#THE MAN THAT YOU ARE HJ

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: my perfect stranger [8/16] ⟣

home away from home

#my perfect stranger #korean drama #kim dong wook #jin ki joo #mygif #mpshoth #mmkfav #T____T #this scene T___T #i knew immediately this was gonna be the hoth #RIGHT AWAY #but there were also sum other scenes that came close #the psychic that hj is #he READ yy's mind and knew what she was feeling and what to do #THE MAN THAT YOU ARE HJ #when is it my turn askfjd #where's my hug ksksks #it really is just them against the world in the 1987 world #and im glad that they have each other to rely on #and that they've become comfortable enough to lean on each other #they really did go thru such a stressful and chaotic day #and at the end of the day when everything was over they were able to soak in the emotions and moment together #:(( #i luv them sm #they're each other's home :(( #pls never change you two #i cant emphasize just how important and life-changing and big this moment was #it means so much in their relationship and just in general like- #i can go on forever about this scene #im so srs

[dervampireprince]

[dni minors, dni blogs that have no 18+ age listed in their bio] astarion x trans man! reader/tav /// smut, dysphoria comfort, reader's chest is un-described and untouched, reader has a vulva, soft dom top astarion, bottom reader

whenever there's a day when you feel off, wrong, you're hyper aware of your body and how it doesn't feel right to you, he'll notice. perhaps not at first, but the way your posture is different, the way you reject and shy away from his touch, don't flush or scowl at his flirting.

it's late when he decides he has to ask you what's wrong, him not being used to having others to care about, to worry for.

"have i done something wrong?" his voice is quiet and yet it startles you from your thoughts.

"no? no, of course no," guilt festers in you. "i'm sorry."

"there's no need to apologise, darling. as i've been told by someone quite dear to me, there's nothing wrong with not wanting to be touched."

"it's not that. i do, i," you breathe. "i want you to touch me quite badly."

"then i don't understand."

his fingers twitch, wanting to reach for you as your eyes flicker to the mirror across the room.

"when you look at me... what do you see? that is, i mean... you could have anyone you wanted, and i know what you'll say to that. and i believe you. that you want me. i just, sometimes it's hard thinking about the men you've been with, hells just men in general, and then... how they compare to... me. because sometimes, sometimes it's hard to see myself as... as..."

you trail off, aware of your shaking breath, aware of the wetness on your eyelashes, aware that you want to bury yourself against him but find yourself scared.

just as you start to wonder if you've ruined something, his hands hover by your face, not touching, waiting. and so you nod, and his he cups his palms against your cheeks, tilting your head to look at him.

"my sweet boy."

those words and his voice make everything the smallest bit better, you hold back a sob and place your head into the crook of his neck. him calling you a boy both soothing and comforting, but also always slightly arouses you.

"you know i love you? exactly as you are, because of who you are."

"i know."

he raises one of your hands to his lips and kisses it.

"would you let me show you?"

he's not used to being so careful with someone else, not that he hasn't been gentle before but it's never been out of his own desire to cherish the person he's with. but perhaps he can understand, in his own way, feeling disconnected to your own body.

"you're such a handsome man, such a pretty boy. and aren't i ever so lucky. when i was a child i would fantasize about some dashing prince, but i could have never imagined i'd find one like you. you're far lovelier than any dream. you're real. and for some unknown reason managed to see something good in me. you're the most incredible person i've ever met, and i'm going to help you see that."

your shirt stays on if you wish it, as much as he loves every inch of your body, and will continue to regardless of if it stays as it is, or if parts of it change. but he wants you to be comfortable.

he kisses you, trailing down from your lips to your neck, never meaning to get carried away there but always does. you find it hard to mind though as he kisses, teeth nipping but not drinking, leaving faint little marks. he likes leaving marks on you, a reminder that you're here, that you're proud to be with him.

his hands slide down your sides, over your stomach, they pull at the laces of your trousers, sliding them off you legs, leaving your bottom half bare, waiting for his attention.

you flush as he maintains eye contact with you as he slides a hand under your ankle, then down your leg as his mouth moves with it, kissing you calf, next to your knee, up your thigh. and if there's more to grab there, he reveals in it, adoring any curves, your softness. he pauses when he reaches the top of your thigh and chuckles, smirks to himself

"such a sensitive boy, i haven't even touched you anywhere intimate yet and look," you gasped as he glides a couple of fingers between your folds and then holds them up. "already wet for me."

he slides his fingers back against you, teasing around you before thrusting in, curling them upwards as he lowers his head.

