Through the Mist (Ch.16)
Chapter XVI: Dinah and Camila’s Troublesome Adventure
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A/N: HEY GUYS. I’M BACK. YA MISSED ME?
i hope you guys were okay while i was gone. i really missed ya’ll. sorry it took like 3 months lol.
yesterday was so great with the women’s march on washington, and really, all around the world. i loved to see all the support and love surging through the streets, and i’m really glad that lauren and so many other celebrities were a part of it. love trumps hate.
(this is really late - like a month late) to address any lingering concerns, i will continue to support all five girls with equal fervor as i was a proud OT5 stan before camila’s exit. no negativity in my book please. that is all.
oh and this chapter will be the longest i’ve ever published at 18.5k words so i hope you guys don’t mind lol. i just needed all of this to be said and established so i could continue with the plot.
also, i will start to recap the previous chapter if an update takes more than a month to publish. i understand the difficulty of rereading a past chapter to understand what’s going on in a delayed update so i’ll make it easy for ya’ll. :)
and for those eager to delve into caminah’s hidden past, here you go - it’s a freaking lot (mind the title). i don’t know how it got so long but it did. just giving you all a heads-up so please be open-minded. later on, the past is in italics. and yes, there will be some camren, just be patient.
go ahead and read on, and don’t forget to comment ;) i hope ya’ll enjoy!
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WARNING: Smut. [Not Camren]
Previously in TTM,
After the girls realize that they need Artemis’s help to find Apollo, they set out to find her in the woods, only to be ambushed by the Manticore. Normani and Camila are heavily injured with Camila almost bleeding out. Camila barely survives until the Hunters of Artemis intervene.
The five are taken to the Hunters’ base where Camila is healed by Artemis herself. The goddess admits that she is unable to help them but promises to gain some intel for all their troubles. Camila then meets a captivating Thalia Grace and something sparks between them. Jealous, Lauren storms off as Camila lets the attention get to her head by continuing to flirt with Thalia.
Camila soon realizes that she’s being ridiculous and runs after Lauren, assuring her that she was the only princess for her dragon. Thalia interrupts and informs them that Artemis may have a lead to their quest but they’re running out of time.
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The walk to Artemis’s tent was quite eventful as a handful of older Hunters trained their attention on Camila with interested eyes, all thanks to the stunt she pulled earlier. Their gazes were smoldering and intrusive, and Camila found herself tightening her hold on Lauren’s hand, anchoring herself to the daughter of Poseidon.
A smug smile twitched on Lauren’s lips, her green eyes flashing daringly at the other immortals, silently challenging them. She wasn’t going to sit by the sidelines and watch these beautiful archers take her dragon. She was going to do what she was taught the moment she entered camp; to fight for herself and the people she held dear.
No Hunter stepped forward and Lauren moved closer to Camila, standing taller in triumph.
The duo neared the large, centered tent and Thalia led them inside, following soon after, her piercing eyes alert and focused. It was her instinct to always be prepared for battle, and she would protect her Hunters until her last breath as their Lieutenant.
Camila and Lauren stepped into the main tent and they were immediately bathed in warmth. They stood in awe of their surroundings, their wide eyes wandering over everything.
The inside of the tent appeared very comfortable and homey due to the silk rugs and pillows that covered the floor. Different types of animal pelts draped the walls, both actual and mythical. There was a golden brazier of fire in the middle of the large space without any obvious source of fuel or smoke. Behind the hearth was Artemis’s silver bow, displayed on a polished oak stand.
Ally was off to the side, sitting across the auburn-haired immortal. The two other Latinas were quick to join her on the tent floor, uneasy about the abrupt summoning. Camila still held onto Lauren’s hand, refusing to let go.
The goddess smiled at them, seated in front of the fireplace. A deer with shimmering fur and silver horns was curled next to her, sleeping contently. Thalia sat to Artemis’s right as her rank required. “Hello, girls. I hope you have recovered from your rough encounter with the Manticore.”
Her old gray eyes darted to Camila’s bandaged midsection. “I’m glad to see that you healed properly. Many half-bloods do not survive an injury like that. You are strong.” A wry smile curved her mouth. “It’s quite unfortunate that I cannot recruit you due to your past. Shame, you would have made a valiant Hunter, unforgettable amongst my ranks.”
Camila was speechless at the goddess’s compliment and forced herself not to face Lauren’s varied expression. She could only survive so much shock and embarrassment in one day. “Th - Thank you. It would have been an honor.”
Artemis’s eyes gleamed with light amusement. “Having you would have been a great addition,” she concluded. “The first-ever pyrokinetic Hunter. My, what an interesting thought.”
Before Camila could comment, Dinah and Normani entered the tent, laughing loudly, large grins plastered on their faces. Dinah’s hair was more tousled and her cheek dimple was on display. Their hands were joined and they seemed to cling onto each other.
Camila’s eyes dropped from Dinah’s flushed face and plump lips to her long fingers interlaced with Normani’s. She frowned, her hold on Lauren’s hand loosening.
Before, back in the SUV, the scene didn’t bother her that much but it was…different this time around.
Camila couldn’t explain the sudden change. All she wanted was to support her best friend but her heart wasn’t in it. A million thoughts ran through her mind and her throat constricted painfully at one in particular, one she hadn’t dared to think about.
Is she… Is she finally moving on?
A sudden weight set itself on her chest and Camila tightly gripped Lauren’s hand to fight off her trembling body. She felt as if the ground was slowly swallowing her whole, her body stiff, struggling to breathe.
She hated that it affected her like this. She thought she would be over it, just as Dinah appeared to be.
She got over it pretty quick… Maybe Normani was better… I can’t blame her, the girl’s a literal goddess.
Camila wanted to laugh at how masochistic she was being. She always ended up hurting herself rather than the source of her anguish.
From the start, Camila knew it was going to happen eventually but she knew she wasn’t going to prepared for when it actually happened.
Afterall, who would ever be ready to see their first love move on?
I’m never going to have her again. That thought alone was a literal stab to the heart.
The brunette went numb as Dinah plopped down next to her, oblivious to the girl’s inner turmoil.
Normani was by her side, resting her head on Dinah’s shoulder. Their hands were still together and Dinah was lazily rubbing circles into the back of Normani’s hand. Their breathing was steady and even, as if they had no care in the world than to be with each other.
It was such a normal and peaceful sight that Camila thought she was going to suffocate from her overwhelming emotions. She fought to keep it buried, knowing that her emotions were linked with her powers. She couldn’t afford to hurt anyone, even if it meant burning alive in her own internal wildfire.
A small fire flickered within her chest, slowly eating at her. The flame that once fueled her hope was consuming her. Camila bit her tongue at the searing heat boiling in her gut.
Being fireproof wasn’t enough to protect herself from being burned by love.
Artemis cleared her throat, quite aware of the sudden tension that sparked inside the tent. The deer in her lap shifted. Her gray eyes sent Camila an apologetic look which only made her feel worse.
Camila forced herself to look at the ground before her, their words falling on deaf ears. She couldn’t focus when her old world was finally crumbling around her, crushing her with its unbearable weight.
“Although I could not help you at first, a friend of mine has sent for you.” The goddess paused, stroking the deer between its flattened ears. “They may have the answer to your question about the ‘chaos’ entity so I advise that you heed her summoning.”
None of the girls spoke up against the order as they were desperate for more information. This invitation was the biggest lead they’ve had since they left camp and they weren’t about to lose it.
Lauren was drawing random patterns in Camila’s warm palm but the brunette didn’t feel a thing, too wrapped up in her thoughts. She wanted to move on, for the sake of her feelings for Lauren and for Dinah. Camila didn’t want to be the anchor that pulled on everyone else.
Ally shyly raised her hand. “My lady, as you know, we’re reaching on time and I was wondering if you could assist us on getting there.”
The auburn-haired girl smiled at the polite request. “Why of course, Allyson. For all of your troubles, I will certainly help, though I am restricted.”
Her brows knitted together, her lips pursing at the disappointing thought. “I can only help so much without getting caught by my father or pinning more monsters on your tail. The predicaments of being an immortal I suppose.
"But,” her silver eyes twinkled, “a little rule breaking never hurt anyone. I am Zeus’s second favorite child after all. Athena only gets first because she sprang out of his head.”
Artemis carefully adjusted the sleeping deer so it was now cuddling with one of the larger pillows. “Poor thing would not be able to sleep if not for my protection. My Hunters have grown quite fond of him and he provides the most delightful entertainment.”
The goddess and Thalia rise from the plush floor, the five other half-bloods following in suit. The sudden action jolted Camila out of her head and brought her back to reality. She was still trying to process her colliding past and present so Lauren gripped her hand and gently guided her.
“Follow me,” the immortal instructed, “We must hurry. Every passing second is precious.”
Artemis led the demigods out of the main tent and toward the back of it. Parked behind the massive tent was an entirely silver chariot and four golden reindeer with silver horns. The four creatures were fastened to the chariot by their harness and they all bowed their heads at Artemis’s entrance respectfully.
The sight triggered a familiar memory for the five girls and Camila almost smiled, snapping out of her unusual sadness.
Before she could stop herself, Dinah blurted, “You stole Santa’s sleigh?”
Really, Dinah? Camila wanted to facepalm, all previous depressing thoughts vanishing.
Normani lightly shoved her shoulder, embarrassed that the girl would accuse a goddess of such a thing. Dinah’s face went red and she ducked her head. Lauren scoffed while Ally giggled at the abruptness of the situation.
A small chuckle managed to leave Thalia, her electric eyes crinkling with amusement. She never tired of the half-bloods’ reactions.
Artemis smiled at the exclamation. “It’s more like he stole my chariot. Where else do you think the legend came from? I have been alive much longer than that portly stalker.”
Before anyone could comment on Santa Claus’s given description, Artemis walked up to the reindeer and snapped her fingers, the restraints magically unlocking. The four reindeer huffed in gratitude, the leader nuzzling Artemis’s hand.
The goddess rubbed the creature’s head, her fingers weaving through its soft fur. She appeared mesmerized by the animal. “Thalia will take you to my friend. She is located somewhere along the lines of your journey so you will not stray off course.”
“My lady,” Thalia intervened, her right hand resting over the pommel of her sheathed sword. “How will I escort them?”
Artemis cocked her head at the question. “Why, with my Moon Chariot, but not exactly so.”
Suddenly, the silver chariot glowed brightly before transforming into a standard white van. The five half-bloods gaped at the change, amazed by the goddess’s powers.
I know I have fire powers and all, but that was insanely cool.
Artemis handed Thalia a set of keys with a knowing look. “I know you hate flying so I made it convenient for you. You already know where to go. Protect them as if they were our own.”
The daughter of Zeus nodded accordingly. “As you wish, my lady. I will do my best.”
The goddess smiled fondly. “I expect nothing more of you.”
Artemis then ordered some of the nearby Hunters to collect the group’s belongings from the medical tent. With inhuman speed, the Hunters returned with five bags and packed them inside the large end of the white van. Artemis thanked them before continuing to pet the reindeer.
Thalia took charge and asked Phoebe, their leading medic, to come with her as backup and the girl instantly agreed, knowing that if anything should happen, she would be the most prepared. The two commanding Hunters bid their farewells with Artemis before climbing into the white van, Thalia as the driver and Phoebe as shotgun.
One by one, the demigods thanked Artemis and hopped into the back of the van. They were pleasantly surprised by the soft carpet floor and the two large foam pillows that acted as seats. It seemed that the goddess wanted the girls to have a comfortable journey.
Camila and Lauren were the last to board, and Camila turned to wave goodbye but halted at Artemis’s intense stare.
“Camila, Lauren,” Artemis started lowly, speaking only to the pair. “Please remember, some women are lost in the fire. Some women are built from it. May the gods be with you.”
Camila swallowed thickly and Lauren froze at her side, her green eyes wide with shock. Neither girl uttered a word, forever silenced by the two van doors closing on their face.
The van rumbled to life and Thalia waited until everyone settled in.
Lauren sat off the side, by the back of the van, still tense over what Artemis said. She had a deadly grip on her necklace, her hand quivering. Her pupils had dilated and she was lost in her own world, mindlessly picking at the plush floor. No one dared to bother her.
