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yandere-daze · 1 year

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Hello! First, I wanna congratulate you for reaching 3k followers! You're writing is amazing and you deserve all the love 🥳 🎉 👏

For the request, may I request some headcanons for yandere Rei and Mika on how they'll react when their darling confesses to them?

Thank you! And congrats again on your milestone!

- 🌟 anon

Wahhh thank you anon! Honestly no matter how often I get them, little comments like this are still really encouraging! Hearing that people here like what I write really is so nice 🥺

Also oooh I feel like it´s been forever since I last wrote something for Rei so this should be interesting! I don´t think I even need to mention that I always cheer whenever I´m able to write something for Mika sjfs

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, possessiveness, stalking, creepy behaviour, clingyness, manipulation

Yandere! Mika reacting to his darling confessing to him

Eyes wide, Mika almost doesn´t believe his ears when you earnestly tell him that you like him.

He stutters, his mind going wild when he realizes that you probably don´t mean that you like him in *that way*. Surely you´re only saying that you like him as a friend right?

You couldn´t possibly love someone as pathetic and creepy as him, right? He´s so presumptuous to get his hopes up like that!

Which is why his mind almost shuts down when you confirm that no, you *did* actually mean it like that. You love him

He just can´t help but think that he doesn´t deserve to be with someone as wonderful as you. And yet you still accept him for who he is!

He´s so giddy with joy that he can´t stop his body from shaking, there´s a huge blush on his cheeks and a scarily wide smile on his face as your words finally process in his mind

Something he had never thought possible has happened: His darling loves him! Oh, he will remember this day for the rest of his life!

Of course, he´s quick to admit that he loves you just as much, if not even more!

He´s stumbling over his words, taking your hands in his own clammy ones, shivering as he makes physical contact with you.

He sounds like a man possessed as he rambles about all the things he adores about you, how he can never stop thinking about you

Oh if only you knew how much Mika loves you... He loves you to the point of insanity!

I´m sorry to tell you though that things are only going to get worse now that Mika is assured that you return his feelings. There´s no need to hold back in fear of you thinking that he´s creepy

He´s your boyfriend now so he can be as bold as he wants with his affections, right?

From then on, Mika will be even more clingy, throwing angry glares at anyone that dares to speak with you and just openly being creepy

When earlier he would try his best to hide the creepy things he does from you, now it´s as if all his shame went away the moment you confessed to him

“´am sorry that I stare at ya so much but I just can´t help myself. Yer so beautiful, I never want t´ look away from ya. But it´s okay ´cause I´m yer boyfriend, right? Hehe”

Yandere! Rei reacting to his darling confessing to him

There´s a knowing smile creeping onto Rei´s face when you ask him to meet you somewhere private, where you can have an important talk with him

He´s very perceptive so naturally, he has noticed how your behaviour around him had subtly shifted in the last few weeks. You seemed kind of flustered whenever he got close to you, stumbling over your words and unable to retain eye contact

Of course, a reaction like that only made Rei want to tease you even more, he just couldn´t get enough of your cute expression!

So even though Rei knows that you´ve grown feelings for him, he would still make you confess to him and actually tell him yourself because he wants to hear the words “I love you” spill from your own lips

And don´t expect him to have any mercy on you either in case you´re nervous, he *will* make you say it because he´s been desperate for it for so long

You telling him you love him... Oh, it´s simply fantastic!

He always hoped that things would turn out like this, he had spent so much time getting close to you and earning your trust after all. Helping you whenever you were in a time of need, words of advice carefully prepared in advance

Wasn´t he so helpful? Wasn´t he kind? It doesn´t matter that he had been the one pulling the strings all along, the one that got you into trouble time after time only to be the one to save you in the end

But you didn´t need to know that, did you?

Rei had put so much effort into making himself appear as charming as he can for you, presenting you with the image of the perfect boyfriend, so you would fall for him

And it looks like it all worked out in the end, now that you were standing right in front of him, shyly confessing your feelings for him

When you´re finally down, you can hear Rei chuckle lightly, an unreadable expression on his face as he takes your hand, once more laughing at the flustered gaze you send his way

“So you have fallen for this old man, have you? Well then, allow me to be your faithful partner until the end of time.”

You didn´t need to know the lengths Rei went to to ensure this desired outcome

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unhappytimeleaper · 9 months

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Hii can I request yandere Mika hcs please?

requested by anonymous

Word Count; 4,200

Okay, so requests for just general headcanons are hard for me because usually there is just so much I could go off of. I tried my best to whittle down this to where it wasn’t overwhelming but still enough to capture the main points of what I wanted. I ended up cutting out some ideas because I couldn’t keep writing; I wanted to edit and finish this. I’m sorry.

Also p.s. I’m a very small account with less than 150 followers. I only get notes occasionally, and I say this because I still regularly have minors interact, and I will instantly be able to see that and block you. I’m 100% aware the bigger accounts grow, the harder it can be for one person to check, but none of you are being sneaky, and I don’t care about likes/reblogs enough to let it slide. Go away. I don’t like you if you are actively a minor trying to save my work. If you can read all 4,000 words of this, you can read where it says don’t interact if under Seventeen. Even while getting ready to post this I had an ageless blog like my last post like no.

Kagehira Mika; Unedited. Gender Neutral Reader.

CW; this is a clusterfuck. Yandere everything. Stalking, jealousy, unsolicited photography, stealing, manipulation, violence [against Mika, not reader], isolation, potential kidnapping, power imbalances, paranoia, other characters enabling yandere’s actions, and dismissal of feelings. Some moments can be read with lewd intentions, though never explicitly stated. Seriously it just has it all.

This blog is 17+ please have your age in your bio or tagged; any ageless blog and below the age asked for will be blocked at the end of the week.

For a general setup, Mika is. Well, a contradiction in many ways. The best way to put it is just as how others describe him, cat-like. It’s never to say Mika thinks he’s above you, consistently battling himself with the idea of being human over something like a doll, but for someone so ‘below’ you metaphorically, he pulls the strings. In the case of you, his extent of creepy actions, his stalking tendencies, and overall jealousy trap you in the strings of the marionette this time. For someone so below you as he claims, why does he have the power? Why does he not listen to you if he claims you have control over him? Cat-like— pets who rely on humans to bend to their needs and take care of them but still are more of a type to “run a household” rather than wait for the owner to come to them.

A good example is, say, isolation; you explain to him keeping you alone with little interaction outside of him (and maybe minimal time with Shu or Ritsu) isn’t good; it isn’t healthy. Just a little time together in public, you don’t even need to go alone, just need to stretch and feel the bare sun on your skin even for a few moments; he loves you, right? He cares for you, so this would be better for both of you. He’s so weak-willed and eager to please you for a moment you think he’d easily comply, but it doesn’t work. It sends him more into a panicked frenzy, clinging and cuddling, making all sorts of claims that move too fast to rebuttal. It’s dizzying, and in the end, he remains the one truly in power despite his remarks about being only for your needs.

Of course, the main this is despite his contradictions in power, overall, he does genuinely often seek to please you. Make no mistake that despite being the one with the upper hand in terms of your future, you still can easily live a life of semi-normalcy if you play your cards right. And even if things get to the extreme, like fully isolated, Mika will bend fate to bring you nearly anything you would ask for. And if he can’t get it, he’ll try anything he can to make it.

Now to argue, the reasoning behind Mika’s tendencies is pretty apparent. The rooted abandonment issues are a crucial factor, it drives most of his fears and creates logic as to why he feels the need to lock onto people so intensely. He’s a rooted stalker, a mix between being extremely open with it and completely hidden, taking photos constantly without your knowledge, willing to collect all sorts of trash or items he can get his hands on, break-in, and more. There basically isn’t a stone unturned where Mika hasn’t been. Even more part of this comes in despite a fear of talking to strangers; he will threaten them for being ‘too friendly’ and say you two are together even if you aren’t, almost always driving people away from you. This can be found in Mika’s delusional nature of having conversations which he thinks are you giving advice or others telling him, much like how he fantasizes about conversations with Shu when looking for answers to projects. Some of this is attributed to Mika being well aware his emotions are almost always in control.

Regarding you and others interacting, Mika primarily runs on autopilot. He might not even recall what he says to them; it’s a mix of emotion and adrenaline running the show. The final reason for his tendencies is trying to break out of being a doll. He does have feelings, wants, and desires that he should work to fulfill rather than always being just a doll told everything. It’s a lot of weight and pressure, and one of the things that comes with that is the human desire for love. For attention and validation on a deeper scale, something that the human side eventually craves from you. No longer does he just want to be a doll that falls into the corner waiting to be molded; he knows that as a human, these are things that come with it— even if profoundly misplaced. And as away the human side doesn’t take away from his more meek, submissive attitude that came with a doll mentality, at least not entirely, but it is what makes him realize more the nature of his desires.