"we get be neglecting your cock can we darling? it's straining so hard. and just because it looks different than mine, doesn't make it less of a cock, does it?"

he stays blinking up at you until he realise he wants an answer and you shake your head no.

"good boy, that's right," he purrs and you want to feel condescended, but you just whine, flushing hot, wanting to be good for him, wanting to be his good boy, wanting him to call you that again. "and what shall we do with your pretty cock? shall i suck you off?"

you nod your head, eyes pleading with him and he laughs, not to make fun of you, but because your neediness, your eagerness for him endears him.

"very well then," his lips close around your cock, sucking and suctioning while his fingers continue to stroke inside you, your hands slip into his hair and tug accidentally and he moans around you.

"cheeky boy," he pulls back. "do you wish to come like this or..."

"fuck me," you say, and then. "please? please, astarion, i need you."

astarion always flushes when you tell him you need him. he slides up your body, "i suppose i shouldn't tease, you've been deprived of my touch all week, my poor boy thinking he didn't deserve this. don't worry, i'll fuck you like need."

his cock slips between you, holding you close, kissing your neck, hands stroking your waist as he pushes inside of you,

"that's it, such a good boy. always taking me so well," he loses control of his voice as he fucks you, murmuring praises as his hips snap against you, letting you tug him up to kiss you, pressing one of your hands down into the pillow so he can hold it.

he tells you that you're a good as you both come, he tells you that you're a good boy as you twitch, oversensitive, as he cleans you off, and he tells you that you're a good boy as you drift off in his arms.

#after learnings theres lines in the game where astarion says as a young boy he fantasized about a handsome prince well #also this was caused by the gender affirmation cameo i got from neil newbon #because hearing astarion say "well hello boy arent you a strapping young lad' has cured my gender dysphoria /hj #astarion #astarion x reader #astarion x tav #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #y/n #reader insert #male reader #trans man reader #ftm reader #imagine #imagines #the vampire writes

[nonranghaes]

"hey, yo... if i make this shot... you gotta go out with me, alright?"

mark smiles at you brighter than any star in the sky as he continues to bounce the basketball. it's just the two of you now--the rest of your friends have gone their separate ways. it feels like nights always end with just you and mark nowadays. not that you're complaining: you adore the guy. you just smile at first, knowing that you'd say yes regardless of this silly deal (and the twinkle in mark's eyes tells you that he knows this, too: he just needs to show off).

"alright," you say, hands tucked into your hoodie pocket. "go for it."

he swells a little with pride before he takes the shot... and immediately misses. his smile falls into genuine, unabashed shock as he turns to you. you're already cackling, turning to run after the ball before it can get too far away.

"yo, i practiced! i literally practiced and got it--the guys can tell you! i'm good at this, i swear--"

you calm down, smiling at him as you hold the ball in your hands. "okay. so if i make this... you gotta go on a date with me."

mark smiles wide, so cutely flustered but he nods. "alright. bet."

you line up the shot, taking a deep breath. after a moment, you throw the ball through the air, watching as it just barely bounces off the rim. it sends mark into endless cackles, and you immediately rush toward him, burying your face in his jacket as you laugh.

"oh my god," he gasps out between cackles, arms wrapping around you. "i wish i got that on camera." he squeezes you tighter. "alrightalrightalright," he says too many times, blending together as he draws back from you just enough to see your face. "c'mon. i'll buy food."

(donghyuck later reports to the group chat that both of you are indeed idiots, having heard the story from mark... but at least you're idiots together now.)

#nonranghaes.thoughts #nct x reader #nct x you #nct x y/n #mark lee x reader #mark lee x y/n #mark lee x you #mark lee fluff #nct fluff #i need my mark idiots 2 lovers arc irl right NOW /hj #no one understands him as much as i do. he says words and im like yo... this man spittin facts... #everyone else is like 'what the fuck is he saying' and im like yo hes so right rn #^^ ignore me being delulu but skdfhdsf i wish he'd post more poetry sometime #like his poetry is so good like mark post more fr so i can analyze it and yell abt it #nonranghaes.nct

[boldlygoingwhere]

aghh soapghost mini comic bc they make me CRAZY. lyrics are from "something good" from the sound of music btw.

anywho, a draft of comic is under the cut !!

