#agh why do I have a crush on this man

[astrxealis]

woa.............. i forgot what i was going to say. uh. hi

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #WHY AM I LIKE THIS. WHY. WHY #I WAS GOING TO SAY SOMETHING BUT THEN READ SOMETHING ELSE AND THEN JUST FORGOT #i'll just say smth else then agh #i have such a friend crush on my xiv friend from twt man. we're good friends now i think but i really also wna talk to em more #WE ARE VERY ALIKE ... also if i'm a writer they are an artist. we can. do stuff for our wols .......... sniffs i've always wanted #something like this in relation to ffxiv so i am extremely happy fr #friend crush meaning i really like em in a genuinely wholly platonic way. hehe. wna get closer too #AND W OTHER FRIENDS TOO ..................... <33 #i forgot what i was originally going to say. sobs

[inkykodo]

Obedience and Punishment

Warning: This smut is intended for AMAB readers, this smut also contains Rough sex, Degrading, Cock warming, Breeding kink Miguel and a few other kinks I don't even know the name of but I'm sure its in there so BE ADVISED!!

Word Count 2.7k words

Another Dom!Miguel x sub!Male reader cus why not lol

During an intense chase for Miles Morales, You and the rest of the spider people chase after him. Miguel sends out orders to catch him by any means and by all costs. You lurk by the shadows and follow him, Miles thinks he's alone therefore he lets his guard down. it was easy pouncing on him and pinning him down. Miles looks frightened and stressed. Taking pity at the poor kid you decide to let him go. after all, he was just a teenager wanting to save his dad from dying. you also lost someone close when you were around his age and it took a long time to process that; let alone recover from it. wanting not to let the young boy be burdened of letting his dad die you chose to give him another chance.

When Miguel finds out what you did he was pissed. not in a way that he broods and puts his hands on his hips while he stays in his empty office. He was beyond angry, he was throwing shit around and yelling on the top of his lung. "GET ME (y/n), NOW!" He yells an order at the spider people, the tension in the room worsening as you enter his office. "Miguel? what's this? you're throwing a temper tantrum now?" Miguel stops dead in his tracks and slowly turns his head at you. "everyone out now." Miguel says in a cold and stern tone while the rest of the spider people leave immediately. "What is it now Miguel?" You say in an unamused and deadpanned manner while crossing your arms. "you let Miles Morales go didn't you?" Miguel's eyes were bloodshot and his veins were at the verge of popping.

His voice was deep and intimidating yet controlled and calm. the way he speaks slowly approaches you in a calm manner makes your skin crawl as his talons slowly flex while awaiting your answer. "He was just a kid Miguel he-" Miguel cuts you off mid sentence as he violently lunges at you and slams you to the ground, his weight crushing your whole body, the mass of his very muscle directly pressing directly against your tiny frame. "Don't be mad at me Miguel! Miles is just a kid!" Miguel growls and slams you again with such force it felt like a whole ton was dropped on you. making you wince in pain "agh!" You let out a heavy grunt as Miguel's arm slowly crushes your chest.

"Don't you dare tell me what to do," Miguel snarls, his eyes practically glowing with unbridled rage. "Miles is an anomaly, and he deserves to be contained. And you, you're just as bad for aiding in his escape."

He looms over you, his breath hot and heavy against your face. You can practically feel the heat emanating from his body.

"I won't let you go and risk him escaping again," he says, grabbing hold of your wrists and pinning them above your head. "Maybe if you had been loyal to me instead of helping an anomaly, we could have avoided this." Miguel's talons dig into your bare skin. it was painful but he didn't care, he only wanted to punish you hard enough you wont even think twice when he asks you to do something.

"Miles is just a kid Miguel! for fuck's sake give him a break! knowing that he's not even supposed to be a spider man and his dad might die is enough punishment for him!" You defend Miles Morales with all your strength, your hand gripping Miguel's strong and firm arms trying to prevent him from squishing you completely. "Shut your damn mouth." Miguel spat bitterly, he ties your hands up and shoots a spider web at your mouth silencing you and muffling your tiny voice. You squirm and struggle but Miguel's organic silk is too strong. Miguel chuckles as he gets up and watches you shift on the floor like a bug that's been tipped on its back. "Traitors need to be taught a lesson" Miguel's lips curl into a devious grin, he stares you down; his towering stature making you look like a speck of dust against him. As Miguel eyes your body down his eyes widen and he places a finger on his chin as if an idea popped into his head. Miguel grabs you by your waist effortlessly and places you down by this desk, your chest pressed against the wooden table; your lower body exposed while your legs and arms are bound. Miguel smacks your ass which induces a muffled moan from you, Miguel watches as your plump ass jiggles in front of him. He grabs a handful of your ass, his talons ripping apart your suit revealing your bare ass to him.

A smirk tugged at his face as he sees your rear in front of him, his eyes that was once fueled with rage now turned into one that resembles lust and desire. You try to kick him off but your efforts were futile as he dodges it with ease. he grabs your legs and spreads them. your entrance reveals itself as he forces your legs wide open. "You're quite the fighter," he said, his voice low and menacing. "But you're no match for me." Miguel's chuckle echoes through the room, deep and husky just enough to send shivers down your spine. He grabs your waist and turns you on your back. he removes the webs on your feet with ease and puts your thighs on his shoulders. "But you know what?" he murmured, his voice almost intimate. "I like a challenge." He places soft kisses against your thigh, his fangs grazing against your skin. His sharp canines threatening to pierce and cut your skin. Miguel's hands roams your sensitive body, feeling every curve and slopes of your smooth skin; Miguel suddenly presses his knee against your ass and balls making you squirm and making your cock twitch "mmmph! mm!" you say muffled with the spiderweb still on you mouth. You stare daggers at Miguel but that didn't stop him, he wanted to go even further

Miguel chuckled darkly as he felt you squirming beneath him, his body pressing even harder against yours.

"Your body betrays you," he murmured, his hands roaming even lower. "You might be fighting me now, but your cock is already hard and ready for me."

He dug his knee even harder into your backside, making you squirm even more. He loved the feeling of power it gave him, knowing that he had you completely at his mercy.

"But don't worry," he continued, his lips ghosting over your ear once again. "I'll take care of you. I'll make you feel things you can't even imagine. I'll teach you a lesson you will never forget." Miguel leans dangerously close against your neck, his fangs protruded and visible; He opens his mouth as if to bite you, you squirm and shake in fear as you watch his fangs prick your skin but instead he licks your neck, tasting your supple skin. The sensation of his warm tongue on your neck makes you tremble in relief. Miguel murmurs against your flushed complexion, "all you need to know is that I'm in charge. And I'm not going to let anyone threaten the safety of this multiverse."

He pulls away from you, admiring the sight of your beaten and half-naked body. "You look so good like this," he says, his eyes dark with desire. "All helpless and at my mercy."

Without another word Miguel leans in to kiss you, the warm exchange of his tongue brushing against yours makes you moan in pleasure. As he grinds his hips against yours, you can feel the hard length of his bulge pressing against your own. He's big, much bigger than any man you've ever been with, and you can't help but feel both excited and scared at the same time. "You like that, don't you?" he murmurs, his lips just inches away from yours. "You like feeling my cock pressed against yours, like this" He presses his cock harder against yours, his shaft squishing your balls; this sudden sensation makes you groan and squirm instantaneously.

He presses even harder against you, his body pinning you to the desk as he grinds his hips against yours. You can feel the emanating heat and hardness of his cock, and it's driving you mad with desire.

"Now, submit to me," he orders, his voice low and dangerous. "And maybe, just maybe, I'll spare you." You can feel your tense body start to slowly relax. You look into Miguel's eyes that looks like a furnace fueled by his desire to ravage you and swallow you whole. With that you nod slowly while breathing heavily through your nose.

Miguel smirks as he watches your body react to his touch, your cock hardening beneath the torn fabric of your suit.

"Good," he murmurs, his lips just inches away from yours.

With a flick of his wrist, he breaks the webbing holding your wrists up, allowing you to move your hands freely. He guides one of your hands down to his hard cock, urging you to touch him.

"Feel how hard I am?" he growls, his eyes locked with yours. "Feel how much I need you?"

He reaches down, teasing your cock through the fabric of your suit as he continues to grind his hips against you. "Now show me what you can do." your hands graze against his firm dick, Miguel's warm and veiny cock throbs against the palm of your hand. You move lower touching the tip covered by his foreskin, You slowly peel it back and reveal the slit of his member dripping with precum.

Miguel groans as he feels your hands wrap around his cock, his body shuddering with pleasure as you explore every inch of his erection. When your fingers finally reach his tip, he can't help but let out a low growl of desire.

As you peel back his foreskin, he hisses as the cool air hits the head of his cock, causing it to throb with anticipation. The sight of his precum dribbling down your fingers only serves to heighten his desire for you.

"Fuck," he murmurs, his hips bucking against your hand. "Don't tease me like that."

He takes your hand and guides it back to his cock, urging you to stroke him harder and faster. "That's it," he murmurs. "Just like that. Make me feel good." Miguel snarls while leaning his head back, He sighs and groans as you stroke it faster; you can feel his legs tense up knowing he's close to the edge, you abruptly stop deciding to play with him.

Miguel's eyes glint with anger as he feels you stop pumping his dick, his entire body tensing with frustration.

"Don't fucking test me," he growls, his hands grasping your shoulders tightly. "You don't want to know what happens when you make me angry."

He grabs a handful of your hair and tugs your head backward, his hips grinding against your hand. His hands roam your body, exploring every inch of your flesh.

"You're mine," he murmurs, his lips just inches away from your ear. "You always have been, and you always will be."

With a flick of his wrist, he tears your suit further, exposing even more of your bare skin. "And now, I'm going to take what's mine."

Miguel violently tears off the webbing from your mouth, but before you can speak his tongue invades your mouth. now your mouth is completely filled with his, the heated exchange felt like forever; your head started to feel hazy while Miguel kept constant pressure on your lips making sure you wont escape his grasp. finally, he pulls away a string of saliva connecting your lips to his. The room just got plenty hotter, you catch your breathe while wiping away the rope of saliva hanging from your lips. As if you just ran a marathon, your breathing became labored Miguel laughs in satisfaction, "that was just a kiss and you already look worked up" His eyes glued at your swollen lips and exposed body. "Prepare yourself boy, I wasn't even starting yet" Without wasting a second he presents his pulsating cock before you, urging you to start doing your job. "now... where were we?" Finally, you take him inside your warm mouth; your tongue swirls around his tip making him groan in pleasure, he grabs your head and plays with your hair as you suck him off.

