a fella on the cello gives you a glance and his eye boggles a little at the pp before he cooly adjusts his hair and shoots you a grin "not a problem buddy, any specific requests or you just want it a little jumping down here?" Rokka: "whatever gets the people jumping!! thanks!" he wave at the guy before making his way back to han "got it 😎 " Han: han is just like yaaaaaaay :D "whadya ask for??" Rokka: "i just asked for whatever that gets people to jump! so I do not know :D" Han: "nice" >:D Rokka: >:D

As the music in the dining hall gets more upbeat, the airship sails off to destinations known. The party say their farewell to the ever glittering Shorewater, what the night and future will bring is a mystery to all for now....

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Notes

The roomates have been assigned, to 🌳Figstup we go!

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Han and Rokka Climb the Airship - 4/17 🏹🐺

Han: while sitting in the resto area chewing food han leans to @Rokka Warra and whispers "we should steal some uniforms, i mean borrow well give them back?" Rokka: half way through chewing he whips around his head to look at her in shock, relaxing after hearing more of what she says "STE-oh  yeah we can borrow! I wonder if they would let us..." Han: han nods "i feel like we shouldnt ask though, cause like, that dude was kind of an ass. and what they dont know doesnt hurt them, ya know?" Rokka: rokka scratches his head thinking something....not right here..... "that's true...he was kind of mean...but we should still let them know? OH how about we leave a note!" chalking this all up to well we ARENT stealing and just borrowing anywayz Han: "hmm... note......... i mean if we take and bring it back before they notice, we dont even have to do THAT" Rokka: rokka tilts his head at han "oh, really?" Han: she nods "totally bro" 👌 Rokka: he gets excited "OK THEN! LETS GO GET THEM!" shoving the last bit of his food in his mouth

Rokka thinks for a moment before suddenly going wait a second... this is stealing.... a criminal act.... a crime.... by criminals.... it couldnt be.....

Rokka: oh em gee the brain circuit has linked! he pauses his movement with food in his mouth "i think we should still leave a note, it doesn't feel very heroic of us to not let them know :/" Han: han thinks for a couple moments, making some weird thinking faces, seeing as her jig is up "ok but can we take note away when we get back and no one has seen said note" Rokka: rokka taps his chin "hmmmm...." he shrugs " yeah i dont see why not haha" Han: U CAN CLEARLY SEE HANS RELIEVED even tho she tries not to do some outward gesture like PHEWWWW "okay, did you finish eating? lets bounce?" Rokka: rokka still taking mental note of her lying to him but doesn't want to dig into it so he files it away, more focused on wanting to have fun with han "LETS GOOOOOOO"

The two head off in search for the goods, Han casting pass without a trace over the two of them beforehand. They pass by unseen by crew members as they skulk around looking for the crew quarters, Rokka almost takes a wrong turn somewhere getting lost under the decks but Han is luckily able to maneuver them both in the right direction. They find one of the bunks as they head inside, and laying hung up and strewn about the bed are a couple of crew uniforms   !

Han: whispering "yessssssssss fucking easyyyy" han looks around for smth even relatively her size and one for rokka, before putting it on "well, how we looking?" does it make her ass look fat

The two stand having thrown the uniforms on. Rokka is bursting out of it a bit... its definitely gonna rip at the seams if he turns a little weird. As he looks at Han he notes that its like if someone put a childs clothes on an adult but she is wearing a grown adults clothes as an adult.

Han: "....................... this is how most clothes sit on me" 😐 <lying to herself first n foremost Rokka: rokka moving carefully "is it supposed to feel this tight? ugh this is why i don't like shirts" he tugs at the neck a little, turning to look at han "oh!" he just smiles at her to refrain from saying anything bad Han: she sighs "not really........... i dont like shirts that much either... someone else always made them for me so i never bothered in city..." Rokka: "oohh that's cool! special made shirts!" he's about to walk out until he remembers "OH THE NOTE! I have parchment but nothing to write with...." he looks up at han like spare pen? can i have a spare pen? Han: han looks in her bag like i gotta have.. some piece of chalk or some shit right.........

Han pulls out a piece of charcloth for Rokka to write with from her tinderbox, his penmanship on the note ends up being incredibly masterful. The note he’s leaving behind may be the most beautioful piece of writing he's ever done, he’s almost sad to leave it behind.

Rokka: rokka writing it with the most care in the world like this is an act of heroism.....this note HAS to be perfect.... he hold the note up to han "i wrote HELLO MY NAME IS ROKKA AND I WILL BE BORROWING 2 (TWO) UNIFORMS FOR MY FRIEND HAN AND I. WE WILL RETURN IT DO NOT WORRY! THANK YOU! signed Rokka 🌟 " waiting for peer review  Han: internally han is like i GOTTA get rid of this shit holy fuck but also damn that handiwork.... "wow you really have knack for writing... this is kinda.... beautiful........" stares at it a bit mesmerized "now we really have to come back because i want to keep it? can i??" looks at rokka Rokka: rokka beams pleased to hear the praise "ya think so han!?" he looks at his note once more before putting it down somewhere easy to spot "huh? I'm a little embarrassed now if u say that but sure!" his tail wagging omggg Han: "we dude, its awesome!!!" she steels herself "back to our mission "get on the giant balloon" now... we'll back to your artwork later" clenches fist

The two swoop out of the crew quarters with nary a sound and make their way back up on deck, once there they continue their stealthy advance, until they reach an area with no visible crew members around, they peer around for a good spot to start hiking up the ropes in the dark. As she squints around in the dark Han actually kind of finds it difficult for her to tell..... what attaches to what and where...erm....

Luckily Rokka's eagle eyes spot the same spot they were trying to rock up the balloon earlier! He ascertains its about as stable as they can get in any attempt one should make to scale the balloon, aside from ropes occupied by a crewman here and there.

Rokka: "how far up are we climbing?" Han: >:) "to the top, of course" Rokka: "oooooooooh like the mountains.........LETS GO" getting more excited by the second Han: HAN PUTS HER FINGER TO HER MOUTH LIKE SHUSH BUT SHES CLEARLY ALSO HYPE

Han ties a rope between her and Rokka and they both begin their attempt to climb the ropes yonder high.... and dont get too far. These uniforms constrict them far too much, its so hard to move where they want theirlimbs to go, NOT TO MENTION in the dark on a flying ship they aren't too familiar with. At some point they both slip off the ropes simultaneously and go flying back down, luckily back to the deck floor, with a loud CRASH and OOF.

