#anyway i loved seeing this ask in my inbox!! thank you again for sharing your v.olo thoughts with me dear anon! đđ
youre 1000% right. he is so truly nice but desperate to have something better in the world and he would be so relaxing to be around most times like i am always saying this. i bet being swallowed by him feels like a hug every time. love thinking about him being really playful like this
v.olo uwu anon
Oh hi again v.olo uwu anon! đ
He's a wonder to be around fr!! đâ¤ď¸ To me he's the sweetest guy in all of H.isui, you could even fall asleep by his side if you're hanging out with him or something, it feels so cozy and peaceful! He's just got that chill, home sweet home aura! đĽşâ¤ď¸
And I feel like his cheerful demeanor would transmit sooo well to vore as you said, since staying inside his belly would equal the most wholesome, wonderful and warmest hug he could give! I'd love to be surrounded by him that way tbh! đĽşâ¤ď¸
Warning: Major spoilers for P.okemon Legends: A.rceus below!
The combination of protective and playful fits him perfectly imo, omg! And I can see him poke his gut to tease us a bit xD plus after eating us he could start reading a mythology book, or take a nap to relax x3 gosh, this is giving me more ideas for vore stories to write about him!! â¤ď¸ Originally I had slightly more... twisted plans (100% safe as always ofc, dw), but lovely vore fluff is so neat too!! đĽş
Talking about how he feels though, it pains me to see how much he must have suffered ;-; he keeps asking himself if he's unworthy of A.rceus's attention since it favored the MC instead of him, despite everything he's done to even be acknowledged by it ;-;
"I've devoted myself to A.rceus beyond any other! I worshiped it as the creator of our entire world! I bent all of my passion and interest to its study! All the time I've spent poring over the legends... Everything that I've doneâ!"
And even when he's defeated he goes:
"How? How could this happen?! Almighty A.rceus, if you have any heart within you, then tell me...
The blood of the ancient S.innoh people flows in my veins, does it not?! What is it, then, that you find so lacking in me?!
Do you mean to tell me that this world doesn't need to be remade?"
Also, him asking us if we have dreams like he does literally makes my heart ache ;-; ;-; (and it reminded me of N. as well ;-;)
In general, I think he perceives himself as a very lonely individual, and it gets worse since nobody even goes to look for him after the final battle (I'd do it myself if the game just let me, aksbdejsbsn) and pretty much everyone simply accepts that he was the villain and moves on ;-;
His loneliness got me thinking nonetheless. Despite him being able to hide it behind his usual happy-go-lucky attitude, some of it could still come through. For example, he could enjoy our company a lot more than it seems, and with vore it'd work the same way since a pred is technically not alone after nomming somebody. So he could also rub his middle and take in all the positive feelings that come with eating a close person in safety x3 â¤ď¸
"In the end, I was alone... But not you."
To be honest, I wish we could say goodbye to him before he leaves, or at least see him tell professor L.aventon what happened, oof ;-; we saw him from a brief moment tho in the second H.isuian Snow episode! That gives me a lil bit of hope xDD
In any case, G.amefreak please bring him baaaaaack!!! (Alive, possibly ;-;) We miss him!!! đđ
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pairing: mattheo riddle x reader
request: I NEED MATHEO OR THEODORE X FEM READER AND SHE JUST LOVES HIS HANDS AND ARM VIENS AND SHE WALKS INTO HIS DORM AND IS GOBSMAKED TO SEE HIS ABS AND SHE WANTS TO RIDE THEM AND SHES JUST SO OBSESSED AND THINKS HES THE HOTTEST MAN IN THE PLANET- AND SHE FOLDS LIKE A PRETZEL WHEN HE GIVES HER THOSE EYES- JESUS IM A CATHOLIC BUT THEO AND MATTHEO COULD BE MY NEW RELIGION-
author's note: big thanks to @writingsbychlo for listening to me rant about this man in her inbox. posting this now so she can wake up to her mans. the way that i would fold for mattheo so fast (theo look away). anyways, enjoy this purely smutty fic đŽâđ¨
You were supposed to be studying.Â
When you came into his dorm, you specifically told Mattheo not to interrupt you under any circumstances. Usually, you preferred the library but some prat had accidentally set off a dung bomb, which meant closure until further notice.Â
You tried studying in your dorm, but your fellow housemates decided that there was no better time to throw a back to school bash in the common room than the night before your Ancient Runes exam. Harry and Ron, who shared the same class, appeared completely unbothered as they chugged firewhisky straight from the bottle.Â
Your roommate Hermione was long gone. Probably holed up somewhere in the dungeons with Draco. You followed your friendâs cue and snuck into your boyfriendâs dorm, narrowly avoiding Filch. It never seemed fair that the Slytherins got individual rooms, but tonight you had never been more thankful for it.Â
Mattheo had set up a whole battle station for you on his desk. There were fresh ink pots, newly sharpened quills, and blank parchment waiting for you when you arrived. After kissing your sweet and considerate boyfriend, you went straight to work.Â
By the time midnight struck, the parchment was filled with glowing runes, making your ink stained hands cramp from drawing out the symbols over and over again. To Mattheoâs credit, he kept to himself and read quietly on his bed while you studied.Â
You were so engrossed in the material that you barely registered him kissing you on the cheek before leaving to take a shower. That little mistake cost you because as soon as he walked back into his dorm with nothing but a towel on, you nearly spilled fresh ink all over yourself.Â
Water trickled down Mattheoâs chest, the little droplets snaking through his perfectly chiseled abs only to disappear beyond his v lines, which pointed like an arrow to what you knew was hiding underneath that towel.Â
The fabric hung dangerously low on his hips as he walked over to his dresser to pick out something to wear. You watched with rapt attention as he braced himself against the wood, those delicious, juicy veins protruding from his forearms and nearly making you dizzy with desire.Â
Finally, Mattheo turned. The silence had caught his attention and he smirked when he saw you ogling him.Â
âSee something you like, pretty girl?â
You flushed. âJust got a little distracted.â
Mattheoâs grin grew. He sauntered over to you, leaning over so that he had you caged against the desk.Â
âOh?â he asked, his voice low and husky and absolutely fucking sexy. âMaybe itâs time for a break then. Youâve been such a good girl studying so hard all night. I think you deserve a reward, my love.âÂ
Your breath hitched as Mattheoâs lips grazed yours. He tilted your chin up, giving you a perfect view of those brown eyes. Then he gave you the look and you knew you were done for.Â
It was a look that said he wanted to devour every inch of you until you couldnât even recall your own name. You gave in. Of course you gave in. How could you not?
âMaybe for a secondâŚâ
Mattheo took the opening. One arm snaked around your waist, bringing you up with him as he pressed you against the desk. His other arm crept up your back until he reached the nape of your neck, fisting your hair through his fingers as he kissed you roughly.Â
âDo you even know how fucking sexy you are, princess? My smart schoolgirl in her tiny little skirt.âÂ
Mattheo carefully moved your studying materials aside before picking you up and setting you down on the table. He gripped the top of your thighs and brought you to the edge while sliding his tongue against yours. You whimpered as he grinded against you, showing you exactly how hard he was underneath the towel.
âBeen thinking about bending you over this table all night,â Mattheo whispered in your ear. His hand climbed higher up your thigh and you felt your body instantly respond to his touch. âBet youâre soaking wet for me already, arenât you angel?â
You moaned as he toyed with the waistband of your panties. âMatty, please.âÂ
Your boyfriend smiled at your nickname for him, knowing that he had you right where he wanted you. âWhat is it that you want, darling?â
âTouch me. Please.âÂ
Mattheo smirked as he tugged your panties off. His lust filled gaze drank you in as he dragged two fingers through your slick folds.Â
âFuck. Youâre so wet. Is this all for me, princess?â
âMhm,â you mumbled, nipping at his neck. âItâs not fair. You play dirty, Matty. You canât just walk in here with nothing but a towel on.âÂ
âWhy not, angel?â
You sighed, tracing the hard planes of his chest. His muscles flexed under your fingertips as you gently raked your nails against his six pack. âBecause youâre sexy and I canât help myself.âÂ
Mattheo chuckled darkly, plunging two fingers in your pussy. You bucked against his hand, watching in stunned silence as he withdrew it only to stick his middle and pointer finger into his mouth. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he tasted you on him.Â
âThis is exactly what I mean,â you whined. âFor Godricâs fucking sake, how am I supposed to concentrate after that?â
âMaybe we can compromise, angel.â He shuffled through your parchments and stuck one to the wall. âIâm going to trace the runes inside of you and if you get them all right, then Iâll give you your reward.â
You swallowed thickly and nodded. Mattheo grinned before giving you a quick peck. âPay attention, sweetheart.âÂ
His fingers dipped through your folds once more and you gripped his arm, fighting the moan from escaping your lips. Mattheo curled his fingers inside of you, drawing a familiar shape.Â
âUrus,â you said in a breathy voice. âIt means strength.â
âThatâs right, angel.â He shifted as you ran your hands down his arms. You could feel his veins throbbing underneath your palm as he fingered you. âDonât get distracted now. I know how much you love my hands. I promise theyâll be wrapped around your throat by the end of the night if you get all these right. Now focus.â
You nodded, eyes fluttering close as he traced another rune. âAlgiz,â you answered. âFor protection.âÂ
âHot and smart,â Mattheo announced proudly. âHowâd I get so lucky?â
His lips grazed yours and you willingly parted for him, fluttering around his fingers as his tongue slid into your mouth. He pumped his digits inside of you, teasing and taunting.Â
âLetâs try something harder, princess.âÂ
Mattheoâs skillful fingers prodded against your walls, sketching a complicated shape. You closed your eyes and focused. It was a tricky one, but you remembered the cris cross pattern.Â
âInguz,â you said decidedly. âFertility.âÂ
âThatâs right,â Mattheo said with a smile. âYou're doing so well, sweetheart. One more and you can have anything you want.âÂ
âAnything?â you asked with a small smile.
âWhatever that devious little mind of yours desires, my love.âÂ
âOkay,â you replied. âIâm ready, then.â
Your boyfriend nodded, staring right into your eyes as he marked the last and final rune. It was an effort not to get lost in those warm, brown eyes. But you steeled yourself, determined to claim your prize.
âRerth. For luck.â
âGood girl,â Mattheo said with a smirk. âFitting since youâre getting lucky tonight, angel. Where should we start?âÂ
You bit your lip, cocking your head at him. It was nearly an impossible choice. You wanted to kiss him. Bite him. Lick him. All of the above and more.Â
But there was one thing that stood out from all the other deliciously sinful choices. You pressed your palm against his abs and grinned.Â
âI want to ride your abs.â
Mattheoâs eyes widened. He hadnât expected it, but fuck he was so down. He wouldâve given you anything with the way you were looking at him right now.Â
âYou never fail to surprise me,â he said fondly. âWell come on then, letâs make your filthy little fantasy a reality.âÂ
In one smooth move, he lifted you off the table and deposited you on top of his bed. Mattheo reclined against the headboard and watched with hungry eyes as you straddled his stomach. He smiled as you slipped the tie off your neck and looped it around him.Â
It was a simple move, but so fucking sexy and possessive at the same time. You were claiming him. Mattheo was yours and you were his. You belonged to one anotherâmind, body, and soul.Â
Mattheo trailed kisses down your neck and throat, leaving marks on your skin as his deft fingers made quick work of the first few buttons on your blouse. He leaned back and admired his work, his hands gripping your hips while you grinded your soaking wet sex against his muscles.Â
He didnât think it would feel this good. There was something about you using his body to get yourself off that fucking turned him on like no other. Mattheo lifted your skirt up, fisting the fabric in his hands and watching as you coated him with your arousal.Â
The little whimpers you were making sounded like music to his ears. âMy good little slut,â he said, squeezing your tits as you rode him with reckless abandon. âYouâre so fucking filthy, baby. Using me to get yourself off. Iâm just your fuck toy arenât I princess?â
âSo good,â you murmured. âYou feel so good, Matty.â
The desperation in your voice set him off. He gripped your hips hard enough to bruise and bucked forward, smirking in satisfaction when you moaned. The ridges of his abs rubbed against your clit, providing the perfect amount of pressure to the sensitive area.Â
âKeep riding me,â he said in a low, rough voice. âJust like that, angel. Such a good girl for me.â
You closed your eyes, lost to the waves of pleasure coursing through your body. Mattheo gripped your chin, his voice rough around the edges as he spoke. âOpen your eyes, darling. I want to watch you cum.â
His rich brown eyes pinned you in place, drinking in every detail. That sexy smirk curved against his lips as he hooked his arms behind his head, admiring the view of his girl riding him.Â
âLook at you, baby. Youâre making such a fucking mess. Such an innocent face, but you turn into a filthy whore when youâre with me.âÂ
âOnly for you, Mattheo.âÂ
âDamn fucking right,â he said, sliding his hands under your skirt to rub at your clit.Â
You bucked against him, riding out the high. Heat exploded in your core and seeped into your veins. Mattheo kissed you roughly, staking his claim on you as he devoured your moans.Â
âThatâs it, princess. Cum for me, pretty girl.â
The orgasm felt like a lightning strike. It hit you all at once, making your walls spasm as you came all over Mattheoâs abs. He cursed when he felt you soaking him through, utterly turned on by the mess that youâve made. Mattheo had never been harder in his life.Â
Your boyfriend peppered kisses on your face, pulling you taut to him as you came down from the high. Mattheo brushed a lock of hair behind your ear, tilting your chin up so he could press his lips against yours. He groaned and held your hips down, grinding his boner against your ass.Â
âIâm not done making you cum, princess. Youâve got one more in you, donât you angel?âÂ
As sensitive as you were, your pussy throbbed at his words. When it came to Mattheo, you could never really get enough.Â
âI thought I only got one reward. Youâre spoiling me, Matty.âÂ
âThereâs no question about it. Youâre my spoiled rotten little princess. But this reward isnât for you, itâs for me.â He smacked your ass, gesturing for you to get up. âNow come on, angel. I was serious about that desk.âÂ
He smirked as he walked you back to his desk, his hands disappearing underneath your skirt as he massaged your ass. Mattheo kissed you roughly before he flipped you over, bending you on the desk so you were face down and ass up. He flipped your skirt up, hissing when he found you soaking wet again.
