#sherbertquake56

[flameishstudios]

Thinking about how tired Icarus is,

How sad they seem while sitting by the cave,

How they can’t bring themself to read Centross’ book,

How they back away and panic when fable started walking towards the cave,

How they didn’t try to fight Rae, they didn’t even try to argue with him. They don’t have the energy to do that anymore, especially not on a day like that day.

They just can’t force themself to care anymore

#icarus morningstar #sherbert morningstar #fablesmp #fable smp #sherbertquake56 #flameish posts things

[tricerotopicpt2]

One of my proudest accomplishments was coming up with the name "shercurity" during that one fable among us stream.

#fable smp #fsmp #fablesmp #Fable smp among us #sherbertquake56

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

Quixis keeping a little book of all the sherbs names. Little descriptions of them, and their brother's, and their worlds - their favorite flowers and favorite colors. Their favorite pastimes - their favorite *everything.* There's little details about all of them; their small habits and little nervous ticks; the way they speak and smile and laugh - the way they carry themself. Everything quixis would every *want* to remember about them. (And maybe they have little notes down about how each of them died. Have little notes about how long they survived in spite.) The book itself is covered in tear stains and blood, and the decay is slowly encroaching on the edges.

#headcanons for chat #ash's fault this time /lh #sherbertquake56 #quixis #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts

[sunflower-fields070]

Welcome to Icarus lives in my brain rent-free. yes it's me ranting about them-

So- i was brainrotting ranting with @jinxybri about Icarus and just everything about them, from their house to their relationship and status with Fable.

So we started off talking about the memories, because Bee read something Sage said about Icarus only remembering leaving Rae to get beaten up as a kid, so they think they're a bad brother, and always will be. Now- I believe this worked out in Fable's favour so Icarus could be easily manipulated to do as he wanted when he came out of the portal. He manipulated and rewrote all of Icarus' childhood memories of him and Rae to be terrible and bad, so Fable could manipulate and gaslight them into thinking Fable could fix everything. And it worked. It worked so Icarus could stay with Fable. It worked so Icarus could think they were a bad brother, they always have been and never will be anything different.

That leads to my next thing of their relationship with Fable and how it correlates to all the way back in s1. I'm thinking about this because my brain has decided to pick, at random, a thing Sherb said about them and how it's the same way they acted with Enderian (whomp whomp she's dead /lh). Back in s1, Icarus acted the way they did to Enderian in hopes of getting seen by her, to get approval that what they're doing isn't for nothing. In the end, they never really got that, did they? And then Fable came in. Fable promised them, once he figured out they had powers *cough* quixis *cough*, he promised them he could fix all their wrongs, could bring people back. So Icarus obeyed.

During the Cathedral of War stream, Icarus even snapped at Fable once he killed Centross, their best friend. They were yelling and standing a good distance away from their father who tried to murder them out of greed, out of a want for endless power, before he said he could bring Centross back.

Then Icarus listened. Fable had said he could bring Centross back, and Icarus agreed. Fable said that he would return if Icarus joined him, helped him gain the powers from other gods, to hand him the reaver. And Icarus obeyed.

It's the same thing they did with Enderian. They do all these things to get the attention of Fable, to get their father's approval and to be seen, and Fable gives them that. Fable gives them what they want to receive. Fable gives them the approval, and love that a "father" should, and yet...he's only ever said sorry once. He's never given Icarus a hug. He's never around to be a father.

And he never was.

Fable has trapped Icarus in this birdcage of a house. Maybe the amount of doors and exits Sherb put on the houses Icarus got was intentional, maybe it wasn't. I'd like to think it was, and so would Bee. In every house, there has been more than 1 exist to leave. Season 1 had 4 doors. Season 2 had 2 doors downstairs, and towers to leave from with an exist by the farm as a balcony, and an exit on the opposite side. Season 3 had 7 exits before fable closed of four. They had their front door, an open potion area where they could easily fly from, 2 balconies and their landing pad, as well as a staircase to exit their room and go to Brian if needed. Now, their current house has only one exit, one entrance. A one-way staircase to enter or exit, where Fable could easily block if he felt the need to.