Ally and Normani were close to the front, talking about how to engage with the immortal’s friend while Dinah was reaching into her bag for a snack, positioned close to where Camila was sitting.
Camila’s chest still hurt from before and she longed for a well-deserved nap. The pain from her abdomen rushed to her heart and she feared that she was both physically and emotionally exhausted. She supposed that a few hours of sleep could conquer her overwhelming emotions.
Grabbing her backpack, Camila curled up against it, the soft carpet floor a blessing to her healing body. She could do without a blanket since she was a literal walking heater. A relieved sigh passed through her lips as she laid in the middle of the moving van.
Her hand crept to her side, lightly pressing on the bandages under her shirt. She cringed at the slight twinge. She never knew how cold death was until today. It changed her perspective on life, reminding her that life was too short to be wasted. Artemis was right when she said every passing second was precious.
Camila groaned at the familiar throbbing in her right temple and she turned on her side, forcing herself to sleep. At that point, she didn’t care about the impending demigod dreams. She just wanted to escape reality and lose herself in her subconscious.
With no further protest, Camila’s eyes fluttered closed and she welcomed the darkness.
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And the darkness embraced her.
Camila blinked, quickly realizing that she was in a dark, secluded alleyway, only lit by a lone streetlamp. The thick smell of salt water filled her nostrils. Small puddles surrounded her feet, the atmosphere heavy with an incoming thunderstorm.
I just had to jinx it, didn’t I?
The air was suffocating, the lack of light blinding, and she was rooted in place, set at the end of the alley. A chill ran down her spine at the sight of two familiar figures at the other end of the lane. This time, she could see them more clearly.
One of them was a tall male with dirty blond hair. He was little over six feet and athletically lean, not bulky and muscular. However, it didn’t make him look any less intimidating. The man wore a black trench coat with matching shades. A sheathed sword was at his side and he appeared tense. His face was obscured by the darkness so Camila couldn’t gain any significant details.
His companion was a female, slightly shorter than him. She had long, shaggy black hair with tinted shades covering her eyes. The woman was dressed as if she was appointed to kill someone later, complete with a pair of black cargo pants and a leather jacket. Her muscular frame didn’t help in the matter. All Camila could place was the firm scowl on her face, due to the dim lighting.
“Why have you summoned me?” the woman gruffed, crossing her arms over her chest. “The godlings are getting closer and I should be getting ready to attack.”
“Patience, dear aunt. In time, their blood will run through your hands,” the man assured with a raised hand. His voice was a dead giveaway that these people were the same from the last dream. “And you know our deal with Karla.”
Camila’s heart skipped a beat before it leaped up her throat. Sweat beaded on her forehead and she prayed that they wouldn’t be able to find her.
What does he want with me?
The woman growled, stepping toward him. “Why should I comply, puny nephew? I could smite you right now. You are nothing but a disgrace.”
“You know what I’m going to do,” the man spoke quietly, brushing off the insult. “I cannot allow you to kill the light of the group. She is mine.”
Camila swallowed thickly at the implication and balled her hands into fists. She bit her tongue to refrain from spewing out Spanish profanities.
This guy is planning something and unfortunately, it includes me. Gods help me.
“And what if she’s not the light? The daughter of Apollo could well be the one of the prophecy. Both are potential threats to our cause. We could just kill them now and—”
“I said no!” the man barked out in frustration, his voice echoing. He huffed, running a hand through his hair. “The plan does not allow the early deaths of Allyson, Dinah Jane, Karla, Lauren, and Normani. We cannot strike directly, it’s beneath us. You know this.”
Goosebumps erupted along Camila’s arms at the mentions of their names. She hated that these immortals knew more about them and not vice versa. They weren’t getting anything at this point.
The woman went silent, slightly impressed with his guts. “Then what do we do?”
“All we can do is,” he started, sounding extremely tired, “sit back and wait.”
His partner scoffed loudly, offended by the order to stay put. She was a woman of action. “And what of your warning of family intruding? What then?”
“We have orders,” the man spoke tightly, regretting this slip of information. “Atlas demands that we allow any gods to intervene. We must be discreet. Someone is awaiting them. We would raise questions if the half-bloods all ended up dead before then. The Olympians would attack us themselves and we would fail.”
Honestly, Camila saw the blonde’s reasoning, though she didn’t agree, and she could tell that his point reached his partner as she grounded her jaw in thought.
The woman held back a groan of frustration, given away by the low rumbling in the back of her throat. It was obvious that she wasn’t much for elaborate plans. Camila knew it took a lot of restraint for her to not strangle the man. “I prefer the saying 'good things come to those who hustle,’” she admitted gruffly before turning her back to him.
The man ran a hand through his messy hair and sighed. “Patience, aunt. Besides, do you know what is better than a faded light?” he asked softly. It was clear that he did not want to further provoke the older immortal.
“Stygian darkness?” she answered inattentively, glaring at the ground.
“No,” he answered, slightly agitated by her lack of enthusiasm. He slowly turned his head, his covered eyes falling on Camila, her blood running cold. Camila could feel his eyes digging into her being even though he wore thick shades.
H - he can’t see me…right?
The blonde immortal chuckled maliciously, making both Camila and the older immortal stiffen. “A hot, blinding light.”
Suddenly, a searing white light invaded Camila’s mind and she clutched her head in agony, falling to her knees in pain. An incredible heat consumed her, her usual resistance shattering.
Her last thought was linked to something Chiron once told her in camp. Is this how it feels like to see a god transport in front of you?
Before she could possibly cry out, Camila blacked out from the light’s abrupt intensity, spiraling into a darker, colder abyss.
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Camila’s body trembled slightly before she went still, her blunt nails pressed firmly against the soft floor of the van. Her brows were knitted together, sweat beading at her temple.
Dinah noticed the fidgeting from the corner of her eye and gradually crawled over to the sleeping brunette, sitting by her side. A tender smile pulled at her lips at the sight, her heart beating steadily in her chest.
Camila mumbled something incoherent, her body subconsciously shifting toward Dinah’s sudden presence. Her body seeked the familiarity. Camila nuzzled her head into the plush carpet, her forehead pressing against the side of Dinah’s thigh. She inhaled deeply, a faint smile forming on her face.
The daughter of Ares sighed, her hands slowly delving into Camila’s long locks. She ran her nimble fingers through the girl’s hair, enjoying how silky the strands felt on her skin. Dinah knew that whenever Camila was restless in her sleep, the sensation of someone playing with her hair always calmed her.
The reaction was immediate as Camila’s body loosened, her muscles no longer tight. A quiet snore escaped her and her face regained a neutral composition.
Dinah hummed lowly in triumph, her eyes lingering over Camila’s serene face. A corner of her mouth dipped at the three vertical scratches along the brunette’s right cheek. They were thin but obvious on her face.
The blonde forced a small smile, momentarily tracing the scars on Camila’s face. Her touch was delicate, as if she feared that she would cause the girl more pain. She quickly leaned in and gently kissed the white marks before resuming to massage her friend’s head.
She knew that Camila, unfortunately, had a knack of playing the hero, regardless of the cost. Being a child of war, Dinah thought she would understand the true value of voluntary sacrifice and support her best friend, but it pained her to see Camila get hurt, even if for a good cause.
In her opinion, Camila wasn’t deserving of such pain and misery. It was unjust as all Camila had done was the right and noble thing.
Continuing to run her hands through Camila’s hair, Dinah didn’t notice Lauren approaching her with a blank expression.
“Hey,” the older girl whispered, not wanting to wake Camila. She sat across from Dinah, the pyrokinetic demigod acting as the median between them. Lauren fought the urge to run her fingers along Camila’s back.
“Hey, Lauser,” Dinah replied, her attention set on the other Latina.
A tense silence engulfed them. For a moment, the two girls were quiet, not sure how to proceed. It was evident that they both cared for the daughter of Hephaestus, but how much, neither knew.
Lauren subtly observed Dinah and her actions toward Camila before she slightly bowing her head. Her fingers toyed with the strands of the carpet, tracing random shapes into the softness. “When did you two meet?” she inquired, knowing that Dinah was Camila’s best friend.
“Met this idiot during timeout in fourth grade,” Dinah answered, lightly rubbing Camila’s scalp. “Even as kids, we were such badasses.”
The Cuban cracked a smile, remembering what Camila told her in the camp forge. “So she tells me. You had quite the track record.”
Dinah snorted, knowing how Camila loved to over-exaggerate simple things for a humorous effect. “Not to brag, but I had more detentions than her.” Dinah tilted her head, grinning bashfully. “That day changed my life forever, if I’m being honest.”
Lauren’s eyes dropped from Dinah to Camila. She was envious of their relationship. She never had another fellow demigod as a childhood friend. “You two are really close, huh?”
A soft smile formed on Dinah’s face. “Yeah, we’ve been through a lot,” she murmured, still playing with Camila’s hair. Dinah sighed heavily, letting her inner thoughts flow. “Strangers, friends, best friends, lovers—”
Lauren’s hand shot up, interrupting her. She was left in utter shock after the small admission. Her wide green eyes flitted between Camila and Dinah. “Wait, you two dated?” she exclaimed.
Dinah’s eyes widened as large as saucers at her slip up. “I - I uh, I mean, yeah we used to. Didn’t Camila tell you? I thought she would have told you…” Her dark eyes dropped to the sleeping brunette.
Lauren just gaped at the two girls, never imagining that the two best friends would ever be a couple. “She never told me anything. When did you guys date?” she quickly questioned, flushing at how eager and demanding she sounded.
The blonde bit her lower lip, considering whether or not to reveal her and Camila’s past. With a short glance at Camila, she decided that it was time. The more they suppressed it, the worse it would be in the end.
Dinah exhaled heavily. “We started dating during the spring break of our sophomore year and we broke up later in September, at the start of our junior year,” she confessed roughly. “To tell ya the truth, it was one of the best summers of my life.” She swallowed thickly, her emotions getting the better of her.
The daughter of Ares hadn’t told anyone that she and Camila used to date after their breakup at the start of junior year. The two girls just subconsciously pushed the ordeal aside and remained best friends, regardless of their failed romantic relationship.
Lauren remained silent, trying to soak in all this jarring information. Her eyes kept darting between Camila and Dinah, finally putting the puzzle pieces together. She licked her lips, carefully gathering her reaction. “How, uh, how did you two fall out?”
Dinah cleared her throat, the question clearly touching a sore spot. Her fingers froze in Camila’s hair. Even Camila was still in her sleep. Dinah pursed her lips and simply said, “I didn’t love her as much as she loved me.”
Lauren was speechless at the revelation. She couldn’t even imagine how hurt Camila was when Dinah told her this months ago, but she couldn’t exactly blame Dinah either. Neither girl was at fault. It was impossible to force pure, genuine love.
She would have never guessed that all this happened between these two happy, best friends. Lauren supposed that they were extremely close before engaging in an amorous relationship.
“I…I’m sorry,” Lauren murmured, unsure of what to say. Hesitantly, she reached out and set her hand on Camila’s arm, apologizing to her as well. Camila was still.
Dinah swallowed harshly, willing herself to run her hand through Camila’s hair. “I should probably start from the beginning if I already told you this much.” She turned her head, noting the sleeping forms of Normani and Ally before nodding to herself, facing Lauren again.
Her dark eyes held an entire story behind them and Lauren was grateful that Dinah was going to tell her about it. She was now delving into Camila’s past and she would avidly listen.
Dinah managed a small smile, looking down at a slumbering Camila for support. Unbeknownst to her, the brunette was dreaming of their old relationship as well.
“It was just our troublesome adventure, and it started off with a starry night before it became something more…”
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The stars twinkled above Camila as she leaned back against the thick edge of her dorm building’s rooftop. The night air was comfortably warm as it was late May, only a soft breeze keeping Camila at ease. The peace and quiet was a blessing on her ears. She hadn’t felt this carefree in long time.
She checked her wristwatch, surprised that it was 3 AM when she wasn’t nearly as tired as she was supposed to be.
Camila tugged on the hem of her red t-shirt and was grateful that she wore thin sweatpants when they decided to sneak up onto the roof. The floor was cold and rough, a stark contrast to the weather.
