#and not instantly block me

[apollos-boyfriend]

NervousMonolith

fellow cpurpled stan,,,,, stronger than any us marine. all purpled enjoyers get an instant boost in my books for putting up with my bullshit for this long

send me a tumblr user's url and I'll tell you what I think of them

#muse talk #anon #ask game #yall see me post shit like 'cpurpled got into fistfights at recess bc people disrespected his favorite mlp character' #and not instantly block me #and that's a miracle i think

[trek-tracks]

Star Trek, "The Mark of Gideon."

Airdate: January 17, 1969.

Sigh.

#star trek #star trek tos #jim kirk #the mark of gideon #hodin #captain kirk #image source: trekcore #transcript source: chakoteya #i can't believe the us is going fucking backwards on this #i'm okay in canada but as a us citizen it's killing me #star trek has always been political #between the episode about antimaskers and this one the third season should not be this goddamn painfully relevant #anyone who wants to clown on this post: just don't #you will be instantly blocked

[guinevereslancelot]

what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!

#girl what are you doing...... #also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT #just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄 #girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you #if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌 #his muder is a part of him and its SEXY #robert chase #house md #malpractice md #i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf..... #i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5 #s6 everything instantly goes to shit #and stays shitty #chase should be happy fr #he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house #like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman #anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc #also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing #this has been a shitpost #anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf....... #anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer #i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show

[brother-genitivi]

hiiiiiiii stop drawing this man extremely pale pls and thanks xoxo

when the game is released I’ll make a better ref post but for now have this

#baldur’s gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #halsin #druid halsin #bg3 halsin #halsin bg3 #halsin baldur's gate 3 #art reference #whitewashing #if u come at me i will block you instantly i do not care

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

sometimes i claw at the walls of my mind and wail because i Cannot Get Into Pokemon. i want to. i've always wanted to. it seems right up my alley. monster battles and cool creature design and animal teams and and and - But For Some Reason I Cannot.

#is it because theyre games??? and i cant get into those emotionally??? #i want to understand the types and how training works and gyms and i want to assign pokemon teams to my characters #I WANNA HAVE FUN WITH THE COOL MONSTER PETS #but alas. there is a Block in my mind #every time i try to research or watch a video my mind starts wandering almost Instantly #i dont know what it is!!! i wanna have fun in the Sandbox!!!! #but no... i cannot leave the woodchips area.... #absolutely unprompted #sorry for this Wailing. this Bemoaning. this Lamentation #rattling the bars of pokemon's enclosure LET ME INNNNN #like the other day i saw art of the eel one. the uh. eeltross??? something like that #and my heart went Wah but i cant!!!! i cant reach it....

[lylahammar]

man I wish people would quit saying shit like this on my fat positive posts like literally just read the room and get help and keep your shit off my doorstep because that is the opposite of the point I'm making here

#I'm not entirely sure what to tag this with but I'll try my best #tw diet culture #tw weight loss #tw fatphobia #<- internalized at least #tw ed #I blocked this person instantly upon seeing that comment in my notifs so idk if this applies to them #but I get a weird amount of pro ana freaks interacting with my fat positive/fat liberation posts and it's sickening #at least they make it easy for me to block them lmfao #lyla's talking again

[lulughoul]

Why are fatphobes into the doll line that is all about accepting others for being themselves and unique? Get lost

#If you're against g3 Catty's body type in ANY way block me instantly

[captain-hen]

BUCK & EDDIE IN EVERY EPISODE ↳ 3.05: rage

#911edit #911 fox #* #tuserksn #userisha #usermaripal #userkourt #usermissjessie #useralie #userceecee #usertriz #userdorksinlove #alielook #*buddie #buddieedit #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #scheduled post #anyone clowning on this post will be blocked instantly don't fucking test me

[tabooiart]

little attempt at a justinjuice since i see beetlejuice in (checks phone) TWO WEEKS?????

#my art #fanart #beetlejuice #beetlejuice the musical #justin collette #be3tleb@bes dni or i will instantly block u :) #as per uzh #its been 10000 years since ive drawn bj and the news is in. i still HATE DRAWING SUITS AND BEARDS #i still love him though hes my little skringle. #i want to carry him around in my purse as though he was a very small and nervous dog #ppl who followed me for beetlejuice all those moons ago this ones for you

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

So I commented a childhood show I liked on a facebook page, and got this creepy comment.

I’m a woman/demigirl btw. And when I checked their profile, she only had one post I could see. Instantly blocked her. I’m sure that was a creepy man behind that comment.

#creepy #Facebook #got this creepy comment today #instantly blocked them #be careful on the internet #please don’t talk to random strangers #this weirded me out #feel free to share/reblog

[vnknowcrow]

I'm so sorry y'all, maybe I missed something, some type of scene, something somewhere but I have no fucking clue how you can get lucyXcooper out of this show.