The loud sound of them both draw a few nearby crewman over to investigate, though they quickly manage to drag themselves behind a few nearby stacked crates and hold their breath. Silent as a mouse, they aren't discovered for the moment but a few of crewmen stand nearby now, glancing about suspiciously. They hear 'maybe one of them fell?' 'dont look smashed..' it seems this spots now bust for sneaky climbing...rats!

Han: "i think we gotta ditch the shirts.. this shit sucks" Rokka: "you read my mind" already stripping himself from it

The two quickly remove the tops of their uniforms, and search about for a new spot. Han continues having trouble but with Rokka's keen peer review they find another spot that looks climbable, though not nearly as ideal as the first, the crewman on the ropes are somewhat on alert now as well. They’ll have to be sneaky going up these ones.

Now frtee of their restrictive cloth bindings though they find it much easier to get to work and carefully and silently heave themselves upwards through the night. As they slink their way up higher and higher their view over evening sky and ocean grows grander and grander, the wind whips their hair and fur about in the twinkling darkness.

They reach near the top of the ropes and see small sort of wooden perches attached to the upper half of the balloon. Similar to a crows nest you'd have on a ocean faring ship, although there are multiple, spread out across the balloon up here. They sit directly under one now, a glance tells them one is occupied by a crewman but on the other end of the balloon, he ought not see them messing around should they pull yourselves through quickly enough. Though they’ll need to open up the little trapdoor to allow you entry, its got a strangely complicated latch.

Han: whispering "can you see this thing? its so dark here..." Rokka: "inddedilydoo i can!" rokka like i got this babe

That latch is nothing, Rokka slides it open with ease and above them sits the best seats in the house.

Rokka: rokka cant help but giggle out of excitement "this is so coollll!!!!!!" Han: PUNCHES U PLAYFULLY N GENTLY N WHISPERS "YOU ROCK DUDE!!"  Rokka: he hold the punched area and laughs "WE ROCK!!!" his tail wagging more weeee

> 🎵 Tramont Island / Granblue Fantasy OST

They slide on up and shut the door underneath them carefully so they can stand in the perch, they're up as high as they can go on this thing. The ambience of the dark and view of the night sky as they sail through the clouds blows them away.

They see little lantern lights here and there beneath them on the deck of the ship as crewman and a few passengers walk about in the night. The lights give off a faint glow of fuzzy light beneath the two of them, a familiar sign of life in the endless dark blue and white.

Han: "woooooooooooooooooah.... worth it" :D she puts out a hand to rokka for a fist bump Rokka: "totally...." he fist bumps her back while looking out to the sky in awe, rokka turns to look at han "i can't wait to tell the others what we are seeing right now hehe" biggest grin plastered on his face Han: >:) "i bet theyre gonna be totally jealous .." han is vibing feeling the air on her skin Rokka: "I wish we could bring the others up here too..." he sighs and looks back out at the night sky feeling almost nostalgic from the view Han: han looks between rokka and the view, feeling nostalgic too "yeah, me too... i missed views like this.. and doing stuff like this... i think i miss mountains more than i expected" Rokka: "yeah? I kind of miss roaming nature myself...but I think I like it more now that I have someone to share the view with this time" he smiles at han "would you ever want to go back?" he looks curiously Han: "ye, roaming nature with someone else.. thats life" han thinks for a moment "i dunno. if i could guarantee theyre all...." she trails off "if it was just the nature. would you?"  Rokka: he nods "it sure is" he looks at her, turns to look down, and up to the sky again "and if you could?" he takes a deep breath "not really...it's lonely in the woods" Han: "if i could, yeah. i would love to travel all across world... im not really sure why i stayed so long in shorewater, to say honestly? it was nice change of pace but i miss this.. and i miss having constant companion with me... i guess i understand why keva keeps amos and cimm, jasper..." han looks at rokka at the last comment "listen... cimmorro and keva told me off last time, so you dont have to talk about it if you dont wanna, but didnt you have clan? tribe? village? i dont think i either travelled alone for long periods of time..." Rokka: "i feel the same way. staying in shorewater was an accident, meant to be just a quick pitstop to earn some cash and back i go" he laughs a little seeing where he is at now compared to what he thought he would continue doing "they did? I'm sorry...i get sensitive sometimes about it...I'm not used to talking about myself so much especially with a group of people.....i guess i was just...i don't know." he turns his head and speaks a little louder eventually softening his volume at the end "i do have a clan! or used to at least..."  Han: hans nodding at the shorewater stuff ... "no, no, i get it, i would probably get mad too if someone got too pushy with me, its fine." she nudges him with her elbow gently "if its any condolence, i also used to have tribe" emphasis on used to Rokka: he lets out a light laughter while being nudged "what happened?" realizing he may have asked too much he backtracks "AH you don't have to answer if you don't want" he's learning...... Han: han looks at rokka for a moment, just kind of...... not looking at him, but thru him? and then she gives a little smirk but her eyes look sad "wanna hear secret?" Rokka: rokka gets a little worried he may have gone too far "sure, it'll be safe with me" he gives a small smile hoping that would lighten things a little Han: "we got blown the fuck up. i was on watch and slept through, until heat woke me. than i ran, because i fucking hated it there, and my only option was escape, lest the chief lived and wanted me for dead." her weird non smiling smirk stays on her face the whole way thru, and she watches rokka's face as she retells this Rokka: rokka's eyes grow wider and wider the more she talks, not expecting such a secret at all "woah...um...i-i'm sorry for asking...i didn't think-" he looks away to carefully find his words "I'm glad you're still safe and was away from there...?"  he is trying so hard to not make this any more painful for han "i promise to take this secret to the grave! and if the chief is looking I will protect you" he says the last part with a serious tone Han: han snorts and laughs quietly "its okay, you dont have to be nice. we got torched for a reason, you know." she gives a genuine smile tho "thank you. im sure theyre unkillable and have only become crazier since" she grins at rokka at the last bit "same goes to you too, then. if someones after your ass, ill help get rid of them" she mimes a karate chop Rokka: he tenses up hearing the unkillable and crazier part but he relaxes seeing her grinning at him "that's a little concerning!" he laughs at her karate chop "y'know hearing this makes me feel a little closer to you! honestly, i've had this familiar feeling when i got to know you, han, and this just confirmed it." he smiles at her, his tone is also softer than the usual Han: re:thats concerning "rightfully so" she gives him a smirk, u cannot tell if shes fucking with u. she gets soft at the familiar feeling comment "actually, you reminded me of my sibling at first. though, i think ure less alike with more time spent together.... youre far gentler. and thoughtful." :) Rokka: "well i am your "bro" afterall!" he laughs "really? being gentle wasn't what was liked about me back then though..." he mumbles to himself Han: she giggles over the bro comment, then more quietly "oh? back when?" Rokka: "when I was younger and still with my clan" he looks back out at the sky "kind of the reason for why i don't have a clan actually....being too gentle hearted and thoughtful..." he tries to laugh the nervousness off Han: "oh, really? i thought you were about to tell me you used to be bloodthirsty killer" phew, she leans back relaxed "well.. i''m not whole clan, but i appreciate that about you. maybe they had no taste for good company." Rokka: he makes a  😮 face "bloodthirsty killer!? ME!? I ATE TREES FOR A WEEK JUST TO NOT HUNT RABBITS!"  he laughs out loudly "well, i thought i deserved ending up where i did...i did fail them in a sense... but meeting you and the others is starting to make me change that thought a little." he nods at himself now that he's seriously thinking about his current spot in life rn Han: pfffthahaha "yea, that shouldve told me everything.." han listens to rokka but stays quiet for a little bit "i think its the same, but opposite for me... even though i was bloodthirsty killer for my family, i dont think i was ever good enough for them." she sighs heavily, lost in thought. "i think its not very good, to chase after others like that." Rokka: "huh...we share some similarities just different situations" he pats her on the arm "i agree! also what i said before should count as my secret to you in return! i think?" Han: she smiles and sighs softly at him "sure, secret for secret. though i meant what i said before, no debts. you didnt have to, if you didnt want to." Rokka: he smiles at her "I did." Han: 😄😄< two idiots at each other like this rn