And as mentioned, Mika is… well, gross. Not in a literal sense, okay, maybe slightly literally in the thoughts and extreme hoarding of items he might be willing to take, but it’s more than that. Mika pushes the acceptable bounties; he has little and runs purely on emotions and whims— they control him. His actions are horrendously creepy at times, and his delusions push him to do things that just come off as disturbing. The tragic downside is ES isn’t an ordinary place with ordinary people. The majority of those around him come off more as enablers or too busy to care in the hustle of idol life. Examples being are Shu, Ritsu, and Arashi, all being helpless enablers to Mika and doing little to genuinely help you if it means Mika’s happiness. Cosmic Productions doesn’t care; as long as Valkyrie brings in revenue, then you’re just collateral damage and other companies at ES have little awareness of the reality going in the department. Not to mention I don’t think Crazy:B or Eden has the best members to speak on the subject, with 2wink being the most reasonable you could go to, but often they have enough going on it’s hard to seek solace in them.

And the last main general note is that while things would never be easy and life would always have some level of undertones of there being something wrong seeping from under the surface, Mika is one where you could get away with not being kidnapped and isolated. This doesn’t remove any general problems or underlying creepiness, it might even make it worse, but the idea of available yet moderated freedom might be better than nothing. Nearly all of your attention still needs to go to Mika, and if you would be to play the role of a partner to him, having the chance to still semi-function outside of being locked in some rooms might be a better alternative. This does stems from the fact Mika is willing to bend for you, as long as you comply with parts of his affection even for show. It also doesn’t dilute any aspects like stalking or stealing. But unless there is only full-out rejection of everything, would Mika likely turn to Shu or Ritsu for advice which would supply kidnapping as an alternative route (those little shits). It’s not easy for Mika to transport you to the dorm or Shu’s apartment to keep you locked up, and as mentioned, once isolated, getting Mika to let up and let you leave is nearly nonexistent even if you begin to return his advances (both for show or genuine). Overall, this is to say kidnapping is never a guaranteed ending with Mika, unlike with many others but not ever out of the question either. It can come very suddenly and always a looming presence if you aren’t willing to give into Mika’s fantasies.

Okay, so that is the central portion. Now some more miscellaneous items.

For one, Mika genuinely doesn’t mind if you use violence against him. Not saying he wants it necessarily; it’s not some masochistic desire to be hit, kicked, and generally beaten by you. But it doesn’t serve as a functional way to get him to stop or go away. He is essentially any attention is still attention. You’re mistaken if you think that while he is crying, clawing at your legs and hips for attention, a quick slap or kick to get him to let go will work. It might somehow many him latch on harder, claiming that it’s okay, you can do it again, it helps you calm down, just let him stay. Keep giving him the attention, the validation. And even worse this behavior is something Mika is willing to do in public if pushed or called out enough. Any terms of thinking you’re abandoning or leaving him creates an overdrive in him, quickly transforming into someone willing to beg to keep you around. In public, it’s made worse because not only does he look like the one being hurt by you— he’s an idol. Well-known one too, and if something terrible happens to him, it will only come back and hurt you. Either through die-hard fans or the company scolding you. Violence not only spurs Mika more but damages your livelihood in the bigger picture, making it null any tactic to help with the burden of Mika’s tendencies.

However, this extends to one important thing. Your actions don’t really hurt Mika? Even on a physical level. It’s well noted Mika has an extremely high pain tolerance and that it would take a lot for him to acknowledge something hurting him in a way that would temporarily take him out. He doesn’t mind being physically hurt not only because it has some power dynamics and he’s doing anything to please you, but even in the case there is that contraction of him still having the upper hand. He gives you the permission to hit or kick him, likely because he has an awareness of being able to take it without it limiting his hold on you and still giving that outlet to you. Even if these are subconscious choices, it’s unsettling how much control he still has between his physicality benefits, idol career, and connections. Mika truly is a powerhouse in this way, and violence to him practically cannot solve anything as a means of escape, even if he offers it as stress relief or punishment to himself.

Another big thing for Mika is forgetting the past and focusing on the future. There was before you, and then there is now. Anything before does not matter, and in a sense, he sort of expects this from you as well. Ex-partners, ex-crushes, ex-situation-ships; none of those matter now that he is here, and you better feel the same of these things being ‘dead.’ Photos or any other sentimental item need to be wiped away, and your mind shouldn’t need to wander back to them because you have something more now and forever. This idea of focusing on the future/now also relates to how many delusions and ideas for how things will work out between you in the long term. Marriage, starting a family, domestic life as a whole— Mika spends much of his time picturing and creating pieces that inspire him of this future as well as daydreaming of what life could become no longer attached to his past.

Some more quick round-head canons; Mika will fill up notebooks and writing your name and his name. Pretty much any cross-over you can think of. Just your name with hearts, your name and his name with hearts, your first name and his last name, his first name and your last name, a teased ship name given from Arashi— the list can go on. It’s scribbled messily, and other times written with such extreme care. It’s only loose papers and trash, on his sketch designs and doodled with his finger on tables. Not only does he do it as a practice of his handwriting and the love of seeing your name written with that, but the combinations he can make feel like a validation of the closeness he has. Much like any early crush, it’s some comfort level of daydreaming— regardless of the actual proximity you have with one another. Also yes, he will lose loose pages and if you don’t know what he’s doing it’s very creepy the first few times. Or hundred. The amount of times he writes your names together is beyond comfort; very heavily boarding on obsessive.

Mika is also not great at conversations, with mostly everyone but the awkwardness is pushed even more with you. There is too much pressure, and his feelings run in such high control that it often comes out as a mix of self-deprecating, worshipping you, and trying to act like a normal mess. It’s almost always awkward even if you try to ease him and are kind, and it does kinda become worse the longer it goes on because this is when his stalking, photography, and niche personal things become apparent in conversations. If you didn’t think he was stalking you beforehand or at least didn’t catch him, you’d be given many hints the more he talks to you. This extends from the fact he does everything possible to get materials and content he knows interests you. Even if you think it’s something knows one would know you like, Mika does somehow and will in passing bring it up in the weirdest form of trying to have a casual conversation. Books, CDs, and TV shows and stuff are all a part of his hoarding connection about you simply because you like it. Even if it never would be something he’d look up on his own, he’d do anything to connect and relate even more to you. There never is any proof you can’t call him out other than having suspicions which, once again, little to anyone would take seriously, but you can’t help but feel Mika knows more than he is truly letting on.

Will do any and everything for you if he can; carrying items, buying you things, cleaning stuff— of course, be careful asking him for this because he might take advantage of you letting him get this close to such personal tasks— but there never is anything he doesn’t offer to do. Idol work might get in the way, though, he can’t neglect his job, but any other time he is on your heels, waiting to do anything he can for you. And sure, at first, it’s nice. It lifts some burdens or comes off as Mika being Mika offering to give more than needed to anyone. But buying you things often comes off with a strange energy radiating off of them, even if there is seemingly nothing wrong. Him cleaning or doing simple domestic tasks, such as laundry, ends up with some things being missing or damaged. You notice so many other weird things in your apartment if he offers to clean. And carrying items, while seemly harmless, still just makes your stomach churn. He fully just shows up out of nowhere on the most random shopping tasks offering his help and pushing closer and closer to you. What once was Mika feeling like his strange but overall kind, sweet nature stepping up to help an overworked staff member turns exhausting, skin-crawling offer. Even if he usually looks all sweet and innocent offering. Damn, the fact he does have some cuteness charm regardless of his actions.

Arashi coming in clutch again being an enabler to Mika!! Upon teaching Mika about selfies and the momentum of photos… Mika gets a little too on board with this. He takes photos whenever he can, both blurry and crisp, highly focused or landscape of you, anywhere and everywhere. There are so many pictures he has and collects, often finding it hard to delete any one of them because there is something special attached to each one. Selfies and other photos he can get with you, either to your knowledge or without it are probably the most important to his collections. The second ones are those that either are from dates or situations that Mika dates. He is willing to print them off and keep them all over, even having dedicated spaces and boxes of printed photos or simply made posters. There would probably be some specific photo he becomes horrendously attached to as well, much like having one of Shu he constantly uses to talk to or seek advice from.

The reason to account for the photos is because, as I’ve touched on, Mika is a filthy hoarder. He will legitimately take whatever he can get his hands on if he thinks it has some value to you. While I think depending on the item, particular trash isn’t seen as valuable or limited value others have much more. For example, plastic utensils aren’t valued at much; you used it once and then got rid of them, which has very little value to you. But say a silverware from your kitchen, chopsticks/spoon/whatever you use daily, has that value level and is worth wanting to keep for his own use. If you wear makeup, an empty lipstick/chapstick tube will be more sentimental or valued than a used tissue. This can also be found in the fact he’s mainly sharing spaces. While he still is a hoarder and does his best to keep his collection out of the main sight or in a place that isn’t easily accessed, there is always a chance someone could come to clean out those spaces. Something like a tissue is more likely to get loaded and thrown away, while Mika could better justify a chapstick holder as being able to be kept. This doesn’t change the fact that he is able and willing to collect a lot of gross things, such as well willing to have a container of bath water of yours if he could easily get it or an old notebook you might forget about. Even if it’s just work notes, he’d take it. And Mika might sometimes try to get rid of parts of his collection until he can secure a long-term and connected relationship with you, such as living together; it’s hard for him to part with anything of yours. These items are fucking everywhere too. His dorm, Shu’s apartment, the sewing station, and his area at CosPro. You might even see things you thought you lost just lying around and be able to “steal” them back with how prolific his hoarding is scattered.

