#IM SO UNWELLLLL

[acrosstobear]

mickschumacher Congratulations to @mattiasekstromracing on the win. P2 for me in the end at @raceofchampions. What a fun weekend, enjoyed every little bit of it. Thank you to everyone who showed up and watched us race out here in the cold! See you soon #raceofchampions

#mick schumacher #f1 #formula 1 #mercedes #race of champions #race of champions 2023 #roc 2023 #mick uses socials like a real boy #IM SO UNWELLLLL

[fallenclan]

Sorry I'm normal and perk up like a cat hearing a bird at any mention of Sunwish. (NOTE - need to think about 🧶 anon's ask some more rotate it in my head but i do concur largely and also am a little insane about it. Holding hands and skipping and singing tralala together as Sun & Scorch apologists respectively & wielder of them all)

IN FOCUS THOUGH. Ohh... I have to wonder about Sun and Morning's relationship. Sun wasn't amongst those openly mourning Morning, to my memory, but I have to think. I have to wonder. Morningbloom was strict and a good kitsitter; Sunwish was righteous and a good listener. Morningbloom was 19 moons when Sunwish was 12 moons - feasibly someone Sun would've looked up to, as an older warrior apprentice then warrior. Morningbloom was the first cat - the only cat, according to my notes - to die directly under Sunwish's paws as the clan's sole medic. (Nettlestem was found dead, I believe? Mauled on a walk.) (Though you COULD speculate she might've been found alive for drama, if you want - probably a case of Sun being in the wrong place, not having the right herbs, or just not being able to repair that kind of damage. Either way, she mourns her.) I have to wonder.

Did Sunwish aspire to be like Morningbloom, of who we saw little, but seemed a respectable warrior? Did Morningbloom appreciate Sunwish's company while she was in the medicine den with a broken spine; did she think her hard-headed righteousness was cute? Did Sunwish appreciate Morningbloom's, prickly* though she could be? For some reason Morning gives me the vibe of someone who's just nice company in general, good to sit with. Heart-rendingly, I can't help but wonder - if Morningbloom was a good kitsitter, Sunwish a good listener, did she tell her about the little cats she'd looked out for before** in those nights she was stuck on bedrest? Reminiscing, maybe laughing off some of Sunwish's dread at the prospect of having to see to some arrive safely someday as the clan's medic, smiling around some casual reassurance. Did Sunwish believe it? Did Morningbloom?

Did she still, as she laid dying under her paws?

[1/2] (- 🐈‍⬛)

THIS IS MAKING ME SO UNWELL WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN WTFFFFFFFFF

just. first of all. the final painful edition fucking FLOORED me. i literally stopped and put my head in my hands physically what the FUUUUCK thats so fucked up wtf. holy shit and that just makes me wonder if Oaktuft ever knew that Scorchstar was the one that killed Sunwish. and if they would have felt guilty about it. AUGH???

Morningbloom and Sunwish. oh fuuuck they are making me feel ILL. because i can look back at my drawings fairly easily i can tell you that Sunwish was NOT one of the cats to mourn Morningbloom but i am completely disregarding this bc like. could you fucking imagine. Morningbloom spent all those moons in the medicine den healing her broken spine. they HAD to have talked a bit, maybe even been friends? a little? and yeah Morningbloom grew a little crush on her but WHAT IF. Sunwish finally let slip how much she hated being a medicine cat. and Morningbloom promised once she got better she would teach Sunwish some battle moves or hunting moves. and maybe she DID. maybe the two of them in their spare time went out on faux patrols like Sunwish was a real warrior. maybe Morningbloom was the one to cheer when Sunwish caught her first prey. do you think that Sunwish would have finally grown some hope about her situation, and dreamed that one day she might be a warrior? do you think that when Morningbloom died, her hopes did too?

another thing you're right about is Morningbloom fr has haunted the narrative SO much. arguably more than any other clan founder??? i mean. Scorchstar, Nettlestem, Oaktuft, they were all old and relatively fulfilled when they died. Wildfang didn't really have time to leave an impact on the clan. Sunwish is obviously another story but MORNINGBLOOM. even though she died on only like moon 25 you can FEEL her impact through the story. she's haunting it. imagine how Sunwish felt. even if there WAS nothing she could do, i bet thats not what she told herself. hell, I bet that's not even what Scorchstar told her. even if Morningbloom's ghost didn't really haunt her. maybe all the sleepless nights... idk. i have thoughts.

but FUCK when Sunwish died????? and Morningbloom is like. There. yknow. the physical manifestation of your failure at the one duty you were permitted to do. the only path you were allowed to follow. the death on your paws. standing right in front of you and smiling???? unreal. i bet the first words out of Morning's mouth were assurances that it wasn't Sunwish's fault, it was never Sunwish's fault.

do you think they spend their free time in Starclan practicing hunting moves?

