Hii could u do a MV1 x reader fic where Max and the reader were in a serious longterm relationship but broke up bc he wanted kids and she didn’t,, and a few months later he’s dating Kelly and is being a girldad to P when he bumps into the reader again and realises he’s not over her 🙂↕️🙂↕️ LOOOOL I hope this request makes sense!!
Loss Of My Life - Max Verstappen x Reader
Based on – “The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived”, “Loml” – Taylor Swift
Hi!! Thank you so much for your submission! So I wanted to change it a little bit, hope that’s okay!! So I’ve changed it so that it was the reader who wanted kids and Max didn’t, the reader is also a singer In this one (almost like how big Taylor Swift is, imagine her like that sort of star!) Idk if you have people performing at races but just imagine you do lol.
send in your submissions!<3
Word count : 2.3k
You and Max had been together for 6 years, 6 long years that made you think you were going to be together forever, he had been there through everything with you. You had both been together at the start of your careers and the height of your careers, and it was amazing to see how far the two of you could go. You had a very successful career in the music industry, bringing out albums that each became the highest-selling albums of the year and Max had a very successful career as a Formula One driver, winning world championships. But after 6 years, you had decided that maybe it was time for something more, you loved touring, singing your music, meeting fans, traveling around the world, but you wanted something more, you wanted a life with Max.
Deciding it was finally time to tell Max how you were feeling, you had sat down with him in his Monaco apartment whilst you had some time off from touring to write some new songs for a new album. Sitting down for food, you had decided there was no better time, “how do you feel about having children?”
Max hadn’t looked up from his food, just shrugging. “Don’t feel anything about them, I don’t want them.” He had replied bluntly, and your shoulders sank. You and Max had talked about children before, of course, you had, you can’t be in such a long-term relationship and not talk about what you both want in the future, but when you had brought it up before, Max had just replied with, “maybe one day, when we’re older and have achieved what we’ve wanted” and that was an okay answer at the time, at the height of your careers you had wanted to achieve more, but now you’d done it.
You’d become the best-selling artist of the decade, sold millions of albums, done a multimillion-dollar tour, travelled the world, you had done it all, and now seemed like the right time for the both of you to have this discussion. But clearly, Max had felt different.
“Max, I want a baby, I want to settle down with you, you’re my everything. We’ve been together 6 years, there’s got to be a point where you want that too, right?” You had pleaded with him, to make him show that he wanted that with you, that it wasn’t all a waste of time being together for so long.
Max had got frustrated, standing up, pacing around, not understanding how you didn’t understand that he was still at the height of his career, and settling down would only set him back. “I’m winning world championships Y/N, I can’t have kids doing that, my attention is on my career, not kids.” You had sat there, shoulders sagged, not saying anything, letting Max carry on telling you just exactly why he wouldn’t have kids with you. You just sat there, knowing that this was it, Max had chosen his career over you.
You had moved out of Max’s Monaco apartment, you had focused back on your career, you had left Max, or more like he had left you. After your conversation, you had understood where Max’s priorities were, and he had made it clear that it was not you. So, you had both left, you had cried for days, the last 6 years replaying in your mind over and over again. You remembered going to the races all around the world, each time you had gone, you had practically been treated like royalty, everyone from the engineers, the team principals, the drivers, and the fans, all wanting to meet you, wanting a photo with you, to shake your hand. But none of that had mattered, because all you wanted to do was to be with Max, and you had been, you had been the first one to run up to him when he won any race, he had kissed you with such force you had forgotten there was anyone around you, you had both forgotten you were both in the public eye with reputations to uphold, none of that had mattered.
Now, all of that was gone, everywhere you went you were asked questions about Max; what had happened? Were you now going to bring out a break-up album? Had Max cheated on you? So many ridiculous questions that you completely ignored. You had blocked it out, wanting to move on, but having an ex as big as Max Verstappen, you would never get away from his name.
Not long after you had gotten a call from one of yours and Max’s friends, Daniel, an old teammate and friend of Max who you had become close with throughout your relationship with Max. Daniel was one of your closest friends, and the split between you and Max had put tension on your friendship, Daniel knew if he had taken sides with you, the tension on the grid would be at an all-time high, and you couldn’t have that happen with Daniel, and so you had kept your distance between yourself and all of yours and Max’s mutual F1 friends.
