#anyways rant below

[snowheartsz]

me when a disembodied british narrator in a game about an endless time paradox tells me I’m worthless (i have repressed trauma)

#tspud #tsp stanley #tsp narrator #the stanley parable narrator #the stanley parable #countdown ending #tspud narrator #stanley parable ultra deluxe #this is the third time I’ve tried to post this #he’s too bbg for tumblr to handle #anyways rant below #THE WAY #HIS TONE JUST #DROPPED #FUCKING DROPPED #AND HE SOUNDS SO SMUG #AND THE MUSIC REPRESENTING STANLEYS HEARTVBEAT AS THE BEAT GETS FASTER AS THE TIMER GOES ON #NARRATORRRR WHEN I GET YOU #kevan brighting you fucking madman #kevan brighting #sorry guys I’m not normal #narrator is bbg fr #“this is not a challenge #it’s a tragedy” #and when I tell you my jaw DROPPED #anyways rant over fr now

[awientan]

plug a little weird but they chill

#they let them hit cause they peculiar #hardest thought deuce evr had maybe #i love characters that are articulate eventho they dont actually speak #i wish i could do that #anyway rants over #actual srs tags below #lobotomy #twst #twisted wonderland #twst fanart #twst yuu #twst mc #twst oc #twst deuce #deuce spade #my art #disney twisted wonderland

[bipbopdepmop]

something something these guys are almost always used as just a sidepiece to grian

#my art #salty moment #im not maintagging this #slight rant below #just. grr. mumbo barely has any fics and such centered around him #scar is almost always used to further grian and his angst #not to mention. some depictions of desert duo are like. fucking abusive?? #hrghh :/ #and bigb.... he got attention through the cheating arc of dl and nothing else #and also the hole. but even the hole kind of got made about grian too #bigb is cool. appreciate him more in general #anyway if ya dont agree. leave me alone thank you <3 #also ssorry if the art is low quality it was a quick doodle before dinner jeiaefijwi #blinky by stiffyck

[blackmesa-researcher]

I kinda hate how dead Half Life/HLVRAI tumblr rp is. :(

Then again I may just not have found those people yet. Wanted to rp Half Life on here, but yeah, couldn't find any active accounts.

Anyway, if you come across this and you'd like to rp Half Life or HLVRAI on discord, you can send me a message, and I'll check you out. :> As long as you're a pretty decent person who won't ask anything illegal of me, I wouldn't be opposed. I'm also A-Okay with OC's.

#half life #hlvrai #rp #looking for people to rp with because I can't really find anyone active on here by searching #btw I'm 27 years old because I figure mentioning my age is important #Anyway I'm not expecting anyone to respond to this or even to message me #Also looking for people to rp with because I'm not really having the most fun on Twitter trying to rp with people I'm honestly frustrated #a rant is incoming below #like things were going great for a little while and then people just gradually lost interest in me I guess :( #like even people who I really liked interacting with who seemed to like interacting with me just kind of stopped unless I approach first #even then they may just like my response and respond to someone else #It's to the point where I'm questioning if they even like me or they are just tolerating me #like I'm lucky if I even get one response to something I post in a day so it's not very fun anymore #I want to post that I want to take a break but I know I'll be pissed if everyone and their dog comes out of the woodwork to respond #because it's like “this is why I'm taking a break no one responds unless I have an issue” #it's been ongoing for a couple weeks to the point where I've made a line graph

[juneviews]

bruh the more time I spend in this fandom, the more I realize how much of a dinosaur I am lmao. I was recommended joong's tiktok of trying a filter called "thai babe" with a bunch of actors and. tell me why off wasn't there. gun wasn't there. tay-everyone's-favorite-fucking-tawan wasn't there. new wasn't there. singto. even fluke natouch. not even my baby gawin??? likeeeeeeee... not only was I upset bc I would've NEVER been happy with any of the results, but it made me feel SOOOOOO old like bruh, the kiddos & me truly stan different people 😂

#axelle rants #gmmtv #I'm a grandma but the worst thing is that I know people who've been in the thai bl fandom since its inception... what does that make them 😂 #I'm 24 years old babe I cannot ethically stan anyone who was born after 2000's. even 2000's is pushing it but. drake laedeke. #all the others that are below that I just look at them like an older sister fr #might be judgemental but I'll never understand grown ass bitches that lust unapologetically after 20 years old 😬 #(anyways I would like to take this moment as a reminder that when bitches on here were trying to get me cancelled a couple years back- #-they called me a p*do for lusting after drake & calling him daddy when he's one year younger than me & was 20 at the time 🙃) #(no I will never let y'all forget the bullying I went through on here at a time when I was going through depression & tumblr was quite- #- literally my fucking lifeline 🙃)

[peachybuggames]

sooo ive finally gotten around to (binge) playing bug fables after years of knowing of/having it and ive made it very far in!!! like 32+ hours im (minimal/very vauge spoiler ahead) just past the giants lair, actually! speaking of the giants lair, i just have ooone statement when it comes to it:

what the FUCK what the actual FUCK!!!!!

