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It wouldn't be weird for my farmer to be called Blackstar right? The inspiration is purely Bowie. I worship that man, the biggest inspiration for me growing up🥹 The way I see my farmer is they have a habit of writing, they do have a written story but it’s unpublished because they are unsure if it’s good enough. Very much a self-insert with the whole written story, I’ve been writing a story for about 16 years. I’d love to have it published but idk it’s it’s any good. Anyway idk I’m not comfortable using my name in my writing. I also like the idea of them exploring paganism and dabbling in Satanism. This little Drabble of mine I know Isn’t going to be short it’s going to be long and detailed & explore a lot of triggering topics that I’ll do my best to tag & put up warnings to. However, I did want to give you guys a heads-up for the story; The Writer, The Farmer, The Poet
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lovelesslittleloser · 6 months
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People should be more afraid of asexuals, because they’re the only people that are immune to one of the seven deadly sins
#seven deadly sins#maybe they have metaphorical lust. lust for the aesthetic#asexual#we also should fear aromantics but they aren’t necessarily immune to lust so fear them for the usual reasons#pride? sometimes can be negated by self-hatred but usually shows up when you do something to be proud of. as it should#greed? you might donate your money to orphans but if anyone touches your collection of shiny trinkets their hand will be removed#envy? unless you have never met any other living beings I don’t think it’s possible to escape this one#wrath? work in public service for a week and we’ll get you wanting to fistfight god#gluttony? eating disorders are a thing; however you should definitely eat something unless you wanna die#sloth? insomnia is a thing. but you should probably sleep if you don’t want to be driven mad upon the rocks#honestly too little of the seven deadly sins is also bad. no sloth? you’re barely functioning. no gluttony? you die of starvation.#no wrath? you’ll become a doormat. no envy? you’ll never want to improve yourself. no greed? you give all your stuff away and are now poor#no pride? you don’t love yourself AT ALL. no lust? no new generation.#and frankly that last one isn’t bad in the slightest considering that much is also true for people with a same-gender significant other#(unless they are also trans and willing but that’s a them problem to have)#plus overpopulation is a thing anyway so frankly the less lust the better.#the avatar of lust has been too overworked the past few decades and and wants a damn break for once#tw eating issues#tw eating disorder#eating disorder mention#shitpost
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bootyful-seventeen · 2 months
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I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds
#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day#and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those#I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad#and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd#like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff#it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie#Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about#give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit#the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash#but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think#sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots#tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand#saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀#the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age#I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it#omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too#just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned#like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things#cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane
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mossy-paws · 3 months
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writing a PHIGHTING! Fanfic atm… my ass did NOT realize that fanfics are very very different from psychology reports someone help me I have no clue how to write southern accents and or describe southern scenes I’m gonna explode my only writing experience is horror short stories and psych-reports LMAO /silly /I don’t actually need help this is just a silly little ramble
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rosesradio · 3 months
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Leo tentatively placed his hand over Nico's, allowing him to lift up his shirt just enough to see his old wound. All that was left of it was a thin white scar, something easily overlooked, as if it hadn't happened at all.
"It doesn't hurt," Leo explained, "at least, it's very minor when I strain myself. It's just when I think about it...the, uh, mental pain of it is worse than the physical pain."
Nico nodded, his expression solemn as a funeral. His cool fingertips traced against the scar, somehow causing warmth to zip down Leo's spine.
19.) Leo’s A Teenage Dirtbag, Baby is out now 👁️👁️
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bbreaddog · 3 months
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And also I'm gonna be obnoxious and ask for you to present some of cakegate 2.0 to the people
Alex laughs. “You couldn’t get rid of me if you tried. Plus, if you have to tell people you have a respectable sense of humor,” he adds, unfolding the napkin he’d plucked from a nearby table, “then you don’t have one at all. You’re lucky I’m so selfless; I don’t know how you’d be able to stop yourself from withering without my hilarious piece of ass. Now, c’mere.”
Send me a title
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Do you have Pokemon in mind for each of the different balls?
