No but for real do you think Jean blamed Kevin for leaving him at the Nest?
(being held at gunpoint) ok ok ok ok ill answer officer please
i dont think jean necessarily blames kevin for anything thats happened in the nest, but he's still just a person after all. in such a harsh environment and suddenly alone after hanging so much of his sanity on kevin and their friendship, of course jean resents him for leaving; he doesn't have the time nor the space to process the feeling of loss in any other meaningful way.
but! i think after he is no longer in such peril and can think clearly, jean learns to be angry at the world again. the realization that the anger towards the nest riko beat out of him was actually Rightful and Just like the sword of an angel will also bring the logical explanation that kevin was in no more control than he himself was, and that ultimately it was not his fault. i believe the pain of abandonment for jean comes from a much deeper place though, and that will be something that creates a rift between them even if jean doesn't blame kevin anymore; kevin, because he is too afraid of jean hating him to actually allow them to interact again, and jean, because kevin's avoidance of him makes him angry when he was prepared to absolve kevin of guilt in the first place
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6 for sweet Tossdir
6: Who will they take advice from, no matter what it is? Who won’t they take advice from, no matter what it is?
Tossdir respects Corunir a great deal, they both have that whole "Fierce Loyalty To The Point Of Self Destruction" thing in common, so just the fact that they're both of the same wavelength and Corunir is older and more experienced than him, Toss puts a lot of stock in anything he has to say. I think this is also true to a similar extent with him and Lothrandir. and Bregadir too of course, one of the few people who has an easy time talking him out of doing Reckless Things™
as for who he would NEVER take advice from... well, Duindil feels like almost too obvious of a choice, but it's true. He's still resents the things Duindil said about Meneldir after he came back. I know Duindil wasn't the only one saying such things, but Tossdir dislikes him specifically because he used to be one of Meneldir's best friends, and seeing him throw that friendship away like it was nothing and then having the audacity to call Meneldir faithless only solidified him as a total hypocrite in Tossdir's mind. So he would never listen to any advice from that guy, no matter how reasonable. he is nothing if not stubborn.
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Hi! Been thinking about Luke and Vader. How do you think Luke went from wanting to die to believing there was good in Vader? What caused that change/acceptance?
I have a lot of sympathy for Anakin/Darth Vader, and I don’t think it’s fair to place blame on just him for becoming such a deeply dysfunctional and horrifying human disaster as an adult, considering how deeply compromised his agency was his entire life under a series of abusive, hypocritical, and oppressive authority figures within a dystopian galaxy’s fucked up institutions. However, that doesn’t mean Luke wouldn’t have still had absolutely every right to hate his father for hurting him, his friends, and the many other people throughout the galaxy either.
Yet, ultimately Luke didn’t hate his father, even after Darth Vader reached out to him through the force by torturing his son’s friends, stalking him, abducting him, terrorizing him, threatening him, and cutting off his hand to try to coerce him to join the dark side in Empire Strikes Back.
Why?
I think the most obvious reason is that, with a little space and time to recover from the trauma that his father put him through in his efforts to find him and recruit him to the dark side, Luke ultimately sensed the good within Anakin beneath the darkness after he revealed that he was doing all this because Luke was his son, his family, who wanted freedom from Sidious and someone better to bond with than that sadistic asshole his current master was.
Also, in spite of how awful and dangerous it was for Anakin to terrorize Luke, cut off his hand, and threaten him like that on Bespin to try to recruit him to the dark side, he intentionally goes out of his way to avoid outright killing his son by going easy on him battle, giving him chances to escape, and trying to recruit him to the dark side to bond with his son and gain freedom, rather than bringing him to the Emperor.
Yes, he’s being awful, cowardly, and selfish in his methods, but Anakin is also trying to more easily avoid the possibility of one of them getting killed by Palpatine or one another by going after his son to try to recruit him to the dark side to overthrow the Emperor because he knows his master will do worse to Luke and/or himself if he finds out the truth about his son still being alive and a Jedi.
In Empire Strikes Back, Anakin also tells Luke “Don’t make me destroy you” when his son skitters away from him in terror. Though he went about looking for Luke pretty obsessively to try to recruit him for the dark side, once his son actually refuses to be swayed to the dark side by his father on Bespin after being abducted, terrorized, and amputated by him, Anakin notably doesn’t keep hunting down Luke to try to recruit him to the dark side or personally kill him for refusing after he runs away in terror in the movie. He’s upset about it, sure, but he really never wanted for Luke to be killed or hurt long term either.
Then, you also have to examine the fact that Luke didn’t really ever view Owen and Beru Lars as his parents. Though they loved Luke, and he loved them, Owen and Beru still never encouraged Luke to view them as his parents either. They were Aunt Beru and Uncle Owen to Luke, but never mom and dad to him. Luke really wanted someone to be able to identify as his parents. Anakin, flawed as he was, was the first person in Luke’s life to identify themselves as one his parents he had been missing his whole life, which is also why he was particularly desperate to bond with his father and inspire him to turn back to the light side.
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Hero of Hyrule... Chosen by The Sword That Seals the Darkness.
You have shown unflinching bravery and skill in the face of darkness and adversity. And have proven yourself worthy of the Blessings of The Goddess Hylia.
Whether skyward bound, adrift in time, or steeped in the glowing embers of twilight, the sacred blade is forever bound to the soul of the hero.
The more things change, eh?
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ada was injected with umbrella's t-virus suppressant (AT1521) by john clemens (his dose, no less) prior to the arklay & raccoon city outbreak & thus escaped the city without much possibility of infection from the city's contaminated drinking water, & has since always kept up to date on any vaccinations against most major progenitor strains, & it makes it really ironic that her adoptive yet biological daughter carries a dormant chrysalid virus within her & that ada had to work through mei-li's lab-related trauma in order to ensure she adheres to a bi-weekly vaccine regiment to slowly kill off the c-virus before it eventually mutates her
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You know what? I forgive you. You were insecure, immature, and petty. Did you know you ruined performing for me? Something that could have been a lifelong hobby is now tainted with the memory of how you treated me.
I forgive you anyway.
You ruined so many friendships in one fell swoop—hell, it took me a year and a half to rekindle one of them, and I know the rest are beyond reach.
I forgive you for that, too.
Did you actually know what you were doing? Were you aware of how long your actions would stick with me? Part of me thinks you were. Well, a lot of me, actually. And it burns hot and raw to see you succeeding and rubbing shoulders with professionals, knowing that you probably stabbed a lot of other backs to get there, too.
Still, I forgive you.
I don’t expect an apology, ever. My hurt feelings and, let’s be real, pride, think you’re too vengeful to do so, because it would just be so delicious to deny me that closure, wouldn’t it?
Whatever. I was always the bigger person despite how much I wanted to absolutely throttle you until you understood how hurtful you were. I never even told our director, you know that? I could have, but I didn’t.
So, even if you don’t deserve it, you’re forgiven.
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