#bug fables #somewhat spoiler-y rants below here be warned #anyways warnings aside #WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUUUCKKK #WHY DID IT BECOME A HORROR GAME ALL OF THE SUDDEN WHAT THE SHITTT #FELT LIKE I STARTED PLAYIN L1TTLE N1GHTMARES OR SOME SHIT WHEN THOSE EYES POPPED UP #one fucking CLIPPED ME and made me fight that stupid spider thing and i gasped so hard i almost choked #like when i saw maki was fighting with us i was at first like 'yay omg maki wahoo yippee 😁😁😁' #then exactly two seconds later i went 'wait a minute 😅😅 why do we need maki here 🙂🙂'and then continued to get my ass beat for 20 minutes #anyways that area is spectacular 10/10 i am NEVER going back #if there's like hidden really good items \_'-'_/ oh well too bad im not gettin em /lhlh #i hate sleeping I wanna play more neow #but also im really close to the end of the game and like. no :( i don't wanna be done :(( I wanna go on more adventures :((( #s okay tho after this i get to chug that Fandom Juice w/o fear of spoilers #and ofc i still got things to do in game #handful of side quests. loose ends to tie up. boss rushes to complete #so i get to keep my silly little bug friends for a bit longer :)))

[passwordispassword]

would you believe me if i said i was autistic for this guy.

#(say no) #Teehee #Anyway #Fucking FINALLY made a proper height comparison #Normally I just do whatever the fuck I want with sizing #But nope! i warnted to do it diffe rant #Also used this to properly color him below the chest #Because I hate doing that #Teehee! #fanart #oc #ultron #oc art #marvel #aou #letul #age of ultron #mcu ultron #marvel ultron #avengers #marvel cinematic universe #mcu #marvel oc #marvel mcu #oc reference #digital art #original character #oc x canon #platonic pairing #i looove them

[starsanddragonflies]

Did Jared ghostwrite season 15 or something, why are they talking so much shit about Dean and complimenting Sam every other sentence I-

#For real #they’re CONSTANTLY talking about how ‘mediocre’ or ‘below average’ Dean is and then praising Sam for his luscious hair and giant stature #wtf #I mean this might be the whole discourse thing (I am SO late to the party) painting my view but seriously what is UP #Idk man #spn #supernatural #I don’t really remember my original tags and I don’t need to advertise my rants so I’ll just #not use all of them #it’s just a rant anyway nothing important #oh well #Oh and I am not done with s15 yet #I am on 15x11 I think? So I don’t KNOW EXACTLY how it ends yet #I don’t want any more spoilers dear god #I need to get off of tumblr

[kira-the-whump-enthusiast]

I got a new tablet so!! Here’s some art of Storm and Xavier

#I did trace the poses I’ll find the references again if anyone asks #anyways it’s them <2 #my ocs <2 #oc storm #oc xavier #my art #<- I can finally have that tag!! #diamonds to dust misc #I should draw the rest of the gang too #the writing below their English names are their Chinese names. btw #not a transliteration- in pinyin Storm’s Chinese name is Xu Leiyu #and Xavier is Xu Xianyu #last name first name order btw #anyways to prevent the rant from getting too too long I will refrain from ranting #but if anyone asks me about these guys’s names I will love you forever

[staretes]

hi ik i already said i would go on a month long hiatus but please keep in mind updates might still be scarce even after exams!

long story short my mental health this time of year is usually more dismal than usual (prolly cuz its exams period) but this year it's especially bleak as my national exams loom closer

like usually when i have nothing to do i cannot get out of bed which is already quite bad but recently my appetite and sleep have gone haywire as well which is not good ahaha if only i had access to mental health services...