I truly don't gaf about rarepairs or enemies to lovers or shipping just cause you like how they look together or just cause it's fucked up but like genuinely saying they had good romance chemistry (better then Lucy and max even???) Is genuinely mind boggling to me.

Ship what you want, just don't lie to me?

#you can admit the ship is weird #and doesnt make sense to most #it is okay #cooper came up #used her for bait #stole her to a organ harvester #and then at the end he was like #lets go find your dad i guess #i dont care about what you ship #if i do ill just fucking block you #but i need to know #where is the romance chemistry #im trying hard to find it #was it when she gave him he vials of anti feral ghoul? #when she gave him the anti feral ghoul because shes just fucking kind to everyone ever??? #are you looking at me jn my eyes #and going by incel logic that being nice to a guy means your instantly in love and dating now???? #was it when she was kind and nice because she grew up in a vault??? where she was raised to be nice to anyone???? #fallout on prime #fallout prime #fallout show #fallout show spoilers

[laniemae]

I am going to take a break from milgramblr

[important please read]

ok now how do I start. Im going to take a break from tumblr for about a week. Things have been absolutely awful for me here since the very beginning of 2024, even if it may not look that way at times.

to retell the situation it happened with the new years gartic phone game, where someone made a prompt about a ship that made me heavily uncomfortable. To put it loosely it reminded me of an extremely bad experience with a fandom a few years ago when I called out a ship for being creepy and having a huge age gap but I was constantly dogpiled and harassed. It was probably the worst experience I’ve had on the internet and to this day I get really scared of people hating on me and I apologise for everything likely stemming back from the situation.

I tried to persist with the game but I got really upset and left. I expressed on my blog how uncomfortable I felt about the whole situation. Then this one person, who’s a prominent figure in the Milgramblr community, I won’t name them but I think you’ll know who, replied on my post saying that “it’s ok because…” in such an awful tone. It’s hard to explain but basically it felt really bad as they completely dismissed my feelings about the situation just to justify their creepy ship. And even worse, they way they responded was EXACTLY the same way that everyone else responded back in to at old fandom. At the point to I’d much prefer hate and harassment over that false positive attitude.

I freaked out and immediately blocked them and basically went into a panic attack. I was freaking out on my blog and just to make things worse I saw a post praising them and things got so bad. It was the start of the new year and I was on holiday and was supposed to do a bunch of things but because of that situation I was bedridden and couldn’t stop crying. I had so many nightmares about everyone here turning on me and the original incident and I still have them.

the way the person reacted to my situation was absolutely awful. After my breakdown they immediately went to their blog and started posting about how the ships good and you should praise it completely disregarding everything that happened. I’ve always been uncomfortable with them but this pushed me over the edge. And later on I got in contact with someone who was (presumably) trying to help me and we decided to see if that person could make an apology. But they took way to long to even think they gave any attention to the situation and the apology itself didn’t feel that genuine.

This person was still posting about it and didn’t change their pfp and title despite how bad it was to me and they did not do anything at all. Again I’m not naming anyone but I highly recommend you do not support them anymore. I said I’m going to be leaving for a while but if you want clarification on who it is you can just ask, I’ll check my stuff tomorrow morning before I completely shut off for the week.

I don’t know who it was but there was even a throwaway account hating on me and saying awful things. I didn’t care that much as things had already gotten so bad for me that I didn’t care about the opinion of an anon. But like I said, the sickly positive response that person gave was way worse than actual hate.

and that’s only one part of the story. Another thing happened much more recently with the person I mentioned who was trying to help me. They were the first person I followed on Milgramblr and the person who inspired me to join and make all these theories, so with this and them helping me I really looked up to them. It was a few days ago I think but they posted something on their account about that person and wanting attention to them. I expressed my uncomfortable feelings about the situation and they didn’t do anything about it. Instead they decided to KEEP POSTING about it, like constantly and me getting more upset at the situation and how they responded made it clear that they didn’t care at all. I blocked them and we were mutuals for a while.

It’s been a month and I’m still suffering very badly. I’m not constantly crying as I was when it first happened but it still pains me. I’ve been feeling incredibly distressed on this sight knowing that the original person hasn’t done anything about it and they’re still very close. No matter how much I block them or blog tags I still see them in reblogs or bought up. I had to exclude anything relating to the earbuds collab from my milgram archives as it gives me back really bad memories to the pfps involved. I just can’t feel safe in this place anymore and especially that no matter how I feel, nothing has changed since when it happened and no one’s even actually trying to help me or change things.