Miguel's eyes roll back in pleasure as you take him into your mouth, your tongue exploring every inch of his aching shaft. He leans back against the desk, his hands gripping your hair tightly as you bring him closer and closer to the edge.

"Fuck," he groans, his hips bucking against your face as you feast on him. "You really know how to work me."

He moans again as you stroke his base, eliciting even more precum to spill from his cock. "More," he murmurs. "I need more."

With a low growl, he grips your head tightly, forcing you to take more of him into your mouth. "That's it," he hisses. "More." You continue to take him inside your mouth. every inch of his girth occupying your throat; his length pressing against your tongue, the tip of his dick hitting the back of your throat and his balls pressing against your chin.

He leans in, his lips just inches away from yours as he towers over you. "You think you're so strong," he hisses. "But you're nothing compared to me."

With that, he grabs you roughly, pulling you up from the floor as he presses his body against yours. His hands roam your body, exploring every inch of your flesh as he asserts his dominance over you. "And now," he murmurs, his breath hot against your ear. "You're going to submit to me, whether you like it or not." He moves his hands lower, teasing your crotch through the torn fabric of your suit. "And I can feel how much you want me," he growls. "Don't even try to deny it."

With one swift motion he inserts his finger inside you soft anal walls, his long and rough fingers stretching you out one by one. with every digit making you more and more loose for him; he then slowly inserts his tip inside you; starting slow at first, with caution and care but shortly after that you can see his lips turn into a malicious grin as he rams his whole length inside with wild abandon. he leans down, trailing hot, wet kisses along your neck and chest as he prepares to take you to a level you have never been before. Taking the opportunity, Miguel sees you in a cock drunk state with that in mind he sees that as a chance to start establishing a rhythm. He moves faster and faster, his hips slamming into yours with a power that leaves you gasping. "And you're going to come for me," he hisses. "You're going to come so hard, you won't even know your own name." Miguel focuses his attention to your hard and dripping cock, he slowly starts to stroke it with the same pace as his thrusting. Your body quivers and shakes with pleasure as Miguel over stimulates you; without another second you start to feel something erupting from your core. "yeah... that's it lose control" Miguel continues to pound your poor and beaten up rear, his thrusts now getting sloppier but rougher making sure to reach the deepest part of your sensitive spots.

"Miguel ah-" you try to formulate words but before doing so you finally reach your peak and orgasm. Your whole body quickly tenses up along with your soft anal walls squeezing down on Miguel's dick; you tilt your head back and let out the most ear splitting moan. "Mmm... that's it fuck-" With one final thrust Miguel buries his dick inside you as deep and as far as possible making sure your guts would be painted in his thick white-hot cream. Miguel doesn't pull out just yet, he leaves his cock inside you to make sure your guts remember him the next time you decide to be disloyal to your leader. "look at you, already on the brink of passing out" Miguel grabs your throat and starts to slowly thrust again, the seed in your gut slowly spilling out as his huge dick pushes everything out. "We're not done just yet" Miguel's deep and husky voice resonating fear and anticipation within your heart as he positions your legs above your head and starts to pound and blow the living shit out of your ass. You know this wont be the last time he treats you like this, his hard and rough touches scorches your mind as he fucks you deep into the night without any signs of stopping.

#miguel o’hara x male reader #miguel o’hara x reader #male reader smut #miguel o'hara #bottom male reader #spiderman 2099

[mqonlighting]

spideypool thoughts because i am back in my sm/dp phase and loving every goddamn second of it !!

- something about the way their dynamic is actually healthy??? yeah no FUCK the i-can-change-him idea, but rather the I-CAN-CHANGE-FOR-HIM idea??? obsessed and I love it in terms of spideypool

- i am ABSOLUTELY SMITTEN for the legendary fics where spidey gets jealous of himself and is left in a state of pure shock about it whenever wade’s swooning over his latest crush peter parker like SOMETHING ABOUT IT IS SO PETER OF PETER TO DO AND ITS FUNNY AND MAKES FOR A DELICIOUS IDENTITY REVEAL

- coming up to the topic of identity reveals I have a LOT to say about them, first of all I find them so important to the progression of wade and peter’s relationship. it’s important because maybe, on a more practical level, peter feels like wade has so much at his disposal to exploit his identity — but it’s that exact mindset that makes the big moment so special. who peter is behind the mask is him in a state of vulnerability; at the end of the day, spider-man is everyone’s shield and their great savior and protector — including peter’s. he feels like he has to be so strong and brave all the time and have his guard up, but the moment he takes off the mask, it means that he trusts you with his fragmented pieces and trusts that you won’t break them any further. NOW TAKE THAT IN THE CONTEXT OF SPIDEYPOOL, WHERE PETER FEELS LIKE HE HAS TO HATE WADE BECAUSE WADE IS WHO HE IS BUT HE TRUSTS HIM ANYWAYS AND DOESNT KNOW WHY. gold

- this is something that’s like said a lot but there’s something so interesting about the fact that wade and peter as characters actually have very similar principles and characteristic points — they’re both funny, both use humor and quippage to cope with the turmoil and struggle constantly thrown at them, and they were both thrown into the deep end at young age. where their characters begin to diverge are the morals and ideas formed by their unique and individual traumatic experiences and coping experiences. for example, if ben hadn’t died and peter’s rageful side and irresponsibility only consumed him, who’s to say he wouldn’t have become a murderous killer the same way wade was? or even a mercenary the same way Wade did to try and support himself financially and care for his family? and if wade had grown up in a supportive household and learned the price of his actions, who’s to say he wouldn’t have become a hero like peter? EXPERIENCES BUILD CHARACTERS AND THESE TWO HAVE SUCH INTRICATE CHARACTERS

- something about their perceptions of one another physically. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN ONE OF MY REPOSTS but the way peter is just an average, pretty good-looking guy and every time I write wade describing his features, it’s not “he’s hot” or “he’s sexy” or “he’s a model” but rather the small things no one would find beautiful or even unique about anyone. big, chocolate brown eyes, crooked, bashful smiles, the way he forgets to push up his glasses — literally who the fuck would care other than a person madly in love? EXACTLY.

- in correlation to the previous point, FICS WHERE PETER REASSURES WADE HE’S GORGEOUS IN EVERY WAY AND MEANS EVERY SINGLE WORD. if you love someone TRULY, nothing can be ugly about them. and peter sees the scars and wade thinks he’ll hate it but in reality peter adores it and thinks wade is unique and beautiful and interesting and all of that. AGH warms my lonely lonely heart

- wade would be very happy to do the upside down kiss. this is in fact a fic idea so by any means please treat this as a prompt

- BOTH DISASTERS BUT BOTH EACH OTHER’S DISASTERS!! look I love tired x hyper but something about these two being absolute hurricanes of awkwardness and then bonding over their weird ass references with occasional hints of tired x hyper banter makes my heart sing I honestly just love them (BONUS POINTS IF THE HINTS OF TIRED X HYPER IS DEADPOOL MAKING A FLIRTY STEAMY COMMENT, PETER GETTING FLUSTERED, AND THEN PETER TRIES TO HIDE IT WITH A TIRED EXHAUSTED ANGRY LINE OF DIALOGUE) or perhaps peter realizing Deadpool is a fun guy and unknowingly doing everything in his power to hang out with him mayhaps?????

anyways yep!! some of my incoherent head-empty-only-spideypool thoughts that I would like to share with the class ! < andd not to be a shameless self promoter but if you would like to see these thoughts written out then I’m on ao3 wink wink cough cough >

#spideypool #deadpool #peter parker #spiderman #thoughts #spideypool thoughts #ya know for the soul #spiderpool #spiderman x deadpool #wade wilson #comic spideypool btw pls don’t hate me #I LOVE THESE TWO #ON BREAK AND SUDDENLY THEYRE MY WORLD AGAIN #— mq ☽nshit

[fishyingrn]

Swap AU Aleheather post!!

I love love LOVED (agh I can't say it enough sorry!!) @swinginspaceagebachelorette 's au of TDWT (≧∇≦) ʃ♡ƪ !! It's specifically a swap au between Alejandro and Sierra, and the way she writes Alejandro is just so endearing to read! He's like a golden retriever that has random knowledge! The fact she lowered the psycho-stalker quality is what helped endear his swap personality especially!! I think I already pestered her in her comment section about his personality and appreciating the heck out of her writing there 😹 I doodled a bunch since I just loved her au sm!!!

But before I start dumping doodles I made from the fic, the link to her fic is here ! Make sure you have an AO3 account before you read of course though!!😸

NOW FOR THE DOODLES MAUHAHAHAHHAHA

This is a scene from the fic ♪(^∇^*)! It's from one of the most recent chapters (chapter 29)

Zoom out of the scene lol

I still find it funny and shocking that Heather is able to support the weight of a man over 6 ft on her head 🙀Her head's gotta be made of STEEL! Super scary just how strong it is! Steel is my only conclusion for her head strength.. (Yes I'm not going to acknowledge the shocked Gwen, her issue of the day! she partook in cheating like a gross person and in great irony considering her s1 ordeal with Heather & Trent (* ￣︿￣))

ANYWAYS ONTO THE HC SECTION!!

These hcs are Aleheather centric like the one above since they're cutie patooties in the fic AND it's an Aleheather fic what do u want from me..(～o￣3￣)～

I think it'd be a nice off screen past time that Alejandro info dumps to Heather and she's at least partially listening! The dynamic kind of reminds me of Phineas and Ferb's parents in a sense where the dad infodumps to the mom and she just listens + enjoys it(❁´◡`❁) I LOVE that dynamic btw! It's such an endearing dynamic that to find it in my fav tdi ship is so sweet (to me at least!)

Onto my next hc!

Since Alejandro is taking the place of Sierra in this au, I thought it'd be sweet that he also adopted her hobby of glitter glue crafts. You know who also has a hobby of glitter glue crafts?! HEATHER💥

I'd think in one of Alejandro's off screen infodumps, he talks about his hobby of glitter glue crafts, the techniques and brands related to the aforementioned to Heather! She'd slip out some of her knowledge and love for it, OR she immediately starts rambling back about glitter glue crafts!!

