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dockaspbrak · 10 months

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I am so sad;

#he was my best friend man.....#feeling like richie 2019 but instead of my gay boyfriend it was my son (cat with whom i had a strong attachment and we both had autism)#i mean in my agoraphobic years he was all i had #just me and him and he was terrified of anyone but me #man. like the;;; not to be too sad but the ending life attempts he detered me from....a powerful boy #i loved him sooooooo much #i gotta like.... jddjjfjf #regan dont read this #ok good dont go on #ok ok #i feel like i overcompensated with being accomodating so much the last 6 months i dont feel like myself at all #thats insane right?#but idk i know living with someone is famously very hard #but see even now #im tired of like. constantly making excuses for every thought i have!!! talking myself thru shit like #applying it to people around me and accomodating that even in my HEAD #i gotta deal with these damn bad habits. i gave myself #and FUCK i miss my boy!!!!#u guys dont even know...he was so soft and sweet #a kittens face even at age 15 with some kind of advanced as hell cancer that the vet didnt even understand #he was my baby i miss him so much #its like he makes me miss other things more too. like where i grew up #and how trees used to look in the wind #and feeling more comfortable in my body and with my own opinions #im so pathetic now. i used to be so fucking strongwilled and annoying #wtf man??? why does death touch everything #i hope i see him again some day #it hurts so much #but like im glad it does still i guess bc its like part of him isnstill here bc it hurta #haha;

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inkskinned · 1 year

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one of the things about being an educator is that you hear what parents want their kids to be able to do a lot. they want their kid to be an astronaut or a ballerina or a politician. they want them to get off that damn phone. be better about socializing. stop spending so much time indoors. learn to control their own temper. to just "fucking listen", which means to be obedient.

one of the things i learned in my pedagogy classes is that it's almost always easier to roleplay how you want someone to act. it's almost always easier to explain why a rule exists, rather than simply setting the rule and demanding adherence.

i want my kids to be kind. i want them to ask me what book they should read next, and i want to read that book with them so we can discuss it. i want my kid to be able to tell me hey that hurt my feelings without worrying i'll punish them. i want my kid to be proud of small things and come running up to me to tell me about them. i want them to say "nah, i get why this rule exists, but i get to hate it" and know that i don't need them to be grateful-for-the-roof-overhead while washing the dishes. i want them to teach me things. i want them to say - this isn't safe. i'm calling my mom and getting out of this. i want them to hear me apologize when i do fuck up; and i want them to want to come home.

the other day a parent was telling me she didn't understand why her kid "just got so angry." this woman had flown off the handle at me.

my dad - traditional catholic that he is - resents my sentiment of "gentle parenting". he says they'll grow up spoiled, horrible, pretentious. granola, he spits.

i am going to be kind to them. i am going to set the example, i think. and whatever they choose become in the meantime - i'm going to love them for it.

#writeblr #i was doing a lot with high school students. over and over again #other teachers kept asking me what i was doing differently - why the kids listened to me. i am not particularly foreboding #and i have a pretty firm personal policy of never reacting in anger #godhelpme.#i was always kind of taken aback #because in general the kids were pretty easy. i explained i needed to keep everything “PG-13” because this was my workplace #and it was kind of their workplace #too. besides #i love swearing #and since i couldn't swear #neither could they - so if they were going to say “fuck” or become violent #they needed to choose a really specific time #because we only get “the one”.. sure enough - nobody wanted to waste the one very specific “fuck” utterance. kids listened.#i think just because - that rule makes sense. the kids understand that i don't want to be unfair to them #that censorship is stupid #but that i'm under these rules too so like let's ride it out together #also i look young and tbh between me and u nobody wants to make the nice english teacher cry #the way these kids defended me to their friends was really genuinely so heartwarming bc the Grouchy Frat Boy #would be like MISS RAQUEL DOESN'T DESERVE THAT KIND OF AN ATTITUDE BRO DON'T TALK BACK TO HER

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bloodiegawz · 7 months

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whats better than this: guys bein dudes

#twst #twisted wonderland #gawzdrawz #adeuce #ace trappola #deuce spade #my fucking BOYS #i missed them so much man

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lotus-pear · 4 months

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bsd rewatch w my friend means obligatory art of my fav found family ever

#WAAAAAAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS GENUINELY DON'T UNDERSTAND..............................................#LIKE. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT THINK ABT THEM UEUUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#bro i didn't mean to make atsushi that short LMFAO it's ok tho bc he's their little boy. their son #literally was in the trenches drawing kunikida bc i've been drawing twinks for so long i forgot how to draw actual MEN😭😭#when will my family return from the war.....................................................................#rewatching bsd made me realize its just a rly shitty slice of life romcom featuring ml dazai and his tired work partner/husband #and the story of how they got their first kid. sopping wet pathetic kitten of a boy they picked up off the riverbank #anyway theyre all so dear to me you don't understandddddd i love these dumbass partners and their little tiger boy :((((((((((((((#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #atsushi nakajima #nakajima atsushi #doppo kunikida #kunikida doppo #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws

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oddthesungod · 1 year

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Zeph'aeratam💨🌸

#critical role #critical role fanart #orym #orym of the air ashari #critical doodles #i miss my baby boy i hope he's ok 😔😔😔😔#also i fucking hate drawing tattoos but for my boy Orym I WILL DO IT

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ryan-waddell11 · 10 months

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I just know I would’ve been staring at him during lunch any chance I got.