#cod #cod mw2 #call of duty #modern warfare 2 #soap mctavish #ghost mw2 #simon riley #soapghost #ghostsoap #short comic #my art #lord they make me so crazy i read this one fic that actually almost made me dry heave from how emotional it made me /hj #LIKE FUCK MAN #I ALMOST VOMITTED.. THATS HOW YOU KNOW THE SHIP IS CRAZY BRO

[dooblez]

thas his emotional support animal right there

#i love the trope #where other characters call one character’s target of affection #their ‘pet’ #(ie in ofmd ajdkdkakfkg) #it’s so funny to me #like yeah that’s his doggy #he likes to teach him tricks/j #scarab is his therapy pet at this point i feel like/hj #mans is LONELY and SAD and has some ISSUES #of course the only person who he can actually interact with is gonna be his crutch #and you can bet your bee hind i’m adding that to my fic in my drafts >:) #thas his little guy and he gets sad when he’s not around because who else is he supposed to talk to :( #prohibitedwish #fionna and cake #at:f&c #prismo #scarab #prismo x scarab #i’m still trying to figure out how to draw them okAy/lh

[bergameow]

hannah montana but she is in DOOM 

i drew this because vargskelethor did a Linux destruction stream that was hannah montana themed and he played DOOM and it ended up destroying the system. so i had to get the idea of this out im so sorry lmfao

its kinda half-finished but its ok i was tired of working on it. down below is where I turned the DOOM enemies into vargskeletons with their little mushroom hats

and the initial sketch that I said I wouldn’t fix but did anyway because i dont know my priorities

#vargskelethor #vinesauce #hannah montana #DOOM #fanart #stupid #idk how to tag this man #doodle #i never played doom idk what those creatures are called but tbh looking at the cover kind of made me want to check it out #i own the game just never thought to play it #this also made me realize i wish there were more nonsexualized female action game protagonists #like samus or something #like laura is cool but he whole appeal is sexy big triangle booba girl you know #and i looove laura #did you see the backlash there was when they turned her from an f cup to a d cup #does anyone actually break down this shit #i am the onkly one who cares!!! /hj #anyway sorry for whatever the fuck this is kjahgkjh

[majiinatc]

Peter Parker & Harry Osborn across the comics

"it's a scary world sometimes; all the more reason to hang on to friendship... whenever you find it"

#marveledit #comicedit #spidermanedit #* #marvel #spider man #parksborn #peter parker #harry osborn #in order: 616/1610/65/spidey/spider man loves mary jane #if i can take any parksborn scene out of context and make it gay then you did a good job /hj

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

something something ajax gets struck by lightning and gets funky powers and shows them off and isnt worried about trival things something something ic gets struck by lightning and just shrinks in on themself and hides away and is so completely and wholely worried fable is going to be mad at them something something

#theres more to ic getting struck than that but i think you get my point #these events were 3 days apart btw #which. man the sherbs need to stop getting hit by lightning /hj #sherbertquake56 #ajax event #icarus morningstar #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts

[leatherbookmark]

(in which the caption is a picture)

bonus (my girlfriend):

#shrimp gifs #hongjoong #seonghwa #yeosang #mingi #wooyoung #san #ateez #kpop #LEGIT. WHAT'S. GOING ON. they're so stone-faced and/or almost wary of each other. no 'oh shit captain you're alive! hooray!' #just. hwa hopping down and tossing hj the duffel bag. and the look hj gives him looks almost pained? though i'm super bad at telling #emotions from faces so idk BUT LIKE. GOD #there was a fic that played with this a bit. like it had hj trapped in the house AS WELL AS a time loop or sorts and it took LONG for him t #get out so when the lads finally reunited with him they didn't trust him fully at first because Man What Happened To You #it was so good. i should find it again OTL

[ilovelyneysm07]

I don't know why, but I feel like a relationship with Vox would basically be "Meant to Be Yours" of Heathers: The Musical. Vox gives me JD vibes if you try to leave him. (I was listening to the Heathers soundtrack while drawing and it popped into my head. That's crazy)

#hazbin hotel #vox hazbin hotel #vox x reader #hazbin hotel x you #hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel headcanon #there's no way in hell that you can have a healthy relationship with that man #sorry to break it to you #/lighthearted #he's the type of guy that builds a fckin bomb just so you don't leave him /j #basically jd #Heathers is one of my favorite musicals #tw.yandere #its kinda yandere if you think about it #sorry about it #it's very obvious that Vox is a possessive jealous obsessive controlling manipulative annoying son of a bitch /hj

[fuckable-old-man-battle]

#if you love me youll vote illidan <3 /hj #fuckable old man tourney #homestuck #world of warcraft

[transonlyspace]

The transmasc urge to wear a gothic victorian era suit 24/7

anon this isnt transmasc every trans person wants to do this

#transgender #trans pride #trans rights #gender euphoria #transmasc #/hj #no offense if you dont #transmasculine #trans man #trans male #trans ftm #ftm meme #ask answered #trans #ftm memes

[neim-batteries-not-included]

It’s asexual awareness week!!! I present the most aware asexual!!!