But Daniel was the first one to call, and you had answered. “Y/N, hey, I’m sorry for not calling earlier, but everyone here misses you, you must know that. Why don’t you come to the next race, as my guest, of course, just to see everyone, you won’t have to see Max if you’re at my team paddock area, I promise, I know how much you loved the races.”
After giving it some thought and telling him that you would consider it, you received a second call asking you to perform at the race. You decided to accept and would perform some of your new songs there before going to stay with Daniel until he had to leave to go race.
And now, today was the day, anxiety was coursing through your blood as you stood at the back of the stage, waiting for your queue to go on. You had seen the news stories, the gossip that Max had gotten a new girlfriend, just months after your split. You couldn’t do that, your new boyfriend was your songs, they had helped you get your emotions out about the split, they had been your healer, instead, Max had found his healing in a new woman.
“And I don't even want you back, I just want to know
If rusting my sparkling summer was the goal
And I don't miss what we had, but could someone give
A message to the smallest man who ever lived?
Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?
Did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?”
Singing a song that everyone knew was about Max was dangerous, but you had made the decision to do it nevertheless. You thought that if he was going to start dating someone else so soon after you, you should express your feelings, and you should do it somewhere where most people knew him.
“Were you writing a book? Were you a sleeper cell spy?
In fifty years, will all this be declassified?
And you'll confess why you did it
And I'll say, "Good riddance"
'Cause it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden
I would've died for your sins
Instead, I just died inside
And you deserve prison, but you won't get time”
As you marched down the platform, your dancers trailed after you in the style of a marching band. You turned to face the audience and noticed the racers and their families cheering you on, and then you noticed him. You could see him well; he was staring at you. You sang the song's lyrics with all of your intensity, making eye contact with him even if you didn't want to.
With his arm over her shoulders, a woman who you could have assumed was his new girlfriend was standing next to him. She definitely was a lover of the song and sang along with it, but she didn't seem to care that you were singing about her boyfriend at the time. However, she was holding a small child in her arms who was waving and yelling your name. As you performed, your heart fell; his girlfriend had a child? Reluctant to reveal that it had knocked you, you waved to the little girl. The young girl screamed and jumped, screaming that you had waved at her. She then rushed out and grabbed Max, who smiled at her before turning to face you again while wearing a guilty expression.
Walking off the stage, you took your earpieces out, taking water from one of the workers next to you, thanking them. Daniel had been waiting for you behind the stage, with a sad look on his face, as he began walking next to you as you rushed to your backstage area to get changed into different clothes before the race started. “You never told me his new girlfriend had a kid, Dan.”
Daniel just nodded, trying to keep up with you and your security. “I knew it would upset you, Y/N, I knew how much you wanted kids with Max, I didn’t know how to tell you.”
You stood still, the rest of your team standing still with you, not knowing what to do. You had turned to them, “can you just give us a minute?” The team nodded, standing away, but still needing to be close.
Daniel stood opposite you, “how can he do that Dan? Six years and for what? Now he’s a stepdad all of a sudden and he’s fine with it? We broke up because he didn’t want children, but clearly what he meant was he didn’t want children with me.”
Dan was about to reply, but your name was screamed as you turned your head to where the voice had come from. It was the same little girl you had waved to when you performed, the same little girl who had jumped into Max’s arms when you had done so, the same one who had wrapped her hands around his neck as he bounced her up and down along to the music.
“Y/N! Y/N” She had ran over to you, wearing a shirt with your album on. You knelt down to her, changing expressions from the one you had worn with Daniel, to now your stage expression, a façade you knew all too well.
Kneeling to her height, she hugged you, her reaction like many of the fans you met. “Hi, what’s your name?” You had asked her, but she still jumped up and down. Behind her, Max’s girlfriend smiled and took photos of you and the little girl.
“Penelope, but mummy and Maxie call me P.” You swallowed at the mention of Max, fighting back tears knowing the little girl now had a nickname for him. “That’s a beautiful name, Penelope, you look beautiful.” The little girl giggled, and you stood back up, making eye contact with her mother, Max’s new girlfriend.
The woman held out her hand, smiling at you. “Hi, I’m Kelly, I’m a huge fan.” You shook her hand, smiling slightly, not knowing what to say to the woman who now had everything you had wanted.
