#anyway IM CHILLING NOW

[aroaceleovaldez]

Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?'' #and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus #but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3'' #and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to'' #only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it #and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book #Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out'' #Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.'' #''this has been so bad for my health'' #Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested. #Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him'' #Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him. #and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE #though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it. #he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure'' #nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards. #which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for

[furiouskettle]

finished Cult of the Lamb. It’s fun!

#kiwidoodles #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl spoilers #cult of the lamb spoilers #it makes me think of this one cute flash game i used to play soooooo much where it was like #an island of bunnies #i remember nothing else abt it other than it being very chill #anyway im gonna try cotl again sometime on a harder difficulty and with more murder #hopefully i can pace myself better now that ive actually finished the game

[realbeefman]

stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem! #its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome' #instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems! #anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now! #house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner

[cemeterything]

How did you become such a big blog? Like it genuinely surprises me every time you pop up on my phone

i was a lonely loser with nothing better to do

#it really wasnt worth it. now im just chilling though. #anyway make friends and have fun or this could be you

[trannypresident]

happy valentine's day i guess but you caught me at a bit of a bad time :(

[it/he]

#✎🐂 #had better ideas for pics but i dont have the space or time rn. lame. caching into my memory #look. no bf? no gf? no suitors of any sort? im going to fuck a computer. that's all i have #anyways #trans nsft #trans ns/fw #ftm ns/fw #ftm nsft #ftm top #ftm dom #objectum nsft #objectophilia #computer fucker #object sexuality #taking freaky object pics with like. what is basically one of my object partners feels a little like cheating. but im sure shes chill w it #these took SO LONG TO TAKE. i have to reformat her card bc its just like 40 of these now. #pray for me please i do need it #ivy DONT look this is crazy

[southern--downpour]

woe. clown be upon ye

#clownpierce #lifesteal smp #mcyt #.....idk what else to tag this as. #didnt look at much fanart while designing him so i just went based off of the skin and my mental image of jesters/clowns #and then looked at fanart after i finished and realized like everyone draws him in a cool suit/vest kinda thing #and thats SICK but ive already drawn this so im rolling with it now #virgil arts #anyways. why is it always minecraft that my brain latches on to. #why is that the default #i like this guy tho. his videos are surprisingly chill and theyve been keeping me sane for the past few days

[mitchievousness]

be the change you want in the world (more yjh in a chinese dress)

#this has been done before but i havent seen it bc i dont go through the orv tags #also bc i havent finished orv yet lmao #anyways just take this #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #yoo joonghyuk #drew this at 8am bc my class for that timeslot was dissolved and no one told me so now im waiting for the school cafe to open to drown my s #orrows in mediocre coffee but atleast the vibes are chill #orv more like orz

[fluffyartbl0g]

Hang on a minute. Regarding the time travel AU, Vegapunk might not be on Egghead. This is taking place 2 years before the start of the series, right? Caesar blew up Punk Hazard 3 years before the Straw Hats arrived, meaning Caesar hasn't blown up Punk Hazard yet, and won't for another year.

Egghead was just a regular lab when Bonney visited as a child, meaning it's likely Vegapunk didn't turn it into his central laboratory until after Caesar blew up PH. Vegapunk was on Punk Hazard when Caesar blew it up, he tried to stop him.

OH FIDDLESTICKS UR SO RIGHT!!!!

Ahhh thank you so much for informing me of this!!! I really try to make it a point to follow the canon timeline as close as i can, but I always miss a few things here and there ; w ;! This doesn’t actually mess up anything that ive sketched too much,,, but,,, omg now i gotta think about what to do about punk hazard owo wahaha you’re spawning new ideas into my head anon, thank you!

#ask #time travel au #speedrun au #theres also this thing with usopp and kaya where he didnt start going to her house and telling her stories until she fell ill #and her parents died #soo i was worried about their relationship in this timeline ;owo but im just thinking now that they coulda talked casually before that too #wahhh i had kaya remember her feelings from the previous timeline anyways so its all chill XD

[questionablealibi]

School started and now i dont have as much time as before to mingle around social media ^^; that doesnt mean i wont check in time to time!