#fallenasks #black cat anon #sunwish #IM SO UNWELLLLL #and youre SO right about sunwish having that autistic swagger too. who says she wasn't grieving maybe she just shows it differently huh. #ever think about that? #this lives in my head now btw. everything you say about sunwish is so unbelievably correct

[thoughtsfromataco]

DON'T TALK TO ME I JUST WATCHED THE STRANGER THINGS VOL 2 TRAILER

#i am unwelllll #oh my goddddd im so excited #helppppp #stranger things #stranger things 4

[potato-lord-but-not]

I SAW YOUR ART ON THE WILL WOOD MERCH WEBSITE AND AAAAAH I'M SO EXCITED

NOT AS EXCITED AS MEEEEEEE IVE HAD TO KEEP THIS TO MYSELF FOR OVER A WEEK IM UNWELLLLL

#LITERALLY whenever he sent me a message asking if I wanted to do a design for him my brain just shut down #I was a mess shaking crying I forgot how to blink for a min there #ask

[teddybeartoji]

oh myGODDDD imagining toji sucking off the strap like a KING but he’s so adamant that it doesnt do anything for him even after you tug him down on it further and make him choke just a little so pretty little tears are in his eyes before he glares at you!! Or if he pulls off and bites your thigh and tells you to be nice or he’s biting your strap off so you have to buy another one…AND YOU CALL HIS BLUFF AND PUSH HIS HEAD DOWN AGAIN AND HE GROANS AND HIS EYES ROLL BACK AND HES JUST THINKING ‘wait a second why does giving them control actually make me hard—‘

IM SO SANE !!!

LUNARRRRR I'M GONNA FUCKING EAT YOUUUU THIS IS DHSIFJDKGJSHRJKSJFKDGKDBKSXBKSFKSJFKSBD AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I NEED HIM TO BE ON HIS FUCKING KNEES THERE'S NOTHING NORMAL ABT THIS I NEED HIM DOWN ON HIS KNEES I NEED HIM CRYING I NEED HIM DROOLING AND SLOBBERING FUUUUCKKKK HIS EYES ROLLING BACK NO STOPPPPP I'M ACTUALLY GONNA CUM JUST FROM THINKING ABOUT IT AND YOU KNOWWWWWWW HE'S GONNA LOVE THAT SHIT HE JUST DOESN'T WANT TO ADMIT ITMMMMMMMM HE FUCKING RUBBING HIMSELF THROUGH HIS PANTS AS HE'S SUCKING YOU BC HE'S JUST SO FUCKING HARD FUUUUUUCKKKKKKK HE'S TRYING TO BE SUBTLE BC HE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO TEASE HIMMMM BUT THEN WHEN YOU DO HE KINDA.... LIKES THAT TOO I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEE HE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK THAT'S IT'S A SILICONE FUCKING DICK HE'S GONNA SLOBBER ALL OVER THE BALLS AND EVERYTHING LUNARRRR CALL THE AMBULANCEE I AM DYING I AM OVULATING I AM UNWELLLLL PLEASEEEEE TOJII COME BACK TO MEEEEE

#ok now i really need to finish that wip of mine #damn #🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 #ily #lunar <3 #toji #friends!!

[suhmayzooka]

i just realized this parallel so let me share....

in detective comics #571 bruce and robin!jason face the scarecrow (i first mentioned this comic here).

how does batman overcome scarecrow's fear gas? well... by "replacing the fears...with the most terrible fear [he] could conceive." what is bruce's most terrible fear, you ask? the one that shielded him against scarecrow?

jason's death. yep. ouch.

if the tragic foreshadowing isn't enough, let's fast forward to batman #629, the penultimate issue in the as the crow flies arc which was probably mainly an excuse for winick to foreshadow under the hood, idk.

this issue is notable for having this WILD EMOTIONAL IM GONNA START BITING intense scene where bruce has a fear toxin induced hallucination. what does he see?

a resurrected jason !!!! taunting bruce !!!

"no matter what I do, no matter how many I murder-- and there'll be a lot of them-- you'll never be able to stop me. you love me too much. that's so much worse than the rest of them, isn't it?"

aside from becoming one of my favorite jason quotes (and it's NOT EVEN really  JASON) ... this is such a fun contrast/parallel to 'tec #571, because it’s like all those elements that made up bruce’s fear of jason dying are now forming bruce’s fear of jason returning...

he loves jason so much,, except instead of fearing losing jason, he’s faced with the fear of jason using that same love against him. bruce knows jason knows how much bruce loves him and that’s sadly going to form the basis of the red hood..... jason’s fury that love wasn’t enough to avenge him,,,,,, and bruce’s subconscious acknowledgment that he loves jason too much to stop him, that jason’s different from the other villains because of this core connection bruce and jason have......it’s the LOVE......,,,,.

because it IS so much worse than the rest of them isn’t it!!!  

bro hel p i can’t take this i’m unwelllll

#jason todd #bruce wayne #batfam #batfamily #batman #red hood #dc #batclan #lynxreadscomics #i can't i can't

[surrenderonvinyl]

IM SO UNWELLLLL

#THE ROLLERCOASTER I JUST WENT ON OH MY GODDDD #SO MANY CROW MOMENTS DIRECTLH FROM THE BOOKS IM NOT OKAYYYYYY #shadow and bone