She wondered how Dinah managed when all she wore was a white v-neck shirt and black sweatshorts.
Camila made a mental note to divert her gaze from Dinah’s long, tan legs. Her legs can go on for miles… Her cheeks flushed and Camila forced herself to look up at the sky.
A few empty bottles of wine coolers were scattered around her, a half-full bottle in her grasp. She managed to smuggle some for her and Dinah from one of the older kids on her floor. Camila smiled at how easy it was to steal from the juniors and took a long swing of her drink, the alcohol no longer burning her throat.
“Hey, take it easy, Walz,” Dinah warned from her side. The blonde slowly sipped from her wine cooler. “You don’t wanna be hangover for tomorrow. We only have a few days of being freshmen left.”
“Who cares? We’ll still be underclassmen,” Camila mumbled sluggishly. She grinned at her bright red drink. “Man, this really is the good stuff. Juniors weren’t kidding when they said this had more alcohol in it than the others. Probably mixed it with something else.”
Dinah snorted at her rambling. “Is that your fifth drink?”
“…Maybe.”
The blonde threw her head back in a laugh. “God, you’re so stupid.” Her cheek dimple was proudly visible on her face, making Camila’s stare linger. Her heart thumped harder in her chest without her permission.
“Yeah, I’m really stupid,” she agreed lowly, gulping down more of her wine cooler. Camila sat up straighter, scowling at a sudden thought. “You know what else is stupid? The fact that I can’t get a girlfriend because people are afraid of coming out in this stupid school.”
Denton Academy was horribly strict on any kind of sexual relationship, heterosexual or otherwise, believing that it was another way of rebelling against the school board. Any public display of affection was intolerable and the guilty couple was immediately punished. It didn’t help that most of the meaner, more popular delinquents were against homosexuality.
Ironically, Camila knew of all the “hangout” places on campus. She could clearly remember the last time she accidentally walked in on someone, and it nearly traumatized her because it involved an older, sleazy teacher who was blackmailing a shirtless senior girl who was caught with her fleeing boyfriend.
Let’s just say that the teacher was promptly fired and went home with a busted nose and a black eye, all courtesy of freshman Camila.
“Camila, you’re not gonna be alone forever,” Dinah started, worriedly looking at her best friend. She knew what was coming.
Camila was gay and yearned to be in an open relationship with someone but the school restricted her ability to do so. She wanted someone worth coming out of the closet for. It had been two years since she came out to Dinah in tears and Dinah held her for hours, assuring her that she loved her no matter what.
“Yes I will,” the Latina whined. The liquid courage exposed her innermost thoughts. “Like, I’m fifteen and I still haven’t gotten my first kiss yet. I always see people in relationships and I’m always alone. I’m probably going to die alone too.”
“Chancho, don’t say that—”
“But it’s true!” Camila argued, her shoulders slumping. “What kind of person wants to date me anyway? I’m a freaking disaster.” Another drink of her wine cooler. “I’m just a girl with a bad record and a stupid personality, but she’s so perfect, Dinah, like you wouldn’t even begin to understand.”
Camila’s chest ached at the thought of the girl. If only you knew, China.
Dinah knew of Camila’s alleged crush but she was never told who it was. The blonde suspected that it was an upperclassmen so she didn’t want to raise Camila’s hopes up by encouraging her to confront this mystery girl. Camila didn’t deserve heartbreak this early in life.
The younger girl finished her third drink, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand as she listened to her best friend, her body buzzing. Dinah felt such sympathy for her friend and all she wanted to do was make her happy. Her mind wrought for a solution. She reached for another colored bottle.
Camila’s russet eyes were wide as she continued to drunkenly ramble over her crush with excited hand gestures. A lazy smile was plastered on her face.
“She has the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen and her hair—God, her hair—looks so soft and thick. She has the most beautiful smile and I just wanna kiss her so bad, but I don’t know how to because I’ve never had my first kiss and I never will—”
“Camila.”
The Latina abruptly halted, her head turning to her best friend in confusion. Dinah had been unusually quiet while she babbled absentmindedly.
Dinah scooted closer to her, her gaze intent on Camila. “I have an idea.” She licked her lips and leaned in to cup Camila’s cheek.
Camila’s heart leapt up her throat at their close proximity. Dinah’s scent hit her nose and she suddenly felt dizzy for another reason besides the alcohol. She searched in Dinah’s eyes for an answer but found nothing but dark, cloudy orbs staring back at her.
“Can I kiss you?” Dinah asked politely, though very tipsy, her thumb lightly rubbing the corner of Camila’s mouth, leaving fire in its wake. “Can I be your first kiss, Walz?”
Camila’s throat constricted, her mouth running dry. She’s asking for permission… Camila could smell the alcohol in Dinah’s breath but the back of her mind said, drunk words are sober thoughts, and she could only wish that this was the case. A small flame of hope then ignited in her gut, making the decision for her.
She barely managed a small nod and Dinah grinned at being accepted, her cheek dimple making Camila’s heart hammer in her ribcage. Her eyes fluttered shut, awaiting the moment.
Dinah slowly leaned in and softly pressed their lips together. Camila inhaled deeply at the new sensation, her gut tightening immensely. She hesitantly reciprocated, her pulse feeling like a sledgehammer. She was engulfed in a thick heat, hotter and brighter than any fireworks display.
Something clicked inside Camila as they kissed under the stars. Camila had never been so warm than in that instant. She no longer felt the chill of the breeze. In that moment, she felt alive and free.
The kiss was short-lived as Dinah pulled away, leaving Camila breathless and with hope implanted in her heart. Her mouth was agape as she attempted to register her first kiss, her body buzzing with happiness. Her dark eyes were wide as she stared at Dinah for a reaction.
Dinah’s hand fell to her side and Camila immediately missed it, itching to take it in her own.
The blonde laughed at her best friend’s gawking expression. “That good, huh?” Dinah ran a hand through her tousled locks and Camila just wanted to kiss her again. She was addicted and only more could sedate her.
Swallowing hard, Camila snorted and brushed the girl off. “Don’t flatter yourself, Cheechee. You were okay, at most.”
Camila tried to stay nonchalant but inside, she was screaming at the top of her lungs in utter joy. She had just kissed her crush of two years. She had started falling for Dinah at the start of seventh grade, and God, it felt like so long ago. Camila felt like she could do anything…but kiss her best friend again, much less confess her feelings for her.
Dinah rolled her eyes and adopted her previous position of leaning against the roof’s tall edge. She took a swing of her fourth wine cooler. “Whatever you say. I’m an amazing kisser,” she gloated before trailing off. “Well, at least I think so because you were my first kiss too so,” Dinah shrugged helplessly.
The brunette blushed hard at the thought of being Dinah’s first kiss as well. She’s an incredible kisser but I’ll never admit that. Her head’s as big as it is. I just hope that I was good enough.
Camila bowed her head as she pressed her back against the concrete border. She sloshed the red liquid in the glass bottle distractedly, trapped with her overwhelming thoughts. Her fingertips ghosted over her sensitive lips, which still tingled from the aftershocks of her first kiss.
The two girls remained silent, letting the previous situation loom over them. Camila nibbled on her lip, considering the outcomes to their kiss. The sounds of crickets chirping kept Camila’s busy mind company.
“Hey, we should go back inside,” Dinah advised, stifling a yawn, finished with her fourth drink.
Camila licked her lips, checking the time. It was almost four in the morning and she was starting to get tired. “Yeah, we should go.”
The pair collected the wine cooler bottles and placed them in the overflowing crate that was by the entrance to the rest of the building. It appeared that many other students had visited the roof. The roof is a really good place to escape, Camila thought in agreement.
Before Dinah could pull the door open, Camila reached for her wrist, the touch zapping her awake. “Dinah, wait.”
The blonde’s brows knitted together as she turned around to face her flustered best friend. Her innocent expression drove Camila insane. “What’s the matter, Walz?”
Camila’s cheeks flared up at Dinah’s warm gaze. “I, uh… T - thank you for being my first kiss, I guess,” she murmured shyly, audible enough for Dinah to hear.
The ends of Dinah’s eyes crinkled as she smiled softly, Camila’s weakness returning to her tan cheek.
God, she has galaxies in her eyes… The stars don’t even begin to compare.
Camila never had a standing chance.
Dinah took Camila’s hand in her own and squeezed lightly. Camila’s heart fluttered. “What are best friends for?” she responded simply before letting go—as if their lives would simply revert back to normal—and opened the door, leading to the hall where their dorm rooms were.
Camila’s kindling hope dwindled slightly as she stepped toward her retreating best friend before pausing, still processing. She was determined to keep her beacon of hope burning.
Camila could only stand there, her lips still tingling, and watch as Dinah left with her heart in her unknowing hands. She couldn’t think of another person who she’d be willing to give up her heart for, even if it hurt her in the end.
And to think that that was only the beginning for the two of them.
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Two months and eight days.
With an additional sixteen hours and seventeen minutes, if Camila was keeping track…which she obviously wasn’t.
It had been that long ago when Camila confessed her feelings for her best friend and first love.
Ironically, it happened on April 1st, their first official day of spring break. The two girls were mildly hungover from a party the night before and it just slipped out once she and Dinah returned to their shared dorm room during the early hours of the morning.
Looking back on it, Camila wanted to facepalm at how careless she was. She was so intoxicated that she admitted to liking Dinah since middle school in just a hastily unbuttoned plaid shirt and boy shorts, as she had ripped off her jeans as soon as she set foot the dorm room.
Camila didn’t exactly picture that as her outfit for when she revealed her prolonged crush on the gorgeous blonde.
Dinah blinked at the heartfelt confession, her brows furrowing in mild confusion. Initially, she thought it was a joke as it was April Fools’ Day and Camila always tried to one-up Dinah in the pranking department, though horribly in vain. It also didn’t help when both friends were attempting to think clearly with their alcohol-ridden minds.
Instead of fleeing the scene, Camila stood firm and waited for a reaction, even if it ruined their long friendship. It was now or never, in her eyes.
She had fought back tears when Dinah remained silent, her dark eyes devoid of emotion, not meeting her gaze. Camila was about to leave their room when Dinah rose from her bed and caught her wrist, her touch warm and entrancing.
Camila’s heartbeat nearly staggered after Dinah admitted that she felt something for her too. The younger girl explained how her chest ached whenever she saw Camila with another girl. Her feelings for Camila had changed ever since that night under the stars and she wanted to act upon them.
With a tentative smile, Dinah told her that she’d love to give their relationship a try, weaving her fingers with Camila’s. A large grin split Camila’s face and she nodded vigorously, her body buzzing ecstatically. This would be the first stable relationship she would have with a girl, and it was both exhilarating and worrying. The brunette was beyond elated and her heart soared when Dinah kissed her.
It was the second kiss of many, and Camila cherished every single one.
“Mila, c'mon,” a familiar voice called out, snapping the Latina from her train of thought. “It’s hot and you promised me a drink.”
Camila turned her head to face her girlfriend, her heart fluttering in her chest at the sight of the sun shining down on Dinah’s exposed skin.
The Polynesian wore black shorts and a tight, white shirt with a pair of white Adidas trainers. Her blonde hair cascaded down her back in soft waves. A pair of black sunglasses was tucked in her hair. Her outfit was casual but Camila still thought she looked beautiful.
Camila dressed in more laid back apparel. Showing off her toned abs, she sported a low, sleeveless black crop top, which also accented her strong arms. Camila also donned a pair of mixed floral print basketball shorts—courtesy of Dinah, who claimed they were cute. Black Chucks adorned the brunette’s feet. To top off her outfit, a black snapback sat backwards on her head. The dark tones of her attire complemented her tan skin.
Needless to say, Camila was hot and earned several looks while the couple strolled down the town street. However, Camila paid no attention to the leering eyes as her focus was trained on her excited girlfriend as the younger girl dragged her into a small coffee shop of a street plaza near both of their houses. They had traveled quite a bit to be close to home.
The duo was currently celebrating their last day as sophomores by escaping the academy’s secured campus to venture through the city of Miami. It was roughly eighty degrees out as it was past four in the afternoon and partly cloudy with an occasional gentle breeze, serving as the perfect weather to walk around aimlessly.