THAT'S RIGHT BABY ( •̀ ω •́ ) !

Swap!Aleheather bonding over GLITTER GLUE CRAFTS 💥💥Ugh just how much more cute can you get with that headcanon?!

Another hc incoming!!

Since Heather always has her hair up in a ponytail in the main series, I thought a nice way to show her trust is with her hair! In general her hair has always been something special to her, that's why she fought for a wig in season 2. Since an AMAZING amount of value is placed on her hair, her showing her trust to Alejandro through her hair would be a nice way to visually show she trusts him! Alejandro basically the only genuine bond she's shown to make in the series, canon and in the fic, so I think the swap hcs make it just all the more sweet (/▽＼) !! In a way, since to Swap-ejandro Heather is just a celebrity crush, this sort of interaction deepens their relationship and his feelings beyond just a celeb crush (❁´◡`❁)

NOW FOR THE LAST HC!

This one isn't an Aleheather hc, but moreso a hc focused on Swap-ejandro's appearance! I think that as a trade off, he's not as physically built as canon Alejandro but instead taller compared to him (which is scary considering canonically Alejandro is 6 ft..) Since he's in the place of Sierra in this AU, he probably has enough strength to fight off baboons, he probably just has a hidden build! In general, Sierra and Alejandro in this AU had their skills and personalities swapped, so as a result their backstories technically were too with some small tweaks! I think this AU has been fun to make a bunch of hcs in, congrats if u got to the end of me convulsively info dumping about my hcs on the awesome au (lll￢ω￢) !

Full credits to the author man! She's mega talented! Please support @swinginspaceagebachelorette's work and any future works from her! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

Signing off, hope this reaches the right audience!

#tdi #tdi au #tdi fanart #tdi fanfic #total drama fanart #td alejandro #aleheather #tdwt #tdwt alejandro #tdwt au #swap au #ship art #my hcs #tdwt hcs #tdwt fanart #tdwt swap au #small artist #my art #art tag #digital doodle #tdwt heather #total drama #tdi heather #tdi headcanons

[nightghoul381]

Melted by Aphrodisiac on this Night ～Fallen, Disheveled, Loved Keith Howell Premium End

This a fan translation so it is definitely not 100% accurate. I do not own anything related to Ikemen Prince. Support Cybird by buying their amazing stories!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Sweet End | Premium End | Epilogue

Keith: “Let’s give in to each other’s curiosity and have some fun, shall we? Emma.”

Keith opened the small bottle and drank it without hesitation.

(Eh, why…)

When I narrowed my eyes in surprise, Keith grabs my chin.

I had a bad feeling and tried to run away, but the hand around my waist didn’t let me, and the moment I saw his handsome face approaching me, I braced myself—

Emma: “Ngh…!?”

For some reason it was violently cut off.

I saw Keith with his hand over his mouth, frozen in place…

From his gently flickering eyes, it was obvious that he had been replaced by the kinder man.

Emma: “Keith, spit it out—”

Keith: “Ah…”

Emma: “Eh…?”

Keith: “…I drank it.”

Emma / Keith: “……”

It became silent—Keith hurriedly stood up to break the tension.

His eyes are swimming even more than they were before.

Emma: “Keith… are you alright? You drank all of it.”

Keith: “I’m alright. I feel nothing. Nothing at all. Perfectly normal.”

(As I say this, I feel like my face is turning red.)

Keith: “However, I don’t know how effecting this aphrodisiac is either, so I’ll excuse myself for tonight.”

Keith: “I’ll be okay. I’m used to poison, so I’m sure it won’t have that much of an effect on me.”

(Even if that is the case, I’m still concerned.)

Keith: “Well then, good night, Emma.”

As Keith turned his back to leave the room as usual, I instinctively reached out my hand.

Emma: “Keith, wait—”

Keith: “Ngh, agh……”

Emma / Keith: “……”

(Just now… was that Keith’s voice?)

The sweet, lewd voice makes my heart race, knowing I’ve heard something I shouldn’t have.

I felt Keith’s hand that I was holding suddenly become hot.

Keith: “That…”

Keith: “I’ve polluted your ears with my weird weed voice, sorry!”

Emma: “K-Keith, please wait…!”

Keith shook off my hand and ran out of the room.

(I can’t believe I can’t see Keith anymore! But I’m sure he’s headed for his room.)

I run down the quiet hallway.

(Mean Keith tried to give me the aphrodisiac, so he came to the front.)

It seems that it was because of this that the kind Keith accidentally drank it.

(I know that if I go to Keith now, I’ll embarrass him even more.)

(But…)

I had experienced the effects of the aphrodisiac candy just a litte.

Considering that what happened to Keith is much more than that, I can’t pretend I don’t know.

(If there’s something I can do…)

I arrive at Keith’s room and knock several times. No answer.

While apologizing in my heart, I inserted the key that Keith had given to me right after I came to Jade, into the keyhole.

When I opened the door timidly…

Keith was cowering in the corner of a dark, unlit room, hugging his knees.

Emma: “Keith.”

Keith: “Hang on, Emma. Don’t come any closer.”

An outstretched hand stops me.

Keith: “Five seconds…in that time I want you to run away. If I touch you now, I’ll definitely crush you.”

Emma: “….ngh.”

The eyes peeking out from behind his messy bangs seemed glazed, and his shoulders were rising and falling in pain.

Keith: “I’m glad you didn’t…drink it.”

The way he smiled and looked like he didn’t want to worry me made my heart tighten.

(I should be angry because I’m the one who caused this to happen.)

(How kind is Keith?)

Emma: “I can’t leave you to suffer, Keith.”

I moved my feet and crouched down next to Keith.

When I put my hand on top of the one holding his knee, his whole body trembled.

Emma: “Besides, I’m the one who created this situation. That’s why…”

I desperately suppress the shame that wells up in me and touch Keith’s cheek.

Emma: “Let me take responsibility.”

Keith: “R-Responsibility?”

Keith: “Eh, Emma, wait, no—ngh”

Emma: “Nn...”

I covered his lips, remembering the kisses that Keith always gave me.

I drop light kisses over and over again, just touching, and then gently trace my lips with my tongue.

Emma: “Nnngh…”

(Keith’s tongue is hot…)

Keith’s shoulders tremble as he clumsily twines our tongues, occasionally leaving a gentle bite.

He grabbed my arm as if to wait for me, but the grip was weak,

It looked like he was clinging to me and while I didn’t think that was a good idea, I also found it a little cute.

Keith: “Emma… ngh, wait.”

Emma: “It feels good, doesn’t it?”

Keith: “Don’t ask me that…ngh, it’s too mean.”

Emma: “I’m sorry. But if it makes you feel better, I want to do my best.”

Keith: “But you don’t have to try so hard… if you do, you’re going to end up in over your head.”

Keith: “If I continue like this, I’ll do terrible things to you.”

I give another kiss to Keith, who is desperately fighting against reason.

Emma: “It’s okay. I don’t mind you doing terrible things to me.”

Emma: “I want to see Keith messed up like this.”

Keith: “……”

My eyes widened along with Keiths at the words that spilled out of my mouth.

(I don’t know why I’m saying such embarrassing things.)

As if to hide my hot cheeks, I run my hands over Keith’s shirt and undo the buttons one by one.

I traced his toned body and brushed my lips over his neck and shoulders.

(Keith’s heart is pounding so hard.)

The hot breath spilling from his lips, his eyebrows drawn together as if he was holding back, his chest rising and falling, everything feels terribly agitated.

Keith: “Ngh….Emma, you’re doing that on purpose.”

Emma: “Eh?”

Keith: “You’re trying to make me make weird sounds….ngh, with how you’re touching me.”

Emma: “…I remembered the voice I heard in the room…”

Keith: “Forget that….aaghh…”

(Ah…)

The corners of my mouth quirk up at the faint sound of a sweet voice.

Keith noticed this, lowered his eyebrows, and made a sullen face.

Keith: “Ngh, Emma’s mean…”

Emma: “I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.”

(…but it was so cute.)

(Do you always feel like this, Keith?)

The sight of my lover reacting every time I touch him makes my love swell almost painfully.

(Next…)

I slowly lowered the hand that was touching his skin and traced the white bottoms without thinking.

At that moment, my hand suddenly stopped.

(…hang on.)

(Taking responsibility now means I’ll have to do it from now on as well.)

(Keith always treats me well. From now on…)

In my head, the nights I had spent with Keith played through my mind.

I realized it too late, and my whole body became so hot that I felt like I was going to collapse.

(Ah…what should I do? Maybe I can’t do it.)

Emma: “…Keith…”

I look at Keith as if to ask for help.

That wasn’t right.

Emma: “Nnghh…!?”

Suddenly, I’m picked up and rolled over onto his bed.

I didn’t have time to be surprised when a large body covered mine…

Keith: “Emma, you said I could, so it’s fine.”

Emma: “What is…?”

Keith: “You said I could do terrible things.”

Keith: “Can I see you getting worked up at my inability to be nice?”

Looking down, Keith had the face of a greedy, starving beast, without a trace of kindness.

#ikemen prince #ikepri #ikemen prince translation #ikepri translation #keith howell #ikepri keith #ikepri keith howell #ikemen prince keith #ikemen prince keith howell

[stxrmylxve]

First time w/ shuji hanma 🤭

pairing: hanma x gn!reader

Notes: heavy smut (duh), dacryphilia, cussing, mentions of a belly bulge, teasing

A/N: you literally are the best i was just thinking about him omg 🙏🙏

Special Mentions: @sleepysnk @sin-and-punishment

“Damn, you mean you’ve never fucked someone?”

“Well I’m sure you have since you think you’re so handsome, huh?”

“If that was an insult, I took it as a compliment, y/n.”

This useless argument had started from simply playing truth or dare on a late school night. You should have been studying, but who cares, you didn’t like the class anyways.

“Want me to be your first?” hanma asks nonchalantly, making you almost choke on your drink and cough.

“What? Why would you say that?” you ask, wiping around your mouth with a frown.

“Well I’m not dumb, I’ve seen the way you look at me.” hanma barks out a laugh as your face went beet red. You pondered the thought as hanma went and grabbed another drink, considering the pros and cons of it.