also im getting surgery in a month so yeah i'll also have to recover from that

#[✦ - star rants!] #tw mental health #its below the cut btw so proceed at ur own discretion #anyways yeah its... not great ;-; #i wont go completely silent because hello?? there are wonderful people who i will continue to interact with #and i will continue writing #that's a promise #i might write to help with the nothing to do but i might end up writing from my bed #which is not good #ok thats enough tags ily you all gn

[bellamysgriffin]

started my doctor who rewatch yesterday and …. it’s so frightening how instantly im like Back in it!! like i really love that show and it was my whole world when i was fourteen and it’s so nostalgic and familiar to me. i would come home from school and randomly generate an episode and watch whatever that episode was like I was crazyyyyy about it.

anyway the plan rn is only to watch s1-4 bc those are the good old days to me, but I do quite love the ponds so maybe ill just watch the s5-6 episodes that i enjoy. i forever think that the amy/rory ending is soooo stupid so for that reason i may need to tap out of s7 lmao

#dana rants #anyway i Know what they should have done instead but whatever #ill probs just so greatest hits like… #eleventh hour/beast below/vincent and the doctor/the lodger #maybe amys choice #and then for s6 the girl who waited and the god complex #that might be it?

[callouiee]

x

#idk if ive ranted about my #mid year (summer semester) yet here #but here we go #i mean its been fine up until this week #(technically my finals) #cause i have two final presentations in the same week #along with some discussion forums (but im almost done w these) #and looking at my english presentation genuinely makes me so #anxious that i might throw up #i still dont know how i'll proceed w mh presentation #(thats on friday 😵‍💫) #and it kinda makes me sad how ive lost affection #w english as a subject #whenever i have to take a major class #i always feel nervous #just cause this school succeeded in making me #understand that im below mediocre #anyway #i just have to make it through this week and i'll be #okay again #at least for three weeks lol #uni diaries

[sukifoof-art]

hey, happy pride! :D i wanted to ask if you had any aromantic headcanons, from one aro to another <3

OH I DO THANK U FOR ASKING!!! honestly being aro is such an. Experience. so a lot of these are cuz i can personally relate to these characters in an Aro Way

ok my Number One favorite aro headcanon is flowey. i feel like his Everything fits the Aro Experience pretty well and it was one of the main reasons i could relate to him when i was first figuring out that im aro!! it was very comforting at that point in my life to see a very aro and traumatized character who is allowed to save everyone and have a happy ending with his friends (alarm clock dialogue my beloved)

i also really like the idea of aro haruka kokonose!! especially cuz hes so weird about friends and doesnt really seem to understand what exactly friends are supposed to be,,, honestly i read his feelings towards takane as "omg my First Good Friend.... my positive feelings towards her MUST mean im in love with her!!!" which is something i have experienced many times

AND!!!! aro shintaro kisaragi.... how he feels like hes such a cold person and how he didnt seem to notice ayano had a crush on him........ for me it was kind of hard to come to terms with being aro and i feel like. yeah shintaro would have similar feelings. but eventually he could learn to love himself and that its ok if he doesnt want a relationship :):)

ok and my Other big one that i think about a lot is aro femt from kekkai sensen...... most of the reason for why i think this way is in his light novel but Basically his whole thing is how he wants to be normal and he wants to understand how other people feel and he just kind of feels. Lonely And Weird. and he just does Not seem to understand love at all,,, femt understands

i dont really have big explanations for these ones i can just feel it in my soul - aro bisexual dio brando - aroace giegue and lucas from the mother series - demi mushi bsd - grayro toriel - aro pansexual arataki itto - grayro bisexual vash the stampede

thank u for this ask i love talking about my aro hcs :):) if anyone makes it this far into the post feel free to leave ur aro hcs (or any hcs really) on this post i would love to see them <3

#asks #not art #aromantic #i just wanna see if itll do the Cool Colors in the tags...... #anyway aro rant below watch out for religion mention #i felt a lot of shame as a kid about being aro and i didnt really start to accept it until like. last year #This Is Because Of My Catholic Parents Who Insist I Must Have A Child <3 #i think thats why these characters stick out to me so much... like Me Too Guys I Also Feel This Way All The Time #i grew up feeling very Othered and like there was something wrong with me so i was SO relieved when i learned that im not alone #ive had. so many bad experiences with romance and so many men who get Weird about me rejecting them #i wont even get started on those freaks there were Way Too Many #i wish i could give little 12 year old me a Big Hug and tell them that everything will be okay #ok thats it :):) very glad to be able to talk about this