The palm trees gave Camila a sense of home and it lifted her spirits seeing them on their journey. She wished she could just take one and plant it by her dorm window back at the academy. It would really liven her day during a bad day at school.
Once inside the local coffee shop, the thick scent of caffeine invaded Camila’s nostrils. It was fairly busy with some people occupying the tables with cups and laptops. Camila licked her lips subconsciously and happily allowed Dinah to drag her to the waiting line.
Dinah leaned against the counter while ordering a medium caramel frappuccino, her eyes bright as she took everything in. It wasn’t often when the girls managed to ditch the academy to enjoy the civilian life. Most of the time, they were locked up in their dorms, heavily surveillanced by security. Camila thought it was worth the expulsion from the boarding school to take her girlfriend out on a date. Dinah deserved that much in her opinion.
The young woman who was their cashier smiled knowingly at the two girls, and Camila couldn’t help but grin in gratitude. It was always refreshing when the couple didn’t gain any criticism over their close relationship.
“I’ll take a medium mocha frappuccino,” Camila requested politely, her soft eyes flitting over the blonde’s enthusiastic figure. A small smirk painted her lips at the taller girl’s attempt to take out her wallet. She instantly took Dinah’s hand in hers, pulling her toward her. “Don’t worry, I’ll pay.”
Camila fished out a twenty and the cashier took it, quickly returning her change, assuring them that she’d be back with their drinks.
Dinah thanked Camila by planting a quick kiss on her lips after the woman delivered their cold drinks. The cashier’s eyes shone with support and Camila couldn’t help the pride blooming in her chest at the accepting atmosphere of her hometown.
“You two are cute,” the woman commented with a small smile.
“Thank you,” Camila replied before leaving the shop with her hand firmly attached to Dinah’s.
The blonde grinned cheerfully in response while sipping on her frapuccino. She was amazed by the staggering difference between the town’s warm openness and the homophobic undertones of the strict academy.
The couple quickly exited the small establishment and continued down the street. Dinah licked her lips, glancing at her girlfriend. “You didn’t have to buy me a drink, y'know. I had money.”
A small smile twitched on Camila’s face. “Oh, I know, but I still had to. You know I’d do anything for you.” She squeezed Dinah’s hand in reassurance.
You have me curled around your finger without even knowing it.
Camila took a long sip of her beverage, her tongue enthralled by the cold caffeine. She licked her lips in approval, her body humming contently at the supply of sugar. She had almost forgotten how great the fast food was because of their stay at Denton. “Dude, this is so good.”
Unbeknownst to her, Dinah was watching her in admiration, her eyes shining under the Miami sun. A small smile curved her mouth at how focused the girl was with her drink. Her vision flitted from the slope of Camila’s nose to her strong jaw. “Yeah, it is.”
The brunette tilted her head up, catching Dinah’s gaze. Her heart fluttered at the warm, brown orbs staring back at her. She fought back a playful grin. “What?”
“Oh, nothing,” the blonde dismissed fairly quickly, tearing her attention away from her cute girlfriend.
Camila’s brows furrowed together in confusion before she shrugged, resuming to drink her frappuccino. She sighed in satisfaction, enjoying the soft shining of the sun’s rays on her skin, the gentle breeze keeping her cool. She had her crush of two years at her side as her girlfriend and a refreshing drink in hand. Camila didn’t think she could be happier.
The couple entered a fairly large park near the street plaza. It was rather vacant, save for some other teenagers and college students. It made sense seeing that it was a school day and it was before five in the afternoon, the standard time adults left work. It would soon fill up afterwards since it was Friday.
The park was surprisingly spacious with multiple trails cutting through it. Wooden benches were positioned along the pathways. There were various trees in the park, several palm trees acting as a border around the green space. You could simply relax under a tree for shade as the grass was lush and healthy.
The two main attractions of the park was a small, fenced lake on one end of the enclosure with a playground for children on the other. The two locations met up in the middle for a rest stop, which included a public bathroom, water fountains, and a tiny, local concession stand.
Overall, it was a simple but well-kept park that easily brought in people for a place to hang out.
“So, Mila,” Dinah started, “Are we going to your house first or mine?”
The Latina hummed at the question. “As much as I’d love to annoy you with Regina’s help"—Dinah rolled her eyes, taking a curt sip of her drink—"I wanna surprise Sofi since I told her I was coming back next Monday. She won’t see it coming.”
“Aw, your house it is. We should get her something though. Something big and sparkly,” the blonde gestured wildly with her hand, making Camila chuckle at how easy it was to please her little sister.
“Yeah, she’d probably like that. We could go to a pharmacy and get her a stuffed animal or something,” Camila stated with a grin. “She’d love it.”
Dinah beamed at her girlfriend, nodding in agreement. “Let’s go on our way back,” she advised, clinging onto Camila’s hand. “In the meantime, I wanna enjoy this.”
Camila cocked a brow at her words and couldn’t help but smile tenderly. The couple was oblivious to anyone else on the trail. “Aren’t you the romantic?” she teased lightly, finally finishing her beverage. Camila threw both of their empty cups in a trash can along their journey.
“Mila, you really shouldn’t be talking. You’re the most sentimental person I know,” Dinah retorted, quickly adding, “For two years, you literally showered me with love and food without me knowing if it was romantic. At heart, you’re a sap.” She watched her girlfriend’s reaction with great amusement.
Camila’s cheeks colored at the reminder of their past and she ducked her head in embarrassment, stopping right in her tracks, forcing Dinah to do the same. Reliving the junior high was mortifying to say the least.
She remembered that she always shared her lunch with Dinah whenever the girl was still hungry or didn’t get enough to eat. She never shared her food with anyone else. Whenever the annoying kid at her table asked for her chocolate pudding, she easily dismissed him, but with one look from Dinah, Camila instantly gave it to her, not a second thought required.
On Valentine’s Day, Camila was very protective over Dinah, always brushing off any arrogant eighth grade boys hitting on the blonde, and Dinah used to joke that Camila was her true Valentine, and let’s just say that thirteen-year-old Camila nearly passed out from happiness when Dinah kissed her cheek in gratitude.
God, I never had a chance, did I?
The Latina rubbed the back of her neck nervously. “I was in middle school, okay? Everyone made mistakes in seventh grade. And some people can never live it down.” She shuddered just thinking about it.
While Camila was deep in thought, Dinah had stalked closer, her dark eyes fixated on the usually confident brunette. “So, are you implying that you crushing on me was a mistake?” she inquired quietly, her tone devoid from emotion.
Camila snapped her attention to the blonde, her eyes wide in shock. She hadn’t even noticed the close proximity between them. “Of course not! You were the best thing to come out of middle school. Without you, I - I don’t think I would have made it.”
Both girls stiffened, the confession hitting a sore spot.
Around the time where Camila was about to come out to Dinah in seventh grade, she got really depressed, not knowing if she was actually going to go along with her plan or just wuss out like she usually did. The last thing she wanted was for her best friend to reject her. She didn’t think that she’d be able to bare that pain.
For an entire week, Camila closed herself off from Dinah and everyone else, no longer sitting next to her at lunch, refusing to speak to her in class, and not once going over to her house to hang out. The disconnection hurt both of the best friends with Dinah hurting the most because she didn’t know the reason why.
She stayed up late at night, wondering if she did something wrong but came up with nothing. She tried talking to Sinu but the Cuban woman only shook her head at her questions, equally as perplexed with Camila’s behavior as Dinah was.
It drove Dinah out of her mind and on the eighth day, she snuck into Camila’s house and gently demanded an explanation, not wanting to worsen the situation. Dinah even admitted that she couldn’t go one day without thinking about how she might have screwed up and ruined their friendship, tears brimming in her eyes. Camila’s chest ached at the sight, the agonizing pang prompting her to give her best friend a reason for why she was constantly avoiding her.
Camila was ready to reveal her closest secret but her nerves got the better of her. On that eighth day, she came out to Dinah in tears and Dinah warmly accepted her, cradling her in her arms, murmuring “I still love you” into the girl’s hair. Camila slowly began to open herself up again and things returned to their normal pace with a little bit of time.
That was a huge milestone for the girls and it only brought them closer in the end.
Dinah’s gaze softened and she gently cupped Camila’s cheek, wanting her undivided attention. She shut out the rest of the world, only focusing on the Latina. “Walz, don’t say that. You’re a fighter. You would have made it without me. You didn’t need my support to come out.”
Camila’s eyes were on the ground, contemplating her words. “Maybe, maybe not. The only thing that matters now is that I had you by my side during a rough point in my life.” She leaned into the warm touch and tilted her head back to look directly at her girlfriend. She had never wanted to kiss Dinah more than in that instant.
Refraining from her thoughts, Camila’s brows knitted together at the subconscious action, her eyes narrowing suspiciously. “Wait a minute…”
Ironically, the couple was positioned next to a very low bench, similar to a backless bus bench, and that’s exactly what Camila needed. A tall tree loomed over them, providing them a cool shield from the sun. The scene was perfectly established in Camila’s mind.
Camila jerked away from Dinah’s hold and leaped on top of the smooth, wooden seat, setting her a few inches above Dinah. She grinned brightly at the change. “That’s much better, don'tcha think?”
Dinah only snorted in response, crossing her arms over her chest. “Wow, Mila… You know it’s not my fault you’re short, right?”
“Dinah, please,” Camila stressed, “let me have this one moment.” Her russet eyes were trained on the entertained blonde. “We’ll take it slow.” She pouted like a puppy, somehow managing to look cute and hot at the same time. This ability still boggled Dinah.
The younger girl rolled her eyes and reluctantly accepted their switched positions. She slightly craned her neck upward while Camila leaned down, their lips meeting in the middle. It was a short, sweet kiss that had butterflies fluttering in Camila’s stomach, despite kissing her girlfriend a few times before.
The couple parted and they stared into each other’s eyes, both of their faces flushed. Dinah licked her lips, humming quietly in her throat. “Okay, it wasn’t that bad,” she mumbled, subtly hinting that she kind of liked the swapped arrangement.
Camila pumped her fist in the air with a radiant grin. She started to hop around on the bench in a celebratory dance. “Ha, told you! Change isn’t all that bad, Ch—”
The brunette misstepped on the bench and fell forward into Dinah, knocking her down into the soft grass. A loud “oomf” left the blonde when her back collided with the ground, Camila sprawled on top of her.
“What happened to taking it slow?” Dinah wheezed, her hands resting on Camila’s waist.
Camila groaned at her untimely clumsiness as she propped herself up. With hands on either sides of Dinah’s head and her elevated hips, she tried to calm her racing pulse. Her long waves of dark hair acted as a curtain for the couple undergoing a private moment.
With a sheepish grin, her eyes bore into the blonde’s, silently noting how close they were. She could witness Dinah’s pupils gradually expand firsthand. “I guess I got tired of slow. To be honest, fast is fun.”
Dinah’s eyes lingered on Camila’s lips before swallowing audibly. “Fast can be really fun,” she agreed mindlessly, her chest rising and falling at a faster rate.
Camila bit her lip at the sudden tension and swooped down to kiss her girlfriend, holding back a premature moan in the back of her throat at the crackling passion between them. Dinah’s blunt nails dug into her exposed hips, a groan slipping from Camila’s mouth. The older girl reeled back before they could get carried away, keeping in mind that they were in public.
“You know,” Dinah breathed, attempting to clear her head, “it’s times like these where I’m glad you’re a bumbling klutz.”
Red bloomed across Camila’s cheeks as she rolled off Dinah. “Oh, shut up,” she muttered half-heartedly, pressing her back into the tickling grass. Camila turned on her side so the visor of her backwards snapback didn’t press into the ground, and beckoned Dinah closer.
Her hand instantly weaved itself into the thick, blondeness once the girl was in a good distance. Dinah curled into Camila, her fingers lazily tracing over the brunette’s toned stomach, smiling at how the muscles jumped at her touch.
For the rest of the afternoon, the young couple laid under the tree’s shade in comfortable silence while Camila lovingly stroked Dinah’s hair, the action lulling the girl into a light sleep, her steady breathing music to Camila’s ears.
The large park then became a popular location for future dates.
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[WARNING: Caminah Smut.]
Camila’s head spun, and it was all Dinah’s fault.
