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Finding a place to live, turned out to be an even more difficult task, than the divorce last week.... N. and I have been looking for a new home for weeks. It was difficult to find something that we both like & fit our budget. I wanted the perfect place for us and our Baby. AND, I didn’t want to have to move constantly, like the last 2 years. I had enough of it! That’s why I was willing to spend a little more money than usual for our new home. But N. was somehow of a different opinion.
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However, slowly I became desperate. I didn’t feel like looking for apartments anymore. I was pregnant! My legs were killing me and this apartment we visited did not suit me. I mean, it was a beautiful place. There were 2 bedrooms, but one of them was way too small. Only a singel bed fits in that room. Sorry but that's not a bedroom for me. Rather a.... storage room. N. noticed that I was somehow..... unhappy.
Nico: I thought you’d like this place.
Me: Agh, it doesn't matter..... You make all the decisions for us. I have nothing to say anyway. Especially when it comes to financial stuff. I have no money compared to you. 😒
Nico: Do you think I have cash comming out of my ass?
Me: No! But if you weren't so stingy, we would already have an apartment, a perfect home for us and our son! I have the feeling that our future is not important enough for you. A home costs money! You have to understand that! And I don’t feel like moving again in a year, which is also a waste of money in the long run.
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Nico: Ok! So you want us to buy this one apartment that we both liked. But.... it's not finished yet!! We need a home, NOW!
Me: That’s why I’m so stressed! We haven’t achieved anything yet! We haven’t even bought a bed for our Baby, we don’t have a home, N.! And those damn social workers from the hospital are gonna come by soon, to check me out. It's-.... Idk? Idk what to do? 😫
Nico: Don’t worry. I have something I want to show you. I think after that, you’ll feel better.
Me: What? 😩
Nico: Let’s go to my Mom’s. She got something for us. I helped her and... well,  I wanted to surprise you.
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Me: I’m tired, N.! I know, I’m such a buzzkill, but I’m not in the mood to visit your Mom right now.
Nico: Ok, but tomorrow, I’ll show you what I got for you.
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Me: And what do we do about the apartment I want? We have to decide, otherwise someone else gets it. I have to let them know!
Nico: At home you just explain me, why you think this apartment is a good investment for us. We will discuss this together in peace again. If you’re actually right, I don’t mind. We’ll buy the apartment you want. But we also need a temporary home, yk?
Me: I’ve got it all figured out. I’ll explain it to you. 🙂 C'mon, let's go home.
Let’s see if I can convince N.?.... Of course I can! I'll get what I want! At least.... this time, I got what I want. 😬
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CW: Divorce, addiction
It was a Friday, October 13th to be exact. Daniel and I are getting a divorce today. After weeks, he finally signed the divorce papers. I was devastated. It was so hard for me to take this step. But I had to finish it, for my Baby and also for myself, to finally forget Daniel. We met near the city hall, where we had an appointment with a divorce-case officer and judge.
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Once there, I saw Daniel coming towards me. I honestly didn’t want to divorce him. I loved him, still, so much. 😥But... that's just the way life is. 😞... He looked at me... I wanted to hug him but instead I just said sadly, hi. Daniel seemed absent for a moment, staring at my belly. 🩵👶
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He had this... empty look. Not sad or angry, rather.... emotionless.
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With my eyes lowered, I just stood there. I struggled to hold back my tears. Exactly a year ago we moved together. I was so happy with him and now this. 😞
Me: I'm so sorry. I never wanted this! And I still don’t want it. I wish we could just go home together.
Daniel: Same, but...let's not get into that now. Relax and think about your Baby.
Me: What?
Daniel: It's gonna be okay. Trust me.... C'mon, let’s get this over with.
Me: Yea,,...whatever you say. 😞
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Um.... well! Daniel and I didn’t get divorced today. The judge asked us why we wanted to divorce? D.'s & my statements left some question marks with the judge, I think? We have to wait six months, before we get divorced.... Daniel said that my jealousy (Tina, Irma...) & insecurity were the biggest probs for him in our relationship.😠... However, the real reason for postponing our divorce was bcs Daniel inherited Dominick’s plot & house. (division of property) Although I refused any claim to Daniel’s property!!
Me: Did you really, seriously mean what you said to them?
Daniel: I answered all questions honestly.