[fightingdragonswithwho]

hate to be a hater on the main … but this season of ted lasso excels (once again) at team dynamic and the found family elements and i think the finale absolutely nailed that, i cried, i laughed, it was perfect on that. now as for the individual stories and relationships… yeah, let’s leave it at that

#(rant below ignore me) #i think making longer episodes allowed them to add stories that felt so pointless to me #what was the point of zava? to make jamie understand something about himself? could have done that better with just the roy plot #i would have understood roy and keeley breaking up of it was like ‘let’s both grow as individuals’ #and roy kinda did but apparently not enough because his plot at the end is how he do better so i guess he didn’t #jamie had the best development only to then lose part of it by throwing the random video comment?? like why?? #keeley my love … from the random friend that added nothing to the story to an undervelopped love interest plot line … they did u so dirty #why the hell was ted so emotionally off this last episode instead of actually talking the time to proper end things with london and everyone #rebecca was SOBBING and ted was like ‘well gotta go’ ?? #it’s not about the ship or anything but what ?? and rebecca … love that she stayed with the club #but to have her end up with some random creepy man she met once and whose name WE DONT EVEN KNOW #i have no issues with ted going home to his son. it makes perfect sense. but it felt so weird #the nate plot was wrapped kinda poorly too?? #sam colin and most of the guys from the team were amazing #and the found family and team dynamic was still amazing as always #the beard and jane relationship was always weird to me because it feels like joke after joke of.. abuse? #do they get married or was it a dream?? and if so was the whole sequence a dream? and if it wasn’t WHO DID THE CGI FOR THE WEDDING 💀 #we spent more time with these characters this season and it doesn’t feel that way and idk this season felt weird at so many points #I LOVE THIS SHOW I DO!! first 2 seasons are one of my all time favourite seasons of a sitcom!! and i still enjoyed a lot about s3 <33 #anyway sorry to be a hater on the main but it was just a weird season to end it on #anti ted lasso #<- i really don’t wanna upset anyone i just felt like ranting a little 💀 pls don’t hate me #ted lasso spoilers

[brambletakato]

OK PSA TIME. Idk if anybody else struggles with this but.

You have every right to not allow someone to use your chosen name. That is YOUR NAME and your name alone. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY, should define how you should use your name except yourself.

If someone using your chosen name makes you uncomfortable, setting boundaries with them does NOT make that chosen name any less of a name.

Boundaries are HEALTHY.

#me omw to redo my entire rant in tags because tumblr messed up the order AGH #with that said personal rant below feel free to skip #I hate my deadname. Hearing it from other people makes me feel literally nauseous #but I hate my dad more. And when he tries to use my chosen name I feel that he is getting too close to me #for context my dad is the cause of 70% of my trauma and continuous flashbacks and panic attacks #his voice makes me so upset and i physically cant think when hes in the room its odd #but I thought that my discomfort with him using my chosen name was because ''my chosen name should feel right at all times'' #''if i ever feel uncomfortable with someone using my chosen name thats MY fault and I need to change my name to fit more'' #went into a whole phase of using Koda instead of Bramble #Koda is a pretty name but it just doesnt define me if that makes sense #but i was getting it in my head that Bramble is ''too fake of a name'' or some bs like that just because i felt uncomfortable with one persn #hey past me... hon... that is YOUR name. people feel uncomfortable when people they hate use their names too. #just because your name didnt come from birth doesnt make it any less fake and that it needs to be changed because of one person. #anyway i thought id just make this in case anybody is struggling with this now #its probably like three people but just in case

[crowleystolemyshoes]

djdjcjcjf I am SO FUCKING READY for the first week post op. there is SO MUCH wrongness under this binder. the dressings are all out of place and *something* is up with one of the drains where I can literally feel it inside my body 24/7 and have been for more than a day now and the entire thing has rotated about an inch around my body and the tape on one of my incisions came off at the edge and attached to the dressing and every time the binder shifts the tape is being pulled off the wound and I can't stand without one hand held pushing my binder up by about an inch. none of this is impacting healing, it's all going absolutely perfectly, but OH MY GOODNESS I am so annoyed

#on the bright side my drains have both been below 5 ml constantly for the last two days #and I skipped most of my painkiller alarms today and am doing absolutely fine #but urrregh the feeling of having a tube inside you that you're constantly aware of? #it's like having a tampon out of place so you can feel it #but SO MUCH WORSE #BECAUSE THERE *SHOULDN'T* BE A HOLE THERE #anyway #rant over #the deboobing