She didn’t remember how they went from simply cuddling to nearly devouring each other’s faces with their fervent lips and exploring tongues. Her shirt was off and probably laid somewhere on her cluttered bedroom floor. She really needed to clean her room one of these days while they were still on summer break.
Camila’s shorts were unfastened, revealing the black waistband of her underwear. She was laying on her bed, on her side, as one hand gripped the spreadsheets. Her panties were soaking from arousal and it was all thanks to the girl who was currently suckling on her neck, eager to venture into new territory.
A shaky exhale passed Camila’s lips as she felt teeth graze the column of her throat. She shoved a hand into Dinah’s unruly locks, tangling her tan digits in the thick blondness. Camila knew that Dinah was never this dominating while they were making out, and truthfully, the sudden passion took her by surprise—a pleasant surprise, if she was being completely honest. She understood what it meant and what it would hopefully lead to.
“Baby,” Camila mumbled, her blunt nails digging into her girlfriend’s scalp. This elicited a moan from Dinah, causing her to nip the side of the brunette’s neck. Camila swallowed back a groan. “Dinah, stop.”
Dinah froze, her plump lips grazing Camila’s heated skin. She could feel the vein pulsing along the side of Camila’s throat and her mouth went dry. Reluctantly, Dinah lifted her head and was met with the half-lidded eyes and messy hair of her lover. Those smoldering orbs were boring into her, making her center throb.
“Mila, I—”
“Do you want to?” was all Camila husked as she stroked Dinah’s hair absentmindedly, like she had all the time in the world to be with her.
The couple hadn’t had sex yet and Camila patiently waited, not wanting to rush into anything. In fact, Camila felt pressured to make their first time incredible as all she usually did was hit it and quit it with a few other girls. Dinah was too special for just a simple fuck.
No, Camila was going to make love to her and treat her like the queen she was. It’s what Dinah deserved. She was Camila’s first love after all.
Dinah drew her lower lip in between her teeth and leaned her forehead against Camila’s. Her heart hammered in her chest. “I really want to, Mila. I’m ready.”
A soft smile dawned on Camila’s face and she soon placed herself between the other girl’s legs. She quickly thanked all the deities out there that her parents decided to take her little sister out shopping and proceeded. The hand tangled in Dinah’s hair slowly trailed down to cup her face, her thumb lazily stroking Dinah’s cheek. Camila pressed their lips together in a loving kiss, reaffirming her strong feelings for the Polynesian.
The kiss was slow and sweet, which frustrated Dinah to no end as she had to endure Camila’s soft lips on her own instead feeling them on her flushed skin, relieving the ache in her core. Camila smirked at Dinah’s obvious impatience, shown through the hot tongue swiping at her bottom lip and the heavy breathing the other girl gradually adopted.
“Slow down, baby,” Camila murmured, finally accepting Dinah’s eager tongue with her own skilled one. The blonde sighed in relief and melted into the passionate kiss, letting the brunette please her.
Camila’s lips soon traveled down to Dinah’s neck, nipping the soft skin right under her jaw. Both of her hands dropped to Dinah’s hips, her hands gliding under the blonde’s white blouse, languidly caressing the warm skin.
With a small smirk, Camila marked Dinah with her teeth, the area blushing red. A small groan passed through Dinah at the twinge, but it was soon replaced by a breathy moan when Camila relieved one of her bites with the plane of her hot tongue. Camila soothed the bruise tenderly, grinning against Dinah’s throat. She traced her tongue along the throbbing vein in the column of Dinah’s neck, making the blonde shiver.
“I’ll make you feel really good,” Camila husked in Dinah’s ear, taking her earlobe between her teeth. She nibbled lightly, making Dinah squirm with arousal, before releasing. Camila’s hands wandered up her sides, teasing the undersides of Dinah’s covered breasts. Her exploring fingers fueled the fire in Dinah’s belly.
The brunette leaned back, enthralled by the sight of Dinah’s blown pupils, tousled hair, and heaving chest. Camila managed to do that, and she wanted—no, needed more.
Camila swallowed hard when Dinah’s eyes trailed from her black sports bra to her exposed midriff, taking in her fluttering abdominal muscles. Dinah always knew she had a thing for a toned stomach.
The Latina was pleasantly surprised when Dinah reached behind the back of her neck and urged her back down, fusing their lips together. Their mouths glided with heated fervor, neither girl getting enough of the other.
Camila’s heart raced in her chest at the thought of being intimate with the love of her life. All those years of pining had finally paid off.
Dinah pushed Camila off for a second, her breathing labored. Her center ached for attention and the layers of clothes between her and Camila was becoming bothersome. She offered a shy grin before she yanked off her shirt and dropped it on the floor, leaving Dinah in her red bra, her hair sprawled on the pillow.
Camila’s mouth ran dry at the sight. She had seen her girlfriend in a bikini before but that was under very different circumstances. Camila couldn’t help but love Dinah in red. The vibrant color complimented her skin tone and messy blonde hair perfectly.
The older girl licked her lips subconsciously before she leaned in to kiss Dinah’s slender neck. Camila sucked at a spot above the juncture of her shoulder, nipping it with her teeth, which prompted a moan from the blonde. “I’m gonna worship you,” Camila whispered, her voice thick with desire.
Dinah tilted her head back on the pillow as Camila’s kisses trailed down to her chest. Her breathing grew heavier as Camila’s lips continued to her covered breasts. “Mila, please,” she whined, the fire now blazing in her core. The older girl’s words made her thighs clench with need.
Camila grinned at her girlfriend’s impatience before she easily unhooked Dinah’s bra, revealing the girl’s full breasts. Her jaw went slack as she gawked at the blonde’s strong, bare upper body. Her dark eyes burned with lust.
Dinah was the most beautiful thing Camila had ever laid eyes on in that moment.
“You’re so beautiful,” Camila murmured, continuing to kiss along her chest, heading lower. Dinah’s eyes fluttered shut as Camila began to slowly pepper kisses all over Dinah’s bare body, determined to worship every inch of skin given to her. Camila could feel how the blonde’s chest rose and fell with every nip and lick, how she drove Dinah mad with desire.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” she mumbled as her lips glided over Dinah’s soft, tone stomach, her hands gripping her curvy figure. Camila grinned mischievously when Dinah jolted at the sensation of her plump lips nearing the waistline of her shorts.
“You’re such a tease,” Dinah managed to voice before a sharp nip at her side silenced her. She then settled for enjoying her girlfriend’s lips on her body.
Camila swallowed hard as she eyed the underside of Dinah’s breasts with interest, tempted by the nipples taut with arousal. She slowly advanced the unsuspecting girl’s chest, a simple goal on her mind. With no hesitation, Camila eagerly took one of Dinah’s breasts in her mouth, gently palming its twin.
The reaction was instantaneous as Dinah’s back arched off the bed, a groan lodging in the back of her throat. Her hand weaved into Camila’s hair, her long digits tangling in the dark tresses. An exhaled moan spilled out of Dinah at the hot mouth encasing her breast. Her eyes screwed shut when Camila’s free hand rolled her other stiff nipple between her index and middle finger.
“Mila, more,” Dinah breathed when she felt teeth graze her nipple. Camila continued to suckle her breast, each lick and nip making the hot coiling in Dinah’s lower belly almost unbearable. “Oh, god.”
The younger girl began to tug at Camila’s sports bra, tired of all these layers separating them, and Camila appeared to get the hint. Leaving Dinah’s nipple with a pop, Camila quickly pushed her bra up over her chest and she threw it to the floor.
Right as Dinah was about to palm Camila’s breasts, Camila caught her wrists and shook her head. “Not right now. This about me making you feel good. Let me do everything.”
Her voice was steady and assuring as she stared deeply into Dinah’s eyes. All Dinah saw was unconditional love and longing in those dark orbs, and any forming protests dissipated.
Dinah quickly relented and Camila smiled fondly, kissing the girl’s knuckles before swooping down for another heated kiss. Their tongues immediately explored each other’s mouths and their chests pressed together, causing Dinah’s underwear to dampen with more wetness. She was worried that she’d never be able to wear the pair ever again.
The taller girl reached for Camila’s unbuttoned shorts and attempted to pull them down, though unsuccessful. “Off,” Dinah muttered against Camila’s swollen lips.
A chuckle slipped out of Camila and she had to fight back the urge to suck her teeth at her and tease her horribly aroused girlfriend. Instead, she hurriedly obeyed her lover by sliding off her shorts, the item of clothes falling to the ground. As Camila retained her original position over Dinah, her knee brushed against Dinah’s soaking center.
The two girls inhaled sharply, a low, pitiful moan leaving Dinah. Camila watched in awe as the blonde’s throat strained with the sudden pleasure flooding her senses. Experimentally, Camila added more pressure to her center, eliciting labored breaths from her girlfriend. Camila closed her eyes tight, holding back a deep groan. “God, Dinah, you’re so wet.”
Dinah’s dark eyes met her own and Camila soon found Dinah’s arms wrapped loosely around her neck, holding her in place. They shared a deep kiss, Dinah nimbly taking Camila’s lower lip between her teeth. She tugged on Camila’s lip, proud of the low groan that she drew from the Latina.
“Mila, baby, I need you,” Dinah gasped when Camila shifted, her knee pressing harder into her aching center. She bucked her hips, desperate for more sweet friction. “Fuck me.”
Camila broke the kiss, breathing hard. Her hooded eyes gazed into her girlfriend’s and she grinned at her reluctance to wait. “Patience, baby.”
She hastily pulled Dinah’s shorts down her legs, throwing it across her room, and settled between them again. Camila gripped Dinah’s thick thighs as she littered kisses all over them, making Dinah tremble as she got closer to her aching center. The blonde’s chest rose and fell rapidly as she awaited for the inevitable.
Dinah inhaled sharply, her hands gripping the bed sheets when Camila’s skillful mouth sucked on the skin of her inner thigh. A throaty moan passed her lips when Camila bit down, sure to leave a mark. “Camila, please,” Dinah whined wantonly.
Her eyes raked down her own body to witness Camila’s dark eyes fixated on her. Dinah gulped at the fire that seemed to blaze behind those smoldering russet orbs. She shivered at how erotic the entire sight was, with Camila’s hair disheveled, a sexy smirk etched on her face, mischief glowing in her eyes as she held her thighs in place.
Being with Camila lit her insides on fire and Dinah craved the provided warmth.
“What do you want?” Camila husked, lifting her face from between the girl’s thighs. She rose a brow questioningly, loving to tease Dinah further. Camila knew exactly how to push the blonde’s buttons to her favor.
Dinah’s jaw clenched in frustration, her core pulsing for relief. “Camila…” She breathed in slowly, forcing her mind to form a coherent sentence. “Please, I need you in me. God, I want you so bad.”
A comforting warmness spread across Camila’s chest, filling her to the brim. Her playful behavior morphed into a determined and loving one as she was ready to accomplish her objective of pleasing her girlfriend in the most intimate way.
With a hard swallow, Camila proceeded to peel Dinah’s ruined panties off at a slow pace, savoring the moment. Once Dinah was completely bare, Camila could only bask in the girl’s naked form. She marveled at every smooth slope, each curve and juncture of her body. Her soft, tan skin was covered in a thin sheet of sweat, her eyes nearly black with lust. Dinah’s blonde hair was similar to a lion’s mane, wild and untamed.
The Polynesian was so colorful and alive compared to the white bed sheets.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Camila voiced quietly, burning the sight to memory.
Camila had to bite back a moan when Dinah took her own plump lip between her teeth, looking up at her through her half-lidded eyes if she was the only person in the world. Camila was rendered speechless at the intense gaze.
Dinah had never felt so powerful than in that instant. Her heart pounded proudly at the pure, unadulterated adoration etched on the girl’s face. “Camila, I need you to love me,” she murmured, knowing that was all the instructions Camila needed.
The Latina barely nodded before she continued where she left off—right in between Dinah’s legs. She almost groaned at the view of Dinah’s dripping center, the folds glistening with arousal. Her hands curled underneath the girl’s thighs, keeping her steady. The scent of her arousal sparked something within in her, her gut tightening.
Dinah could feel Camila’s warm breath against her core and her body quivered with anticipation, her throat bobbing. “Touch me.”