Me: Why didn’t you just give the real reason for our divorce? You took off!!! I didn't know where you were!! And my Baby isn't yours. This fact is the reason for our divorce! You can't handle that I'm pregnant. Or that we are both addicts, which would have been a good reason why we can’t stay together! 🤦‍♀️
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Daniel: The juge asked me WHY, I left! You got it?.... You and my borther, your secrets drove me crazy. That fucking shit about Tina. I was overwhelmed with my shit, our drugs you and your delusions. I kept trying to make you happy! I only loved you and I only wanted you. But you just didn’t believe me. Be honest, it wasn’t my fault, just yours!! You don’t know what you want! And you can’t make decisions! But I’m not like N.! I don’t want to tell you what to do or how to live your life. You are responsible for yourself! Finally get it, or just stay with your soccer player and let him control you.
Me: What kind of shit are you talking?? Nico doesn’t do any of this to me.
Daniel: I talked to him! He said, you won’t be the same after he’s done with you. He told me this to my face!! And btw, I can’t stand Alex calling you Lexi!! 😠
Me: You must have misunderstood N. He isn't like that! He was just upset, bcs I confessed what I wanted from you the other day. Besides, you’re jealous too!!! Anyway.... I-.. I just can’t stand it around you anymore. And I’m sorry I was so jealous. I loved you so much. I wanted to do anything for you. I was terrified to lose you. I’m sorry. Sorry I was such a freak to you. But I didn’t do anything wrong with your brother, D.!! There was NOTHING between Alex and me!! IDK how many times I’ve had to say this damn sentence. Finally get it!....
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Me: It hurts so much and it just doesn’t stop.... I don’t want to love you anymore. I wish you’d never married me. 😢
Daniel: Damn, I-... I'm sorry. I still struggle with that... stress disorder. Either I feel nothing-... or I boil with rage.🤦‍♂️
Me: It's ok.. I'm leaving.... See you in 6 moths. And.. stay off drugs, just... take care, Daniel. 😢
Daniel: Wait!
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Me: I gotta go. Sorry. Bye!.... 😭
Daniel: I-...... love you.
I just wanted to get away from there. Far away from.... him.💔 Not really, but.... agh, you know what I mean. And I’ll see Daniel again sooner than I thought. Right after delivery. It was about that annoying name change. D. and I were officially still married, but I didn't want to give my Son his surname. D. is not his Dad, but N. Such a mess!!
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He said he had a surprise for me? I hope he didn’t mean this.... house.😬 N. and I had to move. I thought we’d move to my parents for a few months until our apartment was finished? But N’s Mom had another option for us too, and..... well, Nico seemed to just changed his mind?🤷‍♀️ Btw, the house was N.’s Mom’s new home. It belonged to her spouse. She moved there today. I assumed Nico was only helping her, but let’s see what he really planned?
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N.'s Mom wanted to sell the house. That’s why she wanted to talk to us. She didn’t need such a big house just for herself and financially it didn’t make sense to stay there. She knew N. and I were looking for a new home for us and our Baby.
She asked us, if we want to move/ live, here in the house? If so, she won’t sell it. After all the house partly belongs to Nico but also to Melanie. For me, this was not an option!! I didn't want to live in this house. I am a city girl. The city's my home! Here, I would be lost and lonely. Nico has to go abroad soon. Sometimes he’s gone for months. I would feel uncomfortable & isolated here with our Baby. I need my family near me. I don't want to be alone. Not here!
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Nico’s Dad joined us after a while. Melanie was pissed as usual because her mother wanted to sell the house. But she also did not want to live here and that Nico and I get the house, this she wanted to prevent anyway. 🤨
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Melanie really has some serious issues! I’ve never met such an exhausting person like her. But she didn’t argue with me that day! 😶‍🌫️
Anyway, their Dad will buy the house and the money will be split between Nico, his sister and their Mom. This was perfect for Nico and me, because we needed 40,000 euros for the apartment we wanted to buy/rent. We had to pay 60.000. 😬
I talked to my Garma. She wanted to help Nico and me. So she and my Grampa gave us 20 thousand. That's all they had. My parents could not give me money for our new home. We're not rich!! My parents never put money aside for Ana and me, for our future or so. On the contrary! My Mom and Dad were in debt. They took a loan/credit 10 years ago, so that we could move into a nicer, bigger home .My Dad didn’t want this. He & my Mom always had a fight about it, but my Mom prevailed. I wanted to do the same, because Nico was not willing to spend 40,000 euros just like that. But I disagreed. It was about our future, a home for us and our son. If I have to, I’ll go to the bank and ask for a loan. 🤷‍♀️
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But Nico said, NO! He’s extremely stubborn and stingy when it comes to his money. Just like my Dad! 😒
N.'s Dad has enough money, as far as I know. And he also wanted to support us financially. But Nico rejected his Dad’s help. He hated him! 🤷‍♀️
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Somehow this bothered me. We needed the money and his Dad was willing to give it to us. Besides, Nico could have paid the remaining 40,000 himself. He got money from his new soccer club. They paid him a large sum in the summer and yet, he was too stingy to invest a smal part of that money in our future.😩He wanted us to look for a cheaper home, but the problem was, there was NOTHING!! And if, then the rent was too high!! The apartment I wanted, was new! A complete new building and just prfect! The rent was half cheaper than other rental homes. But that’s why it cost 60,000 Euros. Still, in the long term, this was a good investment. It was a mix of rental and our own property. Anyway, I persuaded Nico and we will buy it. Just....our new home was not finished yet and we could not stay in our current apartment. We had to move out before New Year’s Eve. So we were actually homeless for a some months.😬 But my Mom and Nico’s Mom had a "solution" for us. What exactly this was, I tell another time.