“Nice to meet you,” you smiled, looking at Daniel who just looked anywhere else but the scene before him, unable to cope with the awkwardness of the interaction. Kelly had turned her head, seeing Max in the distance, waving him over. “Babe, come and see, P just met Y/N.”
Max had looked over at you all, breathing heavily as he looked at your face, whilst you just looked at Daniel, who had wide eyes. “I’m really sorry, I-I’ve got to go.” You began walking away, rather quickly that almost looked like running. Your team was unsure of what to do as you tried to get away from Max.
“Y/N!” You heard you name called as you got as far away as you could, you knew the voice from anywhere and you spun around, anger now coursing through your veins. “What Max? Go and play happy little families with Kelly, since clearly you’ve had a complete change of heart and you’re now ready to be a dad.” You scoffed, but he grabbed your arm as you went to walk away again.
“It’s not what you think,” he tried to tell you, but your voice became choked up. “Right, it isn’t the fact that just months after ending our six-year relationship due to YOU not wanting children with you, you find someone else. And you didn’t just find someone else, you found someone else where you have to step up and become a father figure.” You told him, “I wish you all the best with your new family Max, I really do.”
Max took off the baseball cap off his head that he was wearing, pushing a hand through his hair. “I never wanted this, Y/N, I’m sorry. If I could take it all back, I would. I would never of said what I said to you, I would take everything back, just to be with you again, you were my everything and you still are.”
You couldn’t breathe, he had practically still professed his love for you still, whilst still being with Kelly. “You lost that chance, Max. I wanted you, all of you, all the good, all the bad. But you didn’t want me, and you lost me.”
“I want you back. No matter what you think I have with Kelly, I don’t, I will never have with anyone what I had with you. I have no excuse that it took all of this to make me realise, but I’m still human, and human make mistakes, and I made the mistake of loosing you, because of my selfishness.” Max practically pleaded with you, but you just shook your head.
“We almost had it all.”
“And I'll still see it until I die
You're the loss of my life”
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hey i hope ur alright ? can i request a insta as but with the ada members ? like not a specific relationship just them being happy together (it's been too long since they were happy rip) thank you!!!!!
Insta as an ADA's member
a/n : hey love! I never did it with the whole agency but I'll try me best, hope you'll like it!<3
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Yn_theoneandonly : we searched for them for 30 bloody minutes @.Daze_i @.Ranthebestpo @.Atsushiii @.JuNro @.Kenji_fromthefarm YOU STUPID FUCKERS
Daze_i : you described me so well
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : what
↳ Daze_i : I fuck ur mothejfboqzjtkeo
↳ Daze_i : DOPPO IDIOT U ALMOST GAVE ME A CONCUSSION
↳ KunikiDA : Learn to be respectful
↳ Yosanurgirl : Dazai honey I received a new chainsaw, care to try it with me ? 🥰
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Wonderful idea Yosano
↳ Daze_i : no not a great idea at all, try it on Atsushi I'm sure he'll like it
↳ Atsushiii : Why me ? I didn't insult anyone's mother
↳ Daze_i : OKAY I'M SORRY PLS PLS I'M SORRY
↳ Yosanurgirl : Oh you'll be sorry don't worry
↳ Daze_i : RANPO HELP ME
↳ Ranthebestpo : not my problem
Gintonic : what were they even talking about
↳ Chu_uya : Really ? It's the topic of the conv that's concerning you ?
↳ Gintonic : they got cute hat
↳ Chu_uya : I need a drink
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Yosanurgirl : dump of our vacations
Gintonic : LMFAO WHO IS ON THE TOP RIGHT
↳ Yosanurgirl : Ranpo proudly sitting on Atsushi
↳ Gintonic : they're so stupid omg
Chu_uya : IT'S OUTRAGIOUS BOSS I WANT VACATIONS TOO
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : come with us next time
↳ Daze_i : yes Chuuya come 🤗
↳ Chu_uya : you're so suspicious
↳ Daze_i : it'll be my pleasure to throw you out of the cliff
↳ Chu_uya : you'll fall trying
↳ Daze_i : what a wonderful death
FukuZAWA : It was very nice, we should do it more often.
↳ Ranthebestpo : glad you had fun
↳ Elisefather : Were they more productive after these vacations ?
↳ FukuZAWA : Raise spirits at least
↳ Elisefather : Hm, maybe I'll consider doing that
↳ Chu_uya : Really ?