Anyways this is all i could manage, eat up

O'Neil can extend himself now ooo

Took inspiration from a creature called "manananggal" from filipino folklore! The mechanical spine is a placeholder for now while i finalize his and elias' concepts, but km definitely putting this in!

Here's a VERY rough draft of what i want him to look like when he "extends"!

So,,, woe, long oneil be upon ye

#IVE BEEN JUGGLING #MULTIPLE THINGS #AND IM FRUSTRUATED #ONE OF THEM IS MY THINGIE FOR A CERTAIN CHAIN #BUT I DONT THINK ILL BE ABLE TO FINISH IT ANYTIME SOON :'D #School takes up more than half of my time #Especially since i took on a VERY time-consuming and brain-eating course #But that doesnt mean i wont be lurking and checking in! ^^ #I might make a second blog where i just chill and reblog rather than post my own content ^^; #Anyways ABOUT THE POST #YES #Oneil is now an extendable dude #They can extend indefinitely #I dont have much to say about this hc of mine yet but i like it a lot! ^^ #the stanley parable #tspud #tsp #tsp narrator #tspud narrator #tsp au #tspud au #Alibi!

[linterteatime]

Sorry for this, but people have been really fucking annoying on the comments of my posts lately that I'm really really considering privating the blog for some days or something bruh💀

#like cmon now the people on my instagram and my twitter have been behaving better that tumblr thats wild #like okay ppl aren't comenting anything like horrible but it's so stupid like- #logging into tumblr truly is something #i limited comments on the blog for only ppl that follow me for a while so if tomorrow i get anything stupid im just packing up #just for a couple of days dw #anyways sorry for venting or ranting idk what this is #but like!!! i always hear people say that tumblr is the most chill social media site and like thats not true for me bruh #well to be fair i did have some really really chill months for a while this year but i guess that's over now with october idk #anyways maybe i will post art later who knows #not art #delete later #maybe #also this is not about the people that say nice things on my posts don't worry guys this is not about them #sorry if someone thought that

[chr0n1c-ag0ny]

it might be because I'm aroace and can't help but project on my favorite little pookie bears 24/7 but like....

not platonic kunidazai, just like, they're dating but they don't have sex, they don't want sex, it's not something that comes up cause they just mutually have their reasons to not want/need it.

and that's not to say they're never intimate with one another, it's just that their intimacy is different. to them, intimacy is taking naps in each others arms, no bandage's, just a blanket and each other's embrace. intimacy is Kunikida washing Dazai's hair while they sit tangled up on the floor of the tub. intimacy is kissing each other so so softly, over scars and marks and phantom pains, over bad memories and pleasant reminders. Intimacy is sharing a cup of coffee in the office. intimacy is mending each other's wounds. intimacy is skin on skin, trusting one another not to hurt, not to take, not to use. Intimacy is talking long into the night, close enough to hear the faintest of whispers, talking about life, their pasts, their fears, their aspirations.

it's all intimacy to them, they don't need sex. one doesn't need it and one doesn't want it ever again, and that's fine, they find their own ways to share that vulnerable space both crave to fill.

#I hc Kunikida is ace and Dazai has too much ptsd from ✨life events✨ and mori to ever have sex again without being put back there #and like. over time he was just really chill with that. like it sucked at first cause he craved that passion and pleasure and intimacy #but than Kunikida helped him find othwr ways and now he's jsut chill with himself and who he is #he's sure one day with enough work he could get to a place where it could be nice and Kunikida's not sex repulsed so he's always made it- #clear that if dazai wants to try and even gets to a point where he wants to do it regularly that it's fine and they can have sex #but its never been at the forefront or even the back burner for dazai. hes happy as is. its just nice knowing the door is there and unlocked #anyway #thats it thats the post #im projecting #aroace #acespec #asexual #kunikida bsd #kunikida doppo #bsd kunikida #dazai bsd #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #kunidazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #bsd #bungo stray dogs #Kunikida is so me btw #i just dont care #you want it? thats fine ill help no problem. you dont want it? equally cool we can sit on the couch and snuggle #he's just here for a good time

[sorrelpaws]

BACK TO TOTALLY NORMAL RICK AND MORTY ADVENTURES!!!!!