I’ve just been feeling so bad that I’ve been going days without eating. Just because I can’t be bothered to get out of bed. The only solace for me is sleep but even that’s not good enough as I might have nightmares and I often feel much more tired afterwards. Things are changing for me as I actually have to get up and do something now and it’s surprisingly going kinda well, but that has nothing to do with this situation.

just to note I will be continuing my milgram archives series, I’ve scheduled quite a few posts for this week so they’ll keep going. For me I’ll completely cut off all activity for this week, and may return on Wednesday.

it’s just. I hate how nothings changed. I want something to happen but no one’s helping

#I don’t know how many people will see this #i don’t even know if people will care about this #perhaps I just come back and everything’s the fucking same #I’ve been considering leaving the fandom because of this and I guess this would be to see what’s it’s like #If it’s better to stay or to leave #I’ve blocked so many people from this situation it’s hard to believe #people I thought I could trust… #To say it once again #If you know the person I’m referring to please unfollow them and don’t support them #I can tell you if you ask for a while #And just seeing all the praise the fandom got with people saying the fandom is such a nice and wholesome space is sickening #It was right after what happened and it’s just awful seeing people say that like they don’t care about what happened #They even started a minecraft server which I wanted to join #But avoided like the plague when I realised it was the person who started the original prompt #There was also a thing that happened recently where someone drew all their mutuals as cats #I ended up seeing that person in one of the cats and knowing that they followed them I instantly unfollowed #The cat pfps just make me so uncomfortable as it constantly reminds of the situation #It sounds stupid because it is but I’m at the point where any little reminder can set me off #But it’s not as bad as the collab pfps which I just can’t look at anymore #Although it’s only with a few characters that really make me feel that the art style in general just gives bad memories #To what I said earlier I don’t know anything about the person the originally made the prompts stand on this #I don’t know if they’re purposely ignoring me I don’t know if they even have no idea this is happening but I’m worried #I’ve also had experiences with a bunch of people I used to follow blocking me #And I’ve talked about it here but no one pays attention

[crimeronan]

trying so hard not to lose my temper over various viral posts i make but sometimes..... puts my head in my hands.

Sometimes. People Test Me .

someone just left these tags on my tongue-in-cheek guy in your MFA screenshot about how some authors are afraid to write women with flaws:

and i jsut.

THE FUCKINTG.

THE FUCKING AUDACITY????

#YOU ARE LITERALLY JUST A MISOGYNIST??? KISS MY COMPLEX WOMAN WRITING AND READING DYKE ASS???? GET BENT??? ETC??? #GOOD FUCKING CHRIST!! NOT TODAY SATAN!! #NOT ON A POST WHOSE OP'S DESCRIPTION REFERENCES NOT JUST ONE BUT TWO WILDLY DIFFERENT WILDLY FLAWED FICTIONAL GIRLS/WOMEN #ABSOLUTELY NOT. GET OUTTA HERE. #BITE ME. FUCKING CHRIST. #i blocked them instantly instead of picking a fight i'm just. FLABBERGASTED. #YOU TYPED THAT AND THOUGHT IT SOUNDED REASONABLE?? SHUT THE HELL UP FOREVER??? #negative

[squirreltastrophe]

heheheh I've been really into ducktales lately..... so take some duck sketches!!!! :333 more under the cut cause I didn't want to bother people with a big long post they'd have to scroll through!!! ^^'

#ducktales #ducktales 2017 #webby vanderquack #della duck #lena sabrewing #huey duck #i love all these guys so much :33 especially webby!!! she is somewhere in my mind at all times. she has taken residence. made a little tent #ducks are super fun to draw too!!!!! I love drawing their big flowy feathery hands!!! :DDDD #oh also these ducks cleared up some stinky art block for me INSTANTLY thank you silly duck guys #JUST REALIZING I COMPLETELY FORGOT LENAS BIG CHUNKY SHOES NOOOOOOOOOOO #squirrel art

[yunogf]

#nctinc #jaehyunnet #nct #nct 127 #jaehyun #gifs*jaehyun #mine*works #im so unapologetic abt these jaehyun pool sets like #i am not sorry he is so fine #the things this is doing to my brain...... #im across the pool doing my best to not be obv abt gawking at him #i laugh a loud fake laugh but the kind thats Pretty bc im hoping to catch his attention #so he can fall instantly in love w me #the chronic protagonism<3 #also side bar i just love big obnoxious af captions that block half of the subject matter :) #nothing like trying to focus on someone whos wearing subtitles :) #majority of these do not match but after blurring all the captions idc

[apollos-boyfriend]

someone wrote an entire angry essay in response to my finn post about how “people are so afraid of the genderqueer label these days” and about how even if finn doesn’t identify as it, they should be allowed to call him that because it “technically describes him”. like first of all. i’m genderqueer. there’s absolutely no fear of that label. second of all. no??? finn doesn’t want people to label him. just because he falls under the definition of genderqueer doesn’t mean you can slap it on him. some lesbians don’t like being called sapphic. some non-binary people don’t like being called trans. just because the shoe technically fits doesn’t mean you have to wear it. some people don’t like the style, or how it looks on them, or just prefer going barefoot. you have to respect that your viewpoint of something isn’t the universal answer

#icarus speaks #discourse #they INSTANTLY blocked me after this btw LOL