The two spend time gossiping up in the perch for a time, until they eventually scuttle down in a rush when a crewman looks their way, happy with their escapade for the night.

#recaps #woooo

[piplupod]

[dont rb thanks]

hm ok i dont think anyone actually cares and i dont wanna get pulled into discourse sbdhdjsl but travis has NPD and its a personality disorder thats got a lot of shit associated with it and its not very well understood

and like. some of the things he's been doing makes sense when u know that.

BUUUT

it doesnt excuse his behaviour (on that stream and in some other instances as well) at all bc u gotta work on ur shit when u got issues. like i COULD just be an asshole who doesnt think abt others feelings or thoughts of me, bc i have autism, but im not gonna because thats a shitty thing to do lol! and if i ever lash out at someone during a meltdown, thats not excusable just bc of my disability/disorder! etc etc etc

i think ppl can say whatever the fuck they want to abt him, they can make fun of him for being annoying or whatever, bc ultimately i dont think he's rly gonna see most of it (if ur straight up commenting in his twitter replies then that's shitty tho lol, but here on tumblr? probably fine), but also just check urself for ableism i guess.

idk I've seen ppl making fun of his VOICE??? which is REALLY shitty bc 1) he can't change that, and 2) he had a speech impediment or smth when he was younger and worked rly hard to deal with that so it's kind of a nasty thing to make fun of his voice. i just dont like it when ppl make fun of smth that someone cant change (appearance, voice, etc), but thats just my own opinion

but uhhh yea i just hope he works on his shit, and i hope ppl check themselves for possible ableism when theyre making fun of him! i think maybe quarantine is exacerbating some of his issues and he's been enabled a bit lately bc of his growing platform so hopefully he gets help and works on it like he said he would on his twitter!

just wanted to ramble into the void sbdhfjsll these are my thinkin thoughts from the past couple days

[dont rb thanks!]

#i dont rly agree w either side of rabid ppl lol #i see ppl going off and saying 'i KNEW he was shitty and a disgusting person' and i also see ppl saying 'uwu travis can do nothing wrong!!' #so :/ just... wanted to toss my two cents into the hat i guess dbfhdjskl #i do see a lot of the Mental Disorder Getting Out Of Hand bc of enabling thing happening w him tho #and i feel bad bc ive been there lol #its a constant battle of having to check urself to make sure ur still acting okay and thinking right and all that! #and i think he hasnt done a proper self check in for a while and he let things get out of hand #and like... idk i dont think he should be cancelled for that #he was cringy and acting very self-mighty around ppl and that's... understandable considering his NPD but definitely not excusable #and i think maybe he'll fix things for himself.... hopefully anyways! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #im just WAITING for some nasty to see this and think of me as a rabid fan lmfao #nah bud! just... trying to be a good person and see all sides of things! and also i get how travis mightve got to the point hes at #so. it sucks! but i hope he works thru it! if not then yea i will be Not Impressed w him

[carinyms]

I've scrolled through a lot of discourse on episode 4 of Loki and I need to talk about it

(good lord its a whole essay im sorry)

I gave myself a headache from crying while watching this. (I joined the Loki fandom post-IW so I’ve never had to see him die before while emotionally invested and boy!!! Is it doing things to my fragile psyche!!). But now I’m rehydrated and more stable and ready to party so let’s go

Right off the bat, I loved this episode — loved it loved it loved it. Silly, manic in-shock Loki is gone and shit is getting real. My thought while watching this was truly “wow this is my favorite episode so far” and damn am I in a minority with this opinion lol.

So here’s my perspective on some of the discourse flying around, and just general thoughts

On the whole ‘Narcissist’ thing:

IMO, Mobius saying this means nothing: he’s mad and he’s spouted lies at Loki to push his buttons before (see: every interaction they’ve had since episode 1).

Loki saying this to Sif-- well, Loki is and always has been an unreliable narrator on himself. The major theme of this show is that he doesn’t really know who he is, deep down, and he’s trying to figure it out. The TVA is taking advantage of this, and even though he’s trying to stay above it all throughout the series, he's still in a really impressionable spot and absorbing what others tell him about himself. (not to mention this scene is literal torture and he’s already proven that he’ll say whatever he needs to to get out of it.)