Clothing is the one thing; sadly, you will probably never get back, or at least if you could not in its original form. Mika loves, even obsessively, uses scraps and parts of your clothing in his. Even in the costumes for Valkyrie if he can, so there is a piece of you on stage with him. His use for upcycling extends back to his past, needing to take clothes and items from the trash to even have things of his own to wear, but now it feels much more special. This is rewriting all of the stigma and pain he carried of having nothing more than trash clothes— discarded by people just as he was. Sure, this clothes was stolen and didn’t have your permission to use, but it has the comfort woven into its threads. It smells like you and has the texture from how you cared for it when you washed it. It has the stains and memories of you, the feeling of someone being so loved by you it’s clearly ready to be thrown out finally, so it’s perfect if he repurposes it. He never takes too much, and if you have a clear favorite item Mika knows not to take it; maybe steal it from the wash pile and use it as a pillow cover for a bit, but always have it returned as well. At that time he’d fantasy the domestic life of being together, where he could openly wear his upcycled material of your clothes patched together [and you can wear them too!]. Or where he can take your clothes and wear them without shame or worry of getting them back on time, and the comments you’d make seeing him in your stuff. All of the fantasies turn him bright red, and even the next day, when you greet him, he looks a little more flushed than usual around you.

However yes, many things go missing, but they are often just as much replaced. Simple things are replaced with Mika spending his own money and then finding ways to either customize or make it so the item is uniquely tied to the two of you. Certain things also have trackers in them, but most are just decorative in some way. You remember how you lost your favorite pair of chopsticks when you brought your own lunch that one day. Weirdly enough the next day a new pair ended up in your bag but one bejeweled on the handle to match a particular sewer’s aesthetic while the other matched yours. Or hair clips that you once got as decorative jokes for a photo you and your friends had been planning; you figured you just misplaced them but these new ones you found are nothing like the previous ones aesthetic… If you look too long in a shop at clothing or accessories Mika might not always be able to buy them due to expenses buts he’s well quick to make them, even with the added benefit of it being tailored now specifically to how you prefer. They always end up at your desk so neatly packaged, many coworkers assume it’s perhaps brands trying to get cozy with you for future deals with idol groups but these aren’t the same as what you saw in the window. No, these are too perfect for you to be just any run-of-the-mill store item. The even more unsettling part is how this person managed to get your measurements so spot on if not for measuring you in your sleep.

There is also one specific way Mika would get caught for the more,, creepy actions. You’d know he could be a bit of a stalker. He has his moments where it’s oblivious he’s following you or others but those always come off more like a kicked puppy trying to follow someone home rather than malicious. Like he wants to interact, but internal conflict holds him back so much he forgets where he is until he is slightly too far behind and stumbles to keep up. If he really wants to stalk, Mika can keep himself hidden. There are other times all his other more ‘bizarre’ actions are qualified as Mika being Mika, like being fatigued after bouts of practice and finding his way to your desk out of habit in hopes to see you rather than going and getting medical attention/rest, or coming to hover around your desk for inspiration like a cat. If you aren’t there, usually you see cheap candies on your desk as a reminder he was there and is probably off looking for you or went back to the workstation much more disappointed than before. For the most part conversation with Mika, you might not lead to believe anything is deeply wrong with his infatuation levels. He’s always spoken weirdly with his doll-like commentary and the idea of letting others “control” him such as Shu and you. Or that his comments tend to come from a lack of understanding rather than outright trying to harm, so you do your best to guide him in topics. You’ve always known his emotional state can be complex, and his childhood likely made it hard to process feelings, resulting him them dominating his sense of self and backfiring into making them more unsettling than maybe he intended [of course while Mika’s perception of the events being vastly different]. All of these would change when you awake in the middle of the night hearing stumbling in your apartment. The first few times you hear a thump or grunt, you believe it’s just your sleepy brain making up stuff. It’s unsettling, and you always can feel your heart rate spike, but you don’t have anything to assume there is something wrong. But it often continues and you’re getting worried. Everything comes rushing into a close of an era when you manage to shake yourself awake one night, hearing a whine from the floor by your bed only to see a mass of dark hair and clothes. None other than Mika, watching you in your sleep— or well trying.

See while Mika would love to use the nighttime to stalk around your apartment and get things done… his case of night blindness makes it much harder. Walking into walls or furniture, tripping over a bag that wasn’t always there, or simply leaning in too close that he bonked his head into your trying to look at your face before diving under your bed as to tousle around. It never really hurts, but he does let out a startled noise, or the falling is enough to cause a loud sound. But now, you’ve caught him in the act. And many questions are bound to follow in the morning, ones neither of you can escape from. Finding out Mika’s habits won’t change the outcome for him too much; what will is how you choose to follow but it doesn’t matter. He’ll find a way to be around in your life more no matter how you respond.

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valeriele3 · 1 year

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While reading some Yan! TWST and listening to Enstars I had a thought/idea..

(I know my “ideas” are prolly definitely not original sooo if y’all find something like the ones I’ve been posting about please tell me..! 😭 My ideas are in my Masterlist so please tell me if you find one like it)

What if we ourselves found or (somehow) created a mirror that will lead us back “home”?

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Yan! TWST and (implied) Yan! Enstars x Forgetful!Reader

Warnings: Absolutely cringe. I don’t have the energy to try and make it “better” and my head & eyes hurt

Now just imagine a Reader who easily forgets even the simplest things(basically how I am irl..) and while they were like with the characters they suddenly remembered what they were planning on doing

They wanted to tell Crowley they didn’t need his help anymore with the portal/mirror to their home bc they found/created one but unfortunately forgot where his office is. So, they decided to ask the characters where it is

The conversations, bickering, and arguing immediately stops. They turn to the reader and say “What?” Reader repeats their question and how they found/created a mirror back to their home

They all panic and some ask them “Are you leaving?! Why are you leaving?!!”

Reader replies with “Huh? No, I’m not leaving” the characters are relieved and releases the breath they didn’t know they were holding “but” everyone freezes

“But what..?” Some gulp, some are nervous, some are planning an abduction..

“I will leave temporarily..Don’t worry! It’s just a short trip back home. I’ll just pack my laptop, cellphone, and some favorite clothes!”

“Are you sure? That’s all?”

“Mhm! Oh..! You guys can join me if you want 😊”

“Of course.”

“WAIT!— Uhm..Never mind..”

“Hm? Why? Do you not want us in your home?” (The characters that were hoping to maybe steal a few of your things are now sad..)

“Oh no no..It’s not that! I really don’t mind you guys in my house but..If I bring you guys along they might notice I’m back”

“They?”

“Yup! My coworkers”

“What’s wrong with them finding out? Do I need to kill them?”

“Uhh..Let’s just say they’re..A bit obsessed..If possible I’d want to just get my things and leave without a word”

“I see..” ‘Looks like I need to kill someone..’

“Sooo..I guess that’s my plan! [Insert Dramatic Loud Gasp] MIKA oh shit..I need to at least say goodbye to him..Oh poor Mika, he most likely spent days and weeks crying nonstop..” Reader Frowns

“Who the heck is Mika??” The characters have a dark look in their eyes that looks like they’re ready to kill

“A friend. *sigh* I need to give him a proper explanation or else he might think I abandoned him..Hell, he probably already thinks that..Wait a minute— Abandoned..?” [Insert another loud dramatic gasp]

“What now..”

“RITSU!! MY POOR BOY IM SO SO SORRY! HEKWNSJW I DONT EVEN DESERVE TO LIVE FOR LEAVING YOU ALONE IM SO SORRY MY LOVE”

“Who? Wait, did you just say ‘love’?” They smile creepily sweetly with veins on their foreheads ready to pop any second

Before they can question them further Reader already left sprinting towards their dorm in a hurry, all previous plans long forgotten

~The End?~

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enstarrievalkyrie · 1 year

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Ideal version🕰️

Yandere Valkyrie x gn reader

Note: this idea was inspired by my mental break down at 2am. This is taken place during the victorian era. Hope yall enjoy.🕰️

Warning:yandere behavior, reader turning into a doll, yandere Mika development, stalking, self-hate

Dolls.. It's something you love, something you need, something you wish you'll ever be. You walked pass those fancy shops with many dolls sitting at the shelves. They were being displayed for customers to gaze at them. You were one of them, always returning to those shops just to look at those porcelain doll. You desired for one, but in order to save money you restrained yourself. It's an everyday routine to window shop these beautiful dolls, but sometimes when things get a little harder and bad, you wouldn't visit these beautiful creatures. You didn't want them to see you like this, the imperfect version of you. During those time, you would cry and cry about how imperfect you were, how nobody will love you, about how you look soo terrible. That was until one day you received a letter. A letter from your secret admirer, you opened the letter and read the contents, there it said, "You look wonderful today darling, not just today but everyday.... You know, I could grant your wish, you only need to tell me those words. -Your soon to be beloved." Dolls that is your desire, that's your wish. However, a voice inside you reminded you of those horrible kidnapping cases you saw from the news. That made you back down and threw the letter away.

