one of my personal skk hc is that they fall asleep on top of eachother. like, think of laundry on the floor. just crumpled on top one another, in the most ungodly angles imaginable. single chairs, floors, the back of an alleyway - it doesnt matter they are OUT like a light
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Guess who got to watch a total eclipse today!! Might be the only time I'll ever see one in person so that's super rad
Also got fixated on Poppy Playtime I.. did not have a great impression of this game when it first came out, but uh yeah those critters got to me and I really enjoyed watching chapter 3 (can't PLAY IT though because my laptop is um not built for Unreal 5 ALHSDGLSGD)
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Went through my kith and kin tag after that last post and once again lying on my floor thinking about. vex snarling at vax about his judgement being swayed by a pretty face-
(another person vax is brave enough to love, even if its dangerous. looking for the good and the kindness and the humanity among the darkness, trying to bring it forward, let vex experience it, even when it can leave him bleeding)-
and vax snarling at vex about her judgement being swayed by her desperation to be accepted-
(another time vex sees a way to secure safety and security and approval, which is safety and security, in a different form. for her, her and vax and trinket and everything she loves, safe in one place, where they can belong, they can stay)-
and. oogh.
Holding these twins in my hands. squishing them like playdough. one of them fights desperately to find the kindness and good and light even when its a fools errand. leaves himself open and hurt for a little bit of light. if it keeps vex safe, happier. one of them counting and calculating and running and cruel because the world demands it. keeps the counter going and going and does the hard things if it keeps vax whole, and okay. one close range and one long.
they'll hurt each other if it keeps the other whole. they'll gladly get hurt if it keeps the other safe. the world is harsh, and they are surviving. what the fuck. theyre such a fucked up pair. they love each other so much.
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I'm just... so tired of needing to filter my words 500 times in my head before actually saying them in order to avoid giving off the wrong impression with my tone/wording, and then failing anyways. Even over text I need to rewrite things multiple rimes and use multiple different tonal indicators and it still comes out wrong!!! And then neurotypical people are just out there saying whatever and people understand what they mean every time! Its so exhausting just let me say things the way I mean them pls
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dreamt i was at a subway station omw home after a trip. i ran into my high school best friend so we were catching up but i quickly realized her life is so elegantly polished & socialized & well put together that i felt extremely embarrassed to tlak abt myself. i kept losing things from my suitcase all over the station /proceeding trains & she helped me find them which added to my shamefeelings.
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Six Sentence Sunday
Thank you for the tag, @thebejeweledwatercat. Taking this from the original story that I should be am working on.
The corners of his mouth turned upward followed by a light puff of laughter, and with the tone change, a familiar warmth returned to her. While she couldn't truly deny that her growing buzz was also a factor in this, personally, she wanted to think the feeling was entirely about his laugh. The ring of it. Out of everything in her life, everything she knew, it was still one of her favorite sounds. Infectious in its mirth, and reverberating through her entire being. Even now with its notes darkened akin to a minor chord, the melody rang true to her ears: pleasant, and beautiful.
No Pressure tagging: @cxttlefishcxller @mrsmungus & OPEN TAG to anybody else that wants to jump in.
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Oh my GOD, stayed up all night it's currently 6 am for me, to reread the entirety of Castle Swimmer because I saw it was coming back today (or I guess technically yesterday) AND I FEEL INSANE
I love when old interests come back to me, I feel like I need to scream over Kappa and Siren so badly
I have so many thoughts in my head, if anything happens to either one of them, I am leaving this world. If anything bad happens to Neth or Mucku or GOD MONO AND GALOO??? You will once again be gone from this earth /j
The thoughts I have are immense, I want to cry so badly SO BADLY Seeing Kappa's backstory with the healer and his scales, put me in physical pain, I never got there originally when I read it a while ago so seeing it now? Devastated me, I wasn't prepared
Also, the whales? Make me very curious? I'm just thinking about the way they work and their slumber works and I'm just... a hhhh... and while I don't think this will end up applying to him, imagining what the implications could have for Kappa is making my head hurt thinking about it
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