But he does admit one true thing when he says “It’s because I’m scared of being alone.” (And like wow okay same don’t mind my tears) but here’s a big brain idea!

Sif pulls him up and says ‘You are alone, and you always will be’, which is like, WOW that’s cruel after what he said, but it makes me ask wonder: Sif is sentient in this scene, but obviously it’s not really her. Who’s controlling her? And why is it so important for them to make sure Loki thinks he’s alone? I’d go as far as to wager that Sif never even said this to Loki, the big bad made this up. (he admits he forgot about this ever happening, I doubt he’d remember what she said.)

I think the nexus event on Lamentis that caused the branch was two Loki’s joining sides. Or, Loki no longer being alone. Loki insists while talking to Mobius that “she’s not my partner!” but she was, and they were partners from the moment they grabbed hands on Lamentis — right when the timeline broke off. I think Loki variants teaming up is the biggest threat to whoever is pulling the strings here — that’s why the post-credit scene is so significant. (Is Loki the only person who has multiple variants of himself who've escaped the TVA?)

And here’s where I’m gonna get salty--so I apologize but i need to rant about this-- but it’s seriously pissing me off that so many people are intentionally reading this as Loki/Sylvie and then being mad about it when that’s clearly not what’s happening and why is everyone acting like Mobius with one angry jealous brain cell and no critical thinking about the context of the characters.

If people ship it that’s chill, but for the people who are against it—it’s clearly supposed to be platonic, and it’s so upsetting that in the year of our lord 2021 we still can’t have a man and woman hold hands without people saying it’s proof they want to f*ck each other, like what in the misogyny??? STOP. This show was written by a bi woman and Tom the-most-emotionally-sensitive-man-on-this-planet Hiddleston — let them display an intimate loving friendship goddammit. This isn’t romance, this is Loki learning how to admit he cares for someone who cares for him in return — something he hasn’t experienced a whole lot of and clearly doesn’t know how to navigate.

(You have permission to personally come at me if it actually turns out to be romantic by the end of the show—but as of right now I will die on this hill.)

Him putting his hands on her shoulders to me was a clear indication he wanted to hug her, and I’d like to think he would have told her he cares about her, and that they can figure it out together. Because these are two characters who’ve never had anyone else to rely on and trust, and for the first time they’re not alone.

And I have to think about what prompted this from Loki. He just lost Mobius the moment after he called him friend. The way I see it, he’s just realized the true gravity of what they’re up against, and Loki is suddenly very afraid of losing Sylvie too before he tells her cares about her, of dying truly alone because he never told anyone what they meant to him. (Don’t think about this in the context of him also having watched his entire family die knowing he never told Frigga or Thor how much he loved them either don’t think about it—) He’s realized, finally, that he has doesn’t have to be alone, that he can choose to be close to people and have friends. And god it’s so heartbreaking that he never got to hug her or have that moment with her. I really hope they get that in the end. I hope he gets it with Mobius. I hope they have a group hug. I'm upset again.

Okay, deep breath, ANYWAY.

Hopefully this didn’t come off as attacking anyone else’s opinions.

Personally, I love this character so much, I’m just so happy to be seeing him in his own storyline that they can’t go wrong here. Objectively I think the production is amazing, and personally I love they way Loki’s character has been explored so far. (Yea yea, was I HOPING that the bad-memory loop would morph into Sanctuary and Thanos and like a full exploration of his true worst memories? Yes but let’s be honest my whump needs will never be met in canon and I have to accept that lol.)

Honestly I left all my own meta about this character at the door when the series started, because for me the opinions I’ve formed from the hundreds of (amazing) fics and meta I’ve read on this character and what’s true in canon are basically inseparable at this point, and no portrayal is going to live up to the way Loki exists in my head. Canon Loki and fic Loki are two different characters and I can enjoy both at the same time :) I’ve just loved seeing the character get given the different dimensions he deserves, and written by people who care about his story.

Also, it’s not over! If he was dead and this was it I’d be very upset, but this is the rock bottom of the storyline, and I think the whole next two episodes will be the build back up. I trust it’s gonna be worth it. SO hyped for flaming sword Loki. I would die for Sylvie, but I’m excited to see him on his own again.

My current most pressing questions are:

-what was the fallout of Sylvie’s bombing the timeline? (Have we seen that yet, am I just dumb and missing something?)

-Obviously, who’s behind it all? (Kang? Is there a head honcho Very Evil Loki at the top?)

-How much does Ravonna actually know, and to what extent is she just a pawn too? She asked Sylvie to prune her— she’s probably also been duped here.

-Is everything we learned about the sacred timeline BS? How much of what the TVA workers believe is real?

-my favorite theory so far is that the war of the timelines miss minutes talks about hasn’t actually happened yet, maybe making setting that into motion is the true endgame, leading into Multiverse of Madness?

(Side note: holy HELL im so excited for this soundtrack to drop on Spotify. It’s SO AMAZING I had CHILLS in the end credits.)

Open invitation to discuss anything with me if you feel inclined! :)

#if you read all of this please come say hi and be my friend because I don't know if even I'd read all this lol #loki #loki show #loki series #loki show spoilers #loki spoilers #loki series spoilers #loki show discourse #loki show positive #my disaster son has a show

[writing-gifts]

okay im back with the 7th part of the incubus!doppio au! this chapter is really long compared to the other ones!

also I made the decision to make reader asexual in this story, I mentioned it on my blog already but saying at again since it’s mentioned this chapter. so there definitely wont be any smut in the future 

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@wasabi-mommy @mistabrainr0t @the-average-mastermind 

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It’s been 2 weeks since you last saw Doppio. He was most definitely avoiding you since you snapped at him, kind of. You realized you had upset him right after it happened too, but you didn't expect him to stop visiting because of it.

So when you weren't at work or trying to socialize with coworkers, you were by yourself. Being alone wasn't necessarily bad, but the whole time you'd end up dwelling on Doppio and stressing yourself out.

You tried to consider the positives, which there was one; Diavolo hadn't shown up either. But still, you missed your friend. And at this point, you were fed up with your thoughts going in circles. So instead of moping around your living room today too, you decide to go to the only other person you know nearby.