âYou just canât help yourself can you, princess?â He pumped himself in his hand before sliding the tip of his cock along your folds. âGods, youâre fucking wet. Are you ready, baby?âÂ
You whimpered, rocking your hips against him for more friction. Mattheo held you in place, fisting your hair in his hands.Â
âUse your words, darling. I want to hear you beg like the good little slut that you are.âÂ
âPlease, Matty,â you whined. âI need you so badly that it hurts.âÂ
He kissed the base of your spine, grinning as he eased his length inside of you. Still sensitive from your last orgasm, you gripped the edges of the table as Mattheo buried his cock within your walls. Your legs felt like they were going to give out any minute, but he kept you upright, cursing when he felt how wet and tight you were.Â
âFuck,â he grunted as he thrust into you slowly. Mattheo gripped you from behind, picking up the pace. Your pussy clenched around him like a vice. âGods, pussyâs so good baby. Youâre doing so well. Taking all of me like my perfect little whore.âÂ
Mattheo fucking adored the way you blushed at his filthy words. He leaned over, capturing your lips in a sloppy kiss as he fucked you into the table. He thought he was going to pass the fuck out when you grinded back into him, meeting his movements to take more and more of him. Mattheo leaned over and shielded your head from the wall, making sure you were protected as the table shook underneath you.Â
The sound of skin slapping against skin mixed with your breathy little moans was enough to send him over the edge, but he wanted to make good on his promise. Mattheo always put his girl first. The boys were right. He might be just a little bit pussy whipped.Â
Even without the sex, you couldâve asked Mattheo to kill for you and he wouldâve done so without question.Â
âI fucking love you, darling. Iâd kill for you. Iâd die for you,â he said, every word laced with conviction. âForever and always.âÂ
âI love you too, Matty. Forever and always.âÂ
He kissed your cheek, the action surprisingly soft compared to how rough the sex was. You felt like you couldâve melted onto the floor.Â
âCum with me, my love.âÂ
Mattheo wrapped his arms around you as that familiar heat spread burned in your core. He held you as the orgasm rocked through your body, sharing in the euphoric high while the two of you finished together. His grip around you only tightened, hugging you from behind while he slowly pulled out. You were barely keeping upright as it was, your legs threatening to give out under you.Â
Without a word, your boyfriend scooped you into his arms and brought you back to bed. He cradled you against him, whispering praises and encouragement while stroking your hair.Â
âYou did so well, baby. Iâm so proud of you for remembering all those runes. Youâre gonna ace your exam tomorrow.âÂ
âYou really think so, Matty?â You snuggled against him, burying your head in the crook of his neck. Mattheo stroked your back and placed a kiss on your temple.Â
âI know so, darling. You have no idea how proud I am for having such a smart girlfriend. I love bragging about you to our friends.âÂ
You flushed. âWell, I couldnât have done it all on my own. I had some help from my smart, sweet, and sexy study partner.
Mattheo grinned and kissed you gently. âGlad to be of service, my love.âÂ
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Azriel x reader - In Between part 2
Part 1
Summary: trying to regain your confidence after your broken heart, you met someone in the same position as you and developped one of the best friendships you had ever had. A genuine and sincere friendship. But this person may be closer by other ways to you than you thought.
Warnings: still angst, alcohol in a not healthy way, heartbreak again, hypocrite Elain (kinda slander ig), Lucien being the best.
Note: well maybe a part 3 ig đ
, I was really inspired tbh. Thank you all for having loved the part 1 and shared it with me ! Ily đđ and don't hesitate to ask me something or chat with me in my inbox or dm, or in the comments !
You had been a crying mess for two weeks now, sometimes you went out in a bar to drink so much you would forget even your name. That was the point, forget the constant sting in your heart and you head. Forget him, his beautiful Hazel eyes and inked tattoos on his broad and golden chest. And here we go again: the tears flooded themselves on your face. It was a day to drink today, or tonight, you didn't really have a time notion for the past two weeks: waking up at dawn or dusk, eating, crying and sleeping. You had to forget about all those beautiful things about him, you had to empty your brain and heart. You didn't want to feel something again.
As you were walking to the nearest bar, you thought about those letters elain had sent you, saying you were her dearest friend and asking if your confession went well. You knew she knew that it was you in her apartment that cursed day, but she still pretended and even was saying the complete opposite of what she had said to azriel, falsely comforting you. Was she ever was your friend at this point ? Or has she always criticised and stabbed you behind you back ? Anyway you had decided that it was way better for you to ignore her and keep living your life, if you could still call what you were living a life, without her.
You didn't even noticed when you had arrived in front the door of the bar, but you did and entered, going directly to your now favorite spit in front of the barman : the alcohol was there easier to get. You didn't see then, the redhead man who was at the exact place you had been the few days prior. How dare he steal your chair like that ? Approaching slowly you stilled and you understood that this man was surely in the same situation as you, a heartbreak, seeing his bent frame and the many empty glasses in front of him. They could only have been his because no one was seated near him, and everyone was judging him. They were all avoiding the poor man whose name you didn't know.
"I was almost mad at you for stealing my favourite seat" you stated, seating next to him as his head shot to your side wondering if you were really talking to him.
"Yes I'm talking to you"
"Ah, I'm sorry for your seat do you want it back ?" He asked, genuinely embarrassed, his cheeks flushed.
"No I'm fine here, I can speak with you ...?" You asked ?
"Lucien".
"I'm yn, and as I was saying, I can speak with you here Lucien" he nodded.
"Nice to meet you yn, but you don't wanna talk to me, don't you see all the glares everyone sends me here ?" He drank in a one shot what seemed to be whisky and stared again at his now empty glass.
"Oh gods you men !" He looked at you confused "I know what I'm doing fuck ! I'm a grown up woman and I can make my own choices ! You re the second on in two weeks who tells me what I want or not." You snapped.
"Oh I'm sorry, then stay if you want." He apologized quickly.
You asked shots to the barman and stayed silent a bit nefore you both asked in one voice "what are you here for ?". You two chuckled a bit before you said "you first".
"Well I've kinda learnt that my mate, who knows that she is my mate is dating someone else. And I feel like I'm not allowed to have just once an ounce of happiness." You were hurt for him as you heard his story that he told you with a careless demeanor. He must really be at his lowest.
"Ouch that hurts, I'm sorry man. She's a fool if you want my opinion." He smiled sadly at your answer and pointed you from his chin asking you silently your story.
"Well im heartbroken as well, my best friend encouraged me confessing to the man I love, but he rejected me, and not in a nice way. But as lucky as I am, I learnt that he is dating my best friend who is a back stabber." I emptied my glass in one drink.
"Ouch that hurts too, I'm sorry." He said echoing my words.
We spent the night drinking, and drowning ourselves in alcohol but in a more joyful way than usually.
I then went more and more at the bar to see him, but we drank less and less, leaving place to real conversations between us. It became quickly a routine, and Lucien became one of my best friends, well my only friend of the time actually. And I was one of his only friend as well. Two broken hearts healing parts of eachothzr then didn't even break. Lucien had explained to me his family problem, and how his former male best friend was a toxic man in relationships, how he had been poorly treated in his biological family, and how his actual best friend was his mate's sister so he didn't know how to approach her anymore. He came a lot in my appartment to spend time with me, he even slept in sometimes, because he couldn't face his current family. He practically had his room in your home, some of his stuff never really left.
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After 2 knocks on your door you unwillingly got off your couch and opened it letting a wild and out of breath Lucien appear in front of it.
"Lu ? Are you okay ?" That was his new nickname, he loved it, because he felt like he was loved for once in his life.
"Yes.. no ? I need you to come with me like right now ! "
"Oh okay let me get me keys and I'm coming" you trusted Lucien too much to ever doubt about him, if he needed you then you were there for him.
You left your apartment and went to the direction he indicated. After a while you panicked a little, seeing that you were going to the high lord's house.
"Lucien you know I love you but where are we going?"
"To a family dinner, I can't go alone. See, my mate's relationship got complicated and she always complains to me when I'm alone, which is all the time. So I feel like I'm just a plan b and I'm really uncomfortable when she does it. Don't worry I've told them that someone was going with me."
"I understand Lu, but at the high lord's ?" You asked sceptical.
"Well yes, because my best friend I told you about is Feyre."
"What ?" Lucien, had never told the names of his family members, and you neither, so discovering that his friend was you high lady so that you were going to see Azriel made you weak to the bones.
"Lucien ? Your mate is Elain ??"
"What, yes ? How do you know ??" He exclaimed as he stopped on his tracks.
"She is the fake friend I told you about !" You answered on the same tone.
"So it means that.."
"I am in love with Azriel... yes."
"Oh gods" you both sighed.
"Hum yn ?" He asked unsure of what to say.
"Mmh"
"Have I told you that Cassian and him were the ones to get us to the house?"
"No, no, no. Please no ! But what would we even need to be picked up ?"
"We can't winnow so it's either that or climb 10 000 stairs".
Both fearing the fast approaching dinner, the last part of the walk was silent and the air heavy with tension. You held your breath when you saw two winged big figures, Cassian and Azriel. The first one shot his head in your direction and smiled confused.
"Yn ?" Azriel stiffened as he heard your name. "What does owe us the pleasure to see you ?"
"I'm the one to go with Lu today but I didn't know it was with you...". Azriel froze completely still turning his back to you. He wasn't sure it was you but now it was certain and he couldn't face you after the mean things he had said to your face. He hadn't talked about it to anyone except Elain and he kinda regretted it now. Things had got complicated between them because after your love confession she had grown so much jealous! He couldn't bear it anymore, he was a free man, he hadn't wings for nothing! They would argue a lot more and he hated that because it triggered bad memories in him. Plus he felt a bit bad about you. You hadn't done anything to him to deserve to be treated that way, he was ashamed of his actions because he knew that, as insecure as you seemed to be, you might have been spiralling since. That wasn't him, that wasn't how he was supposed to be. When he got Elain, she changed him a lot, and he wasn't sure anymore that it was for the good. She crushed all of his efforts to keep the bad parts of him inside. He was meaner, colder, he wasn't himself. Rhys have scolded him a little about that and he had really reacted in a bad way. An evidence of what Rhys had advanced. Azriel was sure he had made you feel bad, and he didn't want it : you were a nice and smart female, a little clumsy but still beautiful and lovely. As he finally turned to you, all of his regret splashed on him when crossing your look and seeing you pained eyes. You quickly put your head down and he felt even more bad to have made lose enough confidence for you to fear to hold his gaze. Thinking about it, he didn't understand you insecurity of the beginning, before the altercation. How could you, a very beautiful female, ever doubt about yourself ?
Realisation hit him, that he would have to take you flying because it would be awkward if he took Lucien, his girlfriend's mate. He knew she was complaining to him, and he felt even sorry for the poor Lucien. But a question lingered in his mind: how did you two know eachother ? And why the fuck would Lucien bring you to a family dinner ? Were you dating ? Fear crossed his eyes for a second before regaining his composure. You couldn't be dating Lucien, it was impossible, you had just said two weeks ago that you loved him. Could you have moved that fast ? It frightened him, knowing that he had grown to like you when thinking of your shared moments at training, where you two had laughed, sometimes until crying joy tears, and regretting the mean rejection he had given you in return of something so intimate and innocent as your love and devotion for him. Damn him he had even insulted you ! He cursed himself more and more until he got out of his head when Cassian called him.
"Azriel wake up ! You take yn." He said when shooting in the sky Lucien in his arms.
You both stayed in an awkward bubble, without moving an inch, avoiding the gaze of one another, for 30 long seconds that felt like hours.
"I'm sorry" and "so how are you doing" came at the same time from him side you. You awkwardly chuckled but he stayed still so you stopped finally having the guts to look at him in the eye for more than a millisecond.
"I'm sorry." He repeated, louder this time. You froze. You didn't want that to happen. You didn't want him to face you abut what happened. It would made it real, and you still hadn't enough courage for that.
"What for ?" You asked, your voice breaking.
"You what for".
You hesitated a lot before responding. "No actually I don't. Was it for mean rejecting me without an ounce of regret or nicenessin your words ? Or maybe the fact that you destroyed my confidence? Oh no ! I know, it was for the time you mocked me in front of my friend, who is in fact your girlfriend, and a fake friend!"
"You weren't supposed to be there that time." He said, suddenly finding the floor really interesting.
"Maybe but I was, so it's the same result and the same mean words that came out of your mouth."
He knew you were right. You were completely allowed to be mad at him for the way he treated you. But it was still hard. Azriel had never been in proper relationships nor had he ever been confessed to. It wasn't a proper excuse but it still made it hard to accommodate to those things for a boy deprived of love for all his life. He didn't know how to react, so to him, the better solution was to stay silent. You sighed, disappointed and he came awkwardly closer to you to hold you and shoot in the sky, following Cassian and Lucien, long arrived and waiting for you worried (especially Lucien).
Elain was waiting for Azriel, or Lucien, no one knew, on the balcony of the House of Wind and almost fell when she saw you. You in Azriel's arms, accompanying Lucien. Azriel struggled to let you go, especially after your conversation, but the second you were out of his hold, Elain held you in a crushing hug. You rapidly got out as well, feeling uncomfortable after her hypocrisy. You gave her a sad smile and Lucien introduced you to Feyre and Rhysand who had already told you to call them by their name, and to Mor and Amren. They all welcomed you warmly except Elain and Azriel of course who both looked like ashamed puppies with their tails between their legs.
After dinner, everyone went out in the garden for a tea and you found yourself on a couch behind Lucien sat on the floor. Automatically, because it was something you were now used to do, your hands found his head and started playing with his hair. Everyone had their eyes on you, confused on your proximity but you didn't notice and kept going on braiding his hair.
"I'll do yours later I promise" Lucien said, looking at you from above.
"I hope so !". Leaving everyone even more confused now.
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When you were ready to left with Lucien, Elain caught you and asked you to have a word with her.
Lucien gave you a worried look and you nodded making him understand you were okay for now.
She led you to a private room and paced in it awkwardly. She opened her mouth twice and closed it almost instantly like she wanted to say something but didn't know where to start.
"So, you ans Azriel ? Huh"
"You have actually no right to be mad at me." She cut you off.
"Excuse me ? But I have every right to be mad at you right now ! You have treated me poorly faking to be my friend and laughing at me when you should have been comforting me !" You snapped, angry.