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My reunion with the devil. Nico's Sister, Melanie.👺I tried to stay out of this person’s way, for as long as I could!! But today, 2 years later, I met Melanie again. Her brother and I are having a baby, so it was somehow... unavoidable anyway.
Nico’s Mom invited us. She wanted to talk to us. It seemed important why I accompanied N. Also, I didn’t want to be rude and constantly cancel when N.’s Mom invites me, just because I was afraid of Melanie. Besides, I had somehow become more confident since I was pregnant. So I felt strong enough to face my boyfriend's crazy sister, in case she wanted to insult me again. N. is by my side and he won’t let Melanie expose me. He always defended me from her, even in the past. Nevertheless, his crazy sister managed to put me dwon. She was literally bullying me. But I have changed. I will not tolerate Melanie’s insults anymore.
But who knows? Maybe Melanie has also changed? After all, she’s married now. (to Stephanie's brother) Her husband wouldn’t stay with her, if she was still such a.... witch. Tbh I feel a bit sorry for this guy. But it’s his own fault, he chose Melanie himself. 🤷‍♀️ Although? 🧐 I could also imagine that Melanie somehow forced him into it, by threatening him or so? And the poor guy was so scared of her, that he couldn’t say no. I swear, I wouldn’t be surprised.🤭
However. A lot has happened the last weeks. I also talked to Daniel. We’ll meet soon to start the divorce. He signed the papers. Of course I was sad, very sad, but at the same time a huge burden fell from my shoulders. It’s been perfect between N. and me since then. We were so happy with each other. I was so totally in love with him. 😳🥰Sure, my hormones increased my feelings, which is why I felt so..... good, but as I said I was......... also sad about Daniel. 😞💔
But anyway! I just wanted to think about my Baby, everything else,I tried to hide as best I could. How it went on with Melanie and what N.’s Mom wanted to tell us, you'll see next time.
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⚠️CW: Pregnancy, addicton, drugs & Babies ⚠️
I met a young woman at the hospital, who was in exactly the same situation as me and our Babies will be born almost the same day. Her girl was born on January 17, just a minute before midnight. A few hours later on January 18, my son was also born.
Her name's Melissa. She's 20 years old. So almost 2 years younger than me, actually like Ana my sister. As I said, she was pregnant like me at the time and she's a drug addict. But she was also clean, even before she got pregnant! And she also got the same damn Pills as me!! We were even set on the same dose during pregnancy. She was previously on ONLY 2mg, I was on 4mg, now during pregnancy we were both on 8mg. That girl, Melissa, was about to quit those pills (replacement drug). 2mg is the lowest dose! But just like with me, she got withdrawal symptoms during pregnancy. So the doctors increased her dose.
We delivered in the same hospital, but were not in the same room. She shared her room with another girl, who I will meet later. This girl also had a son. Her son and mine were born the same day!! She was treated with methadone. A much stronger replacement drug! But her Baby was fine after birth. Melissa’s daughter & my son on the other hand, got withdrawal symptoms. This was strange. Which is why the doctors were..... confused?
Anyway, what the three of us and our Babies are going to experience in that damn hospital was.... crazy! Without the two, I would never have survived those damn nine days there. The doctors and nurses treated us like lab rats and somehow..... nobody helped us. I thought I was losing my mind.😓😭As soon as I left the hospital with my son, he felt better. He was ok after a month, but I felt extremely bad afterwards. I developed a severe depression.
