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lister likes to go undercover on different social media’s to give people free drumming advice and through this he becomes good online friends with a lad in first year of uni who’s user is cfspring and talks a lot about his boyfriend

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do you have insta?

i have 4 accounts

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:DD

:DD !!!!

#dizzzzzyyyyy!!!! #love youuuuu

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made this only to never write a part two

Inside part 1

finally taking some time to post something longer.

inside really destroyed me, I’m just gonna talk pretty short about the movie, the songs and some quotes so this post doesn’t end up being a 500 page book. starting the parallels between it and "make happy"

in the ending of make happy you see Bo enter a small room after preforming, he sings one last song "are you happy?". he leaves the room after finishing and doesn't preform anything for the next 5 years. at the start of inside, he's back in that same room. he leaves only to later on find an excuse to come back

the movie starts off with the song "content" where Bo sings that he has been depressed but will still try to make content, seeing if it could help with his mental state.

‘Robert's been a little depressed (no) And so today I'm gonna try just. Getting up, sitting down. Going back to work. Might not help, but still, it couldn't hurt’

The next song is “comedy”

in this song Bo sings that he wants to help people, but that the only thing he can do is comedy, and try to make people feel better with jokes. but he’s unsure if it’s okay for him to joke when literally the whole world is ending (it didn’t actually end but like that’s what people thought yk)

‘Should I be joking at a time like this? Somebody help me out, 'cause I don't know. And I want to help to leave this world better than I found it And I fear that comedy won't help, and the fear is not unfounded Should I stop trying to be funny?’

then we have FaceTime with my mom

honestly I’m kinda struggling with this one, except for the obvious fact that the song is about Bo FaceTiming with his mom to me I just seems like he doesn’t have anything better to do so he just talks to his mom. “My mother's covering her camera with her thumb I'll waste my time FaceTiming with my mom” I’m really unsure about this one, so I’d love to hear other people’s opinions on this one.

moving on to how the world works

ok this one I actually have something to say about, so the song starts of with Bo explaining how the world “works” in the kind of way you’d explain it in a kids show. Then socko comes out and explains it in a way that focuses a lot on social criticism, he talks about the world in a very pessimistic but real way. The song also talks about how Bo wants to help but he feels unsure about what to because he has a lot of privileges and the bad things that are happening in the world doesn’t really have anything to do with him. So after socko is done with his part Bo says this:

“That's pretty intense No shit What can I do to help? Read a book or something, I don't know Just don't burden me with the responsibility of educating you It's incredibly exhausting. I'm sorry, Socko I was just trying to become a better person Why do you rich fucking white people Insist on seeing every socio-political conflict Through the myopic lens of your own self-actualization? This isn't about you So either get with it, or get out of the fucking way”

White Woman's Instagram

again, one I’m struggling with.

the way I interpreted it was that he was talking about how people tend to copy each other to fit in. Like he sings a lot of different thing that “every” white woman posts on insta. Still I’m very unsure about this one.

the next one is unpaid intern but this one is so short and the lyrics are so hard to read deep meanings into so I’m just gonna say this, it’s about unpaid interns.

bezos I is probably the most unserious song in this movie( I know it seems like I’m just skipping so many songs but Bo just had to put all of those song right after each other T^T, pretty much done with the songs that I struggle with so part 2 is probably gonna be a lot better)

#i forgot about it actually #definitely not gonna work on this now bcs i have exams and stuff

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If you were to write an iwbft sequel, what would it be about?

oOOOOH BOY. okay here’s the pitch

It’d be dually narrated by Lister and Bliss. 

Lister, who is healing from various serious injuries, has decided that he wants to become a ‘better’ human. This involves giving up smoking and alcohol, definitely getting over his crush on Jimmy, and being more in control of his behaviour and personality. He’s started to realise that being famous just isn’t as fun as it used to be, but it’s not like he can escape now… can he?