"Well, it's not like someone could ever treat you well."
"What, what do you mean ?"
"Look at you yn, nobody would ever really be with you. You're not ugly but you're not beautifu, you're not dumb but you're not smart, you're just.. Well you. And that's clearly not enough." She looked at you disgustingly.
"But Lucien is treating me well.." You said tears welling in your eyes.
"Don't be blind, yn, he's a man, and like Azriel he will ran to me when he'll see that you're no longer interesting. You were nice and all, you listened to me but I guess I just got bored of you, anyone would." And with that she left the room, leaving 8 pairs of eyes on you as she opened the door. They instantly approached you, Feyre apologising a thousand time for the mean behaviour of her sister and Azriel staying in the back, his eyes full of worry and apology. He was trying to make you feel like everything she had said was false, that you were so much more than that, worthy of the stars,of two shining stars. Because yes they had heard everything. Lucien made his way to the crowd of his family surrounding you and hesitated before he hugged you out of nowhere. Azriel clenched his jaw and his hands turned into fists. When Lucien released you of his grasp, your expression hadn't changed, its like you were empty, just one single tears had escaped your eye. Cassian and Azriel flew you to the ground of Velaris and the last one had kept his hand on yours to make you look at him.
"I'm sorry, for what she said. It's not one bit true."
"Don't worry, she's surely right..." You had answered your gaze falling on his hand. You had never noticed the scars an them, they were so beautiful, so textured, so unique. You eyes widened at the sight and Azriel quickly hid them behind back before keeping going.
"No she wasn't, please don't doubt yourself because of what came out of her mouth because of jealousy. Because that's what she was and still is, jealous."
"Thank you Az really." You sadly smiled at him before joining Lucien who was waiting for you.
He didn't know why, but something clicked in him seeing you walk away under the arm of Lucien and hearing again his nickname from your mouth. He thought it rolled well on your tongue and really wanted to hear it again, as soon as possible. And it tensed him a lot to know that this man who touched you, was probably sleeping at yours tonight, maybe in your bed to comfort you after this emotionally hard day. It puzzled him a lot and didn't even know why, until his shadows came to his ears and murmured repeatedly "want to be him".
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Hi! I love your stuff, especially for the slashers. Wanted to ask for them (the slashers, specifically including michael, bubba, jason and stu) with a reader who wants to join them in killing/wants to try it with them? Out of curiosity or wanting to help them or some morbid desire, the reasons up to you. If you end up doing this then thank you! <3
Slashers with Reader Who Wants to Kill with Them
A/N: Thank you so much! Iâve included the specific Slashers you requested. But I wasnât sure if you were asking for just them or if you wanted all of them. If youâd like to see the others, feel free to pop in my inbox again, and Iâll make a part II! :)
Michael Myers
Michael was drawn to you for a reason
There had always been a bit of darkness brewing in you, so being with a serial killer only brought that out more
When you brought up the idea of you joining along, Michael was unsure at first
He felt that you may be too fragile to risk the danger
Although terrible at showing it, he didn't want you to end up dead
But when you kept insisting, he finally gave in
You were just forced to not leave his sight the entire time
He doesn't like you getting to the target first
He'll let you finish the job (sometimes), but he wants to be the one to knock them down
He would also want you to use a knife during the killings
Anything loud would be an immediate no
When he realizes that you may like killing as much as he does, this soon becomes a regular thing for you both
It's as romantic as Michael will ever get
He teaches you different areas on the body to target
Shows you shortcuts along the paths so you can always get to your target
But he'll be there to help you out if things go south, of course
Just don't expect him to share all of this secrets
He enjoys having that advantage over you
If you get badly injured though, it's game over
Jason Voorhees
He's pretty iffy about this at first too
His mother is the main driving force behind his crimes, so although he doesn't mind killing, it's not pure passion that drives him
So when you shared that you were interested in doing what he does, he felt a little confused
Your safety is his number one priority, so he would be pretty adamant to not let you do it at first
However, if you put your foot down, he'll give in
Will give you your very own weapon (something quiet) and teach you how to use it
Would probably bring home some random victim for you to try to kill the first time around
He wants to make sure you really want to do this (and being at home meant you were safer)
If you tell him that you truly enjoy it, then he'll take you out with him
But don't leave his sight
He'll become very pouty if you run off
He's very sweet to you after everything either way though, carefully using warm water to wipe off the sweat and blood from your face
Bubba Sawyer
The hardest one to convince out of these
You just wanted to help him and his family out, but he continuously refused
Bubba doesn't even really kill for enjoyment
He does it because it's how his family survives (or so he's been told)
So you wanting to join is mind boggling to him
It's way too dangerous anyways
But he is quite a softie for you so if it's really important, he'll eventually give in
Always has to be there and helping you though
He won't let you do anything on your own
Will give you a run down of the land and help you memorize the layout
Sounds of joy whenever you kill someone yourself
He's very sweet with cleaning you off after too
But if he sees even one scratch or bruise, he will not let you outside for a long time
You basically have to repeat the begging and reasoning with him all over again before he considers letting you help him after that
Stu Macher
Hell yeah
Stu is all over this and is basically over the moon
Killing wasn't exactly in your things to do, but the more you watched Stu come home with a high, the more you wanted to try it out
He starts rambling about what your outfit should be, where to get the best knife, who would make the best target, etc.
Wouldn't let you do any killings on your own at first
He has to make sure that he is just a few steps away so that he can help you if things don't go as planned
Seeing you in blood is an immediate turn on
He will definitely make out with you over the dead bodies
Constant praises over what you did right and how hot you looked doing it
Raiding the victims' pantries and eating their food after everything
He especially loves to shower with you at the end of the night and hold you close
All of this gets to the point where he doesn't even want to go on a killing spree unless you're there by his side
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Hello! Hello! Im here to request again.
This time its gonna be sub!Xiao make up sex.
please and thank you. Have a great day, night, or afternoon. See you next askâĄ
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characters: sub!xiao x nb!dom!reader
warnings: fluff, veerrryyy light angst, sex with feelings, hints of overstimulation, reader is nb so the dick part can be interpreted as a dildo
notes: finally clearing out my inbox. iâm sorry it took so long, i feel ashamedđ anyways, come get yâall christmas giftâď¸
the nation of liyue was loud and buzzing with excitement from an oncoming festival. the guardian yaksha didnât know what it was but it surely must be a good thing if even his lord, rex lapis, seems happy preparing for this festival as well. sadly, the one person he wanted to spend this unknown festival with was not here. possibly in a far away nation, fighting stronger and stronger opponents to hone their skills.
xiao heaved a sigh before teleporting away from the harbor and into the warm nest/room, filled with the softest blankets and pillows alongside the memories of you two. flopping down onto the soft nest, he dragged the nearest pillow with your shirt on, burying his face into it, hoping that your scent hasnât completely disappeared. he heaved another sigh when he could no longer smell your comforting, soothing scent. great. this day just kept becoming more and more lonely for the poor adepti.
too caught up in his own sulking, xiao didnât notice your silent steps walking into you twoâs shared nest, nearly summoning his jade spear when you wrapped your arms around him. his tensed muscles relaxed as soon as he realized it was you, his beloved. quickly turning around in your arms to cling to you, the adepti started scolding you about how long you took, how you didnât call his name once, how worried he was etc etc.
chuckling sheepishly, you leaned down to give him a gentle peck on his forehead, effectively silencing his angered scolding and causing him to pout up at you with the cutest pink blooming on his face.
âarenât you going to kiss me?â huffing angrily up at you, your sweet boyfriend looked more like a sweet kitten. however you kept him alone and sulking for a long time during your travels. bending down once more to properly kiss him, you can just feel the adepti easily becoming a putty in your arms.
âpleaseâŚ?â tugging on your shirt with the most cutest pout, pink dyed cheeks and glistening golden eyes, how could you ever say no to him.
gently laying him down onto the soft blankets and helping each other take off the clothes covering you both, softly kissing his lips, distracting his mind from the sudden stretch of his hole being filled to the brim with your cock. this was all a very familiar pattern, a welcome back gift, a sought after desire.
whining helplessly when you fully bottomed out inside him, your lovely adeptiâs eyes started to swell with tears. soothing him by peppering his face with kisses until he started to grind back against you, moving in and out of his hole swiftly.
âmffgh! nnggh.. [name]~ [n-name]..â moaning your name out loudly over and over like a mantra, xiaoâs legs started trembling, his hips twitching. clinging to you tightly as if wanting to merge your bodies and souls together, the yaksha came with a sudden loud wail when your hand stroked his cock.
trying his best to catch his breath, xiao looked up at you with nothing but pure adoration in his hazy, teary eyes. staring up at you with reverence in his mind like you were the one to hang the stars in the night sky. he smiled softly, knowing here in your arms is where he belongs, pulling you down to meet your lips once again.
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Bullfrog and Rayman/Ramon x fem reader : trying on their clothes
Thank you @elyn-27 for the request !
This ask wouldnât show up in my inbox anymore for some reason - either I deleted it by accident or my Tumblr is going bonkers ⌠sorry for the inconvenience ! Luckily I had a screenshot saved ;C;
Anyway this is such a cute prompt , I ended up getting inspired and wrote three mini stories for the boys based on it :DÂ
Hope it all turned out okay !Â
Details : use of female reader ;
established relationships ;Â
no warnings neededÂ
Bullfrog đ
< Hmm ⌠c'est bizarre ⌠didnât I put it here yesterday ? >Â
After searching in the drawer for a few more seconds , Bullfrog finally closed it , very puzzled : he always took good care of his assassin uniform , and yet that morning it just wasnât in the usual place he placed it .
Maybe you remembered ?Â
< y/n ? Have you seen my - >Â
Then , as soon as he walked in the living room he finally saw you ⌠and a smile illuminated his face when he realized what you were wearing .Â
< Ah , so thatâs where my uniform went ⌠>
< Oh - hello sweetie !Â
Sorry I uh ⌠I was just looking at it this morning , and I thought it would be fun to try it on , but I can give it back to you right away if you need ⌠it ⌠>Â
The moment you felt Bullfrogâs hands gently caressing your cheeks , all while staring at you lovingly with those beautiful eyes of his , you couldnât help but blush âŚ
< Non , you can keep it until I need to leave , it looks really good on you mon amour ~ >Â
He then left a kiss on your forehead before heading off to gather all he needed for the upcoming mission âŚ
It was in those sweet little moments the two of you shared that you fully realized just how much you loved that frog , and just how much he loved you back .
Rayman đ§Ą
You had decided to try on Raymanâs suit that morning out of sheer curiosity , mostly because you were looking forward to see his reaction :Â
you knew that your boyfriend had been very , very busy during the past weeks , so you eventually came up with a little surprise for him that would hopefully cheer him up a bit .
You were sure that he was still asleep since it was pretty early , but when you suddenly felt his hands around your waist you realized that he had figured out what you were doing âŚ
< Well well , donât you look gorgeous in my suit , darling ? ~ >Â
You chuckled , blushing at his compliment while holding his hands in yours âŚ
Classic Rayman , he never missed an opportunity to remind you how beautiful you were to him .
< Aw , you really think so Ray ?Â
Iâll give it back to you if you need it , but - >Â
< Donât worry , thereâs plenty of time before I gotta leave for work , and besides ⌠>Â
When you turned around to look at him , Rayman didnât waste the opportunity to lean forward to kiss you .
< ⌠a few more minutes spent with you is all I could ever ask for y/n ~ >Â
< Pfft ⌠okay , youâre just trying to flatter me now ~ >Â
He chuckled in response , and you gladly accepted his lips on yours again , happy to see that he seemed to be way more at ease than before .
He was always working so hard ⌠he really deserved a small break from it all , and since you were like a safe corner for Rayman he always treasured those precious moments with you .Â
Ramon đ¤
Ramon didnât even question where his coat went :
he didnât forget about your adorable habit of wearing his clothes , so he just walked back to your shared room , watching you huddle close to it with your eyes closed until you noticed your boyfriend staring at you from the entrance âŚ
< Oh - hey Ram â
Sorry ⌠your coat is just so cozy and warm , I couldnât resist ⌠>Â
< Nah , you donât have to be sorry y/n ⌠>Â
He sat next to you on the bed , his hand reaching up to caress the back of your neck ,
< You do look real pretty in it ~ >Â
< You really think so ⌠? >
< Mhm ⌠>Â
It wasnât long before your faces leaned closer and closer , until your lips met in quite a few passionate kisses ⌠which eventually lead you two to lie down in bed for a while longer , just cuddling and enjoying each otherâs company âŚ
< Tell me , was wearing my coat an elaborate plan to cuddle some more ? ~ >Â
<; *gasp* , whaat ? No !Â
âŚÂ
Yeah , maybe ⌠but it worked out well for both , didnât it ? ~ >Â
< Heh ⌠yeah . >Â
You watched Ramon snuggle closer to your chest , letting out a soft sigh as you used his coat to cover him up .
< I love you so much , y/n ⌠I really needed this . Thank you . >Â
He didnât have an easy sleep last night , tormented like always by the horrible thought of Eden hurting the both of you âŚ
But at least he had you with him to bring him some joy , even by doing something as small as trying on his clothes .
< I love you too honey ⌠Iâll always be there for you , no matter what happens . >Â
Hearing you whisper those words in his ear was enough to make all the tension in Ramonâs body melt away âŚ
He really was lucky to have someone as special as you in his life .
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Two Rhaenys
Aemond Targaryen x Targaryen!Reader (Daughter of Rhaenyra) x Aegon II Targaryen
part 7
Masterlist Serie
Hi guys, I hope you are well, I apologize again for the delay in updating. I hope the wait was worth it for you and you like the new chapter. As always, thank you very much for the comments, reblogs and likes, they always cheer me up, thanks for your support đĽ°đĽ°đđ
I remind you that my inbox is open in case you have any questions or want to share a headcanon of the series with me. I love reading them đ¤đ¤đđ
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the chapter đđ
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes.
You couldn't sleep. This time it had nothing to do with nightmares about your family's ghosts trying to kill you while calling you a traitor. It also had nothing to do with Cregan Stark's letter agreeing to come to King's Landing in peace. You still weren't sure that the war won't continue but at least you could rest assured that the lord of the North agreed to have a talk with you. You were hoping that you could convince him to bend the knee and that he would end this martyrdom once and for all.