Melissa and I exchanged our phone numbers that day. We'll see each other again very soon. It was so good to talk to her. She was also worried about her Baby. We both helped each other a lot. Melissa and I got along really well and we had a lot more in common, which was totally weird. But the best thing was that I finally found someone to talk to about all this. Our Babies and that damn drug, our addiction.
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⚠️CW: Pet loss mention ⚠️
The past days I spent only in my bedroom or at home, because I was prescribed bed rest by the doctor. Nico’s dog kept me company. He didn’t leave my side. My furry friend was constantly looking for my attention.
This was so cute. I guess N.’s dog knew I was pregnant??? He felt that there was something.... growing up inside me? Once he rested his head on my lap. He was extremely careful. I could tell by his body language and his gaze how focused and curious he was. Perhabs our dog heard my Baby’s heartbeat? I tried to explain to him weeks ago, by simply telling him, that I was pregnant. Who knows? Maybe he understood me???😄 However, N.’s dog definitely noticed that something has changed about me.
I became aware of this by his behavior. The bigger my belly became, the more.... affectionate N.'s dog became. I remember how he walked into our bedroom, every night during my pregnancy. He lay down on the floor next to my bedside and fell asleep there. He knew that Nico didn’t like his night visits. Because it woke N. up, but his dog just wanted to be near me. Like he protected me and our Baby.
When he got so seriously ill and unfortunately didn’t make it, I cried like a baby. 😢💔 He was 14 years old. He wasn’t feeling well anymore. I'm pretty sure, he sensed his end. That's why he wanted to be around our baby as often as possible. So sad that our little one and dog have never met. 😞🌼
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Philip came to us today. He heard I was sick and just wanted to stop by.
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I took the opportunity to talk to him about Ana. I asked him why Ana wanted to make a false statement for him in court? Ana wants to pretend she’s Philip’s partner, so he can get custody of Annabelle.
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To my surprise, P. never asked Ana to make a false statement for him. He also told me, that he & Ana were/are just friends, which Ana also said. But as it looked, my sister had some dates with one of P.’s lawyers, who was 10 years older! 😯😄
A little later, N., P. and I wanted to head out for dinner. So I went to change quickly. I was no longer than 5 minutes upstairs in the bedroom changing. The two probably thought that I would need longer? Because when I came back to them, they were talking about something I shouldn’t hear?....
Philip: I just - I've had a lot going on. Sometimes I wonder why I do all this? I’ve almost run out of money. Lawyers aren’t cheap and Isabella’s fucking parents use it to their advantage. I’m going to lose Annabelle.😞
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Nico: You need money, dude?... She’s your little girl! You’ll get Annabelle back!!
Philip: Having a Baby is.... a never-ending challenge. At first, I didn’t want to believe that Annabelle's my kid. Now that Isabella’s parents have taken her away, I feel......broken. Taking care of her wasn't easy. Tbh.... I hated it! Why am I always worried about her or afraid of losing her? I just want Annabelle to have a caring home, a mother, but she probably never will... I have to get her out of there.
Nico: Whatever Annabelle needs, I'll help!
Philip: Thanks, dude.... It’s crazy we’re talking about our kids.
Nico: Yea. I’m having a son, that sounds.... so fucked up, man. 😟
Philip: A. looks cute with her belly. She's happy!.... I never really saw Isabella when she was pregnant. But she never looked cute or happy. She was just....pissed
Nico: A.'s super excited about the pregnancy. Yes, she looks really cute. So beautiful and she's damn hot. Constantly! 😏 That's.... a nice side effect of pregnancy?.. Sorry you missed that. 🫤
Philip: Yea, I missed a lot in that asspect. Nevertheless all too much I do not regret it. I do not think that Isabella & I-..... well, yk? Nah, kind of gross 😄 .... But yk, what I don’t understand? Your serenity about Daniel. Why hasn’t she divorced yet?
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Nico: Trust me, I'm not relaxed. She went to him. She wanted him, so she explained it to me. That totally got me down.😞 But I did everything I could, to pull myself together. I don't wanna lose her. I almost forgot how it feels to have someone you really love. Still, I don’t hate D., honestly. He’s been through a lot of shit. He told me himself that he’s fucked up and can no longer. I also know why he took off. It's.... though.😞
Philip: No joke, you have to end this shit! She can't do it herself.
Nico: What should I do?.... I just hate to kick somebody when they're down. He lost everything! His best friend, his home, his marriage, all gone. For the latter, it's on me! I'm responsible for that. 🤦‍♂️
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Philip: I still can’t believe that guy Dominick passed away... Horrible. ... Listen, if the divorce doesn’t go on, you have to acknowledge paternity. Official!
