#anybody relate?

[traumatizedjaguar]

Some of my thoughts, do you relate?

You ever feel like you’re tricking or manipulating people into liking you? Like you believe you’re bad and ugly on the inside and need to expose it?

You can never be honest enough no matter what? Like you need to give every little detail and yet no matter how much you retell the truth it’s never enough?

You ever feel obsessed with the truth? Not just your story but everyone and everywhere too.

Injustices give you rage like when you see someone getting hurt you’re raging over it and desperately trying to help them no matter the cost it has on you? You don’t care if it fucking ends you, you’ll help no matter what? Like seeing bystanders makes you fill with rage, like how could they fucking just stand there and let something happen? Feeling like you don’t care what abuse, torture or anything you’d go through, you’d help the vulnerable no matter what.

#my text #but I’m not #I’m literally perfect and beautiful and deserving of all the love in the universe #I was made for and out of love #cptsd #cptsd healing #cptsd tag #cptsd vent #just cptsd things #cptsd thoughts #obviously though you know you’re not manipulating people consciously then you’re not manipulating people #its just a nagging thought but it isn’t true if you know you’re trying to be honest #anybody relate? #actuallyabused #ahhhhh

[whoevengaf]

I think id me phenomenal at masonry as in genuinely talented since birth but as in the apprentice of the best mason in the country would fall in love with me and tell me about his lessons and therefore introduce me to a new career path and after hes finished studying (i sneak into the hall with a stolen key) id dispose of him and start masonry business saying that he thinks himself so hideous that he doesnt want to talk to the customer so i his obedient wife take care of that for him

#sham!s rambles #anybody relate?

[ghostlylicious]

can anybody believe this person trying to fight innocent ppl abt iorveth x roche 😭😭 im looking for any1 who relates so i can recover frm this i LITERALLY just stepped into tumblr

#the witcher #the witcher 3 wild hunt #what do i tag this #anybody relate? #😭😭😭😭😭 #vernon roche #iorveth #iorveth x roche #vernon x iorveth #iornon #witcher #i want emotional support

[frontlinebicepsoftheninth]

Question: is it a common closeted young lesbian experience to be really obsessed with like an older girl or tv character or something and think you want to be just like her but actually your evangelical Christian 7th grade self thought she was very sexy and had no idea how to process that so you continued to think that way until you were in college. Asking for a friend.

anon i am honored that you came to me with this question and i would say absolutely yes although i think the first time i can really remember that happening for me i pretty quickly knew it was attraction. so i may not have personally had the exact experience but i have heard manyyyyyy other people talk about it, i'm sure some of my followers can second you in the comments lol. and if it was a tv character for you i gotta ask who was it 👀

#anybody relate? #anon

[max-reblogger]

Rivers #Poem 3

I am confused. My feelings are like rivers, Some days I feel love so intense it hurts, Other days I feel nothing for others, At least, not romantically, Some days I feel as though the person need to be special, That I need to know their soul entirely to feel love, Other days I feel as though if I were to know a person, I would no longer feel any love for them, I feel so many things through so many days, But that's strange, It's not acceptable, I must pick one feeling to have through all of my days, But I can't, I've tried, My feelings are like rivers, They lead in multiple directions, And I am a sailor, Trying to navigate the rivers, Without a compass, My feelings are unpredictable, But my feelings are mine.

#original poem #lgbtq #aro spec #aroflux #based on my own experiences #still hurts sometimes #sad truth #anybody relate? #I hope not but I also do because I feel lonely 🥲

[sophies-junkyard]

The absolute tragedy of being an epileptic spider verse fan.

#I didn’t have epilepsy when the first one came out :( #and I was about to go see it in the theatre when I realized… oh…. that’s not safe anymore #anybody relate? #anyways I think I’ll be ok to watch it in a bright room when there’s a good upload of it #I’ve been dodging spoilers like the matrix #alas #this is my life #across the spider verse #ATSV #PS if anybody knows where I can watch it that’s NOT a dark noisy theater please genuinely let me know lmao #reblogs welcome btw I’m looking for people to complain/pirate with

[twd-obsessed-bitch]

"yea the walking deads my favourite show" I say after shitting on it for an hour

#twd #the walking dead #Anybody relate? #Look when I say it's my favourite show I mostly mean the first couple seasons #My comfort seasons

[gaydennisreynolds]

too sleepy to elaborate at this time but I miss the old fandom culture of interacting with fanfic writers and fanfic artists as members of the fandom community who enjoyed engagement and discussion and feedback instead of the modern trend of seeing us as content creators up on a pedestal who don't need positive feedback but DO need to churn out constant content to feed the a03 machine