Retracing the steps you took with Doppio to get back home after your visit with the local witch--Was he the only witch in this area? You didn't know--you find your way back to the clearing in the forest with the giant lake and cabin.

Bruno looks surprised to find you at his door but lets you in. “I wasn't expecting you to come back.”

You shrug.

"By the way--" he says, "--it would be best not to wander too much in this forest. Many fae reside deeper within it and we don't want you running into any of them."

You nod since you didn't plan on going anywhere you hadn't been shown before anyway.

The comfortable looking couches around the fireplace are just what you need after that long walk. But as soon as you fall back into one of the loveseats, something sharp pricks your ass.

"Ow!" You shoot up and turn around. "What the hell…?"

A small pin you hadn't noticed was already occupying the seat. You pick it up and when Bruno sees what's in your hand he sighs.

"Okay, which one of you did it?" He sounds exasperated but stern.

There's no response and you wonder if the witch is talking to himself.

His brows furrow and he frowns, clearly frustrated by something.

He takes the pin from you. "Sorry about that ____."

"Uhh, it's fine? Accidents happen." You make sure there's nothing else in the seat and sit down. "...Who were you talking to?"

"My kids."

"You have kids?" You have never heard any noise or seen anything in the house that would imply that. Were they hiding?

Bruno drops the pin in the drawer of the small, wooden table next to the couch. He then takes a seat in the loveseat across from yours. “Well in a way. It's more like I just let them reside here.”

You were still confused but Bruno continues speaking before you can inquire more.

"Why'd you decide to visit?"

"I'm going to be honest. I was feeling a little lonely."

"No visitors?"

You rub at your arm and your slight frown becomes a full pout. "Yea…"

You didn't even have a certain cat anymore to help break the silence at home. Of course you weren't going to admit that part.

"Well that's not necessarily a bad thing."

"No. I already told you I want Doppio to stay with me, so it actually is."

Bruno hums. "I'm just trying to help you ____."

"You think you're helping me? Things don't have to go your way you know."

The witch looks completely unfazed by your words. “One day you'll understand and hopefully without you getting hurt.”

You deeply exhale. Talking to Bruno reminded you of a brick wall and you couldn't even find it in you to get mad.

"Wow…"

He raises a brow. "What?"

“You're stubborn as hell.”

"The same goes to you."

The two of you are quiet after that and the witch watches you. You felt like he was trying to see into your head and it made sitting still hard.

“Do you need something?” you ask.

“You're the one in my house ____.”

“Yea but you don't have to stare so hard...”

“You came here for another reason. Tell me.”

Caught off guard you take longer than usual to respond. You didn't know how Bruno could tell but it was best if you just said what you needed to instead of beating around the bush.

"Okay...I did. I was wondering about the exorcism, but not for Doppio--for Diavolo." You look down at your lap. "Do you think it's possible to exorcise him without hurting Doppio? I'm not even really sure how their whole situation works to be honest.”

You look to Bruno wondering if he had any answers.

"....A demon possessing a demon--that's what's most likely happening."

"Huh? That sounds strange."

"It is very peculiar, but I can't say it's impossible. So maybe there's a way to do an exorcism like you wanted."

Bruno's familiar swims by, above the fireplace and his eyes follow the eel. "Leone told me you two don't get along," he mentions.

"Me and Diavolo? Well yea. I'm sure you know he wants to kill me."

"Yes." His eyes land back on you. "That's why I'm not completely onboard with your idea."

"Okay but don't you think it would be better to at least get rid of one demon who definitely wants to hurt me instead of none?"

"I can't guarantee it; there's a chance it won't work and we'll only piss him off. Then you'd possibly be in more danger. It would make more sense and be much easier to get rid of both of them."

You frown but you weren't giving up. "Diavolo already has it out for me though. So not trying because of that is kinda pointless."

The rebuttal you just gave was weak and you weren't sure you could come up with anymore. So the longer Bruno takes to reply the more nervous you become.

"Listen, I'm not saying I'll do this but I'll at least look into it," he finally says.

You perk up. Even though you couldn't say he seemed convinced, you could at least work with it!

"T-Thank you! I'll even help!" You stand up eager to start. "Where do you want me to look first?" you ask.

From then on, you spend your off days at Bruno's home looking for any information about exorcism within his many books. A lot of which were in languages you didn't understand.

Surprising to you, Bruno turns out to be pretty good company when he isn't actively trying to get rid of Doppio. And you quickly find yourself enjoying coming over. It was the perfect distraction too.

You also now had the chance to really take in how cool the witch's house was. It felt like you were at the aquarium whenever you walked through it! So at first, you did a lot of that whenever you needed a break. Bruno's familiar which you found out was named Angeela, would swim along with you and keep you company. And even though there were no other fish it was still really relaxing.

But soon, strange things started to occur. Doors closing behind you. Items falling on top of you. It happened one too many times and started to freak you out so you brought it up with Bruno. It seemed to stop right after that though so you shrugged it off and decided to focus more on researching from then on.

During one of your visits, you focus a little too hard and accidentally end up staying too late. And there's no way for you to traverse back home safely so Bruno insists you stay in the spare guest room.

After dinner, you're ready to quietly head to bed for the night, but while you're cleaning your face, Abbacchio walks into the bathroom.

You raise a brow at the cat. You'd only seen hints of him this whole week. "What the hell?"

"Is there a problem?" The cat jumps up on the counter barely looking your way.

"Yea, you just walked in here without warning. What if I was changing you weirdo?"

"Then you wouldn't have left the door cracked open."

You roll your eyes and go back to what you're doing. "Where did you even come from?"

"None of your business. You don't want me around you anyway so it shouldn't matter."

"I said my house. I don't care what you do outside of it."

You wash off your hands and grab the tooth brush Bruno gave you. It's quiet except for the sink water running and the sound of you brushing your teeth. But you feel like you have to talk with Abbacchio in the room.

You spit in the sink. “Umm...is there something you need from me?”

The cat’s tail twitches before he answers. “Just making sure you don't do anything stupid."

Your lips purse. You were literally just trying to get ready for bed.

"Okay?" You go back to brushing.