At that terse order, Camila flattened her tongue against Dinah’s clit and slowly brought it upwards, truly tasting her. A shudder ran down the blonde’s spin, her mouth flying open with a silent scream. Her hands immediately buried themselves in Camila’s long hair, unknowingly pulling her closer. “Oh my god,” Dinah moaned out helplessly, pressing her head back into the pillow.
Fighting back a cocky grin, Camila flicked her tongue, running the muscle along Dinah’s soaking folds. She traced the slit with her hot tongue, loving how her girlfriend held her in place by handfuls of her hair. Camila wanted the girl to react, to tell her what made her feel good, as a lead toward Dinah’s undoing.
Camila eagerly obliged by lapping at the wetness that flowed into her mouth, keeping Dinah’s quivering thighs apart. Her nose lightly grazed Dinah’s clit when she pushed deeper, prompting a long whine from the girl.
“Fuck me,” the blonde croaked mindlessly, her chest heaving as she attempted to process the immense pleasure running through her veins.
“Your wish is my command,” Camila purred, allowing her tongue to delve into Dinah’s aching center. Dinah’s body jolted and she tugged on Camila’s hair, earning a throaty groan from the brunette, the vibration causing Dinah’s breath to hitch. That feeling only added to the tight coiling in Dinah’s lower stomach.
An endless string of moans slipped out of the younger girl once Camila spread her lower lips, fucking her with her skilled tongue. Dinah’s hips rocked into Camila’s face with a will of their own, wanting her tongue to go deeper into her engulfing heat. Camila teased her clit with a gentle nip and suck, a low mewl passing through the blonde.
“F - fuck, Camila…” the blonde whined pitifully.
Sensing Dinah’s impending climax, Camila decided to include her right hand, her thumb finding Dinah’s clit. A gasp escaped Dinah at the sudden pressure on her swollen bundle of nerves. Her hold on Camila’s hair loosened dramatically. “Mila, I’m gonna—”
Camila abruptly lifted her face from Dinah’s center and shot up her warm, sweaty front, silencing her with a passionate kiss. Their chests pressed together, the soft ridges of Camila’s abs rubbing against Dinah’s stomach. The blonde’s head spun at the unexpected halt, her body drowning in incredible heat and unbearable frustration. Camila’s hot mouth trailed down, ravishing Dinah’s neck with her teeth as she easily slipped two fingers inside of her, her thumb never leaving her clit.
The younger girl threw her head back at the stretch, her blunt nails digging into the small of Camila’s muscular back. Camila groaned at the dull pain, nipping the side of Dinah’s throat. “Don’t worry, I got you,” she murmured. Camila began to move her fingers at a steady pace, gaining the response of Dinah’s brows furrowing. “Relax.”
Though her movements were slow, Dinah moaned at the pleasure gradually building up in her belly. Her eyes fluttered open, witnessing Camila’s dark orbs full of love and compassion. Camila smiled tenderly, curling her fingers inside Dinah.
A loud moan escaped her open mouth, her neck straining at the overwhelming pleasure invading her senses. Dinah’s hands fisted the bed sheets in sake of not running her fingertips down Camila’s back. Dinah could feel everything; the nimble fingers inside of her, Camila’s overly warm body on top of hers, the teeth skimming the sweaty skin of her neck.
“That’s it. I got you, baby,” Camila coaxed softly, her hot breath washing over Dinah’s shoulder. She raised her head, her eyes boring into a similarly dark pair. Her hand maintained a moderate rhythm and she grinned at the quick rise and fall of Dinah’s chest. “Tell me what you want.”
A noncoherent series of moans left the younger girl, her favorite words to utter being “fuck” and her lover’s name. Grinding her hips into Camila’s hand, Dinah gasped out, “God, faster, Mila. Please.”
A lump formed in Camila’s throat at the desperate words, her own center throbbing, a steady fire blazing in her gut. She instantly complied, her fingers pumping rapidly inside of her girlfriend. Her thumb set to work on her clit, rubbing tight circles on the bundle of nerves. Camila’s face was contorted in concentration, determined to pleasure Dinah as much as she could.
The hot coiling in the pit of Dinah’s stomach wound tighter and tighter with every thrust of Camila’s fingers. Her hands were no longer grasping the bed sheets as they were now clutching onto Camila’s muscular back. The dull pain only quickened Camila’s pace. Sweat beaded on the blonde’s forehead, hot, breathy moans passing through her parted lips.
“Dinah, look at me,” Camila ordered, her exhales becoming heavier.
The girl’s eyes darted to Camila’s and a strangled moan caught in the back of her throat at how much effort Camila was putting into pleasuring her. Her brows were furrowed, the muscles in her arm flexing. Camila’s pupils were blown wide as she stared deeply into her eyes. There were no words to describe the unadulterated passion that lay beneath those orbs.
Camila ducked her head into the crook of Dinah’s neck, nipping at the damp skin there. The ends of her hair tickled Dinah’s chest. The Latina could feel how fast the girl’s pulse was racing in the prodding vein under her tongue. “Come for me,” Camila rasped hotly, her mouth latching onto the side of her slender throat.
Dinah’s orgasm ripped through her at the final curling of Camila’s fingers. Her back snapped off the bed as her head pressed into the pillow, her throat constricting. Fire coursed through her veins, flooding her body with heat. Camila hissed lowly at how forcefully Dinah raked her nails down her back.
The brunette circled her clit lazily, helping her ride out her orgasm. All of the energy drained out of Dinah, leaving her body limp and out of breath. Her chest heaved as she attempted to slow down her rapid heart rate. Her head spun at the mind-blowing orgasm she underwent.
“Oh wow,” Dinah managed to breathe as Camila repositioned herself at the blonde’s side rather than on top of her. Dinah immediately missed her warm shield. A blissful expression spread over her face as she turned to face an awestruck Camila. Her heart fluttered at the dark orbs shimmering with affection.
A small grin curled Camila’s lips as she gazed into Dinah’s eyes. “God, you’re so beautiful,” she murmured, gently cupping the girl’s cheek. Camila’s chest was tight at Dinah’s flushed cheeks, her brilliant eyes and mussed hair, and the bruising lovebites littering her smooth, golden skin. She leaned in and captured Dinah’s lips in a curt kiss. “I love you.”
The ends of Dinah’s eyes crinkled as she smiled brightly. “I love you too.”
Grinning crookedly, Camila moved in to swing her arm over Dinah’s midsection to cuddle when the blonde licked her lips, a sudden twinkle of mischief gleaming in her eye, as she hastily straddled the dazed Latina.
“Dinah?” Camila questioned, her eyes trying to meet her girlfriend’s. Her back stung a little from Dinah’s nails but repressed the slight discomfort. Camila surely didn’t mind the view though. Her hands rested on the girl’s hips, squeezing gently to prompt a response from the blonde.
Dinah chewed on her lower lip as she looked down at Camila, her line of vision lowering from Camila’s wild, dark hair to her plump lips and defined jawline to her lean, toned body. She couldn’t fathom how the girl dared to call her beautiful when Camila herself was a work of art.
Swooping down, Dinah peppered kisses all over Camila’s neck, nipping under her jaw. The brunette sighed contently, her eyes drooping halfway in bliss. With a small smirk, she noticed how Dinah knew that neck kisses were a sure way to get her fired up. Her hands began to creep up Dinah’s sides when her girlfriend’s next words stopped her.
“It’s your turn now,” Dinah mumbled against Camila’s throat, shifting in between the girl’s legs.
Swallowing hard, Camila’s brows knitted together as she held onto Dinah’s shoulders, rejecting her advances. She shook her head, not wanting to pressure her girlfriend into reciprocating if she wasn’t ready, as she was Dinah’s first intimate encounter with another female.
Camila would gladly remain hot and bothered if it meant Dinah was comfortable with no burden weighing her down. “No, babe, it’s okay. This was about you, not m—”
Dinah kissed her, interrupting her protest. She pulled back and stared into her eyes pleadingly. “But I wanna make you feel good too. Please, Walz?” She jutted her lower lip in a pout, her big brown eyes making Camila’s stomach flop.
Inhaling deeply, one of Camila’s hands slid down Dinah’s sides to grip her hip, the other hand keeping the girl at bay. No matter how hard she wanted to, she couldn’t say no to Dinah.
A sudden jitteriness washed over her at the thought of Dinah returning the favor. Her fingers twitched on the girl’s waist, her fingertips pressing into her skin. Camila’s hold on Dinah’s shoulder loosened and her hand advanced to her neck, her thumb brushing up along the smooth front of her neck.
Their eyes were locked in an intense exchange, and Camila struggled to breathe correctly. Camila’s center ached when Dinah leaned forward slightly, her throat bobbing with a hard swallow under Camila’s thumb. A shiver racked down Camila’s spine at their sensual position. Dinah had never looked more sexy to her than in that instant. Her gut tightened gradually, heat expelling from her body. Her mouth went dry at Dinah’s trusting and expectant face.
“Okay,” Camila quietly relented. Her eyes never left the blonde’s as she pulled her in for a passionate kiss by the nape of her neck. Dinah smiled fondly into the kiss, her eager hands wandering to Camila’s torso, her blunt nails running down the toned abs. A groan slipped out of Camila at the burning sensation, her core throbbing with desire.
A sly smile curved Dinah’s lips as she began to kiss down Camila’s naked body. She fought back a grin at her girlfriend’s quickened breath, her hands palming Camila’s breasts. She gently kneaded the mounds, her hot tongue curling around a piqued nipple, teasing it with her teeth.
A moan escaped Camila, the sound vibrating deep in her throat, as her hand tangled in Dinah’s thick hair. Her eyes were squeezed shut, letting the pleasure control her. “God, Dinah,” she exhaled as the blonde dropped lower. Her hand was still buried in the long, golden locks.
Plump lips ghosted over Camila’s quivering abdominal muscles, her hot breath fanning over the burning, tan skin. Her lower lip grazed each soft ridge, Dinah’s tongue peeking out to circle her belly button. Dinah smirked at the low whimper caught in Camila’s throat when she planted an open-mouthed kiss below her navel.
Teeth nipped at Camila’s sides, breathy moans leaving the brunette. To add to the sharp feeling, Dinah ran her rounded fingernails along the toned abs, eliciting a guttural groan from the Latina. Her head was tilted back into the pillow, the muscles of her neck straining.
“Fuck,” Camila breathed as Dinah continued her assault on the girl’s fit midriff. Camila never realized how much she enjoyed the sensation of a girl running their nails down her abs until then, and she couldn’t get enough.
Grinning smugly at the power she possessed over the brunette, Dinah’s mouth headed lower, her hands holding Camila’s hips in place. Her lips explored every inch of tanned skin presented before her, loving the small gasps that slipped out of Camila whenever her teeth sank into her body. The blonde made sure to leave her mark on the Latina’s thighs, just like how Camila did with her.
“Oh God, fuck…” Camila moaned out as her girlfriend suckled at the skin on her inner thigh. At that point, a thin sheet of sweat covered her body, both due to her own body temperature and Dinah’s actions.
As Dinah traveled downward, she shifted between the girl’s legs, settling in front of her soaking center. Her wide eyes absorbed the unfamiliar sight with great interest, subconsciously dragging her tongue over upper lip. Dinah inhaled slowly, arousal flourishing in her own core at how wet Camila was, promptly wondering if she was that wet as well.
Camila trembled at the close proximity, her fingertips pressing into Dinah’s scalp as she adjusted her hold on the blonde tresses. Her jaw was clenched in anticipation, her throat bobbing with a thick swallow. Her mind raced, heat pooling between her legs, and she couldn’t stop herself from uttering, “Dinah, please.”
A hot tongue flattened against her slit and Camila inhaled sharply, her hips rising with a mind of their own. Her grip on the blonde’s hair tightened, her arm shaking with restraint. Dinah smirked and ran her tongue along Camila’s dripping folds.
“God, fuck,” the brunette groaned, her eyes screwing shut. Though inexperienced, Dinah’s tongue was the relief Camila craved.
Dinah traced the slit with her tongue, circling Camila’s entrance teasingly. She welcomed the wetness that seeped into her mouth with no protest. Her tongue explored the brunette’s aching center, grinning at how Camila firmly held her in place by her hair. The action caused Dinah’s nose to bump into Camila’s clit.
