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creamyychann · 2 years

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Can you do one with tamaki from MHA if so could you do that your in heat your his sister

If you could ☺️

In heat eh?

Your wording is kinda confusing but I'm assuming what you mean is Reader is Tamaki's sister who's in heat, right?

K, I honestly never thought I'll ever write alpha Tamaki but here we go!

Tags: DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT, INCEST, A/B/O Dynamics, Omega Verse.

MINORS DNI

Don't like it? DON'T READ IT!

You've been warned.

Read at your own risk.

You woke up in a sweat. The lingering feelings on your abdomen feels aching, not just that you feel yourself getting hot. You don't know why you're feeling so hot & why you're suddenly feels desperate, it confuses you more that your body tremble at the aching feelings as if you need something to oose it out. You try to think of the reasons while trying to brush off the feverish feelings taking over you. The more you think the more it's harder to think cuz of all the heat & sudden desperate feelings inside eating you making you weak. You then remember how you've been eating & sleeping more, like you became extremely hungry & wanting to sleep more these past days. Looking back, you've also made your bed filled with a lot of pillows & blankets, creating some sort of nest. All that stuff makes you realize something. You're in heat.

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With that realization in mind, you suddenly feel all the discomfort on your body, clothes, skin, your surroundings, makes you feel like suffocating. You lift yourself only to be met with the feeling of your stomach feels like its about to burst. You huddle yourself up & cries at all the agony. You didn't realize all that cries & the scent/pheromones you releasing accidentally sent someone into your room. "Y-Y/N-chan, a-are you alright? " your brother, Tamaki.

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A very strong sweet scent brush against Tamaki's nose leading him up to your room. Seeing you curled up & desperately clawing yourself makes him realize you're in heat. Being the good brother he is, he approaches you, trying to ignore the very sweet scent calling him to mate you "Y/N-chan, are you a-alright? " Tamaki softly spoke trying to comfort you. The Alpha makes a huge mistake by walking up to you which resulting with you pulling him towards you. In shock, Tamaki pull himself away only to be met with you tugging his shirt while looking up at him with oh so innocent puppy eyes. He takes all the strength in the world to not get lured by you but you just making it even more difficult. Then you said the magic word "P-please Nii-san! ~ help me! Fill me! I can't take it anymore, please! Mate me" that's when Tamaki's soul left him.

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Cry. All you can do is cry as Tamaki hammering you from behind, filling your inside satisfyingly. Tamaki buries himself on to your neck taking a deep breath every now & then to smell the sweet sweet scent coming from you. Your shy big brother slip his hands against yours & holding it tight as he thrusts even deeper into you. Like a bitch, you pant heavily, moaning Tamaki name time to times only making him goes even harder into you. You feel your walls clench at the beautiful feelings & fulfilment inside you which you couldn't help but smile at. Tamaki ruts himself so deep till his knot plunges inside you, officially mating you

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Help, I keep staying up till 5 AM, wtf should I do.

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lynikoamichan · 9 months

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HIII IM KINDA BACK?? well changed a bit yes, but I'm sorry to inform y'all. I left the spooky month fandom, I won't be making any yandere shit Abt them anymore. But moving on to different fandoms. If u do mention spooky month tho I will talk abt it! Just not as much as I used to. 😔 Hope u guys understand what I'm saying here!!

!!REMINDER!!: THIS IS A YANDERE BOOK. I DO NORMAL POSTS AS WELL BUT IM MORE INTO MAKING YANDERE HCS/ONE SHOTS.

The Fandoms I will be writing for (When I'm active.):

Total drama.

DBD. (If u know who bloom is, the Roblox content creator. Then ilysmmm!! They're popular but they're so underrated too.)

Rottmnt.

Mlp. (I forgot how to work tumblr wtf happened to the text?)

Eddsworld.

MHA.

AOT.