The cat huffs. "You should stop trying to keep Doppio around. You're literally wasting time--"

“Ah, that's why you came in here," you interrupt through a mouthful of foam. You spit. "....I don't understand why everyone keeps doing this.”

"Doing what?" The cat sounds and looks irritated.

"Telling me this and that! I'm going to stay with Doppio and nothing you, Bruno, or Diavolo say is going to chase me off."

You expect to get lectured some more but Abbacchio glares at you. "Please don't tell me you aren't actually in love with him?" he asks.

"What are you talking about? I just want to stay with him because we're friends."

"You barely know him. It must be 'love'...or lust."

You shake your head. "Lust's definitely not it."

Abbacchio tilts his head but you weren't exactly in the mood to explain asexuality right now, especially to a feline, so you leave it at that and go back to brushing your teeth.

He squints at you. “Okay then. You're definitely in denial about your feelings though.”

"Can't friends care about each other--"

"Yes but that takes years. You're ready to throw your safety to the wind for someone you've known for a few months. You need to be careful before this crush gets out of hand."

You let out the most frustrated sigh. "Doppio wouldn't hurt me. I trust him."

"Hmph, you don't even understand this world but you think you know better."

You pause unsure how to respond. You wanted to say something back but he unfortunately had a point. This supernatural stuff was still new to you and you were honestly processing it kind of slowly.

Since you knew you weren't getting in the last word with Abbacchio and you were tired of being scolded by a cat, you rinse off your toothbrush and leave the restroom.

----

You open your eyes and stare at the unfamiliar ceiling for a several seconds before getting out of bed. You forgot to bring a glass of water with you and there was no way you would be able to get back to sleep with such a dry throat. So you creep out of your room.

The blueish glow from the tanks help light your way down the hallway to the kitchen. You see Angeela pass by before turning back and swimming along with you.

You smile before whispering. "Just getting water.”

The eel continues to follow you all the way to the kitchen. You rub at your arms once you enter to fend off the unusual chill in the room. Unfortunately, this was common in Bruno’s home. You suspected a draft problem but the witch didn’t seem to care.

Angeela swims out of view while you hurry and look for a glass so you can get back to your warm bed.

Once you find one in the cupboards, you fill it with water from the sink's tab and quench your thirst before filling it again. You move to leave but stop at the kitchen's entrance and look back at the refrigerator. You might as well eat something while you’re here.

Ready to grab the leftover food Bruno made for dinner, you open the fridge and scream. The glass you’re holding falls from your hand and shatters on the floor. And you slam the fridge door shut.

Abbacchio’s the first to appear in the kitchen. “There better be a good reason you’re yelling!"

“Something in the fridge--A HEAD--I don't know!”

Right after that Bruno rushes in. “What's wrong ____?”

“Something weird in the fridge--a head! I was just looking in the fridge because I was kinda hungry!”

Bruno pinches the bridge of his nose. “Fugo and Narancia come out now!”

A second passes before something phases into form in front of the annoyed witch. Then right after something small and sparkly flies out from behind the dish rack next to the sink. But you've barely registered the second thing cause there’s a little ghost kid standing there!

He had a tealish glow and you could see right through him.

A shiver runs up your spine and you want to run out of this cabin.

“Do either of you want to explain why ____ says they saw a head in the fridge?” Bruno asks. His breath is visible from how cold it's gotten.

The ghost looks down at his feet avoiding eye contact. The glowing light next to the ghost didn’t seem keen on answering either.

“Brats,” Abbacchio says before walking out of the kitchen.

"Narancia t-told me to…" the ghostly child's voice sounds watery and distant.

Bruno sighs before looking at you. “I’m sorry.”

“I...It’s okay,” you lie.

And you guess Bruno can tell because he stares at you strangely before speaking again. “Well I suppose I should introduce you to them since we all are here. This is Fugo." He points to the ghost. "And this is Narancia.”

You risk getting closer to the glowing small creature flying in the air and realize that they look like a shrunken child with wings.

“A...pixie?” you ask. You can barely believe your eyes but should you be surprised at this point?

"I think...I need to go to sleep," you say.

“Okay,” Bruno says, understanding. “Are you sure you're fine?”

“Uh huh.” You’re about to speed walk to the guest room, but remember the glass on the floor.

“Oh wait do you have a broom?" you ask the witch. "I-I'm sorry…”

“I'll take care of it.”

You nod and go back to your room. You wouldn't be wandering around Bruno's home again at night, if you ever stayed the night again that is.

-----

When you open your front door to walk out, you immediately tense up in surprise. Doppio's standing there, holding the key you gave him.

"Doppio!"

" ____--"

The both of you stop talking.

The incubus frowns and fidgets with the key in his hand. "Er ____...I'm sorry for keeping things from you! I really missed you.”

You hum but can't get any words out. For some reason you felt uncomfortable and timid.

“____?”

You clench your hands next to your sides and force yourself to speak. “I shouldn't have said what I did and especially not that harshly. I-I'm sorry and I missed you too.”

Doppio seems to relax but you stand in place awkwardly, struggling to make proper eye contact.

“That's okay ____. I understand why you were upset.”

"Yea but still…"

"Um, is it okay if we hug?" Doppio asks.

His expression is shy but he doesn't look away which makes you smile. You nod and open your arms. Your friend walks into them wrapping his own arms around you and giving you a squeeze. He smells like something sugary but you can't place it.

Once you're satisfied, you let your arms drop and pull away from the incubus.

“Do you want to come inside?”

He tilts his head. “Weren't you heading somewhere though?”

“I can go later. It’s not urgent.”

Doppio nods and walks past you inside. You shut the door and the two of you sit down on the couch.

“So what were you up to the last several weeks?” A question that you hoped would make any left over awkwardness disperse.

“I was on business for the boss.”

“Of course...Maybe he’ll finally stop being so angry with me.”

Doppio looks confused before his eyes widen, "Not that type of business!"

“Oh! What type of stuff then?"

"Um...making sure people stick to agreements. I don't think you'd want me to go into detail."

He gives a bit of a forced laugh. So you move on.

"Hey, you're okay right?” you ask.

“Hm?”

“Like you're not dying or anything? Diavolo said you would just lose your powers, but I just want to make sure.”

“Oh that. Yeah, I'm okay! I don't need sex to stay alive...”