The people who kept you awake were your husbands. Ever since Aegon and Aemond had returned to King's Landing you could feel the pressure from court and council. They knew that you had not yet shared a bed with the king. After how your wedding ended it was normal that you hadn't slept with Aegon but now you had no excuse, you were already recovered from the poisoning and he had returned from Harrenhal, not doing your duty. You had to sleep with Aegon and give him a baby. If possible you knew you had to be pregnant before Lord Stark came to town.
You weren't afraid of having sex with Aegon. You knew him and you knew he would do anything to spare you pain. Besides, it's not like you're a virgin. The problem was actually that you were afraid to enjoy it. Aemond would be in the room. At first, you were okay with it but now you didn't like the idea. What if you enjoyed being with Aegon and Aemond got mad at you? Would it count as cheating even though Aegon was also your husband? Would it ruin your marriage to Aemond? Since you knew the truth about Alys Rivers things had improved but sometimes you can feel a kind of tension between the two of you whenever Aemond finds you and the twins with Aegon in the nursery or walking through the gardens.
You already feel guilty for making out with Aegon in front of Aemond. Even sometimes just by holding his hand, how could you see Aemond's face after having sex with his brother in front of him? You'd like to have a conversation with Aegon the Conqueror to find out how the hell he handled having two spouses. Though you didn't think it would be much help either considering everyone knew how he spent one night with Visenya while he spent ten with Rhaenys. You didn't think it was a deal that would work with the three of you.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Aemond asked, grabbing your attention.
"I thought you were sleeping" you replied turning around to look at him.
"I was but your sighs are so loud they woke me up"
"Fuck you. At least I don't snore"
"I don't snore" your husband denied "Tell me what is worrying you," he asked as he caressed your waist. I knew that if he continued with the "discussion" about whether or not he snored then you would end up distracting him and not telling him why he kept you awake.
You hesitated before answering. You didn't want Aemond to be mad at you but sooner or later the two of you would have to talk about this. There was no point in delaying this conversation, maybe it would even save you some future headaches. Maybe it could even make you feel better.
"I was thinking of you and Aegon" you admitted causing the prince to raise an eyebrow.
"Are you finally going to tell me that you have feelings for my brother?" He said with obvious jealousy, remembering the last few days.
Now at council meetings you always sat next to Aegon, it makes sense because you're the queen but what doesn't make sense is the two of you spend the whole damn meeting holding hands. It also doesn't make sense that you're smiling at Aegon every time he says something sensible in meetings. It's his damn job as king, it's not like he's doing anything extraordinary.
Another thing that bothered Aemond was that now whenever he finished his training and went looking for you and the twins, he found them with Aegon and Jaehaera. Every time he saw you all together his stomach ached from the discomfort and jealousy he felt seeing that you seemed like a perfect family. As if he was always meant to be this way as if he and Helaena didn't exist. He hated to see how natural Aegon looked with his children. He hated the softness in your eyes every time you looked at his brother with the children. He hated when Baelon laughed at Aegon's silly faces. He hated when Baelon burst into tears when he separated him from Aegon. He hated to see Aemon so comfortable in Aegon's arms. They are his family, not Aegon's.
"What?" you said totally surprised.
"I'm not stupid. I see how you look at Aegon. Before the war, you didn't look at him like that." Aemond could see the surprise in your eyes as if you hadn't even realized it yourself. "My mother told me how close you two became in the war."
When you gave birth Aegon was by your side, it was he who held your hand and gave you strength when you thought of giving up. Aegon was the one who helped you calm the cries of the twins at night. Aegon was the one who listened to you and I don't judge you, but he made sure that you understood that you weren't a bad mother when you confessed to him that even though you loved your children, sometimes you wished they hadn't been born because you wanted to go back to your brothers. Aegon was the one who saw you at your worst when Jacaerys died. He was the one who ordered that the twins not be taken away from you when Alicent and Otto claimed that you were unstable and could hurt them after you tried to kill yourself, unable to bear the pain and guilt of Jace's death.
Alice was not lying. You and Aegon were always close, perhaps drifting apart for a time in your teens when Aegon's drinking problem worsened, but became closer in the war. The two supported each other. You couldn't hate him, it didn't matter that he had usurped your mother's throne, it was impossible to hate him when he saw the pain that the death of little Jaehaerys brought him. You saw him alone and you couldn't stand it, you accompanied him in his duel and you treated him as always, you offered him some humanity while the rest of the world only seemed to care that he was the king who had to win a war.
And when Aemond left, for the first time you felt alone in your own home, you were surrounded by enemies. You weren't locked in the black cells but it was obvious that you were a prisoner, there were always guards outside your door and you couldn't go anywhere without them. Something told you that if you weren't pregnant with Aemond's child then Otto Hightower would have had you killed. They let you live but it was clear that no one wanted the daughter of Rhaenyra Targaryen.
Then Aegon returned the favor, he accompanied you in your solitude. Every time he had a free space from royal duties he would come to see you. On sleepless nights you two always had each other's company. You and Aegon knew that when one of you couldn't sleep you could always knock on the other's door and there would be no problem. At dawn they submerged remembering their childhood and the good times before the war. Sometimes Jaehaera was even with youâsince the death of her twin, it was hard for her to sleep and when she did, it wasn't for many hours at a timeâon those nights you and Aegon tried to make her sleep by making up stories. It was funny because Aegon could come up with things that didn't make the slightest bit of sense.
When Daemon and your mother took over King's Landing, you were so scared for Aegon. You felt your breath come back when you heard that he had managed to escape before they could capture him. You prayed every day for his safety and well-being. There wasn't a day you didn't think of him. But that doesn't mean you'll love him romantically right? Anyone would be worried about a family member.
Aegon was your greatest support during the dark times. He was the only one who could bring you some joy together with your children. Your heart always warmed when you saw him with Jaehaera, Maelor, Baelon, and Aemon. He didn't have to take care of the twins but he was always ready to ease your load and help you with your babies.
It was normal for your love for your uncle to deepen after seeing him soothe your children's cries, sing to them and talk to them despite never getting a response from the babies, and watching him play with Maelor and them. How could you hate him when he treated your kids like his? How could you hate him when he always looked out for you and was ready to come to your defense? When he was the only person who comforted you and understood your pain?
But you weren't in love, were you? Did you ever think about what it might have been like if you had married him? Yes, but you blamed the wine. You weren't thinking straight. You only love Aemond. Do you love Aegon? Yes, but not in a romantic way.
Was there a moment when you got more excited about meeting Aegon again than Aemond? Yes, but that was when you thought your husband had cheated on you and before Aegon murdered your mother. When he returned to King's Landing, a part of you wanted to hug him and be by his side, you wanted to return to his safety and the early morning together. But you took it upon yourself to bury deep down any kind of love you felt for him. Aegon murdered your mother, traumatized your little brother, and imprisoned your cousin. You couldn't love him. So you ignored Aegon and focused on comforting your brother and trying to fix your marriage.
You didn't marry Aegon because you were in love, you only married to keep the peace and prevent the war from continuing. You don't have any romantic feelings for AegonâŚSo why do you feel guilty every time you kiss him? Why do you always crave his touch as much as he craves yours?
"I love Aegon," you said more to yourself than to Aemond. You took another moment of silence to assimilate your discovery "I'm sorry" you apologized feeling like a hypocrite. You got angry with him when you thought he had been unfaithful and during all that time you had fallen in love with another man. "I love you both" you assured him instantly as you moved closer to him. You felt relieved to see that he didn't move away from you "To be honest I didn't realize it until you said it"
"I regret telling you" he growled and you bit your lip thinking what to say next to leave him alone.
"This doesn't mean that things will change between us." Aemond looked at you, raising an eyebrow as if he didn't believe you. "I mean, it doesn't have to be a bad change. My feelings for you remain the same."
"So you won't leave me out?"
The question took you by surprise "Of course not." You instantly replied, "You are my husband and I love you." You kissed him tenderly, hoping to show him at least a part of how much you loved him.â I would never leave you aside. I could hardly bear to be without you when you went to Harrenhalâ you said causing a small smile to appear on the prince's lips.
"I don't like the idea of sharing you, much less with Aegon," he admitted, making you wince. "But I know I have no other choice. I don't want you to be unhappy. So I'm willing to accept some sort of deal. Just promise me that I won't be your Visenya."
âThere is no Visenya in this. I only have two Rhaenys" You kissed him again "Thank you for trying to understand. I know it's not easyâ You caressed his cheek.
âYou know that I will always make an effort for youâ
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Hi! I have a silly request to share.
It's about Al-Haitham and reader being former academic rivals. They were always at each other's throats. No matter what snarky comment one made the other always had a quick and witty remark. Oh? One got a 95 on their test? Well, too bad! The other got a 100 and will rub it in the other's face.
Literally all of Sumeru knew of their rivalry. But you know what they say: the more you bicker, the more you love. And eventually, the two would date in secret for the next couple of years before eventually getting engaged.
Needles to say, poor Kaveh, Cyno, and Tighnari were gobsmacked to see Al-Haitham linking arms with his biggest rival since his Akademiya days and introducing her as his fiancee.
Iâm doing this again bc tumblr didnât save my earlier draft đđ¤
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anyways! Expect slower updates because school has started again for me. (Excluding this and the other one I have in my inbox.)
I havenât been touching this because I was confused on how to grasp this.
But yay story. Itâs below the cut (You have amurta because itâs the biggest and my favorite.)
Rivals to Lovers
Alhaitham x Female Reader (Can be read as G/N)
You walked into class carrying what you needed for the day. Today was a test taking one. Sadly it was the first class you were in that had the test. Others came through the door you watched as each person sat down. Waiting for the bell to ring.
When it did ring everyone was inside as the teacher welcomed everyone and showed a few confusing parts with a few hints on how to deal with them. Luckily you understood everything unlike some others.
You received your test and began. Skimming through each page to find similarities in questions. Using that method to easily do majority correctly. You focused on the other questions and used the tips the teacher had given the class.
Amurta was lucky to have such a kind teacher, giving everyone study time and tips to pass any tests and gives tutoring in lunch or recess period. Everyone would pass in her class.
You went to your next class, identifying differences between certain species. Being given multiple animals with similar ones. Such as Snow,Crimson and Desert foxes.
You figured out majority of the differences and finished early. Focusing on drawing a Crystalfly and a Avidya Leopard for the remaining time. The bell rang and you walked out. Seeing Tighnari with his friends beside Alhaitham.
Your mind thought of what happened to him. Is he stuck in the library like always? Youâd ask yourself as you went towards the bunch. Joining in on the conversation they were maintaining.
Until Alhaitham showed up. You looked at him and Kaveh tried to act like he wasnât there. Failing of course. âI betted that you wouldnât get a better score than me.â
He stated as he looked at you. âOh yeah? I bet I did better than you. Why donât you tell me ur score?â You stated confidently and he said he got a 95. âHow much were you betting?â âOnly 20 dollars(idk how much mora that would be lol) Are you scared?â
âNo because I got a perfect score of 100!â You said as the others tried to not laugh. Your rivalry with eachother was interesting. Showing your paper to him across the table and sticking your tongue out. âAnyways who did you bet it to?â âCyno.â Everyoneâs head turned to him and he was confused. âWhat?â
âWhy cyno-?â Kaveh asked to Alhaitham. âBecause he wanted to.â âI uhhhâŚâ âCyno you shouldnât bet.â Tighnari scolded him as he nodded. âAnyways I will do better than you in our next class!â You said as you looked to Alhaitham. âYeah sure.â He replied as he looked away and back to his book. Handing cyno the money.
He did better the next time and repeated what you did to him beside sticking out his tongue. Another fight between you two was about to happen. Which is usually the both of you just rambling about the other and trying to be louder than the other. Which didnât happen. Thanks to Tighnari holding you back.
Multiple years passed and graduation comes. You two of course still bickered with one another and werenât as competitive as you used to be when you were younger.
Now with the both of you dating secretly you have to keep up the act still. You both didnât want others to find out that secret that was kept hidden.
You sticked out your tongue playfully at him as you linked arms. He smiled at you before he made you spin and let go. You dropped your scroll as he snickered at you.
Your yelling could be heard from a bit away. Gathering a lot of peopleâs attention but they were used to it. Everyone knew you bickered constantly. Trying to keep up the act as you made him drop his scroll. He looked at you with slight anger and ignored you.
When the time came you yeeted your hats in happiness. A few bits of celebration everywhere. All happy they were finished learning successfully in their chosen darshan.
He brought you on dates with gifts and you did the same but he did majority of them. Always booking the times that would be the most crowded or exclusive.
Both of yours and his parents approved of it. Letting you both to get engaged after a few years of getting together. You and him arranged a meet up with the others after not seeing them for 3 years.
âHey guys long time no see!â You said as you waved to them at the meetup spot. Alhaitham linking his arm with you. They were in shock at the two of you. âYou guys are dating-?â Tighnari asked as he looked at the arms. âYeah. Weâre engaged actua-â âWHAT?â Cyno and Kaveh exclaimed as Tighnari covered his ears.â
âYes indeed. She is my fiancĂŠ.â âY/N your his fiancĂŠ-??â Kaveh asking you while you nodded. âYou guys always bicker Iâm surprised you both managed to do this.â Cyno mentioned as you all headed to the spot.
âShe and I had a Rivals to Lovers I guess?â Alhaitham stated as you nodded slightly. Talking with the others on the way. âWeâre going to the cafe to have lunch together! Itâs on us.â You said as Alhaitham gave a thumbs up.
Arriving at the cafe and ordering, sitting down and chatting amongst everyone while waiting for the food and drinks to arrive. Enjoying the meal as you all listened to stories of what happened to eachother in those three years.
(Had no idea how to end this but I hope you enjoy)
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I have a silly idea đ¤đ¤ you don't have to write it if you don't want to. Ok so here's the idea:
Naoaki loves bringing food to y/n. One day, naoaki got special edition mochi from the store and decided to give it to y/n. But y/n refused and wanted to share it with him bc she just wants to show her gratitude to him.
The next day bam! They exchanged bodies. Naoaki is trapped inside y/n's body and y/n is trapped inside naoaki's body.