↳ Gintonic : OMG FUCK YES
↳ Gintonic : I mean, this is a great idea Boss
↳ Elisefather : We'll see.
↳ The_Hirotsu : Please Boss, change that username
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Yn_theoneandonly : we're so sexy @.Yosanurgirl
Yosanurgirl : I felt my sex appeal disappear
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : always be sexy in my eyes
↳ Daze_i : mine too, everywhere you want
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : shut the fuck up
↳ Chu_uya : Have some self respect omg
Atsushiii : Can't believe I won honestly
↳ JuNro : me too
↳ Ranthebestpo : I SHOULD HAVE WON, I CALCULATED EVERYTHING, I EVEN MADE YOU FALL
↳ Atsushiii : SO IT WAS YOU
↳ Ranthebestpo : OF COURSE IT WAS ME
↳ Atsushiii : YOU SAID IT WAS YOSANO
↳ Ranthebestpo : OMG DON'T BELIEVE EVERYTHING I TELL YOU
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : are the kids done ?
↳ Atsushiii : NO
↳ Ranthebestpo : NO
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Fine fine
Yosanurgirl : GIRL COME SEE THIS MAGNIFICENT PAIR OF KIDNEYS
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : OMW
↳ KunikiDA : How have you.... Nevermind, don't wanna know
↳ Daze_i : COMING TOO MY GIRLS
↳ KunikiDA : OH NO YOU ARE COMING WITH ME
↳ Daze_i : but but but but
↳ KunikiDA : You still have paperwork to do, and this time you won't give them to Atsushi
↳ Daze_i : How did you know ?
↳ KunikiDA : I know everything.
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KunikiDA : Whoever did this, I swear to you I'm going to find you, gut you and petition the government to have this bloody day annulled !
Yn_theoneandonly : FUCK IT DID WORK @.Ranthebestpo WE'RE GENIUS
↳ Ranthebestpo : SHUT UP HE'S GONNA KNOW IT'S US
↳ Daze_i : That's why I love you
↳ KunikiDA : You two, you better start running
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : RANPO WE'RE DEAD
↳ Ranthebestpo : WHO'S TO BLAME YOU IDIOT
↳ Kenji_fromthefarm : RUN I'LL TRY TO STOP HIM
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : YOU'RE A LIFESAVIOR KENJI
Gintonic : oh my I almost piss myself laughing
↳ Akutagawa : Thanks for the details
Yosanurgirl : I would have paid millions to see his face
↳ Daze_i : SAME BAAHHAHAHAHAHAH HE'S SO STUPID NOBODY WRITES "FREE CAKE"
↳ Yosanurgirl : You write your name on your yogurts
↳ Daze_i : That's because of Ranpo, he always eats them all
↳ Yosanurgirl : and who pays for these yogurts
↳ Daze_i : Atsushi... Okay I see your point but if my name is on them THEN IT'S MINE
↳ Yosanurgirl : THAT'S NOT HOW LIFE WORKS
↳ Daze_i : WELL NOW IT IS
Chu_uya : So hmmm Kyôka, you left us for them ?
↳ Kyôk_a : They're funnier than you for sure
↳ Chu_uya : Gotta act like I didn't read that
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Yn_theoneandonly : true family
Kenji_fromthefarm : I love you guys
Yosanurgirl : I LOVE you
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : me too sweet
Ranthebestpo : owwww aren't we cute
↳ p0e : sure are
Daze_i : at that moment there was a warm current between my legs
↳ Chu_uya : someone piss on you
Kyôk_a : never felt better in my life
↳ OzuKoy : I'm happy for you sweetheart
Atsushiii : I'm glad I found you all
↳ Akutagawa : you're foolish
↳ Gintonic : shut up and be happy for once
KunikiDA : What a bunch of happy idiots we are
↳ KATAI : couldn't have worded it better
JuNro : the warm current was probably me
↳ Higucci : you're disgusting
↳ Naomii : you should have stayed silent Jun
FukuZAWA : Thank you for trusting me one day, kids
↳ M_Mori : I really need to plan those vacations
↳ The_Hirotsu : Thank you Boss for changing the username
Hello! hope you liked it ? I kinda tear up at the end, it makes me happy to write them happy so I really hope you'll feel the same, we all need a good old boost of happiness from time to time
with love <3
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