You nod. “I guess I'm still trying to wrap my head around this incubus stuff--well demon stuff in general." You suddenly remember the events that happened at Bruno's house recently. “Actually, supernatural stuff overall. Soooo...just wondering, is it possible to exorcise a demon out of a demon?”

He grimaces slightly. “____, what are you trying to do?”

“I'm just speculating, but maybe we could get rid of Diavolo.”

Doppio's eyes widen. "N-no way. Why?"

”Don't you want to? He's literally leeching off of you.”

You liked Doppio...a lot and you wanted him to stay by your side but dealing with his alter ego frankily sucked. You had been able to tolerate him (barely) but after not having him come in and threaten you for the past couple weeks, any qualms (if there were any to begin with) about getting rid of Diavolo were gone. You just needed to get Doppio onboard.

“I don't know…I know he can be a lot but he's not all bad.”

You stare unbelieving at him. “Doppio, I think you might be codependent. He's literally the worst type of person.”

He avoids your eyes. "Well technically he's not even a person--"

“Demon whatever, he still sucks.”

"I don't think this is a good idea ____. He might be listening right now!"

That wasn't about to stop you. And even though Doppio didn't like to act like it, he had more control over this body than his "boss". The fact that Diavolo hasn't appeared to rip you apart proved that.

“If it doesn't work you can put all the blame on me. He won't hurt his own vessel anyways.”

“I'm not worried about me ____."

You smile a bit at his concern. "If we get this to work then you'll never have to worry about me."

Doppio sighs. "I guess...How are you even planning to do this?”

“Well, I've been visiting Bruno while you were gone.”

The incubus immediately looks disgruntled.

“Don't make that face okay. I actually managed to get him to consider doing things a different way.”

“B-But what if he's just using this as a way to get our guard down?”

“We are just researching. I haven't agreed to anything just yet. I really just want to know if it's possible…And wouldn't it be nice to have your own body?”

Doppio nods but still looks unsure.

“So let's just see what happens?” you say hoping to give him that little push he needs.

"Well if it's just research...it can't hurt to look into it?"

You nod and smile. “Right! I'll let you know if anything comes up.”

#doppio x reader #vinegar doppio x reader #incubus!doppio #plot plot plot #started writing the next part but its hella rough so idk when im updating again #jjba x reader #im excited for the next chapter because froggie #if you know you know #reader insert

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#5

back from my anatomy lab midterm. It was 29 questions and 45 seconds for each picture. I left so many qs empty smh like i would recognize the muscles and then the question would be about their innervations and origin/insertions like agslsjsoskndz. also like i knew all the foremen of the skull but i totally blanked when i came to naming the structures that run through them. i’m such an idiot for not studying more but i’m chill with whatever grade i get tbh i’ll just do good on the final. it was nice to study with friends and yea it was just a good day.

anyways i have physiology lab mid on tuesday so i have to study for that.

1 notes • Posted 2021-11-14 11:44:26 GMT

#4

First Final of 2nd Year Medschool……

i feel like garbage…. tmrw is my first final of the semester and i’m scared. it’s histology lab so it shouldn’t be too bad and as of right now i’m actually passing the class so again not that worried but i honestly haven’t studied that much. BUT i also have studied a lot of my histology class which the lab is heavily influenced by soooo i should be good PLUS i have studied like well enough i think i’m more stressed cause a lot of my friends are still studying and i’m like…. should i also still be studying ??? buts it’s literally like i studied so i shouldn’t be freaking out …. but i still am.

honestly i hate final seasons cause i always feel like such a trash human cause i rely on human interactions and i totally ghost all my friends and most of my friends live far away since i go to uni abroad so it’s soooo frustrating. like idc how much they say to just focus on my studies and dw like IM ALWAYS WORRYING and like whenever i do go back to texting it’s like no time has passed but I still feel like i need to be texting them 24/7…. which is sooo unhealthy ik but i just hate hate ghosting !!! i always try and be like sorry i’m busy with studying and finals but then sometimes i also just hate opening texts soooo ahdodmshuoaoa anywaayyysss s hopefully tmrw goes well!!!!!

2 notes • Posted 2021-12-12 21:00:21 GMT

#3

my life is a mess~

finals start in two weeks and i have nothing set i’m a mess and i’m panicking. my life is a mess, my mind is a labyrinth,my desk is a mess and everything is lost. I can’t even find my histology drawing book and the drawings are due tmrw. I have nothing done i’ve studied like two chapters since midterms what tf happened….. i’ve been so consumed with quizzes and hw that i haven’t been able to study. i literally just study for the quiz and go to the next and then forget what i’ve studied…..

i need like 80s in all my finals so i can pass my classes,,,, effff this is so bad…. and i still have two essays and a quiz this week and then next week i have histology and physiology lab finals ahdlnsisldjaodmnfe i need to get my shi* together.

3 notes • Posted 2021-12-02 13:28:28 GMT

#2

medschool guilt is real… and it sucks :/

so i finished my last midterm yesterday and today is the first day of the weekend and I still woke up at 5am but instead of going straight into studying I just wasted time, chilled, texted friends, watched yt etc. etc. etc. and then family came over and there was this whole party and everything…. I literally got some studying done and reviewed stuff but J feel like such an utter failure. It’s like if I don’t study everyday then suddenly there’s no hope for the other upcoming days?? like if i don’t MAKE this a habit by doing 64 consecutive days then might as well stop now?? and just like it’s so easy to feel so guilty about taking off ONE day after four weeks of midterms… :/// it’s 12am so hopefully these are just late night sad boo hour thoughts and they’ll all go away in the morning. It’s just scary cause I really need to do an AMAZING job on the finals and i’m just scared… i really need to do well and i have two or three quizzes this upcoming week so I really need to study.

anyways sorry for the depressing note but tmrw is going to be great!!! and if not we always have after tmrw :)

4 notes • Posted 2021-11-18 22:04:34 GMT

#1

JUST FINISHED ALL MY MIDTERMS OF SECOND YEAR AT MEDICAL SCHOOL!!! 🥳🥳🥳 honestly they last test totally sucked (histology lab) especially compared to physio lab which was Godsent but you know you reap what you sow. I studied the slides and totally missed and didnt study the stains like an idiot, i seriously had no idea that half of the freaking test was gonna be on stains, i literally only remembered H&E, sudan orange, and silver stain. like bruuuhhhh ashdoiwosnjdplwjer. anyways it izzz wat it izzz i’m actually a lot more motivated to study now cause like 1) i need like 80-90s in my finals to pass and 2) i got to end on a high note.