But before naoaki wants to meet y/n, naoya suddenly enters the room and acting lovey dovey which made naoaki want to puke đ (naoya didn't know about this whole body swapped thing bc he thought y/n, who is naoaki is joking) At the same time, naoaki can see the truth side of his younger brother being vulnerable which he didn't get to see before bc of their complicated relationship.
While y/n is sad bc whenever she wants to approach naoya, telling him about the body swapped. Naoya immediately glare and ignore her (bc he thought it was naoaki đđ) poor y/n
After a few hours, the effect is gone and y/n didn't know if she wants to tell naoya about this bc 1. Naoya might be frustrated that naoaki can see y/n's naked boy 2. Y/n can feel and touch naoaki's dick which will make naoya jealous.
Well this is just a silly idea. Hope u will like it đŤśđ¤
Hello!! So good to see you again â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ Thank you so much for this ask!!! I get so happy whenever I see (essentially) my oc's in my inbox đĽşâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Anyways, it took me a while, but here it is!! Also, I don't know what's up with me, like I read the asks and get the idea but then I end up taking some creative liberties??? Uhgggh :( But I still hope it's to your liking!!âit still has the same essence ehehe and I also had fun writing it + the little extras at the end :)
now onto the warnings: Naoaki is a victim here of course hahaha. outside of that, some mentions of nsfw activities đ
Happy reading!
It was never explicitly stipulated, but there was a silent agreement that Naoaki was never to approach you, unless your husband, Naoya was present.
The reason behind it was simple: he didnât like his relatives being around you. A statement you agreed to, to some extent, except for his siblings; for most of them had been rather amicable to you since your arrival.
Naohiko is perhaps the only one to not fit such description, solely because of his âbrutally honestâ personality, which was more often than not, just plain rude. But even then, he had his moments, particularly those where Hitomi would put a stop to his âoffensiveâ tirade, and heâd be surprisingly⌠submissive to itâwho wouldâve guessed?
From there, Naofumi must be the calmest of the bunch, unfortunately, heâs the one you least see. Itâs quite a shame, but understandable, for he was very shy and wasnât very fond of socializing with others outside of his circle. But any time you get to talk to him heâs always very nice, and if youâre lucky enough, he even lets you taste a bit of his incredible skills as a cook!
The rest youâd see around the estate, sometimesânot that often. They also tended to keep to themselves, which you undoubtedly knew was work of Naoyaâs merit.
It was upsetting to know that your husband didnât want you to ponder more into this side of his personal side, as well as their seeming compliance to itâŚ
But your sadness wouldnât last long when youâd come to meet the oldest of his brothers, the one you were personally fondest of, and came to appreciate not only as an in-law, but as a friend: Naoaki.
Your time with him is often very limited, if not non-existent thanks to his demand as a sorcerer. However, it was still a bit lesser than your husbandâs, so you got to see him more than Naoya.
And his visits were certainly ones you always looked forward to, for heâd always tell you in great detail all the exciting things heâd got to see on his missions, as well as bring you gifts from the places he was deployed to.
Not to diminish Naoyaâs storytelling, you loved hearing about his work too, but rather⌠you preferred to do something a bit more intimate with him whenever you got the chance to see him againâbefore he leaves you again, returning God knows whenâŚ
Today was one of those days. One where Naoaki would come back after a tedious mission, intending to tell you all about it while bringing you a local sensation, coincidentally, your favorite: mochi.
âOh, Naoakiâyou didnât have to!â You fret as he hands you the gift. And while your words conflicted with your true sentiments, wanting nothing but gobble them up as soon as possible, you didnât want to be perceived as abusive.
âI know.â He says with a smile, taking down a seat next to you by the engawa. âBut I couldnât go there and not get you something. And not to brag, but theyâre from the highest rated place there.â
âGee, talk about pressure!â you chuckle. âWell, I just hope you didnât spend that much on them.â
âWould it be too bad?â Naoaki asks.
âOnly if they donât taste good, I guess.â You jest, he laughs. âThank you, Naoaki. Youâre always too kind to me.â
âItâs my pleasure.â
âWould you like to try some?â you offer; but by the way Naoaki reacts, one wouldâve thought youâd spoken the most outrageous idea.
âI canâtâI shouldnât.â Naoaki responds, shaking his head. âTheyâre for you.â
âAh, but it wouldnât be nice of me for you to get something so popular and not let you try themâat least one, come on.â You say, urging him by opening the box and moving it near him. âA little bite?â
Your bright grin was the reason that eventually convinced Naoaki to accept your offer, hovering his hand over the box to pick the one he considered more appetizing, you do the same soon after.
âCheers!â you say, subsequently moving the mochi to your lips and eating it whole in just one bite; swiftly relishing its chewy and sweet taste of your favorite fillingâtaroâwith a smile that lets him know his gift was a total success, as usual.
Naoaki always tried his best to bring you gifts that were tasty if he couldnât find your favorite as a bare minimumâand while some were better than others, you could never recall a moment you didnât like what he got you.
But this⌠this had to be the tastiest one heâs ever given you.
No, you even dare to say, your whole life!
It was just so good you couldnât stop at one, quickly reaching out to grab for another one and shoving it into your mouth, doing the same again, and again, and again, to the point where you finished the entire box! Except those that Naoaki grabbed, of course, for he too seemed to have fallen victim to its addicting flavorâand he didnât even like sweets that much!
âAh, that really hit the spot.â Youâd groan, placing your hand over your stomach and contemplating the fact itâs been years since youâve done something like thisâas well as the coming repercussions. âBut I think I just ruined my appetite.â
âOh yeah, I think shouldâve waited for after dinner.â Naoaki agrees, feeling the same way as you, if not a bit less, as he takes a deep breathâany hunger that he had coming back from the mission was swiftly replaced with sweets. Probably not the best decision to make, but he does not regret it, not one bit.
âThat wouldâve been a good idea.â You breathily chuckle through the discomfort of your full stomach.
âMaybe next time.â He suggests while looking at you. âI donât usually eat sweets but I gotta say, these were pretty goodâIâll definitely buy more if I ever find myself on that area again.â
âIâll pay you to bring me more.â You counter, enthusiasm making him chuckle. âI want Naoya to try some too.â
The way you fondly reminisce about your husband fills Naoaki with an unspoken sentiment that quickly erases the amusement out of his face, as well as prompting him to cut his visit short.
âIâll be sure to bring more next time.â Is all that he says before standing up, your eyes darting at him immediately after, as if disappointed heâs already leavingâyet unsurprised. âWell, Iâm glad they were to your liking. I wouldâve loved to stay a bit longer, but I still have some things to do, like resting, since, you know, I just got back from a mission.â
âOh, yes, of course.â You blink, remorseful for entertaining him more than necessary. âI didnât mean to grab much of your time, but still, thank you so much for the mochi. You really didnât have to.â
âAlways my pleasure, Y/N.â he smiles before yawningâyou could see it in his eyes now, heâs exhausted. Your regret grows a bit. âWell, see you around.â
âSee you around.â You respond, waving him goodbye. A few seconds later, he disappears into the halls.
Itâs not that you were avoiding it, but at his mention of âresponsibilitiesâ you end up feeling a bit⌠well, stressed; the aftermath of someone that had been procrastinating doing what they need to do in favor of literally anything else.
However, you donât feel you should be judged too harshly. Itâs tedious to work around the estate doing the same boring things⌠but you agreed to them because you wanted to support Naoya whenever you could, besides, you knew very well what you were getting into when you agreed to marry him.
But a nap sure does sound amazing right nowâŚ
Well, youâre already behind in some things, you were sure that a few more instances of delay wouldnât do anyone harm, besides, Naoya is set to return later today or tomorrow, did anyone really expect you to care about that when your husband was coming back home?!
So, after cleaning up and throwing away the mochi box, you head to your shared room, quickly fixing the futon before laying down and resting your head against the pillow. You then yawn, eyes slowly begin to blink as you place a blanket over youâjust what you needed for ultimate coziness.
As you close your eyes, the last thought that crosses your mind is the promise to get back to work as soon as you wake up, alongside the hope that when you wake up, your husband would finally be back in your armsâŚ
The promise of a nap frequently entailed getting a well-deserved rest after a midday full of activities, recharge a bit before continuing with the routine, perhaps even make up for last nightâs endeavorsâŚ
Or at least thatâs what you expected to be graced with, instead of the notion that youâve woken up feeling worse than when you laid down.
It almost felt as if youâd spent this whole time running instead of resting, alongside an alarming heaviness on your chest that just made you want to lay back onto the futon and not move for the rest of the day.
But of course, your drowsiness did not compare to the weight of your duties, alongside the burning curiosity to see if your husband had already returned home, eventually motivating you to push yourself up from the futon, yawning as you give your body one last stretch before heading out the door.
The first thing that you notice is how dark it is, anxiously wondering just how long you spent asleep, for this proved far different than just a quick nap âbut that, of course, was nothing compared to your husbandâŚ
Luckily for you, the best way to figure out his whereabouts was by simply asking around; anyone among the staff members ought to know if the heir was back!
If it werenât for the fact that whenever you spoke to them, theyâd look back at you as if theyâd seen a ghost: giving you short answers, none of them offering much help, before swiftly exiting your sight.
Although disappointed that no one seemed to know much of your husband, you were more skeptical, if not hurt, by their behavior towards youâso⌠vastly different from the warm and talkative way they often referred to you; itâs as if youâre back to being the newly arrived Y/N that didnât particularly fit with the Zenâin (you still donât, but itâs been an improvement since then.)
Well, thereâs still one last person you can check on; the one that has always been amicable to you since your first day here!
Except for today, it seems.
âAnd why do you want to know that?â Mariya would respond with a look on her face that lets you know this was not one of her usual jests, nor intended to be taken as one.
Itâs always the tone, after all, rather than whatâs being said.
âBecause⌠I mean⌠How do I even begin to explain that, Mariya?â you chuckle nervously. âWeâre marâ"
âWell, I do; and you know what else I know? That youâd do good in leaving them alone.â
âExcuse me?â you frown, offendedâsheâs never spoken to you like this! What is going on?!
âActing the fool doesnât suit you, Naoaki. I know exactly what youâre plotting.â She says, and if you were already confused, now youâre dumbfounded. âThe two are very happy right now, and they certainly donât need any issues coming from you.â
âMariya, Iâ I really donât know what youâre talking about. Naoaki is not even hereâ"
âIs this a joke? Because itâs not funny.â She scoffs. âI suggest you leave before I do something Iâll regret.â
No. Of course not. This wasnât meant to be a joke or anything of the sorts. You genuinely donât understand what sheâs talking about, literally referring to you as Naoaki and not yourself.
But then, the reaction of the staff, alongside Mariyaâs⌠it couldnât be pure coincidence. It⌠shouldnât be.
So, you rushed towards the restroom, the nearest place you knew to have a mirror, to seek answersâeffectively finding the the truth staring back at you, through the visage of someone you least expected, or perhaps wanted, which only gave their reactions a much-needed understanding.
The reason why they treated you differently, why Mariya openly refuted you⌠was because you were Naoaki.
Or more like in Naoakiâs body.
A statement that barely answered one of the many doubts that arose immediately after this revelation, further igniting you with anxiety as you scurried once more out of the restroom and towards your bedroom, with only one question in mind:
If you were in his body, thenâŚ
Who was in yours?
Youâd always wondered what it would be like to see your body outside of a reflection or a picture, if youâd be able to recognize it at all since many theorized otherwise, or if youâd be in for a surpriseâŚ
Well, you could now describe with certainty what it felt like:
Eerie. Nothing short of frightening; To stare at yourself right in the eye, and yet, not recognize you, as if it were a completely different person.
But itâs not.
Itâs you, with your eyes, your face, your bodyâthereâs no denying that.
Yet, the question remains, who is the one staring at you?
âY/Nâ You hear her say. And suddenly, it all made sense.
âNaoâŚaki?â you breathe as she begins to make her way towards you. âWhat happened? Why are youâwhatâs going on?â
âI donât know, I just took a nap and woke up like this!â He frets, you immediately pinching his skin as if to check it wasnât a dream, Naoaki twisting his lips out of fear.
âCareful Y/N, thatâs still my body!â
ââŚThis isnât a dream, is it?â He presses his lips together before shaking his head. You cry. âNo! Thisâthis canât be!! How did this even happen? Was it a curse? Did you get attacked by something before coming back?!â
âNo, I wish it was, at least that way I could disperse the techniqueâŚâ
âBut you couldnât⌠right?â You fearfully ask, he nods. âOhh, what are we going to do Naoaki?? I canâtâwe canât stay like this forever! You have your things, I have mine, but most importantly, Naoya is going to come back anytime soon and heââ
âAh, Y/N!â Suddenly, another presence joins in, with a familiar tone that immediately freezes the two on the spot, before slowly turning to their direction, screeching on the inside when seeing her. ââŚand Naoaki.â
âMaâMariyaâ Â you stammer, blood cold. âWhatâwhat are you doing here?â
âIâm here to talk with my lady.â Mariya responds with a frown. Right, to her, this was Naoaki questioning herâand they never got along. âIf that isnât too much to ask.â
âNo, of course not.â You add, quickly glancing over to⌠you, Naoaki doing the same. His eyes said it all. âIâŚâ
âIn private.â Mariya adds.
âCanâcan you give me a moment?â You say, now looking at Mariya. She immediately raises an eyebrow, skeptical, before giving you what is to be the second most shocking statement of the day.
âI think my lady would want to know that Naoya-sama is backâ She says, and you do your best to not pass out that very moment.
âWhaâwhat?â You breathe. What you once desperately longed for, now couldnât arrive at the worse timing!!
âYes, your brother. Heâs backâand it would be wise if you let my lady see her husband as soon as possible.â Mariya persists, and if Naoakiâs anxiety was already over the roof⌠now is beyond the stars. She then walks over to âyouâ, grabbing your arm and intending to pull you away from âNaoaki.â âNow, if you excuse usâneither of us wants to keep him waiting.â
âNo, Mariyaâwait. Give me a moment with herâI mean, him.â Naoaki suddenly says, and this, while surprising to Mariya, is enough for her to let him go.
âIs everything alright, Y/N?â she asks, almost offended for Naoya; youâd never wanted to waste time in welcoming your husbandâŚ
âYes, of course. Everything is splendid!â Naoaki says nervously, but reality couldnât be any further from that. Mariya squints her eyes. âHe was just telling me something so interesting, it wouldnât be bad for me to want to hear the end of it, can it?â
â⌠I guess not.â But in the end, Mariya would always trust your judgement above anything else, so she leaves the two alone to continue talking, or more like fretting, on what to do now that Naoya was finally back.
