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#and i gotta tell u guys
todaaru · 2 months
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re6 serennedy AGAIN! \>_</
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alcina dimitrescu KILLS her maids and drinks their blood
karl heisenberg tried to use a BABY as a weapon
ethan winters is WHITE
mother miranda tries to STEAL someones daughter
at the end of the day, your favorite resident evil 8 characters are terrible people
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fadewalking · 2 years
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drug use tw and also probably tmi but ....
Idk i just wanna vent into the void a little bit
Ever since the D.A.R.E program, I've always been really pro-drugs. I think many drugs are fine to take, and there shouldn't be a stigma around doing them. I also think we (the US) should decriminalize ALL drugs, including the very bad ones, in an effort to destigmatize so that people who are addicted to them feel safe getting help, and for a lot of other reasons but that's not what this post is about.
Sure some drugs have risks that make taking them dangerous or addictive, and I can agree that some drugs should never be done, even once, and that even mild drugs aren't for everyone, especially those with addictive personalities. Still, in general, im pro-drug. though i feel like i've recently discovered a side to it that i didn't consider before, and im not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Which is, i really don't feel happy unless im on some kind of drug. now u may be thinking "that's obviously a bad thing wtf are u ok" and the answer is no, im not ok. But im also Fine, you know? Like, safety-wise, I'm completely stable, so no worries there. But also, it's not like i was very happy with life, started doing drugs, and then all of the sudden i can only be happy when on drugs. I've been Not Okay for years, and doing drugs is the only place I've found relief. I guess it could get dangerous if I start being reckless, and doing more and more risky drugs in an effort to get a stronger, longer high, but so far I've been very careful about what I take, and how much of it i take. And in general, i stay away from anything with high health risks, and I don't typically do any drugs that have a risk of chemical dependency. I intend to keep things that way. That's not to say im not addicted to the drugs i do take, because i definitely am or at least getting there. But my addiction is a behavioral one, and not a chemical one.
Since I don't have any chemical dependencies. I can technically stop, and often do for long periods of time when i don't have the funds for it. But why would I ever want to stop? during those sober times is when I am mentally at my lowest point. If I'm not actively doing something, I get agitated and depressed, and keeping busy makes me feel exhausted and drained, which is equally unpleasant. the only time i am comfortable just existing on my own is when im high. It's not even really a "high" feeling, not like euphoria or anything. I just feel content and peaceful, like I'm okay being in the moment, and just vibing. It's not a feeling I could get before I started doing drugs. So the drugs didn't take anything from me, only added to it. I guess the downside is the financial burden, and the social risk of being drug tested when applying for jobs or whatever. But it's worth it to feel Okay imo. I suppose it's likely that my doing drugs makes the sober periods worse than they'd otherwise be if I never did them. Like, I get MORE agitated than I would be if I stopped or never did them to begin with. and I can see how someone would read this and think I am just rationalizing and unhealthy behavior as being a positive thing. but like, oh well, i guess? In an essence, how is it functionally different than taking antidepressants? This is a rhetorical question. I know there are many technical differences from a prescription drug, monitored by a professional, and street drugs. I just mean, they both have mood stabilizing/altering effects, and in my case, both are used to try to help me be less Not Okay. So why is one an unhealthy crutch, while another is perfectly okay? (assuming that the drug in question is relatively risk free, as far as drugs go). This is also a rhetorical question. But if u really wanna talk about it for some reason, you can shoot me an ask i guess. In conclusion, my new opinion on drugs is as follows: if you're someone who struggles, but manages to find contentedness without drugs, maybe don't do them, because they just might take that ability to find okayness or even happiness away from you. But as for me? Oh I'm gonna turn up.
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suntails · 11 months
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lead us not
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rewritingcanon · 2 months
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ginny: *kisses dean*
harry: LETS PLAY A LITTLE GAME I MADE
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vigilbutts · 27 days
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ok you know what maybe i do have something more to say
the thing in your brains telling yall nobody cares or likes your ocs are lying to you. i promise i promise i PROMISE. don't listen to that little fucker in your brain
people in this community want to see your ocs, despite what your doubt says! despite that a post gets no notes. it feels bad for sure!! I am very familiar with the feeling!! but sometimes things just get missed due to luck and circumstance. it's going to happen sometimes, but it's okay. you are okay.
please know you are appreciated 💕
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stinkrascal · 4 months
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ive wanted to start journaling more so i got this one as a personal diary for christmas. she’s so cool omg i love her
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autistic-katara · 5 months
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*looking at 99% of the x readers in the bsd fandom* he would not fucking say that
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doodleodds · 2 years
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Wow, what a prince~!