I mean, it was tempting. You have had a small schoolgirl crush on him for years now, something you thought would go away, so maybe this would kill it down once and for all?

“Let’s do it.” you blurt as soon as he walks into the room, plopping down onto the bed as the surprised man came fully into the room and shut the door.

“Really?” he asks, almost wordering if you were teasing, as you nodded your head.

“Sure, why not? I’ve got nothing to loose besides my virginity here.” you say with a grin as he sighs.

“Let me guess, you don’t own condoms?” hanma deadpans as your smile drops.

“I’ll go grab some from up the street. Just prep yourself while I’m gone.” he brushes your frown off as he grabs his phone and walks out.

“Well? Saying how much of a fuckin’ crybaby you have been with your whining and all, I’d say you’ve been enjoying yourself.” hanma comments as he presses down on your stomach, watching in awe as your head gets thrown back again.

“I-ngh- jeez!” you exclaim as you shoot him a glare, making his face light up with a grin as he takes his hand away.

“Why do you act so mighty? Your face looks beautifully fucked out, just for me. Want me to take a video to show you?” hanma coos as he reaches for his phone, his eyes not straying away for a second of your trembling figure as he admires the love marks he had made along your neck. His eyes flickered down to his wrists, small crescents being etched into the top of his hand as your face twisted.

“Oh? You gonna’ cream on this cock? Fuckin’ do it baby.” hanma says as you let out a small whine, your hips coming up via his bruising grip as he angles himself even deeper.

“You son of a- agh” you call out as an orgasm tears through you, hanma at least having the courtesy to slow down so you could go through your high.

“See? That wasn’t so bad.” he says with a groan, doubling over into your chest.

The creaking of the door is heard from downstairs as hanma sighs, getting off of your now sleeping form. He quickly cleans you up and writes a small note, hopping out of the window before he was caught.

Though it was short and sloppy, it wasn’t the worst for your first. Plus, he needed a good high like that. And a video to jerk off to. I mean, you nodded your head saying he could have it so, oh well.

In the morning, you woke up to a sticky-note with his number and a sloppy ‘we should do that again’ at the bottom.

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[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

CW: panic attack, disease

Sandra’s last chapter started... 🌼😞

The next day I went to Sandra to pick up Liam. S. was the middle of moving. She asked me to take care of her little one. Before I went to her, I was in the hospital. My doc called me. He wanted to examine me again. It was about my blood levels. My leukocytes were elevated and since I was pregnant, he was a bit worried.

Though this was nothing new to me (my elevated Leukos), I was still scared as hell, when I got the call from the hospital. I was so terrified, that I got a panic attack.

Sandra: Did you have enough money for the cab? Why didn’t you call your parents to get you, or Daniel?

Me: Daniel has an appointment. I called my Mom. But it would have taken too long to wait for her. She was on the phone with me during the whole ride to distract me. She was so worried, it made me even more nervous, so I called you. And of course I had money with me.

Sandra: Now you're here & safe. You don’t have to be afraid, A.! Everything will be fine! Just continue to take those deep breaths..... Come, lay down on the couch.

Me: ..... Sorry S., but now I just don't want to be hugged. Pls don’t stress me!!

Sandra: Okay, I leave you alone. I won’t touch you, A... Try to relax.

Me: Thanks S.... Tell me something. What’s Liam doing?

Sandra: He’s asleep, but he’ll wake up soon. Yk, if this gets too much for you today with Liam, I can ask my Mom, or I take him with me? I just thought it would be good for you and Daniel to spend a day alone with Liam. Kind of.... a test.

Me: Daniel is good with Babies. Liam loves him. But you’re right! Now that I’m pregnant.... Let’s see, if Daniel even wants to take care of a Baby with me.

Sandra: I trust Daniel and you anyway. Is everything ok with you two? He seemed so quiet the other day.

Me: I slept with him last night. But.... agh, Idk? He's been so cold to me, this morning. Anyway, I don't wanna talk about it.

Sandra: Okay then.... tell me how your check up was? Why do you worry sm?

Me: Same damn issue as always.... My doc wanted to examine me more closely. He did an ultrasound to see if any white blood cells had accumulated in my organs. They’ll call me as soon as they get the results. But my Baby's fine. He told me not to worry.

Sandra: I know you’re terrified of being seriously ill. But you’re fine, A.! Your Baby is fine too, you just have to do something about your panic attacks. Did you take your pills?

Me: Yes! But I know why I got a panic attack. I’ve been thinking too much about the shit Irma told me six months ago. Daniel saw her. And just this morning, I also got that call from my doc. Right after D. told me about Irma that weirdo. You know?

As Sandra and I kept talking, the doorbell rang. Sandra told me she met a nice guy. He was her new neighbor. They met in that building/house, where her new apartment was. She liked him. He offered to help Sandra with the move, so he came by today.

While Sandra opened the door to her new neighbor, I walked over to Liam’s nursery. The little one woke up, but was still a bit tired. I stroked his head and smiled at him. As soon as Liam noticed me, he stretched out his arms, to take him out of his crib. So cute. Together we went back to the living room, where I put Liam in his high chair. At that moment Sandra’s new neighbor entered her apartment.

As I turned around, I saw a tall, young man standing in front of Sandra. While I was waiting for S. to introduce me to him, I noticed how she looked at him.  It was obvious, Sandra had a crush on that guy. Hm?... Ok, I got it! S. wanted to be alone with him. That’s why she needed me as a babysitter.

All right, then it's time for me to call Daniel to pick me & Liam up. I texted him. He’ll be there in a few minutes, but before Liam & I left, Sandra of course introduced me to her new... friend?

Sandra: That’s the...... nice guy, I told you about. Dario. He helps me with wallpapering and building up some furniture.

Me: Hey, D.! I'm Aleksa. Nice to meet you.

Dario: Hi!

Me: Um, well! You two are busy today. Can you please pack Liam’s things, S.? Daniel's already down there waiting for us.

Sandra: It's all done. I just have to get his sleeping bag. But we’ll help you carry his stuff in the car.

Me: C'mon sweetie! Uncle Danny’s waiting for you.

I didn’t talk much to Sandra’s new friend that day. From the first impression he seemed okay, but.....no! This guy’s gonna be S.’s worst nightmare, her..... end.😞 Some of you know what I’m talking about. Anyway, rn I don’t want to say more about him. At first everything seemed perfect. They were both in love and happy with each other, for almost 2 years. But unfortunately this guy was..... a psycho. 😔😢

And Daniel, he didn’t know Liam was gonna stay with us. But somehow D. knew, that I wanted to.... test him, to see if he could take care of a Baby with me. Well, let's see... 😬

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#ts4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #rl story #myrlgameplay #cw pregnancy #cw illness #Sandra's last chapter

[headcanonstation]

Joker/Ren writing about crush

its been a while since I drove the train, but time to dust it off and try to get it back up and running. Give me a bit to remember the controls and lets hope we don’t crash~

We all remember how he has that handy dandy saving book right 

His diary, if you will

Mans already writes about a lot of his life anyways, so to an extent, why wouldn’t that possibility extend to his feelings 

Our boy here certainly writes about his crush 

More so if he isn’t dating them

As he writes, he gets this silly little smile on his face, his eyes going soft and seeming to just be in dreamland

its so precious and cute 

Usually, he doesn’t mind his friends teasing him about his crush- but tease him about him writing about them and he will more than likely get a little flustered

Uses it to kind of just to be able to shamelessly gush about how cute and adorable you are overall

Your smile, laugh, voice, what you two did that day, and that sparkle in your eyes- 

Agh, your too cute

He’ll also just write about how you just make him feel all the time

Is also mostly using this to “bide his time” when it comes to the concept of a potential confession to you

While relatively shameless about... 90% of things, his journal entries about you are for him and him only

He isn’t really keen on sharing whatever it is he wrote to anyone- even if you two end up together, he’s still more thank likely not gonna show it to you

His friends know about his writing though, I mean, the guy seems to write about everything 

So they kind of more so guess that’s part of what he’s doing, but its more of a “I’m guessing, but I’m pretty sure I’m right more than actually guessing on this”

If anyone asks what he’s writing about, he’s gonna kind of just brush it off and say just about plans or what he’s planning to do that day

Honestly, the concept of his journal entries fluster him more than he would expect it to

He likes going back and reading some of the entries, as it’ll give him memories of the day when you two hung out and relieve some of those memories

I mean, he’s got pictures too. But reading it just hits a bit different than a picture

Even when he starts laying it on thick of his crush on you, he’ll continue writing

Though that writing will start having some more “frustration” in it if your not catching on

But on the same note he feels he can’t even blame you because he doesn’t help his case at all- he playfully flirts with his friends, so no wonder you may not be taking it seriously

Morgana has read them, because of course he has

“Oh-ho-ho, so that’s why you’ve been writing a storm-”

Not happy about it ™

But what is he gonna do? I mean, Morgana is with him practically every second of the day- it was kind of bound to happen eventually, whether he liked it or not

If you ever read any of it, please save him the embarrassment and don’t bring it up

This is legit probably one of the few things that will get him so flustered

#persona 5 #headcanons #akira kusuru #akira kusuru x reader #ren amamiya #ren amamiya x reader #persona 5 x reader #conductor galaxy #persona 5 headcanon #persona 5 imagines

[mako-neexu]

im still overwhlemed but again, netsuyumi's obeguda today is amazing.

to drink poison just like that? seriously, your heart will never go back to the way it was anymore. it is said to be a lethal dose that can kill you on the spot too? isnt your heart too transparent? its a good thing oberon came in time and saved guda before the man administered sleeping pills to guda's drink next so he can sell guda to the black market...

i think this is my first time seeing a comic where the extreme poison immunity of guda is addressed. "a woman who is foreign immortal would fetch a fine price"... i love it when i read it. not only is it just poison, but alcohol as well... the said details made me scream. wait i just noticed now but theres three cups!?!?!? did you give guda THREE cups of extremely lethal poison? www this guy ww eugh my heart cant take it!! i love the detail of the man getting scared of guda, naturally. but going back i like this guy's thinking. crushing the nerves in guda's hand, cutting guda's throat so as not to leak info after administering sleeping pills in the next drink... only then he sells her to the black market for a high price...

ahh oberon saving her just at the right time is amazing but ugh guda heart transparent moment was the best. you worried over the one who poisoned you first? guda didn't even care if it was poisoned or the alcohol was something else... she simply had the hunch about the man she was conversing with. and the look in guda's face drives me insannnneeeeeeeeeeeeee

the heart is transparent at its finest <3 although there is no evidence of poison in the drink/s, if she refused to drink she might not have gotten information at all. if she did drink it (if it is a poison that would instantly kill), the man would loosen his lips on the info guda needed... because there was no other. choice.

