#I want a garden damn it

[theearthygoblin]

Money is stupid, I think the barter system was nicer >:(

#capatialism sucks #anarchy #free healthcare #abolish the government #help thy neighbor #I want a garden damn it

[happyheidi]

#all you could ever want!! #a chihuahua gardener?? a bunny bedtime-reader?? a rat.. wearing a flowercrown (?) #YES #I love them all so damn much !!! #cottagecore #nature #naturecore #flowers #flowercore #cats #dogs #bunnies #rats #kittens #puppies #animals #cute #farmcore #roses #beatrix potter

[jessicatredes]

General Reagan R. James joined the Commonwealth Minutemen in 2288. Within her first year of command, she drove recruitment efforts for both infantry and structural positions. Through this support, settlements grew steadily with sustained populations. Gen. James established core specialties in medicine, agriculture, and civil engineering; while also instituting an education system for the children of settlements. Her efforts greatly contributed to increased quality of life across the Commonwealth.

#oc: reagan james #fallout oc #fallout 4 #IF anything is misspelled..................... do NOT tell me i dont want to know lol #myocs* #this took me so damn long 🫡 #these are inspired by american ww2 recruitment posters & victory gardens 🫡🫡 #mostly navy & marine recruitment for women

[geothebio]

today in gardening: found a wild black raspberry bush behind our shed that i never even knew existed

#they’re fucking delicious too #gonna be harvesting these along with my massive amounts of raspberries all summer baybee #i REALLY want to grow luffa gourds but the seedlings are taking their sweet god damn time #geo gardens #that’s my new gardening tag #prepare for photos of vegetables

[orbitsuns]

new family member ♡

#i like to play wants based but this woman REFUSED to roll wants for pets BUT *I* WANTED A DAMN CAT SO WE'RE GETTING A DAMN CAT #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 screenshots #sims 4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 simblr #sims 4 simblr #simblr #secret garden challenge #secret garden #secret garden┊gen 2

[nashvillethotchicken]

I'm think about claudia and louis again. 79 dead 1903 injured

#all that work to leave her abuser and get a better life for her and louis just to get taken out by louis husband again like omg #she shoulda been in the club! she should have been an aka! or an sgrho! she shoulda been upwardly mobile! but instead shes in an urn #on louis mantle with her picture looking down #or a tree in a garden in dubai or in a locket held tight in louis’s fist #like i truly feel for her so much #that baby is trapped!!! she literally cant escape not only from lestat but louis as well! #louis needs something to cling onto and its claudia #its always been claudia even when it was paul or grace or lestat or armand its always been claudia #and she cant leave his heart cus hell die if she does and oh how horrible itd be for the both of them #and she dont even get anything outta it! she love her father so much and all she got outta it was a soft casket #do you think she thinks about how louis killed her. even outside of what she says in ep 5 like louis killed her. he was the prox cause of- #the storyville fires/race riot like do you ever think about that? #do you ever think about how louis ended her life just to restart his own? cus i do. so fuckin often #and its not like she couldnt have done something with herself outside of them! she can! bailey!claudia was light enough where she could pass #for white pretty well and go and live whatever like she wanted but she didnt. cus she loves and misses her father so much and she wanted- #a life with him and her without the specter of lestat over them and louis couldnt let it go for her #see thats louis problem. he cant let anything go #couldnt let paul go. couldnt let lestat go. couldnt let humanity go couldnt let claudia go kept all them damn newspapers looking for a- #glimpse of his heart his baby his angel his claudia #claudia belonged to louis. cus nothing belongs to louis really #not the home he lives in (either rue royale or his childhood home) #he doesnt own his husband who galavants up and down the quarter with a white woman who isnt an 1/8th of him #he dont own his business cus that can be taken away by a lynch mob or a plague or a drink too many #he dont own his family who replaced him with some broke ass nigga the second paul passed #he dont own his brother who lives quietly in a mausoleum louis is so sure he put him in #he dont own his sister who so wants to connect with louis even when its rough and its eating at her like he almost did Benny #the only thing he really really owns is claudia. thats HIS blood. thats HIS daughter #he didnt make her but she is HIS and no lestat or armand or freaky vampire lufe can take that from him #claudia du pointe du lac #louis de pointe du lac