Inside a doll maker's workshop, Shu probably knew you threw the letter but he knows one day, when you can no longer stand your mentality anymore, when you finally gone insane, is the day when he would meet you in person and offer that request again. That day truly came, you've gone mad from your mental break down and the fact that you hide yourself from the thing you love most. Knock...knock. Shu was standing Infront of your doorway, when he heard no effort was made to welcomed him in, he slowly took out a key and starts to unlock the door himself. It was a sight to see, mirror shards scattered all over the floor, a bunch of papers on the ground, despite all of this his main focus is you and only you. Shu made his way towards your bedroom and there he found his precious doll. You were hiding under the blanket, shivering like a leaf , oh how precious you are. Slowly, bit by bit, he unrevealed your blanket, that's when you realized someone is here. Shu gently held your face afraid that you would freak out. There he said those very words, that you once received. " Dearest, I can grant you your wish, you only just have to tell me those words." And you did, you were desperate to be that perfect version of yourself. That day, he took you and 'fixed' you.

Mika didn't know what's so special about you, he didn't know why his master is so enamored by you. He known you for quite a while now, Shu would often requested him to look after you without your notice(obviously). He've seen you during your mental break down, seen you helping your neighbours, seen you looking at those dolls with such admiration in your eyes. With you getting all of his oshi-san's attention, it won't be long for him to get jealous of you. That jealousy grew and grew until it forms to hatred. Often times, he would ask his Oshi-san why he was spending more time with you and not him. Shu would always give him the same answer with the same chuckle. "You would soon come to find out why I'm so in love with my beloved, soon my dear kagehira." And he sure did. The day when Shu came back to his workshop, he saw you laying on an operating table and assist Shu during the whole process of transforming you into your perfect form. A doll. He's quite an expert in this field of arts and tries his best to impress his Oshi-san with his work. Painting your nails, doing your makeup, sewing you clothes, were some of the things he have done for you with the help of Shu's instructions. But now he no longer needs them to know what to do next with you. He would get attached to things, after seeing your vulnerable form, and becoming his and Shu's creation it's not a surprise he got attached to you quickly. Shu notices it too, "I've seen you finally learn, now that you've understand let's work together to keep our unmoving dearest happy forever."

Now, you are sitting on a fancy chair with Shu and Mika's presence near you. They would tend to their customers and you would just sit their, smiling as you watched those customers who came to the Valkyrie workshop with intention to get a beautiful customized doll like you. You are better this way, happier this way, you no longer have to cry about being imperfect thanks to the help of your two creators. Mika who sew your clothes and Shu who combed your hair, both of them whisper sweet nothings to you that made you happy. They promised that you would never feel unloved again and they did infact kept their promise.

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sxcchxrine · 1 year

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mika kagehira for anon

#yandere edit #yandere ensemble stars #yandere enstars #mika kagehira #yandere mika kagehira #tw: blood #shu is gonna help him clean up #i was debating if i should've made him look at the 4th wall camera #maybe ill make self aware edits

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pyonzzz · 1 year

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dont worry he dont bite

#luci art #tw blood #enstars #ensemble stars #kagehira mika #mika kagehira #yknow what ?? FUCK IT #yandere #yandere art #yandere enstars #yandere ensemble stars #yandere mika kagehira #ITS WHAT HE DESERVES #this piece is inspired by spite and the fact that i have a pink heart embossed box cutter #mika deserves to be creepy and also to murder #i want mika to join the list of enstars who have killed in canon #its called character development

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belphiesreverie · 2 years

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hello ! can i req yan mika (from enstars) with a bf that is super clingy and feels like he cant live without him ? sorry if this is confusing hehe

Yes ofc!! Tysm for the request 💕💕

TW: yandere behaviour, co dependency

Oh boy, they’re like two peas in a pod

Mika himself is extremely clingy, so his partner being in the same boat makes for a breeding ground of enabling

Since both of them are super clingy and have no issues with the other also being clingy, it allows for the mindset of needing to be with each other constantly to grow and grow

It will quickly escalate into a fully co dependant relationship where you will never see Mika without his partner and vice versa

But since both of them are happy and feel like this is healthy for their relationship, neither side is going to do anything to fix it because they don’t feel like their relationship needs to be fixed

Mika is an idol, and being an idol is very busy work. He often doesn’t have time to go on dates or hang out with his partner and their friends when they go places. But that’s all the more reason why their partner should spend their free time with him right?

He’s allowed to bring them into the rehearsal room, or let them sit with him whilst he works on costumes, and he can bring them backstage when he’s performing too! So they should be spending that time with him, because he won’t have any other opportunities to see them

It’s a win win situation for both of them right? Mika gets to work and see his partner, and they get to spend all the time they need with him! It doesn’t matter that they were supposed to go to the movies with their friends that night, Mika has a big show coming up and he needs his partner with him for support

Their friends will notice that they’re almost never available because of Mika’s plans, but there isn’t much they can do about it. After all, they’re the happiest when they’re by Mika’s side right?

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1ndulgences · 2 years

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(possible tamayoris haunted dollhouse spoilers ?)

hear me out .. yan black haired livin doll mika with his darling as his master .. iirc tamayoris haunted dollhouse mentions mika most likely bein a hinnagami fer the haunted house .. what if he actually was one .. silly little mika makes me sooooo happy ~ ! >_<

~ 💟

i have not read this story, but now i really want to...!!! i love japanese folklore so much, i used to study it in my freetime.... this request called to my soul...... i hope this is good for you......!!

warnings: murder, blood mentions (read safely)

you never expected to come into posession of such a doll. inherited, really. mika was so sweet, it was hard to believe that someone as nice as him could be any sort of cursed doll. he loves to hold your hand as you walk to school and stuck to your side as if he was glued to you, unless you had asked him to do something.

but it's then when he gets scary. he follows your orders and to a T. but if you're vague at all, he will take advantage of it for your benefit. you have to be careful of what you say. you never realized before how the smallest things would be used as a wish for him to fulfill.

"if only i wasn't so busy today," you say. mika ruffles your hair before dashing off, and a few minutes to a few hours later, you get messages from your higher ups that you should go home early, and someone else will handle your work today. mika always returns in time to see you reading the text, hugging your waist and asking what more you want from him.

"this person is annoying me, i wish they would leave me alone," you say. the first day you say this is as soon as you realize need to watch what you say. it was after school, and a classmate of yours had just finished speaking with you as you walked with your doll, who had been holding you against his body protectively during the conversation. as they walked away, and you said what you had, you felt mika's body tense. you watch as he storms up to that student and leads them into a side alley. the two disappear around the corner, which is immediately followed by screaming, and then a loud crack. a few more cracks are heard and the yelling stops suddenly, and mika returns to you with a spattering of blood up his arm and on his face.

that person won't bother you ever again, darling! now, what should he do for you now? what more do you want from him? ask more of him. be more selfish. be greedy. spiral into your desires and let him take care of every single one.

let him take care of you—!

#;; yan #;; original #;; tag / 💟#yandere #yandere ensemble stars #enstars #yanderecore #yandere enstars #yandere mika kagehira #mika kagehira #kagehira mika #tamayori's haunted dollhouse spoilers #enstars spoilers #;; just in case....!!

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mxdarling · 1 year

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[Darling who doesn't mind their obsession]

•❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅• •❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅•

ೃ⁀➷: summary: Yan. Valkyrie with a darling that doesn't mind their obsession.

ೃ⁀➷: Word count: 452

ೃ⁀➷: Reference/Inspiration: link | link

ೃ⁀➷: ERA: !!

[note:] If there is anything else triggering here that I didn’t list in the warnings section, please tell me. I don’t condone this type of behavior, this is merely just for entertaining purposes and some sort of coping mechanism for me. If you continue to read beyond this point, ignoring my warnings, I am not responsible for your actions from here on out.

[Warnings:] controlling behavior, lowercase, reader being an enabler for their yandere behavior, yandere behavior, mentions of delusional behavior, ooc mika and shu, attachment issues, unhealthy relationships, mentions of strangulation, slander towards eichi, slight spoilers for ex-valkyrie, mika builds a shrine for you, creepy mika, stealing personal belongings, sneaking/breaking into your room.