"If it ever happens again, I'm sure I'll make the same choice again. As much as possible, singularities should be resolved early because its preferable. I don't think its wrong if I act for that matter."

also yumi's end notes for that is being: if the singularity is resolved quickly, if it will only endanger guda and not anyone else... that is guda's reasoning....

THEN OBERON'S FAIRY EYES MOMENT GODDDDDDDDDDDD "i know why oberon is angry" "sorry. it was thoughtless of me to do that"

what are you doing!!!! youre making me fear for you gudaaaaa!!! OBERON'S POV THOUGH!! AGHHGGH!!! AGH! "sorry if thats how you see it." "no matter what i will say,your way of thinking will not change. because your circumstances wont allow you to" WONT!!!!!!!!! ALLOW!!! YOU TOO!!!!!!!!

the omakes made me laugh though wwwwwwww the guy now tied up went from "oi, ill bribe you with money! side with me and catch that woman and sell her to the black market!" to ("ah this insect looking guy likes her so-") "along with the money, you keep the woman, wdyt?" to also eventually having thoughts of "on top of this woman having a strong heart, she has a pretty face...maybe ill make her mine." and oberon progressively just wanted to kill him then and there its so funny wwwwwwwwwwwwww

#fate grand order #obeguda #fgo #fujimaru ritsuka #guda #oberon vortigern #ugh netsuyumi obeguda is amazing as alwayss

[saccharinemeat]

What are your opinions on Hfjone ships?

oh fucking man

okay imma get crucified , but here we go. opinion on popular ones + my own rareship

Liam/Bryce

fucking SUCKS. it can only work if you're self aware about how absolutely awful and hurtful liam is,and i feel from what ive seen that the fandom just reduces them to 'omg doomed yaoi' and like, woobifies them. This ship only and only works as one sided,forced and extremely toxic (in my eyes). Bryce deserves better than Liam, and liam relentlessly hurts Bryce down to the very goddamn end (← i say this as someone who is currently fuckin obsessed with liam and self recognizes in him 😐)

Liam/Amelia

I like this one. I feel like theyre pretty good for each other, although, it's sort of a doomed one,in the sense of how it would work only if they were to be in the plane forever. I do feel like Amelia sort of lost herself in the plane forever. If those two ever got out, he'd have to take some charge on their shared recovery and Liam is NOT gonna deal with that well. Still a cute ship,and I like it.

Amelia/Charlotte

...why? this feels like pairing the leftover main characters because everyone is focused on the Boys TM. they dont really have any chemistry,like,even theorically i feel like they wouldn't mesh well,unless you wanna make Amelia basically Charlotte's therapist. But yay, women! i can't be mad about this one,really. I don't mind it

Liam/Airy

Lairy is...complicated, emotionally. I can see it actually being a thing,but it's really in a fucked up way. definitely a 'i hope we both die' kind of pairing. I think about it and it gives me heartache that i cant explain. it hurts because they both are awful in different ways but also they are trying. I will say i do enjoy it but in a way that makes me hurt. lots of angst there. I think this one especially benefits from becoming a ship that happens after moldpack being A thing

Liam/Charlotte

Okay this one is not popular,in fact i feel like nobody but me is into it but theres so much potential here. especially the way they would be so horribly,terrifyingly bad to each other. I can imagine Charlotte getting out instead of Bryce,and how different it all would be. her prideful nature and liam's manipulative tendencies are so deliciously wrong. I feel they would bring the worst out of each other. I have a lot to say about them but like. Consider those first 5 months. Liam was as isolated as Charlotte was,he only sorta rejoined the others in the last two months stretch, and I think they might've interacted during that. And just, Charlotte WOULD be interested in solving the mystery,she would jump on that chance because she needs control and Liam would be elated at first and horrified later and AGH it would be so messy and interesting. please ask me more about moldpack. im the charlotte/liam person number 1 fan now.

and now rapid fire other ships,

Oscar/Bryce - can see it,and i feel like it makes sense within Bryce's trauma streak. I can imagine them bonding and it getting a bit too close

Bryce/Stella - I wish this had more exploration,object shipcest is so insanely rare. I like it

Taylor/Amelia - kinda cute,can see it if taylor stayed in the plane. Especially if it starts as a sort of one sided crush that goes too far

Liam/Owen - this is cute,can kinda see it but only in a no-show scenario (as in, ONE never happened and this is a coworker romance thing)

Charlotte/Parker - it upsets me,but i can see them as having hooked up once and Parker catching feelings while Charlotte is super uncomfortable about it and that explains that weird tension.

Bryce/Amelia - eh. sure? it's cute but i dont care for it a lot. also i dont care for sodacentpack a lot,but it's better than sodapack alone i Guess. get ♣️'d lmao

ALSO, the crackship/crossover with showvember

Airy/Popcorn - NO. piss off the joke is boring and lame and IDK i hate it.

#proship #antis dni lmao #hfjone #hfjone ships #hfjone spoilers #moldpack #charliam #osc

[rosinbae]

attention ⋆ insanely in love

◜✧◞ PAIRING ─ kim taerae x male!reader

◜✧◞ SYNOPSIS ─ ever since he can remember, jang y/n has always had a crush on park hanbin. every other day he simply couldn't help but giggle and kick his feet at the sight of him, but now as his senior year begins, he finds his feelings for someone else, specifically his best friend kim taerae, to be much stronger than any feelings he could have had for park hanbin.

◜✧◞ LINKS ─ masterlist | next

for the longest time ever, jang y/n has had the absolute biggest crush on park hanbin.

the two of them have been friends since they were kids, since they were neighbors, and oh shit as soon y/n saw him he simply—fell—like all he could do was keep falling and there was no stopping.

it's funny, actually, how he's so obvious with his crush, a crush that has been ongoing for almost his whole entire life and hanbin still has yet to notice, y/n is honestly frustrated.

still, his frustration withers away every time he sees hanbin smile, or his dimples, or hear him tell a stupid joke that he'll laugh at in a matter of seconds.

he's simply stuck in a loop, a loop of being in love with someone who doesn't love him back.

how very unfortunate.

"y/n, are you even paying attention?"

y/n blinks, his mind racing. he turns to the source of the voice, and is met with a very annoyed kim taerae, who scoffs and rolls his eyes.

"what?" he asks, having no idea on what the context was for the current situation.

"too busy ogling at park hanbin" lee jeonghyeon comments, not absentmindedly because he laughs at y/n's circumstances as he says those words.

"i wasn't!" he immediately rebuts, turning away as he feels taerae's judgmental gaze. "i was.. um uh— zoning out!"

"yeah zoning out on park hanbin's—"

"shut up junghyun!"

the younger holds his hands up as if to surrender, smiling cheekily at y/n as he feels jeonghyeon pinch him in the waist, a small yelp emitting from him as he does so.

taerae scoffs as he watches his friends, looking at y/n through his peripheral vision. "you don't have to lie y/n, how long have you even had a crush on him at this point?"

taerae had also been y/n's friend since they were kids, the two of them were so close people asked if they were dating almost every other week, the only answer they know they'd receive is a no from y/n whilst taerae just shakes his head.

but they definitely seem more compatible than y/n and hanbin..

taerae has always been vocal about his love for y/n, they're just friends! nothing new, he treats all of his friends like how he treats y/n—

but that technically isn't true with all of the extra amounts of affection he makes sure to give him..

they can't be anything other than friends, taerae knows about his absolutely insane crush on park hanbin and won't interfere with that, even if his feelings aren't exactly platonic.

just like how hanbin is oblivious to y/n's obvious crush on him, y/n is oblivious to whatever else taerae may be feeling about him..

what an interesting situation!

"i know.." he mutters, and taerae covers his face with his hand as he laughs. "i just— it's kind of getting ridiculous, you know? i've had a crush on this man for a whole decade now and all he's done is give me a fake 'i love you back'!"

"can't you just tell him?"

"i did! kinda! twice! and he laughed! apparently he thought i was joking!"

taerae blinks, a small chuckle leaving his lips as his mind drifts off to the thought. "you know what? that's a super park hanbin characteristic".

"right?" y/n responds. "he's just so—agh! i hate that he doesn't notice my love but i also love him too much to do anything about it".

the words hit taerae in a place, he feels a little weird as he hears those words. he loves him too much to do anything about it.. he feels his heart sting as he takes them in.

why does he feel jealous? he shouldn't. his best friend loves someone else and he respects that.

though he could definitely treat him so much better..

still, taerae keeps his mouth shut, not letting out any of his thoughts just in case he says something he may regret.

he still has that weird feeling, though, it just won't go away.

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@jinkiseason, @big-uwu-stan, @harus-simp, @zerobaseonefics, @hwangsm1le

#attention : kim taerae #kim taerae #zerobaseone #zb1 taerae #zb1 imagines #zb1 drabbles #zb1 scenarios #kim taerae x reader #kim taerae imagines

[petchricor-creates]

Can I get a writing request for Max x Neil? Nothing is still so maybe when Neil realizes he liked Max or the other way around 

Here ya go! I decided to write from Max's perspective on this one. Enjoy!

“Fuck!” Max shotued, kicking the crate he had been using as a table in his tent. “This is fucking bullshit!” Max hated everything right now. Well, almost everything. Neil was the exception, as he always was. However, that’s what he was mad about right now.

Stupid Neil and his stupid cute face.God damn him and his stupid cute face and pretty hair. Max groaned in frustration, throwing himself onto his cot with a sigh. He rubbed his face. He hated this. He wasn’t the type to catch feelings, especially not like this. He’d never even had a crush before, what were you supposed to do with them?

Confessing wasn’t an option. He didn’t even want to think about telling Neil about how he felt. Besides, they were only middle schoolers, these feelings would all fade away before they erached highschool and then Max would have another crush that would fade away before adulthood. THen he’d finally date someone, maybe, and then those feelings would also fade away. Probably be a nasty divorce too.