[musubiki]

how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else #im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae #(and sampo) #everyone else i can go without #so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet #overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part #i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka??? #cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable #not here hueheuhe #also i love that they actually kill off playable characters #(spoilers from here on out) #i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO #i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY #i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!) #that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad #i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them #and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long #now if march died that would be a whole different story #but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her #im loving the penacony quest so far though #any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me #especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit #the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy #i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units #like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng #so characters arnt stagnent forever #everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march #cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear #i just did her luofu memory quest #and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that? #because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪 #i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

[doodlboy]

Yk realistically if the om bros were fucked up like demons should be, they wouldn't be that disturbed by bloodlust el's personality.

However, I think the terror and angst comes from the fact that they lived with him his whole life, and for the most part, he was very passive and calm and never immediately resorted to violence, so to see [what used to be] their human revel in bloodshed is.. unsettling.

#bc they loved him for being human #being kind!! he was their connection to the entirety of humanity bc he loved people. bc he was human #they knew he was going to die eventually bc he's mortal. to them his life feels like minutes passing by 2 their immortality #[the universe where he turns in2 bloodlust el is the 1 where solomon can't reproduce the accidental immortality spell he used on himself] #[so el dies of old age after a full life of the devildom and his partners and magic] #so- imagine you die. your life was full and complex and loving #and [for a reason i haven't decided on yet] heaven/the celestial realm wipes your memory of all of that shit and u turn in2 a blank slate #2 be molded and shaped into something befitting an “angel” #then u start getting your memory back and you damn near start another war bc you're so pissed off you fight god & actually land a hit #which gets u cast out of the heaven and when you go crashing into hell you land smack dab in the middle of the garden #that belongs 2 the ppl who once loved you #but when u crashed you fucked up your head and now you're “wrong” #different from the human these people want you to be. and you hide away. they make you feel like a monster when you can't stop it #and get imprisoned for it. then used as essentially a court jester/executioner bc the prince needed to do *something* with you #fucked up #they wouldn't care if he was just another demon. but he's what remains of the human they loved yk #so it's more disturbing #anyway long ramble over #elliot rambles #obey me #obey me mc #obey me demon mc #obey me demon oc #avatar of bloodlust #demon elliot oc

[iwonderwh0]

An idea for a 3d render/drawing

Connor visiting a grave of original Amanda Stern. Laying a rose to her gravestone.

#dbh #dbh connor #dbh amanda #detroit become human #theoretically it's possible to mod #I haven't modded anything but huh #there's this scene with Markus and Carl's grave #if it is possible to replace the texture on a grave to say that it's Amanda Stern and not Carl Manfred #hmmm #if someone wants to draw/do that please do because ah why not #I probably won't do anything with it anyway :^ #or OH wait why not replace Connor's Mark in the Zen Garden itself #damn it being in a zen garden is actually better #or hm #anyways

[daisy--devil]

You pray for guidance in your brother's garden. But what for?

#art #oc #autumn way #MY BACK HURTS FROM DRAWING THIS #REBLOG IT OR HE'S GOING TO PRAY FOR YOUR DOWNFALL ISTG /J #i had to completely redo the sky twice so #i am so tired and i don't even like it that much tHSOE BUSHES ARE MAKING ME ANGRY #anyways if this scene looks a bit familiar to you first damn bitch you been here that long? #second in a way i wanted to remake it but i was in a atticus mood plus NEW COLORS AND BETTER LINE ART!!!!!! #so yeah i like drawing sebby's garden under the moon ig

[hanginghope]

thinking about how my big dream as a human being is to live a life of love. love for the people around me. love for where i live. love for what i eat. love for what i do everyday. love for my environment.

but this dream has been robbed from me by those who dream not of love, but of power and endless accumulation.