[GN reader]

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :Shu Itsuki;

➮ SHU ITSUKI would view it as you accepting his feelings for you. I mean you aren't saying anything about it, you aren't rejecting his affection towards you, meaning you approve of this right? why else would you be okay with his behavior? he feels very entitled to your attention on him. not only have you plagued his mind with thoughts of you but you've also stirred his attention and focus onto you. surely you must take responsibility for causing such trouble and ache for him. he also expects you to go along with his whims, since you've shown you don't mind his obsession and such. he will be personally offended if you say no to him and will demand you to cancel whatever plans you have with someone or something else (god forbid, it be eichi, he's this close to strangling him). he really tries not to be so controlling towards you, he can't have himself repeat the same mistakes he did with nazuna and mika, but he can't help himself if he wants to hold your hand a little longer. he can't stop himself if he wants you to try on his new masterpiece he's created for you. you won't mind him lingering with you bit longer, do you? of course you don't, you love him too much not to.

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :Mika Kagehira;

➮ MIKA KAGEHIRA is thrilled to see you not being scared of his newfound behavior towards you. he thinks he's doing a good job pleasing you because you aren't showing signs of being upset now disgust. he's already so attach to you just by giving him praises and compliments and such. so naturally his attachment towards you will grow tenfold! isn't that exciting? usually mika would try to hide these habits he developed after meeting you from you, but you've already pushed these fears out of the way the moment you acted okay with his obsession. he'll be more open to you about how your new shampoo you brought in yesterday smelled really nice on you! or how your new bed covers lacked your nagging natural scent! no longer does he have to keep lying to you about why some of your personal belongings went missing, he'll happily give them back to you knowing you'll be using items with his scent! it's almost like you and him were never apart in the first place! don't act scared now! he's already accustomed to you not minding his obsession towards you, why are you minding it now? did he do something to make you upset?! no, no he can't have that! he needs his darling happy and content with him! what does he need to do to please you? he'll do anything you say..

•❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅• •❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅•

[a/n; Had a little too much fun and had lots of struggles in learning how they would act as a yandere tgnhfdtrnhe, also sorry this came out so late, got writer block, burnt out and a lot of shit that happened to me so sorry for taking like almost 7 months to actually write this😭I hope I did a good job, please forgive me if it seems ooc this is my first time writing for them! I also haven't written anything in a while as well sbbshhsb]

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yandere-daze · 1 year

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Congrats on reaching 2k! You absolutley deserve it :D

Could I request a Shu and Mika headcanon on how they would try and make the reader forgive them in the imposter self aware au?

Thank you! I assume you probably just made a typo and put 2 instead of 3 there jfsn

And yes, I´m always happy to write for Valkyire, you know me too well ☺️

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, mention of bad previous treatment of the reader, mention of murder, self-deprecation ( Mika), self-dollification ( Mika), mention of verbal abuse, unhealthy mindsets ( both), overworking ( Shu)

How would Mika try to make the player forgive him in the imposter self-aware AU?

With how far Mika is willing to go for the people he loves, he was probably pretty nasty to you when you first were transported into the game and everyone thought that you were responsible for the disappearance of their beloved player.

Mika gets attached so easily to the point that it´s kind of scary so that obviously means he´s also super obsessed with the player, who spends so much time taking care of him and looking out for him. He´s so starved for love that he soaked up every little bit of attention he was getting from the player, even if he didn´t feel worthy of it

But then one day, the player simply left him and you appeared instead? Mika wouldn´t call himself the smartest person out there but he can figure out just fine that you must be responsible and it´s an understatement when I say that he isn´t very pleased

Honestly? Good for you for even surviving because there´s no doubt in my mind that Mika would resort to killing you out of anger and desperation because you´re the “reason” the player left him

Other than that very extreme scenario he also isn´t all that nice to you, which is kind of rare to see from him. But how can he be nice to someone like you that took away the most important person in his life? How dare you?!

Which is exactly why he´s shell-shocked when he finally finds out that you actually are the player and he´s been so cruel to you all this time. Immediately gets on his knees and bows his head while breaking out into sobs, apologizing profusely for treating you so cruelly and saying all of these mean things as he clings to your legs

He truly is so sorry! How can he ever make up for this grave mistake?

Honestly almost throws in the towel at first as he doesn´t think that there is any way to make up for what he did. From the very beginning, he already believed that he wasn´t worthy of being in your presence, of receiving your kindness and warmth. He was dirty and would only taint your saintly body

But now? Oh, it´s simply hopeless! How dare someone like him, who is completely beneath you, treat you like this? He truly has done something completely unacceptable and he´s unsure of what to do, he just knows that he has to atone for his sins somehow

Mika is so scared that you´re going to abandon him now, throwing him away like the piece of trash he is. And he understands why you would, he really does, which is why he´s all the more desperate now. He feels that he has to prove to you that he still has his uses, that he´s your pliable doll completely devoted to you and willing to do anything you ask of him

So his way of making it up to you is basically becoming your servant, willing to complete whatever task you ask of him because he thinks that if he proves to be useful, you might find it in your heart to at least tolerate his presence, even if you can´t forgive him.

And as long as he gets to stay by your side, Mika is more than happy to let you control him as you please, all while obsessively thanking you for granting him mercy

How would Shu try to make the player forgive him in the imposter self-aware AU?

While not physically violent or downright murderous like Mika, Shu definitely wasn´t kind to you either, to say the least. He´s already pretty rude and snappish to the other idols he holds no grudge for so just imagine the amount of verbal abuse you must have suffered at his hands when he saw you as the reason why his muse left him behind

At first, Shu might have assumed that the reason you left was that his efforts weren´t enough to impress you, which led to him throwing himself back into work to try and make something new that would please you, but the more time passes, the more he thinks that it´s strangely convenient timing for you to appear right around the time the player disappeared

While he was gruff to you before, now he outright takes some sort of pleasure in talking you down as it only seems fitting for what you have caused. And he just gets worse the more you try to be friendly to him, asking you how you dare show your face in front of him. How he finds you reprehensible

Naturally, there´s a nagging feeling of guilt hidden deep within him when the truth finally comes to light and he realizes that he´s done you a great disservice. All this time, you were his muse, the light of his life, and yet he chased you away when you had greeted him with open arms of your own volition. Oh, how he wished to slap his past self now!

You were the most divine creature walking this earth, blessed by the heavens itself, and yet he said all these horrible things to you

He wants to make it up to you to get back in your good graces but he doesn´t really know how to proceed. Shu has a lot of difficulties with being honest and conveying his true feelings to someone because deep down he is still scarred by his childhood and the rejection he felt due to his family never supporting him in his passions. He has long since closed off his heart and so only with a great deal of effort from both sides is he able to open up

But now that you most likely despise you for treating you so horribly, Shu is all the more reluctant to approach you, fearing that you might flinch away as soon as he extends a hand towards you.

He has many discussions with Mademoiselle where he spills all of his worries to her and she tries her best to comfort him all while giving him some advice. She had always been there for him and that´s also true now.

Mademoiselle tells Shu that she´s more than happy to talk to you on his behalf if he doesn´t feel ready to do so just yet. She reasons that it might help break down the barriers that he had created between you. She´s also just very excited to have a proper chat with you!

Meanwhile, Shu goes back to what he knows best to try and make you forgive him: creating wonderful and awe-inspiring outfits.

Though he´s horrible with words, Shu hopes that his feelings will get through to you with this outfit he´s making just for you. He spends days upon days working on the outfit until the late night hours when it´s already gotten dark outside. He´s barely even taking care of himself, instead tirelessly working as if his life depended on it

And well, to him it did. Having his darling forgive him is the only thing he wants. He truly doesn´t know what he would do if you would still reject him after all of this

Maybe this is why he´s even more of a perfectionist than he usually is, nearly ripping out his own hair when he sees even the slightest imperfection that no one else aside from him would even notice. No, this has to be absolutely perfect for you and he won´t rest until it is!

It´s like he´s possessed, never even giving himself a break until he is finally satisfied with the final outcome

Of course, the outfit fits you absolutely perfectly in the end and you can´t help but wonder wherever Shu got your exact measurements from

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rolloz · 1 year

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❤️Valentine's Day with AIStars❤️

Kanata beloved 🥺

So (not) normal about him 🥰🥰🥰

So true Haku!!

😳 Thank you Mama

He's so nervous bb just accept the chocolate

Ritsu. Pl ease.