And I can't take requests sadly, I'm not fully signed in?? For some dumbass fucking reason. Tumblr 👺👺😡

#yandere #total drama #mha #mlp #aot

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palettepainter · 2 years

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People for f***ing sake, DON'T ASK ZOOPHOBIA QUESTIONS. It's won't make her go back to the fandom or something. She left the fandom means ZOOPHOBIA NO MORE. Was Kinda wondering: is there any new fandom you might get into? Also Is there any art which isn't a Mha, Jigen or commission related we might see? (Have a nice day)

THIS RIGHT HERE. THANK YOU!!

I get it some of you are upset I left but please, STOP ASKING. All these questions just make me want to avoid the fandom more so please, just look back at my old Zoophobia art and enjoy that cuz there probably won't be more for a long long LONG time, I'm not gonna force myself to draw for it anymore.

As for art I have been debating on some Demon Slayer art, I don't have an OC for that fandom but the most recent arc has been awesome! Aside from commissions I also did some cloud study drawings a while back to relax and test out some new brushes, so I might post them soon!

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ghxstlypuppet · 2 years

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Im not too much on the MHA fandom anymore but i still have a few hc's and small fics that i wrote for friends i had back then, so i decided to post them here i thought yall could enjoy them, let me know if you want me to post the others and if you have any requests i will be down to trying to write them for you i may take a while tho since i'm not doing very well lately but enough rambling ,let's get to it.

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Where i got the idea for this:

So i watched a tik tok a while ago from a Denki cosplayer were they were showing a 'fried denki' and the other students laughing at him because of the funny faces and sounds , y'know fried denki stuff, i can't remember who but there was a dialogue between some characters saying stuff like "Is he okay?" "Omg look at his face! *laughs*" "Don't worry about him he will be fine ,just let him alone for a while"

And then they showed how much Denki actually suffers when he have those short circuits, he can't talk but inside of his mind he is screaming for help , so , me being the angst bitch that i am tried to write something based on it. Enjoy ig-

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» Thank you...«

Pairings : Denki x GN!Reader

Genre : Angst and fluff, Mc comforting Denki and a little bit of Denki comforting mc.

Warnings : Angst at the beggining

Pronuns : I believe i didnt used any specific ones for this.

Enjoy!

It was a busy day of training everyone were giving their best to get stronger and find some new ways to use their quirks , you were training next to the place were Denki was , you two were friends he was the first one to talk with you when you joined the class and always would invite you to hang out with the squad , you got along very well with the other members of the squad except for Bakugou, well it is kinda hard to approach him anyways so you didn't cared that much about it, you all always had fun together.

Denki was really trying to focus his attacks on a single target without having to use any equipment , you were distracted with your training and thoughts and only had time to get kinda scared with a loud noise comming from were Denki was , everyone rushed to see what had happened just to encounter Denki short circuiting , most of them laughed and started making fun of the faces and 'weird' noises that the boy was making, most of them except by you, you had a worried look in your eyes , you got scared by the loud noise but seeing Denki like that and people laughing at him made you feel a pain in your chest , Denki was used to that already even tho he never told anyone how much that actually hurted him, it was painfull, it burned all that he really wanted was someone helping him somehow, you could even feel some tears forming on your eyes when you rushed into his direction and without thinking twice you hugged him, some people looked at you with a surprised look some others just ignored and got back to training , but you didn't left , you were hugging Denki wanting to make sure that he was really going to be okay, for some reason seeing him like that was truly painfull to you, you were 'scared' and didn't said much , you were just reasuring him that everything would be okay and that he wasn't alone, it just felt like the right thing to do right now so you did just that.

After all the training everyone got back to the dorms, Denki was feeling better now but you two didn't talked yet after what happened, Denki was just feeling 'awkward' and so did you, when that happened you acted by instinct and now you were just quiet sitting on the couch by yourself reading a book, the others were all on their rooms already but you couldn't sleep , you didn't said a word but you couldn't help to feel mad at the others for not helping Denki, you couldn't even focus on your reading all of those thoughts were distracting you and you even jumped a bit when you felt a hand on your shoulder so you look behind you just to see Denki there, he was smiling at you even tho he seemed to be a bit blushed

" Hey.. are you busy?"