Nico: What do you mean? The Baby's mine! She knows that! Everyone knows. So???
Philip: As long as she’s married to Daniel, he’s the father of your child! You have to make this official, report to the authorities and clarify it or let them know. Also, worst case scenario: A. leaves you and goes back to Daniel. Imagine she forbids you to see your little one. You wouldn’t have any rights!
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Nico: She would never do that to me! And Daniel, he wouldn’t pull a stunt like this! I talked to him about that! He wants to talk to A. again about the divorce, but he can’t be with her anymore. These were his words!
Philip: Why did she even go to him?
Nico: She saw him with someone else and..... Idk? She went nuts?That's what I got. I just can't believe she was gonna shag him. She's pregnant with my kid! 😠
Philip: Did she?
Nico: She wanted him. Bsut she couldn’t cheat and backed out. Maybe... she was mad at me?... I wasn’t entirely honest with her. I didn’t tell her who I met in Italy. I wanted to avoid unnecessary drama and we weren't together anyway.
Philip: The twins, huh?😏
Nico: Shut the hell up! It was nothing exciting, ok?
Philip: Sure.... You couldn’t say no, could you? Those girls were crazy!
Nico: I’m not into her! Those bitches overplayed it. Too much for me. All fake. Idk why I met her? Maybe I was mad at A., too. She stayed with Daniel. I-.... I wasn't sure anymore? 🤷‍♂️
Philip: It's okay, man. You did nothing wrong.
Nico: Try explaining that to her!... She doesn't trust me.
Philip: Do you trust her?
Nico: Strangely enough.... yes, I do! More than ever before.
Philip: Just be there for her & keep doing what you're doing. After a while she’ll forget this thing.
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I was a little disappointed in Philip. Why didn't he talk to me about D.? And I would never forbid my son to see his Dad, even if I had stayed with D.! But he was right about the authorities. I’ll have trouble registering our Baby. Those damn officers thought Daniel was my Sons's Dad. Bcs after I married him, I took his surname. I'll explain this mess later, once my baby is born.
Back to P.! I didn’t want to start a fight with him. I just wanted to help Annabelle. Nevertheless, I let him know that some of his statements got me sad. Well, he apologized. He just didn’t understand why I still didn’t divorce Daniel. I wanted to, but Daniel hesitated. Anyway, D.'s gonna talk to me soon.
And I wasn’t really aware that I hurt Nico so much.🤦‍♀️ However, it was a mistake what I did! I had to make it up to N. I was really upset to hear how he felt. 😞😢
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My mother stayed with us. 😩 I was hoping 🙏🙏 that she would leave today, but..... she wouldn’t be such a pain, if she really left after just one night.
And Nico... he has nothing better to do, than talk to me about our probs early in the morning. I just woke up!! I hardly opened my eyes, he already started to dictate to me. He told me not to go to Dominick’s funeral. I was sick and should stay in bed. And well, he was right, so I’m not gonna be at Dominick’s funeral. Tbh, I wouldn’t have been able to handle this well anyway.... N. & I also talked about something else and... I felt much better after our conversation.
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Nico: You’re still mad at me. I get it, but it’s not gonna go on. The stiuation between you & Daniel. I had to talk to him. You told me your version of the story, but I also wanted to hear his opinion, to understand. I think I know why it's so difficult for him to sign the divorce papers. But he’ll explain that to you, as soon as you get better.
Me: What does that mean? I mean... US!
Nico: We both know what we want. We want to stay together and we love our Baby . You don’t want to be with Daniel. You would have stayed with him last week, but you came back home and told me everything. You think you betrayed me. But I see it differently. You backed out at the last moment because... you love me. Even though you were mad at me, you ended up saying no to him.
Me: But I wanted Daniel. And I kissed him.
Nico: Maybe it’s a good thing. At least now you know... what’s important to you.
Me: Your reaction really surprised me... While you’ve changed, I’m still the same insecure person, as I was then. Bcs... I still find it hard to trust you. I mean when you’re abroad for so long. And soon, you'll have to leave anyway.
Nico: You come with me, or I won’t go. I’ll stay home with you.
Me: You didn’t really mean that. And I don’t want you to give up your dream for me.
Nico: You're my dream. If I go abroad without you, then only with the certainty that between us, everything's fine. Or I'll quit soccer.