[carry-on-every-neverland-magic]

Its 5 am ai am sow unwelllll I HAVE SO manay thoguthdbsfvfjnsdfjnsdjfvnsjdf IM not okay thst just tore out my heart my chest actually aches fuck happens with all my tragic stories I love and goddddddddd tHEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH I CANT FUCKING DO THIS

I literally ascended to heaven and hell all at once with that finale

#good omens spoilers #good omens #ineffable husbands #wow Im gonna be making some sad shit now my loves

[loveyourownsmiilee]

last episode she directed was 5x10 with repressed leaving the 118 eddie im so excited to see what she brings with unrepressed back at the 118 eddie like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Right???!? The fact that she gave us heavy Eddie heart eyes in every episode she’s directed and NOW WE HAVE AN UNREPRESSED EDDIE??? Who possibly knows how much he’s in love with Buck?!? IMAGINE THOSE HEART EYES?? Brenna is working with a man who now fully knows he’s in love. If she gave us all those goodies WHEN HE WAS REPRESSED, WHAT THE FUCK WILL SHE GIVE US WHEN HE’S NOT?!? IM UNWELLLLL.

#juju answers #anon asks #buddie #911 spoilers #brenna malloy

[ambiguousdisorderken]

remember how i told you i looked like shit and basically went to uni in pjs? well. already back in my building a cute guy complimented my socks which im sad to inform, wore over my sweatpants and it's only sad because it always makes my brain go à la timmy (fashion icon my twig man idc haters) smh. anyway of all things we talked socks. and then when he got off the elevator he shook /took my hand like hello???? said it was A Pleasure too?? dare i say it was A Moment.. im so unwelllll, insert joel from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind reference here. besties. i m so touch-starved i did a proper 2005 mr darcy hand flex by emmy winner cunt wambsgans help

#and looking like shit of all things. why #I can't Do This. #lives in my building tho. christ.

[mangoposts]

IM UNWELLLLL

MY BABIES IM SO CRACKED OUT RN

#🥭

[qualitytothetea]

MY PARTNER AND I WATCHED GOOD OMENS (BOTH SZNS AT ONCE) AND WE R SO CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE CODED IM UNWELLLLL

#i also am reading angels before man rn and. fuck #so much relatable angel media lately #i should write. #just as a side note. #good omens is so fucking good tho i need szn 3 rn rn rn

[yutadori]

furuba manga spoilers ////

i just finished reading the manga earlier and i have so many thoughts like so many things happened but this scene killed me so bad im so emotional right now oh my godddd

AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCKKKK

#IM SO EMO #I WAS GOING TO SAY MY THOUGHTS BUT IM SOOOOO SHSKDEJE #im crying wtfffffff FUCKKK #T____T #god the PANELINGGGGGG #😭😭😭😭 #this is just such a gentle kind warm and heartwarming scene like good god what fhe fuck im soooooooooo #'im so glad i met you' T__T and the way those panels were... paneled sjskdjd #with the focus on the hands... #and their expressions . AAA #also oh my godddd the other day i was wondering if he'd ever call her tohru and im sp T___T #god when this gets animated . i will cry #i did an estimate and... we might get the last ep end of june...??? #fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk fuckkkk #the way he thanked her multiple times gos #and when he said she came into his life and gave without asking for anything in return #ANS WHWN SHE STARTED CRYING !!!! FUCK !!!!! #IM SOOOOOO UNWELLLLL FUCKKKK #TOP FIVE FAVE SCENES .... #idk what the othersw are sudkdjdkd but im so T__T #god.... god.... #i didnt know what to expect for the ending but it wasnt this im so T___T #furuba manga spoilers #fruits basket manga spoilers #furuba spoilers #sashimimi #WAIT ONE LAST THING GOD WHEN HE WAS LIKE I WONT BE ABLE TO HEAR YOU SAY WELCOME HOME ANYMORE AUGHHHHHHHHHHH #a small gesture but it must have meant a lot to him esp bc before she lived w them it was shigure and kyo and he didnt really get along w #them so i can only imagine how lonely it felt even though he lived w others #idk something about being greeted makes such a difference aaaa

[cyancherub]

cassie! your tags!! hahahahahaha pls dont die! yes! aki is a thigh and ass man. i see it in my minds eye. and yeah aki putting you in your place! he would be just the right amount of mean. ughhh i want him

PLS DONT DIE KLSDKLWFKLLKF AHHHHH hes such a babe i know he would take his time and worship every part of u IM SO UNWELLLLL. but my god do i love when ppl hc my favs as ass men bc i have the flattest chest KLFKLLKF help ANYWAY ! !! !

YEAH I THINK. he has experience w discipline bc he works as a division leader AND THEN ALSO,,,, as like. a pseudo parent to denji and power LMFAOKKLKD so . i just know he would do it right IM SO SICK. that man is so soft at heart but HE COULD BE FIRM IF HE WANTED TO IM HOLLERING I NEED HIM

#cherub.mail #jen <3 #cherub.csm