- Hey, no, not really, are you feeling better?

That question got him by surprise he just smiled again and made his way around the couch to sit next to you

"Yeah i'm fine...ahm...i just.. Thank you for that... like for real..thank you.."

You smiled with his answer and looked at him when he was sitting by your side

- You don't need to thank me, i got really worried that just felt like the right thing to do, so i did...Sorry if that was too intrusive or something like tha-

You didn't even finished talking and the boy interrupts you

"Of course i have to thank you! That wasn't intrusive "or something like that" at all! I ahm.. i kinda needed that.. y'know i never talked about it with anyone here ,but when that happens it really hurts...it's terrible, i get that i can't control the stupid expressions and noises that i make but still, it really hurts sometimes more than other times, and no one ever really worried they just think that it's something normal and let it aside until i get back to my normal self again so..Thank you very much.. When you were there with me i could focus on something else and forget about the pain so you really helped me."

He said with a sincere tone , he was looking away while talking and when he finished he just sighed in relief , he didn't wanted you worrying about him but now it was too late, he jumped in place when he heard you sniffing and looked at you with surprise and worry even more when he noticed that you were tearing up

- I knew it! I knew you were in pain and everyone laughing instead of helping you! I'm sorry, sorry that they treat you like that i...i wish i could do more for you...b-but i-

You couldn't finish your sentence the tears started rolling down your face, Denki now was super lost he was worried and panicking he didn't knew exactly how to help and was afraid of making things worse somehow

"H-Hey! Hey don't need to cry! It's okay, really it always happens i...damn it...sorry for worrying you , it's not your fault that this happened okay?"

He said while trying to think what he could do and just like you did earlier he approached you and hugged you and said with calming and reasuring voice

"It's okay now...I'm fine! I really am, thanks to you! Don't worry about the others, i think they just get scared or something that's why they don't approach me , b-but it doesn't matter now! I'm okay and i'm here with you so don't cry...unless you want me crying too..."

He said , you couldn't help to giggle you were hugging him too but soon he let go of the hug and looked you in the eyes you could notice that he was sad to see you crying , Denki gently put his hands on your face and with his thumbs he whiped your tears away

"There there....much better!"

He said with a smile, you smiled back and sighed

- Thank you Denki, i promise that i will not let you alone if that happens again... Don't push yourself that much tho..

You said looking at him, he couldn't help but blush a bit more , it was good, that feeling was good knowing that someone truly worried and cared about him, he noded

" I will try to not let that happen again, but if it happens i know you will be there for me, right?"

He said with a bright and cute smile, you blushed and wanted to hide your face on the pillow you had with you or even throw it at him that boy was just 'too much'

- I will.... You dork..

"What was that now? First you were worried and now i am a dork? Fine!......dork number two."

He said it with a 'serious' face, you gasped and now threw the pillow at him

- You take that back!

" Don't wanna."

He replied , you two pretend to be mad at each other but it didn't last not even 5 seconds until you two bursted in laughter , the fun would suddenly be interrupted by Iida ,saying that it was late and you two were being too loud

' You two should be in bed already! Tomorrow morning we may have the day off but an emergency could happen and-'

"Right right we got it! We were already heading to bed don't worry!"

Denki didn't let Iida finish, he knew that the other wouldn't stop talking so early too, you two got up and headed to your rooms, but a few minutes later you hear a knock on your door , you already knew who it was and opened it, just to see Denki smiling

- If iida see you here you will get in trouble!

" Yeah i know ,so be quiet! Wanna go play some games? I'm not sleepy yet so i thought it would be fun!"

He said whispering , you just rolled your eyes but smiled and left your room, quietly following Denki to his room.