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Nico: Anyway. Rn you should just focus on our Baby and the pregnancy. The doctor told you yesterday. You need to relax! And I think you should tell your Mom that you increased your dose.
Me: You don't understand that. I’m ashamed of it. You have no idea how I feel about it. The truth is, I suspected it. Somehow I knew our baby was suffering. I felt a tremor in my belly, all day yesterday. I knew our Baby was moving, but it was different than usual. And when the doctor confirmed my guess, I just wanted to die.
Nico: It’s not your fault. The main thing, he's fine.
Me: I always think you’ll blame me one day. But I’m also relieved. It’s not easy to talk about it but as it looks, it works quite well with you.
Nico: I will never blame you. You’re trying your best to get him born healthy.
I kissed N. That moment I felt a.... deep connection between him, me and our baby. I was not that afraid anymore. But suddenly my Mom came up to the bedroom. 🤦‍♀️
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She totally annoyed me!  She was a little stressed out because Nico and I haven’t prepared anything for the baby yet. Besides, I still haven’t divorced Daniel. This has upset her. She was worried.
And why Nico and I had to move out is because his lease was only temporary. We had to decide, whether to extend the contract, or move out. Since his apartment had no nursery, we decided to look for a bigger home. Otherwise, the contract would have been extended for another 2 years. I didn't want that. But if I had known, how long we have waited in the end to move into our new apartment, I would have preferred to stay here. There were delays on the construction site, our apartment was newly built. We had to wait 6 months longer than agreed, until we could move into our new home. Our baby was almost a year old (10 Months) when we could finally move.... Ugh, it’s gonna be... hard for me.
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CW: Pregnancy, addiction
Today I was looking for an apartment with my Mom. Nico and I need a new home. But about this issue, I'll tell soon.
However, I wasn’t feeling well. I had been feeling sick for a few days. My Mom took me to the hospital because I was pregnant . She was worried about my baby. So she called a cab and accompanied me to that clinic where I will deliver. Once there, my mother started to annoy me. 😒
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Mom: I hope you’re wearing proper underwear.
Me: What?🤨
Mom: Always wear clean, neat underwears 'cause you never know what's going to happen? Especially now that you’re pregnant.☝️
Me: You really think I’m running around in dirty underwear? 😠
Mom: I didn’t really mean that. Anyway, let’s just hope your underwear won’t.... embarrass you. US!
Me: You're such a freak! I’m wearing normal underwear!!
Mom: Don’t you want to call Nico to come here and pick us up?
Me: No! Call your husband, if you need a cab.
Mom: Your Dad's working.
Me: Nico too!
Mom: Yea, he's playing soccer 😒 .... I'll call him. Maybe we need him here?
Me: 😞
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Mom: You ok, A.?... When you were little, you & Ana were in the hospital quite often.
Me: That’s why I became a hypochondriac... You and Dad left me alone in the hospital. 😠 I was scared to death. A boy who was in the same room with me died. I saw everything. His bed was next to mine.
Mom: We couldn’t afford a private room for you and me back then. You had pneumonia. Since you were 7 years old, I had to leave you there alone. But you weren’t really alone, there was always someone with you. Your Dad, Grama, me....
Me: Dad gave me a Barbie, but I felt so sick, that I couldn’t be happy about it.
Mom: I'm sorry... that was a rough patch back there, but... we're better now.... And you’ll be wonderful mother. 🙂
After waiting almost 4 damn hours, my name was finally called!! The doctor said I had a bacterial urinary tract infection.
Doc: You really need to finish the antibiotic. This is very important! And drink a lot, please. Also, I recommend a 4-day bed rest.
Me: is this really necessary, Doc? 😬
Doc: Because of your high-risk pregnancy, it would be reasonable.
Mom: I'll be taking care of her. But, excuse me Doc. What about her addiction? Should she really continue taking these drug substitutes during pregnancy?? A smoker is also not recommended to continue smoking during pregnancy.
Doc: I understand your concerns. But physical withdrawal is a far too high risk for the baby. It's important that she remains withdrawal-free during the entire pregnancy. ....Since you’re already here Aleksa, you wanna see your baby??
Me: Yes! Sure! Thanks doc!
Doc: Nothing to thank, that's my job. Let's move over pls.
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Doc: There he is!... Oh! Wow, that’s-.... interesting.😲
Mom: Is everything okay Doc?
Doc: I’ve rarely seen such an.... active baby. Look! He's constantly moving. I can hardly examine him, but-....ahh, well I did. So... size and weight are perfect, according to the week of pregnancy. Your baby is developing really well, Aleksandra.