It emphasis the point of them being trapped in a birdcage. Before, they had so much connection to everyone, they were going out occasionally and they spoke with the whole village, then Fable cut them off. Their landing pad was sealed up once Unlocked happened, and then Quixis changed it to iron bars. Now, their house has only one window. One window which Quixis is one glitch away from making it into iron bars. Really showing the birdcage fact. A display cage for those who found the house. A taunting method like an animal in a zoo, watching everything without being able to see it properly.

Their window being in line with the Cave Of First Breath. They're constantly taunted by the grave of their best friend who died, who won't be able to come back without the "help" of their father. And their bed is right by the window, too. How many nights have they actually slept there? How many of the nights they have stayed there, staring out that window and at that cave?

Then they had to go in there with Rae and Fable to see Isla. The panic they had at hearing that, the grave of their best friend, trying so hard to not grieve the loss of their friend. And now their mother was in there too, stuck in a pocket dimension that was too bright for their eyes.

No matter how many times Icarus has tried to ignore the grief, they can't not grieve. Centross died in the cave they face. Centross died by the hands of their father who promised months ago that they would get him back soon.

That was 4 months ago.

4 months ago they were told Centross would be returned safely. 4 months ago Icarus witnessed the death of their best friend. 4 months ago they nearly got murdered by their father. And they think about it a lot, despite telling themself it's fine, that everything will work out perfectly fine, they can't escape the nightmares if the nightmares are constantly staring him in the face.

What would've happened if they died instead? If Centross appeared to late? If he didn't arrive at all? What would've happened if they just...weren't here now? Who would take their place? Fable would attack Rae, and Rae would either surrender himself again to Fable, or die fighting him.

And they were offered the hug. Icarus was offered a hug the day Rae and Aax found them. The day they were finally debating with themself if they should just start grieving Centross' death. They wanted that hug. icarus wanted the hug from Rae. Gods, it had been forever since anyone gave them a hug. The last time they got one was 5-6 months ago by Centross. If Fable hadn't come, Icarus would've gone for that hug. They would've taken it happily and maybe Fable saw that and thought they would change sides.

That Icarus would leave Fable like everyone else did. Like how Isla, his "wife", took Icarus and Rae away from him. To keep them safe from his greed. And now they've fallen back to him again. And Icarus still believes they don't need to change.

That they shouldn't change. That it's useless to try, even at the very least. And they can't even do anything right, no matter what they try. It's always going to be wrong to everyone else, not themself. The day they killed Momboo solidified one fact for them.

They're nothing more than a villain in this story.

Why bother being something else?

#fable smp #fsmp #fablesmpblr #icarus morningstar #rae morningstar #sherbertquake56 #quixis #ranting about this lil guy again #they live in my head rent-free #sometimes i cry about them #rant post #they can't do anything wrong /denial #maybe they can't do anything right either

[lillybearrie]

Guys- guys! I need to talk about this because omfg arararara

Ok so I was watching sherb's most recent hardcore stream, or more accurately got not even a minute in and ran to Tumblr because I have thoughts, and maybe it's because I just binged Icarus's pov post-centross death but the first like 30 seconds or so of the hardcore stream made me realize the difference between someone like hardcore!Sherbert and Icarus.