#denki x you #Denki Kaminari x reader #gender neutral reader #MHA #bnha oneshots #Denki Comfort #mha x reader #mha denki

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originalbnhascenarios · 2 years

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Requesting a MHA match up please!

I am a 5"6 ish Pan girl, Dark brown hair, blueish gray eyes, kinda heavy set/plus size!I'm a Capricorn but I don't really think that zodiacs matter when it comes to love, I'm an ENTJ, I have a very bad temper, I've been compared to the princess from the movie Brave by my mother, which fits tbh, I struggle with body image due to bulling as a kid, I like anything superhero related, I am kind, loyal, strong inside and out, and am not afraid to stand up for something I believe in, even if it makes others upset.

I'm smart, love history and science, especially electrical science Hehe, I tend to keep to myself when first meeting someone new but I open up after a while, I have a big heart and am proud of my heritage as a New Yorker lol

I like rain/thunderstorm, Drawing, I like spooky things Halloween is one of my favorites and.. I think that's it! If you see this and pick it thank you!💕💕

I think these were few valid matches here but there is only one I'm fully sure of.

But also note to everyone: I don't do matches anymore. This one is just an old ask. I have 1 left and after that there won't be any more matches... Untill valentine's.

I match you with...

Izuku Midoriya

You two are very similar, yet different that's what makes me think that this match might work the best.

Although you may have bad temper at this point he knows how to react. Even though it's a bit awkward he manages to calm you down at least a little.

As you're both "hero nerds" you basically never run out of topics to talk about.

He really admires how you stand up for things you believe in. That's definitely a trait heroes should have.

And you're his hero. The a mount of respect and admiration he has for you is unmeasurable.

You're just so lovable... He'd lie if he said that he didn't have a tiny crush on you from the start.

He's not as big of a fan as you are when it comes to Halloween and spooky things, however he will engage in such activities with you. They're really fun.

~Mod Tsuyu

#midoryia izuku #izuku bnha #midoriya izuku #izuku midoriya #Izuku x reader #deku midoriya #midorya #izuku midoriya x reader #midoriya x reader #Deku x reader #Matchup #Matchups #Matches

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honey-milk-depresso · 3 years

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I was in the Bnha fandom a long time ago. I left because I felt the community is becoming messed up

TW: Mentions of threats, pedos, suicide, bullying

That's quite true. I also kind of left the fandom due to a number of reasons that left a lot of pressure on me.

Such as those hardcore shipping wars, to the point of the anime itself not being part of the conversation, which is weird for me since I actually do want to have a conversation about the episode and make theories and of course fawn how cool over the characters were, not:

"OH MY GOD- DID YOU SEE OCHAKO BLUSH IN FRONT OF DEKU- JHGHDHD"

That doesn't seem like it's about the story anymore for me.

Also, a lot of the unordinary amount hate for straight ships (such as OchaDeku) comes from a lot of the fans who stan the gay ships (such as TodoDeku) which is nothing wrong in that, but you don't call someone out for that and ridicule them for shipping a straight ship (unless it's pedo then you bash their head-)

Speaking about pedos, most of us have kinda forgotten the main class of students are 15 years old, yet people keep sexualizing them to a crazy extent.

AND SOME PEOPLE SHIP THE KIDS WITH THE ADULTS. It's pretty disturbing, no, very disturbing for a lot of us, and I kid you not Eri x Overhaul is an actual thing. Bleh...

Another thing that had push me away from the fandom is the sheer amount of bullying and death threats you can receive, to a point that it can really cut someone down and maybe cause them to be suicidal, some people are just pure mean in that fandom, much more than others due to its growing popularity.

Death threats can also be pointed towards certain characters in the manga to a very far and considerable amount, making crazy and wild accusations about them to get attention.

Endeavor is one of those people, who keeps getting the burning end of the stick for being a huge ass, which is true. He abused his own son, Shoto, and basically isolate and drove his wife insane, so no one had a happy childhood.