Me: I think, I feel him? 🙂 Can that be? I feel a slight.... flutter.
Doc: Yea, absolutely! He's constantly moving. This kid’s gonna keep you on your toes or he becomes an athlete.
Mom: Ugh, I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Sorry, A. he's gonna be like his Dad. 🤷‍♀️
Doc (to me): Um.... I wanted to speak to you privately for a second.
Me: Mom? Can you wait outside, please.
Mom: Hm?... Okay. I'll call Nico to pick us up.
Me: She's gone... Is something wrong Doc?😳
Doc: I think you've got withdrawal symptoms, right? Your baby seems very restless to me.... That your dose must be increased during pregnancy was to be expected.
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Me: Ugh, I don't want that. I just want my baby to be healthy. You’re the only doctor here who’s nice to me. I trust you, so I’ll follow your advice.
Doc: I know my colleagues at the drug outpatient clinic are sometimes quite overwhelmed. Sorry. But we all here, just want to help you. I suggest we increase your dose by 2 mg.
Me: Let's do it. Thank you. 😞
Doc: Don’t worry! Your baby is healthy so far. To keep it that way, we simply increase your dose. I'll get your drug.
I had to increase my dose. I really got withdrawal symptoms, but I thought it was because I was sick. Anyway, my mom called Nico in the meantime. He was a little disappointed in me for not calling him. He was worried. I didn’t really talk much to N. the days before, because I was still angry about that girl, Patricia. 😒But I also did something..... stupid with..... Daniel. Nico knew about it. He and Daniel met behind my back, to talk about the divorce and me. (I'll tell next time.)
Oh and my Mom’s gonna move in with Nico and me, because of that bed rest I’ve been prescribed. This going to be.... funny. 😬 I felt a bit sorry for N.! But my Mother just didn’t want to go home! She stayed with us for 3 days. 😩😩
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CW: violence mention 
Ana bought a car (lease or Instalment). It was her first car. I was happy for my baby sis. We went to Sandra. Ana wanted to see what I did with Sandra's Apartment. After a short apartment tour, Sandra and I annoyed Ana a bit? It was about Philip. S. & I didn’t understand what went on between Ana & Philip this summer?? Ana suddenly wants to help Philip get custody back for Anabelle. Sure, P. is our friend and we'll help him! But Ana wanted to lie for Philip in court, by pretending to be his permanent partner/girlfriend.
First, this is punishable! And secondly, Ana has to change her main residence officially, because the judge will check this. Why is she doig this for Philp, if she isn't with him?? It's not easy to talk to Ana about such topics like... relationships. She's not really the type to show her cards, - especially when it comes to men. She remained stubborn as always. Anyway, I need to talk to Philip about all this. I just don’t want my sister to get hurt by him.
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After a while, the doorbell rang at Sandra’s door. Her neighbor, that.... psycho, Dario came by. At that point, we all didn’t know how dangerous this guy was. He was a loose cannon. Only the scar on his face actually revealed it. He said his ex tried to kill him in his sleep. That was a lie! His ex was just fighting back, he wanted to kill her. This girl will warn Sandra about him in a few months. But S. didn’t believe her at first. She was blinded by love. And tbh, I also liked him. He treated Sandra so sweet. I was happy for her! But he deceived us all.
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Except Ana! She didn’t trust him from the beginning. Ana was afraid of him without being able to justify it properly, which is why Sandra and I didn't take her seriously. 🤦‍♀️ That's why Ana was really mad at us. There'll be stress between Ana & Sandra, because of that. 🙁
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Dario: I didn’t mean to disturb you girls, but good that Aleksa is here. I got a little favour I'd like to ask you, A.
Me: Sure! 🤷‍♀️
Dario: I was actually hoping that you could baby-sit Liam this weekend? I wanna ask Sandra out. Just me & her.
Sandra: A date?? 🥰
Dario: Well, it’s about time, isn’t it?... I like you S. I-... really like you.
Me: Aww... No prob S.! I don't mind a weekend with little stinky.
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Liam: 💩 🥵... 😬(poops)
Sandra: I’d love to go on a date with you. But.... Dominick’s funeral 🙁 ... I’m not sure yet-
Me: I’ll call Daniel to ask for the exact date.
Dario: No! It's ok, we’ll wait until after the funeral.😕 Sorry I asked without thinking.