#they are ruining my planet my ability to have a home or land and make me question the ethics of having a family #to get everything that ultimately means nothing #i just want to have a house and a garden and be able to spend time with my future children #but the market says no so!! #i am lucky to find joy and meaning in my work but damn #what a soul crushing time young americans live in

[n3ongold3n]

I'm so proud of my hostas surviving the winter and being so lush and beautiful 😭💚

And on a day like this let me also say (for myself because i tend to forget) i am proud of myself for making the backyard greener and more colourful than it used to be 😤🌾

#even though the hausverwaltung is trying their hardest to cut everything down #the figs are from my neighbour though. she scolded the tree last spring if it wouldn't bear fruit she'd remove it #(after planting it as tiny sapling 3 years ago - she's so impatient but ok she is quite old too 😅) #anyway - last year? 5 figs! and delicious ones too! #this year the tree wants to go all-in it seems #the bluebells are from the alottment #i don't want to see them there they spread so damn much and suffocate everything else #but here. in the backyard. they can use their extremely good survival skills against the draught and hausverwaltung #and pparently the silver penny plant is called honesty in english? #well i'm proud of them too i planted out the seedlings a year ago and they are finally flowering 🥰 #i hope they establish themselves here #(i have no impulse control today (literally ate a whole chocolate bunny just now) so i'm sort of free to post my cringy-ish garden rambles #✌🏽😌 #garden blogging

[aphnatasha]

was anyone gonna tell me that bees will follow you around if you have flowers or was i just supposed to figure that out on my own

#for context i was playing minecraft for the first time in a while and i was making a huge fuckoff sized garden #and i put some beehives in and some bees! cuz i love the bees theyre so damn cute!! and friend shaped!!! #and i decided i wanted more flowers and i was just kinda minding my own bees wax and i had a flowering azelea in my hand #and when i turned around to plant them in a different area i saw lije. 5 of them! as close as they can possibly be to me! #and i didnt know why so i kinda wandered around and they followed me. i put the plant up and they flew away. took the plant out again #there they were! buzzing up to me and following me around! it was so cute! and now i love minecraft bees even more than i already did! #(also ik i shoyld be asleep but i lost track of time being in creative mode fucking around with making a garden and playing with bees #my allergies wont let me do it irl so i do it in minecraft so i dont sneeze myself into oblivion dhdhdb)

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 19

"Let Me Drown" by Orville Peck

#song of the day #oh talk about a big-voice song! I can't quite do it justice but it is damn good to sing #did work on a bunch of not-work things today even though I have a big tricky project I have to give an official update on for Friday #but it's so much more fun to plan my garden and talk to Duncan about setting up a paludarium for the bullfrog he wants to keep #I'm going to have to tell my boss that I /can/ do what she wants but I don't think it'll help with any of the things she wants it for #and aaaahhhh she's not gonna like that. she's not gonna like that at all. I don't want to have that conversation #anyway I'm gonna plant my peas on Thursday! spring coming to save my life #going to the pet store hopefully this weekend to get a filter system so the water in Duncan's tank can start cycling #gonna trim down my spiderwort and see if I can't get some of the cuts to root by the time the tank's ready for live plants #plans! projects! I made palak paneer for dinner tonight and it was good. someday soon I'll sleep! and then Friday I will talk to my boss! #because if I don't do my job then I won't have any money and then I won't be able to afford plants and frog rocks and then we all cry

[orcelito]

Ended up looking at house listings for a bit just daydreaming about finally being done with school and having a decent job that will let me mortgage a house. Bc I am Sooooo done with renting.

I have a good credit score and it's only been getting better. Once I'm finally out of school and have a definite job, I am Gonna be looking into this shit. I want a place to sit outside (porch, patio, balcony, I'm not picky) and I want to have a garden and I want interesting architecture (which probably means an old house, which are charming in their own rights)

Dreams!!! Dreams!!!! I want it!!!!!!!

#speculation nation #if i graduate spring 2025 thatd be within my current lease #i probably Wouldnt go buying a house so soon after school. but god damn i gotta have a bigger place than i got rn #with all the furniture im getting from my dad i got no god dang ROOM!!! #thinking. thinking. thinking thoughts. #i want to be done with school i want to have a house i want to take up DIY projects and build furniture in a shed I DONT KNWOWW #but i want it!!!! i wanna install shelves on the wall if i so choose!!!! i wanna have a GARDEN!!!!!! #with stones and flowers and everything!!!!!! maybe a bird feeder and a little pond if im feeling zesty!!!!!! #i dont want much i just want somewhere comfortable. i want it so bad.