But having him be redeemable rubbed fans the wrong way so much, they sent death threats to MHA’S creator. Endeavor has changed, even Shoto and Rei acknowledge it and tries to help him (in some way or form) for him to get himself together and strengthen their bond as a family again.

But, yeah. I'm sorry for ranting a lot about it, I don't mean to offend anyone, but that's what I've witness in the BNHA fandom. Being in there sometimes made me feel like they were only within the fandom rather than the anime itself, and it's sad to see new and innocent fans who really do love this fandom and anime for what it is to be crushed or brainwash by the toxicity of the fandom.

I know they are plenty of non toxic fans out there that have been roaming around showing those lucky newcomers a good first impression (at least) and protect them from all the shenanigans, but still, there's also a hefty amount of toxic fans out there.

Of course, all fandoms have their fair share of toxic fans that we'll never run short of, but for me, BNHA was just too overwhelming.

#anon #anon ask #toxic fans #honeymilkdepresso.exe

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theoutcastedartist · 4 years

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No new art really, if you've seen my original post on the MHA amino then you know where this is fucking going. Right down to Angstville because for some reason I'm obsessed with hurting my favorite Goth Jesus. You'd think I'd talk about my "Stain's Redemption" AU first since I've mentioned it but hahahaha

Y o u w e r e w r o n g ;´)

I straight up just copied and pasted my original post because I'm lazy but I REALLY wanted to share this with Tumblr lmao

Warning for (potential) manga spoilersss

Alrighty sinners, Let's get to the post itself then. Shall we?

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So let me just address something real quick about how I feel about the latest chapters of the MHA manga:

Seeing Aizawa cry has to be the most heart breaking thing I've seen in MHA (outside of the whole deal with Eri, sweet baby child ;-;)

And I completely FLIPPED when it was revealed that Shirakumo was BASICALLY turned into Kurogiri and just I'M CRYING--Cloud Angel Baby NOOOOOO!!!

They all deserved better than this T-T

Anywho enough about my grieving over fictional characters, let's talk about my AU, inspired by these recent chapters. Note that I'm a terrible writer. I guess this also includes a snippet of what I plan to write for this AU since it transitions from explanation to literature at some point just because I was kinda bored. Imma let you know right now that I'm a shit writer so uuuuh bear with me.

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The Reticent AU takes place in an Alternate Universe where Shirakumo is ALIVE and separate from Kurogiri. Instead of Loud Cloud being turned into a Nomu, Eraserhead is turned into one. His appearance for the most part remains the same, minus the scars all over his body, including around the neck, from experimentation.

He barely speaks due to pain he feels when he does talk and has no recollection of his life before being a Nomu, not even his own name. He manages to escape the League of Villains at some point and "befriends" the Hero Killer: Stain, or well more like the other way around (only because I find Stain befriending an emotionless mute to be funny). He finds Stain's views of false hero-hood and admiration for All Might quite contradictory yet amusing and lets him live during their first encounter.

It is rather hard to say whether he is a villain or a vigilante. He'll kill only if necessary but his intentions and motivations are unknown. He despises All Might as the Symbol of Peace. It gives false hope to the people as well as a false sense of security. He found it completely revolting. Aizawa did believe in good people, but All Might isn't one of them in his books. Pretty much considered one only because he's hanging around with Stain.

He never gave himself a name, nor did he care all that much for it, it was Stain who dubbed him with the alias "Reticent", meaning not revealing one's thoughts or feelings readily. He was never one for being open for as long as he could remember.

It's rather fitting, so Reticent keeps the given name.

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* I didn't know Shirakumo was tan, not white before I made the art (forgive me)

Oboro Shirakumo A.K.A Loud Cloud is currently the homeroom teacher of our beloved Class 1-A and best friend of our resident screaming banana, Present Mic. They have given up on their dream to start an agency due to the loss of their closest friend from high school. Fifteen years ago when they were still students at UA, Shota Aizawa had gone missing and authorities concluded that he was dead. It was such a heartbreak to Shirakumo and Yamada, that hurt never fully healed.