It was a vicious cycle of stupid feelings making things awful, as usual, and Max wanted nothing to do with it.

“Hey, Max?”

Fuck.

“What!?” Max shouted, sitting up. “What do you and your stupid hair want, Neil!?”

“Jesus!” Neil said with a scowl. “What’s your problem?”

“You are!” Max yelled, pointing an accusing finger at Neil, who looked shocked.

“Wha-me? What did I do?”

“Have stupid hair!” Max yelled before groaning in frustration and falling back onto his cot. Well, this was going super duper well.

“What’s my hair got to do with it? Max, are you feeling alright?” Neil went to go touch ihs forehead and Max whacked his hand away, sitting up a little to glare at Neil. Neil frowned. “Max, seriously, you’re not making any sense, maybe you have heat exhaustion? Oh! I’ll go get David!”

“Don’t you dare!” Max grabbed Niel by the wrist, yelping when that got him face first on the floor somehow. How fast had Neil been going? “Ow.”

“Oh my god! Are you okay!?” Neil ran over, helping Max to his feet. Max grumbled, wiping the first from his face.

“I’m fine,” he muttered. “But if you go get David, I’ll end you!”

“Alright, alright! Jesus, Max, what’s wrong?”

“You’re what’s wrong!” Max gestured angrily with his hands. He growled in frustration when Neil looked at him like he was cazy. God fucking damn it! Max sat back down on his bed. “Leave me alone!” 

“Max! You can’t just tell me to leave you alone like this!”

“Can too.”

“Max!”

“What!?”

“C’mon man, what’s wrong?” Neil asked, his voice downtrodden. “And why are you so upset with me? What did I do wrong?”

“Nothing, you didn’t do anything wrong! Ugh, I don’t wanna talk about this!” Max shouted, hiding his head under his pillow. “Just leave me alone!”

“I’m so confused,” Neil muttered. “Max, can you please just tell me?”

“No!”

“Max!”

“AGH!” Max sat up, grabbed Neil by the collar, and pulled him in for a kiss on the cheek. Max immediately laid back down, hiding his head under his pillow again as he felt himself go a dark red.

“Oh,” Neil said quietly. How articulate of him. “Max?”

“What?”

“Do you…do you, like like me?”

Max threw the pillow off his head and glared at Neil indignantly. “You did not just say ‘like like’.”

“Eheh, sorry.”

“You are such a god damn dweeb!” Max shotued. He squeaked when Neil kissed his cheek.

“You don’t seem to mind too much!”

“SHUT UP!”

#fanfiction #my writing #writing #fanfic #camp camp #max x neil #mail #meil #? #donno what the ship name is lmao

[ireallycouldnotbebothered]

•Crush on a co-worker•

summary - (timeskip)Bokuto is now a professional volleyball player who has developed a little crush on his personal trainer/adviser. His mind starts to race as his thoughts start to get more and more dirty.

warnings- masturbation, item stealing,swearing(?)

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"Bokuto remember to talk to the nutritionist about editing your diet okay?" you said to the owl haired man in front of you.

"you only have one practice match this week so rest up!" you said giving him a warm smile.

"thanks y/n I don't know what I'd do without you." He said as you packed up your things.

"Are you sure you don't want me to drive you home,there's no issue!" He said, just as you were about to walk past the door.

"Don't worry about it, I'm okay with the train,you're such a gentleman I'll see you tomorrow!"

"Bye y/n" he waved as you left the meeting room

Fuck why is she so hot.

Bokuto didn't know when he had developed this little crush on you. He felt like a child, why couldn't he tell you?

You were just so pretty and your personality made his heart melt. His mind was starting to race now. He locked the office door and sat on a chair quickly unzipping his pants to reveal a rock hard cock.

He slowly started to pump his cock as thoughts started to spin around.

"She would be an amazing wife -ugh- and our kids would look so pretty"

"I bet she's suck my cock real good as well-oh yeah - she'd fuck me real good wouldn't you y/n?"

As he neared his climax all he could think of was shoving his cock deep inside of you, pumping at an inhuman speed and finally releasing his load into you.

"Fuck she's so hot -aghh- I'm about to cum -ugh- fuck y/n"

As he continued to chant your name lost in complete lust he didn't notice your small gasp as you entered the room.

"Oh Bokuto" you said looking at the sight infront of you which was just amazing. His hair was now messy and his shirt was buttoned down giving you a perfect view of his abs.

You looked at him and he looked at you.

He felt a jolt of confidence suddenly, he had no idea where he had got it from but right now all he wanted was you to suck his cock and he was going to get it.

"y/n be a good girl and come kneel down right here" he demanded pointing right in front of his cock" his voice sounded so hot to you, it was as if he'd told you this a thousand times before and you should know this.

If you weren't under the impression that he was dating someone then sure you would of kneeled down before he even finished sentence.

""woah woah Bokuto aren't you dating Cynthia (random bitch) and also I just forgot my card I ought to be goin-"

"y/n why the hell would I even think about dating Cynthia when you're right here, huh? Also I don't ask twice, come over here and kneel down."

Fuck, he was just so hot it's not like you could just walk out of here.

"Fine, never knew you'd be the dominant type Bo" you said as the nickname rolled of your tounge.

You bent down in front of him grabbing his cock into your hands.

"How long have you been imagining this Bo?" you asked as you slowly started to pump his cock.

"-fuck- such a long time" he whispered as you started to pump faster.

"i wanna hear you say how much of a slut your are, i mean come on kotarou in the office?" you said in a scolding voice.

"Oh fuck y/n please,please keep going -agh- I'm close -fuckk-" he moaned out loud.

You continued to pump his cock at a fast,continuos speed until he finally released all over your hand.

Suddenly, Bokuto came back to his senses, oh fuck.

"Oh shit y/n i-i'm so sorry you just wanted your card didn't you ahh I fucked up" he said covering his face with his hands.

He had no idea what came over him it was just that he had been imagining this for so long and your were right there, right there infront of him.

Before he continued to apologize over and over you grabbed him by the chin.

"Just shut up and kiss me dumbass" you said looking him straight in the eyes.

He grabbed your chin, and gave you a long,passionate kiss.

You both smiled at each other, "hmm your house or mine?" he chuckled at your flustered face.

"I don't know I'll guess we'll see,let's go"

He quickly zipped up his trousers and grabbed his bag. He took your hand and the both of you walked out of the office room (with your card this time) both very happy with the way your day had ended.

"Hey by the way, since when did you ever like me?" you asked.

"Uh since forever" he replied

#haikyuu #anime #Bokuto #fanficanime #smut #bokuto kōtarō #bokuto koutaro x y/n #bokuto x you #bokuto scenarios #manga #haikyu x reader #haikyuu!! #bokuto x female reader

[blazethecheeto]

Rant about Black Siren. I know you want to. Go. (Favorite moment, favorite ship with them etc.)

oh my god. you don't even know the freedom you've given me right now anon.

OKAY SO- (rip if u click keep reading)

i absolutely adore siren, probably my favourite character in arrow, and i love her humour, her sass, her confidence, her softness, literally everything about her.

fave moment: dude you're joking- there are so many. one of my favourite moments is definitely the episode where she goes to court for oliver's appeal (because felicity asked her to!) and she says '"the hardest thing to do is to be a hero when no one expects you to be". and dinah was watching. and when she gets out she is confronted by her and she tries to deny it but AGH that moment murdered me it was when she really redeemed herself.

another moment i love is when she opens up to felicity about her dad dying. just her vulnerability and sadness that we really never got to see until that moment? ugh it's so good.

and of course there's the moment where she absolutely destroys cayden james and the other guys in the room with one scream after the power dampener breaks. i love when she shows her actual potential with her powers, like with siren-x, because that's one thing that pisses me off.

the arrow writers really like to make black siren the sidekick of the main generic white man villain and it makes me so mad, because LET HER BE THE VILLAIN!! SHE'S WAY MORE INTERESTING AND SO MUCH MORE POWERFUL.

i never got why siren wouldn't just like. kill diaz, or cayden, or prometheus or any of the men she 'owed her life to' because she absolutely could. she could destroy them all in seconds, yet the writers continuously made her their slave and spy. it limited her potential. we barely knew ANYTHING about her backstory or personality.

i'm very very glad in s7, she gets to shine more on her own and also gets to be super gay as she should.

fave ship: OKAY SO- i obviously ship sirenwatch (felicity x siren) and dinahsiren (dinah x siren). i really can't choose, because both are literally so good for different reasons.

dinahsiren is THE enemies to lovers ship. i mean, she literally killed dinah's boyfriend, and then dinah almost killed her, and they both have similar powers and are arch-enemies and always are gunning to one-up each other. but there's this obvious sexual tension there with the flirting/insults?? like hello.

i mean take a look at their DIALOGUE for a second and look me in the eye to tell me it isn't a classic enemies to lovers banter.

