#Osdd system

[lorelei-system]

Nobody seems to talk about being a little in a system who has to pretend to be a grown-up a lot. I know this may not apply to all systems, but at least for us, our child alters are a lot more like permanently age regressed adults than actual children. We can mask as adults when necessary, but that can also make us feel bad.

Sometimes I wish I was a real kid without all these responsibilities. Something as small as being praised for something that most adults take for granted makes my day. I wish I could act, and be treated, like an actual child all the time, but part of us having to stay covert and function as an adult, with an adult life, is that I have to pretend to be an adult even though I’m not.

But when I see people on here say that littles shouldn’t be on the internet at all, it confuses me. Maybe there’s some sys kids out there who aren’t mature enough to protect themselves, and take care of themselves. But for us, our littles tend to be the toughest alters. We’re the ones that have been around the longest, that had to endure some of our worst trauma. Our innocence was already stolen, so treating us like innocent children doesn’t make much sense in my opinion.

But of course, every system is different. I just find it patronizing to see random people on the internet say that it’s not good to let littles on here. Sys kids are a lot more complex than you think. We’re different because of what we’ve been through, and how much we’ve already seen.

-Sophie (she/her, little)

#did osdd #did alter #did system #osddid #actually did #osdd system #system little #sophie speaks

[moonlitmeadowsys]

shoutout to systems without innerworlds and systems whose innerworlds function differently than the “norm”.

you aren’t any less of a system because of your innerworld, or lack thereof.

#system #did #osdd #osddid #did system #osdd system #dissociative system #traumagenic system #traumagenic #innerworld #sysblr #actually osdd #actually did #actually dissociative #plural system #endos dni

[lefluoritesys]

Yet another thing I don't see talked about in the DID community: the host anxiety of letting go of front.

Obviously it doesn't happen to every system, as some systems don't even have a host; but can we talk about the fear and anxiety about potentially never coming back to front if you fully let go, as a host? I dealt with it for a year and a half until I was able to actually start letting go and sitting off front for long periods of time. But there were times when 5 minutes off front fully caused me panic attacks.

This fear especially comes when you are a baby (newly discovered) system. This feeling that you built a life for yourself, and suddenly, you feel like you'll lose it to other people. And it's not that you want it all for yourself, but losing it entirely is what's scary. And there is usually a whole inner world behind you... who knows what happens inside of it, what it can do, who lives there? As well as, it's scary to let go of control of events IRL. Who knows how others would handle it, even if you know them well already?

And that's just our reasons.

Moral of the story: y'all are not alone, and it gets better.

-host

#looking at one specific system #you know who you are #did system #did #osdd #osdd system #dissociative identity disorder #did osdd #system #other specified dissociative disorder #system stuff #system things #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #actually did #actually osdd #median system #actually median #cdid system #cdid #hc did #hc did system #highly complex did #complex dissociative identity disorder #complex did #highly complex dissociative identity disorder

[zero-templates]

I made lgbt and disabled pixels for my simply plural, all the first, second, third, fourth, fifth, and disabled sets are out rn ! (though that's just the sets, I'll still be making more pixels)

( read my pinned before interacting )

#📨 – zero speaks #did alter #simply plural #pluralkit #plural #osdd 1b #osddid #osdd #did osdd #did #cdd system #system stuff #actually did #traumagenic system #actually plural #endos dni #dissociative identity disorder #proship dni #dissociative system #system #did system #osdd system #actually DID #alter intro #radqueer dni

[earthboundcollective]

Can someone just tell me in what way endos hurt others like.. respecting more systems doesn't disrespect the other ones??? Having a definition to not take away the definition of Traumagenic systems doesn't... Invade the Traumagenic space??? It's.. making a new space??? What is everyone on about..

#endo safe #system stuff #plural system #plurality #actually plural #traumagenic system #did system #osdd system

[autopsycollective]

more stress leading to more alters leading to even more stress, is a cycle that literally just feels like hell.

#we keep losing track of our headmates #actually osdd #endos dni #osdd #osdd plurality #did osdd #osdd community #osdd 1b #osdd things #osdd alter #osdd system #osdd1b #osdd stuff #osddid #traumagenic osdd #other specified dissociative disorder #unspecified dissociative disorder #dissociative system #actually dissociative #dissociative identity disorder #dissociation #dissociative identities #did #udd #system #traumagenic system #sysblr #actually plural #plural system #plural community

[spydrrr]

He's a pretty pretty princess

This is a drawing of our Discord alter!! This is NOT fanart or a redesign!!