Shirakumo is still a friendly and nurturing spirit at heart, but not as open with his feelings anymore. He's more reserved with his thoughts and feelings. He's a reticent person.

He takes an instant liking to Ejirou Kirishima and Hitoshi Shinso. Kirishima's friendship with the explosive Katsuki Bakugou reminds him of his friendship with Shota. Their personalities seemed so different, yet their bond had remained solid and strong. As for Shinso, the purple haired teen reminded him of his old friend. He could see the growing potential in these two and takes them both under his wing. The three of them train together outside of school and the Kirishima and Shinso form a close friendship with each other along with their sensei. Both children are like sons to Shirakumo, he thinks that Shota would like them too if he were still here.

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So... Izuku Midoriya, the "villain magnet" of class 1-A, ended up finding himself standing face-to-face with the Hero Killer: Stain and... his partner? The news never reported anything on him having a partner. How strange. Either Stain's partner is a very recent addition or this guy was really good at covering his own tracks.

"Stain, leave them be. They are just mere children. Killing them would serve no purpose to your cause. I wouldn't waste your time with Native either. "

Midoriya grimaced at the sore and raspy voice. It sounded painful, but he could hear the underlying threat. The Hero Killer sighed and backed off from Iida's paralyzed body.

The two villains left before Todoroki had arrived.

"I think that's the first time I've ever seen you smile."

Agakuro sat down next to Reticent, who was currently petting a stray cat, and offered him some fruit. The smaller man hummed quietly and took a few slices of apple. Both men sat quietly with the soft purring of the stray.

"I've been meaning to ask, what is your quirk exactly? You can erase quirks, but you can also manipulate basic elements and the blood in people's bodies."

Reticent signed, 'I have more than one.'

"More than one quirk?" Stain cocked an eyebrow.

Reticent nodded and quietly spoke, "Nomu."

"I've heard about their appearances here in Hosu. They are these large looking creatures with their brains exposed. You sure as hell don't look like one of 'em." Agakuro mused as he chewed on some cantaloupe. His friend was making his signals again.

I was suppose to be a more perfected Nomu. All for One took care of my progress himself.'

"Is that why you have so many..."

'Yes.'

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"Principal Nezu?" Shirakumo and Yamada stood in the white creature's office. Both men wondering why they were called to see him.

"Ah Loud Cloud and Present Mic! I apologize for pulling you out of your classes, but it seems you both are being called to assist Gran Torino with something he found." Nezu explained. The two men in the room looked at each other confused.

"What does he need us for?"

"Well it seems that they have another one of those Nomus in custody. I think you may remember the name Shota Aizawa?"

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Shirakumo was BEYOND annoyed about the situation. It must be a mistake. Their old friend was not some gruesome quirk experiment accompanying the Hero Killer. Shota Aizawa wanted to be a hero, despite feeling that he was inadequate for such due to the nature of his quirk. It has to be a mistake.

"How much longer-"

"Calm down will you! I'm frustrated about this too. There's no way it could be him, but... who knows."

They arrived at the police station withing a few minutes and walk inside. They see Gran Torino standing there waiting for them. They follow him to where Tsukauchi is finishing up with questioning the person inside. Looking through the window, Shirakumo and Yamada's eyes widen with disbelief. The other person looked just like...

"Ah Present Mic, Loud Cloud. Thank you for arriving on such short notice. I know you are both very busy men."

The two Pro-Heros turn to the detective as he stepped out of the interrogation room. Present Mic appeared alarmed and Shirakumo just looked... mad.

"Well it appears that he doesn't remember anything before being experimented on. We have a case of amnesia on our hands."

Shirakumo practically growled,"Experimented on? What the hell are you going on about detective!?" Why was Tsukauchi being so damn vague?