I have an upcoming anatomy quiz which covers the Scalp and Face which is all the muscles of the face and their actions and then temporal and infratemporal fossa. The muscles i’ve got dooowwwnn i just need to memorize the origins and insertions but the infratemporal fossa is so confusing for me idk why. And then next week I also have a physiology quiz which covers the parathyroid hormone and I haven’t reviewed that since before midterms soooo it’s been a minute. I also skipped a biochemistry and a histology lecture this week so I have one biochem chapter and then for histology half of the bone chapter, which tbh i’m seriosuly not looking forward to. Honestly what world are we living in that biochemistry is better than histology ??? like whaaattt?? Also my anatomy professor for lower limb is both so behind and also just going sooo damn fast like bruh…. so I have like three chapters to study one of them being nerves of the leg and if you know me you know i HATTEEE nerves and vessels so not looking forward to studying that.

This weekend I’m going to try and study mainly physiology and biochem. and then anatomy and histology. and literally yeet tf out of genetics. i’m seriously not even gonna look at the class until before finals like ew. anyways imma stop here cause i’m literally in physio class i just don’t know wtf this chick is talking abt. we just finished reproductive systems and this is the first lecture for GIT and i’m just lost. it’s also 8pm and a zoom class so yk i’m just in my phone.

8 notes • Posted 2021-11-17 18:14:13 GMT

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"Klug is a homophobic homosexual its just facts"

"grug from the croods is peak male performance"

"jaw drops to floor, eyes pop out of sockets accompanied by trumpets, heart beats out of chest, awooga awooga sound effect, pulls chain on train whistle that has appeared next to head as steam blows out, slams fists on table, rattling any plates, bowls or silverware, whistles loudly, fireworks shoot from top of head, pants loudly as tongue hangs out of mouth, wipes comically large bead of sweat from forehead, clears throat, straightens tie, combs hair Ahem, you look very lovely."

"tag yourself im the fireworks shooting from the top of the head"

"i like essays"

"central time gang"

"11:11 pog-" (wait... is that a suprise angel number?? yes it is lovelies just for you <3)

"Then again im also a dumbass bitch who wonders what the souls in soul eater taste like. SERIOUSLY THOUGH. THEY LOOK TASTY AS HELL!!!! LIKE GODDAMN BRO YOU'RE MAKING ME FUCKING HUNGRY. Like. that shit- it's Bone Apple motherfucking Teeth. hell yea my guy. Im hongy now.... shlorp I'm seriously considering this. Like. They seem kinda like a liquid? But a solid? Are they like jello? The fuck they taste like my guy???? I keep imagining they're like sour, like sour candy maybe? Or do they taste salty? Sweet? Maybe some combo of two? Do they even have a taste or is it about the texture? The sensation? God my mouth is watering what the hell. I am starving. I think I need to go get a cookie. I'm gonna go get a cookie. Brb. I'm better. I'm still craving souls though. Which is a weird-ass cringey thing to say but I'm being dead-ass rn. They just.... look tasty???? And I wanna eat one. Thus. I am shifting to Soul Eater for the express purpose of satisfying my fucking cravings. enjoy"

"points were made"

"jello? more like helloooo schloooAHFJDSDAIDWNALDHSJKDAIDANDM"

"WAIT I THINK I HAVE AN ANIME GIRL BITING VIDEO TOO"

"anime girl voice: mmm! mm... ahhhhmp!! mmm, mmm... aaahmp!"

"i think it sounds great i'm going to start eating like that"

"several people are typing"

"do these look edible to you"

"forbidden gummies"

"when I was on lsd I couldn't eat my fruit gummies because I thought they were alive because they had little faces on them"

"oh shit yeah don't do drugs"

"anyways general consensus is puyos are edible, ty for your input everyone"

"everypony is a word so powerful it can bring nations to its knees"

"pls the self control it's taking me not to say "hewwo everypony" in gen chat when someone new joins-"

"hewwo evewrypony uwu deaw cewestia i hopwe it doewsnt wain owo"

"ive cooked up a sowution wiwth the knowwege ive acwued. they say a kitcwen time saves niwne, but im just savwing two. Ive gathewwed the inwedients to make a time sowbet. Thewe's hawdly woom fow seconds when the seconds mewt away."

"I had a ten year old sister... you know what happened to her??? very sad, very tragic... she turned eleven....."

"NIIICE"

"Guts dont say the secks word :( /j"

"watch your fucking language in front of the president"

"im so sorry lumi"

"i think you're like ehhhh 8/10 funny"

"now me???? 10/10. Hilarious"

"sometimes i have to take a step back and remember that this is the same guts i follow on tumblr /lh"

""ok every here's some good shifting advice!!! uwu have a good day" "yeah i did lsd and ate fruit gummies""

"i have one setting and it's whatever this is"

"my bitch ass cat just pushed the door open with his fuzzy face and now my sleeping dad is being lulled into dreams by Cosmo Sheldrake's 'Pliocine'."

"me on discord: nick wilde"

"me on tumblr: shifting water! haha funne! me on here: my hermit crabs are cannibals also i want to eat souls."

"im sorry yOUR VIBESA RE JUST SO DIFFERNT"

"u give off older cousin ive never spoken to but always admire at the family gatherings vibes"

"what the fuck"

"BC I HAVE LIBERTU"

"If you adopt me then yes"

"am I qualified for dad jokes???"

"we're all a lot smarter on tumblr"

"I'm like "awww... sweet... sweet little shiftlings... posting such sweet shiftling content... so pure, so wholesome... does not even know abcs....""

"can't think before you speak if you never think B)"

"I'm not responsible enough to be a mom"

"cat pet"

"show us pictures of the cat or i will do Crime"

"maybe thats me being a coward tho"

"MOTH!!!! MOTH MY BELOVED"

if y'all want I can make this a series bc shiftblr keeps giving me more content

#tw drugs #tw swearing #tw cannibalism #tw crime #tw food #tw homophobia #shitpost #out of context #out of context quotes #lumi's quotes