âPlease donât ask me to do this.â Naoaki begs. âAnything but this, Y/N.â
âItâs not like I want to either, Naoaki!â You whine; truly, all that you desired to do was run towards your husband and give him all the kisses in the world!
But⌠you couldnâtâand it pained you much more than you couldâve ever imagined.
âWe canât let him know.â
âWhy not?â Naoaki frowns. âSurely even in his stubbornness heâll understandââ
âBecause I donât want to stress him anymore.â You murmur. âNaoya has been nothing but piled up with mission after mission, do you think heâll want to come home to another problem?!â
Naoaki thinks youâre giving his brother too much credit, labeling him capable of caring for anything beyond his own interestâŚ
âPlease, Naoaki⌠donât tell anyone of this.â
âAnd what are we supposed to do then? Live out the rest of our lives like this?â
âNoâof course not. Weâll⌠look for a solution.â You suggest. If only it were that easy. âUntil then, just play along.â
âPlay along?â he asks. âHowâsurely you donât expect me toâŚâ
âNo, justâjust tell Naoya that youâre tired, and heâll understand it!â
âMy brotherâunderstand.â Thatâs perhaps the craziest thing heâs heard all that day, and heâs switched bodies with you!
âHeâs⌠not as bad as you think.â You insist. âHe must be tired too, I donât think heâs going to do much after coming back from a long mission, you know?â
Oh, if only you were right.
In fact, not only were you completely wrong, but fate seemed to make it itâs personal mission to rub it in his face the moment he met up with Mariya, whoâd first voice her distaste for Naoaki before tormenting him with Naoyaâs return.
âBut you donât have to worry about my feelings, not when your dear husband is back! And something tells me that he missed you very, very muchâŚâ
âWhaâwhat do you mean by that, Mariya?â Naoaki trembles, feeling seconds away from throwing your plan out the window and leaving the estate all togetherâif he doesnât puke first.
âAw, come onâlike you donât know what I mean!â She chuckles, gently elbowing you. âHe brought you thousands of gifts again, theyâre blocking the whole entrance! I feel bad for the servant that has to move them all to your bedroomâŚâ
âOh.â Naoaki frowns.
He never thought Naoya had it in him to do such gesture and in such size⌠but seems he does as evident by the commotion harboring by the entrance, where a group of servants were taking out countless boxes and bags from the trunk of Naoyaâs car and placing them by the engawa, while Naoya angrily ordered them to be careful, for their worth was much higher than their yearly paycheck.
Only stopping when he sees âyou.â
Eyes softening and a bright grin on his face, Naoya drops everything on the spot before rushing over to your side, quickly wrapping his arms around you and pulling you close to him, lips intending to plant a kiss on yours and just about everywhere he can get, but Naoaki quickly evades him by offering your cheek insteadâif your husband noticed such action, he didnât mention, seems he was far happier to be back.
And needier.
âGood luck!â Mariya whispers to Naoaki before bowing to Naoya and retreating, effectively leaving âyouâ to your husbandâs will.
âI missed you, my loveâŚâ Naoya begins, his hands snaking down to your waist and tugging you closerâif that was even possible. âDid you miss me too, kitten?â
âKiâkitten?!â Naoaki gasps, doing his best to push Naoya away, failing to do so with your strength; oh, how he wishes he was back in his body!
Naoya chuckles.
âYou donât know how long Iâve been waiting to come backâ he chuckles. âSpecially with all those things you sent meâŚâ
âWhaâwhat things?!â
âThe ones you wanted me to do to youâŚâ he breathes. âIâll never forget how eager you soundedâŚâ
Naoaki wants the earth to split open and swallow him whole.
âWell, itâsâitâs good youâre back at the estate! But Iâm tired and Iâd like toâ" Naoaki tries to save himself by using the excuse you told him would work, but it doesnât, immediately backfiring on him.
âAre youâare you pregnant?â Naoya gasps, in a way Naoaki canât describe as nothing less than hopeful, if not excited for the prospect of having a family with you.
Notions that make Naoaki freeze and confused, eyes widening as he realizes that one, the two were trying to get pregnantâ And twoâŚ
Naoya wanted a family?
Yet again, the image he had of Naoya are slowly changingâŚ
Although in the worst timing possible.
âNo, not yet.â Naoaki responds, playing along. He expects to be commended for this act. âBut Iâm still tired, work here has been⌠busy.â
âI see.â Naoya responds, a bit disillusioned, but not yet ready to give up, given the way his hand slides further down your waist, dangerously close to an area Naoaki does not want to have touched by him. âBut we can still try, canât we? Perhaps a little tonighââ
âI saidâIâm tired!â How Naoaki managed to push him away is something heâll never know; but not that it matters much, for all he cared about now is facing the consequences of his outburst, something that shouldnât have occurred in the first place since you reassured him Naoya would be nothing but understanding of your exhaustion, but now that he went ahead to assure his sanity, he mightâve just ruined the whole plan.
âY/N?â Naoya asks, concern on his voice as he takes a step away from you, trying to get a better look of your faceâhe notices thereâs something off about âyouâ but⌠he canât put a word to it. âAre you⌠ok?â
âIâm just⌠tired.â Naoaki repeats. Still confused, greatly confused, because this whole interaction is nothing short of odd, and overwhelming.
âIâm sorry.â Naoya suddenly says, and this makes Naoaki even more baffled. His brother? Apologizing?! Truly, hell has frozen over. Are you sure it had only been you and Naoaki switching bodies? ââŚWell, Iâm still happy to see you again, my love. I shall let you rest while I go finish other things, and then Iâll see you in our room, ok?â
âOk.â Is all that Naoaki says before rushing over to see you again, having been eagerly waiting for him in some unaccounted empty room, jumping to ask him how every went down as soon as he entered, before going silent when Naoaki darted you a piercing cold stare that lets you know this situation will only worsen, unless they find a solution quickly.
âDonât ever make me do that again.â
Naoaki and you tried your best to act as if nothing had changed, as normal as possible to avoid suspicion from those around them.
And at first it worked, Naoaki somehow managed to avoid Naoya throughout most of the day, throwing excuses at him that would take advantage of his seeming adoration for you (which Naoaki had yet to believeâŚ) which he always acceptedâhe still wonders how your husband hasnât noticed they havenât even slept in the same room anymore, but in all honesty, as long as it keeps working, he doesnât care.
But your staff⌠those were not as lenient as you wouldâve wanted. While Naoya was afraid of doing anything to might slightly upset you, Mariya and the rest were not as careful when voicing their skepticism whenever âyouâ did something out of the norm, which eventually lead to get really creative with his excuses; heâs still surprised he even got it in him to say the things he did!
As for you⌠well, it wasnât any easy either, considering that most of the people you were forced to hang around with were those you didnât normally do so, such as his brothers, or the staff⌠but thankfully, his status amongst the clan often meant that whatever you said, theyâd take as law, so there wasnât much to justify there.
Unless talking about duties.
Both shouldâve known that doing each otherâs job would also be part of this âdeceptionâ, but as much as you tried to prepare the other, something still managed to pop up that almost places the plan in jeopardy.
âCome on, show me!â Naohiko insisted, an example of those highly tense moments. âYou know, that thing that you do when using your technique.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about!â Youâd try to avoid him, laughing nervously. âI donât do anything special with my technique!â
âDonât try to be humble, is unbefitting of you.â
âI really donât know what you mean! Hahahaha!â
âGreat, now youâre acting like that prick Naoya.â
âHey! Heâs not a prick!â
Naohiko raises an eyebrow.
âWhat are you now, saint Naoaki?
âNo, of course not.â You rush to save yourself; whatever you could without appearing even more suspicious⌠When will this all end?
âYouâre right though, Naoya isnât a prickâheâs an asshole.â
⌠Guess you now knew why Naoya didnât want you around his brothers.
But all these efforts would mean nothing the moment Mariya grew too skeptical of âyourâ behavior; the tipping point being the day she asked you what flowers youâd like for the new garden since the old ones are slowly withering away.
A common question with an even more predictable answerâŚ.
âI donât know, any should be fine.â
Or not.
And that, alongside the fact you and Naoaki had been sighted spending more and more time together, while avoiding the rest⌠is what finally leads Naoya to confront the two.
âI tried my best to give you the benefit of the doubt, believe that maybe I was imagining things because I was tired after a long mission; but thereâs no denying it now.â Naoya cited you, alongside Naoaki and your staff, to what you considered an emergency meeting to discuss the elephant in the room. âMy wife keeps avoiding me with all kinds of excuses: first, sheâs tired. Then, sheâs sick. And now, she doesnât even sleep in the same room as me anymore!
And I believed it, I really did, until her staff saw the two of you together, quite frequently actually; to the point it made me believe there was something else going on.â
âWhat are you implying⌠Naoya?â You ask, although you know the answer very well. Maybe you just hoped it was something else.
However, far from upsetting youâŚ
It irritated you. Because this was the last thing that you wanted to deal with, on top of everything else!
âY/N⌠Are you cheating on me with Naoaki?â
âAnd why would I do that?!â you breathe.
âIâm not talking to you, brother!â He snaps at âNaoakiâ you frown.
Right. This goddamn hindrance again.
âThen donât accuse me of things I havenât done!â Naoaki retorts; you can hear your same desperation on his voiceâbecause truly, of all things he couldâve concluded, this is what he decided to go forâŚ
âWhat am I supposed to think after youâve been avoiding me? Hanging around with my brother, of all people?â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Naoaki responds.
âYou know well, Iâve told you before!â
âNaoyaâŚâ you say; because even if taken aback by his incredulous idea, it still hurt to know heâd think you capable of such thing.
Perhaps it was best to tell the truth for once and for all.
âThis isnât what it looks like.â You continue.
âWell then, Naoaki, what does this look like?â
You then glance over to Naoaki, as if seeking reassurance while giving him a look that tells him exactly what you plan to do.
He hesitates, mainly because of what seemed to be Naoyaâs reaction up to that point, but he wonât deny that heâd do anything to stop this madness from growing even bigger than it already has, thus, after a few seconds of this silent exchange, he nods, and you begin.
ââŚIâIâm not really Naoaki.â You say, statement that immediately makes Naoya laugh and your ladies scoffingâas if you werenât already embarrassed, or irkedâŚ
This really isnât off to a great beginning.
âNow thatâs an excuse if Iâve ever heard one!â Naoya laughs.
âNo! Listen to me, Naoya!â you interject, beyond frustrated at this point. âItâs not an excuse, itâs the truth!â
âAmuse me, then.â
ââŚNaoaki and I⌠we switched bodies.â You bluntly declare. âIâI donât know how or why it happened, we just⌠woke up one day and I was him and he was me; and weâve been trying toâtrying to figure out everything, how to reverse it but we just⌠havenâtâŚâ
âDo you really expect me to believe that? That you somehow switched bodies?â Naoya frowns. âThatâs the most ingenious excuseâ"
ââŚI can prove it.â You interject, Naoya raises his eyebrows. Perhaps telling him something only you and he knows would do trick. So, you make your way over to him, reaching for his ear and whispering to him details of your honeymoon you were absolutely certain heâd take as proof of your identity and leave this case to restâŚ
If, of course, he wasnât as skeptical as he continued to be.
âI canât believe you.â Naoya gasps, taking a step away before glancing over to âyouâ âI canât believe youâd tell Naoaki of our honeymoon.â
âNo, Naoya! Thatâs not what it is! Itâs me, itâs Y/Nââ you gasp, angry at this point. âOh, I always hate it when youâre this stubborn!â
And that seemed to be the end of it; or more like the beginning of it all, believing you were not only sentenced to live out the rest of your life in Naoakiâs body (or until the effects of this distasteful act dissipated, God knows when that will be) but also suffering the great dent this happening struck onto your marriage.
You wanted to scream.
You wanted to yell, kick, punchâeverything, yet nothing at the same time. Feeling powerless, foolish, and infuriated that nothing had gone your way since this started.
It seemed to be a punishment for something you had yet to be held accountable for, but that will be something to ponder on about later after you got away from everything and cooled down.
So, careless of the gasps demanding you stay, you begin to make your way towards the door, placing your hand over the edge and more than ready to just get the hell away from everyoneâ
But just as you were to step out the room, you hear Naoya murmur something underneath his breath, something that causes you to turn around and scowl, deep in disbelief (and pain) that he still had more to belittle you with!
âWhat is it now?!â you gasp.
âI canât believe it.â Naoya saysâyet, his words donât have that same burning anger as before, nor mocking natureâŚ
âWhat now? Havenât you had enough of making fun of me?!â you lament.
âNo fucking wayâŚâ He continues. âThis⌠canât be true.â
âFine, keep thinking I told Naoaki aboutââ
âIt is you.â
âHowâwhat?!â now youâre confused. âWhy should I think youâbelieve me?â
Want to know what gave it away for Naoya to unexpectedly trust your words?
It wasnât anything outrageous, nor âother-worldlyâ as it seemed. Really, it all came down to one simple thing, the same one he always teases you about, or in this case, the one he never liked to see, for it always made him feel guilty, rushing to do everything in his power to make you happy:
Your pout.
Naoya could recognize that look anywhere, from a picture to your voice, even from a thousand milesâŚ
And now, in his brotherâs body.
Because thereâs only one person that would have that same pouty look on their face, the one that is made seconds before you wanted to cry, or when youâre tired of Naoyaâs relentless teasing.
You.
Who wouldâve known thatâs all it took for him to believe you?
âNaoyaâwhat?â Mariya blinks, fearfully placing the pieces together. âDonât tell me thisâis sheâŚ. HeâŚâ
âI wasnât lyingâŚâ you say, and this makes your ladies gasp.
âWhen did this happen?â Naoya continues, making his way over to you. âHowâhow?â
âI wish I knew.â Naoaki adds. âItâs been nothing but a continuous nightmare ever since it happened.â
âWait, does that mean⌠the day I returned⌠youâŚâ Your husband frightfully begins, the implications worse than anything heâd ever imaginedâ
But Haruko being the only one to openly state them.