🙃

Nagisa what 😭

MARVELOUS

#enstars ai #ensemble stars #kohaku oukawa #leo tsukinaga #natsume sakasaki #ritsu sakuma #kanata shinkai #mika kagehira #madara mikejima #tsukasa suou #nagisa ran #fk Yandere Madara Mama is my valentine this year he is the sweetest

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enstarrievalkyrie · 2 years

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Yandere Valkyries🕰️

Valkyrie x gn reader

Warnings:yandere behavior, human

doll.💐

"Dearest, you might fall asleep if you keep your eyes closed," shu, your creator, your master, said. He let out a small chuckle as he sees you rubbing your face further into his lap. "Wake up now, the live is going to start soon, we need to get you dressed up," he brushes your hair with his fingers and you slowly open your eyes. "Kagehira is getting your things so you don't need to worry about anything, just follow my orders," shu whispered in your ear as he made you sit up and start brushing you h/l hair. You just stare at the curtain that is blocking you from the audiences. " Oshi-san I got their things!" Mika announces but as he saw shu brushing your hair with a small smile, he quiet down and slowly walk up to you. Mika bended down and rests his head on your lap to calm himself down from the upcoming live. Oh how much it pains him to leave you but he doesn't have to worry, for Shu will always be present by your side when he is not around.

Shu does your hair neatly and requested Mika to start dressing you up. Mika gladly accepted with a large smile and a small blush on his face. The tighten corset made it uncomfortable for you to breathe but it's alright since they never said anything about it. Matching earrings were made for you three as well as the many hand-made idol outfits. It was all specially made for you including the song lyrics that was made to show their love for you, their living doll. Both of them stepped back a bit to inspect if there's even a slight imperfection on your outfit. You must be perfect as they have molded you into a perfect idol or their perfect doll. Mika and Shu each held one of your hand as the curtain starts to reveal the unit group, Valkyrie. The audiences clapped, screamed and shouted as their favorite unit group was revealed. You gave a small, gentle smile to the awaiting crowd. Nobody suspect Mika and Shu to do those horrible things to you. However, a certain someone from rabbits saw through your hollow eyes and he can only watch in horror as he saw what might be his fate if he haven't left earlier.

You, their precious, beloved, human doll and they will make sure you stay that way because they love you too deeply to let you go. You let them do this to you , you could have left before it went this bad but you didn't. After all, it's better to feel loved even if it's a little intense, atleast it is better than to be left alone and unnoticed.

This is my first time writing. I hope y'all like it btw idk how to write Mika's dialogue so pls give some tips. 🍄🍄🍞🍞

#enstars x reader #yandere ensemble stars #ensemble stars #enstars #yandere shu itsuki #yandere mika kagehira #mika kagehira #shu itsuki #yandere enstars x reader #shumika #valkyrie

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datesinredink · 2 months

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Yan valkyrie(ensemble stars) x reader who designs characters. Specifically shu, because they would totally design outfits together.

Not gonna lie when I first read this ask I misread and thought you wanted a darling who designed OUTFITS because I was kinda tired, but upon rereading I quickly became very excited because I’ve actually designed characters for a school play before!!! This was fun to write, thanks for the request!

Yandere Valkyrie x reader who designs characters

Mika

He’s really curious! He thinks what you do is super interesting!

Now I think both Shu and Mika would help design characters with you (specifically the outfits), but the kinds of designs they do well with are likely fairly different even with some overlap because of how long they’ve worked together and grown with each other. Mika probably does better with brighter, contrasting colors- his fs1 and 2, both of which I think he designed himself (though I could be wrong about his fs2, I know for a fact he made his fs1) he makes use of bright color combinations that Shu tends not to (though you can correct me if i’m wrong) like the orange/teal combo on his fs1 and the purple/teal combo on his fs2, though admittedly it’s less noticeable there because they’re more evenly blended together. His fs2 also has plenty of brightly colored accessories, like the paperclips, gems and gummy bears. Overall, he seems really good at designing things with lots of colors/patterns that usually come off as strange to most people.

Moving on from the impromptu short outfit analysis, he’s gonna try to use this somewhat shared hobby of yours to try and get closer- what do you expect. He’ll ask a lot of questions about what your thought process was, and probably start incorporating any kind of advice or methods from you into his work.

It’s been mentioned in the enstars stories that Mika likes horror, so he’ll be particularly excited if you usually design horror characters, maybe even a couple of monster designs, and he might even try to help out- both to improve his skill in designing and to spend time with you.

He already would’ve asked for your input whenever he was designing outfits even if you didn’t do character design, because he asks for your input on almost everything he does (almost like an uncannily clingy puppy), but since you DO like costume/character design, he asks for your opinion twice the amount he would’ve- good luck honestly, I think I’d go crazy.

Takes everything you say about his designs to heart and works your advice into the outfit he’s working on to the absolute best of his ability even if it was just an offhanded comment without a lot of thought put into it.

You’re his darling! His inspiration! Of course he takes your opinions seriously!

Design something specifically for him and he’s absolutely over the moon- his darling designed something for him!

Hope you know how to take a compliment… or a tsunami of them.

Goes over every detail in it at least 5 times and probably puts it in a shrine somewhere- and yes I do think he’s the type to keep a shrine of his darling.

Definitely makes a couple of designs for you, and makes a few into actual outfits when he has the time, adding whatever accessories were part of the original sketch as well

His designs tend to be a sort of fusion between yours and his aesthetics- teal butterflies and ragged teddy bears intertwined with whatever you like.

He might try making matching outfits or accessories for you and him! He thinks it makes you two look like a couple, even though you aren’t dating yet.

I don’t think Mika currently makes characters in canon, just outfits, but he’ll probably start coming up with a few so he has more stuff to talk about with you and bond over.

Please, please him for his work! It would mean the world to him! He just wants your attention…

Shu

He probably also thinks what you do is interesting, but obsesses over it to a lesser degree than Mika.

He’ll definitely do better helping with any fantasy/royal/generally fancy designs. He uses lots of a red-ish maroon-ish color in the Valkyrie stage outfits and his winter/fall casual outfit, and a general red in his fs1, so it seems like he’s more comfortable using shades of red in outfits. There are also a decent amount of intricate details in what I assume are the stage outfits for Valkyrie, for example the Acanthe outfit alone looks like it would’ve been hell to make (though I don’t have any experience with making outfits right now, check back in a couple years and I’ll probably be able to confirm) due to all the lace and frilly wavy details- I don’t know how he keeps his sanity together at all honestly. Of course, he also does well with steampunk aesthetics, as seen in, once again, the Valkyrie stage outfits as well as the steampunk outfits for Valkyrie that you can buy in game.

Anyway, he’ll ask if he can make some of the outfits you came up with, and if you let him, he’ll spare no effort making sure it’s perfect. After all, it’s for his beloved muse!

I’m sorry if you really hate standing around and being examined for long periods of time, because you’re gonna have to do a LOT of modeling for it- there’s gonna be a lot of adjustments to how it fits you so hopefully you can entertain yourself without losing your mind.

I also hope you don’t have much planned for a while during this process, because he won’t let you leave while he’s working on the outfit and having you model it. Say goodbye to the plans you made with your friends, because Shu expects you to stay with him throughout the whole process of sewing your design, and he isn't willing to let you say no.

That aside, he definitely knows a lot about clothes and fabrics, so he’s really useful for pointing that kind of stuff out. Also since he’s gonna end up making a few of your designs, you’ll be able to take a picture of yourself for reference in whatever pose you’re trying to draw the character in! That’s a pretty good deal if I say so! (then again I’m also terrible at imagining how clothes fold so I might be a little biased)

He’ll also offer plenty of constructive criticism, and it’s nice to have an honest, structured opinion of your work rather than nothing at all, even if he does tend to be a little harsh about it. After all, it is Shu, even if he is obsessed with you- don't expect him to do a full 180 in his treatment of you.

Will probably end up flipping through your sketchbook for inspiration to use in his designs, whether you give him permission or not. He just has to know what aesthetics appeal to you, what colors you prefer, your favorite types of clothing… then a while later he gives you an outfit totally tailored to your tastes and while he talks about his thought process while making it, you have to wonder how he figured out so many of your preferences. oh well, he’s always been observant. Maybe you just mentioned most of it offhandedly at one point at one point and just didn't remember..

#yandere enstars #shu itsuki #mika kagehira #enstars x reader #...I am NOT looking forward to seeing this one in the shu and mika tags ngl #everytime I see my work in a tag I cringe and scroll faster hdhnfinr

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sxcchxrine · 1 year

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Couldn't wait :)

Mika Kagehira

#yandere ensemble stars #yandere enstars #yandere edit #ensemble stars #self aware enstars #enstars #yandere mika kagehira #mika kagehira #tw: blood

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mishkakagehishka · 2 years

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Hostile Work Environment

A big thank you to @baltoslav who helped me proofread, edit and polish this <3

Fandom: Ensemble Stars!! Dynamic: (mild) yandere Mika Kagehira's one-sided crush on the Producer (they/them pronouns, use of (Y/N)), Producer who is creeped out by his obsessive behaviour (see note) Word count: 3531 Summary: The Producer grew tired of Mika's increasingly worrisome obsession with them and, for the sake of maintaining an environment they'd enjoy working in, chose to drop Valkyrie as their unit. However, Mika, who already suffers from a fear of abandonment, doesn't take it well in the least. Warnings: mild violence, injury and blood (of the nose), mentions of obsessive, jealous and unhealthy/toxic behaviour, implications of stalking, lots of descriptions of bodily fluids (snot, tears, saliva, mainly) Note: You ever get in the mood to just torture the hell out of your blorbo? That's all I'll say on the "why" topic. To explain the dynamic a little more, Mika is not meant to be sympathised with here. I lifted a lot from his canonical obsession-prone behaviour, but amped it enough that I thought whether or not this should be tagged as yandere (Ultimately, I decided to do it. While it does feel somehow "mild", the elements of obsession, stalking and jealousy are still there, and I'd rather make sure everything is properly tagged). I'd consider this "angst with a resolution" and a catharsis specifically because his behaviour earned him the Producer's frustration and all the action they took. I'm kinda blabbing, but I just like talking about the thought process behind some of the stuff I write. Anyway!