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Sandra: Thank you. He was my friend, yk? 😳😥
Ana: Agh, c'mon A.! Let's fucking go!! 😒
Me: Chill Ana!😒 ... Um, if you need me, S., just call me.
Sandra: Sure babes. We'll talk tomorrow... So long, Ana!
Ana: Peace out, weirdos.
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???.... Seems like he’s got some serious issues. Like he got caught doing something really.... strange. 😄
What’s he even doing there? Half naked, behind a bush in evergreen harbor?? That's what I wondered, right after I started my game this morning and got this here to see. I expected san myshuno, not this!
Well, he got stuck. I had to teleport him out. Still, no clue, how he got there?? There’s no way in and out.
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Why does everything go wrong at the same time for me? I guess that negativity is contagious? 🫤
I just came home after spending most of the day at Sandra’s, to help her decorating her apartment. Shortly after I arrived, I saw Nico’s cell lying on the table in the living room. He forgot his phone this morning! Since I knew his PIN (The Number of his soccer-jersey shirt, plus once back/reserve.🤨 So sutpid! 🤦‍♀️) I thought I’d take a closer look at it. I checked his phone. Yeah, I know! I was spying on him. 🫤🤷‍♀️And omg, I got totally mad at Nico! I saw that a girl Patricia and another girl Bianca, constantly texted him. Especially on his social media. He never really texted or answered back, after he & I got back together, but the more I.... "researched", I noticed that Nico met that girl Patricia in Italy. THIS fucking summer!!!!!!!! And that Bianca was her sister. So... Nico was messing around with 2 sisters??!!😠Such an ass!! That's why he didn't want to talk about Daniel & me or ask me quuestions, when he came back home 3 weeks ago! Bcs he was hiding who he met in Italy. Jerk! I hated Nico that moment. He kept this shit from me. Somehow I didn’t trust Nico anymore. I mean, sure, we weren’t together this summer and I also slept with Daniel, but he knew about it!!!! Nico wanted me to go back to Daniel, to sort things out with him.
And that’s exactly why I wanted to stay with Daniel 10 weeks ago. I felt like Nico didn’t give a shit about me, like he used to (Philip). Of course, I confronted N. that day! I wanted to know, who that Patricia is and what went on between them? Why is she still texting him?
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Nico: I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, but we weren’t together. I also knew this thing was gonna make you feel insecure. That’s why I didn’t want to mention it. And honestly? Why do you even care what I did when we were apart? You were with Daniel! You married him and still are, damn it! Besides, I didn’t plan on seeing someone else or anything. I knew her sister. There was something between her and Philip once. And in Italy, I met that girl Patricia, her sister. She worked there during the summer in the hotel. That's all.
Me: What? Philip dated her sister???😲 Aghh... thats-... thats so gross what you and Philip do- or have done. You know damn well what I mean.... I thought with you all this shit was finally over. And I just don’t understand why you kept it from me? How am I supposed to trust you now, when you have to go abroad again?... Agh, you and your fucking soccer! 😩🤦‍♀️
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Nico: Are you done?🤨 .... You're not fair!! But anyway. I don't wanna fight! We're so happy babe. ILY, so.... let's just forget this shit. You’re not well rn. You haven’t slept for 3 nights. Something seems to be bothering you. Maybe it would make more sense to talk about that.
Me: You wanna talk about me? Well!! Yk? I keep thinking about Daniel, N.! I just can’t forget him, I want him! 😈... I’ve seen him with someone else and since then, I feel like I'm crazy over him. And you’re no better than Daniel! You hurt me too! Just... fuck off, N.!
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Nico: You say I hurt you because you’re mad at Daniel?... That doesn’t really feel good to me either, to hear how much you still want him!! 😠
Me: Then you know how I felt, when I found all those messages you got. Why is she still texting you?
Nico: She wanted to know if I was back in Italy. I told her I’d stay home, with my pregnant girlfriend. I asked her to stop texting me.
Me: I don’t want to talk anymore. I just get sick of imagining what you and Philip are doing and what you two did to me.😠
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Nico: I'm getting tired of this!! Don’t overdo it! You force me to get mad.
Me: Shut up, Nico! 😩🤷‍♀️
Nico: Finally divorce Daniel! Either you calm down, or I’ll sort this out my way. If I do, you will do as I tell you! So tell me, babe? Should I take care of your probs again? To make you feel better?
Me: What are you going to do? Are you going to threaten Daniel? Just like you threatened Dominick back then?
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Nico: I'm off! 🤦‍♂️😠
Yep. 🤷‍♀️😞
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