"That man in there is indeed Shota Aizawa. His base quirk of Erasure is still there and DNA results confirm this. From what I'm gathering, fifteen years ago he was kidnapped and had been subjected to illegal drug testing as well as having multiple quirks forced into his body. He's a more sophisticated Nomu it seems."

"More 'sophisticated'? What stopped him from having brains popping out of his skull like all the others we've seen?" The voice hero questioned. Something wasn't adding up here.

"All for One..."

The other three men became tense.

"Isn't... Isn't that the villain All Might fought at Kamino Ward?"

"According to him, it seems that All for One was the one who did this to him personally, there was extra care in your friend's 'recreation'. As to what his added quirks are, we're not sure yet of what they are or even of how many."

Gran Torino turned to the younger men,"We were hoping that you two would talk to him. Maybe to help trigger any memories from before his disappearance."

"So what? You think the 'power of friendship' is going to magically bring back his memories?" Shirakumo scoffed at how ridiculous that would actually be.

"No, but miracles do happen. I've seen many things during my time. They are rare, but they happen."

"Shirakumo," Present Mic started, "if there is even a slim possibility of getting Sho's memories back, shouldn't we at least try? For him?"

Shirakumo sighed at his words, "Fine. For Shota's sake."

The two younger men walk inside.

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"Shota?"

'Who were they talking about? Is that his name?'

After the detective had left the room, two other men had walked in. He assumed they were Pros based on the costumes. No normal person dressed in THAT much leather (referring to Present Mic).

"Do you... remember us, Shota? Hizashi and I?"

It looks like they ARE talking to him. He shook his head no. This was the first time he has seen these two men. The way they were looking at him made him uncomfortable.

"Sho...ta? Is... that my name?"

The two men standing winced at his croaking voice. In all honesty, he would sign, but he had no clue if these two even knew sign language. So he just resorted to talking.

"Do you remember your own name?"

"No."

"Do you... remember us?"

The raven haired man shook his head, 'No.'

"Is... Shota my name? Do you know me? I'm sorry I- I'm just... so confused."

His voice was so raspy and weak. Black hair covered the scar under his eye. Hizashi and Oboro wore sad looks on their faces at the sound. The taller of the two, Oboro, knelt down by the man's knees.

"Yes. We do know you. Your name is Shota Aizawa. You were once a member of UA's class 2-A about fifteen years ago." Oboro started as he gently pried one of Shota's hands from the yellow blanket the officers gave him. His arm was covered in scars... like his legs. God only knows what they did to him all those years. Hizashi just observed their movements, unsure of what to do he added on to what Shirakumo said.

"You love cats and taking naps, you were the most rational one out of the three of us. All three of us had dreams of starting an agency together..."

The two pro-heros continued talking for what felt like hours. Shota listened to every word as they recounted their old adventures from highschool. Maybe with enough luck, they could help Shota get him memory back. Shirakumo was starting to think that the raven wasn't ever getting his old memories back until...

"Sushi... I- We had a cat named Sushi?"

Hizashi had flung himself so fast to Shota as he held onto him tightly and cried. Shirakumo also had a tear-streaked face, but he held a blinding smile as he watched Shota awkwardly pat the blond's back.

Miracles do happen.

More of this angst shit coming soon ;)

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mental-health-advice · 7 years

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I feel lost. I just moved back to the foreign country I left one year ago because I wasn't ready, now I'm a hundred percent more mature but I still feel lost. I've been trying to get jobs but it's so hard, and that has built up a lot of stress, anxiety and insecurity. Still living off my parents is stressing and I feel bad I'm still not independent. I guess the time will come when I finally get a job and be able to take responsibility for (c) -jo

for myself, but it’s that I’m so impatient sometimes… plus, another thing that’s killing me is the fact that I have to live with a family member and her family, there’s barely any space for me and 0 personal space so I feel kinda bummed about it but there is no way to move out, I basically have no money to do that. I feel depressed and alone, like I’m always there for everyone but when it comes to me nobody wants to hear it. I’ve thought about suicide or ©-jo

suicide or non-professional ways of making a living and tbh idk what to do with my life anymore. it’s so messed up, i feel like i’m a burden and like i literally haven’t found my purpose in life. HELP. -jo

Hi darling,

I can imagine this is a difficult situation to be in! Something that’s really good to keep in mind is that you’re doing what you can! You’re doing the best you can, getting a job is a hard thing to do especially if you’re in a foreign country. It’s already really great that you got back to this country and have matured a lot, but it’s understandable that things aren’t going great right away and that it takes time to settle in and adjust.