On that day, the ES building and all its staff were as busy as they always were. As the most brightly-shining gem of the nation’s idol industry, the ES building was known for the daily hustle and bustle, with moments of peace few and far between. The sounds of printers and staplers, the staff members going over schedules and contracts, stamping approvals as well as rejections, an adjustment here and a correction there – there was always more work to be done. Even the idols themselves, the privileged crème de la crème of society, could often be found running around the offices like mice in a labyrinth, eager to get their hands on the better jobs before a rival could steal it. And though conversations echoed and mixed throughout the building, the most interesting exchanges always took place behind the closed doors of the meeting rooms. It was in one such meeting room of the Cosmic Production offices that a producer and an idol were holding a one-on-one about work matters or, better said, about work problems. The idol – Mika Kagehira of Valkyrie – stood accused of inappropriate behaviour. To be sure, that wasn’t the first time he was accused of the same and the Producer, sick of it, simply had to take firm action this time. No matter how many times he was reprimanded, Mika’s behaviour had never corrected. Again and again, he treated them almost akin to an object of worship, obsessively following their every step and seemingly attempting to insert himself into their life as more than just an idol – all of which was highly inappropriate in a work setting. Not even to mention, the way he would always insist on walking the Producer to the station in the evenings, or how he always tried to shoo other idols away from them, even if it was for work, made them increasingly uncomfortable. After some time, even his overly enthusiastic greetings and entranced staring from the other side of the room were enough to put the Producer on edge. And that was simply no work environment to thrive in.

Thus, the Producer set up a meeting. Not to reprimand him once more – these warnings have proved time and time again to be futile – but to tell him they've had enough. Besides, it would be bad manners to abandon a client without informing them first. At least Valkyrie’s leader, Shu, took it in stride – in fact, he reacted quite aloof to the news of the Producer handing them off to another colleague of the P-Association (though Mademoiselle expressed sadness and understanding in equal measures, making them promise to at least stay in touch) – but they had an inkling that Mika would prove to be more difficult to deal with. Hence, the slightly informal setting and the privilege of a semi-private space.

Mika had arrived early, too excited for a one-on-one meeting with the Producer to risk being late. He was always like that with them: eager. Ecstatic to bask in their presence even if for mere moments. When the Producer had arrived, Mika was already seated at the table, fidgeting impatiently, bouncing his leg and tapping the desk with his fingers to the rhythm of a song that only existed in his mind. His eyes lit up the moment he saw his cherished Producer. Before he could even stand to greet them, however, they started speaking, “I’m switching to producing a different unit.” They hadn’t even made eye contact before cutting to the chase. The Producer didn’t want to give him even the hope of that day’s meeting being anything but cold, hard business. It left Mika in an awkward half-sitting pose, his smile frozen in place, too shocked to even frown. A moment of silence passed, during which the cogs in his head were very obviously spinning into overdrive trying to process the information he was just given. "I… dun understand. What're ya sayin', (Y/N)-chan?" "I already told you not to call me that at work,” they snapped. “I said I’m switching to producing a different unit. I’m dropping Valkyrie." “Ya can’t do that!” he protested, standing up so abruptly that the chair behind him slid backwards, nearly tipping over. “Y’ve been our producer all this time, ya can’t just… ditch us!” He took a step closer, and the Producer took two steps back. “Of course I can; Saegusa approved my request just this morning. From now on, Valkyrie’s work will be handled by-” “But why? Who’re ya switchin’ to? There ain’t no one here better than Valkyrie, so y’re just betrayin’ us fer nothin’ and- and-” "I’m not betraying anyone, I’m making a career decision.” A sigh. The Producer pinched the bridge of their nose, closing their eyes to gather their thoughts. “Deep breaths, Kagehira. It’s nothing to panic over."

There was a moment of hesitation, a moment in which Mika didn't know whether to obey or protest, but, ultimately, his trust and admiration for them overpowered his negative feelings. He closed his eyes, inhaled, exhaled. It wasn’t the first time he had felt so emotional, it wasn’t the first time the Producer had to guide him back to Earth – but he couldn’t help it! He has always been an emotional person, and the Producer just means so much to him. Even the way their words were able to ground him so easily was proof enough that he needed them. He couldn’t understand why they were going to switch so suddenly, he honestly couldn’t imagine a single reason for it – he didn’t want to, or maybe he couldn’t, think about it being his fault.

“Y’re abandonin’ us,” still, he pressed. “How could’ja? Was it… ‘s it my fault? N’ah, ‘m sorry, I dunno what I did, but I’m sorry, so, please, tell vice prez ya changed yer mind!” But the Producer was tired, irritated. They have had the conversation about his behaviour too many times already, Mika saying he had no idea what he had done only drained them further of their patience. They were done mincing their words just to appease him. “It is your fault, actually.” “Wha-” “How many times have I told you? Not to call me by my first name, not to invade my personal space, not to follow me after work, not to bother and harass me? Every single time,” they emphasised each word with a downwards motion of their fist, straightening their back to appear somewhat more assertive and taking a deep breath before continuing, “every single time when I, or a higher-up, told you to quit it, you’d behave for a week, maybe, before returning to your usual, disgusting behaviour. It is your fault! I love this job, that’s why I’m here, but even just- just seeing your face is enough to ruin my day now! I can’t work in these conditions, so I’m switching before you make me quit entirely.” A sniffle. Mika quickly looked away, rubbing his cheek with his hand. “Y’don’t mean that…” his voice was barely above a whisper, strained, shaky. “I do! And-” “You don’t. You don’t, you d-” though his face was out of the Producer’s sight, the sharp intake of air was enough for them to guess that he was on the verge of crying. He always was sensitive. “I never… I only…” he couldn’t even get a coherent sentence out. “Don’t interrupt me. You and your... obsession – you’ve really made me hate my dream job. So, I quit. I’m switching. I don’t want to work with a nasty creep like you any longer.” The Producer finally exhaled, shaking their frustration out through their hands.

Yet, they were somewhat proud of themselves for being able to finally lay out all their annoyance, all their exasperation with the idol. And it was more than that, really, because, even though their co-workers seemed to think of Mika as a relatively harmless young man, there was something so subtly off-putting about him; the Producer just didn’t want to risk it. Today, he asks them if the trip they haven’t told anyone they’d be taking was fun, tomorrow who knows what he will grow bold enough to do. Though they could have phrased it more diplomatically, considering his complete disregard of their comfort, the Producer didn’t feel the need to care much for Mika’s feelings, either. Another positive aspect of the one-on-one meeting – they didn’t have to worry about seeming unprofessional. And those were their final words to him, they were certain as they turned their back to him, reaching for the door.

But it only took a fraction of a second. Mika himself hadn't actually thought the action through, but in a moment he leapt up and towards them, encasing them in a back-hug. "Cruel… yer so cruel…!" he whispered, his voice cracking. "Please, I get it's my fault, but I can fix m'self… I can be good, please, I promise," he stuttered out. "Please, don't abandon Valkyrie… don't abandon me, (Y/N)- no, Producer! See? 'M really honest ‘bout tryin' my best!" "Get off me!" The Producer, on the other hand, was completely uncomfortable. They tried to shake him off, worming themselves around enough to pry their arms out of his grip. They turned to face Mika and deservingly punched him in the nose. With a yelp, he let go, his hands now pressing onto the assaulted area. A warm wetness, smeared droplets of blood glistened on his palm – it wasn’t a lot of blood, it wasn’t even a particularly hard punch, but enough to make him feel light-headed. "You… you hit me…” he choked out with a newly-nasally voice. “… You hit me!” he repeated as if he couldn’t believe it, as if he was trying to convince himself that it truly happened. Their eyes met. Mika’s widened, quivering gaze, and the Producer’s burning, yet equally shocked glare. Though the Producer was more shocked at Mika’s appearance than their own actions.