“God, you are such a bitch.” “Yeah, it takes one to know one, sweetheart.” -

“That is not why I'm here and you know it.” “Aww, did you miss me? So sweet.”

siren literally winking at dinah? dinah saying 'you like that?' after pinning her against the wall as she puts a collar on her?????

oh and that doesn't even go INTO s7 and s8. when dinah stops siren from killing someone because even though they hate each other, like she says- 'if anyone knows the real her, the true her, it's dinah'. them starting to bond and slowly become frenemies, begrudgingly working together, to becoming partners, to dinah singing 'i'm in love with you' while looking wistfully at siren from across the room?!?!

anyways now sirenwatch which i've also fallen in love with because of the classic grumpy x sunshine dynamic. felicity absolutely had a crush on laurel in s1 and you cannot convince me otherwise, so this is a strange sight to have her back- but she's not her laurel. just like how siren sees this felicity as not her felicity. (e2 laurel and felicity hooked up. trust me bro.)

s7 was the season that awoke all the sirenwatch shippers. like. siren starting to see felicity in a different way than the bubbly, sweet girl that she thought she was. felicity asking for help to torture a man and siren trying to stop her from doing so. she's basically her protector. they're so killersnow coded. siren's awkwardness at trying to ask her out, while felicity with no hesitation asks her out for drinks. 7x11 was possibly the episode i died and went to heaven because of how much sirenwatch was in that. when she started to open up and really start to like felicity, really see that someone is there to help her?!?

okay but back to black siren. i really love the grumpy/rude on the outside but soft/awkward on the inside characters which makes sense why i actually love her snarky personality. bro is actually just a cutie that needs therapy. fave look:

because women.

anyways. um. tl;dr: she's my poor little meow meow and i'm crushing her like a soda can help me she was done dirty by the show and i'm resisting the urge to just write a fanfic about it OH BEFORE I FORGET HERE'S AN EDIT I MADE

#anyways! #black siren #my faves #fandom rant #blaze rants #like a lot #video post #ask post #so sorry to whoever asked that what were u expecting #arrow #my ships #mine

[sleepyone232]

Grover x Fem!Reader

(Confessing his feelings for you.) Grover has been friends with you for a while now. You thought of each other as best friends, sometimes...even more than that. Of course, both of you were a bit to afraid to admit each others feelings, so, you guys just waited. Waited for the other one to confess. For months now, you guys just hung out, not even mentioning the words 'love' or 'crush' But one day, Grover finally had the nerves to come up to you and confess his feelings for you. ------------------------------ Y/N received a message on her phone, it was from Grover. -''Hey Y/N?'' -''Yeah?'' -''Could you meet me at the Wonder Wharf? I know, weird place to meet up but I want to tell you something important.'' -''Ye sure. When?'' -''In 20 minutes? If that's okay.'' -''Yeah that's alright! Getting ready right now <3'' -''Alrighty! :))'' Y/N then put her phone away, making herself ready to meet up with him. She put on a white t-shirt, blue jeans, a grey jacket and some black boots. Y/N didn't care about the hair, since the 'meet-up' couldn't be so important anyway, right? Quickly, she rushed over to the Wonder Wharf, where her friend Grover was already waiting for her.''Y/N!'' He called out, waving at her. ''Hii!'' Y/N said, walking over to him.''So, why did you want to meet me here?'' She asked, putting both of her hands in the pockets of her jacket. ''Well I..'' He paused for a second. ''Wait, come with me.'' Grover said, gently grabbing Y/N's hand and leading her to the back of one of the buildings. ''What are we doing here?'' Y/N asked, a bit confused on why exactly he wanted to talk here.''Well...it's just..I..so..Oh god, I don't know how to say this.'' Y/N waited patiently for Grover to find the right words to say...whatever what he was trying to say. Grover needed a few seconds. God, he wanted to leave so bad. This felt too exhausting. He just wanted to run off, go home and die. Just...die. Or vanish without a trace. Slowly, he started feeling dizzy. ''G-god--Y/N. I--Why is just so hard to say-'' He started mumbling under his breath, frantically moving his hands around. ''Grover, G r o v e r. Calm down, your panicking. Did you murder someone? If so-I have a shovel.'' ''N-no!! It's just---Agh!! I LOVE YOU GODDAMMIT! I LOVED YOU THE MOMENT WE STARTED TALKING!!!'' The man suddenly blurted out, stomping his foot on the ground. ''I..wait, you love me?'' Y/N asked, confusion written all over her face. He loved her? ''Of course I-i do!! You're so beautiful, smart, you wont give up on anyone! You're so pretty!-----And i'm scared that I wont be enough for someone like you! I mean-look at me!'' ''Oh my---Grover. YOUR ENOUGH FOR ME! I LOVE YOU TOO!'' Y/N yelled, taking his hands and holding them. ''You do? Why didn't you tell me?!'' He asked, now having a really worried face expression. ''Why didn't you tell me, silly?!'' She said, giggling afterwards. Y/N felt so hyper, she had so much energy. ''Do you wanna kiss?'' Y/N asked him. ''Like..right now? Sure!!'' Grover said, he had the same feeling as Y/N. Quickly, both of them kissed each other...very romantically. Suddenly, Grover stopped, looking over to the left. ''Hey why did you'' Y/N looked to the left. Standing there, were Grover's Cousins Calvin and Felix.''Oh. my. god.'' Felix looked so confused. ''Since when did you get a...a FEMALE?!'' He suddenly yelled. ''I WANT ONE TOO! IF HE'S ABLE TO GET ONE I'M ALSO ABLE TO GET ONE!'' Calvin just patted his brother on the shoulder. ''Sorry, he had sugar. You know how it is, Grover.'' Calvin just grabbed his brother and dragged him away. ''We're going to talk about this later!'' The landlord yelled, disappearing into the distance. ''Where were we?'' Y/N asked playfully. ''Here.'' Grover pulled Y/N into a kiss, chuckling. (It's short, I know. I just came home from an exhausting day-)

#bobs burgers #bobs burgers oneshot #bobs burgers x reader #bobs burgers x fem!reader #yay #sorry

[peapod20001]

I finally finished the playlist!!! 😭

^^^ that’s the link for it btw lol ^^^

It took way more days than it should have but! It’s done and I can finally share it!!!

Under the read more I’m putting how each song fits for their story thing, like why I chose it and stuff. You can just listen to the playlist on its own of course BUT I’d really appreciate if you gave the descriptions a read, I spent a long time on this as I’m sure you’ve noticed 😭 also, it’s fucking LONG so uh!! Rip your dash I’m so sorry 😭

I’ve color coded the song titles so it’ll be easier to tell which song goes with who, Felix is pink and Mason is orange. Some of the songs have to do with both and I’ll color them accordingly :>

Oh and one more thing, some of these songs/descriptions go over abusive relationships, negative thoughts about oneself, misgendering, drug/medication abuse, violence, murder, suicidal thoughts, and sex, so if none of that is really your cup of tea than I suggest you tread lightly!

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Why be normal when I could just be neurodivergent and sad?

1. “Sugarcoat” : Felix is an autistic trans girl, though nobody that knows her knows that. To them she’ll always be the nice young man with all A’s that seemingly everyone gets along with, and that’s all they will ever know if she can help it.

2. “Alien Blues” : Mason is the type to say whatever is on his mind, whether the outcome of that is good...depends. The people that like him like him, and the people that hate him do so with a burning passion. Having ADHD is hard on its own, pair that with issues stemming from bouncing between foster homes that think he’s a nuisance and you’ve got yourself Mason!

AGH HELP IM...FEELING THINGS?!? 💘

3. “Lookin’ for a Love” : He’s seen how love looks before, lovers gazing into each other’s eyes and holding each other close. Oh how he longs for that! Maybe one day he’ll get to experience that too, his only fear is scaring his only chance at love away...

4. “Love is Gross” : She caught a glimpse of him one day, he had this big goofy smile as he made a fool of himself to his friends. He’s so...sparkly, how could she have never seen him before? Or, maybe she had but just didn’t really pay attention until now. Why does she keep staring? He’s so loud...and so himself...does she want to be like him or does she want to be with him?

5. “Someday (The Crush Song) : “I must tell him how I feel! He’s so great and he’s so cute! Yes, I’ll do it today! Actually no, maybe tomorrow, yes! Tomorrow I’ll tell him! Wait no, I have something that day...the day after then! Yes, wait, no-“

6. “Accidental Thoughts” : (this is their first real meeting! Awh!) “He’s so pretty up close...his eyes are purple and beautiful and his skin is so pink and smooth and perfect...he hasn’t told me to shut up yet, that’s a good sign yeah! Maybe he’ll want to be my friend...I really wanna hold his hand... he doesn’t really talk a lot, I don’t want to scare him...”

Where have you been all my life...

7. “Fading / Falling” : They had been friends for some time by now. One day Felix got asked by Mason to be his boyfriend, the answer to that was no...but she’d love to be his girlfriend! Felix didn’t think she could fall any harder, but everything about that sparkly boy makes her look forward to seeing the next morning

8. “Dear Irene” : He’s so happy with her... she’s better than every girl in the movies, really, truly. He can already see the life he’ll live with her, and he’d have it no other way!

9. “We’ll Never Have Sex” : She’d be lying if she said she wasn’t afraid of his love being fake... who could love someone like...her? But the way he talks about her... he says everything on his mind, and everything out of his mouth is so genuine and sweet, and their first kiss leaves her breathless. And he’s never asked or pressured her for more than what she’s comfortable with... how is she so lucky?

10. “Lavender gardens” : They finally went on their first real date, and immediately got lost. They’re trying their best to make light of it all though, Felix talks about what flowers she wants to grow in her hypothetical garden, and Mason can only think about how beautiful her lavender eyes are...

11. “Smitten With You” : (this song has some explicitly stated sex things just FYI lol) Felix REALLY wants to do things with Mason, but she’s just too nervous to ask him... maybe one day she’ll get the courage, but for now all she can do is daydream about it

12. “Heaven” : (this song has implied sex things in some lines, but other than that it’s fine) Bit tmi but they’re finally able to have their intimate moment together like they’ve both dreamed. It’s not what most would consider the best experience, but they’ve got their whole lives to do better. For now though, it’s perfect

13. “She Loves Cats and I Love Her” : He loves her so much, and she loves him, but she’s having trouble loving herself lately. He noticed when those thoughts of hers started, how could he not? He doesn’t understand when she has trouble believing the compliments he gives her, she’s perfect! How could she think otherwise? He notices one day how some other students have begun picking on her, is it because she’s with him? Why should that matter? She doesn’t deserve to be treated that way! Why does her loving him make her less than? And why do people keep taking out their hatred of him on her?

14. “Ugly” : She was late meeting up with him one day, that horrible day, so he went to look for her. He was horrified to find her beaten to a pulp, getting thrown into the bushes by a group of assholes. He was able to chase them off, he probably would have tried fighting them all himself if it weren’t for Felix being hurt there. She was humiliated more than anything, thinking only, “He shouldn’t have seen me like this...” She cried a lot, begging to be taken home, home of course being the abandoned house they’ve made their safe space. He wanted to treat her wounds, but she refused to show him. He could barely get her to open up about what had happened, and he only got more pissed after hearing everything. Without hesitation, he told her, “Just say the word, and I’ll make them regret what they did to you”

“...I want them dead”

Embrace the new you, it’s the true you 🩸

15. “Original Sin” : When she said she wanted them dead, she didn’t entirely mean ACTUALLY dead. Still though, seeing those kids bound and gagged made her heart race. “They deserve this” she thought. The way they looked at her awoke something... dark within her “Theres no reason for them to exist in this world” her mind was already made, they needed to be eliminated. She grabbed the axe Mason prepared for her like second nature, it was lightweight, but she knew she could make it hurt “Let’s see how you like it!!”

