#I WANT TO RUN AWAY

[hunter-125]

All I wanted growing up was to get away from my parents

All I can remember wanting

That was the problem, they were the problem

If I left I would be happy,

I would be healed

But now I've done it

In a different house

In a different city

I feel nothing

Nothings changed

I'm still as broken

As dirty

As ruined

As I was to begin with

-by me lmao

Hope someone gets me, everyone I know thinks I'm way better now especially as its been a few years since I started living alone but it's pretty much the same, those voices that taunted me are now just in my head

#male ed #self h@rm #bulimima #i wanna die #tw selfhate #tw self destruction #i want to run away #tw self destructive behavior #i hate it here #original poem #late night #ana male #ptsd #memories #bojack horseman #sarah lynn

[mushbugs]

I don't belong in this state.

#alaska #goblincore #art #gremlincore #cottagecore #therian #hellenic polytheism #sunrise #sunset #sunlight #take care #think of me once in a while take care #you are so pretty #i want to run away #i cant wait #i want to leave

[niceboyeds]

oh the desire to buy a one way ticket and start my life over

#it comes around like once a week #i just want to be happy in the area i live in #and i want to have fucking rights #and not worry about losing them #one day i’ll be able to #until then #lys’ nonsense #i want to run away #one way flight #new start #new beginnings

[ssstraykiss]

HELP, HE'S SOOO CUTEEE😭😭

(I want to keep him in my pocket fr)

@/realstraykids

#skz #straykids #stray kids #skz han #he's so cute #so pretty #adorable #i wanna keep him in my pocket #i want to run away #with him #help how can someone be so freaking adorable fr #cute #han jisung #hard thoughts #han smut #han fanfic #han fluff #ig update #update #kpop edits #kpop #kpop idol #kpop icon #kpop icons #kpop moodboard #han fanart #han skz #stray kids han #3racha j.one #j.one

[healinglilia]

aahh i hate my life!! my social worker said i shouldn't run away from home even though it's not unusual for kids to try (i'm 26 and rent an apartment of my own)

#seriously though #i want to run away #actuallybpd #actuallybipolar #actuallymentallyill #complex ptsd #dissociative disorder #catch me running away

[tearrstained]

I know it’s getting bad again when I start sneaking out during the night more because I want to feel something. I still don’t.

#actually bipolar #self h@te #tw self destructive thoughts #sewercide #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #self esteem #$h tumblr #im still traumatized #kinda depressing #i want to run away #i want to be tiny #exercise #i wish i was dead

[garlaholic]

#flowers #garden #fairycore #cottagecore #i want to run away #herbal tea #tea #violets

[thelittlelonelylesbian]

how can I feel so empty but numb and feel all of these sad emotions and like I want to run… run as far away from this body, this life, just everything all at once

#feelsoemptyrightnow #feelsostupid #i feel so worthless #i feel so numb #i want to run away #i dont want this #ijustwantyouclose #just you #alwaysyou

[the-teacup-dragon]

To late to run away to sea

To early to run away to the stars

#writer #quotes #words #storyteller #dreams #spilled words #writing #spilled ink #sea #stars #im so lost #life #a girl is tired #i want to run away #maybe I'll go to the forest #that seems appropriate #and reasonable

[hunter-125]

Idk how long I can keep choosing coffee

#male ed #ed dairy #self h@rm #bulimima #i wanna die #tw selfhate #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #trans ana #i want to run away #i hate it here #tw intrusive thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #albert camus #coffee

[hit-the-dirt-and-get-back-on]

I don't know if I can do this. I thought I was doing good. I thought it was okay and now I'm so fucking stressed it's making me sick.

#im stressed #so fucking stressed #stress #i want to run away #nothings going right

[skylasepitome]

i want to watch my parents bleed out just like how i have because of them.

#self h@rm #tw self destruction #self mutalition #shtmblr #self h@te #tw sh related #ed rant #i hate mysef #i hate everything #i hate my brain #i hate my parents #i want to run away

[howabhwmwn]

What if i just packed a bag and ran away?

#i want to run away #i want yo run away to a small rural village and work on a farm or plantation or sell fruit and veggis on a market

[fagottini]

i need a rest please lord

#i want to run away

[the-aj-archives]

Is the ACT worth faking my death and running away with my favorite people in the forest? Is it worth building a cottage and treating the forest animals as my children? Is it worth worshipping Mother Nature and giving myself to her to decay once I'm gone. Ideally, what is stopping me?

@ihaveanaversiontodecisions run away with me and we can be a transmasc/lesbian, platonic power couple. No more tests and no more actors who don't know their lines despite being two weeks out from a show

#I want to run away #The act is going to kill me #former academic weapon

[zheani-purpledreads]

Not me actually contemplating running away... Leaving my warm bed and house. Maybe I could find a better place. Someone who wants me around and doesn't see me as a burden.

#text #depressing shit #mental ill health #i want to run away #i hate my existence #i hate my brain #i hate being alive #i hate working #personal #i hate being mentally ill