#rick and morty #morty smith #rick sanchez #spoilers #i liked this ep #still gonna probably make a big boy textpost on it BUT FOR NOW my most surface level thoughts #more morty is always a treat and i rlly hope these final 4 eps live up to the classic adventures promise #but specifically in terms of these 2 #because like....... no way the end of that episode was like.. serious #like the rift got sealed up and rick immediately fixes his prtal gun??? #like he seems so deranged in that last minute IDK MAN!!!! JUST SEEMS OFFPUTTING!!!!! #I DO NOT TRUST THAT!!!!!! #also the heatwave??? ive sen NO ONE mention the fucking heat wave???? hellooooooooooo #somethings up .... im sniffing something weird brewing here #ok anyway soo like rick is really chilling here and morty is kinda disoriented BECAUSE AGAIN #rick totally knows whats going on but moorrtyyy... hermmm maybe not so much yet #also hes holding onto his hat for dear life cause i thot it would be funny :3

[skitskatdacat63]

2011 British gp Fernando is such a mood...

#okay now obviously i could make a super accurate actual version of this using a wider variety of pics #but i found it so funny that all of these are literally from one day #and hes exhibiting every stage of grief and expression known to mankind #there was literally almost 50 pics just from this one day at this specific time #thank you to whichever ferrari photographer this was 🙏 #(i feel like we dont really get pictures like this so much nowadays?) #(or at least not the sheer amount?) #(but i feel like i dont really have any pics of him from recently just chilling in the garage) #(i loveeeee the candids!! so cute to see the drivers just in their 'natural habitat' and also great for ref) #(but yeah idk i think i like photography from this era better) #(i remember reading an interview w a photographer who talked about how fernando was willing to let him take more candid pics) #(and i wonder if it was a more novel thing back then? and now its a lot more content based and performative? idk.) #anyways!! sooooooo obsessed w the amnt of pics of fernando chilling in his garage from the ferrari era #literally thousands of them and im so endeared!!!! #i wonder what was going on in this practice session for there to be so many pics of him incredulous 😭😭 #i wish I could just post all the pics from this compilation bcs hes soooooo adorable but also very memey #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #fa14 #2011 british gp #we do a little bit of f1

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

if i had a nickel for every time i had to investigate why there was blood on my hands-

#i was just. yk. doodling #and i noticed that my stylus was weirdly sticky #at a glance it looked like it had floral patterns and i thought it was a different pen #and i went Oh Fuck. Im Either Dreaming Or Reality Is A Lie- oh its just blood #wait huh #OH MY FUCKING GOD CAN THE THUNDER CHILL FOR LIKE ONE SECOND IT IS SHAKING THE GODDAMN FLOOR #sorry. sorry. its storming right now. rolling thunderclaps that go on for like ten seconds #anyway yeah so there was drying blood all over my stylus #somehow i peeled off a strip of skin and Did Not Notice that i was smearing blood all over my pristine white stylus #absolutely unprompted #yk im just gonna. plug in my phone in case we lose power

[turtletoria]

art block :-(

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #im having such a hard time drawing and i took a lot of insp off of ehlir's style for these .. god i love ehlir's art it looks so good ToT #also does anyone else obsess to the point of art block over silly details?? i couldnt draw becky's face to my liking and literally got so- #obsessed over it i couldnt draw anything. even now im like fighting the urge to just draw her face over and over again til i get it right #anyway rn im just tryin to chill out like its ok to not get things right u have to draw a million bads to get one good u drew it once - #u can draw it again etc etc #sometimes u just gotta brute force ur way thru things itll be alright