Late Shuake week 2022 Day 1 - Flowers
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b4kuch1n · 5 months
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haha! bit ill
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ok so, dominant gortash, right? its great, but so is sub gort, there's so many different ways u could look at this guy man,.
cont. below. warning long & a bit nsfw
i think it could be reasonably argued that he's a switch. im not very knowledgeable with every single note revolving around 'im but he slept around for a lil bit of moola and power right? i think that if need be he'd serve as either or. getting stepped on by Lady Jannath, givin' it to Franc, but again, it's all transactional, leverage on his climb from arms dealer to archduke and used as a stepping stone, a means to an end?
with Bane's and his own thing about power and being in control as a means to be "safe" (ill maybe get into that another day bc that fucks me up big time) i think maybe he's toeing a dangerous line between "giving up" that control - because lets be real with sleeping his way up i dont think he'd really be in a non-dominant position regardless of Who he's with (even if the idea of him being forced into a position he's most uncomfortable and unmatched with is appealing, maybe with someone far more imposing than himself?) - and keeping up appearances, because shit spreads fast in those circles if you're not careful. BUT. then you factor in durge. again i think their dynamic could go either way- gortash really is dom in streets dom in sheets, or .. not? theres so many facets to this, but in particular, consider- he'd definitely top from the bottom, but he'd be submissive for -durge-, like as close to actually submissive he'd be for someone other than himself. it's not just about a power exchange, it's maybe not completely superficial, it's not necessary to their alliance (or maybe it is, if u wanna look at it that way, smth smth manipulation?), its enjoyment, its carnal/mutual attraction w/e, and it also fits the bill for being a little defiant shit even if the god he's defying is Kinda Why he's even there in the first place.
so thats why im thinking that durge would have to earn his submission, perhaps a power struggle ensues, they REALLY gotta work for it tooth n nail, because to gortash nothing is really given, it's all earned. doubly so for something as precious as his trust, however flimsy it might be but he's letting durge tie him up so? it's neither here nor there but it's -actual- submission he'd be a total pain in the ass tbh but still worlds more workable than if he had the reigns entirely. he'd still delude himself that he's in control of their situation, of course, but in reality it's the opposite. i dont think the term "brat" would quite fit him but he'd 100% be bossy as fuck par for the course, everything's gotta go HIS way, gotta call him this gotta call him that do it that way etc etc., but its totally just a coincidence that it's also what durge wants to do.
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superbattrash · 1 month
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My kid just texted me, all nervous, asking if I really wanted to do her hair, makeup and nails for her confirmation and it breaks my heart that I haven’t been able to see her this year and research these things together 😭
Watch me pull out all my old stylist equipment and pamper her the entire weekend so she’ll feel super confident 🫡✨
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iceeericeee · 6 months
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I wonder how many tags i can add on to this
#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30?#idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo#this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed#the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do.#i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg#but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count?#I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or#something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who#thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding#very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting#absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is#basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post.#why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags*#it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows.#where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since#i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li#type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to#be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell#'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one.#this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer#anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can.#which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi#whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23#except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang#i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue#i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan#to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone.#thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really...#...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though#would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y
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inimoo · 1 year
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kagami enemies to lovers with anyone at this point i need it idc if it's felix in fact i would eat that shit up cold and calculating x cold and calucating?? aboslutely. mommy issues x identity crisis? I AM LISTENING, ALL EARS, FEED MY DELUSIONS
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pey-up · 5 months
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Shes everything, hes just henry...
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cleromancy · 4 months
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dick stans who feel threatened by like. literally any other dc character than bruce are so goofy like... you dont need to. i promise you dont need to. youre biting your nails anxious defensive staring at the 2nd-3rd horses lagging halfway down the track in a race your guy's *already won*. like please be serious
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