16. “Serve With a Smile” : The first time wasn’t entirely planned or executed very well. The next few times however, will be. She spends a decent amount of time over the next couple months planning how to take out others that’ve wronged her and her love. She will make them pay, and if she’s planned well enough, nobody will ever even notice her and Mason were involved at all...

17. “Killer” : Felix had started posting videos online showcasing her creative talents and curated personality. She actually started growing a decent following from it, and it makes her, happy? She really doesn’t care too much about it right now though, what she really looks forward to are the faces of those who thought they could get away with their misdeeds. Oh the shock and fear on their faces give her such ecstasy! She gets excited at the thought of her baby taking those people down, she knows he’ll give them what they deserve

18. “Mr. Happy” : Mason takes on his role in Felix’s schemes with pride, he even tries his best at teaching their newest additions about their lives and their mission! He’s gotten bigger over the last few months too, Felix convinced him to start working out and take “medicine” to help make him stronger. He does this without question, why would he question her? He trusts Felix with his life, and if you’re questioning her intentions then maybe he should make you disappear too...

19. “Vendetta” : It’s been a little over a year since they began this new chapter of their lives together. All of those kids are long gone at this point, and they’ve since shifted their focus to others that are less than good. Things get rocky between them sometimes, Felix is very set on her ideas and Mason keeps trying to do his own thing, but they always make up afterwards!

20. “Psycho Killer” : Felix is so on edge lately, is it from her growing internet popularity or is the stress of killing getting to her? She’s gotten so snippy at Mason too, getting annoyed at him blabbering on and on about seemingly nothing. She’s gotten more brutal with victims too, trying out new torture methods on them. But she still loves Mason... she still loves him...

21. “My Baby” : Mason notices the way his baby talks to him, like she’s annoyed at his existence. She gets on his ass every time he does something wrong, but that’s understandable! Of course she’d be upset, if he slips and they get caught they can’t be together anymore! He’s making excuses for her, he can’t get mad at her, he still loves her. Even when she tells him she has dreams about them both dying he doesn’t get scared, he has thoughts like that too! That just shows you how perfect they are for each other!! How much they love each other!!

THIS IS LOVE, THIS IS LOVE-!

22. “Don’t Mess With Me” : (there’s some sex hinting/mention here) It’s been two years already and Schadenfreude has let fame, fortune, and power get to her head. It’s rare to hear anything genuinely nice come out of her mouth, even more so to see a smile not tainted by manipulation and hate. She’s holding love above Mason’s head, like it’s something he needs to earn. She’s treating him like a tool, “If you do a good job, I’ll give you a reward~” She gives made up reasons for why everyone they kill now has to die, all she cares about is the drug like high she gets from their screams-!

23. “all I want is you” : Mace is so CLINGY and NEEDY. Every thought in his fucking head is about her. Even when she calls him names and gets him pissed, he can’t help but still love her. Even when she hits him he can’t get upset, her punches don’t really do anything. He has to force himself not to hit back, he really could hurt her and he doesn’t want that! There’s no point thinking about how they used to be, all that’ll do is get him pissed, and the only way to let of steam is slashing some poor bastards throat-!

24. “Love” : Three years now, three years of emotions and hurt and death. She’s begun to love hurting Mace too. Is there any shred left of the girl she used to be? The girl he loved? That dark look behind her eyes can’t really be her, can it? “Look how pathetic you are! Are you just that desperate? You want me THAT bad? HAHA-! Really, why don’t you do something helpful for once and MAYBE I’ll think about giving you what you want so fucking bad”

25. “This Is Love” : Mace is starting to yell and pick fights, and he’s looming over her now too. You can tell by the look in his eyes that he wants to hurt her, but it’s taking every fiber of his being not to. He’s clingy, obsessive, possessive. He doesn’t like seeing her around, but he hates seeing her leave. He goes off on his own to take out people he feels are too close to his baby, and Schadenfreude doesn’t seem to have noticed how close he is to boiling over...

26. “Meant to be Yours” : It all comes to a head one night. Mace declares that he knows how to fix all of the problems in their relationship, all he has to do is kill off everyone that took his baby from him! It may be well into the hundreds but he doesn’t care, if it wins her back he’ll kill thousands! Millions! Schadenfreude, obviously, was absolutely gobsmacked by this, “What the hell are you going on about now??” You can see the desperation on his face, “What?? This will FIX us!! If I do this, we can be us again!!” Mace’s body shadows Schadenfreude, she forgot just how, big he is. He moves towards her, “C’mon baby!! I know you still love me... even if you don’t anymore, I’d MAKE you!”

“What...?” She looks, scared. He moves closer, she steps back “What are ya doin’ baby...? I thought you loved me???” She looks for an escape, their “safe space” seems less safe in this moment, “what are you doin’?? You’re MINE!! You think you can just get me to fall for you and then RUN AWAY?!?” She runs when she sees him grab his axe, the same one he’s used to kill so many others, the same one they used to kill those that hurt them so long ago.

She knows this house by heart, she runs to the room with a working lock and shuts herself inside, Mace is already on the other side by the time she backs away. “FELIX-! Felix, baby... c’mon please, open the door please? I’ll be good, I don’t want to fight you...” you can hear the jostling of the knob and the creaking off the door start to get more aggressive, “If you don’t open this door, I’ll just have to fucking break it down!!”

True to his word he tore through the door with his axe like a knife through butter, only to find that... Schadenfreude isn’t there. She was able to squeeze herself through a window to escape, and she’s long gone by now. Mace doesn’t know where her new house is, and he doesn’t know what to do now that she’s gone. She was his EVERYTHING!!! How could she leave him?!? He can’t be alone!!! His emotions are too much to handle on his own...so he ends up taking the life of some poor souls that night to cope...

What have I done...?

27. “No More Shame, No More Fear, No More Dread” : That night was so cold, so...dark. You may not believe it but...it’s like a switch was flipped in her head. She’s horrified as she remembers all that she’s done...to herself... to others... to.....her love...! She weeps to herself, how could she have let herself get this bad? What happened?? She can’t blame anyone but herself, not the “man” claiming her only purpose was to cleanse the world, and she definitely can’t blame Mason. He may have tried to...kill her but, that’s only because she pushed him to that point... she’s made up her mind, she needs to make things right again

28. “Chamber of Reflection” : Felix and Mason haven’t seen each other for some time now. After their last fight, Felix has decided that they...needed to spend some time apart. She finally calls him one night and explains what they have to do now. She was a bit scared about making that call, what if he’s more angry than she left him? She was startled to find, however, that Mason was sad, and depressed more than anything. The “medicine” she had been giving him for so long were actually steroids, and suddenly going cold turkey left Mason with severe depression, amplified by being left alone...

29. “It’s Alright” : Mason is crying apologies over the phone, he feels terrible about everything he did! He tells her he’s a monster, he tells her he doesn’t want to wake up in the morning...

Felix shuts that down fast. She explains how he didn’t know what he was doing, he wasn’t himself, that everything bad he did was only brought on by her own selfish actions. It takes some time but, she’s finally able to convince him that there’s still good in him, and that they’ll both be able to become better

30. “Little Words” : It’s time for them to hang up, but Mason begs Felix to stay on. He whimpers over the speaker that he can’t make it by himself...he can’t live without her. She gets choked up, she can’t believe she’s hurt him so bad that he feels he needs her to live. She’s silent for a moment, then she asks if he’d like her to sing him to sleep? She never thought of herself as having a beautiful voice, but he loved hearing her sing anyways. He desperately wanted to hear her voice, he pressed his face against the speaker as close as the world would let him, and she tried her hardest not to let the tears in her eyes be heard through her singing.

Sometimes, it has to get worse before it can get better

31. “Heavy” : They were together for so long, not having him around hurts so bad. She knows this is what they need, though, they need to reflect and become better. That doesn’t make this separation any easier though...

32. “Mea Culpa” & 33. “For the First Time” : Mason is getting better, his thoughts are becoming his own again. He often thinks about how bad he was to Felix. He wants to get better for her! He will get better for her! He’s trying not to be so clingy, bad old habits are hard to break, you know how it is. She’s doing a good job at following through with their separation at least.

34. “Love Song” : They’ve started talking on the phone again, and things are going well! Their conversations aren’t about anything in particular, Mason goes on and on about whatever he’s interested in and Felix listens intently, it’s just like how they used to be

35. “Dead Girl Walking” : (The actual song stats at 1:05) Felix suddenly remembers, “OH SHIT. I LEFT NICK AND NEEDY” unsurprisingly, shit went down while she was gone. Needy is dead at the bottom of a flight of stairs and Nick is nowhere to be found. She rushes home and calls Mason, they need to disappear before Nick rats them out! (That’s what she thinks Nick would do anyway) While trying to plan out what to do, Felix realizes something. If they’re going to get caught anyways, why not just spend their last days together...? There’s no need to convince Mason, he’s already on his way! They’re excited to see each other in person again, to hold each other, to breathe each other again. They notice how the other had changed, longer hair, some weight gain between them both, they look happy! They’re on each other like nothing bad had ever transpired between them, and they’re able to say the first genuine I love you’s in a long time.

36. “Baby You’re Out” : While in his arms, Felix talks about all she regrets, she still feels so awful over everything. Mason is able to convince her about the silver lining of it all

37. “Turn and Go” : Felix decided what she needs to do, she’ll leave all the fame behind so she can spend time with her love! She’s only further convinced this is the right decision when the reaction to her departure is so negative

38. “Go Easy” : Mason is worried for Felix, he’s scared that the world may be too hard on his baby, or that she may be too hard on herself. He makes up his mind that he’ll protect her from all the negativity the world may throw at her, in a reasonable non-murder way of course

Let’s live happy now 💕

39. “My Pug” : To say Felix is absolutely in love would be an understatement. She missed this, she missed having him by her side, and she missed holding him close. She doesn’t need anything special or expensive, all she needs is her happy darling

40. “Side / Side” : Mason loves Felix so dearly, from the moment they first laid eyes on each other in school, to the moment they die. They’ll never be without each other again, they’ll never be alone in this world again

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