âALL THIS TIME IâVE BEEN SERVING NAOAKI?!â she yells before suddenly fainting, her sister quick to catch her body while Mariya rushes out the room in search of anything that could help her recover swiftlyâperhaps her own way to deal with the shocking revelation.
âSo whenever we⌠were togetherâŚâ
âDonât say it.â You say, scowling out of disgust. âWe donât have to.â
Naoya suddenly turns to face Naoaki.
âYou better not have done anything weird with her body!â
âWhy me? Ask your wife, since you two are nothing but pervertsâŚâ
âNaoaki!â you gasp, flustered.
âDid you do anything, Y/N?â Naoya asks, slowly turning over to see youâitâs subtle, but still there. Your husband is jealous.
⌠itâs a bit cute, alright.
âNo, of course not.â You breathe. âAlthough I have to admit⌠certain things were very difficult to do.â
âLike what, Y/N?â he insists, you shake your head.
â⌠please donât make me say it.â
âWell then, I wonâtâ Naoya respondsâfor now. âBut then⌠how did this happen?â
âAs weâre telling you, we donât know.â Naoaki continues. âIt happened right after I came back from a mission.â
âBacktrack your steps, what did you do as soon as you got here?â Naoya asks; heâs going to get to the bottom of this, whatever it takes.
Naoaki knew he wouldnât like it, but honestly, he doesnât care anymore; he wants to get out of this situation as soon as possible.
âI met up with Y/N to give her some mochi I broughtâwe both ate the whole box and then I started feeling sleepy.â
âMe too.â You add. âIt was so sudden too, I mean, sure I ate allot but I wasnât that tired beforeââ
And then, as if it were the most obvious thing, it all clicks.
âThe mochi!â you and Naoaki gasp in unison.
Why it never occurred to either, thatâs something they donât even know themselves; perhaps because they never considered something so small and delicious could offer such a big threat, but now that it was brought forward, it wouldnât take long for Naoya to begin his investigation, trailing down the store Naoaki brought the mochi from and soon finding out that indeed they were tampered with.
According to the vendor, he immediately recognized Naoaki as member of the prestigious Zenâin clan, and wanting to cause some havoc, perhaps get some monetary gain out of it (knowing well theyâd come to him in due time) decided to give him mochi imbued with his cursed technique and let everything else fall in place.
But of course, Naoya wasnât one to easily fall into demands of others, so after enough⌠persuasion, the man quickly worked to reverse his technique, creating an antidote mixed with the victimâs cursed energy and to be taken the same way the mochi were.
Preparations for the whole ordeal afterwards were quick, to the point where you and Naoaki ironically wondered why they hadnât considered telling Naoya in the first place, although the latter was far more intrigued by the way his brother handled the situation.
While skepticism was certainly on the table, the one thing Naoaki did not expect was the kindness in which Naoya treated you. There were aspects of the nature he knew of in his interactions with you, but they were always with some level of⌠adoration, softness, as if he were truly overwhelmed for you and not for the hindrances this might present towards him.
Even if he desperately wanted to be with you like that. And given the way you sulked around the estate, you too desired so.
Certainly⌠the two showed to be far more than what he initially perceived, from a relationship he thought made of interest, with Naoya being the domineering one⌠Naoaki found out that there were actual feelings in betweenâlove, he might dare to say, from both sides.
Maybe he did wrong in judging him so harshly. Maybe not. Who knows.
All that he knows is that after the antidote worked, things began to fall back into place at the estate, you going back to your usual responsibilities, and him hisâtravelling off to somewhere he hadnât even heard of, getting you souvenirs along the way, which now made him feel silly compared to the amount of gifts Naoya would get you in turn.
⌠Well, maybe not everything went back to normal.
âWhatâs this?â Naoya says, looking down at the bag Naoaki handed to him.
âJust something I got on the last place I was deployed to.â
âUh⌠thatâs nice, I guess.â He says, not really interested. Yet.
âItâs for you.â
âMe?â He frowns. âWhy?â
âI donât knowâmaybe I had a change of heart.â Is all that he says before he turns around and leaves your husband alone.
Later on, Naoya tells you of this occurrence, voicing how confused this whole subject made him. You wondered if he did anything to him while he was⌠âswitched.â
He denies so, before making you promise him to never bring up the matter again. You oblige with a laugh.
Extra 1:
This succession is one that would mostly be kept as a secret amongst those involved, for the sake of saving everyone explanations to give.
However, there were those that remained skeptical, such as Haruko, who would occasionally prod at you, just to check if you were truly yourself again, to which youâd respond by teasing her, scaring her with the idea that you were still Naoaki and oh the things that youâll do in this body!
âBet youâre happy youâre back, isnât it?â Hitomi would tease back, one of the many ways sheâd defend her sister, when not laughing along, of course. âYou and Naoya sure did lots of âcatching upâ when that happenedâŚ. pervertsâ
âHey thatâsââ you stammer, before turning bright red. âThatâs not trueâŚâ
But you didnât fool anyone; in fact, as soon as you were back in your body, you and Naoya did all of the things you wanted to do as soon as he was backâand probably even more, to the point where your staff had to intervene, asking Naoya to leave you alone for bit because you still had other things to tend to.
âIâm just making sure my beloved wife is truly back to her usual self.â Naoya would say. âIn all ways, not just physicalâ
They all knew better than to insist, more so because the next time they do, they might see something they wouldnât want to, probably scar them for life tooâyet they couldnât deny their happiness to see the two back together again. After seeing how desolate you were without him, and him without you, it was a well-deserved break.
âGross.â Hitomi would cringe, before laughing once more.
Extra 2:
âNaoya.â You murmur, snuggling close to him. It was the last night heâd be at the estate before he went, yet again, onto another mission. This time promises to be shorter than the others, but it still doesnât mean youâre any happy for it.
âYes, my love?â
âI was thinkingâŚâ
âThatâs a dangerous thing to do.â
You pout, Naoya chuckles, kissing the top of your head as he wraps his arms around you.
âAnyways⌠I was thinking about that thing that happened to usâŚâ
âThe⌠body switching thing?â
âYeah, and it came to me something I didnât even consider.â
âWhatâs that?â
âWell, you know how they say soulmates can find each other no matter what they look like, right?â
âRightâŚâ Naoya says; getting a mixture of feelings, first, guilty that this theory wasnât applicable to him anymore. He shouldâve recognized you the moment he saw you! And yetâŚ
Secondly, because something in his mind told him you were planning something⌠unexpectedâbut what? And does he even want to know?
Maybe.
âSo, I was just wondering⌠would you still love me if I was a worm?â
âWhat theâwhat the fuck?â he exclaims, laughing nervously. âWhere did this come from??â
âOh, come on!â you chuckle. âIâd love you, Iâd have you in a nice little tank or whatever itâs called, decorated with all kinds of plants, homegrown so they wonât have anything weird in them, so you can eat to your hearts delight, as well as put you your anime shows so you wouldnât get bored!â
âYouâre weirdâŚâ he laughs.
âIâd probably take you out on a walk too, have like a small box I can carry so we can go around the city, let you out in the park, all that stuffâ you continue, completely invested in the idea. âSounds nice, right?â
âBut if I were a worm⌠then I wouldnât be able to fuck you the way you love so muchâalthough I think I can manage if I really get inââ
âEww!! No! Stop it! Nope! Donât be weird about it!â you whine, fidgeting against him in efforts to get away from his uncalled suggestions, but he just laughs, holding you in place while snaking one of his hands down to your ass and firmly squeezing it. âDonâtâdonât touch me after saying something so gross!â
âHey, you started it! I was just following you along.â
âIt was just a joke!â You whine, he continues to laugh, peppering kisses on your face until you eventually accept your fate and stop fighting him.
He continues doing the same, eventually quieting down to complete silence. After a few seconds of cuddling together, your husband speaks up again.
âEven if you were a rock, Iâd always love you.â Naoya admits.
ââŚWould I be a cute rock?â
âThe hottest rock.â He kisses you once again, you roll your eyes at his lewdness, as if you werenât expecting to do that one last time before he left, before laughing and kissing him. âI love you.â
đ I guess that's my take on how Naoya would answer the worm question, not that anybody asked but hey, it is what it is hahaha
Also, this was all for laughing sake's, Y/N would immediately tell Naoya about the whole thing đ she'd be persistent cause she aint about missing her wifely duties!! But outside of that, Naoya was very, veryyyyy jealous when he heard about the whole thingâwant to know what he worried for the most though? Y/N thinking Naoaki's dick was bigger or something hahahah oof rest assured, she likes his better :)
Anyways, this was certainly very, very different from other asks I've got to answer! I really liked trying something new :> I know I deviated a bit from your idea, but I still hope you were able to enjoy it!! It's just what came to me at the moment đ¤ hehe.
Once again, thank you so much for this đĽşâ¤ď¸ Take care and hope to see you soon!!
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So I found you through your batfam/Spiderman fic and I was wondering if you could make a rec list?
Hey there! Thank you for checking out my blog and for reading my fic! I love seeing that you've commented on a chapter in my inbox.
As far as a rec list goes, I've never actually written one before. But I assume you want ones that are specifically spider-man/batman crossovers?
It's a whole new way of looking at [daddy issues] by spaghettiash: This a series of two little one-shots that I absolutely loved. It's another Peter gets transported to the DC universe with Dick Grayson looking exactly like Richard Parker. Love this one.
Help Me, I Don't Feel Like Myself Anymore by Astra_Nova_Kat: This fic was amazing, this was my bookmark comment exactly "I need this, I need this like I need oxygen, like I need love. This is so well written, I could cry. I need it injected into my veins and tattooed on the inside of my eyelids, omg." Again, much like the one above, Peter is transported into the DCU and stumbles across alternate versions of Richard Parker and Ben Parker. I loved it.
Aunt May and the Justice League by Anonymous: This fic is great, if you love the idea of Aunt May being kick ass and -fade to black- sleeping her way through the Justice League in a super classy way, and being such a supportive mum to her dear nephew Peter in the DCU. Very much open relationships, though the main plot doesn't really start to kick in until a few chapters in.
Green, through and through by another_fucking_robin: I love this one, particularly because it's trans Peter Parker. There just aren't enough of them, and when it's well written, it plucks at my heart strings. Plus, the Lazarus Pit is an ally, and I love that for them. This fic just starts off so good, I was in love with it from chapter one.
rot with all the burnouts in the cell by magnuschases: This fic is really entertaining. Like, Dick Grayson, you are the father! And Peter's responses were just great. Awkward grandpa!Bruce will always have my heart.
Singing In My Blood by LialeeEderian: This one is cute. Peter literally falls into Dick Grayson's life. Dick Grayson is clearly his alternate universe dad, and everyone can see it.
a shining spider web by Selador: an alternate spin off of Dark Matter by mysterycyclone. In this fic, the nice guy on the subway that gives him sunglasses during his migraine, clearly Jason Todd, takes him home and adopts him. Very cute and sweet.
Homesick by NotSoSweetHeh: I adore this fic. Peter convinces the Batfam that he's actually an alien, rather than a dimension traveller. Seems easier to him, that way. And it is very easy for him to pull off.
Harry Potter and the Great Custody Battle by dajgen: Okay, say what you will about JKR, she's TERF piece of shit and I hate her. However, I do not hate Dajgen and their work (that would make me a hypocrite, considering my work Wildflowers in the Spring, with is also a HP/DC crossover). Controversial to add a HP related fic, but I feel like I should add it anyway, because I genuinely enjoyed it. It's basically a fic where Harry is related to both Tony Stark and Bruce Wayne. Harry needs them to get out of the Triwizard Tournament. So, a threeway crossover. I won't give anymore spoilers, should you choose to read it.
I hope you liked my picks, I've never actually made one of these before, so I hope I did it right đ
feel free to hit me up if you want to share your thoughts about my recommendations. I tried to pick fics that were in a similar vein to mine, since I wasn't sure exactly what you were looking for. Thank you for this ask, it was really fun putting this list together! Shout out to all these very talented writers. There's plenty more, but I don't want to inundate you. If you want more recommendations at a later date, feel free to ask me again đđ
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Hi sunshine!!
Hehe Iâm gonna pretend I was the first to send an ask to your newly-cleared inbox 𤣠I was just reading your writing advice post about beat sheets and I was wondering if you had any more writing advice? Mainly how youâre able to write so much but also how youâre able to do so in a linear fashion.
I have..absolutely no writing background and my writing process is very instinctual rather than organized. I type with my eyes closed so I can visualize scenes like a movie and I follow a beat sheet consisting of âfuck it we ballâ
itâs dope that you have a novel writing background, little me would think youâre like the Viola Davis of literature if she heard that. (23 year old me thinks youâre cool too dw HEHEH)
Anywaysss you know I love your IF and Iâm sending you a virtual hug!! đ
Hi! and lolol I'll pretend you were too hehe
And good question! I think having a novel background does help since I've gotten used to writing a lot. I really respect IF authors who jump into IF with no writing experience because no only do you also have to code and write multiple books (routes) in one, you're also sharing that work to the public almost immediately.
It took me having to post fanfic + indie publishing to grow a thick skin and an understanding against hate and criticism, so people who choose this as their first foray into writing have my immense respect lmao it's not easy!
Mainly how youâre able to write so much but also how youâre able to do so in a linear fashion.
I've said before that I'm able to write a lot because I plan everything before hand. I'm not capable of pantsing and I'm a plotter through and through. When I know the beats to a scene and have a goal, I can just focus on reaching that goal instead of trying to come up with a purpose.
For example, I'm currently working on a novel as well as Infamous, and I just spent like....eight hours today just working on the outline (again). I think I have about 15 different variations of the outline, but I can't write if I don't know what's coming up next. I think I spend more time working on the outline than the book. (For example: One book I spent one year working on the outline and then wrote the book in 3 months lmao).
Anyway, almost every conversation in a book has a purpose, even if it's not obvious. Sometimes it's to express motivation, further the plot, create conflict. Sometimes it's to add depth to characters which usually results in conversations that seemingly have no purpose (like the band talking about whether orion would be a good band member or not) but they do! (its to establish the dynamic and level of closeness + personalities). When I know what I want to tell in a scene and what I want to express, I don't meander as much. So I plan plan plan plan.