The brunette’s jaw slackened as a heavy exhale passed through her. She swallowed hard at the electricity that struck her at the single brush of her clit. “Do that again,” she managed to vocalize, her free hand grasping the bed sheets.
Deliberately slow, Dinah gently flicked her tongue against the sensitive bundle of nerves, curling her mouth around it. A high whimper slipped out of Camila at the spike of pleasure that shot up her body when Dinah suckled the nub. Her back gradually arched off the bed. “Oh, fuck.”
Before her addled mind could process the warm, attentive mouth around her clit, Dinah suddenly pushed two long fingers into her, causing the tendons in Camila’s neck to tense at the ecstasy engulfing her. A sharp whine flew from Camila’s mouth at how deep the blonde’s digits reached inside her.
Both of the Latina’s hands clutched onto the bed sheets, afraid to yank on Dinah’s tousled hair. She didn’t know if she could control herself while drowning in a sea of pleasure. The coiling in her lower stomach wound so tightly to the point of snapping with a powerful release. Her body radiated heat that attracted the blonde, urging her to proceed.
At the sensation of Dinah nipping her clit and the curling of her nimble fingers inside her, a low cry of “Dinah!” escaped Camila, followed by a series of fading moans, her vision dimming with a familiar darkness.
[End of WARNING: Caminah Smut.]
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“Dinah…”
Russet eyes snapped open and Camila bolted upright, struggling to catch her breath. She awoke in a cold sweat, her various dreams leaving her confused and disoriented. Still groggy from sleep, she attempted to make sense of her dreams but to no avail.
If only I left my heart out of this, she thought bitterly. The dreams were real, but only in the past.
Camila ran a hand through her wild hair in frustration, the familiar sensation causing a shiver to shoot down her spine. Her heart beat rapidly in her ribcage and she was torn between feeling elated and somber.
She checked her wristwatch in hopes to anchor herself to reality and to regain her bearings. It was roughly 2 PM, meaning that she slept for little over an hour and a half, even though in her subconscious, it felt like years.
Her line of vision flitted to Dinah’s sleeping form on the other side of the van, directly across from her as she was in the middle. Camila’s chest contracted at the sea of emotions suddenly washing over her, currently drowning in them. Her eyes softened at the well-known sight, a wistful look momentarily flashing in them. She balled her twitching fingers into loose fists, forcing herself to turn away.
“Camz?” a quiet voice spoke out, causing the Latina to flinch, the hairs on her nape rising.
Camila’s mouth went dry at the thought of getting caught by the one person who complicated the entire situation between her and her former girlfriend. Uncertain of how to continue, the brunette remained frozen in place, her blood running cold. She knew she was seen red-handed.
“Camila…could you look at me please?” Lauren requested softly, her green eyes trained on the fire-wielder who was still looking at Dinah. It didn’t take an idiot to put two and two together by that point, especially with her recently acquired knowledge. “I just want to talk.”
Wetting her lips, Camila obliged and slowly turned around to face the expectant daughter of Poseidon. Those green orbs seemed to shimmer when they peered into her soul, successfully making her stomach flop. The brunette managed a weak smile as Lauren leisurely scooted closer, not wanting to scare her off. “Hey.”
Lauren quirked a brow at the curt greeting. “Hey yourself. You feeling better?” she motioned to her wrapped abdomen.
A tan hand dropped to Camila’s midriff, feeling the medical wrappings under her clothes, causing her to frown. She could barely recall the incident, resorting to blame the adrenaline coursing through her veins at the time. “Yeah, I’m alright. Nothing a little bit of sleep can’t help.”
The older girl bit her lip at the looming subject, knowing that she had to bring it up somehow if she wanted closure on the matter. “Oh, I’m aware. You were in pretty deep, and uh, before you woke up, you were kinda mumbling someone’s name. Do you remember any of that?”
Camila remained silent, assuming that she was saying Dinah’s name because of her final erotic dream. She didn’t know if she should lie or come clean with the truth. The other girls were bound to find out sooner or later, and she was tired of keeping it in and letting it mess with her heart.
A heavy sigh passed through Lauren and she shifted closer to the brunette after receiving no reply. “Camila, I know about you and Dinah"—Camila’s heart wrenched at the words and at their meaning—"How you used to date,” Lauren clarified, her voice staying level.
“Let me guess, Dinah told you?” Camila inquired nonchalantly, not affected by the reveal. Her lowered gaze met Lauren’s and the daughter of Poseidon swallowed thickly at the repressed pain swirling in those dark orbs. “I mean, who else would have told you? We were the only ones to know, seeing that it was our relationship.”
Lauren attempted to backtrack, raising a defensive hand. “Don’t be mad at her. It slipped out and I’m the one who pried for more.”
The van went silent, leaving Camila to stare blankly at the floor, the blazing fire in her soul quavering. After the emotional rollercoaster of her dreams, Camila was sick of her chest aching. She opened her mouth to speak but no words came out. She inhaled deeply, racking up her jumbled-up thoughts.
Where do I even start? Dinah probably told her everything anyway.
Camila worried over Lauren’s lack of speech, acknowledging that she hadn’t gained a reaction from her. “You’re not like…disgusted, are you?” She genuinely hoped that the daughter of Poseidon wasn’t homophobic because that would alter a lot of things in their budding relationship.
The green-eyed girl nearly chuckled at the implication of the question and simply shook her head. “How could I be disgusted when I just go with the flow? That’d be a bit hypocritical of me, don’t you think?” Lauren smiled when the realization dawned on Camila’s face, her eyes growing wide.
Wait a minute… Is she…
“You're—”
“Bi?” Lauren nodded curtly, picking at her shirt. “Yeah, most people are surprised too.”
“No,” Camila denied quickly. “It’s not that. I just didn’t want to assume someone’s sexuality. Kinda beats the purpose of coming out,” she jokes, smiling cheekily. She didn’t know why but her heart soared at the admittance, making her hands radiate a steady, welcoming warmth. “The LGBTQ+ community is really lucky to have you.”
Hope sparked in Camila’s chest once more, but this time, she was determined to keep it flickering. Her heart was telling her that this—Lauren—was worth burning for.
A soft smile pulled on Lauren’s lips as she studied Camila’s livelier figure. “And let me guess, you and Dinah are…?” She lifted her hands up in interest, not wanting to guess.
The brunette snorted at having her own joke used against her and turned her body so she could fully face Lauren. “Well, I’m gay but Dinah’s polysexual.”
Surprise showed on Lauren’s face as she took a second to glance over at the sleeping daughter of Ares. She never would have expected that the warrior was attracted to girls, boys, and non-binaries. “The Polynesian is poly?” she whispered in an urgent tone, drawing a hearty laugh from Camila.
“Actually, that was the first thing I said to her when she told me back in May. She gaped at me, claiming I had 'the nerve’ before smacking me,” Camila stated with a fond smile, her brown eyes shining. “I even made her a custom t-shirt that says, 'THIS POLY IS POLY.’ She won’t admit it now but she totally loved it.”
The pyrokinetic tapped her chin, delving into deep thought with a serious expression. “You know, now that I think back on it, it’s no wonder Dinah was better at Geometry class than me. She loves polygons.”
The cheesy pun prompted a giggle from Lauren, her eyes crinkling from laughter. The joyous laugh was music to Camila’s ears. A proud grin was plastered on Camila’s face as she began to lose herself in those animated green orbs.
“Well, she loved you too,” Lauren informed softly, carefully watching the brunette. She chose her following words wisely. “She told me that she didn’t love you as much as you loved her… Do you still love her?”
Camila sighed eavily, already sensing the million-dollar question from a mile away. She ran a hand through her hair to calm herself. “I - I still love her,” she confessed lowly, “just not romantically. Not like before.” A large weight toppled off her chest, allowing her to breathe freely. The lingering feelings were finally dissolving and for a moment, her heart didn’t ache.
The Cuban shrugged indifferently, her shoulders slumping. “I would say that I love her like a sister but I’m not sure if that would count as incest or not"—her brows scrunched up—"and I don’t even want to mess with that can of worms.”
Lauren chuckled at her conflicted expression, keeping her eyes trained on Camila, not wanting to miss a single word. She placed a hand on Camila’s knee as support and the girl offered her a small smile in gratitude. “Do you regret any of it?” she inquired.
Camila paused, her eyes gaining a dazed look. Snapping out of her thoughts, she pursed her lips in a wistful manner. “No, I don’t regret it, not one bit. Some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be with each other,” she admitted boldly, straightening her posture. “It took me a while to learn that but I can definitely accept that. I just want both of us to be happy. To see her smile is enough for me.”
The daughter of Poseidon blinked twice in surprise, astounded by Camila’s level of maturity when it came to handling her past romantic relationship. “Wow, well said.”
Camila smiled wryly and set her hand atop of Lauren’s, sharing her warmth. “I do try.”
One end of Lauren’s mouth twitched into a half smile as she bowed her head forward. She could feel the heat radiating off the brunette and it easily lured her in, positioning her right next to Camila. Her hand had left the girl’s knee during the shift, now resting on the carpet floor between them with Camila’s hand still on top.
A comfortable silence loomed over them as they both tried to grasp the previous conversation, neither girl removing their hand. Lauren leaned toward Camila, content with the steady supply of warmth.
The topic of their sexualities had piqued Lauren’s interest since Camila was so blunt about her orientation and wasn’t fazed by her own bisexuality. She had easily welcomed Lauren with open arms, unlike some of her former friends at school who demanded she chose a side.
With Camila, Lauren knew she could be herself and she could trust Camila to answer truthfully to any of her impending questions.
A sudden thought sprang in Lauren’s head and bit her lip at the memory. She was dying for a straight answer ever since it happened. “Camila?” she started, wincing at how she broke the peaceful silence.
The girl hummed in response, lazily tracing shapes into the back of her hand with her index finger. Her actions were sluggish as if she was at ease, and Lauren hated that she would put an end to it.
“What did Artemis mean when she couldn’t recruit you due to your past?”
Camila froze, her fingers stilling on Lauren’s pale skin. The question completely caught her off guard, seeing that the incident occurred hours ago. She turned her head to face the daughter of Poseidon, those innocent eyes deriving an answer from her. “I’m not a virgin.”
Lauren knew that much but she was curious if Dinah was her first intimate partner. “Was Dinah your first?”
The question reminded Camila of her final dream and she quickly repressed it by clearing her throat. She supposed that talking openly about her past relationship would help her finally get over it. “Er, no. I was the first person she ever slept with but she wasn’t my first.
"I was at a party during the end of my first semester of sophomore year when I drunkenly hooked up with this junior girl. No strings attached, just plain sex. And yes, it was consensual. I could barely remember it so I didn’t do it again.” Camila coughed, her eyes falling to her lap. “What about you?”
Lauren’s cheeks colored at the question being thrown back at her. “Uh, no, I’m not a virgin either. I lost my virginity to my ex-boyfriend Luis.” With her free hand, she covered her face in embarrassment when remembering the details. “We did it during the winter break of my junior year. Gods, I was so impulsive.”
Wait a minute.
Camila’s eyes widened at the information, her hand clutching the girl’s pale one. “We both lost our virginities around the same time.”
“Oh my gods,” the older girl exclaimed. “That is one of the most coincidental things I’ve ever heard.”
“Talk about gettin’ a little extra under the mistletoe,” Camila joked, causing both girls to crack up at the irony. Camila was relieved at the fluffy feeling in her chest, meaning that her heart was finally catching up with her mind. And she had Lauren to thank for the transition.
“Hey, what happened to Luis?” Camila asked, wanting to hear the end of the story.
Lauren’s green eyes hardened at the mention of her ex’s name, her jaw clenching. “When I came out to him, after our first time of course, he kept insisting to have threesomes and got angry when I looked at a pretty girl. He yelled at me to 'pick a side’ and I just broke up with him on the spot. Last I heard of him was that some guys jumped him after he fucked one of their girlfriends. Serves him right.”
Camila’s eyebrows nearly shot up to her hairline in shock. She immediately took Lauren’s hand in her own as a supportive friend. “Oh my gods, I’m so sorry, Lo. I really hope those guys beat the disgusting biphobia out of that sleazy jackass. I’ll burn him myself if he goes anywhere near you.”