Bliss, who has just broken up with her megastar boyfriend, has suddenly become super famous for being ‘Rowan Omondi’s girlfriend’, and has to deal with everything that comes with that - fame, online hate and a social media following - but the only person who’d understand is her ex-boyfriend! Trying to deal with being in the spotlight just for being someone’s girlfriend, and the sudden promise of money when she starts to get offers of Instagram sponsorships… maybe she could try being famous, just for a little while… what could go wrong?

there. I’ll probably write it but publishing it will be very difficult, because IWBFT didn’t do very well. But I’m like 95% sure I’ll end up writing it.

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yaay

#tumblr milestone

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The idea of Rowan screwing with interviewers is so amusing to me. Cause we all know how Rowan dresses (ICONIC) and the other 2/3 of The Ark is queer in some capacity and with jowan shipping I feel like at some point interviewers would start speculating about Rowan’s sexual orientation and gender and I just know he would be such a menace about it like the interviewerwould come out of the interview knowing less about Rowan than they went in and Rowan would just be so smug about it

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wouldn’t it be funny if only one member of the ark was official on twitter

like jimmy and lister don’t have the little tick but rowan does

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hello!!! for you i have Fast In My Car by Paramore :D

dizzzyyy i LOVE

such a good songgg

#thanks for the song dizzyyy<33333

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thinking about her*

*iwbft 2

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my personality changes depending on which sosial media acc i use

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im never active on here anymore TT i really only use tumblr in class

#i need to get my tumblr addiction back #i've lowkey came back to twt #i miss tumblr but my algorythm is fucked rn #like i keep getting my own posts??

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Why are other solitaire and heartstopper fans so brain dead like think for a second pls

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last post before i disappear again @georgiaswarr (based off of this)

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a God

do you believe in a God?

well it's complicated, i say. is it really? here's what they told me: there is someone out there who loves me. no matter my sins, no matter my faults. He loves me, i will never be worthy. forgive me, father, for i have sinned, and there is nothing i will ever be able to do to make up for that fact.

there is someone out there who created me, piece by piece, and made no mistakes. took each part of this broken body and mind in His hands and curved them all together in a wretched attempt to create something beautiful.

they say i have His love, but how can i accept it knowing what i was made from? i'm stretched between desire and resentment, acceptance and rejection. they say that the woman committed the original sin, that although the man slipped the fruit into his own mouth, it was her who convinced him, although having been deceived herself. i think i'm both the man and the woman, continually deceiving myself, continually sinning. i hand myself the apple. just take one bite, and another, and another, and another, and. i know exactly what i'm doing and i do it anyways. i am the original sin and the generations damned for it afterwards. i am the tree and i am the fruit and i am the hands that passed it between them and i, too, will fall as they did, be thrown from the garden that my God created for me, cursed as i deserve to be. screaming the whole way out, i'm sorry to be like this. i'm sorry to have crumbled and cracked this body back into the dust it was made from. i'm sorry you love me.

/ / / /

well, it's sort of the same with you, in a way. i want you here with me and i want you exactly where you are. i want you to want me too and i want you to reel back in disgust. i want you to see me, to take in all my cuts and bruises, and i want you to close your eyes. i want you in a glass case, for me to look, but not touch, and i want you in my mouth. i want you to love me the way i love you, and i can think of nothing more terrifying.

this was supposed to be a religous poem, goddamnit, and i've brought it back to you again. well. i'm sorry to be like this. i'm sorry i love you in a way that you might not be able to reciprocate. i'm sorry i'm the way i am. just please keep me with you, i'll perch on the arm of your chair like an angel, keep my mouth shut and my lips upturned, close but never too close, just as i was made to be. i love you in a way that's just right and nothing less. i feel for you the way i am meant to. give me my undeserved love, pour it down my throat into the starving hole that lives beneath. i will never be worthy and you will never stop giving, and i hate you for it.

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Jimmy cuts his hand on a mug

Rowan gets hit in the head with a brick

Lister gets STABBED

THE INJURYS GET PROGRESSIVELY WORSE OMFG THESE POOR BOYS

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Lister went through a Roger Taylor phase. I will not elaborate.