Being impatient is totally understandable! But you really are trying your hardest with finding a job, and you can’t do more than your best. Eventually you will find a job, but until that time you might want to look into doing small chores for money? That way you aren’t completely financially dependent on your parents, but it might be easier to find than a job that can fully support you financially.

It indeed is really difficult to not have your own personal space! Luckily I’m not often in situations like that, but when I am, I tend to take a long time in the bathroom. Whether this is by taking a really long shower, or just spending a lot of time in there before and after I’ve had a shower, that doesn’t really matter. The bathroom at that moment is a place I can be by myself in, and I truly need that alone time, so I’ll spend a lot of time there. Is this something that you can try? If they have a bath I 100% recommend taking a bath with Lush products, it’s the best thing ever and the amazing smells can be really calming. So then you’re spending time relaxing, calming down, and having your alone time, all at once! :)

Maybe this is also something you can talk to the family member you’re living with about? Explain that while you don’t blame them at all, you’ve been struggling a little with not having your own space. If possible, you could come up with some ways to make it easier for you. For example, people will try to not enter the room you’re in, unless necessary. Or when you really need your time alone you could wear headphones (with or without music) and that could be a sign for everyone to leave you be for a while.

Once you have a job, the prospect of being able to move at some point might also be helpful to have in mind. It will probably take a while of saving before you can move, but knowing that the moment is coming can give some hope and strength to keep on fighting through the current situation.

I’m really sorry to hear that you’ve been thinking of suicide lovely! Those thoughts are really upsetting and awful to deal with. Something that I think is good to keep in mind is that things won’t always be like this. The way things currently are, it’s really hard to deal with and you don’t want it all to be like this, therefore suicide is coming to mind. But instead of ending your life to not deal with the way things currently are, it can be helpful to shift the focus to changing those things. You are already trying really hard, I want you to know that I see that and I’m really proud of you! But try to keep focusing on that okay? Eventually you will find a job, you will be able to move, and those things can really help to reduce the hopeless feelings you’re experiencing.

I promise you that you aren’t a burden. It’s okay to not be financially self-supporting yet, you’re working towards becoming so but until that time it’s okay to need help from your parents in that part of your life. It’s what your parents are there for! Well that, and other things, but financially supporting you until you’re able to do so yourself is definitely one of the things parents are there for. You’re worth getting that money from them.

It can take a long time to find your purpose in life. Often we look at our purpose as if it has to be something really big, but I don’t think that necessarily has to be the case. Your purpose can be small, it can be in the little things you do. Your purpose in life can change over time as well. I like to think that my purpose at the moment is to help people out here at MHA, but in a couple years this might change. That’s all okay, it isn’t a permanent thing. But even if you don’t know what your purpose is, it doesn’t mean you don’t have one. We’re all here for a reason, and this reason may not always be obvious. Our actions have an effect on those around us, and therefore you make more of a difference than you might think. Smiling to someone on the street can make their day. It can be in the little things!

If you ever feel like you’re going to act on these suicidal thoughts, please do reach out to someone. I, and all of us admins here at MHA, care a lot about your safety! You can call a helpline, talk to a web counsellor, get yourself to the hospital or call for an ambulance, or ask someone to stay with you to keep an eye on your safety. You can get through this, and I believe in you!

Sometimes what seems impossible, is just hard.

Keep fighting beautiful Love Pauline

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