#anybody relate up in this bitch #c.txt

[perfectlyripeclementine]

calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

#nonbinary love #nblnb yearning #nb4nb #nblnb #wholesomeposting #yearning hours #ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense #so you dont say “i have a thing” but rather “a thing is by me” #and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc #but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership #i think about this mostly in terms of ecology #and relation to land #but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers #like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs #but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while #and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well #when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else #its understood i just mean the city where i live #so why cant we apply the same to lovers? #mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again #ok #done now

[bodiereads]

Quitting drinking can be an adventure when you still smoke but are extremely strict about not driving with ANYTHING in your system. Going out changes. It’s like “want me to DD? Not tonight? Sounds like a plan, brb time to get disgustingly high”

And if it’s a sober night as DD it turns into “I don’t even want to LOOK at an alcoholic beverage keep that shit AWAY from me PUT YOUR PEN AWAY RN”

Anyway 10 months sober this week 🎉 (looked back at the date and I quit drinking ON st pattys apparently?)

#anybody relate? #is it just me #sober #sober curious

[artemx746]

can people start obsessing over queerplatontic ships the same way they obsess over romantic ships

#queerplatonic #aro #< not technically related but qpr and aros are after put together #Just thought that was an important notice since qpr can be done by anybody of any sexuality #And also should be normalised more for other sexualities #lgbtq #qpr positivity #qpr #Now here comes the part where I just start putting characters who are totally in queer platonic relationships #Thalia and luke #Masika and Jack #Xanu and gothi #Silena and Clarisse #Lilith and darius

[doublebassawareness]

Sometimes you just gotta listen to Termination of Desires and jump up and down a bit

#dancing I think #genshin impact #genshin #genshin music #raiden shogun #termination of desires #raiden shogun theme #anybody relate?

[eat-rock]

“nobody understands me” but not in the “edgy suffering from teenager syndrome mad at mom” kind of way, but the “lonely isolating young adult realization that the specific combination of mental illnesses and past experiences i’ve had have resulted in a pattern of behaviors that are often misinterpreted and misconstrued by others” type of way

#maybe it’s the mental illness but boy howdy do i feel like an outsider #as a teenager it’s usually the feeling that everybody else is a stick in the mud and stupider than you kind of stuff #now i’m feeling like everybody else is a real person while i’m only partially a person #like there’s so much of myself missing and i can’t seem to relate with anybody else #it’s lonely feeling like nobody would understand how my brain works even if i tried to explain it to them #idk how to tag this but i hope anybody else can relate #actually neurodivergent #actually neurodiverse #adhd #actually adhd #ocd #mental illness #mentally ill #neurodivergent #👁‍🗨 #🌀

[booasaur]

Special Ops: Lioness

#specialopslionessedit #special ops lioness #special ops: lioness #aaliyah amrohi #cruz manuelos #stephanie nur #laysla de oliveira #special ops lioness 1x06 #special ops lioness spoilers #aaliyah x cruz #femslash related stuff #muslim lgbt #lol putting this together made me realize three things #they keep being vague and wrong about the date and time of the wedding #there are so many things that seem to be pointing to aaliyah not making it out of this :< #and that aaliyah is actually just so very lovely and kind and stephanie nur really is doing so well with all her different layers #but man this is one of those ships that has what people love about popular subtext f/f pairings but is also canon #a central transformative dynamic the whole show hinges on #a connection unlike any either has with anybody else #let's see now that they've set it up where they take it #lol I mean we'e all absolutely expecting a bad end but can at least they both survive...

[andrew-minyards-defense-attorney]

“Andrew committed murder! How can you defend that!?” Your honor, they fucked around and found out

#this is only in relation to this silly fictional men if I see anybody going ‘me with [insert real killer]’ I WILL FIND YOU #/lh #silly fictional man* I don’t know why I put men #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #andrew minyard

[rose-i-guess]

Drew + redesigned my old protogen oc!! I love this silly guy so much and I’m super proud of his design now. I’d love to comm or even make my own suit of him but,,,HHHHH protogen suits seem way more complicated to make. And also,,,money. STILL maybe I can do it in the future-

+ A comparison w one of my first drawings of him!!! My son has grown so much WAAAAAAA,,,

#furry #furry art #protogen #oc #redesign #the son in question doesn’t have a name btw-💀 #thinking of naming him ray? #becauseeee crt tvs #crt means cathode ray tube #so ye #BUT if anybody else has a cool tv-related name I am open to suggestions teehee >:]