(Possible eyestrain and trypophobia, vague spoilers for tma under the cut)

That is not his cardigan. You can decide whose it is, but it’s. It’s not his.

(Click for better quality)

#god this took a while. But I’m pleased with it I think #tma #the magnus archives #jonathon sims #ok I’m listening to mag 195 rn it’s uh. I live in constant fear? /pos #but equally I’m incredibly gay about this man so. so it’s fine I definitely haven’t cried twice today over tma /pos #god if I start posting tma like I did skug I’m gon have to make another side blog #I spent like 5 hours on this for a very silly joke and I’m. I’m not sorry. /hj #art #artist on tumblr #neim actually does some actual art!! wow!!!!! #will do some actual worldbuilding posts soon I promise. so sorry if you follow me for that fhfhfhfhfh #asexual awareness week #asexual #I love this man. as an ace I platonically crush on him so hard #we love good ace rep in this household #tma spoilers #eyestrain #maybe???????? just in case #trypophobia tw #again. just in case

[ethanharmonia]

S!3V3N

Just an emo man in his 20s with a deceased dragon and dating a glitched man, im very normal

Other version because i couldnt stop laughing at this😭😭😭😭😭

#pokemon #pokemon au #pokepasta #pokemon creepypasta #pokemon strangled red #strangled red #glitchy red #fnf hypno lullaby #fnf lullaby #hypnos lullaby #the gayest man ever yall #bro may not have powers but he can beat your buttlercheeks haha /hj #he gave missingno to his damn boyfriend on christmas can you imagine that is the best gift ever #the rendering this time made me feel gay oh my god #art #pokemon trainer #drawing #strangled red steven

[hermannsprecursors]

Uhhhh concepts and stuff idk it's 10 at night and I have class in the morning. Yet here I am posting my I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream madness

Yeah. I'm so mentally ill about this crazy ass story but at least my AP lang teacher is gonna love me

ALSO HERE more autism critters + a bonus because y'all love making the deranged AI kiss, so I thought we should let the folks they torment be friends.

#i have no mouth and i must scream #ihnmaims #am ihnmaims #ted ihnmaims #ellen ihnmaims #gorrister ihnmaims #allied mastercomputer #ihnmaims ted #ihnmaims ellen #ihnmaims gorrister #dave bowman #dave makes a cameo #if this gets enough likes i'll draw dave and ted making out #if it gets more reblogs than that i'll draw ted manning up and shagging am /hj #at least the after of it #“why are you hiding this in the tags” BECAUSE #YALL WILL LAUGH AT ME #I'M DERANGED #lol anyway

[traggalicious]

Discussion on the Great Gatsby and I guess I overestimated the open-mindedness of my classmates bc like… the response when i said “so do y’all think Nick’s kinda got smth for Gatsby” was Interesting. They seemed shocked, as if Nick is Not a bisexual man. (This guy legit can’t choose anything, he’s non-confrontational, describes women and men kind of equally in both appearance and Vibes, and come ON that scene w/ the ellipsis (commonly used for fade-to-black sex scenes) and then HIM WAKING UP W/ MCKEE IN BED. HOMO 🫵🫵🫵.) Anyway. Nick/Gatsby/Daisy seemed to be the general ship consensus here

#the great gatsby #nick carraway #jay gatsby #bisexuality #nick carraway is a bisexual man truther #you cant fucking change my mind #bc im RIGHT #/hj #pls try to tho I wanna see other people’s perspectives #hey wouldn’t it be nice if nick had green eyes so the green light gatsby reaches for is really Nick— #what he wants #far across the lake #shining from the dock #is really right beside him #right in front of him #you’re smiling at him #he’s feeling more understood than he ever has #also gatsby totally has PTSD from the war and is using the parties to live vicariously through others #experiencing a microcosm of society as he can no longer experience it #and that’s as close as he can get #rambles #traggy’s shit