Icarus is in a deep state of self loathing and needing to grief so so many things so many people they need to process so so much but their own father has convinced them that it's pointless that it's not worth it that they should just focus on other things like helping him in his endeavors and so they don't and instead they bear the weight of this feeling of guilt and dread that they carry it around all day every day and they use it like armor because they don't have much else anymore. They pour all of the doubt they used to have into blind faith in fable's cause because they will not process and they will not grief over the fact that in only the past 4 months they have either indirectly or directly been at fault for 2 of their friends deaths and that their very existence prompted the destruction of so many peoples lives fable caused the resets for them to save their life fable destroyed reality over and over and over until the universe was delt what is likely irreparable damage all for them and honesty we really don't talk enough about the guilt they must carry for that. Icarus wakes up and even if it's been a few weeks is immediately so so tired the weight of everything going on in their life waking up with them waking up with the voices that constantly tell them what they already know the voices the yell and scream that their wrong that their hurting people again that their acting corrupted The voices that never shut up day in and day out. And they stretch because sometimes keeping a routine in times like this is key to keeping sane and yk stretching is just generally a good habit. Their alone except for the emotionally distant basterd of a previously immortal man that dares call himself a father ( we're not gonna talk about how the stuff he instilled in ick when they were little influenced a large part of how the corruption presented itself in them during season 1 because this is not that post but if it was I would have so many words you don't even know) life right now is one big distraction and when it's not they either have a break down or they're chasing the next distraction and you can see that when they wake up because you get 2 kinds of Icarus in the morning angry Icarus who will take it out on quixis or us because they need that emotional release and we're easy targets or planning Icarus who is only thinking about what they need to do today they do mindless chores or talk with co-workers or are figuring out how to complete task fable asks of them.

Hardcore!Sherbert on the other hand is for better or worse alone completely and utterly aside from the things their's not a single actual person in their life. they farm they build they vibe and weird shit happens around them sometimes and they hear voices, they wake up and look forward to the next day even when they've been asleep for months they look in the bright side "not a bad thing tho it's important to get your sleep" they are so... free in comparison with Icarus and you can hear it in the way they talk its lighter you can see it in they way they move it made me realize how little Icarus actually truly smiles nowadays hardcore!sherbert has their fair share of struggles don't get me wrong but at they end of the day they're happy they enjoy life for the most part.

And Sherb does such a good Job acting out this fundamental difference between these two variations of the same guy. I go ababababa it think it's neattt anyway go appreciate Sherbertquake56's phenomenal acting after this long ass post psychoanalizing they way their minecraft characters wake up which is a total sane and normal thing to make a Tumblr post about at 4 am mhm

#i just think they're neat #thank you for coming to my ted talk #i go abababababa #i hold them #i has so many think thoughts #so many #the psychology of Icarus Morningstar consumes my brain #send halp #icarus morningstar #hardcore minecraft #sherbertquake56 #sherbverse

[the-sunshine-dims]

The Tale of Two Brothers

Alt: Influences

#fable smp #fsmp #icarus morningstar #sherbertquake56 #rae morningstar #heyhay13 #fin draws #rlly liked how this came out :D

[ima-mezz]

Something something Icarus was laughing and slightly happier until Fable showed up and they almost immediately became frustrated, sad, and angry

#I love this little bird boy so much #they are so morally challenged and I love them for that #fsmp #fable smp #liveblogging #sherbertquake56

[lynxthewolf1]

The wet bird agenda was being pushed so hard during among us and I’m thriving right now. So here’s some of my among us wet bird head cannons

- there just two dudes who have a crush on each and are so obvious about it but ether completely oblivious or are to afraid to get into other relationship because of their past experiences with partners.

- Rodney starts calling Ven V as a nickname.

- I think Rodney knows there’s something going on between Helix and Ven. Kids are smart they pick up stuff sometimes before adults do.

- 2 touch starved co-workers walk into a room. They each other a hug after every few rounds just to have some sort of stability

- If wet birds got together Rodney would be THAT KID to be like “I KNEW IT! YOU GUYS LIKE LIKE EACH EACH OTHER!” and start singing the sitting on a tree song like an smug menace

- before Sherb finished their finale task the round Ven was imposter they somewhat hoped the round would end so they wouldn’t have to be the cause of Ven loosing. This one feels cannon

- Two birds on a wire-

- they hold hands in the corner during hide and seeks hiding together. Someone said this is Sherbs chat and I agree

- I’m not saying there gay I’m just saying there coded fruity

- They support each others wrongs. They might vote each other off but it’s to avoid suspicion gotta be able to keep playing the game to win the game it’s all part of the co-workers motto /lh

#fable smp #pushing the platonic wet bird agenda #fablesmpblr #sherbertquake56 #venear atlan #fable Smp among us #fable Smp among us headcannon #wetbird #among us #I love among us #I also love wet birds #new comfort stream unlocked #did you know I love among us #wet bird #wet bird head cannons

[itsafablefolks]

Thinking about how Icarus is of the belief that they were never a good brother. That because they always fought, they always hurt the people they love, why should they try to be anything different?