But really, if you work best off instinct, I encourage you to go that way. There's no right way, and you don't want to force yourself. Sometimes people write their best when they're figuring it out along the way. I'm not capable of that hahahahah
As for linear, I can NOT jump around as much as I wish. I need CONTEXT like...I love referring back to old conversations and using the older conversations as context to newer ones people who can jump around and write non-linearly are superhuman.
Typing with your eyes closed seems so cool. I do have a cinematic approach to writing as well, but I also only type with three fingers lmao (I never learned how to use all your fingers for typing) so I need to see plshfhsdfhdsj
thank you!! I love your IF as well and your energy! Your posts are so fun to read and Memento Mori is SOO GOOD!
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Hi, Jyunie! I hope you're feeling well!
First of all, I really wanted to thank you for sharing your writings, they always make my day better. đ
For my request, I'd like to see your take on this scenario: reader being Dino's S/o and Squalo's best friend.
Do you think they would get along fine, or bicker a lot? I kinda think Squalo is super protective, even though he pretends to not care a lot, so I can picture him threatening Dino right when the relationship started. On the other side, I think Dino would definitely try his best to become friends (in his head, they are since school years, but Squ denies it) with Squalo to make his S/o happy.
Anyways, thanks so much for keeping your requests open!
Also, you don't have to reply if it makes you uncomfortable in any way. Your health is the most important.
Hello Emyyy my lovee! Thank you for sliding this into my inbox, I love them both so much and this is such a fun dynamic. I penned this a bit late into the night, and honestly need to finish my reread of the series as a refresher of all the characters traits and interpersonal interactions in canon.. but I hope you enjoy :) All my love xox
⥠Dino as your S/O & Squalo as your best friend â§
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Dino and Squalo are fascinating to me because they differ greatly in what they pride themselves in and where their loyalties lie, not to mention their contrasting temperaments. Theyâre a tortoiseshell cat and labrador retriever duo if Iâve ever seen one.
I see them as people that just keep finding each other in life, despite not intending to become close to one another, it kind of just happens. Thereâs a bond there, even if itâs just mutual respect and knowing that they can rely on the other (even if they would never want to do that).
Iâd like to imagine that Reader would have known Squalo prior to the ring conflict, being a close friend of his, and not knowing Dino well/at all until Squalo got his ass handed to him and he reconnected with Dino in the hospital. They may not understand the Cavallone headâs intentions with saving Squalo, but it meant the world to them that they got to see their best friend in one piece. They could have gotten to know Dino better by running into him during their hospital visits. The relationship that ensued definitely developed outside of any interactions with Squalo involved, because they would have gotten their asses handed to them if either of them went to him for tips on how to woo the other.
Squaloâs invested in his friendâs wellness and success but is not the type to pry or think too much about their personal lifeâhe has a lot going on with his work already, and if there was anything pressing, they would share without him asking. And that they do, earning them the most memorable shocked and wide-eyed look from the swordsman.
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âWITH WHO?! That Cavallone loser? Youâre fucking with me.â He gives you an incredulous side eye when you finally mention that the date youâre leaving for is with Dino. You stand your ground, giving him a flat smile and a quick shake of the head.
âNope, not joking.â
He holds his temples with his gloved hand for a moment, and you see his head dip as he sighs quietly in resignation.
âFor fuckâs sake,â he turns to raise an eyebrow at you, his face twisted as if he just smelled something bad. â...why?â
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He asks out of curiosity, and would tell you âthatâs enoughâ the second you start actually gushing about Dino. Heâs smart enough to understand what your intentions may be with the Cavallone boss, but.. he still.. needs a moment to process the idea of anyone actually being worth your time and affections. He has a lot of pride in himself and by extension, the people he associates with. He respects Dino enough and can come to terms with the fact that in any case of you not being able to handle yourself, youâll at least be in good hands. He realizes that now heâs doomed to meet Dino again for lunch or something, now that heâs your s/o. He pretends to mind it more than he actually does, heâs just not good at expressing himself.
While Squalo is processing this, Dino is, in fact, right outside ready to pick you up with his luxury car and a giant bouquet of flowers waiting for you.
Dino doesnât see any issue with you being Squaloâs bestie and is actually... so happy that Squalo is the reason that he got to meet you again! Heâs definitely the warmer one in any of their exchanges, but any tension between them is more about their differing loyalties than anything else, so they can at least both agree that you are an excellent individual.
Their bickering is minor, especially as time goes on and they grow used to the dynamic. In Squaloâs eyes, he doesnât have to become Dinoâs bestie just because heâs dating his best friend, and Dino is as amicable as ever. He cares just enough about not stepping on toes in the sense that he minds the PDA (he does this in general, but especially if he feels like it might be bothering someone in their presence).
Through you, Dino begins to learn more about Squalo. Heâs the shit brickhouse and Reader is the one that gushes to their s/o about how much they love their best friend. Personally, I think that best friends are soulmates, so I can only imagine how much Reader has to share with Dino, and of course, he eats it all up. He loves learning more about Squalo on a level that only a personal friend would know, and not just what he knows about him as a swordsman and professional assassin. He also shares as much as you'd want to hear about his time in school and what "memories" he has from the alternate future. It's really amusing to see the differences in how the two describe the same events.
At some point Dino becomes involved in little things like your close friends' birthdays, Christmas cards, etc. Squalo thinks itâs totally extra and uncalled for, but Dino insists that itâs because theyâre basically pals?!? Friends by proxy?! Nothing wrong with Squ being on the DinoY/N holiday postcard mailing list <3
Sometimes Squalo makes comments about how the two of yâall should âtake it somewhere elseâ. Dino laughs it off and teases that Squ will most definitely be Reader's man of honour at the wedding, and Reader can decide to either shut down Dino in embarrassment or agree enthusiastically to torture their bestie further. All in good fun :â)
this was so cute to think about I love grumpy sunshine sm help
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hihi!! long time reader first time anon!! i was wondering if u could do a m. tkachuk fic where reader & him are friends of friends and heâs kinda mean to reader & itâs kinda angsty? (not like super bullying mean but kinda yk) happy ending where he just like didnât know how to talk to her lol cause iâm a sucker for happy endings, sorry if thatâs kinda long haha!! i love u lotsâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
a/n: ahh i want to say thank you for being a reader and you're always welcome in my inbox for absolutely anything doesnt even have to be a request. I hope you like this! Love you!
âOkay, well no one asked you.â Matthews voice rang out and you could feel rage start to grow in your body. This wasnât your first interaction with Matthew but you still did not have him figured out in the slightest. You wouldnât consider yourselves friends because you just both shared a friend but you had tried multiple times to have a conversation with him so you could possibly get there and instead of being a normal nice person and continuing the conversation he instead would either brush you off or say something rude like he just had now.
You rolled your eyes at him and this random attitude that was targeted at you for no reason. Instead of coming up with a snarky response, you leaned over to talk to your friend. âIâm going to go outside for a minute. Just text me when the food comes out.â It was probably rude to abandon the table this way but you were also sure that the only person out of the whole group that would even notice you were missing was your friend. Maybe Matthew would notice simply because he wouldnât have someone to be a jerk to.
Outside you took a deep breath in, reminding yourself that the drama was not worth the stress and why were you letting his words get to you anyways. Maybe it simply was because he knew nothing about you but had clearly decided how he felt about you. A groan left your lips, you needed to stop caring so much about what other people thought. Someone walked outside and when they cleared their throat you looked up. The look on your face must have clearly shown how you felt about him. âSomeones excited to see me.â Matthew teased and you were about ready to go back inside.
âEverything okay? You kind of left the table in a rush.â He had to have been kidding. Did he not have any braincells that let him know you left the table because of him. A small frown grew on his lips when you didnât answer him and again you assumed you must have been looking at him like he was an idiot for even asking that. âItâs because of what I said, isnât it?â He asked and for once since you had met him he had actually looked remorseful of the words that had left his lips. âUh yeah, because every single time I try to talk or get to know you, you act like the biggest jerk around.â
This shouldnât have been news to you, you had done the normal thing after meeting him one time and looked him up and it was clear he was not popular for being a gentleman. His hand went to the back of his head as he scratched it, thinking of what to say. âI am so sorry. I am a jerk, wholeheartedly I am the biggest jerk around.â He looked as apologetic as one could possibly look and this only confused you. Things that werenât on your bingo card: Matthew Tkachuk apologizing to you. âHonest truth?â He asked and you nodded your head for him to keep going.
âMost people would assume because Iâm in the public eye that Iâm good at this whole speaking thing but when we met I literally didnât know what to say.â He admitted and you gave him the slowest nod ever like you were still processing what he said. âSo you reverted into being a jerk? Howâs that going for you?â You asked and a small laugh left his lips. âClearly very very bad.â At least he was honest. âHow about I make it up to you? Start fresh like we never met and maybe I can take you out to dinner on Friday?â
You tilted your head up like you were thinking over his offer, a small smirk growing on your lips. âI donât really go out to dinner with strangers.â You told him which only made him smirk back at you. This time he held out his hand to you, understanding that you were just teasing him. âIâm Matthew.â This time you took his hand in yours. âNice to meet you, Matthew. How about you buy me a drink inside while we wait for dinner?â
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Hi! I love your blog and I'm so glad you share such valuable information, it really helps me understand things so much better :)
I wanted to ask something about safe foods - I don't know much about my safe foods, but I used to really really like cucumber. It was my thing. But, over the years, my family essentially bullied me out of eating it (always commenting on it, making fun of it, pointing me out whenever cucumber was mentioned, etc). Now, I'm starting to get used to eating it again. I remember the happiness I used to feel from eating it.
Had a rant there, but essentially, I wanted to ask - are you aware of people stopping eating safe foods because of peer pressure? Or is this just a me thing? Thank you :)
Hi there,
Iâm sorry your family gave you a hard time about cucumbers. I find it weird that they made fun of your eating habits.
Anyway, safe foods are really important to people like us. Some foods I just canât eat. I hate trying new foods too. Iâm always afraid I wonât like it. Safe foods are something Iâll always like to eat. (For example, those ramen microwave noodles).
I can see people trying to push others to try something new. But making fun of someone liking cucumbers? Thatâs just odd. Kinda mean too imo.
If cucumbers make you happy, then eat as much as you want. Just try to ignore them. Itâs not like theyâre the ones eating it. They should mind their business tbh.
Here are some cucumber recipes you can try if youâre interested:
Hopefully there are some tasty recipes in here. Thank you for the inbox. I hope you have a wonderful day/night. âĽď¸
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your halsinposting inspired me to make a tav to romance halsin and now iâve started writing fics about them and oh my GOD these two literally have me in tears just because of how sweet they are together. iâve never smiled or teared up so much while writing two people literally just having a conversation.
iâve spent all night writing the dialogue for a little pre-relationship heart-to-heart between them and itâs absolutely killing me that none of it makes sense without the context of this tavâs backstory because i need to show them to literally everyone SO bad. these are my babies now and they are so important to me and i need everyone to see how much they care about each other.
this tav is very strong and only a little bit shorter than halsin (his celestial genes gave him The Tall), which leads to many shenanigans, including but not limited to: Pick Up The Druid To Make Him Blush, Use Long Limbs To Spoon The Druid At Maximum Big Spoon Capacity, Crush The Druid Back When He Hugs Really Tight, and Hold The Druid Up Against A Wall (Or A Tree) By His Thighs And Kiss Him Until He Forgets His Own Name. when he finds sweet things in his travels he saves them to leave at halsinâs tent, always along with a little note with a short poem written on it. halsin learns like two days into being at the camp with them that when theyâre going to bathe, they just walk around camp buttass naked getting their stuff together and asking if anyone wants to join, andâŚoakfather preserve him, thatâs all Iâm gonna say on that.
anyway, iâll stop rambling in your inbox now, i just had to show them off to Someone and i thought you might appreciate them. thank you for being my gateway into this madness, now itâs time for me to go get possessed by the spirit of these gay motherfuckers and start writing again.
- vampcaprisun (this is sent from my main)
Oh my gosh, that is so sweet! You totally SHOULD share your Tav's backstory- people LOVE that in this fandom! I LOVE those antics, Halsin DESERVES to be the small one for once!!! and I love the other parts too. I just... I love them. I am so happy you got to smush your Tav and Hal together!!!
Don't worry, you aren't rambling at all, and it makes me so happy to hear!!! EVERYONE NEEDS TO ROMANCE HALSIN YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN I STG
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Explaining the situation.
Hello dear sinners. Iâm Lust(y), and, as some of you may know, I was a small Twisted Wonderland writer who just disappeared during the start of 2023. Well, some of you may know what happened to me⌠but for those who donât: I almost got doxed.
You see, the main focus of my blog has always been NSFW⌠And I not only used to write NSFW of the 3rd years (like in this blog) but also from the other characters of the cast - with exception of Ortho. I always separated the media from reality and I still follow this policy, however, some people donât see the same. I really donât mind with folks blocking me or not enjoying my content, however, I was heavily harassed by the fandom.Â
Most of the time I used to delete the comments, but sometimes, I was a bit petty or showed them some arguments. Anyways, soon the asks in my inbox started to get heavier and I started to feel a bit afraid. It got to the point I received gore links and other stuff. Still, I wasnât that worried⌠until someone sent a message with the name of my city on it and explicit threats to find where I live, study/work and places I tend to go, together with my real info.
Of course, it was probably just someone crossing information, but still, I got extremely afraid. Itâs not everyday someone sends you the name of your city that isnât so popular for people outside of Brazil. I got very scared and just wiped up my blog from Tumblr - and nowadays, I see how irresponsible it was from me. I should have at least left a note behind and not make people I used to interact with share what happened. I feel deeply sorry for you guys and the friends I made in the fandom.
I may still have some prints of the messages I received, however, itâs not guaranteed. I will try to find those as some kind of proof, but it may be hard to do so.
The blog was initially made because a mental health professional advised me to do so, to somehow help me⌠It soon proved to be hell to me, but nowadays, I decided to give another chance. Again, I apologize for everything and hope you guys can forgive me! I donât want any kind of problem or drama anymoreâŚ
Thanks for everything. Iâll try to be as active as I can, however, it may be a bit hard due to my personal life and the little paranoia I got from the situation. I donât plan on doing big projects like continuing the fangame or anything like this⌠and probably, Iâll just stick to Tumblr.Â
Anyways, thanks for reading, my little sinners. If you have any questions, feel free to send me.
With love, Lust~
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