Yes c:
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amourcheol · 4 months
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WHEN DO WE GET THE NEXT FF AND WHICH MEMBER IS IN IT🙏
FUCKCIFK hopefully soon !! i am writing a Vernon college au fic (I know I’m floored myself) based on the movie watching the detectives! I was in a huge writing slump after Paris but since winter break I’ve had a bit of time on my hands 😭 i do need to start clocking in the wc for u guys cause she’s nearly halfway done actually
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rosicheeks · 7 months
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pepsimaxolotl · 1 year
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TRANSITION WIN:
CLEARING OUT MY WARDROBE OF FEMININE CLOTHING
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cherrysnax · 2 years
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#how do I make the self loathing n depression stop. i feel like I’m drowning n like I’m pulling my loved ones down with me#I’m trying really hard to be a person but it feels like ky progress is gone. i have a hard time standing up for too long so it’s rlly hard#cooking for myself even though one of my goals was to cook more. i keep forgetting what day/month it is#i feel like I’m so far away and everyone is just . millions of miles away from me#i just. want living to not feel like a chore. i have so many things I look foreword to#n I don’t want to quit on myself#and part of me thinks it’s the stress from our constantly sinking money sitch due to comic deadlines — that are only here to help motivate#the world won’t end if we don’t make them. i think that’s something we forget#but yeah I’m worried abt my mom and my health is declining I’m always dizzy and forgetful b I have problems holding convos#and I’m tired all the time and my libido is gone and it’s either my depression or my antidepressants but I’m worried abt it#idk what if I’m dying. my family can’t afford me dying. and I don’t want to cut a life short that has so much potential#but golly gee has my mental health not gotten the memo. i wanna do things for the ones I love but mh body seems to be shutting down#i want to be a good friend or lover or child or adult but I mostly feel like I’m stuck a few years back#but I will be okay. i will learn how to navigate my newfound issues. make sure to go outside despite my general adversion to it#learn to let myself feel freely about the present. while also think past tommorow uh positively#if I give up on myself what more do I have?
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seilon · 2 years
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I have 15 years of piano experience, several years experience playing keyboard in an ensemble / comping, vocal training/experience, and have picked up guitar recently (about 5 months ago ish). i have the credentials now how the fuck do i join a band
#kibumblabs#i imagine you need friends and that’s probably my issue#i just have. no friends#I’m still beating myself up a bit for ghosting a friend of mine who admittedly I couldn’t do much with right now anyway cause I live 400#miles away– but partly because he would have been my best possible shot at starting a band as he’s a very experienced and talented guitarist#and bassist and so on (the kinda guy who knows some amount of like every instrument) to the point where we’d talk about music theory#sometimes just. because. and I know is taste is good too#and I can not believe I never had the balls to be like hey. like. you wanna play together at some point#god I am mentally banging my head against a wall#anyway so now I’m here and I have no friends and no connections and my school doesn’t even have music classes/clubs/etc at all#so. fuck me dude#sigh#maybe I should focus on retraining my voice first anyway cause it’s been thoroughly fucked up by testosterone and I’ve been set back. a lot.#i really need to work on that either with a teacher or with online resources or something cause it’s been eating me alive lately it bothers#me so much. and when I see myself playing with a band i really wanted to be a singer specifically despite my piano experience (tho I know of#course I can do both) and now I definitely don’t feel confident enough in my voice to be a lead so. I’d have to. work on that a lot first#hehdhsgshhddhdhdj torture#one thing that gives me some hope is that I am in probably the best location to find Something music-wise. i mean I’m right next to#fucking LA so I mean. yeah. had an Uber driver the other day talk about how he moved all the way from Poland to SoCal to try and find work#doing music cause it was his passion and all that and at some point he asked me if I did anything live and of course I said no (I’d already#mentioned the instruments I play and whatnot) and when I said it was cause I didn’t know anyone he was like aahhh that’s no excuse! you can#find something! you live in Orange County! you just gotta keep looking and go to more places people like that get together#and I haven’t stopped thinking about that#thank you polish red hot chili peppers enthusiast u are an inspiration
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Ohhhhh A new fic? Can I ask what it’s about? Cannot wait!
hiii yes! it’s for the notjustsmutficfest! it’s an established relationship au with omega louis/omega harry that’s about 30k (a bit of a monster lol oops). should be posted sometime tonight i believe. i’ve shared a few lines and snippets if you wanna take a look through my last line/sunday snippet/my post tags to get a sneak peak ;)
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Ok new vain hope. My cs professor gets to class early and I can catch him before running off to my theatre class
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plumbobtv · 2 years
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Hey hey hey@plumbobtv, I noticed Saffron is not wearing her signature pink this season. Should we be expecting a tragedy? The death of a friendship other than Victoria? Or is she just giving us some range this season?
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Something is off for sure… But we’ll get there 👀
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digitaldaizy · 2 years
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IM GONNA CRY QHAT THE FUCK
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