Thinking about how as of today (March 26) we have two different people- Len and Isla- saying that that is a lie. That Rae and Icarus were actually good siblings. That Icarus was a good person when Fable wasn’t there and manipulating them.

Icarus is such a tragic character right now I am having so many thoughts

#fable smp #fablesmp #icarus morningstar #sherbertquake56 #fable smp sherbert #fable smp icarus

[flameishstudios]

It’s how Icarus’ pauses as they say that they should make a new area for the birds “because ya know, keeping them in a … small room like … isn’t … good for them”, because they know that that same logic can be applied to them

They know that issolation is bad for them,

They know what it’s made them do in the past,

They know what it’s making them do now,

And they know that they are isolated,

They might tell Rae they aren’t, that they aren’t alone, and that the have Fable and Ven and Ari, but they know they are

Fable is never home, always leaving them to hurt for Netherum, and Ven and Ari don’t even know where they are

They are isolated, and just like it’s bad to keep their birds cooped up in a small space, it’s also bad to keep them there

#me when Ic is bird #icarus morningstar #sherbert morningstar #Sherbirb #fablesmp #fable smp #sherbertquake56 #flameish posts things

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

something about how Icarus losing Centross was pretty much equivalent to them losing themself. something about how Icarus' support system before the cathedral was still so *small*, that the loss of Centross meant the loss of whatever support system they still had. something about how, especially more around the cathedral, *Centross* was the only one pulling them out their house and whatever hole they had dug themself into in that moment. something about losing that person that kept you *okay* is almost equivalent to losing yourself - because if you're not okay, you're not safe and you're stressed and you're *hurt*, are you really yourself in the entirety of that word?

#prison duo /pos #me when prison duo #i love em so much #prison duo #sherbertquake56 #icarus morningstar #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts

[sunflower-fields070]

I look at Icarus and go “you’ve seen the horrors.” I look at young Icarus and I go “you haven’t seen the horrors” and I look at corrupt!icarus and I go “you are the horrors” I look at fable and go “you made the horrors”

#fable smp #fsmp #icarus morningstar #sherbertquake56 #these silly characters take up my mind #staring noises intensify #I just look at them and shake them violently

[lennox0arts]

Parallels

both broters broke their wings. Both could have caused nerve damage.

The difference?

Icarus had people that could help. Rae didn't.

Thank you for your time.

#fable smp #fablesmp #fsmp #fsmpblr #icarus morningstar #fable smp sherbert #screaming crying throwing up #fablesmpblr #fable sherb #sherbertquake56 #sherbverse #fable rambles #fable smp rae #fablesmp rae #rae morningstar #rambles

[rima-niki]

Wait a second why does Quixis knows the lyrics to no longer you? Does that mean quixis vibes to music from our world in the world port?

Does that mean Quixis knows their own playlist made by Rina? or did they make it themselves and went these songs are me coded >:D

Anyways Headconnon time of Quixis will dance around in the world port with the music from the brown world, it's something to do when waiting for one to wake up and something to distract them from the decay.

#fable smp #fsmp #fsmpblr #fablesmp #sherbertquake56 #quixis #quixis fable smp #headconnon #silly quixis times #no longer you is such a silly song for them to reference #they be a bit Dancy #sherbaverse

[emberunderscore]

fuck it we ball

im figuring out how to do this as I go so reduce your expectations to zero and maybe be pleasantly surprised :]

i'll be starting to work on a full animatic of icarus and quixis for this song, but dont expect anything soon this will take me a while

#tw blood #song: disembodied mind by sparkbird #fable smp #fsmp #icarus morningstar #sherbertquake56 #quixis #fablesmp #ember's art :]

[sniffingstarss]

*tapping on window”

Hey

*more tapping on window”

Hey Icarus

…

Wtf happened to: “ I would pick Rae over Fable any day”

…

What happen to that???? :D

#fablesmp #sniff is talking #sherbertquake56 #fable smp icarus