The daughter of Poseidon gripped the tan hand, her eyes darting to Camila’s caring brown ones staring right back. Her heart beat faster in her chest. “Thank you, and I doubt he learned his lesson. Luis thinks more with his dick than his brain.”
A short chuckle left Camila as she agreed wholeheartedly. She hated people who discriminated minorities when they were already suffering enough. As a gay woman of color, she could totally understand Lauren’s troubles. That’s why Camila liked the goddess Artemis so much since she stood for independent women and their freedom from the oppression of men.
Abruptly, the immortal’s last words to them rang in her ears and Camila recalled Lauren’s unusual reaction. Her brows furrowed at how the sea spawn clutched her necklace, her eyes wide with fear. Something must have clicked for her, and it was anything but good.
“Lauren,” Camila began tentatively, squeezing the girl’s hand in her warm one, “do you know why Artemis reminded us of women lost in and build from fire?”
Similar to the last time, Lauren’s entire body tensed, her face going pale at the quote. She tore her hand away from Camila’s, clutching it to her chest. Her quivering fingers grasped the bronze trident charm on her necklace. Her green eyes were bright with paranoia, the pupils expanding. She opened her mouth to speak but nothing coherent came out.
“Lauren, what’s wr—”
Camila was silenced when Lauren instantly rejected any physical contact from Camila, shown through her failed attempts of reaching out to the girl. Lauren shuffled backwards in response, distancing herself and the pyrokinetic. Her breathing had quickened and she screwed her eyes shut in concentration as if reliving a painful memory.
The brunette’s stomach dropped as she observed Lauren worriedly, gnawing on her lower lip while she conjured up a plan. Her heart skipped a beat at the thought of being the cause of Lauren’s sudden agitation. She honestly hadn’t expected a reaction where the girl completely withdrew herself.
Gods, I always screw up.
“Lauren… Lo, please talk to me. We can sort, whatever this is, out.” After gaining nothing but a fear-contorted face, Camila swallowed hard. “I - Is it my fault? I’m sorry I brought it up—”
“It’s not your fault,” Lauren managed to argue, her eyes flashing open. A powerful storm brewed behind those anxious, dark orbs. Her knuckles were white from clenching her fist so tight. “I… I just heard those words before,” she tried explaining. “The fireman who saved my life told me that after he returned me to my parents.”
The daughter of Poseidon shakily recalled how her house had set on fire due to an electrical appliance with a faulty wire. Her mother and stepfather had been able to secure her little brother and sister but a wall of fire separated them from seven-year-old Lauren. The girl was paralyzed with fear as she was stuck in her bedroom on the second story of her house with no means of escape
Lauren tersely described how hot her room was, how she sweated profusely while she waited for someone to save her. The crackling of the fire only grew louder and louder as it consumed the Jauregui household. She didn’t know it then but her father’s oceanic nature aided her in staying conscious long enough while the emergency workers did everything they could to reach her.
At one point, Lauren had crawled over to her window and pressed herself onto the floor, wheezing due to the lack of pure oxygen. Her lungs burned and she tried screaming for help but she just couldn’t. Instead, tears started to stream down her face as she waited for the inevitable. She could literally feel the smoke filtering through her lungs, gradually weakening her.
The suffocating atmosphere nearly caused her black out until a lone fireman burst into her room, leaping through the wall of fire before scooping her up into his strong arms.
“You’re okay, kiddo. Everything’s going to be alright,” he assured her through his protective face mask. “I got you.” His deep voice strangely eased Lauren as she buried her face into his warm chest.
Without wasting a single moment, the heroic man smashed her bedroom window open and quickly scaled down the already propped ladder. He rushed over to the paramedics with his heavy gear and Lauren in tow and gently set her down on one of the standing gurneys.
A female nurse hastily attached an emergency oxygen mask to Lauren’s face, the fresh air filling up the girl’s lungs. Lauren’s chest heaved as she tried to regulate her erratic breathing. The nurse dragged a wet cloth over her exposed skin, helping her cool down.
The fireman was about to walk off when Lauren rapidly seized his gloved hand. Her eyes fell on the dark shield over his face. “Stay,” she had croaked, the tear tracks on her face making her appear more vulnerable. There was something about this man that drew Lauren to him.
Nodding, the brave fireman remained at her side while the nurse scurried off to find Lauren’s worried parents. Lauren continued to breathe in the fresh oxygen, finally regaining her dimmed senses.
The man took off his helmet, revealing his handsome, soot-covered face. His hair was jet black and mussed from his headgear, and he donned a neatly trimmed black beard. He had a deep tan and naturally radiated a positive aura. He smiled kindly at Lauren, his brilliant green eyes startling her. She had never seen a pair so vivid besides her own.
“What’s your name?” he inquired mindlessly, taking the wet cloth himself and resumed to rub the grime off her cheeks. The touch was very comforting for child Lauren.
“M - My name’s Lauren.”
His eyes twinkled. “Ah, what a beautiful name, perfectly suited for a princess such as yourself. Well, Lauren, I’m here to tell you something important. Are you ready?” Lauren nodded eagerly, intrigued in what this man had to say. “Some women are lost in the fire. Some women are built from it. Promise me that you’ll be a strong, brave girl and the fire will never touch you.”
Lauren nodded enthusiastically. “I promise.”
The firefighter’s eyes crinkled with a soft smile. “Then my work here is done.”
Within the blink of an eye, the mysterious man had vanished and was replaced by Lauren’s crying parents. Seven-year-old Lauren blinked at the change, never forgetting that nice fireman that no one seemed to remember.
Even though she tried to live by her hero’s words, fire had always made her uneasy, allowing fear to quickly diminish her usual confident facade. From that moment on, Lauren feared to burn.
And with that, the daughter of Poseidon concluded her story, her eyes cast downward. She patiently waited for a reaction while she slowly composed herself, realizing how light she felt after she told someone else about the incident.
Camila had a hand covering her mouth in shock at the pained confession. Tears brimmed in her own eyes. “Oh my gods, Lauren, I’m so sorry. No wonder you were so repulsed by my touch. It was because of my powers.” The Latina glared at her hands, ashamed that her elemental nearly killed the beautiful girl in front of her. She curled her hands into tight fists.
“Camila, you’re not the reason why fire still freaks me out. You’re the reason why I’m overcoming my fear,” Lauren revealed softly, scooting closer to the conflicted pyrokinetic. “You make fire appear warm and vibrant, not violent and destructive, and I can’t thank you enough for that.”
The green-eyed girl placed herself right beside Camila and grabbed her hand, weaving their fingers together. The heat that the brunette radiated honestly intimidated her but it also brought her closer. Camila was a flickering flame that Lauren couldn’t stay away from.
Lauren shyly leaned her head on Camila’s shoulder, keeping their joined hands together. “You can’t burn me, Cabello,” she murmured in attempts to liven the mood.
A corner of the brunette’s mouth twitched upward. “I couldn’t even if I tried, Jauregui,” she admitted quietly, inhaling deeply. Camila’s eyes fluttered shut at the serene moment, knowing that she was about to ruin it. “Would it be bad timing if I told you that I almost drowned when I was kid?”
The raven-haired girl groaned, bowing her head, her dark tresses tickling the brunette’s neck. Now Camila was telling her that her elemental nearly killed her? “Gods, why are we like this?” she muttered. This was too cynical for her taste. “Please elaborate.”
Camila pressed her lips into a firm line, replaying the incident in her mind. It wasn’t as life-scarring as Lauren’s but it certainly changed her perspective on a few major things.
“Well, when I was eight, I was at an indoor pool with my mom and I was hanging out by the deep end of the pool when these little boys came along and started making fun of me. You know, the usual stuff, like my teeth were crooked or that I was stupid or ugly. Nothing I couldn’t handle.
"I tried to stand up for myself but the leader of the group pushed me into the twelve foot zone of the pool. They quickly ran off while I struggled to stay afloat but couldn’t since I was petrified. To make matters worse, I couldn’t swim so a lifeguard had to dive in to save my life. Sometimes, I can still taste the chlorine water in my lungs. It’s safe to say that I’ve been very wary of large bodies of water after that ordeal. I’ve been afraid to drown ever since.”
Lauren gripped Camila’s hand in assurance, pressing her side against the younger girl. “I’m so sorry, Camz. Those stupid kids should’ve been banned from ever stepping foot into another pool. I wish I was there; I would have continually splashed them with water until they were begging to leave.” She rested her chin on the brunette’s shoulder, Camila’s scent making her heart race.
Camila shrugged, her heart fluttering at their proximity. “It’s okay, Lo. My mom told their parents and by the looks on their faces, those boys probably never got to go out together again. That’s all the revenge eight-year-old Camila needed.”
I also wouldn’t have minded giving them permanent Indian burns, but whatever, the past is in the past.
The pyrokinetic wrapped an arm around the sea spawn’s waist, holding her close. “Looks like we fear each other’s powers. How ironic is that?”
Lauren snorted. “Very. The gods must be laughing their asses off.”
Camila chuckled, already imagining the forty-foot immortals rolling in laughter. “Well, we could always prove them wrong,” she prompted, strumming her fingers on Lauren’s side.
The daughter of Poseidon turned her head slightly, her eyes dropping from the slope of Camila’s nose to her plump lips. Lauren subconsciously wet her own lips. “What do you mean?”
“I’m saying that we should help each other overcome our fears. I trust you enough to know that you wouldn’t let me drown, and I’m assuming that you trust me because there’s no way in Tartarus that I’d ever let you burn.”
This would be a big step for both of them as the plan involved regularly becoming vulnerable and a large foundation of trust, seeing that the girls held each other’s fears in the palm of their hands. The method would either make or break them.
Lauren contemplated the idea before a long yawn slipped out of her mouth. Camila’s emitting heat was slowly lulling her to sleep and her body was crying out for a physical break after their emotional rollercoaster of a conversation. “Can I nap on it?” Lauren asked drowsily, barely able to keep her eyelids open.
The brunette smiled at the girl in adoration. “Of course, there’s no need to rush. Now come here, princess.”
Camila proceeded to lie on her back while Lauren curled up into her side, her head resting on Camila’s chest. The girls shifted to get into a comfortable position, grateful that the van had a plush carpet floor.
Lauren hummed at the excess supply of heat, her hand trailing down to Camila’s abdomen, latching onto the long-sleeved shirt. Camila nearly jumped at the sensation of Lauren’s hand on her toned stomach.
A smile formed on Lauren’s face when Camila began running her fingers through her dark hair, murmuring, “I got you” before transitioning to hum a traditional Spanish lullaby. The brunette’s steady heartbeat in her ear soothed Lauren into falling asleep, her light snores music to Camila’s ears.
If there was one thing Camila was absolutely good at, it was keeping Lauren warm.
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A/N: yeah, i just did that, and again, sorry it took so long. i wanted to update during the holiday season but i was suddenly whisked away on vacation so i couldn’t work on it and midterms weren’t any help.
i hope your holidays were fun and safe. :) let’s pray that 2017 is a good year. i can’t wait to see what 2017 will bring from both 5h and camila.
oh, and sorry that caminah was the largest part of this chapter lmao. i just needed to establish what happened between them so we can move onto camren and norminah. good things come to those who wait. i hope you caminah shippers enjoyed because that whole ordeal was enough (9.8k) for its own little fic lol.
and yes, lauren was originally bisexual (i’ve planned this chapter for months now, oops) before she came out in real life so aye, i called it lol. just keep in mind that i’ve been planning some of these chapters for a while now so please pardon any coincidences or other goofs in advance.
yo, that smut was like 4.7k so yeah. i hope ya’ll enjoyed, seeing it was my first published smut scene. and who knows, you might be seeing some more later, but with another pairing ;)
since this fic is getting more attention - THANKS FOR THE 47K+ READS GUYS I LOVE YA’LL - comment what you would like to know about me (the author) or the fic :) i’ll try my best to answer all of them to my greatest extent, and as for the fic questions, don’t be surprised when i’m vague lol. a writer must keep some of their secrets.
remember, this isn’t the last you’ve seen of me. till next time!
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