His cheeks were already red and blotchy, lips trembling in a frown, and those striking mismatched eyes were now emphasised further by his bloodshot, irritated sclerae. "I just wanted to- to…" he hiccupped, the crystalline tears that gathered in his eyes threatening to spill over, "I… I just… y’re so cruel!" And the dam broke. Mika's whole torso shook as he sobbed, one fist clenching over his chest while the other was busy catching the blood still dripping from his nose. "Y’re so cruel to me!" he accused, blamed. Again and again, as if he was trying to distance himself from his own mistreatment of the Producer, however much he thought said behaviour was good, by begging for sympathy. The Producer, not wanting anything to do with his outburst (and though they could reasonably explain the punch as self-defence, they still feared repercussions), was about ready to run off. Yet, once more, Mika stopped them. Mika, who had now thrown himself on the floor in front of them, grabbing at their legs to keep them from moving. Like a spoilt child, he clung to their knees, pulling down and towards him to the point that they felt like their legs were going to give out and they’d fall on him. It took all their strength to keep themselves upright in that moment – they would have never guessed Mika had that much strength in him.

"Don't leave! Please, don't leave me!" His speech was slurred even more than usual, made almost incomprehensible by the whines and sobs that accented them. He was getting choked up, barely breathing at this point. "I'll change, I'll be good, please, Producer, ple-ease, jus’ tell me wha’ta do t’ make ya stay! I'll do anythin’, please!" Frankly, between his desperate pleas and the way he was gripping the Producer's legs, squeezing the veins until they were near-ready to burst and form bruises, it was becoming pathetic. Repulsive. "I'm not gonna be a cr-creep anymore, please!" Mika's face was now fully laid against the Producer's thigh – which the Producer was not happy about in the least. They could feel his tears, blood, spit and snot soak through the fabric, and it just disgusted them. Recoiling, they tried to shake him off, first by pushing at his shoulders, then, when he only clung harder, by trying to kick him off, all to no avail. Reduced to a most undignified state, Mika was begging them to stay through loud, gross sobs, making promises he had already broken many times, promises that the Producer knew he wouldn’t keep. It made them regret choosing a one-on-one meeting. Surely, he wouldn’t be making such a scene if only they had convinced Shu to accompany them.

“I said let go!” “Not ‘til ya promise to give me another chance! Please!” His nails were digging into their skin even through the fabric, he clung to them desperately, as if he were drowning and they were the only thing keeping him afloat. With eyes filled to the brim with overflowing tears, he looked up at them. Truly, a beyond pathetic sight. “Please, don’abandon me, don’t hate me! Y’can hit me an’ yell at me an’ insult me more if ya wanna, but, please, just don’t leave me!” “You’re making me uncomfortable,” the Producer was firm, “let go this instant, or I’m going to… report you or something!” They were moments away from losing it, from screaming and yelling, but they kept that semblance of professionality that was trained so well into them. They refused to debase themselves by behaving like an animal – like he was behaving – though they were aware and ready to defend themselves with another punch if needed. The Producer tried to pry him off once more, but Mika didn’t budge. He only wailed louder, now fully hugging and squeezing his arms around the Producer’s knees. It felt like they were moving in circles, and even the Producer started feeling desperate. Ashamed. But they had to shake that feeling off – Mika wasn’t the victim here; he was only facing the consequences for his vile disregards of normal human decency. Despite Mika’s arms making it difficult to move, they managed just enough to hit his shoulder with their knee. This proved to be enough for him to let go momentarily, and the Producer took advantage of that to push him away from themselves. As he was already unstable in the position on his knees, it didn’t take much effort to push him on his behind once the support gained through the Producer’s legs was taken away. He stumbled backwards with an oomph, eyes squeezed shut.

“There’s something seriously wrong with you,” the Producer accused, vitriol in their voice, “and I don’t want anything to do with it.” “Don’say that…” Mika tried his best to wipe his tears with the back of his hand, sniffling and blubbering, though he ended up looking more of a mess with what was left of his nosebleed, mixed with his tears, now smeared on one of his cheeks. And the tears just kept falling, besides. He didn’t try to get up. “Don’t… sa-ay that…” he gasped out, the force of his cries making it hard to breathe. He was shaking his head in denial, bringing his hands up to pull on his hair. He didn’t want this to happen, he never wanted this to happen – they were never supposed to look at him with such repulsion. The dull throbbing in his temples signalled the beginnings of a headache, and his mouth was still filled with saliva as well as the blood that passed through his throat instead of his nostrils. “Even though I love ya like this… Why’re ya-” he hiccupped, unceremoniously choking on his spit. “Even though I lo-ove ya…” “Are you serious? Ew.” The Producer couldn’t help but cringe. “Is that why you were so sleazy this whole time? Because you liked me?!” They found it disturbing. The things Mika was doing to them – from the stalking to the violent jealousy over them – none of it was what a sane person would do to someone they liked. “I wasn’t… ‘M sorry, I’m…” a wheeze, “‘M sorry, I just wan-wanted ya to love me back, I dun want’cha to ha-ate me…” With every rasp, every cough, he shivered and pawed at his chest, trying to ease the pain in his lungs, trying to breathe. But his breath hitched, his throat kept closing up, and the slimy spit that filled his mouth as a result of all the crying didn’t help. Mika kept his eyes to the floor, ashamed to look at the Producer in that state. To say he didn’t quite plan on confessing like this goes without saying. He felt like his whole world was turned upside-down, like his whole life was swiftly ruined in a matter of minutes. “Good thing I switched, then. That’s so… Revolting.” “Stop…” He felt humiliated. Taking a deep, shaky breath, he finally leaned forward, grasping desperately at the linoleum floors. He was shivering like he was running a nasty fever, leaning on one hand while the other clutched his mouth. Desperately trying to hold in his sobs, he didn’t want to repulse his Producer any more than he already did. But even just that – the realisation that he repulsed them – made him want to sob even louder, made him want to cry and scream until his voice goes hoarse. He didn’t want this. His head was about to burst, his eyes and throat burnt, he was tired. He was tired.

Mika had no idea that this was what his day was going to turn into when he received word from his (now former) Producer about this meeting. Even at his most pessimistic, he would never have guessed that he would find himself crawling on the floor like a cockroach – a small, worthless, disgusting abomination – slobbering, bleeding, crying, while they only looked at him. He was afraid to meet their eyes again, to see their expression, but he did. He wished he hadn’t. There was no empathy, no patience, no warmth in their eyes. They looked at him only with disgust. They looked downright revolted by the sight of Mika. He sometimes wondered, maybe even fantasised about it – his Producer looking at him as if he was less than human, mistreating him, insulting him. Just a (somewhat) innocent idea he entertained during the slower hours of his part-time jobs, a concept he initially thought exhilarating. But experiencing it was completely different to thinking about it. Maybe it was because, in his mind, the Producer loved him back, maybe because his thoughts were of his own fully controlled world. Maybe because he was used to his Teacher’s criticisms always holding a certain degree of affection to them, that he expected it would be the same with the Producer. But it wasn’t. And there he now laid, crying and begging for mercy, for them to see from his point of view, to see how much he loves them, that he’d do anything for them, that he doesn’t deserve this. But nothing the real Producer was saying was out of love. The opposite, actually. It made chills run down his spine, and another round of waterworks come on. The tears ran easier down his already wettened cheeks, and he looked away once more, feeling as if his depravity had stripped him of the right to gaze at them, to behold them. He loves them, but they’re disgusted with him. “You hate me…” he whispered, rubbing his face, trying desperately to wipe away the tears that were overflowing faster than he could catch them. “I do.” His breaths were becoming more and more unstable, painful. He was trying to keep his sobs in, but all it did was tighten his chest – all it did was hurt him further. Mika’s heart was about to burst, split into a million tiny little pieces. He was certain he was dying – but he’d have preferred that to this humiliation, this injustice. Mika was certain he didn’t do anything wrong, that his love was so pure, so honest. He thought that all that he was doing, his interest in the Producer’s private life, remembering the small details about them, keeping them safe, he thought that all that would only endear him to them. That, when he finally confessed, they would know he was the one because of all those actions. And instead, he’s being degraded, humiliated, insulted and rejected.

“I’m leaving. Don’t ever talk to me again.” The room was spinning around him, he was sure he couldn’t even feel his legs anymore, feeling lost, feeling disoriented. Feeling wronged. But he could clearly see them turning and leaving, not even sparing him a second glance. “Wait, (Y/N)-chan, wait, please-!” He tried to get up, but his knees buckled, and he was back on the floor in moments. He felt so helpless. Beaten and broken, deprived of what he felt was owed to him, what he felt he deserved. Instead of his Producer’s loving embrace, all he had was the cold floor and his tears. “Wait, please, don’ leave me… Don’ leave me!” he pleaded desperately, nauseatingly. In vain. And the door slammed shut. And the idol was alone.

#tbh i was on the fence ab posting it bc it almost feels /too/ weird... but i guess i've written and posted weirder stuff?#maybe slightly weird and off-putting fics with no actual romance in them can be my niche lmao #ensemble stars #enstars fanfiction #mika kagehira #kagehira mika #stalking tw #mild violence tw #reader insert #enstars angst #angst fic #my writing #yandere #yandere ensemble stars

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