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puppyeared · 6 months

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aughg

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blackwoodcore · 1 year

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some updated egg babies!!

you get the vision right

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp fanart #qsmp juanaflippa #qsmp tilin #qsmp tallulah #qsmp richarlyson #qsmp chayanne #qsmp ramon #qsmp dapper #qsmp pomme #qsmp bobby #qsmp leonarda #qsmp trump #qsmp headcanons #rip bobby i miss you already you didn’t deserve that my sweet boy #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ignore richarlysons leg i know it’s the wrong one i know i fucked up #myart

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gayforbagels · 2 years

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Pouring one out for Afghanistan and Anguilla and Antigua and Aoteoroa and Barbuda and Australia and the Bahamas and Bahrain and Bangladesh and Barbados and Belize and Bermuda and Botswana and Brazil and Brunei and Canada and the Cayman Islands and Cornwall and Cyprus and Dominica and Egypt and the Islas Malvinas and Fiji and Gambia and Georgia (the country) and Ghana and Gibraltar and Grenada and Guyana and Hong Kong and India and Iraq and Ireland and Jamaica and Jordan and Kenya and Kiribati and Kuwait and Lesotho and Malawi and Malaysia and Maldives and Malta and Mauritius and Montserrat and Myanmar and Nauru and Nigeria and Pakistan and Palestine and the Pitcairn Islands and Qatar and St Lucia and Saint Kitts and Nevis and Saint Helena and Ascension and Tristan da Cunha and St Vincent and Grenadina and Scotland and Seychelles and Sierra Leone and Singapore and the Solomon islands and Somaliland and South Africa and Sri Lanka and Sudan and Swaziland and Tanzania and Tonga and Trinidad and Tobago and Turks and Caicos and Tuvalu and Uganda and United Arab Emirates and United States and Vanuatu and Wales and Yemen and Zambia and Zimbabwe tonight

#text #op #dancing crabs #and many more #sorry if I missed you trust me when I say I am still popping the FATTEST bottle for u TONIGHT #edit: guys I copy pasted a shit ton of countries from fucking Wikipedia for a shitpost it’s not that deep #edit: the amount of y’all that are tagging this as ‘except us and Canada’ are missing the fucking point #it isn’t cute lol #EDIT: WHATS UP GUYS IT’S ME YA BOY COMING LIVE FROM. GLASS ONE OF WINE #I CHANGED MY MIND FUCK IT IM ADDING EVERYONE I MISSED INTO THE OP #AND ANOTHER THING #SOME OF YALL HAVE TO REMEMBER THERE ARE INDIGENOUS PEOPLE IN CANADA AND THE USA TOO #SAYING THE USA AND CANADA DOESNT DESERVE TO POP BOTTLES IS DISMISSIVE OF EVERY INDIGENOUS LIFE DAMAGED BY THE BRITISH EMPIRE #AUSTRALIA TOO #THE MONARCHY HAD A VERY PROMINENT ROLE ALONGSIDE THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IN RESIDENTIAL SCHOOLS AND COLONIAL VIOLENCE #IN SETTLER HISTORY #ALSO TO ANY OF MY BRITISH HOMOES I AM SO SORRY YALL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT PROPAGANDA MACHINE RN #GFGFGFFGGG I’m not changing that

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gunsatthaphan · 1 month

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The Next Prince 🤴🏻 - coming soon

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mangoisgay · 2 months

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Anyone else notice how Eddie’s place is the only one not decorated? Just food for thought

#welcome home spoilers #welcome home #eddie dear #my boy is 100% missing #still haunted by that video #good lord #I swear to fuck if Home genuinely did something to him #home doing that does further by theory that Wally is completely innocent

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ex0rin · 5 months

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Hughie Campbell | The Boys S01E02: Cherry

#just missed looking at my boy don't mind me #cara gifs #hughie campbell #jack quaid #billy butcher #karl urban #the boys #the hold he has on me tho #also hey #fuck the colouring in this show tbh #also boy do i love the way butcher circles him #i LOVE it #i wish my brain would start working again #stupid being sick #i wanna wriiiiiiite

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transmechanicus · 1 month

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The audacity of well established bands to only sell merch for their most recent album. You bastards, you fiends, your peak popularity was in 2007, sell me a tshirt with old album art for the love of god.

#my stuff #every band i like is fucking ALLERGIC to letting me represent their greatest hits #like im sorry starset but Transmissions was a royal flush #im sorry 3DG but OneX was a royal flush and Human's cover art FUCKED #my lords powerwolf please please please let me pay you 1 million dollar for Best of the Blessed tshirt just because it goes hard #breaking benjamin and trivium sell me literally ANY decent merch i SWEAR!!!!!!!!!#HOW is trivium not selling a shirt from the Sin and the Sentence #MISSED opportunity #emo #three days grace #<- tagging the boys specifically bc im fighting for my life to rep anything besides the Explosions album (sucked imo)

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thatgothsamurai · 2 years

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