He uses any pronounes besides she/her!! ^^

#art #art blog #artist #artwork #my art #mlp #mlp art #my little pony #mlp discord #spydr web #system art #did #osdd #osdd system #did system #alter art #osdd alters

[boxesforsys]

This system bites userboxes! This is for when your friends just... need a lil nom. A lil nibble. >:3 Click for quality!

#system userboxes #userbox #userboxes #system userbox #system #plural system #system stuff #system things #nav: silly #nav: general #nav: about #dissociative system #traumagenic system #did system #osdd system #userbox request #plural userbox #this user

[starspeckedsys]

These are so Asher coded it’s beautiful

#cosmosisthinks #osdd system #osdd #fictive #redacted memes #redacted asmr incorrect quotes #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redacted asher #redacted headcanons #redacted incorrect quotes

[noodles-in-the-sink]

“The worst system struggles are this!!”

“No, the worst system struggles are that!!”

LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER

I think deep down we all know that the worst struggles are when your headmates get the stupidest fucking vocal stims and will NOT stop saying them. Currently going insane because the co-host repeats “I am absolutely PENISED!!” every third second

#WHY ARE ALL HER VOCAL STIMS SO SIMILAR #It’s always 'Paynus!!' or 'Peepnis' #Sometimes even 'Peepis' or 'Penice' #THIS IS GOING TO DRIVE ME TO GENUINE INSANITY #system host #system #endos dni #actually did #did #did osdd #cdid system #did system #did alter #traumagenic system #osdd system #sysblr #system things #system stuff #osddid #osdd #actually osdd #vocal stimming

[wonderbreadog]

need to know im not alone in system stuff being awfully overwhelming all the time :') especially cuz it turns out that I may not only be a DID system, but a C-DID system as well and its sooooo much to process. if I'm being honest, I've had multiple breakdowns over it

and knowing that I've been going through this (and I know that other systems have as well) it just makes me even more mad at endos or people who think they can choose these things. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

the constant confusion, overwhelm, and trauma it took to even get here - seriously, it's awful. this isn't "fun people in your head" time. it's a lot of emotional processing and survival tactics that, without them, who knows what would've happened.

it's just so much to even think about. TOO much.

#osdd system #osdd 1b #osddid #did #did stuff #did system #c-did #polyfrag system #traumagenic system #actually dissociative #endos dni #endos fuck off

[moonlitmeadowsys]

fun system thing: hearing a quiet “that’s my name!” when reading something about a character and hoping that you’re just imagining things and it isn’t a new alter

#🪐 posting #sysblr #system #did #osdd #osddid #pdid #osdd system #did system #traumagenic system #traumagenic #actually did #actually osdd #dissociative system #system things #system culture #endos dni

[ghost-of-a-system]

1k ??!?

oh wow, we really don't know what to say! this is so surreal and we are so so honored to have so many people who enjoy the work we put out.

we cannot thank you all enough for the endless support and thoughts you have shared with us over these past... *checks calendar* ..six months! it brings us so much joy to be able to bring any sense of comfort, perspective, or even just entertainment to all of you with our comics and words.

this blog has allowed us a lot of healing, exploration, and increased understanding of ourselves and others. we feel a lot happier and more comfortable with ourselves through hearing all of your thoughts, as well as people we've met because of this account. we cannot express our appreciation enough.

so, from the bottom of our hearts, thank you, thank you one thousand times over, for letting us share our experiences with you. and we happily look forward to the future with each of you <3

#traumagenic system #osdd #endo neutral #osdd system #did community #other specified dissociative disorder

[pseudonym-creatures]

how the fuck, in my first day in existence (new interject) , did I manage to have three panic attacks, bake bread, and get frontstuck with the only person as ill equipped as as me to deal with being frontstuck, and go on a walk

#endo friendly #endo safe #plural system #plurality #pro endo #pro endogenic #osdd system #Osdd #system things #system stuff #sysmeds dni #frontstuck #front stuck

[fairie-angel]

DAAARLING GUESS WHOS BACK FROM JAIL (headspace)

#traumagenic system #endos dni #anti endo #osdd #did #actually did #actually osdd #system things #did system #osdd system #plural system #did alter

[reliquiaesystem]

Art of me as Griande, as a treat. -☀️

#Please do not use it for yourself. /Gen #did system #did osdd #osdd system #plural system #actually osdd #actually dissociative #actually plural #actually did #ariana griande #hermitcraft #traumagenic system #system art #Thistledoodles #grian art #grian fanart #introject #fictive #grian fictive #suggestive